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(Since I was from city mujhe gaanv k kalachar jyada pata nahi the)

(Bas itna pata tha ki aurtein gaanv mein saree pehanti hai, aur mujhe sleevless mein comfortable feel hota)

(Kabhi kisine mujhe toka nahi kyunki mai aur abhishek hafte bhar k mehman bankar aate the)

Aish: Ji sasur ji, aap chaliye hum pichese aate hain

(You took Rohan with you, I winded up the room, locked it and came down)

(I came down and ghar k 4 mard table pe baithe the abhishek ka chair khaali tha)

(Looking at abhisheks brother sitting)

Aish: Kaise hain devar ji


Sarita: Lo aa gayi Maharani...............din bhar se neeche toh aayi nahi

(I oved towards sarita to take ashirwad but she went behind)

Sarita: Mere bete ki jaan le gayi........Chudail!!!!!!!! Pata nahi abhishek ne isme kya dekh liya hai

Sarita: Dekho............isko dekh kar koi kahega ki isma pati mar chuka hai!

Sarita: Dekho kaise sajh dhaj k reh rahi hai vidhwa



(As sarita said chudail I felt insulted par aur kuch kar bhi nahi sakti thi)

(You were trying to stop sarita)

Sarita: Aap chup rahiye abb..............pata hai apki ladhli bahu hai. Par beta kahan hai?

I was wearing a sleeveless blouse and a semi transparent saree)

 

(I knew ye hamesha ka hai)

(Toh I started walking towards the dining table and sat on the chair next to abhishek's)

(Ghar k mardon k saath baith gayi, as I thought ki everyone is equal)

( i placed rohan on the table itself waha baithke khayega)

( dinner me roti sabji simple village food tha)

( as u stepped down i looked at saritas face filled with anger , jealousy and rudeness the way sarita said maharani padhaar rhi hai to make u feel less)




( u came and sat here )

( as u sat u had to slide ur pallu over ur arm and ur slevless arm was visible)

sarita : aur kuch dikhana reh gya hai .... mardo ko maans dikha rhi ho ..baal khule huh 

me : are sarita khana paroso tum bahu ko wo shehar se hai tumhara pair chuni jhuki thi na 

sarita : jhuki to aur kuch dikhane hogi 

( sarita had the worst to say about u )

( i looked at aishwarya and aankho hi ankho se " bura mat maano bahu " aisa indicate kiya)

me : are choti jaldi aao khana paroso chalo (i shouted in) dekho mera pota bhooka baitha hai chalo jaldi kro 

( choti bahu came and put plate in front of everyone )

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(Sarita aise baat kar rahi thi jaise ki mai iss ghar ki bahu nahi koi prostitute hun)

(When sarita said tha teeno devar sar se paun tak ek nazar ghumaye.......human nature)

(Bhuri aakhein, sleeveless blouse little lower than normal a slight bulge visible, semi transparent saree making hip visible, gori chamdi. Kisika bhi mann bha jaata)

(Mene apne pallu ko uthaya aur body ko phir se shoulder ko cover kiya)

(I was scolding sarita in my mind. Isiliye yahan aana pasand nahi hai mujhe)

(Bas Rohan ka akelapan dur karne k liye aana padha)

(As you signaled I signal back like thik hai)

Aish: Kaisi ho choti

(Choti bahu just nodding her head)

( when my 3 sons stared at ur beauty )

sarita : ha ban jao apne bhaiyya jaise kutte ban jao ... gori chamdi dikhane wali aaayi nhi ki toot pado..utho tum teeno jao bahar jake khao 

( after u covered urself) 

sarita : sanskari banne ki dikhawa kuch log bada acha kr lete hai choti ( she talked to choti lekin uske kandhe se tere upar nishana laga rhi thi )

( my 3 sons walked away with plate in hands to eat outside)

sarita came closer and wispered in ur ear : mere ek bete ka to jaan chali gyi tere karan mere baki beto ko apna maans dikhakar vash me krne ki sochi bhi to yaad rakhna 

( only u heard it i was eating roti sabji meanwhile)

( rohan was crying a bit as sarita was scolding u )

me : are sarita jao andar ( a little rudely i looked at her and she obeyed and went in )

( after sarita left )

me : aishwarya bahu tum khana khao uski baato ka jyada matlab mat nikalo ek kaan se lo dusre se nikal dena samjhi khao khana khao 

( i kind of made rohan as well stop crying)

( so in the huge dining table it was just u and me and ur kid )

( it was as if tere aane se family me divide ho rha hai where u have only me to support u )

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(I was seeing Sarita scolding the devar aisa lag raha tha bina matlab k ye khud ideas q de rahi hai)

(Sarita came and whispered in my ears and I was shocked to hear that)

(I whispered back)

Aish: Sasuma teeno devar mere bhai jaise hain

(Before that you asked sarita to leave)

(Sasuma aisa kya kya soch rahi hai, devaron ko mai..........hey bhagwaan)

(As you said sarita k baaton ka dhyan mat do n stuff)

Aish: Ji sasurji ........mai yahan isliye aane se (stopped abrubtly as I felt is would be like disrespectiing you) bas rohan bohor akela mehsoos kar raha tha)

Aish: Bas ek aap hi hain jo mujhe iss ghar ki baho mante hain

(I kept eating quietly)

Aish: Acha sasurji.....mai upar chalti hun, der ho gayi hai. Bakiyon ne bhi khaana khaana hai verna sasuma usko leke bhi

Aish: Aur waise bhi Rohan k sone ka waqt ho gaya hai

(So mene tumhara paun chua and took rohan and went upstairs)

( as u said ki tumhare aane se ye sab ho rha hai and as u said ki rohan akela feel krta hai) are bahu tumhare aane se yaha kuch nhi hua hai hahaha wo to meri sarita aisihi hai puch lo kisise bhi dil ki saaf hai bas man me kuch rakhti nhi hai ekdum se keh deti hai 

baki bahuo ki nhi to sunati rehti hai ab tum aayi ho to tumhe suna rhi hai hahaha ye sab ka bilkul bura mat mano

( i was telling a lie sarita never told anything like this to anyone but just so that u dont feel bad about this maine ye jhut bola)

tumhe yaha sab is ghar ki bahurani hi manti hai samjhiii 

rohan ko akela kyu lagega mera pyara pota hai wo 

( and when u said ki u are about to leave i thought ki bechari ko bura laga hoga i should do something nice)

bahu dekho tum vidhwa ho sakti ho lekin mere aakho ke samne jab aankhe band krta hu to abhishek dikhta hai mujhe mera beta mere liye zinda hai samjhi ye tumhara bhi ghar hai 

aaram se so jao 

kuch bhi idhar udhar lage pahle saurji ke pass hi aana theek hai 

ha mere pote ko bhi bada neend aa rha hoga hahaha ( i was happy to see rohan in front of me )

( i was sad to lose my son but rohan ko samne dekhkar abhishek ka bachpan yaad aa jata tha and that made me love rohan even more)

jao rohan mummy ki baat suno so jao daddu kal naya khilona leke aayenge

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(Out of no where I don't know why but this line stated in my mind "kuch bhi idhar udhar lage pahle saurji ke pass hi aana theek hai")

(We went to sleep)

(Aise hi din guzar rahe the saas taane maar rahi thi aur mai sunkar unsuna kar rahi thi Rohan k liye)

(Aur dekhte hi dekhte pure 2 hafte ho gaya)

(Aise hi ek din dinner k liye aa rahi thi aur usual time se thoda jaldi aa gayi thi)

(Bhaiyon k beech discussion chal raha tha)

Devars: Jaise mene abhishek k maut k baad kaha tha humein abhi aapas mein batwara karke le lena chahiye pata nahi kar kisko kya ho jaaye

Devars: Aur abhishek ki biwi (not calling you bhabhi) kab tak yahan rukhegi..............Kahin usse batware ka pata toh nahi chala?

(I heard all those whispers)

Aish: Kis chiz ka batwara devar ji? I asked 

(Thats when you entered, not knowing what was happening)

devar 1 : ( when u asked kis cheez ka bantwara) tumse baat nhi kr rhe the hum hamare kheti me pani ka bantware ki baat kr rha tha 

( none of the dewars respected u but u can understand that what devar 1 said was a lie as they were talking PROPERTY right when u were walking down the stairs)

( thats when i came wearing my dhoti and  banyan )

kaha hai mera pota kaha hai ( i asked u before sitting at the seat in the middle reserved for me )

( i heard from outside that my sons were talking to u and u were talking something with them)

aur betelog kheti wadi sab dhang se kr rhe ho na ( just a friendly way of getting inside the room ) kadi mehnat aur pet bhar khana wahi hum gaanv walo ka takat hai ( in a playful way in front of bahu so she feels at home and have a happy feeling )

to kya khusur fusur kr rhe ho devar aur bhabi milke ( my sons called me bauji ) kahi bauji ka burai to nhi kr rhe na haa ( ek bete ka kaan playfully thoda kheecha)

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(I was little concerned the way dewars were discussing. Aur abhishek hamara liye jyada kuch chhod nahi gaya tha. Bas shehar mein ek ghar)

(Baki saara paisa wo gaon bhej deta tha)

Aish: Pata nahi sasur ji, devar ji kuch batware ki baat kar rahe the. Pata nahi kis chiz ke batware kar rahe hain

(Said looking at the devars, as if complaining)

(Then you questioned them)

Devar 1: Wo..........wo bauji hum soch rahe the ki property ka batvara apke rehte hi kar lete hain

Devar 2: Abhishek toh achanak se chal basa. Pata nahi kal ko kisko kya ho jaaye

( i had never thought of bantwara of property as i believed in joint family and i wanted this forever but when bahu said ki devar log bantware ki baat kr rhe the )

bantwara ?

( and then when my sons started explaining )

matlab mai mar rha hu kal ? har din khet me kaam krke yaha shaam ko sab sath me khana khaye ye tumse dekha nhi jaa rha ?

yaha koi bantwara nhi hone wala yaha sab mil jhulkar rahenge 

( even though i said it but my heart was sad as i know that has to be done but ye din itna kareeb aaya ye sochkar mujhe bada bura laga)

mera khane ka aaj man nhi kr rha hai ( i said in a little hurtful tone )

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Devars: Aisi baat nahi bauji.........hum bas

Sarita: Aur kya galat kaha bachhon? ne sahi toh kaha. Apke salamat rehte hue batwara karna achi baat hai taki baad mein koi dikkat na ho

Sarita: Toh yahi acha rahega ki sabke rehte hue sab sulja dein

Sarita: Mil julkar rehne ka dekh lenge.........Sabko sab k sath rehneka dilchaspi nahi hoti (Taunting look at me)

Aish: Toh thik hai 4 equal hisson mein baant dijiye

Sarita: 4? 3 hisson mein batega. Mare hue ka koi hissa nahi hota

(You were to speak)

Sarita: Aap toh bilkul chup hi rahiye. Aap hi k wajah se aaj mera abhisek mere pas nahi hai

Sarita: Agar aap ne Abhisek to toka hota toh aaj ye din nahi dekhna padta

Sarita: Kalmuhi kha gayi mere bete ko

Aish: Sasuma aap zara zabaan sambhal kar baat kariye (I got angry)



Sarita: Mukhiya ho na aap gaon k apko pata nahi mare hue ko koi hissa nahi milta

(You kept silent as you were the only one who supported their marriage)

Aish: Rohan iss ghar ka varis hai............toh rohan ko abhishek ka hissa milna chahiye

(Mukhiya k ghar mein bada jhagda chal raha tha)

(Maa ko baat karte dekh bete chup baithe the as she was supporting them)

(Sarita mann mein daba hua saara bhadas mujhpar nikal rahi thi)

( i was sad that this family has to see this day )

( when sarita said ki beto ne galat kya kaha) tumse koi nhi pucha sarita tum jao andar kitchen me 

( but then aishwarya also back talked to sarita which started a whole debate and lot of drama and sarita telling everything she had in her mind)

sarita : wahh ek hissa tumhe dena hi baki hai yaha gaanv ki kuch sabhyata hai aur har din kam hote hue dikh rha hai mujhe 2 hafte me hi ( as if gaanv me ye fashion nhi chalta ) tumhe ek hissa de denge fir bache se buddhe yaha tumhari chamdi dekhne line lagayenge ye gaanv hai sshehar nhi samjhi 

( when sarita told me not to be quiet)

me : aaplog jhagda krna band kro mai kuch sochta hu kuch mahine ka waqt dena hoga sabko 

( it was a fact that aishwarya wont be getting any partition of property as according to tree diagram sirf beto ko milega thats it ye gaanv ka niyam tha until and unless poora ka poora property mai tumhare naam pe kr du )

sarita : apna hissa huh peena ka pani tak nhi milega tujhe is ghar se ...( was about to say more but i interrupted)

me : choti sass ko andar le jaao 

( plate samne khane ke sath tha lekin maine ek tukda tak nhi khaya as dil toot gya ye sab sunke as i didnt wanted to see the house divide and break away)

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Aish: Haan haan mere pati nahi hai toh aap kuch bhi bolengi mujhe

(My eyes became teary)

(As sarita was talking badly about my character)



(Then I became little strong)

Aish: Mai bhi dekhti hun............kaise mujhe hissa nahi milta

Aish: Mai abhishek ki biwi hu apne pati ka hissa lekar hi chhodungi

(I said in an angry tone and walked upstairs)

(Ghar ka pura mahol bigad gaya tha)

(  i saw that u have become angry and rightly so because tumhe aur tumhare bete ko abhishek ka bhi hissa nhi mil rha hai and wo hissa bhi mere 3 beto me batne wala tha )

are bahu tum gussa mat kro hum koi upaay nikalen..ge.. ( didnt even finished my sentence u took rohan and went upstairs )

( i looked at sarita with anger) tum ghar me jhagda kyu krwa rhi ho sarita mujhe khana khane bhi mat do subah se lekar kaam krke aaya hu 

( u can hear that downstairs mera aur sarita ka bhi jhagda ho rha hai iske karan)

me : wo bhi ghar ki ek hissa hai sarita 

sarita : ha ghar ke hisse ko maar diya hai usne ye mat bhulo aap aur apne bache ko taang kar aa gyi hissa mangne shani hamse chalaki kregi haa ( stairs pe aake zor se bol rhi thi taki tu sune)

ek footi kodi nhi milega 

( 30 min tak bhot jhagda chala mere aur sarita ke beech , ghar me sirf mai akela tumhara baju le rha tha)

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(I went upstairs with teary eyes and what thinking whats happening)

Aish: (Abhishek k bina toh iss ghar mein koi izzat nahi hai)

Aish: (Aur iss ghar ka pehla varis Rohan hai, usse uska haq milna chahiye. Taki wo ye bata sake ki uska purvaj kya hai)

Aish: (Mera thik hai mai ladki hun shaadi k baad sab pati ka lag jaata ha)


(Neeche Sarita)

Sarita: Haan sar me chadha kar rakhlo apni badi bahu ko

(She went to her room)

Aish: ( Mujhe Rohan k hisse k liye ladhna padega usse aise nahi jaane de sakti)

Aish: (Abhi shek bhi yahi chahte honge. Par mai kar bhi kya sakti hun ek akeli aurat? Lekin aise chhod bhi toh nahi sakti)

(Aise lee lete sochte hue karib raat 1 baje neend lag gayi)

me : ( as i saw ur eyes getting teared up as u left )
( after u leave i was quarelling with sarita) sarita tum baat krna seekho theek hai ...tum is prakaar meri bahu se baat mat kro...ek vidhwa ka aansu is ghar me gira hai uska paap na lage hamare khandaan ko samjhi

sarita : ( as u were leaving teary eyed) wahhh aayi badi bahu rani ...beta kaha hai tumhara jo iske peeche latoo hoke shadi kiya tha wo to nah rha na ya to use is bachalan ne maar diya aur aapko iske liye itni sahanubhuti huh gaanv me apna maans dikha ke chamdi chamkake pata nhi ab kise lapetne aayi hai huhhh ( making sure she is saying all this at the stair case base taki upar tujhe sab sunai de) 

sarita : ise ek futi kodi kya iske jaise bachalan aurato ko ghar me bhi rakhna nhi chahiye jane bolo ise shehar me yaha kyu aayi hai ...bete ko to maar diya ab uske zaidaad pe nazar bitha ke aayi hai .... MERA BHI HAQ HAI MERE BETE KA BHI HAQ HAI ( sarita tell this insulting u the way u spoke those lines in ur accent ) aayi badi shehar ki maharani 

me : ( at night maine socha ki aishwarya ko kitna bura laga hoga as sarita itni galat tareeke se baat kr rhi hai bechar helpess akeli mahila with a kid 5-6 year old jiska future aishwarya ko hi sambhalna hai aur use koi support nhi )

( ghar me keval mai ek hi admi tha jise tumhare situation pe sahunubhuti feel ho rhi thi )

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(I could hear everything upstairs sasu ma itna chilla rahi thi)

(And then after lot of thinking I went to sleep)

(Next day morning as usual nasta kiya akele, Sasur jee Panchayat chale gaye, Devar saare khet mein)

(I took Rohan and headed to the farm, Q ki ghar mein sasu ma k taane nahi sunn sakti thi and needed some fresh air)

(Rohan ko sab dikha samjha rahi thi jitna mujhe pata tha. Kuyein k paas jaate waqt bade dewar se mulakat hui)

Aish: Dewar, aap hi batayiye kal jo thik hua wo thik hua kya? Rohan abhishek ka khoon hai aur iss ghar ka pehla varis?

Devar1: Aise kaise milega? Milta agar abhisek ki biwi hamare hi community se hi hoti. Tumhara toh koi jaat paat nahi pata toh kaise

Devar1: Haan agar Rohan ka baap zinda hota toh baat alag thi

Aish: Devar ji aap aise kaise bol rahe hain. Apko pata hai abhishek ne apni saari kamayi ghar bheje the abb rohan k liye kuch raha hi nahi

Aish: Abhishek k baad aap hi iss ghar k bade hai aap hi iss ghar k bade hain. Aap hi hamari madad kar sakte hai

(Devar thinks for a while)

Devar1: Hmmm ek rasta hai jaise mene kaha Rohan agar baap zinda hai toh usse hissa mil jaega

Devar1: Toh ek kaam karo, tum meri rakhail bann jao. Abhishk ki shaad se tumhari gori chamdi mein lattu tha,

Devar1: Aise karne se Rohan ko baap bhi mil jaegi, sampathi mein hissa aur mujhe sukooon

(I didnt expect this coming)

Aish: Devar ji!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ye kya bakk rahe hain aap? mai apki bhabhi hun

Devar1: Bhabhi thi...........Abhishek k zinda rehne tak. Waise tum aaj bhi maal lagti ho. Tum vidhwa achi nahi lagogi

Aish: Devar ji..............aap mariyatha paar kar rahe hain

Devar1: Dekho yahi ek rasta hai. Agar Manzoor hai toh bolo..............varna toh tumhein pata hi hai kuch milne se raha

Aish: Cheeeeeeeeeeee. Apki aur apki gandi soch



(I was surpised by what Devar1 said usse shock mein ek jhaad k neeche baith gayi)

(Tabhi wahi wahan beech wala devar bhagte hue aaya)

Devar2: Bhabhi ji bhabhi ji kya hua? Mene suna bhaiya apko apni rakhail bana chahte hain

Aish: Mujhe bata nahi tha bade devar aise sochte hain mere baareme

Devar2: Bhaiya aise hi hain unhen kuch samajh nahi aata kisse kaise baat karna hai

Devar2: Mai apki madad kar chahta hun

Aish: Sach! Sachmein devarji aap meri madad karenge (I became so happy)

Devar 2: Haan bhabhi q nahi bilkul bas badle mein apke andar ki sundarta ka darshan kara dijiye, aur jab jab mera mann karega tab tab aakar khush kar dijiye bas

Devar 2: Mai bhaiya jaise apko rakhail banakar apki swatantrata nahi cheenna chahte

Aish: Devar ji bhi mere baare mein aisi soch rakhte hai.................chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Devar 2: Wo kal jab se maa k apki sundarta ka varnan kiya mere andar apke liye alag pyaar jaag utha hai dekhiye toh, shows bulge in the pant)

(I look at the bulge in your dhoti and then at you)

Aish: Thodi bhi sharam nahi aati apko

(I turn angrily pull rohan's  hand and start walking towards the house with tears rolling down my eyes)



(Jaate waqt tisre devar se mulakat hoti hai)

Devar 3: bhabhi kya hua aap ro q rahi hain? Kisi ne kuch kaha kya?

(Tisra devar devar hamesha se Aish ko thoda support karta hai)

Aish: Bade dono mere baare mein bohot gandi gandi soch rakhte hain

Aish: Mere vidhwa hone ka fayda uthana chahte hai

Devar 3: Kya baat kar rahe hai bhabhi ji...............bhaiya dono apka fayda uthana chahte hain?

Aish: Haan.........................abb aap hi batatiye devar ji bhabhi toh maa saman hoti haina

Devar 3: Bilkul sahi kaha aap ne bhabhi ji, Bhabhi maa saman hoti hai

Devar 3: Aur maa ka doodh pina chahiye (and looked at my chest region)

(I had it all at once today, I looked at him staring at my chest)

(I took the pallu and covered my chest region)

Aish: Devar ji aap bhi? aap toh mera support karte the?

Devar 3: Abb dono bhai muh maarna chahte hain toh mai bhi q chance chodun

Aish: Huh!!!!!!!!!!! saare bhai bas ek jaise hain

(I walked sadly to the room and locked myself to digest what happened)

Aish: (Chiiiiii, abhisek k bhai mujhe itni giri hui nazar se dekhtein hain chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

Aish: (Abb mai kya karun, kiske paas jaun)

( ur beauty and the way my wife described it had obviously left a different way of looking at u by my sons)

( mai as usual panchayat ke sare issues sun rha tha logonke issues aur uske regarding resolution kaise proide kiya jaye and all )

( gaanv me mai MUKHIYAJItha jisse gaanv ke log respect krte the and turn to me when ever they need a resolution for any issue i was the guy the entire village came for help to)

( poore ganv ka issue solve krte krte ye bhul gya tha ki asli issue to mere hi ghar me panap rha hai jaha mere teeno ladke ab bhabi ji ko alag nazriye se dekh rhe hai bade bete ka jagah lena dekh rhe the as aish ko property ka haq tabhi milega jab Yadav parivaar ke kisi mard se uski sambandh ho aur aish ke khoobsurti ka fayda uthane ki koshish ab teeno devar kr rhe the i was unaware of all this)

( Panchayat se return kuch 2 ya 2.30 baje ki dhoop me chalte hue 6 km chalte hue aa rha tha as gaanv ke logonse baat krte hue aur wahi ek thele me kuch khilona bik rha tha to maine ek chota sa ghode ka toy kharida rohan ke liye)



( aur usi thele me chudi bechi ja rhi thi to socha aish ke liye ye chudi le leta hu )



( socha kal bechari ko bhot bura laga hoga hope isse thoda dil ka zakham bhare)

( ghar pohochte hi neeche se upar awaaz lagaya)

rohan beta neeche aa dekh dadaji ne kya laya hai tere liye ( standing at ground floor at the base of steps that leads to first floor)

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(I started crying as I felt I was alone in this fight)

(No one is there to help me)



(Rohan ko pata nahi tha uski maa ro rahi thi)

(I was thinking where am I stuck, thinking about Rohan's future)

Aish: (Abb mene in sabse akkele kaise ladhkar jeetungi. Mere koi saath nahi dega)



Aish: ( Kya mai haar maan kar shehar chali jaun? ya ya phir devaron ki baat....(manlun) chiiiiiiiiiii nahi nahi)

(I was in deep thougts then heared your voice I controlled my tears)

Aish: Rohan jao................Daadu bula rahe hain

(I was wiping my tears and stayed in the room)

( as rohan came down at the stair steps )

rohan beta ( i looked above and didnt saw aish coming and i thought ki u want some alone time and is sad probably jis tareeke se sarita ne tujhe chamdi dikhana maans dikhana sab bolke humiliate kiya tha kal raat ko )

ye le khilona laya hai daddu ne 

( gave him the toy which made him very happy )



daddu ko ek puppy de ( i bend and got rohans kiss) good baccha 

aur ye apni mummy ko de dena theek hai teri mummy ko keh dena ki daadi ke baat ka bura na maane theek hai baccha ( rohan cant understand the things happening wo sirf jo maine bola wo bol dega bas)



( it was 2.15 pm and lunch ka time ho rha tha socha sarita ko aise bhi jeetne nhi dena chahiye and aish ke support me maine use ye chudi (banned for vidhwa) pehanke lunch sabke sath kre to sarita ka mu dekhne jaisa hoga as wo maine hi dilaya tha )

mummy ko kaho ye pehankar lunch krne aaye sabke sath jaao

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(Rohan was excited to see the toy)

Rohan: Thank you daadu...............mai bohot khelunga iske sath

(Rohan took the bangles and said that you asked to wear this and come for lunch)

(I wiped my tears and came down for lunch, just thinking of something)

(Not focusing on whats happening around and came at sat on the table)

(I sat quietly, still the shock unable to digest)

(You noticed and saw that I did not wear the bangles)

(All the other brothers also came for lunch)

(Seeing them I just covered my self in a way that there is not a gap. Full hand blouse while I was getting ready for lunch. So I was fully covered)

( sarita mere bete ko khana paros rhi thi and i heard ur feet steps as u were coming down and i was looking at saritas face ki kaise shock hogi jab chudi pehanke bahurani ayegi )

( and as u came down not only u didnt wore the bangles u even wore full sleveed blouse)

( sarita thodi si muskurayi with a evil smile and mujhe bura laga as u just came and covered urselves and sat there as if u have no one)

( maine bhi aishwarya ke thali me thoda sa roti parosa ) lo khao bahu ( i knew ki tum hdi sad hogi but it was too much)

( i saw ki aankhe nam ho chuki hai tumhari)

me : bahu theek to ho na khana khao ...kya hua ..tabiyat theek hai ( placed back of hand at ur forehead)

sarita : (saying in low voice while serving food to 3rd son) malkin bane baithi rehti hai upar kaam vaam to kuch kregi nhi ...tab bhi takleef me rahegi maharani 

sarita : bahu huhh ? baal khule rakhne ke ye sanskaar kisne sikhaya apna sir odhni se odh kr nhi rakh sakti baki aurat nhi dikhe is ghar me maharani saheba ko ( even when u were fully covered tere baal khule hue the uspe sarita ne comment krke bataya ki baki aurate is ghar me jaisi rehti hai waise rehna seekho )

sarita : aur ye mard baithe hai tab apni mehak failane mat aaya kr mard ka khana ho jaye tab aurat khati hai samjhii maharani saheba ye gaanv hai shehar nhi aur rasoi me haaath batana hoga ye upar malkin bankar baithna band kr tu mere bete ke sath chalaki ki hogi mai sab janti hu bachalan

( u havent even eaten anything aur sarita chalu ho gyi)

me : saritaaaa chuppppp ( i stood up and shouted CHUPP at sarita which never ever happened in our 40 years of marriage) jao andar

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(Sasu ma ka apna hi chal raha tha)

(Tino devar apni giri hui nazron se mere kapde utarkar mujhe kar rahe the, ye mujhe pata tha)

(Mai kuch bol nahi rahi thi kyunki mai andar se tut chuki thi)

(Thats when you placed your hand asked if I am good)

(I came to my senses, I looked at all the three brothers)


(Tino thode dar gaye the, kahin mai apna muh na khol dun)

(Mai soch rahi thi ki sabkuch bata dun par fir socha k agar gaon walon ko pata chala ki Mukhiya k bete itne gire hue hain toh apki izzat gaon mein kam ho jaegi)

(Because I respected you very much)

Aish: Wo kuch nahi sasur ji...........wo bas abhishek ki yaad aa gayi

(rohan was looking at me)



(tino devar gave a sigh of relief)

Sarita: Lo maharani thik hi hain

Sarita: Aur suniye bahuyein kal apne apne maike ja rahi hain. Mai bhi mere gaon k mandir hokar aanewali hun

Sarita: Yahan koi naukrani nahi hai hum jo baithe hai apki seva karne

Sarita: Kara lo apni ladhli bahu se hi kaam ya khud karlo apni bahu ki seva

Sarita: Aur tum tino bhai, gori chamdi k piche dyan na dekar jakar khet mein kaam karo aur wahin raho

(I had put my head down and was eating very little)

(Then I again went back to the room)

( as u said ki abhishek ki yaad aa gyi ) jaane de bahu ye sab mat socho khana khao chaloo sasurji ka baat mano kal se kuch khayi nhi ho 


( thats when sarita said ki kal ghar pe koi aurat nhi hogi as they are all going to mayka and mandir darshan pe ghar ke shanti aur sukh ke liye pooja archana krne jaa rhi thi sarita so kuch dino tak  wo bhi nahi aane wali thi , ghar pe koi khana bananae nhi hoga )

( i shouted at sarita for the way she was calling u as meat and chamdi )

( u went upstairs after eating just a bit of food)

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(Agle din subah ghar ki baki aurtein sab chai gayi)

(Devaron ko jab tab mauka milta mujhe pa ne ki koshish mein lag jaate)

(Sasur ji ne Kammo ko kaam pe bula diya. Kammo naukrani thi jo zarurat padhne par mukhiya k ghar kaam k liye aa jaati)

(Mene bhi sasu ma ki taane sun sun kar apna costume gaon k hisab se change kar liya)

(Aise hi din nikalte nikalte 1 hafta ho gaya)

(Mai bhi soch soch kar thak gayi thi kya karun tabhi socha jakar sasur ji ki salaah leti hun)

(Mai sasurji k kamrein mein ghus rahi thi tab mene aisa kuch dekha ki mujhe apne aakhon par thoda bhi yakeen nahi hua)



(Sasur ji bed pe baithe hue the aur Kammo pocha laga rahi thi)

(Sasur ji kammo k seene ko dekh kar apni dhoti ragad rahe the)

(Mukhiya toh waise bada acha insaan hai, wo kammo k seene ko dekh kar bhi undekha kar raha tha)

(Par kaam ek aise chiz hai toh ache achon ko bhi kabhi kabhi bura sochne pe majbur karta hai)



(Abb chahe Mukhiya jitna bhi acha bana rahe tha toh mard hi, aur aise hi thode 4 bachche hue the)

(Mukhiya chahe din mein biwi ko kitna bhi chillayi par raat mein usko sarita ki zarurat padti hai)

(Har raat Mukhiya sarita ko phone karta aur apni pyas bhujane ki ichcha jatara par sarita adi hui thi jab tak badi bahu chale nahi jaati mai nahi aaungi)

(Jab tak insaan k gote khaali rehte hain tab tak insaan dimag se sochta hai, aur ek baar insaan k gote mal se bhar jaaye wo neeche se hi sochta hai



(Kammo ko pocha lagate hue dekhte waqt Mukhiya ki nazar kammo k seene par padi, bas kaam vasna jaag uthi. 1 hafte se jo tarsa tha)

Sasur: Arey kammo tumhare toh kaafi bade ho gaye hain...........

Kammo: hmmmmmmmmmmm..........mukhiya ji aap ne kuch kaha?



Sasur: Nahi mai ye keh raha tha ki tumhare bachche kaafi bade ho gaye hain

Kammo: Ji haan. Sab apki kripa hai

(I was looking and listening to all these conversation)

(Mamme latak rahe the aur har movement k sath hil rahe the)

( ab ghar ka kaam krne ke liye hamare hi gaanv ki ek thi kammo naam ki use ghar pe kaam ke liye bulaya tha wo kaam leti thi ghar ka saaf safai khana banana and all )

( ab saritha bhale hi kitni bhi akad wali ho tatte har din khali kr deti thi bistar garam krti thi aur ab uski gair maujudgi me 1 hafte baad kafi takleef ho rha tha )

( mere room ka darwaja nere bed se 10 feet door left sde thoda peeche ki oor tha and peeche se koi dekh rha hai ki nhi pata nhi chalta tha)

( jab kammo saaf safai kr rhi thi baithke pocha maar rhi thi uska cleavage beech beech me peek krke dekh rha tha aur dhoti ke upar se hi lund ko ragad rha tha)

acha bacha bada ho gya doodh peena band kr diya hoga fir to ( looking at kammos cleavage and boobs and halka halka ghaste hue chup chup ke lund ko dhoti pe ragadte hue pucha)

( i have no clue ki left side me peeche meri bahu mujhe dekh rhi hai )

hmm waha achese saaf kro kammo kafi mitti lagi hui hai waha to ( kammo apne kaam pe dhyaan de rhi thi and pocha maar rhi thi and maine use kaha pocha marna hai wo position bataya taki uska galla mujhe dikhe and chup chup ke lund press kr saku)

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Kammo: Ji haan mukhiya ji doodh th kabe pina band kar diya hai

(I heard all this and was shocked)

(Kammo ne apna kaam khatam kiya and she was about to leave before that I left)



(I went to the room in a shock)

Aish: (Sasur bhi devaron ki tarah.....nahi nahi sasur ji ache hain...shayad sasuma k na hone k natiha hoga)

(As I was thinking about Sasuma it took me to the flash back of she taunting and abusing me)

(Which then lead me to think about the devars and their thinking about me and then back to the actual thing)

Aish: (Agar koi ek insaan hai jo meri madad kar sakta hai toh wo hai sasur ji)

Aish: (Agar sasur ji ko mana liya toh devron ki bolti band ho jaegi)

Aish: (Aur agar mujhe sasur ji ko manana hai toh.....toh muhe unhein (seduce karna hoga)

Aish: (nahi nahi mai aisa nahi kar sakti wo mere sasur ji hai, unki gaanv mein bohot izzat hai aur mai bhi unki izzat karti hun)



(I was fighting with myself within)

Aish: (Par aur koi rasta bhi nahi dikh raha unhein manane k liye)

Aish: (Agar sasur ji ko mana liya toh devaron ka issue solve ho jaegai, rohan ko uska haq mil jaega aur mai sasu ma ki bolti band ho jaegi)



Aish: (Par mai sasur ji ko.......pause ..............then looking at rohan sitting innocently)

Aish: (Rohan k haq k liye karna hi hoga)

(And the fight within me came to a conclusion)

Aish: Mujhe maaf kar dena sasur ji...........Mujhe aur koi rasta nahi dikh raha

(Just say this sentence before rohan)

( kammo ne khana bana kr rakhi thi aur ghar jka jaaadu pocha bhi lagayi aur ab wo bhi chali gyi)

( ahhh lund ko halka masala tha jiske karan tatte aur dard krne laga as mai sirf edge hi kiya wo bhi chup chupke )

( as kammo left i had no other choice but sarita ko call kiya )

hello sarita ( apne room me ground floor pe baithke darwaje ki oor peeth krke) wo tum aaj shaam ko aa jao na 

mujhe bhot takleef ho rha hai tumhare bina ( chedh chahiye tha mujhe lund thoosne jo ki sarita ke jane ke baad band ho gya tha )

wo suno na whatsaap pe ek picture bhej paogi ? ( utni padhi likhi nhi thi sarita so she didnt knew how to do it aswell) ( i wasnt able to get relief )

( and sarita keh rhi thi ki ghar tab ayegi jab bachalan bahu chali jayegi aur wo mai accept nhi kr rha tha as mai apne pote ko aur uski maa ko aise akela nhi chod sakta tha )

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(Agle din I was in working in the kitchen rohan aangan mein khel raha tha)

(Devar khet mein chale gaye the)

Sasur ki: Kammo Kammo..............Arey kammo kahan ho tum?

(I came out of the kitchen)



(Mene pehne toh gaon k kapde ho the but it was extra transparent)

Aish: Kya hua sasur ji..........kyun chilla rahe hain?

Sasur: Arey kuch nahi bahu wo ghutne thoda dard kar raha tha toh socha kammo se maalish karva lun

Aish: Kammo toh bazaar gayi hai kuch waqt lag jaega aane

(Paused for sometime as I saw an opportunity to execute my plan)

Aish: Aap kaho toh mai kar dun



(Mene bhi thode kaamukh nazron se dekhte huye ye kaha)

Aish: Aap kya kahenge......layiye mai kar deti hun

(Haq jata rahi thi bahu hone ka)

Aish: Chaliye wahan baith jayiye

( subah subah thandi ke karan thoda ghutna dard kr rha tha subah subah banyan aur dhoti pehna hua tha )

( it was the time jo mai bhot wait kiya kr rha tha 4 dino se as kammo jab ghutne ragadti hai to uska cleavage dekhne milta tha )

kammo kammooo 

( and tab kitchen me se ek gaanv ki type kapde transparent type pehanke chann channn payal ke awaaz ke sath tum bahar aayi)

( it took me moment until ) bahu tum ? kitchen me kya kr rhi ho ( i was concerned ki kaam ke liye kammo ko rakha tha fir bhi tum kr rhi ho)

wo kammo kaha gyi...ha ..ii use mai din ka 500 rupeye deta...( tab tak tune keh diya ki wo market gayi hai )

( and when u asked tab maine ghutne ka tel malish wali baat keh diya)

( as u said ki tum laga dogi tel i felt a bit difference in ur approach the way u looked at me the way u speak)

( i coudnt understand ki ye alag kyu feel ho rha hai)

( bade ghar me sirf hum do the abhi as bete khet me gye hue )

wo bahu...wo...( i used to use ghutna dard as an excuse to see and peep at kammos cleavage ghutne me to sirf halka hi dard tha)

nhi wo tumhe takleef nhi dena hai bahu..

( but as u now told me ki waha jake bath jao tumhari baat liya maine aur chup chaap jake baitha )



( aise type ke purane type ke slant chair pe jaake baitha wo bhi ghar ke verandah me hi which is open to public )

ye sab gaanv ka kapda ...tum bhi na bahu sarita ki baat kyu maan leti ho.....ye sab ki koi zarurat nhi hai ....( i said in a positive mood so that u know i didnt thought bad about u when u wore the city type sleveless dresses)

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Aish: Nahi nahi aisi baat nahi hai sasur ji..............Mai toh bas gaanv k rehan sehan bhi seekhna chahti thi bas isiliye

(As you went and sat in the chair)

(My saree was so transparent that the navel was clearly visible aur maamon k shape bhi achese dikh rahe the)

(Blouse thoda low cut k the as usual, jo transparent saree se bhi nazar aa rahe the)

(I waited for you to go and settle and look at me before I start walking towards you)

(you could see my perfect figure as I started towards you)

(As you said in sab kapdon ki koi zarurat nahi hai)

Aish: Sasur ji!!!!! ye aap kya bol rahe hain......... bina kapdon k apke saamne kaise?

(I knew exactly what you meant but I started playing with the words to corrupt your mind on other hand also it felt like I was resisting)

(I came close to your legs and sat down, paon ko halkasa daba rahi thi)

ha theek hai tumhe jo pasand ho wo pehno theek hai sarita ki ek mat sunna hahaha ( i was just trying to be a good sasurji who dont wanna be srtrict on u for ur dress)

( jake baitha ghar ke verandak pe and looked at u )

ye sab ki koi zarurat nhi...ha..i .iiii ( the way u walked towards me i felt something weird )

( as u said bina kapdo ke mere samne kaise)

kya?? ( u can see ki mere chehre ka 12 baj chuka tha due to the way of ur talking)

wo bahu mai wo...nhi wo mai...tum jo pahle jis tareeka ka pehan rhi thi waise ..wo keh rha tha mai...tum..wo... ( yaar ye maine kya keh diya bahu ko )

( as u sat near my legs i was sitting straight peeche recline nhi hua tha as i didnt wanted to make u feel like a naukrani )

( as u were wearing transparent type saree to i could see ur cleavage a bit and i looked to the side as by mistake dekh liya tha and mujhe bura laga ki maine bahu ka cleavage by mistake dekha over ur transparent saree)

( as u slowly pressed my claves over dhoti ) hmmm...( thoda weird to tha but use cover krne ke liye kuch acha cobnversation bana rha tha)

rohan kidhar hai mera ...mera pyara pota..( thoda sa chehre pe alag sa feel tha mera a feel of slight guilt )

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Aish: Rohan bahar khel raha hai

(I deliberately answered that question first)

(Then I kept pressing your calves, moving forward to apply pressure and backward to release the pressure)

(This movement would make my boobs contract and expand)

(Then coming to what you said pehle jaise pehanti thi waise)

Aish: Ohhhh sorry mai bhi na kuch aur hi soch baithe

Aish: Mujhe laga aap bhi abhishek ki taran bina kapdon k.........

(I just stopped there intentionally to let your mind imagine)

(And then your mind also went to sarita talking about my gori chamdi)

Aish: Waise sirf kammo se hi q dabavate ho aap paon?

(The contraction and expansion was still visible)

( as u answered the rohan wala question fast i didnt know ki ab kya bolu aage

acha khel rha hai mera pota..

( ye sab to mai keh rha hu like a pyara daddu lekin samne tu apna cleavage dikhate hue calfs ko aage peeche hote hue press kr rhi thi jiske karan cleavage shape and cleavage ka line ka shape thoda change ho rha tha which was kind of getting me slowly)

( as u said ki " mai bhi abhishek ki tarah tujhe bina kapdo ke " i just imagined u naked its natural but dimaag waisa hi hai admi ki us direction me push kroge to wahi sochega aur sarita ka MAANs DIKHA rhi hai CHAMDI chamka rhi hai wala dialogue yaad aaya )

ghmmm ( cleared my throat a bit as i didnt wanted to answer that question further)

theek ho gya bahu wo ab theek lag rha hai ( i wasnt liking the way things were going as it was kind of odd and i have never imagined u in that way and this closeness u wre e making made me think of u in that manner and u were my bahu )

kammo se isiliye krwata hu kyu ki wo mamm...( peeping at ur cleavage here and there) mera matlab kyu ki wo use...is mamle me (trying to cover up mamm jo ki mamma bolne ja rha tha ) knowledge hai unke ghar ke logonka isme experience hai ( unke khandaan me sare barbers the fir bhi kuch bhi banavati kahani bana rha tha)

( issue ghutne me tha tune press kiya mera calfs and i was saying ki ab sab theek hai )

( wanted to get up)

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Aish: Rohan ko yahan ka paryavaran bohot pasand aa gaya hai

(Still the contraction and expansion happening on the cleavage)

Aish: Par kya fayda wo chahkar bhi yahan reh toh nahi paegana. Uska toh haq hi nahi hai apne papa ke ghar pe

(Halka sa kaan phunk rahi thi. Putting in your ears making you feel guilty)

Aish: Acha toh kammo achese maalish karti hai

(As you said thik ho gaya)

Aish: Mene abhi ghutnon ko chuya tak nahi toh thik kaise ho  gaya, rukiye zara

(I stand up and showing my back walk towards the table jahan tel rakha tha)

(You could see my back with the low cut blouse through the transparent saree)

(hip folds and the petticoat jumping with the movement of my swaying ass)

Aish: Yahi wala tel na sasurji?

(I turned a bit to look at you which gave you the view of back along with my face)

( as u said ki rohan chahkar bhi yaha nhi reh sakat and how usko uska haq nhi milta yaha)

dekho bahu ye gaanv ke kuch niyam hai kahi sadiyo se chal rha hai... ( trying to show that i am all for ur support lekin niyam waisa bana hai trying to pull myself off the issue and trying to portray myself as a good person who has ur good in my heart)

wo ab yaha kanoon waise...( trying to explain but socha jyada explain krne se aur fas jaunga mai i thought i have cleared myself up)

( as u said ki ghutne malish kiye hi nhi )

nhi wo waha dard utna nhi...( thats when u get up showing ur back and ur hip folds through the transparent saree hmmmmm sarita ka "maans dikhake ghum rhi hai ghar me " wala dialogue hits me again as i see ur hip fold and ur back and as u turned back mai yaha waha dekhkar side me dekha as if mai kahi aur dekh rha tha)

hmm kaunsa ... ( just looking for a short while) hmm wahi hai ,,,wo kal kammo se krwa dunga ( saying that i got up of the chair and looked at u as if asking u through eyes " isnt it getting kind of awkward" as my tongue was wetting a little )

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Aish: Yahan k niyamon ka mujhe kaise pata hoga.......mai toh hun hi nahi

Aish: aur mujhe to yahan apna manta bhi nahi

(As you said kammo se karwa lunga, I just turned with a little angry face)



Aish: Lo abhi kehkar muh band bhi nahi kiya ki koi yahan mujhe apna manta hi nahi............aur aap ne wo saabit bhi kar diya

(Silence for a while)

Aish: Ek aap hi they jo mujhe apna manta hai aisa samajhti thi.........par aap bhi

Aish: Jayiye .............aap bhi jayiye. Akela chhod dijiye mujhe aur apne pote ko

(And I turned facing you while saying this)

Aish: Aur aisa kya hai kammo mein jo mujhe mein nahi hai

(Aur tumhari aakhein seedhe mere badan pe padi comparison k liye)

( i was feeling guilty inside as wo niyam bhi mere hi purvajo ne banaya tha as us samay aurat ke liye kuch nhi diya jata tha and is gaanv me aaj bhi wahi parampara jari hai)

( as u turned looking at me angrily and saying ki tujhe chod ke jau )

are bahu rani tum baat ka batangad bana rhi ho mere zinda rehte hue tum dono ka poora khayal rakha jayega ye sab maine kamaya hai ....mere mehnat se ( the thing is mere zinda rehte hue to tumhe paise waise mil jayega but the thing is croro ka property tumhare naam nhi kiya ja sakta tha according to gaanv ka niyam and  u were concerned about the long lasting effects of that)

nhi mai aise tum dono ko akela nhi chodunga bahu ...( i just stood there as if ur words made me stop in my tracks and i cant move )

( as u asked ki kammo me aisa kya hai jo tujhme nahi hai and i actually thought ki bahu kammo se 1000 guna jyada maal hai shittttttttt why am i even thinking this yaar wtf i peeped at ur chest region jo ki transparent saree se dhaka hua tha i peeped it for a while and looked down )

nhi nhi bahu kammo me aisa kuch nhi hai lekin wo naukrani hai to uska kaam hai wo...tum ghar ki bahurani ho to tumse ye sab karwana uchit nhi lagta ( abhi bhi chair ke aage khada hu as ur words stopped me)

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Aish: Apke rehte hue toh thik hai, par kabhi kuch ulta seedha ho gaya toh. Abhishek toh humein achanak se chod kar chale gaye na

Aish: Tabhi toh keh rahi thi aap bhi paraya hi samajhte hain. Choti se toh aap kaam karwate hai

(badi bahu ka khayal rakho n all)

Aish: Thik hai jaisi apki marzi. Jayiye aap apne kamre mein jakar aaram kijiye.

(And you walked in your bedroom)

(I was moving towards the kitchen aur tabhi kammo aayi)

(kammo se takkar hui toh haath mein ka tel chunri mein gir gaya)

(Kitchen ka darwaza tumhare kamre se dikhta tha)

Kammo: Arey didi..........sorry sorry..........mene dhyan hi nahi diya aap k hath mein tel tha

(Hearing the sorry sorry sound you turn your head towards the kitchen to check whats happening)

Aish: Koi baat nahi kammo, its ok

(Kammo ran to bring another chunri)

(I opened the oil spilled chunri to change it)



(You saw something that you never expected to see)

(The milky white body which sarita kept talking about)

(You were far away but close enough to see the parts pf the body)



(A black spot on the white stomach which was the navel hole)

(bulged cleavage line)

(I changed to a new chunri not knowing that you were noticing)



(Aur kaam karne lag gayi)

(Ye nazara kuch hosh udane jaisa tha, isse nazdeek se dekhne ka mann karne laga tumhara)

(Thinking agar maalish karwa liya toh kya hota)

mere rehte hue ? bahu ( flexing my muscles) mai abhi bhi 50 saal aur jiyunga abhishek se 10 guna taqatwar hu mai ( comparing myself to my son)

tum shehar ki ho ye sab gaanv ke kaam choti kre to behtar hai wo anpadh jo hai to ye sab acha kr leti hai tum to bahurani ho wo to sirf bahu hai 

( when u say ki jayiye jayiye i move to my room slowly sadly and thinking ki bahu to bura maan gyi )

( bed side se waha bahar ka dikh rha tha as kammo se bahu takrayi and tel tere chunari pe laga)

( i saw ur navel hole from 15 feet distance while u changed ur chunari and chup chup ke lund ko dhoti ke upar hi dabane laga the same way how i used to peep at kammo while she massaged)

( kept staring at ur navel hole while u changed ) 

waha se madh peena hai ( i said to myself looking at ur navel and i felt weird saying all this )

bahuu ( i wispered to myself but acting as if i am calling u )