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main andar chaliaayi aur nahane ke baad prayer ke liye aa gayi aur kafi der tak mahoo e ibadatrahi
us ke fauran badmaine uncle ko phone kiya to phone band jar aha tha , maine harsh ka number trykiya wo bhi band tha .
maine sochashayad so gaye honge ur phone off kar diya hoga ya fir kisi ne mana kiya hogakyun ki hospital ward me phone talk allow nahi hoti , shayad rat me phone bandkara diya gaya hoga
yahi sochte huemaine shahnaz ko jagaya aur chai banana lagi shahanaz ne bhi sab se pahle yahisawal kiya ki bibbi chuzi didi kaisi hain aba baat ki thi kya
maine kaha haanraat ko bat hui thi aur subah to phone band tha abhi fir karungi
ok – bibbi kahtihui wo sofe pe ake baith gayi aur hum logn ne chai pee
kuch der ke baadmaine fir phone kiya to uncle ne phone uthaya aur bole haan beta bolo
maine pucha kyahaal hai uncle
thik hai betabikul thik hai bas hum log wapas a rahe hain – wo bole
matlab – mainkuch samjhi nahi – main boli
koi bat nahibeta mera matlab ab chuzi thik hai aur hum log leke a rahe hain us ko acha abhmain bhusy hun fir jaldi hi phone karunga – ye kahte hue unhone phone band kardiya
maine harsh kaphone try kiya to wo switch off tha , main chup chap baith gayi ye bahut achibat thi ki chuzi wapas aa rahi thi lekinachanak kaise kal to kuch aur kah rahe the uncle fir rat bhar ke baad achanakdischarge ho jana samajh me nahi aa raha tha
kya hua bibbi –shahnaz ne pucha
uncle ne kaha kiwo log wapas aa rahe hain hospital se chutti ho gayi hai – maine kaha , is batpe shahanz bahut khush ho gayi
lagbhag 1 hourke baad fir maine phone kiya to phone nahi utha harsh ka number dial kiya toabhi bhi swith off tha
maine shahnaz sekkaha aao chuzi ke ghar chalte hain wo log aa bhi rahe hain aur hum log bhichuzi se milkar fir wapas aayenge
thik hai bibbimain abhi chalti hun – kuch hi der ke bad hum log chal diye aur jaldi hi chuzeke ghar pahunch gaye ghar pahunch kar maine aunty ko wish kiya , un ke sathwhin ki kuch aur aurten bhi thin , aminbhi wahin baith gayi aur baten karnelagi .
unhone bataya kia rahe hain sab log phone aaya tha un ka – wo boli
acha acha aursab thik hai – maine pucha
haaan sab thikhai – wo boli
Hospital sechutti mil gayi – maine boli
Haan mil gayi abwo normal hai to rukne se kya faida – wo boli
Haaan wo to hai– main boli
Sab log bate karrahe the wahan baithi hui kuch aurton ne mer bare me bhi pucha to aunty ne unko mere bare me bataya , main to nahi janti th un logon ko lekin mere tarruf kebaad sab log hi mujhe pahchante hue nazar aaye , ki main kaun hun kis ki betihun
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Kuch der ke baadhi darwaze pe ek ajeeb shor bapra hua , aur kuch Admi andar aaye aur gateholkar khare ho gaye
Aao aao laao laaoki sadayen buland ho rahi thi , kuch samajh me me na aata pakar main gate kitaraf barhi to dekha gate ke bahar ek bheed jama thi is se pahle ki koi kuchkahta ya main kisi se kuch puchti samne hi ek charpayi pe kisi ko laya jar ahatha
Aur dekhte hi dekhteus ko lakar sab chuzi ke ghar ke andar aa gaye aur ek taraf rakh diya us kepiche uncle aaye jink o bahut se log dilasa de rahe the kuch der ke baad harshko bahin me uthaye hue uske dost log andar aaye wo hosh o hawaas me nahi tha usko bithaya gaya to wo gir gaya
Sab kuch saaf hochukka tha aur samajh me aa gaya tha ki kya hua hai lekin fir bhi main uncle kepas gayi aur boli --- uncle , uncle
Unhone meritaraf dekha aur hathon ko jor kar bas rote hue inkar me sir hilaya kuch bolenahi , maine unke hath pakarte hue boli uncle kaise kya ho gaya kal maine phonekiya to aap ne kaha sab thik hai fir
Unke sabar kaband toot chukka thaw o mujhe gale lagate hue zaar zaar rote hue bole betimujhe maaf kar do hum nhi bacha paye tumharidost ko
Ye sunkar shahnaztezi se bhagkar chuzi ke paas pahunch gayi aur white cover jis me usko baandhahua tha us ko kholne lagi , kayi log us ko mana karte rahe lekin wo jaise kisiki sun nahi rahi thi
Us ko is tarahkarte dekh kar main bhi us ke pas pahunch gayi , aur us ko wahan se hataya firchuzi ko us bandhan se khola gaya to maine us ka chehra dekha jiski ankhne bhipuri tarah band nahi thin shayad is waqt bhi wo mujhe hi dekh rahi thi
Tum mujhe pahlekyun nahi mili – akhiri guftugu mere kaano me goonjne lagi meri chuzihameshahansne aur hansane walii aaaj sab ko rota hua chorkar chali gayi thi
Jis ghar me uske kahkahe goonjte the aaj wo sadaye giriya se goonj raha tha ek ajab sazalzala tha aur talatum fizaon me chuziki mom jinko yahi pata tha ki hospital se discharge hoke ghar aa rahi hai jabunhone us ki maiyat ko dekha to ... aap samajh sakte hain shayad ---- ab himmatnahi hai jo main likh sakun
Kuch der ke baadharsh ke doston ne us ko hosh me lane ki koshish ki aur wo utha , uthne ke baadus ne mujhe samne khare hue dekha to bhgta hua mere pas aaya aur mujhe kandhese pakar kar jhinjhorte hue bola mar gayi mar gayi didi gayi gayi
Ye kahte huezamiin par girne laga maine us ko thama hua tha main bhi usko bithate hue khudzameen par baith gayi
Us ki halat dekhkar sabar nahi ho raha tha maine bhi be sakhta rone lagi
Us ne kaha thana tumhare samne hi kaha tha mujh se – harsh paglon ki tarah bol raha tha
Ki abki jaungito ir awaz sun ne aur shakal dekhne ko taras jaoge – ab chali gayi wo , bahutziddi thi chali gayi , us ko nahi pata ki hum sab
Ye bolte hue wous ke paas pahunch kar bola uth na bolo naa , baat karo mujh se hey daantomujhe jhagra karo mujh se – ye khate hue wo zamin par pacharen kha raha tha
Main ek kone mechupchap baith gayi tabhi apne kandhe par main kisi ke dabao ko feel kiya dekhato shahnaz thi wo bilkul khamosh thi kuch nahi bol rahi thi .
Maine seema kophone kar ke bata diya ki kya hua hai , thori der ke baad seema apni mom kesath wahan aayi aur meri colony ke bahut se log aurten admi sab wahan aa gayekyun ki sab jante the ki chuzi meri friend hone ke sath sath kitna mere kareebhai aur sab ke sab chuzi ko ache se jante the koi aisa nahi tha jo us se milke khush na hota ho
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Is liye jaise hisab ko pata chal asab ke sab wahin aa gaye , kuch hi ghanton ke bad un ka pura ghar rishtedaron se bahr gaya jomukami the wo to aa hi chuke us ke sath sath baironi rishtedar bhi aa chuke the
Kafi der takyahi silsila chalta raha fir wo waqt bhi aaya jo khuda kisi ma baap ko nadikhaye har maa baap ki yahi tamanna hoti hai ki wo apni ladli beti ko apnehathon se shahani poshaak pahnaye aur khushi khusi us ko doli me bitha kar apneghar vida kare lekin apni beti ke liye yahi arman rakhne wale chuzi ke maa bapthe jinki ankhon ke samne hi unki beti ko kafan pahnaya gaya aur unke samne hi usko un ke ghar se doli ki jagah arthi pe le jaya gaya
jis bhai ki tamanna thi ki wo apni bahan kidoli uthaye wo doli to na utha saka lekin arthi ko kandha zaroor de rahatha
Akhiri baarmaine us ka chehra dekha to bas yahi laga jaise mujhe dekh kar muskura rahi haiaur abhi uth kar mujh se kahegi tu ne kya socha main mar gayi arey mai to natakkar rahi thi marne ka
Lekin aisa nahihua chuzi na fir mujh se boli na hi usne ankhen kholi wo hamesha ke mujh sedoor ja chuzki thi ... is se aage main aur kuch bayan nahi kar sakti
Der raat mainghar laut aayi ghar aayi to surjeet aunt aur unke husband khana lekar aayelekin khana dekh kar uljhan ho rahi thi
Maine sochashahnaz ko to khila dun lekin shahnaz bas khamosh baithi thin a bol rahi thin ahans rahi thi yahan tak ki us ne pani bhi nahi piya , bas woe k tak samne dekheja rahi thi ba mushkil tamam wo kabhi kabhi palken jhapka rahi thi ek ke bad ekus ko sab logon ne aawazz di lekin wo jawab nahi de rahi thi ye dekh kar mainbehaal hone lagi to fauran hi surjjet aunty apne husband ke se boli is kodocter ke pas le chalo usko lekar hum log docter ke pas gaye to unhone puchasara haal aunty ne bataya
Wo bole main basek injection de raha hun ye so jayegi , ye so jaye to fir is ko sone dena jabtak soye is ko jagana nahi , aur agar ye roye to rone dena aur koshish karo kiye rone lage agar ye dil khol kar ro legi to thik ho jayegi
Shahnaz konormal hone me kayi din lag gaye aur wo bahut din tak is sadme me rahi .
Chuzi ke papaaur unki mom bhai ka haal kya hoga is ka andaaz main apne aur shahnaz ki halatse laga sakti thi ki hum dono to us ke koi bhi nahi the aur wo to us ke apnethe
Nexy day mainchuzi ke ghar gayi to ghar kaatne ko daur raha tha , harsh ne mujhe dekh kar himujh se lipat kar rona shuru kar diya aur main us ko samjhane me nakaam thi
Baki rishtedarthe to kisi ko towel ganda nazar aa raha tha to kisi ko sabun chahiye tha kisike paas tooth brush nahi tha kisi chai me cheeni kam thi ... gussa aa raha thamujhe
Fir sab logdastoor e duniya nibha kar chale gaye aur chuzi ke ghar walon ke pas thi to uski furkat aur tarap aur aansu
Mujhe chuzi kewo alfaaz yad aa rahe the us ki awaz mere kano me goonj rahi thi ki
Ek din humhanste hue chale jayenge aur sab ko rota chor jayenge ye chuzi ke jumle baarbaar mere kano me goonj rahe the
Tuesday 24 April 2007 ko chuzi hum sab ke sath sath is duniya ko bhi chorkar chali gayi ,chuzi ke jane ke baad maine kya khoya ye main hi janti hun ,aaj bhi rulati hai mujhe wo bahut rulati hai bahut rulati hai
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Ab aage ----
Shahnaz chuzi keliye bahut pareshan thi ahista ahista wo normal ho chuki thi 2-3 roz ke badmain fir jab uske ghar gayi to lag hi nah raha tha ki ye wahi ghar hain bas yunmahsoos ho raha tha jaise yahan koi rahta hi nahi hai
Main aunty semili to fauran hi wo mujh se lipat kar rone lagi , aine un ko samjhane kinakkam koshish ki lekin un ka sab se bada dard ye tha ki wo kab se beemar haito wo kyun nahi mar gayi , un ki beti kyun hcali gayi un ko chor kar , aur apniproblem ke chalte wo sirf apne ko hi kos rahi thi ki akhiri waqt wo us ko dekhbhi na saki
Arey hanstekhelte achanak hi us ki tabiyat kharab hui aur wo ghar se gayi aur mar karwapas aayi yahi kah kah kar wo apne dil ki bharas nikal rahi thi
Main bhi be sakhtaro rahi thi kya karti jab kisi chiz par apna vash na ho to insaan kar hi kyasakta hai siwaye rone ke esi ko to bebasi kahte hain
Maine apneshoulder pe kisi ka hath mahsoos kiya to piche dekha mere piche uncle khare huethe
Gulnaaz betasamjhao aunty ko , tum ko to in dono kosamjhana hai jab kit um khud ro rahi ho itni mazboot hokar har tarah ke halaatse larti hui tum aaj khud ro rahi ho – wo bole
Apno ko khoyahai maine pahle mom fir dad ab meri sab se achi dost khone ka gham kya hota haiye mujhe pata hai ye kahte hue main un se lipat kar rone lagi
Nahi beta chupho jaao ek hakeekat hai is ko samajh lo ki hum aaye hain to hum ko jana bhi hailekin kab jana hai ye koi nahi janta aur hamare liye har jane wala achanak hichala jata hai kyun ki hum nahi jante kisi ke jane ka samay kya hai – wo bole
Kuch derkhamoshi rahi main uth kar bahar aa gayi aur munh dhone lagi uncle bhi bahar aagaye the
Harsh kahan haiuncle – maine pucha
Wo bhi aise hihaal me hai pagal sa ho gaya hai kya karun kuch samajh me hi nahi aata – wobole
Hai kahan wo –maine pucha
Wo apne kamre mehai abhi subaha subah hi chuzi ke room me jakar us ki eke k chiz ko dekh dekhkar ro raha tha main khud us ko nahi samjha pa raha hun – wo bole
Uncle ko dekhkar main bahtut hairan thi ki kitna acha natak kar rahe hai normal hone kajabki unki ankhon se jhlakte hue ansunon ko dekh rahi thi , chuzi sab se zyadaun se hi close thi aur wo bhi apni beti par jaan chirakte the kayi din hospital me wo soye nahi aura b pata nahi kikab soyenge ya soyenge bhi ya nahi
Unhone apni betiaur apni sab se achi dost ko ho diya tha jo ki har masle par apni beti seadvise lete the aur koi bhi kaam apni beti ki marzi ke bina nahi karte the lekinapni wife aur apne bête ko samjhane ke liye wo bahut acha natak kar rahe the
Main us room megayi jahan harsh tha , main andar gayi to dekha wo deewar se tika hua zamin pebaitha tha aur us ne apna sir apne ghutno me rakha hua tha main uske pas baithgayi aur apne hath us ke kandhe per aha us ne mujhe is tarah dekha jaise ki uqko meri maujoodgi bahut buri lagi ho lekin mujhe dekhte hi wo mujh se lipat karbilakh bilakh kar rone laga
Maine us palkuch nahi boli bas mere hath us ke sar pe the kafi der tak rote rahne ke bad wochup ho gaya aur khomash baith gaya uncle bhi room me aa gaye the
Yahan kyunbaithe ho – maine pucha
Mujhe yahinbaitha rahne do aap log jaao – wo bola
Kab tak aiserahoge – main boli
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Pata nahi – wobola
Ye batao istarah adam bazaar hoke aur rone se agar chuzi wapas aa jaye to main bhi tumharesath yahin baith kar roun – main boli
Us ne jawab memeri taraf ghoor kar dekha
Haan mujhe bhibahut dukh hai lekin garebaan chaak karke ghar se bahar nikal kar chuzi chuzicillana kya samjahdari hogi , kya khoya kis ne khoya jo gaya us ki ahmiyat kyathi ye tum bhi samajh rahe ho hum bhi samajh rahe hain , lekin agar tension sekoi hal nikal raha ho to batao hum sab mil kar tension lenge to aur jaldi halho jayega masla – main boli
Us ne haan mesir hilaya lekin kuch nahi bola
Dekho beta gulsahi kah rahi hai – uncle bole
Maine us kopaani pilaya aur zameen se uthakar bed pe bithaya
Dekho chuzi tumko bahut pyr karti thi aur tum ko aage barhte hue dekhna chahti thi ab tum wahikaro jo wo chahti thi tabhi us ki rooh ko tasalli hogi aise to us ki atma bhibechain rahegi ki uska bhai itna pareshan hai – main boli
Abhi kuch samajhme nahi aa raha meri main ye samajh hi nhi pa raha hun ki didi ja chuki hai dilmanta hi nahi hai kabhi ye sapne me bhi nahi socha tha ki main kabhi apni didiko . .. ye kahne ke baad wo khamosh ho gaya
Bahut achia thio meri sab se achi friendthi aur tum ko pata hai ki wo meri sab se kam samay kidost thi aur sab se zyada nazdeek thi mere jab wo mere ghar aati thi to shahnazkahti thi ki samajh me nahi aata ki aye ghar mera hai ya chuzi didi ka is tarahwo mere sath rahti thi – mujhe bhi behad afsoos hai harsh lekin fir bhi sachyahi hai ki wo ab is duniya ko chor kar ja chuki hai ek bahut achi duniya mejahan par nafraton ke liye koi jagah nahi hai sirf pyar hi pyar hai aur hum sabbhi ek din zaroor jayenge kyun ki hamariasli manzil wahi hai – main boli
Kuch palkhamoshi rahi
Bahut yad karrahi thi tum ko bahut yad kar rahi thi – wo bola aur ek bar fir rone laga
Main to us kepas hi thi lekin kya kati papaer tha is liye aana para – main boli
Aur wo badnaseebpapaer bhi nahi de payi – wo bola
Kya ho gaya thajab main wapas aayi thi to wo normal thi fir achanak kya hua maine ye pucha hinahi aur mauka hi nahi mila – main boli
Aap ke aane kebad wo jaisi thi wasi hi rahi raat ko bhi sahi thi baten kar rahi thi lekin isbaar us ki baten kuch samajh me aane wali nahi thi lekin ab sab kuch samajh meaa raha hai – harsh ne kaha
Tumhare aane kebaad wo boli gul chali gayi ab pata nahi main us se mil paungi ya nahi is parharsh ne us ko danta aur bola kya bakwas kar rahi ho – uncle bole
Fir next daysubah se hi uski halat bahut bigarnelagi docter ne dekha aur fauran us ko dusre hospital bhej diya – uncle bole
Harsh tum mereliye cigrate le aao – uncle bole
Papa mat piyomain nahi launga – wo bola
La do main kahraha hun aur cold drink bhi le aao dekho kitni der se gul aayi hui hai aur aajpani tak ko nahi pucha kisi ne – wo bole
Nahi uncle is kikoi zarurat nhi – main boli
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Harsh chuzi nekuch kaha that um se – uncle ne kaha
Harsh uth karwahan se chala gaya
Dusre kaun sehospital bheja gaya wahan se – maine pucha
Super specialityinstitute bhej diya gaya whan ke ek dept. Me us ko refer kiya gaya tha lekin rahi wo emergency me hiraat tak halat waisi ki waisi hi rahi din bhar paglon ki tarah bhagte rahe hum logis ummeed se ki bachi thik ho jaye
Upar se nicheniche se upar fir yahan fir wahanbhatkate rahe der raat ke baad meribachi ne mere sam ne dum tora – ye kahte hue uncle rone lage
Beta us ne tumko bahut yaad kiya marne se kuch der pahle hi halite nizaa me wo barbarayigul kahan hai
Fir us ne apnimaa ko bahot yaad kiya Amma kahan ho mere paas aao , lekin wo badnseeb akhirisamay me maa ke aanchal ki hawa bhi na paa saki aur us ki maa akhiri bar uskisurat bhi na dekh payi – wo bole
Janti ho harshse us ne kaha ki gul didi ka khyal rakhna – wo bole
Mat kahiye kuchmain ansu ko pochte hue bolikya karun kahan jaun kuch samajh me nahi aa raha ,aap ki wo beti thi harsh ki bahan leki meri to sirf friend thi jab main ahibardhasht kar pa rahi hun to aaap log –
Tum uski friendzaroor thi lekin wo tum ko bahut maantithi tum uske liye badi bahan ek guardian se kam nahi thi – wo bole
Ab patanahi main kya karunga jee tod koshishkarta raha ki apni usko zinda rakhun lekin rakh nahi paya
Main hun naauncle aap kyun pareshan ho rahe ho chuzi to nahi hun main lekin aap ki betijaisi hi hun – main boli
Beti jaisi nahibeti hi ho yahi shabad the chuzi ke jeene ki bahut tamanna thi us ko – wo bole
Chuzi ko kyakuch aur bhi problem thi – main ne pucha
Kaisi problem –wo bole
Chuzi ne mujh sekaha tha ki us ko mujh se ek shikayat hai ki main us ko pahle kyun nahi miliagar main us ko pahle mil gayi hoti to zindagi ka rang kuch aur hota tab mainus ko daant diya tha lekin aaj main khud ye bat mahsoos kar rahi hun ki hum logpahle kyun nahi mile ek hi shahar merahte hue bhi meri us se mulakat nahi hui – main boli
Ab nahi hui tonahi hui aur chuzi bhi kaafi samay bahr hi parhi thi wo shuru me yahan rahi hinahi is liye kaise milti aur jab milna tha tab mili – wo bole
Uncle chuzi koproblem kyat hi main ek ek lafz chaba kar bol rahi thi , aap baat ko kaat rahehain mujhe aisa lg raha hai – main boli
Nahi beta aisanahi hai – wo bole
Abhi ap ne kahaki main apni beti ko zinda rakhne ki jee tod koshish kar raha tha – is ka kyamatlab hai
Kafi der tak wokhamosh rahe - fir bole chuzi ko aisibeemari thi jis ka koi ilaaj hi nahi tha aur us ki zindagi bahut kam hai ye wojanti thi aur main bhi janta tha – wo bole
Laa ilaj beemari– ye sunkar hi main shock ho gayi mere munh se awaz hi nahi nikal rahi thi
Bas us ki jitnibhi zindagi ho wo khushi se zinda rahe main din raat yahi koshish karta rahabadnaseebi to ye thi ki main kisi ko bata bhi nahi sakta tha – wo bole
Lekin fir bhi woitni jaldi kaise – kya koi bhi rasta nahi tha
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Jitney raastethe sab ka safar taye kiya maine apni beti ki ungli pakar kar lekin har raastaek din ek jagah jakar khatam hota tha aur wo thi maut – uncle ki siskiyon kiawaz mere kaano me nagare ki goonj ban kar chubh rahi thi
5 saal se zyadazinda rahi wo ab shayad is se zyada nahi thi us ki zindagi
Uncle us kobeemari kyat hi jo la ilaaj thi – maine pucha
Uncle ne bataya
Ye aap jante the– maine pucha aur ye kaise ho gayi
Bas honi thi toho gayi , shayad is liye hi wo tum se kah rhai thi kit um us se pahle mili hotikyun ki aksar wo mujh se baten karti thi to tumhara zikar bahut karti thi ,main us ka sab se bada raazdaar tha aur wo kuch nahi chupati thi mujh se , woshararti thi lekin kisi ko takleef nahi de sakti thi wo jhiuth bola kar dil tobahlati thi lekin jhuth bolkar kisi ka dil nahi dukha sakti thi
Mere itne closehone ke baad bhi us ne kabhi mujh ko bhanak tak nahi lagne dii jab ki kayi barmaine us se pucha ki akhir us ko pareshani kya hai , jab hum log nainital gayethe to main uski halat dekh kar dar hi gayi thi nlekin fir bhi us ne kuch nahibataya – main boli
Kyun ki wo nahichahti thi ki kisi ko pata chale ki us ko kya beemari hai agar pata chalta tolog us ko ya to haker nazar se dekhte ya fir us pe taras khate aur bewajahsuhanubhuti dikhate aur yahi wo nahi chahti thi – wo bole
Kya main us kosamjh payi kya main us ko samjhti thi – is ka main apne aap me jawab talashrahi thi
Bahut ache setum samajhti thi aur wo bhi samajhti thi , us ko ye pata tha agar tum ko yemaloom ho jayega to tum pata nahi kya karogi aur is liye hi wo tum ko nahi batasaki agar tum ko lagta hai ki usne ye ghalt kiya to us ko maf kar dena beti –wo bole
Nahi uncle merichuzi kabhi ghalat ho hi nahi sakti thikyun ki usne kabhi kisi ke liye kuch ghalat kiya hi nahi - main boli
Aur us kibeemari ki baat mere ghar me mere siwa koi nahi janta than a hi us ki maa aurna hi harsh , is liye maine harsh ko bahar bhej diya – wo bole
Kyaa – ek baarfir maine harani se unka munh dekhne lagi
Haan beta humdono nahi chahte the ki kisi ko pata chale us ki maa ko pata hota to wo kab kimar gayi hoti aur harsh ko to dekh hirahi ho tum – ur duniya walon ko to bas mauka chahiye bas , hum dono ke alawatumhari principal madam ye baat janti thi aur aaj tum ko pata chali
Principal madamko pata tha – maine pucha
Haan wo bhi hamarebahut ache milne walon me hai is liye un ko pata tha – wo bole
Saari baten ekek kar ke meri samajh me aa rahi thi , wo chuzi ka college me mazaak aurteachers se cher char un ko pareshan karna aur principal madam ka complaint kebaad khamosh rahna aaj samajh me aa raha tha ki kyun wo chuzi ki shararton koaccept karti thi
Aur chuzi kitnibadi khuddar nikli itna bada dard leke akele hi chai gayi aur mere itne kareebhone ke bad bhi mujhe ehsaas tak nahi hone diya , jiske samne har pal har ghadihar waqt us ki maut thi wo maut ka mazak urati hui ghoomti rahti thi aur khushrahti thi
Apne dard koseene me dafan karte hue wo har rote hue ko hansate hue khud mazaak mazaakkarti hansti khelti chali gayi
Mujhe pata haiki us ko kya beemari thi lekin i am sorry main ye aap logn ko nahi bata sakti ,kyun ki is baat ko jitney log jante the aaj bhi utne hi log jante hain
Aur mujhe ummeedhai ki aap log is bare me koi sawal nahi karenge
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Mujhe pata hai ki us ko kya beemari thi lekin i am sorry main ye aap logn ko nahi bata sakti , kyun ki is baat ko jitney log jante the aaj bhi utne hi log jante hain
Aur mujhe ummeed hai ki aap log is bare me koi sawal nahi karenge
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Phir harsh wapas aa gaya us ko bahut der tak samjhati rahi main firaunty se milkar un se kaha main ja rahi hun to wo bhi roti hui boli meri beti ho to ati rahna beta
Us par main sab ko makool jawab dete heu wahan se laut aayi
Din beet rahe the jaise taise waqt par kisi ki sardari nahi koi us ko pakar nahi sakta bas wo bhagta hi rahta hai shahnaz bhi ab kaafi had tak normal ho chuki thi lekin fir bhi aisa lag raha tha jais koi mere ghar se hi chala gaya ho
jahan shahnaz apne room me rahti thi aur study karti rahti thi wahi wo ab mujhe chorti nahi thi bas khamosh kamosh har waqt mere hi pas baithi rahti thi agar main kitchen me hotio thi to wo wahan aakar khari ho jati thi to main khud kursi lakar us ko bitha leti thi ‘
Jab bhi puchti thi kya baat hai beta – to uska ek hi jawab hota tha kuch nahi bibbi
Main sochti thi ki chuzi ko hamari zindagi me aaye bahut waqt to nahi hua tha fir bhi wo hamari zindagi ka itna aham hiscsa ban gayi thi ki us ke bina ab sab kuch be rang nazar aa raha tha
Main chuzi ko hatakar apni piche ki zindai ke bare me sochti thi ki jab chuzi nahi thi tab hamari life kaisi thi to fir ab wahi life kyun nahi ban pa rahi kyun main wahi mahaul nahi bana paa rahi hun
Us pichli zindagi me bhi apno ko khone ka bahut bada gham tha pahle maa fir papa aur ab chuzi
Chuzi ke jane ke baad se ab mammi papa ki bhi bahut yaad aati thi aur hota yahi tha ki raat raat bhar na main soti thi aur na hi shahnaz wo rat ko bhi mere hi room me sone lagi thi kyun ki us ko pareshan dekh kar main us ko akela nahi rahne dena chahti thi
Der raat rak wo mere zanu pe sar rakhe hue chup chap leti rahti thi ek raat main uske balon me ungliyan fira rahi thi aur wo mere zanu pe sar rakhe hue leti thi nisef shab ghuzar jane ke bad bhi wo nahi soyi to main boli beta so jaao kya bat hai kuch batati bhi nahi ho kab tak aise hi kahmosh rahogi
Bibbi aap to mujhe chorkar nahi jaogi na – wo boli
Nahi beta main kahan jaungi aur aap aisa kyun soch rahi hain – main boli
Jahan chuzi didi chali gayi – wo boli
Us ki is bat ka mere pas koi jawab nahi tha , fir bhi maine kaha dekho beta wahan se jiska bulawa aa jata hai us ko jana parta hai koi bhi us ko rok nahi sakta ek na ek din sab ko jana hai kaun kab jayega ye koi nahi janta
Wo mujh se lipatti hui boli lekin main aap ke bina rh paungi bibbi aap mat jana – wo boli
Main kahin nahi jane wali hun aur ye sab bekar ki baten soch kar khud ko pareshan mat karo dekho chuzi didi ko bahut pahle se hi pata tha ki us ko kya beemari hai lekin kabhi wo udas nahi rahi zindagi jitni uske haq me thi us ne us ko bahut khushi se jee liya aur tum uske hi gham me udaas ho aur apni zindagi ko bhulkar maut pe tawajjo dekar pareshan ho ye thik nahi hai beta agar tum khush nahi rahogi au raise hi rahogi to chuzi ko bahut dhukh hoga – main boli , ab so jaao aur kuch mat socho sab kuch acha socho – maine kaha
Nind nahi aati hai bibbi – WO boli
Sone ki koshish karo to nind aayegi – main boli
Main uske balon ungliyan firate hue yunhi kuch gunguna rahi thi
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Bibbi chup rahiye gungunaiye mat
Ok – princes- main boli – aur khamishi se uska sir thapthapti rahi
Bibbi – us ne bahut dhire se mujhe awaz di
Haan bolo – main ne kaha
Bibbi aap ek nazam sunati thi –wo boli
Kaun sii – maine pucha
Wo prayer wali bahut achi si , bahut sunayi hai aap ne – wo boli
Han haan to kya hua – main boli
Wo sunaiye na wahi andaz se wahi tarannum se – wo boli
Main subah sunaungi abhi aap so jaiye bas – main boli
Sunaiye na bibbi main so jaungi aap sunaiye please – wo request karte hue boli
Thik hai rani sahiba lekin wo nazam mujhe puri to yad nahi hai lekin jitni yad hai main utni parh rahi hun – main boli
Thik hai bibbi – wo apne sir ko mere zanu pe aur upar karti hui boli
Maine nazam ko parha ..
Lab pe aati hai dua ban ke tamanna meri
Lab pe aati hai dua ban ke tamanna meri
Zindagi shamma ki surat ho Khuda ya meri
Lab pe aati hai dua ban ke tamanna meri
Door duniya ka mere dum se andhera ho jaye!
Har jagah mere chamakne se ujala ho jaye
Ho mere dum say yunhi mere watan kee zeenat
Ho mere dum say yunhi mere watan kee zeenat
Jis tarah phool se hoti hai chaman ki zeenat
Zindgi hoo meri parwane ki surat Ya Rab!
Ilm ki shamma se ho muj ko muhabbat Ya Rub!
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Ho mara kaam ghareeboon key himayat karna
Dard mandoon se zayeefoon say muhabbat karna
Mere Allaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Haaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn
Mere Allaaah ! burayi say bachana mujhko
Nek jo raah hoo us raah pe chalana mujh ko
Mere ,.' ! burayi say bachana mujhko
Mere ,.' ! burayi say bachana mujhko
Nek jo raah hoo us raah pe chalana mujh ko
Lub pe aati hai dua ban ke tamanna meri
Zindagi shamma ki surat ho Khudaya meri
Is nazam ko parhte hue main kud apne bachpan me pahunch gayi thi jab main shahnaz ki tarah apni maa ki aaghosh me ye nazam suna karti thi wo waqt ko yad karte hue aankhen khud ba khud nam hoti chali gayi
Maine shahnaz ko halke se hila kar awaz di to wo nahi boli , maine us ko zanu se hatakar takiya us ke sir ke niche rakh diya wo so chuki thi jab se chuzi gayi us din se to jaise wo sona hi bhool gayi thi
Apni soti hui pyari bahan pe ek shafqat bhari nigaah se main usko dekh rahi thi wo waise bhi bahut bhooli thi lekin sote hue wo bahut hi masoom lag rahi thi , us ke maathe ko choomte hue main uth gayi kyun ki main baithe baithe bahut thak gayi thi is liye main uth kar tahalne lagi .
Maine apna mobile utha kar on kiya shahnaz ki wajah se maine off kiya hua tha ki agar on rahega to shaizan msg to karega hi ho sakta hai ki call bhi kare is liye main ne mobile off kiya hua tha
Mobile on karte hi msg ki line lag gayi aur inbox full dikhne laga maine sare unread msh bina parhe hi delete kar diye fir kayi msg aaye maine dekha to us ne yahi lilkha tha how are you reply to karo kam se kam kya haal hai etc..
Maine mobile lekar lawan me aa gayi raat adhi se zyada ghuzar chuki thi 3:00 baj raha tha shahnaz so gayi thi mujhe to nind khud se roothi hui lag rahi thi , main bahar aakar lawn me baith gayi .
Maine shaizan ko mis cal kiya fauran hi uska phone aaya main phone pick karte hue boli
Me – hello
He – hello kaisi hain aap?
Me – main thik hun aap bataiye kya hal hai
He – thik hun fit and fine aap ka phone kyun off tha
Maine usko bataya ki kyun off tha
He- oooh is ka matlab aap ki bahan bhi us se bahut close thi
Me – han bahut hi zyada kyun ki wo thi hi aisi ki har koi us se bahut close rahta tha
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He – tum abhi bhi us se bahar nahi aa payi ho shayad kyun ki tumhari awaz tumhare words se yahi andaz ho raha hai
Me – haan , koi kisi ki feelings ko nahi smajh sakta hai bas samjhane ko sab samjha dete hain
He – han wo to hai lekin ye death kisi ki bhi ho is pe sabka ek hi jawab hota hai aur log us ko hi kahte hain aur yahi samjhate bhi hai lekin jis pe ghuzarti hai wahi janta hai
Me – bilkul sahi kah rahe hain aap
He – main aap se ye nahi kahunga ki us ko bhool jao kyun ki dosti kya hai dosti ka matlab kya hai ye main bahut ache se janta hun agar main ye kahun ki dosti ko muh se behtar koi nahi janta to bhi ghalat nahi hoga , duniya me sab se bada rishta meri nazar me dosti hi hai
Agar aap us ko bhool gayi to fir aap us ki achi dost nahi kahlayengi mere hisab se aur aap bhi us ko bhool nahi paa rahi hai , aur is waqt aap ko bahut bura lagta hoga jab koi aap se kahta hoga ki bhool jao jane wale wapas nahi aate waghaira waghaira
Me – haan bilkul sahi bat hai bahut bura lagta hai
He – mujhe pata hai agar kisi pal apna dhyan hatane ki koshish bhi karogi to wo utna zyada yaad aayegi
Me – yes
He – bilkul mat bhoolo us ko lekin apne ko takleef bhi mat do ye bhi sach hai ki wo wapas nahi aayegi lekin uski yaden tumhare pas se kabhi door nahi jayengi us ko apni yadon me har din pal har ghadi zinda rakho , tumhara dil hahta hoga ki har waqt tum us ke bare me hi socho aur us ke bar me baat karo , ya koi aisa ho jis se tum sirf apni friend ki hi baten karti raho
Me – haan haan bilkul sahi kah rahe ho lekin ye sab tum ko kaise pata hai
He – bas pata hai itni umar me hi zindagi me bahut sare tajurbe de diye is liye pata hai
Me – kaise tajurbe ? is baat ka tajurba kaise ? kuch samjhi nahi
He – us ko choro ye masla dicus karne ke liye phone nahi kiya hai bas tum mujhe apni friend ke bare me batao jitna bhi batana chahti ho
Me – main batane lagi to kayi din beet jayenge lekin us ki baten khtam nahi hongi
He – koi baat nahi jab tak batana chaho batati raho main sununga tum bolti raho aur main zindagi bhar suntan rahun yahi to main chahta hun
Me – kyun aisa kyun ?
He – pata nahi lekin kuch to baat hai aap me warna ye banda baat bhi cuninda logon se hi karta hai
Me – bas bas
He – main jhooth nahi bolta aap se , ye maine pahle bhi bataya hai main jo hun jaisa hun kya kya kiya hai sab sach bataya hai
Me – thik hai
He – batao agar tumhara dil chahe to main force nahi kar raha aap ko
Me – kya bataun us ke bare me samajhe me hi nahi aata , apni alag pahchan thi us ki har jagah kahin bhi chup nahi sakti thi wo apne dress se apne alfaaz se apne andaz se har jagah pahchani jati thi
Bahut badi pagal thi wo
He – kyun pagal kyun thi
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Me – janti thi ki wo marne wali hai us ko pata tha ki usko kya beemari hai lekin fir bhi marte hue logon ko zindagi dene ki koshish karti thi , kitne bade dard ko lekar wo zinda thi ye o janti thi kisi ko nahi bataya us ne , mujhe bhi ehsaas tak nahi hone diya kabhi , lekin fir bhi rote hue logon ko hansati rahi
He – Amazing , bahut bade jigar wali thi wo , tum ko fakhra hona chahiye khud par ki tumhari dost aisi thi
Me – ab fakhra kar ke kya kar lungi
He – bahut afsoos hai mujh ko jis ko dekha nahi jis se mila nahi lekin aap ki zubani us ke bare me sukar bas yahi soch raha hun kaash ek bar us se mil leta
Kuch der khamoshi rahi na hi main bol rahi thi aur na hi shaizan kuch bol raha tha
Kuch der ki khamoshi ke baad
He – hey gul
Me – yes
He – main serious nahi hota hun jo hun jaisa hun ache se janti ho tum mila nahi aaj tak wo alag bat hai fir janti to ho
Me – yes – to kya ?
He – aaj bahut hi zyada emotional kar diya aap ne mujhe , main yad karne ki koshish kar raha hun ki is se pahle main kab itna zyada emotional hua tha
Me – sorry lekin aap ne hi pucha mujh se main to batana hi nahi chahti thi
He – lekin main to sunna chata than a aur sunana chahta hun jab tak tum kahna chaho
Me – ab kuch nahi hai kahne ko bas mukhtasar si kahani thi us pagali ki jo apni yaden dekar mujhe chali gayi
He – aur kuch batao apni us friend ke bare me kya pasnd karti thi wo
Me – shararat sirf pagal pan bhari bahut pyari pyri sharrten aur kuch nahi , khud ke dard o gham ko bhoolna jo chahti thi shayad is liye
He – pagal hi thi wo , kyun ki jaan se pyare logon se kuch kuch parde lazim hain sachi baat batane wale kuch kuch pagal hote hain
Me - pata nahi
He – aap ko aap ki friend ke upar ek ghazal sonata hun
Me – sunaiye
He – wait ek minute main zara guitar connect kar lun
Me – ok
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Kuch der ke intezar ke baad
He – hello
Me – yes kaho
He – raton ko raton ko raton ko uth uth kar khwabon ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi , wo aisi pagal larki thi
Me - bahut acha gaate ho shaizan
( wo waqai bahut hi behtar dhang se ga raha tha)
He – thank you lekin aap se achi awaz nahi hai
Me – aisa nahi hai , tumhari awaz bahut achi hai
He – ok thank you , aage suniye
Me – irshaad
He – ye kaun hai
Me – mean
He – irshaad kis janwar ka naam hai
Me – ab mazak mat karo please
He -- ok ---
Raton ko uth uth kar khwabon ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi – wo aisi pagal larki thi
Hun hun hey haaaa hooo haa haa
Me – nice
He – Ankhon me khwab sajaye ---- Ankhon me khwab sajaye hone ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi – wo aisi pagal larki thi
Neend ke gahrre jhonko me ---- neend ke gahre jhonko me -- jhonko me jhonko me
Neend ke gahre jhonko me – neend ke gahre jhonkon me chalne ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi --- wo aisi pagal larki thi
Patjhar ke bemani mausam me – patjhar ke bemani mausam me –
Pat jhar ke bemani mausam me -- patjhar ke bemani mausam me
Patjhar ke bemani mausam me phoolon ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi ---- wo aisi pagal larki thi
mera naam ret pe likh kar --- mera nam ret pe likh kar
Mera naam ret pe likh kar -- mera naam ret pe likh kar
Mera naam ret pe likh kar parhne ka tasavur karti thi
Wo aisi pagal larki thi – wo aisi pagal larki thi
Raton ko – raton ko – raton ko uth uth kar khwabon ka tasavvur karti thi
wo aisi pagal larki thi - wo aisi pagal larki thi
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Me – bahut acha gaya tum ne , wo kuch to aisi hi thi patjhar ke mausam me phool sardi me barish ke pani me bheegne ki tamanna rakhne wali
He – haan kyun ki us ke pas waqt kam tha is liye wo aisa karti thi , waise uski death kahan hui
Me – aap ke hi city ke super speciality institute me , lekin main aap ko ye nahi bataugi ki usko beemari kya thi
He – main puchunga bhi nahi , kyun ki main samajh chukka hun us ko kya beemari thi
Me – main bhi nahi puchungi ki aap ne kya guess kiya
He- - I know – kyun ki gul tum ek bahut achi bahut hi zyada achi dost hone ke sath sath kayi guna zyada achi insaan bhi ho
Me – ye mujhe nahi pata
He – mujhe pata hai aur main tum ko bata raha hun
Me – ok
He – acha ab so jaao fir jab tum ko lage kabhi apni frind ke bahut yad aaye to mujhe call karna aur dil bhar ke us ki baten mujh se kar lena
Me – ok
He - - ab so jao thori der
Me – thik hai mujhe ab neend bhi aa rahi hai
He – thats very good now go and sleep – Good Night
Me – Good Night
Maine phone band kiya aur andar aa gayi , maine dekha shahnaz so rahi thi main bhi us ke pas hi let gayi mujhe waqyi ab neend aa rahi thi aur main apne aap ko bahut hi zyada halka mahsoos kar rahi thi , aisa lag raha tha jaise koi boojh sa utar gaya ho mere seene se letne ke kuch hi der me mujhe neend aa gayi .
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Ab aage ---
Subahmain so kar uthi to dekha shahnaz soyi hui thi maine us ko jagaya nahi kyun kiwo ba mushkil tamam soyi thi
Baszindagi apni rafter se aage barhti rahi subah se sham sham se subah main chzike ghar zyada hi jane hi lahi thi mere aur shahnaz ke jane se aunty uncle harshko bahut acha lagta tha
Harshka abhi bhi wahi haal tha wo ab khus de bhi begana s lagne laga tha , maineuncle aunty se kaha ki iska kya yahi haal rahega
Patanahi beta main kya karun tum hi batao – wo bole
Harshki shadi kar diye us se ye hoga ki ek larki bhia ghar me aa jayegi aur harshbhi fir apne me masroof ho jayega – maine kaha
Shadikaise kar dun wabhi tak kuch karta to hai nahi jahan is ko job mili wo ki nahius ki zimmedar bhi chuzi thi kyun ki us ne harsh ke dimagh me bahut unchi sochpaida kar dii thi aur wo help bha karti thi is ki lekin ab uske jane ke baad yesab kuch bhool gaya hai ab aise kis bina par shadi kar dun – wo bole
Woto hai lekin phir bhi koshish kariye us ko samjhaiye agar harsh kuch apnabusiness shuru kar le to wo bahut acha rahega kisi naukri ke mukable me – mainboli
Tumsamjahao us k agar samjha sakti ho – uncle ne kaha
Mainebahut koshish ki harsh ko samjhne ki lekin wo 80% baton ka to jawab hi nahideta tha bas chup rahta tha meri koshish nakaam hi rahi us ne meri isbare me koi baat nahi maani bas yahi kahaki main kya karunga aur kis se shadihogi kahan hogi ye sab didi ne kaha tha ki wo taye karegi ab jab wahi nahi rahito main ab ye bakwas nahi kar sakta – wo bola
Thikhai didi nahi hai lekin mom dad hain un ka kya un ke bare me kuch nahi sochnatum ko – main boli
Dkhhungasochunga lekin shadi wadi kuch nahi ab bas isi tarah ke jawab wo deta tha
Unke ghar mera jana lagbhag roz hi hota tha , aunty bhi ab normal thi aur uncleto halat se lar rahe the ya samjhauta kar chuke the akhir karte bhi to kyakarte marne wale ke sath koi mar nahi jata chae jitna chahta ho us ko ye bahutbadi sachchayi hai .
Waqtbeetta raha seema ka result aaya wo paas ho gayi thi bahut khushi hui us ke pashone se seema apni maa ke sath aayi aur wo be inteha khush thi us ki mom bhibahut khush thi aur hona bhi chahiye kyun ki seema ke purkhon me kabhi koiparha hi nahi tha us ka yahan tak pahunchna hi unke liye bahut badi baat thi.
Mainab koshish kar rahi thi shahnaz ke admition ke liye wo MSC karna chah rahi thichemistry se aur mere city me msc tha hi nahi , is liye maine dusre city mekayi university ke bre me jankari hasil ki aur is silsile me meri principalmadam ne hi mujhe guide kiya .
Maineunke ghar gayi chuzi ke death ke baad se main un se pahli bar mil rahi thi isliye zyadatar baten us ko hi lekar hui afsoos un ko bhi bahut tha lekin wopahle se janti thi is liye ye hoga is ke liye wo puri tarah se taiyar thi
Shahnazke liye meri jo bat hui us pe madam ne kaha dekho ab ghar to chorna hoga agrparhana chahti ho us ko hostle me rakh do ya fir aage regular mat karaodekhnege fir private se parhana us ko – unhone kaha
Jispe maine kaha nahi ab main uski study ko nahi rok sakti jab tak wo parhna chaheaaj tak main sab kuch us ke liye hi karti aayi hun – main boli
Thatsgood fir tum ko use bahar to bhejna hi parega – wo boli
Yahipar main thora pareshan o jati hun – main boli
Abhiye mat socho pahle shuruat to karo abhi to uska result bhi nahi aaya hai , tmform submit karo kuch university me fir bad ki baad me dekhna abhi to bahutkuch clear hi nahi hai
Ekjagah se madam ne form manga liya tha aur baki do university ka form mainerazia aunty se mangwaya tha sabhi form maine submit kara diye the ab intezartha to shahnaz ke result ka
Wowaqt bhi aaya aur shahnaz ka result samne tha shahnaz first pas ho gayi thi ske paas hone par ek khushi ka mahaul ho gaya tha colony me sab ne hi us ko wishkiya , main bhi bahut khush thi ki usne mehnat hi aisi kit hi , aur aj bahutdino ke baad wo itna khush thi
Shahnazmere pas aakar khari hui main sofe pe baithi thi maine us ki taraf dekha mujhedekhte hi bina kuch bole hilti dulti hui hansne lagi
Hehe he he
Kyahua ye he he he kyun faltu me – main boli
Camera– wo boi
Hmmmmto ap ko yad hai camera – maine pucha
Haaanlekin kya aap bhool gayin – wo boli
Mainesocha ab tak tum bhool gayi hogi – main boli
Camerana lena hota to main kabhi paas nahi karti – wo boli
Acharuko abhi bata rahi hun – ye kahte hue main uthi to wo apne room me bhag gayi .
Maineshahnaz se kaha chalo tum ko camera le dun to wo boli no no wo camera yahannahi milega kahin us ke liye to aap ko dusre city me chalna prega aur mainyahan ka koi camera nahi lungi , ap mujhe wahi camera le ke dengi jo mainselect karungi - wo boli
Thikhai to phir aap wait kariye aur agar aaj lena hai to yain se le liye – mainekaha
Jeenahi mujhe aaj nahi chahiye – wo boli
Aajle lo na kyun der laga rahi ho nek kaam me deri nahi honi chahiye – main boli
Mujhepata hai ye aap kyun kah rahi hai lekin main nahi lungi 2 saal se wait kar rahihun kuch din aur sahi – wo itrati hui boli
Auris tarah waqt ghuzarta raha , bhayanak garmi ka mausam ho raha tha aur aisemausam me 3 alag alag shahron me shahnaz ki councling honi thi , teeno jagah kimerit me shahnaz aa chuki thi , jis me ek shahar to bahut door tha
Ekbaar fir maine principal mam se pucha to unhone yahi ki sirf do jagah dekho auris sab se door city ko chor do , merit me to wo a hi chuki hai to mujhe nahilagta ki ab koi problem hogi is liye ye do university hi behatar hain in medekho
Maineapne chacha ko bataya tha ki shahnaz paas ho gayi hai aur bahut ache marks kesath to unhone wish kiya uncle aunty dono ne aur yahi kaha ki wo ayenge lekinkafi din beet gaye the wo log aaye nahi maine batana apna farz samjha tha takiunko ye na mahsoos ho ki maine un ko kuch samjaha hi nahi.
Ek city ki councling me main chuzi ke papa kesath gayi thi sab kuch behtar raha hum log laut aaye lekin fir bhi ab ye sochrahe the ki agar dusri jgah admition mil jaye to bahut acha rahega kyun ki yeshahar mere city se paas tha , fir bhiagar nahi mila to ye ummed to thi ki jagah to mil hi jayega
Yahisab masale masail chal rahe the zindagi me ek jaddo jahad jari thi education ke liye isi darmiyaan ek dinachanak chachi chachi aa gaye . kaafi dino ke bad mil kar bahut khushi hui
Amrozbhi kaafi khush tha hum logon se milkar hamare aage ka kya plan hai yahi chachajanna chahte the maine bataya ki shahnaz Mcs karna chah rahi hai aur hum log uske liye hi koshish kar rahe hain .
Ispe un logon ka kahna tha ki ab mat parhao shahnaz ko ab shadi k dekho fir apneghar jake parhen jitna parhna ho
Yeadvise meri samajh meto ane se rahi , Aunty ne kaha ek bahut acha rishta hai achi family hai larka docter haibas tum han kar do kyun ki aise rishte roz roz nahi milte
Mainekaafi socha is bat pe akhir ko mera jawab wahia tha ki main abhi shadi nahikarne wali jab tak shahnaz apni study complete nahi kar leti is pe wahi hamesha ki tarah be sar pair kibaten be wajah ki bahas jo main karna nahi chahti thi .
Kafider ki guftugu ke bat bhi main shadi ki bat pe sahmat nahi hui jis pe un donone yahi kaha ki ab ye akhiri koshish thi meri is ke baad hum log tum se is bareme koi bat nahi karenge jo chahe karo jab chaho tab shadi karo
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Shaamko chacha chachi razia aunty ke yahan chale gaye fir dinner ke waqt wapas aayemaine un logon ko bataya ki shahnaz ka form dala hai msc ke liye merit me aagayi hain ab councling hai us ke liye jana hai
Chachane kaha thik hai main aa jaunga us roz tum log mere sath chalna , mainekaha nahi hum log chale jayenge aap kyunpareshan honge is pe wo bole - electionchal raha aur bus bahut kam chal rahi hain train me be inteha bheer hai aise mebahut problem ho rahi hai is liye main aa jaunga koi dikkat nahi hai
Thikhai maine kaha us k eagle din chacha chachi dono chale gaye wo aaye the sirf shadi ki wajah se un ko bahutfikar thi meri shadi ki aur main un ki baat maan nahi sakti thi ye meri problemaur yeh unko bura lagta hoga
Shaizanse bat ho jati thi aur msg to wo harwaqt send hi kiya karta tha , maine us ko bataya ki meri sister aur cousin donopas ho gayi hai , us ne mujhe mubarakbad dete hue pucha aage ka kya plaan hai
Mainekaha wo msc karna chahti hai
Kissubject se – us ne pucha
Chemistryse karna chahti hai maine bataya areybaap re iska matlab kaafi parhne wali larki hai tumhari sister – wo bola
Haanparhne wali hai tabhi to parh rahi hai – maine kaha , achi baat hai wo bolakahan se karegi us ne pucha
Mainekah abhi dkh rahi hun kayi jagah try kar rahi hun admition ke liye ab jahan miljaye dekhti hun
Chuzike ghar idhar 2-3 din se nahi gayi thi bas phone pe hi baat hoti thi uncleaunty se hrsh bhi ab normal ho chuka tha aur ghosha nasheeni chorkar ab baharnikalne aur logon se milne julne laga tha
Seemaka bhi sab bahut thik thak chal raha tha udhar wo poonam aunty ke sath rahtithi ab uska final year tha graduation ka us ke sath sath computer me bhi us nebahut ache se parhayi karne lagi thi uske is tarah se aage barhne se mujhe bahut sukoon mahsoos hota tha ki ab kam sekam seema to kuch na kuch kar sakei aur us pe koi ungliyan nahi uthayega.
Mainapne ghar me hi thi subah ka waqt tha ki door bell hui main gate pe gayi todekha samne harsh khara tha maine gate khola aur us se pucha harsh kaho kaisekya hua ?
Usko yahan dekh kar main thora achambhe me thi ki akhir wo mre ghar subah subahkyun a gaya maine us ko lekar andar aagyi
Usne bataya ki us ko ek mobile phone company me job mil rahi hai aur mom dad dono kah rahe hain ki kar lo to mainkya karun aap batao
Mainus ki baat bahut khush hui maine kaha tum fauran kar lo aur ye mat dekho ki kyamil raha hai yahan par is waqt sab sezaruri ye hai kit um kahin pe involve karo apne aap ko – maine kaha
Kuchmile ya na mile lekin tajurba zaroor milega jo ki sab se zarooro hai – mainboli
Haandidi main bhi bahut confuse hun kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha is liye aap kepaas aaya hun – wo bola
Bahutacha kiya mujh bahut khushi hui tum ko yahan dekh kar – main boli
Mainjab bhi kisi matter pe confuse hota tha to main didi se hi discuss karta thasab se pahle ab aap hi meri didi ho – wo bola
Tumbefikar hokar ye job join karo aur kuch mat socho positive attitude ke sathkaam karo akhir mom dad ko bhi tumhen sambhalna hai – main boli
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Haandidi – wo bola
Tabhishahnaz apne room se bahar ayi wo bhi harsh ko dekh kar khush hote hue boli –ooh harsh bhaiya aap subah subah yahan
Subahnahi hai pagli 11:00 bajne wala hai – wo bola
Ajsubah subah hi 11:00 baj gaya – wo boli
Achabas ab kuch aur mat kahna – main boli
Mainenashta taiyar kiya aur hum dono ke sath harsh ne bhi nashta kiya nashte ke baadharsh chala gaya , maine uncle ko phone kar ke bataya ki harsh aaya tha aur usse kya baat hui us pe uncle ne kaha haan beta maine hi us ko tumhare pas bhejatha
Mujhebahut khushi hai uncle – main boli
Aurmujhe bhi – wo bole fir uncle ne shahnaz ke bar me pucha to maine un ko batadiya ki kab counciling hai fir aunty se bhi baat ki aur phone band kar diya
Ek raat shahnaz ke so jane ke baad main lawn mebaithi thi tabhi shaizan ka phone aya aur yunhi baten hoti rahi kafi baton kebaad aaj bahut din ke baad us ne kaha ki aaj tumhare paas aane ka mood ho rahahai tum kahan ho abhi
Mainlawn me hun maine kaha , to room me jao na apne aaur mujhe bhi aane do , mainekaha nahi is sab baton ka mood nahi hai mera please lekin wo aaj puri tarah sezid pe ara hua tha maine maana kar diya jis pe usne phone band kar diya aur firbaat nahi ki maine bhi khush ho gayi kichalo picha choota us ke baad next day din bhar us ka koi msh nahi aaya tonight jab main apne room me gayi to maine usko msg kiya
HIhow ru ? kahan ho tum koi mash nahi aaya aaj tumhara
Usne koi reply nahi kiya – to ek baar maine aur msg kiya fir bhi us ne koi jawabnahi diya to main bhi kahmosh baith gayi maine socha shayad wo baat nahi karnachahta to kya faida kisi ke piche parne se aur agar wo baat nahi karna chahtato ye mere liye acha hi hai
Yesoch kar maine mobile rakh diya aur let gayi tabhi us ka msg aya
Tumse kya matlab main kahin bhi hun kaisa bhi hun uska lahja bahut narazgi bharatha aur bahut hi irritate lag raha tha maine bhi reply kiya mujhe koi problemnahi bas maine pucha ki dekhun thik ho ya nahi kya hua aaj koi msg nahi tofikar ho rahi thi
Heyhey nautanki mat karo fikar aur tum ko badi aayi fikar karne wali flirt kahinki –he reply
Mindyour language flirt kaun hai e apne aap se pucho maine kab tum se kaun sa flirtkiya bewakoof kahin ke kab kya kahna hai aur kis ko kya kahna hai iska bhi ilmnahi tum ko – main boli
Dekhomera dimagh mat sunt karo ghuso sande ka tail lagao – he replied
What? sunt ka kya matlab aur ye sande k tail kya hota hai – maine pucha
Mjhekya malom kya hota hai main to bewakoof hun na – usne msg kiya
Uske msg pe mujhe bahut hansi aa rahi thi bahut jala hua tha wo
Aapki problem kya hai – maine pucha
Problemwaah waah problem puch rahe hain wo joapne aap me khud ek problem hain – he said
Aajhua kya hai aap ko – maine pucha