Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[Lollobionda]

Sincere request not to reveal any other alternate endings..it would spoil the ending we have now, Updating the existing final chapter with more details and conversations/confessions totally makes sense considering the rushed ending but changing the ending or revealing alternate plots will mess up the thoughts about this ending, at least for me...Just my opinion.

I also agree with @RCF.

A detailed description of all actions, conversations, emotions, feelings and annoyances .. 
would possibly bring to light many things that have remained hidden until now...

So a comprehensive review ...

A different "END" would destroy everything that has been founded or placed in our heads and feelings.

This also had consequences on the author Krish, it would make him unserious and untrustworthy in the 
eyes of his fan community....

Lollobionda

[Lollobionda]

Many think that Desai is very strong, very exalted and almost untouchable. That he has all the threads 
in his hand and can do what he wants!

I am of a completely different opinion!
(Maybe the author can provide us with some light on his past).

I rather compare him with the Sultan in the "1001 Nights Tale".
The starting point in this tale was that his beloved wife cheated on him. 
(Although he was also like Desai, powerful, untouchable, rich, ruler over people).

*To cope with his torment and cheating, he began to sleep with a different woman every night, having 
them all killed after intercourse.

Thus he took his revenge on all women, "especially happily married" women and their husbands.
This continued until it was the turn of the vizier's elder daughter.
This was the time of the younger sister "Scheherazade", who was able to distract him by telling stories 
to the sultan at night and save her sister from death after 1001 nights...*

Nidhi in the role of the sultan's younger daughter "Scheherazade"!

I believe that Desai also suffered a fate similar to that of the sultan, and that he lived out his hatred of 
women (especially married ones!) by doing everything he could to lure them into his bed in order to take 
revenge on them later.
This is how he finds satisfaction, because deep down he is a broken, lonely, hateful and pitiful man...
He is condemned to remain alone and have no family. 
He is not capable of leading a family with a woman by his side who is on a par with him.
His mistrust of women and hatred of himself will always stand in his way....

Meera realised this in the last few hours she spent with Desai face to face and in the presence of Krish.
She decided for herself not to slap and insult him; she found it more painful and humiliating for him to 
stew in his own hatred and lie about life...


Lollobionda

[RCF]

Meera did not come back because she suspected Desai cheated her and its pretty clear from the story that Desai is like picture perfect until Nidhi walked into the house...so i am not sure how every one deducting that Meera left Desai because she knows he cheated her. Only reason she came back to Krish is because Krish would not leave her and she cannot make him leave her no matter what she did to him and his love for her forcing her to accept her love for him... i do not think there is more complicity in this outcome...only problem readers are facing is adjusting to this outcome after Meera's behavior in past few episodes...also the morning sex in shower and among other things...Sex in this story esp with Desai we need to understand that no one can resist including Meera so we cannot measure or associate her love for Krish based on her intimacy she shares with Desai. Got to keep those two separate then it will make sense.

[The Last samurai]

Well, I had chopped down some parts during the final editing but there's not much difference in size. The unedited version had roughly 57 pages in the MS Word document and the completed version still has 51 pages. The part you read wasn't merely "10 pages". Perhaps you read it too fast LOL. The picture of the word count is here.

And yes, I want to talk a little more about the story (not continuing though) like how it was supposed to be and how it finally became.  I am sure you'll be shocked. But this time I am going to admit that I have changed the way the story progressed toward the climax. The climax was changed from what I had thought of in the beginning (I am damn sure nobody will guess what I changed). But I will still not admit that it was entirely because of the readers' influence. Also, I didn't change it to shock you guys, and not to add a twist nobody was guessing. I will give my thoughts on that later. I need a little more time and comfort to pen those thoughts and I also wish to re-write my final chapter to make it a bit more coherent (I believe I had rushed a bit while writing it).
I haven't decided on giving an epilogue. But if I re-write it as I wish, then there won't be any need for the epilogue.
And last but not least, I need to thank you all readers for the love and support. I hope I will find time soon.

Thank you Krish for the reply. I apologise if any of my words were too harsh. Since you had told that last episode was of 57 pages and lengthier than any other previous episode. May be due to abrupt ending  we may have felt it was short and length was similar to 41 chapter. But any how chapter has ended now and we know the consequences. 
I just felt that the climax chapter had sudden end to the erotic saga. Going by current ending and age revelation of Meera 32 years., It looks like there won't be any part 4. Couple would settle with kids now. So wanted this chapter to be more erotic , tangy, detailed and thrilling. If you want to rewrite or eloborate last chapter kindly add these things. 

I differ with some people thoughts. Krish never told that he is changing the ending of last chapter. He told he will rewrite in more elaborate and detailed way. This is the end he had in his mind and since it was abrupt end he would correct it. I agree with him on this . Kindly go ahead Krish. 

Next point what he told was he would like to share his thoughts like what was his initial thinking of story , what influence readers and their comments had on his story. What was the climax he had taught of and what was actual. This he had done during "No one dies saint" also. If someone has not seen it's just after the last chapter in that series. Same can be done here also. This would help us to understand author much better way. I encourage author to do above 2 points. 

Finally these are my opinion and kindly others do not get offended by it. Author just want to do some corrections in last part without changing the ending and i too feel so , if this is the climax of erotic saga let it be very legendry. Also let author share his thoughts about the story , his initial thinking, influence of time span, where he was in two minds about next proceedings etc etc and express himself. 

Last but not the least thank you very very much Krish

[NileshT]

Chapter 42 - part 3

Suddenly the doorbell rang and it shocked all of us.

All the drama had to pause for a moment. There was a sense of panic in Meera's eyes as she stepped back from me and wiped her eyes.
“Oh, God!”
She exclaimed.
“I’ll check who it is,” I said and went to the door. Desai sat back on the sofa. Perhaps he knew that in front of a guest, Meera would be forced to act as if nothing happened. And I felt it was exactly what I needed at the hour.
 
I opened the door and saw Nidhi standing there.
“Is Meera home?” She asked straightaway.
I was stunned. I could only stare at her as if I saw a face of horror. She was not my saviour.
 
She had come to confront me. She had come to tell Meera that she would be better off if she left me and chose a wealthy man like Desai. The unfriendly stare that Nidhi welcomed me said a lot about how she was going to tell Meera that instead of feeling sorry her husband was busy fucking another woman.
Suddenly I felt I screwed it up by sleeping in Parvati’s house.
 
“Is Meera home, Krish sir?”
Nidhi asked again.
“Yes, come in,” I said.
Nidhi walked past me to the hall and she was taken aback when she saw Desai sitting in there.
“Hi, Nidhi.” He greeted her in his loud voice. “Are you off today?”
“Yes.” Nidhi didn’t smile as she spoke.  Meera was not seen and Nidhi’s eyes were searching for her.
“Where is Meera?” She asked him. I felt she was not going to pretend to be dumb and start treating Meera like she used to know. Nidhi knew Desai was the right person to ask about Meera.
“Hello, I’m here.” Meera walked into the hall. She looked far from normal with a fake display of pleasantness on her face.
“I want to talk to you, Meera,” Nidhi said.
Meera was a bit taken aback.
“I’m Nidhi, I work in Krish's office.”
Nidhi said.
“Yeah, I know.”
Meera said.
“I want to have a word with you, in private.”
Nidhi said and walked to Meera's room. I was left pondering the sense of confidence she was exuding. “Let’s go to your room. It is soundproof, isn’t it? Come on,” Nidhi said again and led Meera to the room.
I could only shake my head in confusion. The door was closed. I looked at Desai and his face was blank. Perhaps he was equally confused. But I knew it didn’t concern him.
I was fucking wrong!
 
“Have you decided to leave Krish and choose Desai sir?”
I heard Nidhi’s voice. She was clearly not holding back her voice as she was confident that it wouldn’t be heard from outside.
I moved a few steps closer.
“How do you know about this?”
Meera's response was a question. She was equally confused by Nidhi’s sudden intervention.
“Meera mam, this is very important. I want to tell you something that you must know before taking such a huge life decision.” Nidhi’s voice was suddenly soft. “For that, I will have to tell you a bit about myself. I am dating someone who used to meet me during office hours. Krish sir was wonderful to show no qualms about it. He actually helped us meet around. But one day we misused the freedom he granted me and I made out with my boyfriend in Krish sir’s car. A few days later, when sir had the accident here and was bedridden, Desai sir took over his place in the office. He was very good at business. But one day, that would be a month ago; he called me into his office and showed me a video clip. It was CCTV footage from the parking lot, where I and my boyfriend was doing it. We were inside the car but the video had my face visible and recognisable. That was the beginning.”
I was too stunned to take my eyes off the door. I did not care to see what Desai's reaction was, as Nidhi was unravelling the face of a monster in front of my wife.
Nidhi went on.
“Desai sir asked me what would be my mom’s reaction if that video went viral. I had no way but to fall at his feet and plead for his mercy.
At first, Desai sir tried to link me up with Krish sir. He said Krish sir must have seen it already. The car belonged to Krish sir so Desai sir alleged that I must have done it purposefully to let him watch. He alleged that I and Krish sir was having an affair and said I must be sleeping with Krish sir. I cried. Desai sir said a lot of things. He threatened me that he would tell my boyfriend that I was sleeping with Krish sir. Or even better, he said, would be him telling you about the truth. But I swear Meera mam, there is no such thing. Krish sir and I had nothing other than friendship.
 
For me and my mom, Krish sir is a person we always counted on. When Desai sir threatened to put a blemish on his name, I begged him. I begged him not to destroy Krish sir’s life; I told him Krish sir has only done good things to me. I fell at his feet and cried and begged for his mercy to stop destroying our lives.
But Desai sir had other intentions. I realised it only when he placed his hand on my head and pulled me toward his crotch. I was frightened. I was really frightened. But Desai sir told me that he was not going to force me. “It’s all up to you,” he said with a suggestive smirk. I hated him but I was left with no other option.”
There was a brief silence in the room.
I looked at Desai. He was sitting still on the sofa, his eyes fixed on the floor. He was either practising nonchalance or shaken by the realisation of how his monster face was being unravelled.
A few seconds later, Nidhi spoke again.
“That day, I gave him head. Until my knees ached so much that I could no longer do it. My lips were… I can’t tell you how they felt. You can imagine how I would have felt mentally. But it was just the beginning.
The next two days were a repetition except that there was no begging from my side. He would call me to the office in the afternoon and ask me to lock the door from the inside. And he would gesture for me to kneel in front of him. On the third day, I was anticipating it but he said he did it just for fun. He had no plan to cause harm to my life. It was hard to believe. You know how I would have felt. In your mind, you have all the bad shit… Every time he calls me, it’s a nightmare. I lived with dread that he would ask me to do something else. I was searching for a way to say no to him.
Those were sleepless nights. I stopped chewing when I ate food. I just swallowed for the sake of it.
But a few days passed and there was nothing from Desai sir’s end. I was like… I started believing what he said. He had done it just for fun. He had no plan to cause harm to my life.
Two weeks ago, I decided to meet Krish sir here. It was a Sunday, morning. I phoned Krish sir to ask if it was the right time to visit, but he said you had gone to the temple and asked me to visit on next day. I told him Monday I have work. Krish sir asked me to inform Desai sir that I was going to meet Krish sir.
So I phoned Desai sir the next morning and told him that I would be late in the morning as I would be visiting Krish sir. Desai sir said okay.
But then, when I reached here, I ran into Desai sir in the parking lot of this residential complex. He looked like he was preparing to leave.
 
But he wasn’t leaving. He said he was waiting for me. He said he would take me to Krish. I followed him to this house. And instead of taking me to Krish sir’s room, he took me to this room. I was confused and frightened. I asked him if he lived here. He replied that he was leaving. He looked frustrated. He said it was his bedroom but I noticed the dressing mirror and the makeup articles on it. I realised that it was your room. And he said this room is absolutely soundproof.”
 
I could foretell what Nidhi had come to reveal.
I remembered the Sunday when Nidhi had phoned me. I asked her to come on next day. That night was incidentally when Meera had let Desai kiss her in front of me. In the morning, Desai was frustrated enough to decide that he was leaving Pune.
Nidhi just walked into that frustration.
 
“Desai sir told me he had never thought he would be doing it, but then said he was having a very bad day and so he was going to do it.
I was frightened but when he gestured for me to kneel, I thought it would be something that I was familiar with. It began so, starting with me giving him head. A few minutes later he asked me to take off my shirt to avoid it getting wrinkled. He lay in the bed and asked me to climb onto it; I removed my shirt because I didn’t want to spoil it. There was no way I could meet Krish sir with a wrinkled shirt. Neither could I go home with it. But after that, while I was giving him head he removed my bra too. And he also started kissing me and touching my breasts, saying things like I got nice tender tits. Fuck. He then said he can't stop thinking about tasting me down there and wanted me to remove my pants. I gave in. One step at a time, I knew where this was heading to. But I had nowhere to go. He gave me oral sex. I don’t want to hide anything from you, mam. It was my first time being pleasured like that and I even had an orgasm. And then he made me suck him again. This time he started shedding his clothes too, and eventually, he took it where he wanted to. I was worried about cheating on my boyfriend but he said it was normal. His first girlfriend too had cheated on him, he said. By the time he learnt about her cheating, they had already parted. But he never hated her for cheating on him because he was aware that it was circumstances which led her to it. Like circumstances that led them to break up. He was saying all kinds of things to me and he knew I was not going to challenge him. When he was ready, he asked me to hold his thing and guide it into me. I did what I was asked.
And to be honest, Meera mam, it felt good. I had accepted what was my reality by then. I was making a lot of noise when he did it to me; crying and moaning – what else. The assurance that the room was a soundproof one let me lose grip on my mind completely. At the end of it, I had another orgasm, an intense one. It was an eye-opening moment for me, or like a soul-awakening experience. I was taken to a world I never knew existed and for a moment I wanted to remain there. My only wish in those moments was that Desai sir shouldn’t know that I enjoyed it. I was ashamed to acknowledge it. But he was…like a master of such things. I was just a girl. Desai sir didn’t pull out when he came, and there was no protection either.
After the sex, he said I must walk with him to the parking before coming back to meet Krish. But he warned me about the consequences in case I dared to speak to Krish sir about it.
I did what I was instructed. Went with him to the parking and waited for him to leave and then I returned to this house to meet Krish sir as if nothing happened. I didn’t dare to speak a word about it, to anyone.
When I reached my office that day, Desai sir asked me not to forget to take a pill.
 
The following day he tried to have sex with me in our office too. But I was scared. He tried to convince me. I agreed when he suggested we go to the bathroom. We went there and he got me naked. By then there was a feeling of anticipation about what I am going to endure. I was not doing it wilfully but I had accepted that this is going to happen. I knelt on the bathroom floor and gave him head. But when he bent me over the wash basin and tried to do it in a standing position I couldn't keep my mouth shut. He was like…huge. I tried my mouth but I was still making loud noises. I thought I was going to cry as I did in this house and I begged him to stop. The ventilator window was an open type and I was sure my nose would go out of the building. He said he had never been desperate for sex like that day. He wanted me. He said we were going to find a hotel. I said, “no, what if someone sees me?” I said I have a lot of friends, I have a boyfriend, and I have friends of my boyfriend. If anybody saw me with you going to a hotel or hanging around, it would be the end of my life. Desai sir was visibly frustrated. He asked me to take him to my house. He was that crazy. Eventually, I suggested that I would visit him the next morning as I had done on the previous day. At first, he thought it was too risky but then after seeing that I was not open to any other options, he agreed. He made me promise that I wouldn't visit you after the sex, though. Because he thought it was too risky. I agreed. I promised him that I would visit him and have sex with him and then would leave immediately.
Desai sir didn't finish the day without enjoying a little more. I gave him head in the bathroom and he finished by doing some rough things… you know, holding my head and doing… and eventually finishing it in my mouth. I closed my eyes as he came into my mouth. It was so much for me, more than a mouthful, and like always I closed my eyes as he made me swallow. But this time, I'm not sure how he did it; he recorded it with his mobile. While removing his pants he had kept his phone on the washbasin and he must have used it to make a quick video. He showed it to me later, saying I looked so beautiful in that. I panicked. It was a seven-second video but my face was visible. His big black penis was in my mouth and was holding my face still as he was ejaculating into my mouth. I panicked and asked if he was blackmailing me. He said no, he just took the video to watch the beautiful moment when he was alone. I demanded he deletes it.
"It's a secret between us," he assured. I kept requesting him to delete it and he finally agreed. He deleted it. But I believe it must be with him. He could still send it to Sundeep – that’s my boyfriend’s name - who would make it viral for what I've done to him. My best option was to be gentle with Desai sir. He has never threatened me because he never had to, except the first time.
The next day, however, he couldn't invite me as he left for Mumbai. Then, a few days after coming back from Mumbai, he gave me a ring in the morning. I have a recording of that call. If you didn’t believe what I told you until now, then you must hear it.”
Nidhi said and then there was no sound coming from the room. I guessed she must have handed Meera the phone and the latter was listening to the call recording.
 
I looked at Desai again. This was only the second time I was looking at him since Nidhi had closed that door.
Desai was staring at me. My heart jumped out with joy. Desai looked like a loser in every sense. I wondered if he was still plotting to defend himself. I knew it would be a futile exercise.
 
A few seconds later, Nidhi started talking again.
"I’m not sparing the details because I’m sure you’ll know that I’m now lying about anything. You know how he is in bed.
That day he was a monster in the bed. He opened the door and asked me to be silent as he walked me to this room. As soon as I came in, he closed that door and told me, "you can be noisy now, as loud as you can."
And he went on to make me cry louder than the previous time, louder than I have ever imagined that I could. My cries eventually became pleasure sounds. I lost all inhibitions as he used my body in the ways I thought I wanted to. He kept asking me if my boyfriend was able to give me that much pleasure. I said no. He asked me if I loved him. I said yes. And he asked me if I missed him in bed. I said no. He said, "this is what makes you sexy."
For him, the hotness in me was because I was not single. After making me hit my orgasm, he asked me if I was going to regret those moments. I said probably.
He said don't feel guilty. "When you go back to your boyfriend when you have sex with him, I want you to think of this moment. I want you to think of me. I want you to cherish these lovely moments. This moment of my cock filling the whole of your pussy, and filling it with loads and loads of my cum.” He was so explicit, I hope you’d forgive me. But I want you to believe me, that’s why I’m giving you such explicit details, Meera mam. And he said, “I want you to come back to me when I call, Nidhi. And be mine, for a little while. Will you come back to live these moments, my girl?" He was treating me like I was his lover. I could only say yes. I had surrendered my body and mind to the waves of pleasure he was giving me. He talked about seeing my disappointed face when Sundeep finished it off while having sex with me in the car, and said a girl like me deserved to know what real sex means. And he took me on again, harder than I could resist, and came inside me. I didn't feel an iota of nervousness regarding them being my unsafe period. I was ready to welcome him in any manner he wanted. When he finished, I didn't want to leave the bed, pretending to be physically exhausted. But inside me, I just wanted to stay in those moments. I had forgotten my love, my boyfriend, and everything. Desai sir was a conqueror.”
Even though the things Nidhi was telling Meera were revealing Desai's true face, the way she was suddenly praising Desai's sexual prowess was making me jealous.
Desai was the monster who could turn into a god of sex and make his victims praise him. No wonder why Meera had lost her power to say no to him.
Nidhi spent a moment gathering her memories to open another chapter.
“And we had sex another time too, as Desai sir took me to a hotel suite without telling me where we were going. He said there was a client meeting that he thought I should attend with him. I followed him and I realised his plan only when we reached the suite, where nobody was waiting for us. In the suit, he straightaway grabbed me and started kissing me. I was shocked.
I protested. "Why here?"
And he said we could not meet at Krish sir’s house anymore.
"He's recovered and he's walking. I can't take the risk anymore."
There was no resistance from me, though I felt cheated in the beginning. I was soon lying in the bed, and he was making me cry, moan, and scream like anything. I learnt how much he was holding back when we were in your house because his energy was at another level. He took me to orgasms many times before he finished himself. I welcomed him in many ways, without showing any hesitation. I had become his personal slut and I loved the feeling. I wanted to serve him. I knelt in front of him with my mouth open to let him fill me with his sperm. But he would stop before he finished, saying his sperm should enter my body only through my… vagina. He asked me when was the last time I had sex with Sundeep.
"The last time was when you saw us in the car," I said. Desai sir said it was bad.
"That's bad. I want you to go back to him tomorrow. Make love to him, and feel the difference. I am sure you'll miss me, you'll long to come back to me, you will long for my cock. I want you to come back to me, Nidhi. Will you do that?"
I promised him that I would.
"I'll do anything for you, sir,” I said. “I'm your personal property."
I didn't even know what I was saying. Later I would be ashamed of it but in those moments, I had lost the grip on myself. My conscience, my soul, everything."
Nidhi took a small break before beginning again.
“If he had asked me yesterday morning to come to a hotel suite, I would have gone. That’s the level of domination he has on me. I don’t know how it is, but thinking of the moments he has given me makes me warm. I have had sleepless nights about him. And those nights had finished with wet dreams.
But last night, Krish sir showed up at my house. I wasn’t there. I was at a relative’s house. When I returned my mother told me that his wife had left him and chosen Desai, sir. That’s why I came here to meet you. I hope you understand what I was telling you. I don’t have a scary picture of Desai sir. He’s the man who can show you heaven. But that’s the scariest thing about him.
Meera mam, you can’t trust that man. I am scared that he might use that video clip. But I have managed to take a video clip of him too when he was eating my pussy in the hotel suite. It has his face. I hope it will work because he got a business empire to protect. The moment he threatens me again, I will threaten him too. But if he was to propose to me to have sex with him, I was not sure how to stop myself. That was until today morning. Now I have no such doubts. He is a monster who needs to be stopped. But I wouldn’t have come here if my mom hadn’t told me how Krish sir cried in front of her. He is ready to accept you no matter what you decided. Because he is aware of how good Desai sir is, and he is also aware of how deceptive Desai sir is. Believe me, Meera mam; Krish sir truly loves you. My mom and I have experiences with him that are living testimonials for that.”
“I know that he truly loves me, Nidhi.”
I heard Meera's voice, after a long gap.
 
I had heard enough. I stormed to the hall and looked at Desai like a winner.
"So this is your true face. Do you have anything to say?"
Before he could reply, I heard the door opening. Meera and Nidhi walked out to the hall. I looked at Desai again.
"Do you have anything to say, Desai?"
Desai looked at Meera.
"It changes nothing, Meera." He said nonchalantly. "There is no point in digging up my past. You know what I'm."
Meera kept staring at him. Her eyes were red.
"Yes, now I know you. And I know that nothing changes you, Desai." I said.
Desai stared at me.
Meera turned to Nidhi.
"Nidhi, that room is not soundproof."
Nidhi was shocked.
I nodded at her.
"We heard everything you spoke in there."
"That morning Krish had heard the sound from his room but he could not recognise your voice because in his head it was only me who could do it with Desai in this house," Meera said. "Poor my Krish, he ended up having a sour moment when he accused me of doing it."
Meera looked at me, completely ignoring Desai. She was not even interested in confronting him.
"I called him a psycho or something... I..."
Her eyes were suddenly wet.
"Meera," Desai said. "It was just a momentary thing. I was desperate for sex. It was beyond my control. So... when I saw Nidhi giving me the right signals, I gave in."
"Shut the fuck up, mister," Nidhi said. "I didn’t give you any signal. You blackmailed me to start it all. Did you forget it?"
"Nidhi, you have no idea what I was going through."
"But why, Desai, why?"
I asked.
"You were living a double life. How many times have you promised Meera that you have selected her as the one and only? There can’t be another woman in your life? And you chose to sleep with another woman in the same bed Meera slept. That too, by blackmailing her. What are you, Desai?"
Desai looked away and took a deep breath. He got up and slowly approached Meera.
"Meera you promised me you’d come with me. Didn’t you say you loved me? Are you going to forget it all in a matter of a few hours?"
"I’ve told you that I love you many times, and you know the circumstances. We have already talked about it enough times... You know that I didn’t mean it. Even Krish is aware of this."
"You are leaning back to Krish, now. Seeing that you’ve been tricked. Are you expecting him to welcome you as if nothing happened? You had unprotected sex with me, that too, promising me that you’d become the mother of my child. We’re going to make a family, didn’t you promise me? That too, right in front of his eyes."
"Who told you I’m expecting him to take me back? I’m not going back to him. I have decided one thing. Enough is enough. I can live my life myself. I can live independently."
"Meera. Please try to understand."
"No, Susheel. No." Meera raised her hand. "Please leave. There is no point in arguing like forever. You have already packed your bag. So it should be easy for you. And do me a favour. Don’t come back, saying you are unable to forget me. I have learnt my lesson the hardest way. There is no coming back."
Desai stared at her for a moment and shook his head.
"I got it, Meera. Now you have a thing to prove in front of your husband. You want to play the good one."
"Susheel." Meera raised her voice. "Don't use your nasty tricks here. I have a good impression of you, still. Don't spoil it. You know me, how stubborn I can be. Your anger, your frustration, and your desperation...none of them will get you anywhere. I believe there is a person inside you who can love people and live your life for others. It's a gift you've found out of our friendship. Go home, and be the son your mom saw in the video call this morning."
"Meera, I can explain my state of mind during those days. That day, we had a heated conversation and I was going to move out of the house. Krish was asking me to stay but you didn't. I was also feeling sorry that I had talked too much in a demeaning manner and insulted you. When you came to talk to me in the morning I was so frustrated that I wanted to drag you to my bed and forcefully make out with you. I even thought you would comply but I could not do that. I wanted you with your will, Meera. But you didn't say anything and you went to the office like I meant nothing to you. I was so frustrated. That's when Nidhi phoned me and asked for permission to visit Krish. She was coming here. When I reached the parking and met her, I couldn't control myself. I needed balance. I needed to be in control, to get back to you. I knew I was beginning to show you the desperate side of me and it was not good. So I diverted it to Nidhi. I accept that I screwed up big time. But Meera, whatever I did, I did it for one reason. I wanted you. I wanted you in my life. Yesterday whatever I told you while making love with you, they all came from the bottom of my heart. Believe me, I love you."
Meera shook her head sideways. She asked Nidhi for her phone.
“I would like to let you listen to a voice clip,” Meera played a voice clip on the phone. She increased the volume as it began playing.
 
"Good morning, sir."
I heard Nidhi's voice. It was fresh as the morning.
"Nidhi, how are you?"
"Fine sir, how are you?"
"I was thinking of you, Nidhi. Just you."
There was silence from Nidhi's side.
"You are coming, aren't you, Nidhi?"
"Sir, today .."
I could sense the nervousness in Nidhi's voice. Desai interrupted her.
"Come on Nidhi, I am waiting for you..."
"Sir, I am not safe today. If you could wait for a couple of days..."
"I can't wait even for an hour, Nidhi. My cock is throbbing for action. Be here at 9 o'clock. I'll take care of your safety... don't worry about it."
The phone was disconnected from Desai's side.
 
“This is you. Not at your desperate best. It is you, in your calculative best.” Meera said. Desai had nothing to say.
"Love and sexual frustration are different feelings, Susheel. That defines your character, Susheel. You are not a man who changed out of love. You are a man willing to go to any extent to have sex with the woman you are attracted to. You don’t care who she is. Tomorrow you’ll see another woman and you’ll be attracted to her."
"Come on, Meera. We know we are not the people who can lecture anyone on morals. You acknowledge Krish's love. But he will make her sleep with other men in future too and he’s not the man you deserve. "
"You have proved that you can do wrong when you are not being watched. There's a word in English for that. It's called integrity. I know I'm not a chaste woman to lecture you on that but you were the one who spent the whole last night and today morning making me believe I'm the one. I'm not the one, Susheel. I'm just one of many." 
Meera took a long breath before going on, "and about the man I deserve, I have no other way to admit that it is him." She looked at me. "If his actions were a crime, then I'm a partner in those crimes. Do you know what I'm most remorseful about? It's the fact that I have enjoyed it with all the men he has found for me."
 
Desai was forced to leave. And just before he walked out, Meera asked him not to go after Nidhi.
"You have always told me that you listen to what I say. Please stick to your words at least in this."
She said.
As soon as Desai walked out of the house, I let out a sigh.
"He left. Oh my god!"
Meera stared at me.
"Why are you so happy about it? Did you listen that I am still moving out?"
"I know you are a stubborn woman. But I'm not going to leave you now."
I said and pulled her close to me and kissed her. She tried to move but I overpowered her quickly. I felt Meera's resistance decrease and she slowly surrendered to me. And we kissed.
"Promise me you are gonna stay with me," I said.
"Only if you keep me."
Meera said.
"I promise that."
"Then I promise you too."
Meera said.
 
Nidhi was watching us.
“I think you guys may want to talk a little more intimately. Is there any soundproof room in this house, to be honest?” She asked.
Meera looked at me and smiled.
“Only you can tell.”
“That room is soundproof.” I pointed to Desai's room. “But I have nothing to hide from Nidhi. She’s my saviour.”
I looked at Nidhi gratefully.
 
"We needed a saviour.” Meera smiled. “I can't believe how we were forced by the situations to distrust each other and turn our back on each other.  When you said I slept with him, I didn't even think of confronting Desai before dismissing you. You too never thought of confronting Desai before doubting me."
“I have my thirst for adventure to blame for all of it. Beginning from the incident on the train. When I encouraged you to be intimate with Jai, I only thought it would be just a little bit of adventure. I never knew it would turn into something that makes you hate me." I said.
"I didn't hate you for that, Krish," Meera said. "But I hated myself for that. And I thought Susheel would also hate me because it is justified. If he had heard about that side of me after I had given him such a tough race to get close to me, then he would hate me. I would sound like a hypocrite. An opportunistic slut who was ready to spread my legs for anyone at any place. When I felt he was serious about me, I thought I should tell him; tell him that I'm not worthy to be treated with queen-like devotion. I also told him why I was not able to confess to you about it. If you remembered, I had tried telling you about it. But you were rather thrilled to hear about it. You were so turned on to hear how Jai had enjoyed giving me oral sex. And you were excited to do those stuff by yourself. In those days, we were fighting a war against Susheel. And I felt if you knew that I had sex with another man and got excited about it, then it would be easy for Susheel. I did not want to have Susheel in our life, Krish. Everything that I feared would happen if we let him in our life has happened. When I asked you that I'm choosing him over you, you believed me, didn't you?"
“Yes, I did.”
"Our love is not unbreakable, Krish. We must acknowledge that."
"I do understand now."
I said and put my hand around her. I pressed my forehead onto hers and looked into her eyes. She looked me back and I moved in further to kiss her. Meera readily kissed me back.
"Oh, my baby," I whispered and hugged her tight. And my mouth opened wide and covered her both lips. Our tongues met and soon, we were kissing madly.
"Baby, I want you." I gasped when we parted after a few seconds.
"Take me," Meera said without breaking eye contact.
I lifted her in my arms and hurried to my bedroom. I pushed her onto the bed in an instant and then it began. Our clothes flew in the air and we replaced them with wet kisses on each other's bodies. And eventually, Meera grabbed my dick and guided it into her pussy. It was a grand welcome. As I fucked her, I felt the rage I had felt brewing inside me the previous night coming back to me. There was no stopping.
Meera's moans were soft and I kept the pace under control as I enjoyed the sound of my dick going into her pussy. It was soft sex in every way. The only exception was when Meera hit a peak at the end of it and let out a scream. From her eyes, and the way her lips quivered, I could tell what it was.
It was so satisfying to watch.
"Finish it, Krish..." Meera whispered in my ear when she regained her breath. "Cum inside me. I want a child from you."
That was the best thing she had told me that day.
"But you won't become pregnant today, will you?"
I asked.
"Yes, I won't." Meera smiled. "But you can do it every day until I will."
I smiled.
"I will do it every day."
I promised her and fucked her deeper for more, and filled her pussy with an utterly satisfying ejaculation.
And that was the moment when I promised myself that there won't be any more games in my life.
 
“Are you going to miss the sex with Desai?”
I asked when I caught my breathing back.
“Sex with Desai.”
Meera smiled thoughtfully.
“You know Krish, sex is sometimes like food. It can be good, bad, or ordinary. We can hate it, love it or even become addicted to it. But there’s one thing that you remember. No matter how tasty it is, no matter how addicted are you, it can’t be the only thing that matter to you. It is just a small part of your world. You can forget it, and sacrifice it for the rest of your world. Sometimes it is not important at all.”
 
That was how Meera came back to me. She had chosen me over Desai.
That was how she became my Meera again.
 
 
When we came out of the room, Nidhi was still sitting in the hall, playing on her mobile phone. I had forgotten about her.
The smirk on her face told me that she had heard us making out.
Meera apologised for forgetting about her. There was a sense of fondness in the way she spoke to Nidhi. And she hugged Nidhi tight and said she saved her life. Nidhi said it was Meera who saved her life.
When Meera went to the kitchen to make coffee, I turned to Nidhi.
"I thought you had come to confront me," I said. "I was scared."
"You are a wonderful person, Krish." Nidhi smiled and placed her palm over mine. "And very lucky."
"Really?"
I laughed. I couldn't tell if she was teasing me.
"Very lucky to have a wife like Meera mam. Anyone else would have killed you in sleep."
I laughed.
"She can still do it."
"No, she won't." Nidhi smiled again. "That's why I said you are lucky."
She took her hand back and went on, "by the way, how are you gonna thank me for helping her to leave Desai sir and come back to you?"
"We had mended our bond already before you showed up. But Desai was capable to make a comeback. You helped Meera show him the door. I will be forever grateful."
"You had watched me having it with Sundeep in the parking lot, hadn’t you?”
Nidhi asked suddenly. I was taken aback.
"Yes," I admitted.
Nidhi stared me in the eyes.
“Are you angry with me?”
I asked.
“Do you think I would have come to tell Meera mam the truth about Desai sir if I was angry with you?”
“But you can blame me for what happened.”
“I would have felt angry, yes. But not after knowing what you did with my mom last night.”
I stared at her for a moment.
"What did she tell you we did last night?"
"She told me the truth, Krish! That’s why I said you are a wonderful person.”
She smiled.
I smiled at her too.
 

---THE END ---

[NileshT]

Chapter 42 - part 3

Suddenly the doorbell rang and it shocked all of us.

All the drama had to pause for a moment. There was a sense of panic in Meera's eyes as she stepped back from me and wiped her eyes.
“Oh, God!”
She exclaimed.
“I’ll check who it is,” I said and went to the door. Desai sat back on the sofa. Perhaps he knew that in front of a guest, Meera would be forced to act as if nothing happened. And I felt it was exactly what I needed at the hour.
 
I opened the door and saw Nidhi standing there.
“Is Meera home?” She asked straightaway.
I was stunned. I could only stare at her as if I saw a face of horror. She was not my saviour.
 
She had come to confront me. She had come to tell Meera that she would be better off if she left me and chose a wealthy man like Desai. The unfriendly stare that Nidhi welcomed me said a lot about how she was going to tell Meera that instead of feeling sorry her husband was busy fucking another woman.
Suddenly I felt I screwed it up by sleeping in Parvati’s house.
 
“Is Meera home, Krish sir?”
Nidhi asked again.
“Yes, come in,” I said.
Nidhi walked past me to the hall and she was taken aback when she saw Desai sitting in there.
“Hi, Nidhi.” He greeted her in his loud voice. “Are you off today?”
“Yes.” Nidhi didn’t smile as she spoke.  Meera was not seen and Nidhi’s eyes were searching for her.
“Where is Meera?” She asked him. I felt she was not going to pretend to be dumb and start treating Meera like she used to know. Nidhi knew Desai was the right person to ask about Meera.
“Hello, I’m here.” Meera walked into the hall. She looked far from normal with a fake display of pleasantness on her face.
“I want to talk to you, Meera,” Nidhi said.
Meera was a bit taken aback.
“I’m Nidhi, I work in Krish's office.”
Nidhi said.
“Yeah, I know.”
Meera said.
“I want to have a word with you, in private.”
Nidhi said and walked to Meera's room. I was left pondering the sense of confidence she was exuding. “Let’s go to your room. It is soundproof, isn’t it? Come on,” Nidhi said again and led Meera to the room.
I could only shake my head in confusion. The door was closed. I looked at Desai and his face was blank. Perhaps he was equally confused. But I knew it didn’t concern him.
I was fucking wrong!
 
“Have you decided to leave Krish and choose Desai sir?”
I heard Nidhi’s voice. She was clearly not holding back her voice as she was confident that it wouldn’t be heard from outside.
I moved a few steps closer.
“How do you know about this?”
Meera's response was a question. She was equally confused by Nidhi’s sudden intervention.
“Meera mam, this is very important. I want to tell you something that you must know before taking such a huge life decision.” Nidhi’s voice was suddenly soft. “For that, I will have to tell you a bit about myself. I am dating someone who used to meet me during office hours. Krish sir was wonderful to show no qualms about it. He actually helped us meet around. But one day we misused the freedom he granted me and I made out with my boyfriend in Krish sir’s car. A few days later, when sir had the accident here and was bedridden, Desai sir took over his place in the office. He was very good at business. But one day, that would be a month ago; he called me into his office and showed me a video clip. It was CCTV footage from the parking lot, where I and my boyfriend was doing it. We were inside the car but the video had my face visible and recognisable. That was the beginning.”
I was too stunned to take my eyes off the door. I did not care to see what Desai's reaction was, as Nidhi was unravelling the face of a monster in front of my wife.
Nidhi went on.
“Desai sir asked me what would be my mom’s reaction if that video went viral. I had no way but to fall at his feet and plead for his mercy.
At first, Desai sir tried to link me up with Krish sir. He said Krish sir must have seen it already. The car belonged to Krish sir so Desai sir alleged that I must have done it purposefully to let him watch. He alleged that I and Krish sir was having an affair and said I must be sleeping with Krish sir. I cried. Desai sir said a lot of things. He threatened me that he would tell my boyfriend that I was sleeping with Krish sir. Or even better, he said, would be him telling you about the truth. But I swear Meera mam, there is no such thing. Krish sir and I had nothing other than friendship.
 
For me and my mom, Krish sir is a person we always counted on. When Desai sir threatened to put a blemish on his name, I begged him. I begged him not to destroy Krish sir’s life; I told him Krish sir has only done good things to me. I fell at his feet and cried and begged for his mercy to stop destroying our lives.
But Desai sir had other intentions. I realised it only when he placed his hand on my head and pulled me toward his crotch. I was frightened. I was really frightened. But Desai sir told me that he was not going to force me. “It’s all up to you,” he said with a suggestive smirk. I hated him but I was left with no other option.”
There was a brief silence in the room.
I looked at Desai. He was sitting still on the sofa, his eyes fixed on the floor. He was either practising nonchalance or shaken by the realisation of how his monster face was being unravelled.
A few seconds later, Nidhi spoke again.
“That day, I gave him head. Until my knees ached so much that I could no longer do it. My lips were… I can’t tell you how they felt. You can imagine how I would have felt mentally. But it was just the beginning.
The next two days were a repetition except that there was no begging from my side. He would call me to the office in the afternoon and ask me to lock the door from the inside. And he would gesture for me to kneel in front of him. On the third day, I was anticipating it but he said he did it just for fun. He had no plan to cause harm to my life. It was hard to believe. You know how I would have felt. In your mind, you have all the bad shit… Every time he calls me, it’s a nightmare. I lived with dread that he would ask me to do something else. I was searching for a way to say no to him.
Those were sleepless nights. I stopped chewing when I ate food. I just swallowed for the sake of it.
But a few days passed and there was nothing from Desai sir’s end. I was like… I started believing what he said. He had done it just for fun. He had no plan to cause harm to my life.
Two weeks ago, I decided to meet Krish sir here. It was a Sunday, morning. I phoned Krish sir to ask if it was the right time to visit, but he said you had gone to the temple and asked me to visit on next day. I told him Monday I have work. Krish sir asked me to inform Desai sir that I was going to meet Krish sir.
So I phoned Desai sir the next morning and told him that I would be late in the morning as I would be visiting Krish sir. Desai sir said okay.
But then, when I reached here, I ran into Desai sir in the parking lot of this residential complex. He looked like he was preparing to leave.
 
But he wasn’t leaving. He said he was waiting for me. He said he would take me to Krish. I followed him to this house. And instead of taking me to Krish sir’s room, he took me to this room. I was confused and frightened. I asked him if he lived here. He replied that he was leaving. He looked frustrated. He said it was his bedroom but I noticed the dressing mirror and the makeup articles on it. I realised that it was your room. And he said this room is absolutely soundproof.”
 
I could foretell what Nidhi had come to reveal.
I remembered the Sunday when Nidhi had phoned me. I asked her to come on next day. That night was incidentally when Meera had let Desai kiss her in front of me. In the morning, Desai was frustrated enough to decide that he was leaving Pune.
Nidhi just walked into that frustration.
 
“Desai sir told me he had never thought he would be doing it, but then said he was having a very bad day and so he was going to do it.
I was frightened but when he gestured for me to kneel, I thought it would be something that I was familiar with. It began so, starting with me giving him head. A few minutes later he asked me to take off my shirt to avoid it getting wrinkled. He lay in the bed and asked me to climb onto it; I removed my shirt because I didn’t want to spoil it. There was no way I could meet Krish sir with a wrinkled shirt. Neither could I go home with it. But after that, while I was giving him head he removed my bra too. And he also started kissing me and touching my breasts, saying things like I got nice tender tits. Fuck. He then said he can't stop thinking about tasting me down there and wanted me to remove my pants. I gave in. One step at a time, I knew where this was heading to. But I had nowhere to go. He gave me oral sex. I don’t want to hide anything from you, mam. It was my first time being pleasured like that and I even had an orgasm. And then he made me suck him again. This time he started shedding his clothes too, and eventually, he took it where he wanted to. I was worried about cheating on my boyfriend but he said it was normal. His first girlfriend too had cheated on him, he said. By the time he learnt about her cheating, they had already parted. But he never hated her for cheating on him because he was aware that it was circumstances which led her to it. Like circumstances that led them to break up. He was saying all kinds of things to me and he knew I was not going to challenge him. When he was ready, he asked me to hold his thing and guide it into me. I did what I was asked.
And to be honest, Meera mam, it felt good. I had accepted what was my reality by then. I was making a lot of noise when he did it to me; crying and moaning – what else. The assurance that the room was a soundproof one let me lose grip on my mind completely. At the end of it, I had another orgasm, an intense one. It was an eye-opening moment for me, or like a soul-awakening experience. I was taken to a world I never knew existed and for a moment I wanted to remain there. My only wish in those moments was that Desai sir shouldn’t know that I enjoyed it. I was ashamed to acknowledge it. But he was…like a master of such things. I was just a girl. Desai sir didn’t pull out when he came, and there was no protection either.
After the sex, he said I must walk with him to the parking before coming back to meet Krish. But he warned me about the consequences in case I dared to speak to Krish sir about it.
I did what I was instructed. Went with him to the parking and waited for him to leave and then I returned to this house to meet Krish sir as if nothing happened. I didn’t dare to speak a word about it, to anyone.
When I reached my office that day, Desai sir asked me not to forget to take a pill.
 
The following day he tried to have sex with me in our office too. But I was scared. He tried to convince me. I agreed when he suggested we go to the bathroom. We went there and he got me naked. By then there was a feeling of anticipation about what I am going to endure. I was not doing it wilfully but I had accepted that this is going to happen. I knelt on the bathroom floor and gave him head. But when he bent me over the wash basin and tried to do it in a standing position I couldn't keep my mouth shut. He was like…huge. I tried my mouth but I was still making loud noises. I thought I was going to cry as I did in this house and I begged him to stop. The ventilator window was an open type and I was sure my nose would go out of the building. He said he had never been desperate for sex like that day. He wanted me. He said we were going to find a hotel. I said, “no, what if someone sees me?” I said I have a lot of friends, I have a boyfriend, and I have friends of my boyfriend. If anybody saw me with you going to a hotel or hanging around, it would be the end of my life. Desai sir was visibly frustrated. He asked me to take him to my house. He was that crazy. Eventually, I suggested that I would visit him the next morning as I had done on the previous day. At first, he thought it was too risky but then after seeing that I was not open to any other options, he agreed. He made me promise that I wouldn't visit you after the sex, though. Because he thought it was too risky. I agreed. I promised him that I would visit him and have sex with him and then would leave immediately.
Desai sir didn't finish the day without enjoying a little more. I gave him head in the bathroom and he finished by doing some rough things… you know, holding my head and doing… and eventually finishing it in my mouth. I closed my eyes as he came into my mouth. It was so much for me, more than a mouthful, and like always I closed my eyes as he made me swallow. But this time, I'm not sure how he did it; he recorded it with his mobile. While removing his pants he had kept his phone on the washbasin and he must have used it to make a quick video. He showed it to me later, saying I looked so beautiful in that. I panicked. It was a seven-second video but my face was visible. His big black penis was in my mouth and was holding my face still as he was ejaculating into my mouth. I panicked and asked if he was blackmailing me. He said no, he just took the video to watch the beautiful moment when he was alone. I demanded he deletes it.
"It's a secret between us," he assured. I kept requesting him to delete it and he finally agreed. He deleted it. But I believe it must be with him. He could still send it to Sundeep – that’s my boyfriend’s name - who would make it viral for what I've done to him. My best option was to be gentle with Desai sir. He has never threatened me because he never had to, except the first time.
The next day, however, he couldn't invite me as he left for Mumbai. Then, a few days after coming back from Mumbai, he gave me a ring in the morning. I have a recording of that call. If you didn’t believe what I told you until now, then you must hear it.”
Nidhi said and then there was no sound coming from the room. I guessed she must have handed Meera the phone and the latter was listening to the call recording.
 
I looked at Desai again. This was only the second time I was looking at him since Nidhi had closed that door.
Desai was staring at me. My heart jumped out with joy. Desai looked like a loser in every sense. I wondered if he was still plotting to defend himself. I knew it would be a futile exercise.
 
A few seconds later, Nidhi started talking again.
"I’m not sparing the details because I’m sure you’ll know that I’m now lying about anything. You know how he is in bed.
That day he was a monster in the bed. He opened the door and asked me to be silent as he walked me to this room. As soon as I came in, he closed that door and told me, "you can be noisy now, as loud as you can."
And he went on to make me cry louder than the previous time, louder than I have ever imagined that I could. My cries eventually became pleasure sounds. I lost all inhibitions as he used my body in the ways I thought I wanted to. He kept asking me if my boyfriend was able to give me that much pleasure. I said no. He asked me if I loved him. I said yes. And he asked me if I missed him in bed. I said no. He said, "this is what makes you sexy."
For him, the hotness in me was because I was not single. After making me hit my orgasm, he asked me if I was going to regret those moments. I said probably.
He said don't feel guilty. "When you go back to your boyfriend when you have sex with him, I want you to think of this moment. I want you to think of me. I want you to cherish these lovely moments. This moment of my cock filling the whole of your pussy, and filling it with loads and loads of my cum.” He was so explicit, I hope you’d forgive me. But I want you to believe me, that’s why I’m giving you such explicit details, Meera mam. And he said, “I want you to come back to me when I call, Nidhi. And be mine, for a little while. Will you come back to live these moments, my girl?" He was treating me like I was his lover. I could only say yes. I had surrendered my body and mind to the waves of pleasure he was giving me. He talked about seeing my disappointed face when Sundeep finished it off while having sex with me in the car, and said a girl like me deserved to know what real sex means. And he took me on again, harder than I could resist, and came inside me. I didn't feel an iota of nervousness regarding them being my unsafe period. I was ready to welcome him in any manner he wanted. When he finished, I didn't want to leave the bed, pretending to be physically exhausted. But inside me, I just wanted to stay in those moments. I had forgotten my love, my boyfriend, and everything. Desai sir was a conqueror.”
Even though the things Nidhi was telling Meera were revealing Desai's true face, the way she was suddenly praising Desai's sexual prowess was making me jealous.
Desai was the monster who could turn into a god of sex and make his victims praise him. No wonder why Meera had lost her power to say no to him.
Nidhi spent a moment gathering her memories to open another chapter.
“And we had sex another time too, as Desai sir took me to a hotel suite without telling me where we were going. He said there was a client meeting that he thought I should attend with him. I followed him and I realised his plan only when we reached the suite, where nobody was waiting for us. In the suit, he straightaway grabbed me and started kissing me. I was shocked.
I protested. "Why here?"
And he said we could not meet at Krish sir’s house anymore.
"He's recovered and he's walking. I can't take the risk anymore."
There was no resistance from me, though I felt cheated in the beginning. I was soon lying in the bed, and he was making me cry, moan, and scream like anything. I learnt how much he was holding back when we were in your house because his energy was at another level. He took me to orgasms many times before he finished himself. I welcomed him in many ways, without showing any hesitation. I had become his personal slut and I loved the feeling. I wanted to serve him. I knelt in front of him with my mouth open to let him fill me with his sperm. But he would stop before he finished, saying his sperm should enter my body only through my… vagina. He asked me when was the last time I had sex with Sundeep.
"The last time was when you saw us in the car," I said. Desai sir said it was bad.
"That's bad. I want you to go back to him tomorrow. Make love to him, and feel the difference. I am sure you'll miss me, you'll long to come back to me, you will long for my cock. I want you to come back to me, Nidhi. Will you do that?"
I promised him that I would.
"I'll do anything for you, sir,” I said. “I'm your personal property."
I didn't even know what I was saying. Later I would be ashamed of it but in those moments, I had lost the grip on myself. My conscience, my soul, everything."
Nidhi took a small break before beginning again.
“If he had asked me yesterday morning to come to a hotel suite, I would have gone. That’s the level of domination he has on me. I don’t know how it is, but thinking of the moments he has given me makes me warm. I have had sleepless nights about him. And those nights had finished with wet dreams.
But last night, Krish sir showed up at my house. I wasn’t there. I was at a relative’s house. When I returned my mother told me that his wife had left him and chosen Desai, sir. That’s why I came here to meet you. I hope you understand what I was telling you. I don’t have a scary picture of Desai sir. He’s the man who can show you heaven. But that’s the scariest thing about him.
Meera mam, you can’t trust that man. I am scared that he might use that video clip. But I have managed to take a video clip of him too when he was eating my pussy in the hotel suite. It has his face. I hope it will work because he got a business empire to protect. The moment he threatens me again, I will threaten him too. But if he was to propose to me to have sex with him, I was not sure how to stop myself. That was until today morning. Now I have no such doubts. He is a monster who needs to be stopped. But I wouldn’t have come here if my mom hadn’t told me how Krish sir cried in front of her. He is ready to accept you no matter what you decided. Because he is aware of how good Desai sir is, and he is also aware of how deceptive Desai sir is. Believe me, Meera mam; Krish sir truly loves you. My mom and I have experiences with him that are living testimonials for that.”
“I know that he truly loves me, Nidhi.”
I heard Meera's voice, after a long gap.
 
I had heard enough. I stormed to the hall and looked at Desai like a winner.
"So this is your true face. Do you have anything to say?"
Before he could reply, I heard the door opening. Meera and Nidhi walked out to the hall. I looked at Desai again.
"Do you have anything to say, Desai?"
Desai looked at Meera.
"It changes nothing, Meera." He said nonchalantly. "There is no point in digging up my past. You know what I'm."
Meera kept staring at him. Her eyes were red.
"Yes, now I know you. And I know that nothing changes you, Desai." I said.
Desai stared at me.
Meera turned to Nidhi.
"Nidhi, that room is not soundproof."
Nidhi was shocked.
I nodded at her.
"We heard everything you spoke in there."
"That morning Krish had heard the sound from his room but he could not recognise your voice because in his head it was only me who could do it with Desai in this house," Meera said. "Poor my Krish, he ended up having a sour moment when he accused me of doing it."
Meera looked at me, completely ignoring Desai. She was not even interested in confronting him.
"I called him a psycho or something... I..."
Her eyes were suddenly wet.
"Meera," Desai said. "It was just a momentary thing. I was desperate for sex. It was beyond my control. So... when I saw Nidhi giving me the right signals, I gave in."
"Shut the fuck up, mister," Nidhi said. "I didn’t give you any signal. You blackmailed me to start it all. Did you forget it?"
"Nidhi, you have no idea what I was going through."
"But why, Desai, why?"
I asked.
"You were living a double life. How many times have you promised Meera that you have selected her as the one and only? There can’t be another woman in your life? And you chose to sleep with another woman in the same bed Meera slept. That too, by blackmailing her. What are you, Desai?"
Desai looked away and took a deep breath. He got up and slowly approached Meera.
"Meera you promised me you’d come with me. Didn’t you say you loved me? Are you going to forget it all in a matter of a few hours?"
"I’ve told you that I love you many times, and you know the circumstances. We have already talked about it enough times... You know that I didn’t mean it. Even Krish is aware of this."
"You are leaning back to Krish, now. Seeing that you’ve been tricked. Are you expecting him to welcome you as if nothing happened? You had unprotected sex with me, that too, promising me that you’d become the mother of my child. We’re going to make a family, didn’t you promise me? That too, right in front of his eyes."
"Who told you I’m expecting him to take me back? I’m not going back to him. I have decided one thing. Enough is enough. I can live my life myself. I can live independently."
"Meera. Please try to understand."
"No, Susheel. No." Meera raised her hand. "Please leave. There is no point in arguing like forever. You have already packed your bag. So it should be easy for you. And do me a favour. Don’t come back, saying you are unable to forget me. I have learnt my lesson the hardest way. There is no coming back."
Desai stared at her for a moment and shook his head.
"I got it, Meera. Now you have a thing to prove in front of your husband. You want to play the good one."
"Susheel." Meera raised her voice. "Don't use your nasty tricks here. I have a good impression of you, still. Don't spoil it. You know me, how stubborn I can be. Your anger, your frustration, and your desperation...none of them will get you anywhere. I believe there is a person inside you who can love people and live your life for others. It's a gift you've found out of our friendship. Go home, and be the son your mom saw in the video call this morning."
"Meera, I can explain my state of mind during those days. That day, we had a heated conversation and I was going to move out of the house. Krish was asking me to stay but you didn't. I was also feeling sorry that I had talked too much in a demeaning manner and insulted you. When you came to talk to me in the morning I was so frustrated that I wanted to drag you to my bed and forcefully make out with you. I even thought you would comply but I could not do that. I wanted you with your will, Meera. But you didn't say anything and you went to the office like I meant nothing to you. I was so frustrated. That's when Nidhi phoned me and asked for permission to visit Krish. She was coming here. When I reached the parking and met her, I couldn't control myself. I needed balance. I needed to be in control, to get back to you. I knew I was beginning to show you the desperate side of me and it was not good. So I diverted it to Nidhi. I accept that I screwed up big time. But Meera, whatever I did, I did it for one reason. I wanted you. I wanted you in my life. Yesterday whatever I told you while making love with you, they all came from the bottom of my heart. Believe me, I love you."
Meera shook her head sideways. She asked Nidhi for her phone.
“I would like to let you listen to a voice clip,” Meera played a voice clip on the phone. She increased the volume as it began playing.
 
"Good morning, sir."
I heard Nidhi's voice. It was fresh as the morning.
"Nidhi, how are you?"
"Fine sir, how are you?"
"I was thinking of you, Nidhi. Just you."
There was silence from Nidhi's side.
"You are coming, aren't you, Nidhi?"
"Sir, today .."
I could sense the nervousness in Nidhi's voice. Desai interrupted her.
"Come on Nidhi, I am waiting for you..."
"Sir, I am not safe today. If you could wait for a couple of days..."
"I can't wait even for an hour, Nidhi. My cock is throbbing for action. Be here at 9 o'clock. I'll take care of your safety... don't worry about it."
The phone was disconnected from Desai's side.
 
“This is you. Not at your desperate best. It is you, in your calculative best.” Meera said. Desai had nothing to say.
"Love and sexual frustration are different feelings, Susheel. That defines your character, Susheel. You are not a man who changed out of love. You are a man willing to go to any extent to have sex with the woman you are attracted to. You don’t care who she is. Tomorrow you’ll see another woman and you’ll be attracted to her."
"Come on, Meera. We know we are not the people who can lecture anyone on morals. You acknowledge Krish's love. But he will make her sleep with other men in future too and he’s not the man you deserve. "
"You have proved that you can do wrong when you are not being watched. There's a word in English for that. It's called integrity. I know I'm not a chaste woman to lecture you on that but you were the one who spent the whole last night and today morning making me believe I'm the one. I'm not the one, Susheel. I'm just one of many." 
Meera took a long breath before going on, "and about the man I deserve, I have no other way to admit that it is him." She looked at me. "If his actions were a crime, then I'm a partner in those crimes. Do you know what I'm most remorseful about? It's the fact that I have enjoyed it with all the men he has found for me."
 
Desai was forced to leave. And just before he walked out, Meera asked him not to go after Nidhi.
"You have always told me that you listen to what I say. Please stick to your words at least in this."
She said.
As soon as Desai walked out of the house, I let out a sigh.
"He left. Oh my god!"
Meera stared at me.
"Why are you so happy about it? Did you listen that I am still moving out?"
"I know you are a stubborn woman. But I'm not going to leave you now."
I said and pulled her close to me and kissed her. She tried to move but I overpowered her quickly. I felt Meera's resistance decrease and she slowly surrendered to me. And we kissed.
"Promise me you are gonna stay with me," I said.
"Only if you keep me."
Meera said.
"I promise that."
"Then I promise you too."
Meera said.
 
Nidhi was watching us.
“I think you guys may want to talk a little more intimately. Is there any soundproof room in this house, to be honest?” She asked.
Meera looked at me and smiled.
“Only you can tell.”
“That room is soundproof.” I pointed to Desai's room. “But I have nothing to hide from Nidhi. She’s my saviour.”
I looked at Nidhi gratefully.
 
"We needed a saviour.” Meera smiled. “I can't believe how we were forced by the situations to distrust each other and turn our back on each other.  When you said I slept with him, I didn't even think of confronting Desai before dismissing you. You too never thought of confronting Desai before doubting me."
“I have my thirst for adventure to blame for all of it. Beginning from the incident on the train. When I encouraged you to be intimate with Jai, I only thought it would be just a little bit of adventure. I never knew it would turn into something that makes you hate me." I said.
"I didn't hate you for that, Krish," Meera said. "But I hated myself for that. And I thought Susheel would also hate me because it is justified. If he had heard about that side of me after I had given him such a tough race to get close to me, then he would hate me. I would sound like a hypocrite. An opportunistic slut who was ready to spread my legs for anyone at any place. When I felt he was serious about me, I thought I should tell him; tell him that I'm not worthy to be treated with queen-like devotion. I also told him why I was not able to confess to you about it. If you remembered, I had tried telling you about it. But you were rather thrilled to hear about it. You were so turned on to hear how Jai had enjoyed giving me oral sex. And you were excited to do those stuff by yourself. In those days, we were fighting a war against Susheel. And I felt if you knew that I had sex with another man and got excited about it, then it would be easy for Susheel. I did not want to have Susheel in our life, Krish. Everything that I feared would happen if we let him in our life has happened. When I asked you that I'm choosing him over you, you believed me, didn't you?"
“Yes, I did.”
"Our love is not unbreakable, Krish. We must acknowledge that."
"I do understand now."
I said and put my hand around her. I pressed my forehead onto hers and looked into her eyes. She looked me back and I moved in further to kiss her. Meera readily kissed me back.
"Oh, my baby," I whispered and hugged her tight. And my mouth opened wide and covered her both lips. Our tongues met and soon, we were kissing madly.
"Baby, I want you." I gasped when we parted after a few seconds.
"Take me," Meera said without breaking eye contact.
I lifted her in my arms and hurried to my bedroom. I pushed her onto the bed in an instant and then it began. Our clothes flew in the air and we replaced them with wet kisses on each other's bodies. And eventually, Meera grabbed my dick and guided it into her pussy. It was a grand welcome. As I fucked her, I felt the rage I had felt brewing inside me the previous night coming back to me. There was no stopping.
Meera's moans were soft and I kept the pace under control as I enjoyed the sound of my dick going into her pussy. It was soft sex in every way. The only exception was when Meera hit a peak at the end of it and let out a scream. From her eyes, and the way her lips quivered, I could tell what it was.
It was so satisfying to watch.
"Finish it, Krish..." Meera whispered in my ear when she regained her breath. "Cum inside me. I want a child from you."
That was the best thing she had told me that day.
"But you won't become pregnant today, will you?"
I asked.
"Yes, I won't." Meera smiled. "But you can do it every day until I will."
I smiled.
"I will do it every day."
I promised her and fucked her deeper for more, and filled her pussy with an utterly satisfying ejaculation.
And that was the moment when I promised myself that there won't be any more games in my life.
 
“Are you going to miss the sex with Desai?”
I asked when I caught my breathing back.
“Sex with Desai.”
Meera smiled thoughtfully.
“You know Krish, sex is sometimes like food. It can be good, bad, or ordinary. We can hate it, love it or even become addicted to it. But there’s one thing that you remember. No matter how tasty it is, no matter how addicted are you, it can’t be the only thing that matter to you. It is just a small part of your world. You can forget it, and sacrifice it for the rest of your world. Sometimes it is not important at all.”
 
That was how Meera came back to me. She had chosen me over Desai.
That was how she became my Meera again.
 
 
When we came out of the room, Nidhi was still sitting in the hall, playing on her mobile phone. I had forgotten about her.
The smirk on her face told me that she had heard us making out.
Meera apologised for forgetting about her. There was a sense of fondness in the way she spoke to Nidhi. And she hugged Nidhi tight and said she saved her life. Nidhi said it was Meera who saved her life.
When Meera went to the kitchen to make coffee, I turned to Nidhi.
"I thought you had come to confront me," I said. "I was scared."
"You are a wonderful person, Krish." Nidhi smiled and placed her palm over mine. "And very lucky."
"Really?"
I laughed. I couldn't tell if she was teasing me.
"Very lucky to have a wife like Meera mam. Anyone else would have killed you in sleep."
I laughed.
"She can still do it."
"No, she won't." Nidhi smiled again. "That's why I said you are lucky."
She took her hand back and went on, "by the way, how are you gonna thank me for helping her to leave Desai sir and come back to you?"
"We had mended our bond already before you showed up. But Desai was capable to make a comeback. You helped Meera show him the door. I will be forever grateful."
"You had watched me having it with Sundeep in the parking lot, hadn’t you?”
Nidhi asked suddenly. I was taken aback.
"Yes," I admitted.
Nidhi stared me in the eyes.
“Are you angry with me?”
I asked.
“Do you think I would have come to tell Meera mam the truth about Desai sir if I was angry with you?”
“But you can blame me for what happened.”
“I would have felt angry, yes. But not after knowing what you did with my mom last night.”
I stared at her for a moment.
"What did she tell you we did last night?"
"She told me the truth, Krish! That’s why I said you are a wonderful person.”
She smiled.
I smiled at her too.
 

---THE END ---

Desai will come back with plan of destroying Krish and Nidhi by bringing security officer as they had down something wrong in security and he will try to win Meera heart

[gunwinny]

Perfect end

[Rbjunior]

Perfect end

Maybe a new beginning....
Hoping for the 4th instalment for this perfectly chalked out erotic thriller. The 3rd chapter finale proved for both Meera and Krish that the challenges are whatever it may, they could enjoy it and that doesn't separate them from one another. She preferred confiding everything with Desai rather than to Krish, for the reason that, she thought it only helps to arouse Krish but fail to notice how she enjoyed the sex with those men. She couldn't talk these matters with Krish because she loved him and respected him as her husband. After Desai got in their good books she thought it is better to talk it out with someone other than Krish, and there was no better choice than Desai - their partner in crime. Meera does have a high libido and Krish has his own sexual fetish, if that's a bad thing then both are damaged goods. I know for sure the two chapters could almost split their relationship. But it didn't only made it stronger. My wishes for Krish and Meera for their future escapades....Damn i can't believe it is over....

Krish99....gotta say buddy....... !!!!

[chutdriller]

A Personal and Heartfelt thank you to Author Krish for this story and keeping Meera and Krish together.

I know every reader wanted the ending according to them. Many are disappointed by this ending and similarly many are happy with this ending.

I usually read chapters from this series (part 1 2 and 3) again and again multiple times waiting for new updates. If the ending was dark and Meera and Krish separated I would not be able to read this story(any of the 3 parts or even the best chapters) again and again in future. After penultimate chapter where meera leaves krish, I could not read any chapters again. For whole 2 weeks I never read any chapters from Part 1,2 and 3. They only thing that I read was the comments from fellow readers in this story.

Now that Meera and Krish are together I feel so happy. I am reading this story and chapters (all 3 parts) again and again. I feel the repetitive reading will remain forever. Thank you for this author. This is my personal feeling probably due to the attachment to this story and to Meera and Krish. People generally repetitively read stories that make them feel good and happy.

Another personal thank you to all my fellow readers of this story. It was so interesting to read your comments and interact. Hope this continues even if the story has ended.

[krish_999]

A few thoughts.

1.   The first chapter of the story was posted in Oct 2020 and the last one in Jan 2023. 27 months to complete this story - vs 16 months to complete 'No One Dies a Saint'.

2.   However, I started thinking about the third part (among a couple of other story ideas) immediately after the completion of the NODS. But I had no idea that it would take this long to finish this story. A personal tragedy had happened in between, delaying it more than I thought.

3.   When I started thinking about the third part (before committing to writing it), the story had a very different storyline. In that, Krish and Meera would start sharing their fantasies and finally decide to do it again with someone 'just once'. But that person happened to be a Casanova who stays long enough in their life until Meera becomes pregnant. She refuses abortion and the couple part ways. Krish ends up with Nikita who was by then separated from her husband (the initial storyline didn't have any mention of Nikita's child :P ) Krish starts living with Nikita but later, when Krish see Meera's child (like 3 month old), he's surprised to see it's his own (from the looks, eyes, etc.) And he is hit with remorse. So much drama after that and eventually Nikita asks him to leave her for Meera.
It's just a thread - I stopped thinking about it very soon. Because it was so much drama with very less sex. I knew it wouldn't work here. :P 

4.   When I started to write the story chapter-wise, I tried to write in the third person POV. But then I thought readers would eventually force me to give Meera's thought process too, so I decided to re-write in first person POV.

5.   When I started writing the story (but not started posting it) the story had a different climax. Krish and Meera were to part ways, forever, bringing the series to an irreversible end. In this storyline, Meera was to fall in love with the other guy and chooses to become pregnant with her will to convince Krish that she has moved on. And that person was not Desai. It was Ashish. This is the alternate climax that I said might shock the readers. Because in this version, Desai never gets to sleep with Meera. His part ends in the mid part of the story. Ashish, on the other hand, was a genuine person with a belief - 'one woman for one man'. So after making love to Meera (not in the same circumstance that the present version has), Ashish lets go of his marriage and gets a divorce. And his loyalty and attitude make Meera fall in love with him. This version was more like a love story.
However, as I started developing the story, the character of Desai grew in my head so deeply that I started feeling for him. He was a man with a horrible past, a man who didn't want to accept defeat, and eventually a man who changed himself to get what he wanted. I also felt dropping him in the mid part of the story and taking Ashish from thereon would make the story look like two stories stitched together. Desai's chase going nowhere was going to attract readers' backlash. This is the point when I said I was affected by readers' influence. But readers had no idea what I had in my mind. Desai's part had more erotica and Ashish's part had more romance/love. So I decided to favour Desai to be the main character.
But even when I thought Desai was the main guy, I needed Ashish to bring down Meera's defence to accept Desai. Many readers didn't like the idea of Ashish and Meera having sex. But I felt it was necessary to let the couple realise it is not that hard.

6.   In this alternate climax too, I had no plan to leave Krish to look like a saint LOL. During the initial part, there was a scene when he was approached by a friend to help him elope with his girlfriend. This scene is still there - you can see it in Chapter 10 - when Krish and Meera are about to board the train. The friend's name was Ashok and the girl's name was Anupama. In the alternate version, Krish takes up the challenge to take Anupama to Bangalore but is forced to deviate from the main route due to heavy rains. This trip leads to a moment when Krish and Anupama become intimate, before dropping her with Ashok.
When Meera leaves Krish for Ashish, Krish is devastated but is also in a state to admit that he didn't deserve to live with Meera. At this time he gets Ashok's phone call, who invites him to his marriage. Krish was surprised that it took him so long to marry his girlfriend even after eloping, but Ashok tells him that he was not getting married to Anupama. Turns out, the couple had parted long ago.
Eventually, Krish and Anupama meet up in Hyderabad and they casually start seeing each other. That's the end of the story.
The whole thing is a bit romantic not as erotic as our beloved site demands. And since I chose Desai as the other guy for Meera in this story, the Anupama-Krish thread was avoided. I still have this version in my note which I believe will stand on its own, and I might write it as a small story like 'The Accident'. Five chapters, maybe?

7.   In the present version, the event Desai used to separate the couple was the Jai incident. In an alternate version of this Desai game, Desai sends Krish to Mumbai with Maithrei. He was aware of Maithrei's inclination toward Krish and he expected her to seduce Krish in Mumbai. And while making love to Meera, he casually reveals that Krish and Maithrei might be fucking like rats. Meera was shocked and she chided Desai. He makes Desai call Maithrei who reveals that they both were sleeping in separate rooms. Meera happily calls Krish and bids him goodnight. When Krish returns from Mumbai, Meera welcomes him with some juicy sex and extra love lol. However, there was another side to the previous night. Even though Krish had discarded all of Maithrei's advances, when Meera phoned him to bid goodnight, he learned that she was with Desai. This frustrates him and triggers him to knock on Maithrei's door. He sleeps with her and the next day wakes up with guilt which intensifies when Meera treats him with a lot of respect on his return. He later chooses to discuss his dilemma with Desai on phone, which was heard by Meera. All the trust between the couple is gone, and problems start. This version lacked balance and I chose to drop it eventually.

8.   In the last chapter, I had written a streamy scene between Krish and Parvati just because I loved to imagine them in bed. Parvati was conservative in bed and had no sex for years. The things Krish did with her body make her very satisfied (she even joked that she would have kept her pussy shaved if she had even a distant idea).
However, including this scene in the final version was never a serious option.

9.   All the changes that I said I made after starting the story, were not meant to bring shock value. And also not to add a twist nobody was guessing. My Point is never to create twists for the sake of giving surprises. But to make those surprises believable and likeable. I think if the writer can choose the right words with the right momentum, even the stupidest scene will look realistic. Many of you have commented that I often leave the chapter on a cliffhanger. I have explained that in an earlier comment. I bring twists only when necessary, otherwise, I just highlight a point that catches your attention.

10. The first part of this series was my first-ever story in any forum. When I go back and read it again, and then look at what I write now, I realise what has changed in my writing. You can see it. From barely making a few sentences and getting tired of constructing imaginary conversations, I have reached a stage where I can write a full page about anything in one sitting. This was never going to be possible if I was only to write for myself. It happened only because I wrote it for someone else who I knew could look at my writing critically. That sums up the importance of you all - The readers - for the real force behind the change in my writing. I am forever grateful to you all for helping me, and encouraging me, to write more.

11. A friend recently advised me to stay healthy because he felt staying awake for late hours was an unhealthy practice; indeed it is. I was also of the same view that it would affect the readers too, who stayed awake until late hours to check for updates or read an update posted at 2 am. But I was helpless, to be honest. The kick to deliver was so much in my blood, I guess. Next time I write something here, I will try not to hamper your sleep. But my promises have very less value here, lol.

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.

13. About those discussions you guys held here, I have gone through all of them. Such long, detailed comments, I think no other thread had this privilege. While reading your assumptions/ justifications, there is one thing that I have realised. The future of Xossipy is bright. With so many people with wild imaginations, how can this forum run short of writers? Guys, you all need to do only one thing to be a writer: Start. Start writing what comes into your mind. I'm sure you'll stun yourself when you see the reaction.
 
Looking forward to hearing more from you, about the story, about everything.
Thanking you all again for the love and support.
Keep reading, and Keep posting.
Love Krish.
 
 

[masud93]

thanks krish

[masud93]

love from Bangladesh

[chutdriller]

A few thoughts.

1.   The first chapter of the story was posted in Oct 2020 and the last one in Jan 2023. 27 months to complete this story - vs 16 months to complete 'No One Dies a Saint'.

2.   However, I started thinking about the third part (among a couple of other story ideas) immediately after the completion of the NODS. But I had no idea that it would take this long to finish this story. A personal tragedy had happened in between, delaying it more than I thought.

3.   When I started thinking about the third part (before committing to writing it), the story had a very different storyline. In that, Krish and Meera would start sharing their fantasies and finally decide to do it again with someone 'just once'. But that person happened to be a Casanova who stays long enough in their life until Meera becomes pregnant. She refuses abortion and the couple part ways. Krish ends up with Nikita who was by then separated from her husband (the initial storyline didn't have any mention of Nikita's child :P ) Krish starts living with Nikita but later, when Krish see Meera's child (like 3 month old), he's surprised to see it's his own (from the looks, eyes, etc.) And he is hit with remorse. So much drama after that and eventually Nikita asks him to leave her for Meera.
It's just a thread - I stopped thinking about it very soon. Because it was so much drama with very less sex. I knew it wouldn't work here. :P 

4.   When I started to write the story chapter-wise, I tried to write in the third person POV. But then I thought readers would eventually force me to give Meera's thought process too, so I decided to re-write in first person POV.

5.   When I started writing the story (but not started posting it) the story had a different climax. Krish and Meera were to part ways, forever, bringing the series to an irreversible end. In this storyline, Meera was to fall in love with the other guy and chooses to become pregnant with her will to convince Krish that she has moved on. And that person was not Desai. It was Ashish. This is the alternate climax that I said might shock the readers. Because in this version, Desai never gets to sleep with Meera. His part ends in the mid part of the story. Ashish, on the other hand, was a genuine person with a belief - 'one woman for one man'. So after making love to Meera (not in the same circumstance that the present version has), Ashish lets go of his marriage and gets a divorce. And his loyalty and attitude make Meera fall in love with him. This version was more like a love story.
However, as I started developing the sto ry, the character of Desai grew in my head so deeply that I started feeling for him. He was a man with a horrible past, a man who didn't want to accept defeat, and eventually a man who changed himself to get what he wanted. I also felt dropping him in the mid part of the story and taking Ashish from thereon would make the story look like two stories stitched together. Desai's chase going nowhere was going to attract readers' backlash. This is the point when I said I was affected by readers' influence. But readers had no idea what I had in my mind. Desai's part had more erotica and Ashish's part had more romance/love. So I decided to favour Desai to be the main character.
But even when I thought Desai was the main guy, I needed Ashish to bring down Meera's defence to accept Desai. Many readers didn't like the idea of Ashish and Meera having sex. But I felt it was necessary to let the couple realise it is not that hard.

6.   In this alternate climax too, I had no plan to leave Krish to look like a saint LOL. During the initial part, there was a scene when he was approached by a friend to help him elope with his girlfriend. This scene is still there - you can see it in Chapter 10 - when Krish and Meera are about to board the train. The friend's name was Ashok and the girl's name was Anupama. In the alternate version, Krish takes up the challenge to take Anupama to Bangalore but is forced to deviate from the main route due to heavy rains. This trip leads to a moment when Krish and Anupama become intimate, before dropping her with Ashok.
When Meera leaves Krish for Ashish, Krish is devastated but is also in a state to admit that he didn't deserve to live with Meera. At this time he gets Ashok's phone call, who invites him to his marriage. Krish was surprised that it took him so long to marry his girlfriend even after eloping, but Ashok tells him that he was not getting married to Anupama. Turns out, the couple had parted long ago.
Eventually, Krish and Anupama meet up in Hyderabad and they casually start seeing each other. That's the end of the story.
The whole thing is a bit romantic not as erotic as our beloved site demands. And since I chose Desai as the other guy for Meera in this story, the Anupama-Krish thread was avoided. I still have this version in my note which I believe will stand on its own, and I might write it as a small story like 'The Accident'. Five chapters, maybe?

7.   In the present version, the event Desai used to separate the couple was the Jai incident. In an alternate version of this Desai game, Desai sends Krish to Mumbai with Maithrei. He was aware of Maithrei's inclination toward Krish and he expected her to seduce Krish in Mumbai. And while making love to Meera, he casually reveals that Krish and Maithrei might be fucking like rats. Meera was shocked and she chided Desai. He makes Desai call Maithrei who reveals that they both were sleeping in separate rooms. Meera happily calls Krish and bids him goodnight. When Krish returns from Mumbai, Meera welcomes him with some juicy sex and extra love lol. However, there was another side to the previous night. Even though Krish had discarded all of Maithrei's advances, when Meera phoned him to bid goodnight, he learned that she was with Desai. This frustrates him and triggers him to knock on Maithrei's door. He sleeps with her and the next day wakes up with guilt which intensifies when Meera treats him with a lot of respect on his return. He later chooses to discuss his dilemma with Desai on phone, which was heard by Meera. All the trust between the couple is gone, and problems start. This version lacked balance and I chose to drop it eventually.

8.   In the last chapter, I had written a streamy scene between Krish and Parvati just because I loved to imagine them in bed. Parvati was conservative in bed and had no sex for years. The things Krish did with her body make her very satisfied (she even joked that she would have kept her pussy shaved if she had even a distant idea).
However, including this scene in the final version was never a serious option.

9.   All the changes that I said I made after starting the story, were not meant to bring shock value. And also not to add a twist nobody was guessing. My Point is never to create twists for the sake of giving surprises. But to make those surprises believable and likeable. I think if the writer can choose the right words with the right momentum, even the stupidest scene will look realistic. Many of you have commented that I often leave the chapter on a cliffhanger. I have explained that in an earlier comment. I bring twists only when necessary, otherwise, I just highlight a point that catches your attention.

10. The first part of this series was my first-ever story in any forum. When I go back and read it again, and then look at what I write now, I realise what has changed in my writing. You can see it. From barely making a few sentences and getting tired of constructing imaginary conversations, I have reached a stage where I can write a full page about anything in one sitting. This was never going to be possible if I was only to write for myself. It happened only because I wrote it for someone else who I knew could look at my writing critically. That sums up the importance of you all - The readers - for the real force behind the change in my writing. I am forever grateful to you all for helping me, and encouraging me, to write more.

11. A friend recently advised me to stay healthy because he felt staying awake for late hours was an unhealthy practice; indeed it is. I was also of the same view that it would affect the readers too, who stayed awake until late hours to check for updates or read an update posted at 2 am. But I was helpless, to be honest. The kick to deliver was so much in my blood, I guess. Next time I write something here, I will try not to hamper your sleep. But my promises have very less value here, lol.

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.

13. About those discussions you guys held here, I have gone through all of them. Such long, detailed comments, I think no other thread had this privilege. While reading your assumptions/ justifications, there is one thing that I have realised. The future of Xossipy is bright. With so many people with wild imaginations, how can this forum run short of writers? Guys, you all need to do only one thing to be a writer: Start. Start writing what comes into your mind. I'm sure you'll stun yourself when you see the reaction.
 
Looking forward to hearing more from you, about the story, about everything.
Thanking you all again for the love and support.
Keep reading, and Keep posting.
Love Krish.
 
 

Thank you krish for sharing your thoughts.... To be honest I like that you kept Kirsh and Meera together at the end. The one where meera is with Ashish or Desai could not have kept the story together since Meera and Krish would separate and their stories with their partners would be running separately. 
As a reader (this is my personal choice) I want some Connection that keeps the story together for me. The connection here is Meera and Krish's Marriage and their Mad Love. What ever desai was in meera's life, she was still krish's wife and their love of different madness; this connection kept a hope that the story will revolve around meera and krish. Even when Krish and Meera separated in second part there were day to day meeting and they both used das but still did everything around each other. They never thought of divorce. Not once meera or krish thought of divorce. Even at the end of 3rd part meera and krish were trying to fix their marriage. Krish was trying to get rid of desai and meera wanted to be with krish than desai.

If a story has parallel streams than that should be from beginning. This story in all parts was revolving around Meera and Krish. They never had parallel story lines of their own. So if this was introduced in mid of 3rd chapter then I would have lost interest. The reason is you have created the bond with meera and krish so strong that if they went in separate way then there would be no interest.

These are my personal opinion and I am glad that you wrote the end that what you wrote. I and my mind are peaceful that I got to enjoy this epic legendary story of Meera and Krish instead of them being with others and regretting in their life.

Another personal thing that I want to share is that I do not want to read stories that have darkpaths, regrets, hurtful journeys. We have seen a different world since March 2020. 2021 has be devastating for many; even 2022 was bad for me. Many have lost healthy persons within a week in 2022. What I have learnt from past 3 years is that in this journey of life we have to be happy, make everyone around us happy and bring happiness to all. Reading this story brought happiness to me. Meera and Krish being together felt personally happy at the end. To all fellow readers this is my personal opinion.

[abhinay67]

A few thoughts.

1.   The first chapter of the story was posted in Oct 2020 and the last one in Jan 2023. 27 months to complete this story - vs 16 months to complete 'No One Dies a Saint'.

2.   However, I started thinking about the third part (among a couple of other story ideas) immediately after the completion of the NODS. But I had no idea that it would take this long to finish this story. A personal tragedy had happened in between, delaying it more than I thought.

3.   When I started thinking about the third part (before committing to writing it), the story had a very different storyline. In that, Krish and Meera would start sharing their fantasies and finally decide to do it again with someone 'just once'. But that person happened to be a Casanova who stays long enough in their life until Meera becomes pregnant. She refuses abortion and the couple part ways. Krish ends up with Nikita who was by then separated from her husband (the initial storyline didn't have any mention of Nikita's child :P ) Krish starts living with Nikita but later, when Krish see Meera's child (like 3 month old), he's surprised to see it's his own (from the looks, eyes, etc.) And he is hit with remorse. So much drama after that and eventually Nikita asks him to leave her for Meera.
It's just a thread - I stopped thinking about it very soon. Because it was so much drama with very less sex. I knew it wouldn't work here. :P 

4.   When I started to write the story chapter-wise, I tried to write in the third person POV. But then I thought readers would eventually force me to give Meera's thought process too, so I decided to re-write in first person POV.

5.   When I started writing the story (but not started posting it) the story had a different climax. Krish and Meera were to part ways, forever, bringing the series to an irreversible end. In this storyline, Meera was to fall in love with the other guy and chooses to become pregnant with her will to convince Krish that she has moved on. And that person was not Desai. It was Ashish. This is the alternate climax that I said might shock the readers. Because in this version, Desai never gets to sleep with Meera. His part ends in the mid part of the story. Ashish, on the other hand, was a genuine person with a belief - 'one woman for one man'. So after making love to Meera (not in the same circumstance that the present version has), Ashish lets go of his marriage and gets a divorce. And his loyalty and attitude make Meera fall in love with him. This version was more like a love story.
However, as I started developing the story, the character of Desai grew in my head so deeply that I started feeling for him. He was a man with a horrible past, a man who didn't want to accept defeat, and eventually a man who changed himself to get what he wanted. I also felt dropping him in the mid part of the story and taking Ashish from thereon would make the story look like two stories stitched together. Desai's chase going nowhere was going to attract readers' backlash. This is the point when I said I was affected by readers' influence. But readers had no idea what I had in my mind. Desai's part had more erotica and Ashish's part had more romance/love. So I decided to favour Desai to be the main character.
But even when I thought Desai was the main guy, I needed Ashish to bring down Meera's defence to accept Desai. Many readers didn't like the idea of Ashish and Meera having sex. But I felt it was necessary to let the couple realise it is not that hard.

6.   In this alternate climax too, I had no plan to leave Krish to look like a saint LOL. During the initial part, there was a scene when he was approached by a friend to help him elope with his girlfriend. This scene is still there - you can see it in Chapter 10 - when Krish and Meera are about to board the train. The friend's name was Ashok and the girl's name was Anupama. In the alternate version, Krish takes up the challenge to take Anupama to Bangalore but is forced to deviate from the main route due to heavy rains. This trip leads to a moment when Krish and Anupama become intimate, before dropping her with Ashok.
When Meera leaves Krish for Ashish, Krish is devastated but is also in a state to admit that he didn't deserve to live with Meera. At this time he gets Ashok's phone call, who invites him to his marriage. Krish was surprised that it took him so long to marry his girlfriend even after eloping, but Ashok tells him that he was not getting married to Anupama. Turns out, the couple had parted long ago.
Eventually, Krish and Anupama meet up in Hyderabad and they casually start seeing each other. That's the end of the story.
The whole thing is a bit romantic not as erotic as our beloved site demands. And since I chose Desai as the other guy for Meera in this story, the Anupama-Krish thread was avoided. I still have this version in my note which I believe will stand on its own, and I might write it as a small story like 'The Accident'. Five chapters, maybe?

7.   In the present version, the event Desai used to separate the couple was the Jai incident. In an alternate version of this Desai game, Desai sends Krish to Mumbai with Maithrei. He was aware of Maithrei's inclination toward Krish and he expected her to seduce Krish in Mumbai. And while making love to Meera, he casually reveals that Krish and Maithrei might be fucking like rats. Meera was shocked and she chided Desai. He makes Desai call Maithrei who reveals that they both were sleeping in separate rooms. Meera happily calls Krish and bids him goodnight. When Krish returns from Mumbai, Meera welcomes him with some juicy sex and extra love lol. However, there was another side to the previous night. Even though Krish had discarded all of Maithrei's advances, when Meera phoned him to bid goodnight, he learned that she was with Desai. This frustrates him and triggers him to knock on Maithrei's door. He sleeps with her and the next day wakes up with guilt which intensifies when Meera treats him with a lot of respect on his return. He later chooses to discuss his dilemma with Desai on phone, which was heard by Meera. All the trust between the couple is gone, and problems start. This version lacked balance and I chose to drop it eventually.

8.   In the last chapter, I had written a streamy scene between Krish and Parvati just because I loved to imagine them in bed. Parvati was conservative in bed and had no sex for years. The things Krish did with her body make her very satisfied (she even joked that she would have kept her pussy shaved if she had even a distant idea).
However, including this scene in the final version was never a serious option.

9.   All the changes that I said I made after starting the story, were not meant to bring shock value. And also not to add a twist nobody was guessing. My Point is never to create twists for the sake of giving surprises. But to make those surprises believable and likeable. I think if the writer can choose the right words with the right momentum, even the stupidest scene will look realistic. Many of you have commented that I often leave the chapter on a cliffhanger. I have explained that in an earlier comment. I bring twists only when necessary, otherwise, I just highlight a point that catches your attention.

10. The first part of this series was my first-ever story in any forum. When I go back and read it again, and then look at what I write now, I realise what has changed in my writing. You can see it. From barely making a few sentences and getting tired of constructing imaginary conversations, I have reached a stage where I can write a full page about anything in one sitting. This was never going to be possible if I was only to write for myself. It happened only because I wrote it for someone else who I knew could look at my writing critically. That sums up the importance of you all - The readers - for the real force behind the change in my writing. I am forever grateful to you all for helping me, and encouraging me, to write more.

11. A friend recently advised me to stay healthy because he felt staying awake for late hours was an unhealthy practice; indeed it is. I was also of the same view that it would affect the readers too, who stayed awake until late hours to check for updates or read an update posted at 2 am. But I was helpless, to be honest. The kick to deliver was so much in my blood, I guess. Next time I write something here, I will try not to hamper your sleep. But my promises have very less value here, lol.

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.

13. About those discussions you guys held here, I have gone through all of them. Such long, detailed comments, I think no other thread had this privilege. While reading your assumptions/ justifications, there is one thing that I have realised. The future of Xossipy is bright. With so many people with wild imaginations, how can this forum run short of writers? Guys, you all need to do only one thing to be a writer: Start. Start writing what comes into your mind. I'm sure you'll stun yourself when you see the reaction.
 
Looking forward to hearing more from you, about the story, about everything.
Thanking you all again for the love and support.
Keep reading, and Keep posting.
Love Krish.
 
 

Point 3 would have been great, as much as I enjoyed the chemistry between Meera and Desai in part, Desai being 20 years older than Meera was never going to be a viable partner for Meera. A much younger casanova type person would have evoked much more passion and real emotion from Meera's side. All the people in Meera's life -Shekhar, Das, and Desai were in their early fifties. Meera was never truly blown away by any one of them .
I do remember a similar story in exbii forum with the same storyline.

Point 7 would have been a better reason for the break-up than the one in the current version of the story. 

Thanks a lot, Krish, Keep posting and waiting for the rewrite of the last episode.

[RCF]

A few thoughts.

1.   The first chapter of the story was posted in Oct 2020 and the last one in Jan 2023. 27 months to complete this story - vs 16 months to complete 'No One Dies a Saint'.

2.   However, I started thinking about the third part (among a couple of other story ideas) immediately after the completion of the NODS. But I had no idea that it would take this long to finish this story. A personal tragedy had happened in between, delaying it more than I thought.

3.   When I started thinking about the third part (before committing to writing it), the story had a very different storyline. In that, Krish and Meera would start sharing their fantasies and finally decide to do it again with someone 'just once'. But that person happened to be a Casanova who stays long enough in their life until Meera becomes pregnant. She refuses abortion and the couple part ways. Krish ends up with Nikita who was by then separated from her husband (the initial storyline didn't have any mention of Nikita's child :P ) Krish starts living with Nikita but later, when Krish see Meera's child (like 3 month old), he's surprised to see it's his own (from the looks, eyes, etc.) And he is hit with remorse. So much drama after that and eventually Nikita asks him to leave her for Meera.
It's just a thread - I stopped thinking about it very soon. Because it was so much drama with very less sex. I knew it wouldn't work here. :P 

4.   When I started to write the story chapter-wise, I tried to write in the third person POV. But then I thought readers would eventually force me to give Meera's thought process too, so I decided to re-write in first person POV.

5.   When I started writing the story (but not started posting it) the story had a different climax. Krish and Meera were to part ways, forever, bringing the series to an irreversible end. In this storyline, Meera was to fall in love with the other guy and chooses to become pregnant with her will to convince Krish that she has moved on. And that person was not Desai. It was Ashish. This is the alternate climax that I said might shock the readers. Because in this version, Desai never gets to sleep with Meera. His part ends in the mid part of the story. Ashish, on the other hand, was a genuine person with a belief - 'one woman for one man'. So after making love to Meera (not in the same circumstance that the present version has), Ashish lets go of his marriage and gets a divorce. And his loyalty and attitude make Meera fall in love with him. This version was more like a love story.
However, as I started developing the story, the character of Desai grew in my head so deeply that I started feeling for him. He was a man with a horrible past, a man who didn't want to accept defeat, and eventually a man who changed himself to get what he wanted. I also felt dropping him in the mid part of the story and taking Ashish from thereon would make the story look like two stories stitched together. Desai's chase going nowhere was going to attract readers' backlash. This is the point when I said I was affected by readers' influence. But readers had no idea what I had in my mind. Desai's part had more erotica and Ashish's part had more romance/love. So I decided to favour Desai to be the main character.
But even when I thought Desai was the main guy, I needed Ashish to bring down Meera's defence to accept Desai. Many readers didn't like the idea of Ashish and Meera having sex. But I felt it was necessary to let the couple realise it is not that hard.

6.   In this alternate climax too, I had no plan to leave Krish to look like a saint LOL. During the initial part, there was a scene when he was approached by a friend to help him elope with his girlfriend. This scene is still there - you can see it in Chapter 10 - when Krish and Meera are about to board the train. The friend's name was Ashok and the girl's name was Anupama. In the alternate version, Krish takes up the challenge to take Anupama to Bangalore but is forced to deviate from the main route due to heavy rains. This trip leads to a moment when Krish and Anupama become intimate, before dropping her with Ashok.
When Meera leaves Krish for Ashish, Krish is devastated but is also in a state to admit that he didn't deserve to live with Meera. At this time he gets Ashok's phone call, who invites him to his marriage. Krish was surprised that it took him so long to marry his girlfriend even after eloping, but Ashok tells him that he was not getting married to Anupama. Turns out, the couple had parted long ago.
Eventually, Krish and Anupama meet up in Hyderabad and they casually start seeing each other. That's the end of the story.
The whole thing is a bit romantic not as erotic as our beloved site demands. And since I chose Desai as the other guy for Meera in this story, the Anupama-Krish thread was avoided. I still have this version in my note which I believe will stand on its own, and I might write it as a small story like 'The Accident'. Five chapters, maybe?

7.   In the present version, the event Desai used to separate the couple was the Jai incident. In an alternate version of this Desai game, Desai sends Krish to Mumbai with Maithrei. He was aware of Maithrei's inclination toward Krish and he expected her to seduce Krish in Mumbai. And while making love to Meera, he casually reveals that Krish and Maithrei might be fucking like rats. Meera was shocked and she chided Desai. He makes Desai call Maithrei who reveals that they both were sleeping in separate rooms. Meera happily calls Krish and bids him goodnight. When Krish returns from Mumbai, Meera welcomes him with some juicy sex and extra love lol. However, there was another side to the previous night. Even though Krish had discarded all of Maithrei's advances, when Meera phoned him to bid goodnight, he learned that she was with Desai. This frustrates him and triggers him to knock on Maithrei's door. He sleeps with her and the next day wakes up with guilt which intensifies when Meera treats him with a lot of respect on his return. He later chooses to discuss his dilemma with Desai on phone, which was heard by Meera. All the trust between the couple is gone, and problems start. This version lacked balance and I chose to drop it eventually.

8.   In the last chapter, I had written a streamy scene between Krish and Parvati just because I loved to imagine them in bed. Parvati was conservative in bed and had no sex for years. The things Krish did with her body make her very satisfied (she even joked that she would have kept her pussy shaved if she had even a distant idea).
However, including this scene in the final version was never a serious option.

9.   All the changes that I said I made after starting the story, were not meant to bring shock value. And also not to add a twist nobody was guessing. My Point is never to create twists for the sake of giving surprises. But to make those surprises believable and likeable. I think if the writer can choose the right words with the right momentum, even the stupidest scene will look realistic. Many of you have commented that I often leave the chapter on a cliffhanger. I have explained that in an earlier comment. I bring twists only when necessary, otherwise, I just highlight a point that catches your attention.

10. The first part of this series was my first-ever story in any forum. When I go back and read it again, and then look at what I write now, I realise what has changed in my writing. You can see it. From barely making a few sentences and getting tired of constructing imaginary conversations, I have reached a stage where I can write a full page about anything in one sitting. This was never going to be possible if I was only to write for myself. It happened only because I wrote it for someone else who I knew could look at my writing critically. That sums up the importance of you all - The readers - for the real force behind the change in my writing. I am forever grateful to you all for helping me, and encouraging me, to write more.

11. A friend recently advised me to stay healthy because he felt staying awake for late hours was an unhealthy practice; indeed it is. I was also of the same view that it would affect the readers too, who stayed awake until late hours to check for updates or read an update posted at 2 am. But I was helpless, to be honest. The kick to deliver was so much in my blood, I guess. Next time I write something here, I will try not to hamper your sleep. But my promises have very less value here, lol.

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.

13. About those discussions you guys held here, I have gone through all of them. Such long, detailed comments, I think no other thread had this privilege. While reading your assumptions/ justifications, there is one thing that I have realised. The future of Xossipy is bright. With so many people with wild imaginations, how can this forum run short of writers? Guys, you all need to do only one thing to be a writer: Start. Start writing what comes into your mind. I'm sure you'll stun yourself when you see the reaction.
 
Looking forward to hearing more from you, about the story, about everything.
Thanking you all again for the love and support.
Keep reading, and Keep posting.
Love Krish.
 
 

Thanks Krish for your thoughts.

3. Yes this version is so much drama and also i do not think Krish would ever reject Meera for her pregnancy as we have seen in this version , he is ready to take Meera with Desai's child..that's the Krish he is right from the beginning.

5. Glad that you did not stick to Ashish's version. It would be devastating to see Meera really choosing some one over Krish as she would have to have a genuine reason to think Ashish loves her and for her to fall in love with Ashish and that love has to be greater than what she has for Krish , would be very hard to write. or  Krish makes some huge mistake as his cuckold nature cannot be the reason for her to give up on him as we have seen in this version that Meera agrees that she is partner in crime. That version would have been a disaster for many readers who read this story for the prefect couple. Also Meera falling in love with some one and Krish ending up with some other person would not have been a hit with the ending that we had in part 2. I don't know i always thought you might be planning a plot to prove the couple's love more and solidify their relationship..that's why you brought in the love angle with a third person such as Desai. Now i look at your versions i was totally wrong
One thing that bothers me is why would Krish be in a state to admit the truth that he does not deserve Meera in your alternate plot? As Meera too slept with Ashish to fall in love with him..will Ashish be part of Krish's games?

7. I agree with other reader, Maithrei's plot would have been much better than the Jai episode unless we get to read more details from your re writing the final chapter. You mentioned you wanted something to bring down the defense of Meera against Desai..and her sex with Ashish is the catalyst. At the same time why is this also not the catalyst to relieve her from her guilt over Jai as with out Krish she did a mistake so the whole concept of whore wife looks not so genuine.

13. Yes i wanted to try writing but since this is a first , i want to improvise a story that i have read long time back and couldn't find it anywhere now and unfortunately do not have the author's details as well. Hopefully at least few might may like it.

Thanks for re writing the last chapter as we felt there is so much needed to be discussed between Meera and Krish once Desai walked out of the door. Thanks again for this series, one of my fav in this forum.

[chutdriller]

Thank you krish for sharing your thoughts.... To be honest I like that you kept Kirsh and Meera together at the end. The one where meera is with Ashish or Desai could not have kept the story together since Meera and Krish would separate and their stories with their partners would be running separately. 
As a reader (this is my personal choice) I want some Connection that keeps the story together for me. The connection here is Meera and Krish's Marriage and their Mad Love. What ever desai was in meera's life, she was still krish's wife and their love of different madness; this connection kept a hope that the story will revolve around meera and krish. Even when Krish and Meera separated in second part there were day to day meeting and they both used das but still did everything around each other. They never thought of divorce. Not once meera or krish thought of divorce. Even at the end of 3rd part meera and krish were trying to fix their marriage. Krish was trying to get rid of desai and meera wanted to be with krish than desai.

If a story has parallel streams than that should be from beginning. This story in all parts was revolving around Meera and Krish. They never had parallel story lines of their own. So if this was introduced in mid of 3rd chapter then I would have lost interest. The reason is you have created the bond with meera and krish so strong that if they went in separate way then there would be no interest.

These are my personal opinion and I am glad that you wrote the end that what you wrote. I and my mind are peaceful that I got to enjoy this epic legendary story of Meera and Krish instead of them being with others and regretting in their life.

Another personal thing that I want to share is that I do not want to read stories that have darkpaths, regrets, hurtful journeys. We have seen a different world since March 2020. 2021 has be devastating for many; even 2022 was bad for me. Many have lost healthy persons within a week in 2022. What I have learnt from past 3 years is that in this journey of life we have to be happy, make everyone around us happy and bring happiness to all. Reading this story brought happiness to me. Meera and Krish being together felt personally happy at the end. To all fellow readers this is my personal opinion.

Another thing with Meera. Can Meera see Krish with other women? This has not happened in part 3. But when she came to that krish was with Ananya and what Ananya was doing with krish, Meera left what she was doing with Das and immediately stormed to their house and confronted krish and we saw her outburst. Next was with nikita when krish told Meera on call that he is willing to move on. Meera who was saperated from krish still rushed to the place where krish told he was but could not find him and was devastated. 

What I have seen or felt from author's narration, what ever Meera does she cannot see krish with other women. In part 2 she tried to setup krish with other women when they were separate but that was never a serious attempt and then she realised the krish will never be without her. With desai she knows that desai had many women in past and he is not exclusive but she cannot confront or show that outburst to desai that she does with Krish. About wanting kids; Meera said this only  and only to krish by herself. Even in last chapter it was meera who told krish that she wants his child by herself. With desai it was always desai using her peak pleasure when he asked meera to have his child.


The alternative plot where Meera is with other and krish with others and they regret does not feel right. I doubt Meera will be happy with others knowing that krish is with other women.

[chutdriller]

A request to author. Krish can setup and account like twitter/reddit or anywhere else where we can follow you. With many readers facing issues to access this site and after knowing the fate of xossip I do not want to miss out on you writing or other fellow readers creations.

[fasterboy]

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.


 

A request !!

could you write epilogue to "the accident" as POV of husband who got hurt in accident.

[samss400]

After long hustle and tussle between husband and wife story end nicely as per my explanation. The way story end is matched with my forecast. My heartiest thanks to writer for presenting us this wonderful story.
It's a nice thing for us to know about how writer thought process worked during the progress of the story. Long journey with Krish and Meera from part to end part they are seem to be our next door neighbour. We all become well wisher of the family. Whatever they indulge or experiment which bring lots of mental clash among them. After Desai's manipulation which just about to break the bond between the couple. At last couple reunited together.
About the writer, Krish has wonderful skill to narrate story such way that reader become hypnotized. I think you write a lot in main stream novel and different stories. If so kindly share your other writing to your fan like me and other fan.
Thanks and regards

[The Last samurai]

A few thoughts.

1.   The first chapter of the story was posted in Oct 2020 and the last one in Jan 2023. 27 months to complete this story - vs 16 months to complete 'No One Dies a Saint'.

2.   However, I started thinking about the third part (among a couple of other story ideas) immediately after the completion of the NODS. But I had no idea that it would take this long to finish this story. A personal tragedy had happened in between, delaying it more than I thought.

3.   When I started thinking about the third part (before committing to writing it), the story had a very different storyline. In that, Krish and Meera would start sharing their fantasies and finally decide to do it again with someone 'just once'. But that person happened to be a Casanova who stays long enough in their life until Meera becomes pregnant. She refuses abortion and the couple part ways. Krish ends up with Nikita who was by then separated from her husband (the initial storyline didn't have any mention of Nikita's child :P ) Krish starts living with Nikita but later, when Krish see Meera's child (like 3 month old), he's surprised to see it's his own (from the looks, eyes, etc.) And he is hit with remorse. So much drama after that and eventually Nikita asks him to leave her for Meera.
It's just a thread - I stopped thinking about it very soon. Because it was so much drama with very less sex. I knew it wouldn't work here. :P 

4.   When I started to write the story chapter-wise, I tried to write in the third person POV. But then I thought readers would eventually force me to give Meera's thought process too, so I decided to re-write in first person POV.

5.   When I started writing the story (but not started posting it) the story had a different climax. Krish and Meera were to part ways, forever, bringing the series to an irreversible end. In this storyline, Meera was to fall in love with the other guy and chooses to become pregnant with her will to convince Krish that she has moved on. And that person was not Desai. It was Ashish. This is the alternate climax that I said might shock the readers. Because in this version, Desai never gets to sleep with Meera. His part ends in the mid part of the story. Ashish, on the other hand, was a genuine person with a belief - 'one woman for one man'. So after making love to Meera (not in the same circumstance that the present version has), Ashish lets go of his marriage and gets a divorce. And his loyalty and attitude make Meera fall in love with him. This version was more like a love story.
However, as I started developing the story, the character of Desai grew in my head so deeply that I started feeling for him. He was a man with a horrible past, a man who didn't want to accept defeat, and eventually a man who changed himself to get what he wanted. I also felt dropping him in the mid part of the story and taking Ashish from thereon would make the story look like two stories stitched together. Desai's chase going nowhere was going to attract readers' backlash. This is the point when I said I was affected by readers' influence. But readers had no idea what I had in my mind. Desai's part had more erotica and Ashish's part had more romance/love. So I decided to favour Desai to be the main character.
But even when I thought Desai was the main guy, I needed Ashish to bring down Meera's defence to accept Desai. Many readers didn't like the idea of Ashish and Meera having sex. But I felt it was necessary to let the couple realise it is not that hard.

6.   In this alternate climax too, I had no plan to leave Krish to look like a saint LOL. During the initial part, there was a scene when he was approached by a friend to help him elope with his girlfriend. This scene is still there - you can see it in Chapter 10 - when Krish and Meera are about to board the train. The friend's name was Ashok and the girl's name was Anupama. In the alternate version, Krish takes up the challenge to take Anupama to Bangalore but is forced to deviate from the main route due to heavy rains. This trip leads to a moment when Krish and Anupama become intimate, before dropping her with Ashok.
When Meera leaves Krish for Ashish, Krish is devastated but is also in a state to admit that he didn't deserve to live with Meera. At this time he gets Ashok's phone call, who invites him to his marriage. Krish was surprised that it took him so long to marry his girlfriend even after eloping, but Ashok tells him that he was not getting married to Anupama. Turns out, the couple had parted long ago.
Eventually, Krish and Anupama meet up in Hyderabad and they casually start seeing each other. That's the end of the story.
The whole thing is a bit romantic not as erotic as our beloved site demands. And since I chose Desai as the other guy for Meera in this story, the Anupama-Krish thread was avoided. I still have this version in my note which I believe will stand on its own, and I might write it as a small story like 'The Accident'. Five chapters, maybe?

7.   In the present version, the event Desai used to separate the couple was the Jai incident. In an alternate version of this Desai game, Desai sends Krish to Mumbai with Maithrei. He was aware of Maithrei's inclination toward Krish and he expected her to seduce Krish in Mumbai. And while making love to Meera, he casually reveals that Krish and Maithrei might be fucking like rats. Meera was shocked and she chided Desai. He makes Desai call Maithrei who reveals that they both were sleeping in separate rooms. Meera happily calls Krish and bids him goodnight. When Krish returns from Mumbai, Meera welcomes him with some juicy sex and extra love lol. However, there was another side to the previous night. Even though Krish had discarded all of Maithrei's advances, when Meera phoned him to bid goodnight, he learned that she was with Desai. This frustrates him and triggers him to knock on Maithrei's door. He sleeps with her and the next day wakes up with guilt which intensifies when Meera treats him with a lot of respect on his return. He later chooses to discuss his dilemma with Desai on phone, which was heard by Meera. All the trust between the couple is gone, and problems start. This version lacked balance and I chose to drop it eventually.

8.   In the last chapter, I had written a streamy scene between Krish and Parvati just because I loved to imagine them in bed. Parvati was conservative in bed and had no sex for years. The things Krish did with her body make her very satisfied (she even joked that she would have kept her pussy shaved if she had even a distant idea).
However, including this scene in the final version was never a serious option.

9.   All the changes that I said I made after starting the story, were not meant to bring shock value. And also not to add a twist nobody was guessing. My Point is never to create twists for the sake of giving surprises. But to make those surprises believable and likeable. I think if the writer can choose the right words with the right momentum, even the stupidest scene will look realistic. Many of you have commented that I often leave the chapter on a cliffhanger. I have explained that in an earlier comment. I bring twists only when necessary, otherwise, I just highlight a point that catches your attention.

10. The first part of this series was my first-ever story in any forum. When I go back and read it again, and then look at what I write now, I realise what has changed in my writing. You can see it. From barely making a few sentences and getting tired of constructing imaginary conversations, I have reached a stage where I can write a full page about anything in one sitting. This was never going to be possible if I was only to write for myself. It happened only because I wrote it for someone else who I knew could look at my writing critically. That sums up the importance of you all - The readers - for the real force behind the change in my writing. I am forever grateful to you all for helping me, and encouraging me, to write more.

11. A friend recently advised me to stay healthy because he felt staying awake for late hours was an unhealthy practice; indeed it is. I was also of the same view that it would affect the readers too, who stayed awake until late hours to check for updates or read an update posted at 2 am. But I was helpless, to be honest. The kick to deliver was so much in my blood, I guess. Next time I write something here, I will try not to hamper your sleep. But my promises have very less value here, lol.

12. The next story that I write will be a small one. Like The Accident. It will save us from a lot of such problems.

13. About those discussions you guys held here, I have gone through all of them. Such long, detailed comments, I think no other thread had this privilege. While reading your assumptions/ justifications, there is one thing that I have realised. The future of Xossipy is bright. With so many people with wild imaginations, how can this forum run short of writers? Guys, you all need to do only one thing to be a writer: Start. Start writing what comes into your mind. I'm sure you'll stun yourself when you see the reaction.
 
Looking forward to hearing more from you, about the story, about everything.
Thanking you all again for the love and support.
Keep reading, and Keep posting.
Love Krish.
 
 

Thank you Krish for your detailed thinking way explanation. Frankly speaking to me none of them were shocker. If we speak on certain points
 
3. As you said very confusing story line than you should have changed the title to "Race 4"  may be ha ha ha 

5. Point no 5 - when Ashish came into frame, i taught oh my this story is drifting again. Frankly speaking I never taught Meera would end up with some one apart from Krish. Even when Ashish came into picture, i taught frustration created by Ashish, Krish encouragement for Meera in bed where they use to enact punishing Ashish, also Meera growing close with Desai during that phase where they use to go on lunch and coffe might bring merra close to Desai. She might slip during those phase to Desai and sex might occur witnessed or heard by Krish. That's it meera would be guilty and couple fight and patch up. I was thinking this story line.
But when Ashish was out of picture, Desai gained importance i taught he will play vital role. But never taught of aniversary episode the way in which it happened. That was peak of my frustrations on this story. But after that episode when Meera started tilting towards Desai and her feelings started to change i taught it's more than one night stand but pregnency never in concept only. May be some instances and ultimately sex witnessed by Krish , jealousy creeps in and Desai will be kicked out. 

The last but one episode (41) changed all thinking upside down, initially I taught why did you do that,. First reading made me think like that , especially Meera accusing Krish. But when I reread it many times, it looked justified for what Krish had brought upon him, Desai might not be changed man because morning sex was still mystry so it was known that would be key to everything, but that sex scene between Meera and Desai was giving so much kick , superbly written. Very few stories written with such kick giving sex scene. Once such story in this forum is " The butterfly" awesome written scene, readers can read that, but again it's incomplete one. I think everyone will agree more than the actual sex , the development and dialogues to that sex scene gives more pleasure. But again 42 was an abrupt end, taught Desai will take Meera on guilty trip , both will enjoy  making Krish jealous or envy of them , than climax will happen as planned by you, but yaa it was bit different one only.


7. I also agree this would have been the better option instead of jai but not planned by Desai. It should be accidental between maitrei and Krish, found out by Desai by some means, reveling same to meera, than 41 chapter with all action explained above. This could have been good development. 

Anyways story has ended it was a pleasent journey with you Krish , all readers and three main characters. Again I request you to please rewrite the last chapter in much elaborated and erotic manner.  Please leave a msg if you update the last chapter once again such that we are aware of it and read it. 

Thank you very much Krish