02-12-2021, 07:24 PM
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"I thought we were in love with each other. But now I realise ours wasn't love. It was merely a deal, known as marriage. You know, when I married him, I was convinced that he loved me. I believed it so well. But the last days with you made me realize what love is. Loving is caring. Believing. Accepting. Encouraging. You sent me to the hotel reception entrusting and encouraging me as a whole person who is capable of doing things for oneself, and at the same time you stayed out to ensure my safety. It was your caring for me, I have learnt a lot of things from you, Siraj. You turned to Krish for me, It's a sacrifice. I have already lived my whole life in your embrace, how little that may be does not matter. You taught me how to live and love. I know Karthik is a good person, I will love him even more than I did before I met you without any expectation that you also taught me.``
“In case you got impregnated with our union, how are you going to face it? You have not united with your hubby for a long time. How to face him? What will be your future? Better to have a pill. It’s not late, just yesterday.” I persuaded her.
She laughed, “Are you afraid of yourself? I may claim my child’s identity if anything happens to me later on. Do not worry, be assured, you are not going to face me in future in any way, in any case, it’s my promise. I have got what I needed from you. I am satiated fully. I lived my life to its full content. I love you. I needed your seed in me, not you. So that I have.”
“I am not worried about me. I have nothing more to lose. I am a carefree vagabond. I care about you. I am worried about your future relationship with Karthik if that happens anyway.” I uttered in a deep, caring voice.
“Thanks Siraj, for your kind concern. After the encounter with you, I care for none even if my parents. You made me capable of writing my own destiny. Don’t worry, now I can face the world single handedly.” She answered in a firm and confident voice.
I felt good. I felt a sense of relief, that I had ended up a soreness in her life and I would not be the root of disturbance in her stable life in future. I have made a naive girl self confident. I wasn't worried about me but her. And her words made me believe that we can move on smoothly in future.
But, did we?
“In case you got impregnated with our union, how are you going to face it? You have not united with your hubby for a long time. How to face him? What will be your future? Better to have a pill. It’s not late, just yesterday.” I persuaded her.
She laughed, “Are you afraid of yourself? I may claim my child’s identity if anything happens to me later on. Do not worry, be assured, you are not going to face me in future in any way, in any case, it’s my promise. I have got what I needed from you. I am satiated fully. I lived my life to its full content. I love you. I needed your seed in me, not you. So that I have.”
“I am not worried about me. I have nothing more to lose. I am a carefree vagabond. I care about you. I am worried about your future relationship with Karthik if that happens anyway.” I uttered in a deep, caring voice.
“Thanks Siraj, for your kind concern. After the encounter with you, I care for none even if my parents. You made me capable of writing my own destiny. Don’t worry, now I can face the world single handedly.” She answered in a firm and confident voice.
I felt good. I felt a sense of relief, that I had ended up a soreness in her life and I would not be the root of disturbance in her stable life in future. I have made a naive girl self confident. I wasn't worried about me but her. And her words made me believe that we can move on smoothly in future.
But, did we?