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(08-11-2024, 05:15 PM)krish_999 Wrote: Guys, I might not be posting the update today. My car has got damaged and I'm stuck at a workshop. There's no point in feeding you all with unwanted delay and uncertainty. I will post it tomorrow only.
(08-11-2024, 05:15 PM)krish_999 Wrote: दोस्तों, मैं आज अपडेट पोस्ट नहीं कर पाऊंगा। मेरी कार खराब हो गई है और मैं वर्कशॉप में फंस गया हूं। आप सभी को अवांछित देरी और अनिश्चितता से परेशान करने का कोई मतलब नहीं है। मैं इसे कल ही पोस्ट करूंगा।
krish_999 Wrote:Excerpt from Chapter 44
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"Don’t…” Desai said, shaking his head slightly. “This was unexpected. Don’t blame yourself. It’s something that was meant to happen, and you and I don’t have to dwell on it. I just want you to know that I care about you, Meera."
I saw Meera nodding at him, though I could not see her facial expression. The tenderness between them was visible, and it was clear that there was a genuine connection and care between them. The scene left me with a complex mix of feelings – betrayal, sadness, and a profound sense of loss.
Desai got up from the bed and began dressing with deliberate movements. Meera just remained on the bed, and pulled a bed sheet to cover her body. Once dressed, Desai leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on Meera's forehead. “Be careful,” he advised softly, his voice carrying a note of concern. “I think we should keep this between us. Don’t hurt him.”
I could hardly believe Desai’s audacity to show concern for me after screwing my wife in my bed. It was a bizarre display of care, considering how he had just betrayed me.
Meera nodded in agreement, her face reflecting a mix of relief and sadness.
“You should get ready before he returns, Meera,” Desai advised.
krish_999 Wrote:Excerpt from Chapter 5
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Next day Desai invited me for breakfast again. I wondered if I was going to accompany him to the psychologist again.
Desai was in a celebratory mood when I arrived at his villa. He answered the door himself and led me to the hall. He was wearing a formal shirt and its front top buttons were left open like I had seen him earlier. He was smoking his favourite *beedi*. The splendour and luxury of the house did not match his choice of smoke.
Desai looked a little sweaty around his neck, despite the air condition. The servants were not visible but the arrangements for a celebration were already made; a bottle of scotch, soda, snacks and everything.
I hesitated, "I don't want to drink in the daytime, Desai; unless you tell me what it is for."
Desai poured scotch into two glasses and topped it with soda.
"I insist," Desai passed one glass to me and toasted. "This is to celebrate a small accomplishment…a small wish. Finish it in one go then I'll tell you."
He looked at me in the eyes and we finished the drink together.
"Come," Desai rose and led me to his bedroom. He turned the door handle and pushed it open. "Have a look inside."
I stared at him for a second and then glanced into the room.
Ananya was sleeping in his bed with a blanket on. It didn’t take me a second to make out she was completely naked under it.
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Excerpt from Chapter 6
Chapter - Six
I tried hard not to make a reaction, as the truth sank into my reality with each passing moment. Seemingly asleep, Ananya had a blanket on, covering most of her body. I saw her jeans crumpled near her feet, and her kurta was hanging from the edge of the bed. I noticed a piece of clothing lying on the floor before Desai closed the door. It took me a second to recognise what I just saw was Ananya’s bra.
“I don’t want to wake up her. She’s taking a nap,” Desai said in low voice.
He surely cares for her.
Desai returned to the hall and I followed him, trying to ignore the cheap beedi smell that was emanating from him, still having no idea on what to say or how to react. I wondered what would have Desai done to her to make her sleep like that. I could make out why Desai looked sweaty and sporting a slightly-dishevelled look.
He’s been working hard.
"It is cheap thrills I know, but I thought you deserve to witness this moment. There has been a little fun game happening between us, in the background of course," Desai said and sat on the couch facing me. "This secret should be safe with you. I don't want her husband to know. I have promised her."
"Okay, you won. That’s what you want me to say, I suppose," I moved my lips, finally. I opened the bottle and poured another drink.
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Ananya walked slowly and Desai gestured her to sit down. She sat on the empty couch and Desai smiled reassuringly.
“She was not feeling well after breakfast.” He told me. “So I asked her to rest inside.”
I stared on as Ananya's face lowered.
“Don’t be nervous, Ananya. Krish is my friend too and he will drop you home safely.”
He looked at me. “Right, Krish?”
I nodded quickly, “yeah.”
“Let’s have lunch. I have everything ready.” Desai said.
“I will manage myself,” Ananya spoke up.
“No. I don’t want to put you in any troubles, baby. Your clothes are slightly out of shape. He’ll drop you.”
Ananya looked at me, helplessly. I was equally embarrassed. I felt like a pimp whose only job left was to drop her back home.
Ananya didn't want to stay for lunch. I thanked her silently and we left the place soon. Ananya sat in the front seat of the car. She remained silent for a while as he drove, as though she was expecting me to ask her about it. I, however, did not say a word.
“I am sorry Krish,” Ananya said finally.
I threw a glance at her.
“Why?”
“I lied to you.”
“What happened now? Keep your secret yourself.”
I said dejectedly.
“I was ashamed to tell you the truth, Krish.” Ananya's voice became sober. “You always tried to help me; you warned me many times but I did not listen. I just…”
“It’s alright,” I said. “I am not mad that you slept with him. I don’t want to be a hypocrite. We have had a past; we both have cheated on our partners. I have no right to advise you to be faithful. Desai is a crooked man; I fear him, to be honest. I’ve been trying to stop you from falling into his trap. But looking at you now, I realise that my worst fear wasn’t about you being manipulated into his bed; it was rather about the possibility of you coming to terms with that manipulation.”
Ananya did not speak for a while. She kept her face down as I too refrained from speaking.
Ananya took a deep breath. “I too have been a bit scared of him. Always; perhaps because of you or others who told me stories about him. Of course, I wouldn’t have agreed to join the trip if you weren’t there. But I can tell you that one day he was going to make me say yes to another trip. Because somehow he had managed to convince me that I can always say no to him. When I went to dinner with him he spoke about his personal life; about his wife and children who are not with him, and about many women who were in his life. Fearing he would try to make me another of many women in his life, I had already made up excuses. But he did not ask me. He arranged for the cab and ensured my safe return. I was surprised that he did not even make a joke in the wrong direction. He was quite emotional, in a way I had never imagined of him. That’s why I messaged you, just to tell you that you don’t need to doubt him.”
She paused and took a deep breath.
“Last Sunday too, you saw how nice he was. He managed to convince you that it is okay to let him take me to that hut. You and I never thought he could do something there. It wasn’t like he was waiting for it the whole day. It just happened. When we reached there, we got inside that hut; and there was a cot along with other things kept by its owner. Desai said it’s such a beautiful place that he would consider regretting not to bring me alone for the trip. It was the first time he was telling me something suggestive like that. I didn’t know what to say and he asked me if I would go with him for another day trip like this. I hesitated, and he asked me if I didn’t like to be with my boss. He took my hand and tried to hug me. I froze. Honestly, I did not know until then that I did not possess the guts to stop him. I don’t know why. He was hugging me, his arms around me becoming stronger and he was saying how much he wanted to be close to me. Then he kissed me. I thought I should stop him before it went too far, but he said…” Ananya threw a glance at me and went on, “He said ‘no, don’t stop me now Ananya.’ I felt powerless, completely. Like giving silent permission. He lifted me in his arms and carried me to the cot. I knew what was going to happen but I did not have the power to stop him. A part of my mind was convinced that I was too indebted to him to deny his wish.”
The word she chose delivered a blow to my psyche.
“It looks like he wants to make you feel indebted.” Meera's voice came to my mind.
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krish_999 Wrote:.
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Ananya went on, “He was trying to cheer me up, talking about his excitement as it was the first time he felt attracted to a woman in a year or so.”
I turned my face away from her to hide the laughter that began to appear on my face.
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Amazing writing! krish_999 Wrote:.
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“I should get a pill.”
Ananya said, without facing me.
“He didn’t wear a condom?” My voice rose enough to startle her.
“I didn’t have the freedom to ask.”
She blurted and began to get down. I stopped her.
“Wait, I’ll get you that one.”
I went to the medical store and felt a déjà vu. How many times?
I returned with the pill in a minute.
“What about last time?” I asked while getting inside the car.
“I was safe then,” She said.
“Oh,” I sighed. “He planned that so well. I suggest you blackmail him after two months, saying you are pregnant.”
Ananya looked at me.
“You are joking, aren’t you?”
She asked.
“You still didn’t answer my question. This is going to repeat, isn’t it?”
Ananya looked at me, helplessly.
“I would like to be honest with you,” I went on. “If you think you are okay with him, I should no longer hang around trying to protect you.”
“I like you being around me.”
“For what?”
“I don’t have a specific answer. Perhaps you know me better than Sam does.” She was looking into my eyes. I felt she was trying to convey something to me without being explicit, through her eyes.
“Tell me about your stance with Desai. Tell me about the future. Speak your mind, considering all aspects like keeping your job and financial security that he assures, and also the sex he provides.”
“Though I was manipulated, it was also consensual,” Ananya spoke slowly. “Feeling indebted is also a form of bond. He was a bit rough on me, maybe because of lack of time, or the fact that he was loveless for a year; he was rough, in fact; it ached for a day. I knew it was not meant to be a joy-ride. But he eventually made me tell it was good. He made me scream. He made me forget the ritualistic sex I had with Sam five days ago. In the end, you know, it was easy to convince me that my body needed it. If I were a woman in love with him, it would have felt great. He may look ugly to the world, Krish. But to the woman he loves, he can be a conqueror. I am not looking for any affair. I want to keep my marriage. But I am not a chaste woman, anyway.”
More than Ananya indirectly conceding the possibility of going to bed with Desai again, her claim that ‘feeling indebted' was a form of bond hurt me. And the way she justified everything sank me in a pool of despair.
My nightmares were coming back. I was beginning to doubt Meera because she had made me believe Desai was a disappointment. It was not true.
krish_999 Wrote:Excerpts from Chapter - Twelve
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Ananya walked in with drinks on a tray, making me stop arguing.
I took one of the two glasses on the tray.
"Only two glasses?" Desai asked her. "You can treat yourself equal here, Ananya."
"I will have it later."
Ananya's voice was weak. She tried to smile at me and failed.
Desai took the juice glass and asked her to sit with him.
"Let's share this one." He suggested and handed the glass back to her.
Ananya hesitated but then I watched her take it and bring it to her lips right away. She looked thirsty as she finished three forth of it in one go. Desai looked on with a smile and when she began to pass the glass to him, he refused pleasantly.
"Go on, finish it, baby."
I could notice signs of some sort of chemistry between them. Indeed it is consensual. I thought. He is the man who provides. I instantly attributed it to the regular sex they probably have been having.
Ananya finished the drink quietly. Desai smiled on.
"Now, give me my share."
"Your share is gone," Ananya quipped.
"Apparently not," Desai said while bringing his right arm around her and turned her face to him with the other. I forgot to blink as I watched Desai's thick lips trapped the juicy-wet lips of Ananya and sucked the thin line of sweetness off her upper lip. But it wasn't just about the juice, as it quickly became evident with the kiss growing stronger. I would have walked away already had I realised that I was glowering at this act of absolute nonchalance from both of them. It was as if Desai didn't care about my presence, and Ananya simply didn't remember me.
I had to clear my throat, to distract them and separate them.
But it was of no use.
"Enjoy your drink, my friend. I have some unfinished business here. I'm in love and admiration with this lady, and I can't leave without giving her what I had promised. You stay here to deal with unexpected guests."
Desai said and helped Ananya get up and sit on his lap facing him and putting her arms around his neck.
It was the moment I realised the level of Ananya's submission to this monster. She had absolutely no will to reject any of his moves. She had become his pet. I had to refrain from choosing another word to name her.
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(09-11-2024, 06:43 PM)bineeshm Wrote: After catching up on the latest updates, I have a strong feeling things are finally coming to a head for Meera and Krish. Here's what I predict:Here's what the future might hold for them:
- Honesty Hour: A long-overdue honest conversation is likely brewing between Meera and Krish. They'll finally shed their pretenses and lay it all bare.
- Meera's Heart Revealed: Meera will finally stop pretending to love Krish and confess her true feelings for Desai. This explains her resistance to having a baby and the excuses she's been making. It's clear her heart belongs to Desai.
- Krish Owns Up: Krish will likely come clean about his insecurities too. We'll see him acknowledge that he's not actually a cuckold, but rather his own anxieties and unhealthy fantasies led him down this path.
- A Clean Break: Ultimately, they'll agree to part ways amicably and pursue their chosen paths.
Moving Forward:
- Meera's Happy Ending: With the air cleared, Meera will likely marry Desai and they'll start a family together.
- Krish's Redemption: Krish will likely channel his energy into the security agency business. His success might involve running it independently after a business split with Desai, who continues as a silent partner for a while. Hopefully, he'll find love again with someone who truly suits him (let's not interfere in Maithrei or others' relationships!).
- No More Drama: There won't be any lingering animosity between Krish and Desai, but they probably won't be hanging out as friends either.
It's pointless to dwell on past mistakes and arguments about who's right or wrong. In my opinion, all the characters have displayed their own forms of dishonesty, hidden agendas, perversion and questionable desires.
Now, let's just hope they all learn from this experience and find their own paths to happiness.
(09-11-2024, 06:57 PM)bineeshm Wrote: It's clear that Desai has emerged triumphant. Few poignant lessons:
- Persistence can overcome even the most formidable obstacles - even winning other person's wife
- Exploit others' vulnerabilities and fears; they will eventually succumb.
- By feeding people's desires, you can manipulate them into surrendering their dignity.
- By indulging their fancy, you can ensnare them in a web of their own creation.
(09-11-2024, 07:03 PM)RCF Wrote: True Desai's character has been a revelation but giving happy ending to Desai, is it morally correct?
Yes persistence will give you temporary win but with out true love it won't survive. Desai's love when compared to Krish is meek. Its proven in case of Nidhi when he lost a step where as despite many opportunities with Parvathi and Maithrei Krish did not take it. Desai manipulated Meera with his reasons but truth is he cheated on Meera. so how can he get Meera at the end. That's not a true ending.
All the points you mentioned belong to a person who is manipulative and shows he goes to any extent to achieve once he sets his mind but with out moral reasons behind it giving him win at the end will be lame.
(29-10-2024, 11:34 PM)RCF Wrote: I have been trying to tell the same about Meera since the beginning for those readers who were calling Meera a slut. She is only a slut for Krish and how he ants her to be a slut. Though that abusive name calling is not necessary.
Piyush playing main role from here may not the plot and sex between Meera and Piyush is far fledged at this point. I also doubt Piyush is cahoots with Desai. Until now Piyush has not shown any signs of major attraction towards Meera so him getting her impromptu might not get as spicy as its intended.
At this point what's left to know is how Krish triumphs over Desai and how Meera will rescue her relationship..Her being sad at the lunch over Desai's comment on their life indicates she knows that their relationship has suffered the damage and they lost the spark. Mainly because Krish has lost the appetite for genuine sex with out cuckold thoughts or other persons involved which is major setback. So its very important for Krish to regain confidence , love and respect in bed back. How Meera helps Krish is yet to be seen. Krish by himself cannot achieve this so he needs major emotional setback to be able to gain perspective on his own life and his choices. Meera will provide that in next episode in my opinion. Whether its her own plan (Desai is villain here who also falls for Meera's plan thinking she chose him over Krish) or a plan by both Desai and Meera (Desai is good guy here) is yet to be seen.
One thing you are right about is Meera giving her juice to Desai..She will do it to save her marriage.
Krish has to believe she loves Desai. Previous ending Meera tries to make Krish believe that she chose Desai but Krish did not believe her and came back but this time he has to believe it and only possible way is for Krish to see it secretly while Meera knowing that Krish is watching(his shoes by bedside). Once Krish believes he lost Meera he will definitely change and regain his lost life.
Arcs that need closure:
1. Jai episode - who to blame?
2. Krish's cuck nature - who should own it?
3. Sex with Ashish & Jai - Why is one a guilt free exp while the other is not?
4. What's the role of recorder?
5. What's the role of Maitreyi? why is she back?
6. Why Meera rejecting to start family? Is it because she doesn't want kids until their marriage is not repaired? Krish and herself change their mindset?
7. Ananya and her husband needs justice.
8. Meera's feelings for Desai needs closure
9. Piyush,Maitrei need closure. Her infatuation with Krish is it fabricated by Desai or her own desire?
10. Ultimately how and when would Krish change? When he does will he forgive Meera? What would be ending for Desai - as a friend or battle lost soldier?
Next 7 episodes should reveal most of these points.
RCF Wrote:Piyush playing main role from here may not the plot and sex between Meera and Piyush is far fledged at this point. I also doubt Piyush is cahoots with Desai. Until now Piyush has not shown any signs of major attraction towards Meera so him getting her impromptu might not get as spicy as its intended.
(20-06-2021, 12:26 PM)krish_999 Wrote: Excerpt from Chapter 12
Chapter - Twelve.
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"Now tell me, what is it about?" I asked. Tears started flowing from her eyes, straightaway.
My guess was right. It was about Desai.
Ananya spoke after a few seconds of weeping.
"The last Saturday night, he took me to his house. I thought it would be regular sex. I mean the sex between us had become now so regular a thing. But he had invited a friend over there. He said it's a small party. I took drinks with them. I don't know what came to me, I felt at ease and got well with them. But then Desai started getting physical. Intimate. Like showing off to his friend. I was drunk and I couldn't just stop him and leave. I should have."
Ananya started crying again. I placed my hand on hers and a teardrop fell on the back of my palm.
"What happened?" I asked.
She gave me a helpless look.
"I was made to have sex with his friend, Krish."
I was stunned.
I remembered Desai offering me a chance to sleep with Ananya. I had turned him down.
I had my reasons to turn him down. But Desai had other friends too, who would enjoy the offer. I just learnt.
"Forced sex?" I asked.
"No, it wasn't forced; that is the worst thing about it. It was Desai who was trying to be intimate with me. But then he invited his friend. I tried to resist, but you know how Desai is. He can't be stopped. He let his friend touch my body. And after that..."
Ananya wiped her face with handkerchief.
"At one point Desai left me with his friend and went out with his phone. And his friend wouldn't stop. I didn't get a chance to tell him no. I am the only one to be blamed. He was all over me. Inside me, and... I have become a slut, Krish. A complete one. I don't even remember his name. His nickname is Susho or whatever. Anyone can fuck me now, can't they?"
"Did you tell Sam about it?"
I asked.
"No," Ananya said. "I don't want to tell him, Krish. He has never recovered from that incident when you learnt about his blatant approval of my affair with Desai. What would he turn into when he comes to know about this?"
If you can't swim against the stream, then it's better to swim along with the flow. I remembered Sam's words. I remembered my past. I had already lived that life. I just didn't know what to say to Ananya.
I didn't even know what she was expecting from me. I only knew that my hatred towards Desai had doubled.
While driving back, I was gripped with fear. I had just learnt everything Desai told me the other day was a lie. He had told me that he didn't want Sam to be a loser. He wanted Sam to enjoy getting his wife back after sleeping with him. But it wasn't what he did to her. He made her sleep with his friend. He made her a slut and sold her to his friend.
I thought he would be planning the same with Meera too. That's the reason he had been determined to trap her.
I thought about Desai and his unknown friend taking turns to fuck Meera.
The thought simply terrorised me because my intuition told me that it was going to happen soon.
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RCF Wrote:Arcs that need closure:
1. Jai episode - who to blame?
2. Krish's cuck nature - who should own it?
3. Sex with Ashish & Jai - Why is one a guilt free exp while the other is not?
4. What's the role of recorder?
5. What's the role of Maitreyi? why is she back?
6. Why Meera rejecting to start family? Is it because she doesn't want kids until their marriage is not repaired? Krish and herself change their mindset?
7. Ananya and her husband needs justice.
8. Meera's feelings for Desai needs closure
9. Piyush,Maitrei need closure. Her infatuation with Krish is it fabricated by Desai or her own desire?
10. Ultimately how and when would Krish change? When he does will he forgive Meera? What would be ending for Desai - as a friend or battle lost soldier?
(09-11-2024, 07:49 PM)bineeshm Wrote: Hey RCF,
I really appreciate the detailed feedback on my reviews, both current and past. Sorry for my late response; I was just trying to process my thoughts. You’ve made some valid points about the characters, but I have my own take on things. We can agree that the characters act according to the author’s portrayal—some evolve, some introduce new aspects, while others just seem to act strangely. For instance, I find Krish's behavior quite odd. He’s a cuckold in a sense, but he’s not completely at ease with that role. He might think he is, but he's clearly uncomfortable with Meera’s relationships; he should feel more at peace if he truly accepted being a cuckold.
Reflecting back on the first part, he seems really insecure—stuck in a dead-end job with financial woes—while the one bright spot is his attractive wife. When he realizes that other men are after her, he goes to extremes to keep her, even claiming he's a cuckold. Sure, he attempts to enjoy the situation with outsiders, but deep down, he’s terrified that Meera will leave him for someone better.
On the flip side, Meera was initially possessive of Krish, unwilling to let him see other women, but when he did sleep with other woman, she walked away without tying to understand him or his situation. Her moral compass worked only that far. However, she had no qualms about sleeping with other guys in his presence, fully aware of how troubled Krish was. By letting herself explore, Krish thought he was keeping her happy, but he only sank deeper into despair. When she misrepresented her experience with Desai after their initial meeting, it gave Krish a false sense of bravado & hope, which ultimately led to this situation. I’ve always felt there’s a lack of honest communication between Krish and Meera, and now I think she’s crossed a major boundary. They might need to go their separate ways, despite my wish for them to stay together.
Desai seems to be on a winning streak at the moment, but honestly, is that what we really want? Absolutely not! I’m not buying into his dramatic antics and romantic gestures. I also find it hard to believe that he just happened to show up at that concert by chance. To me, it looks like he and Meera were in contact, or maybe he was even stalking her. There’s also a chance he’s in cahoots with Maithrei.