Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[krish_999]

"Despite my self-doubts, I was determined to stay patient. I wanted Meera for myself, and I was committed to finding a way to happiness between us"

How would some one find happiness by sending his wife to her lover's room? Why doesn't Krish encourage his wife to fight his advances and help her? He is saying its ok for him to touch and he is fine with it and its not going to be any different than previous times? He is talking like Desai now. Ridiculous!
Instead he should help his wife overcome her desires and if she rejects Desai one time being alone in his room then she can resist him all the time. Why doesn't Krish push her to fight it out but be firm on no sex with him.That's again our friendly Dumb Krish.

"Deep down, I acknowledged that I was indeed a hypocrite. I had questioned her ability to exercise self-control while I had failed to do the same for myself. As I considered my options, I decided it was best to wait. Maybe there would be a time to be honest with her, but not now."

One one end Desai is like hound pursuing Meera with his desperation and attention. Pulling her with his memories and trying to prove it to her that he cannot live with out her and on the other end our Krish ended up having sex with Maithrei and betrayed Meera. If a person is making a choice, how would it look for Meera that she wants to vouch for Krish that he loves her more than anything but truth is he cheated her while the other person is so desperate for her and seemingly she is becoming center of his world. Future is not bright for Krish.

"“Didn’t you get jealous?” she shot back, her eyes locking with his for a moment.
Desai hesitated, and then shrugged. “You have no idea. I was burning.”
Meera’s expression softened for just a second. Her cheeks had turned redder. I could see the satisfaction in her eyes"

I can understand Desai's desperation but I cannot fathom Meera's desperation. Is she really missing only sex? Doesn't seem like it. She is overwhelmed with Desai's attention, caring and desperation but hers is no different she is tensed , fighting her own demons, trying to desperately avoid Desai but struggling to do it. Seems like Krish has become a third fiddle and being misused by Meera to make Desai jealous or when she knows he is jealous its giving her satisfaction, that doesn't make sense when you truly love Krish. So either she is changed and started loving Desai more or she loves both which is bad to this whole series.  

The whole setting of wedding is for Desai to be in that room this night and Meera walking into it and recorder setup few episodes is also for this purpose obviously. Two outcomes here that might happen.

1. Meera and Desai will pour their heart out to each other and they will end up fucking crazily. Krish's heart will break for sure and he realizes that he already lost Meera but maybe there could be twist at the end in future episodes.
2. Desai already finds out about the recorder and even worse Desai spills the secrets about Krish's affair and splits the couple this time successfully and then they end up becoming a couple with Krish losing everything but further episodes could become interesting how Krish gets Meera back.

Krish(author) has written this episode well and honestly he will have bright future if he considers writing for more than a hobby or may be a second income. I have read many stories on Amazon but this one beats them all easily.

Your comments are not just comments. They are thought provoking discussions which often makes me wish to join. But I know if I speak a word it would spoil the fun because whether I agree or disagree, it becomes spoilers; I will end up revealing where the story is heading. It's hard to control and I think your comments have made me achieve a sense of calmness amidst chaos in real life. I can give you credit for that. 
And the last point, the compliment, just made my day. Thank you. 

Btw, to those who were asking, the next episode will come on 10th December. Thank you all.