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The final seduction of Meera

 
Prabu’s visits were so frequent that if he was missing for a day Meera would feel something missing. She told herself that it was just that the mornings were boring without her husband and kids at home and it was just that his presence helped to pass the time. That he used the time to flirt with her was obvious but she saw no harm in it as she was sure in her mind that he meant nothing more to her than a friend.
 
“Don’t you feel bored staying in this small town with nothing to do?
 
“Hmm you are saying I am a loafer, well thank you very much for the compliment madam.”
 
Meera laughed as she replied, “it’s not that, but you have to go back to work don’t you?”
 
“Don’t remind me of that dreaded day especially when I am having a good time here.” There was a slight emphasis on the word ‘here’.
 
Meera noticed it but pretended not to. “Why, don’t you ever want to leave this town?”
 
“Why would I want to leave when this is the place where I get to see outstanding beauty everyday.” Prabu’s eyes brushed over her from top to her toes.
 
Rascal, look at the way he is looking at me like how my husband looked at me when we were newly married she thought. That amorous look made a little shiver pass through her body. Control yourself woman, he is just flirting with you, she scolded herself, but she could not shake away the feeling of happiness when she knew he was referring to her when he said outstanding beauty. He can’t say that directly to her can he, so she decided to ask directly and see how he was going to manage the situation.
 
“Outstanding beauty?? What do you mean?”
 
Prabu knew she was teasing him. He was already ready with the answer. “I got eyes haven’t I. These natural surroundings, the trees, river, peacefulness what can be better than that. Nothing can ever beat natural beauty.”
 
Again his eyes looked at her when he said natural beauty clearly indicating to her without saying in so many words that he meant her when he said that. Knowing that I am his friend’s wife he still wants to flirt with me even though he knows I am not available. Well that’s just the nature of these young men. They can’t help themselves. Pity is, only disappointment  awaits him, she laughed to herself. Meera still looked at him as a young man, after all he was three years younger than her and not only that she believed she was immune to his charms.
 
“Remember for a man, having a job is what that is essential,” Meera said with a smile.
 
“Why so keen to chase me away, I am poor chap,” Prabu had a lost puppy dog expression.
 
Meera wanted to laugh seeing this. Look at those eyes, as if he is so innocent and lost. Meera did not realise that he had successfully awoken her maternal instinct. Her liking for him became a notch higher without her realisation.
 
“Well if you don’t like to leave this place then why don’t you look for a job here or start a business,” Meera said jokingly.
 
Prabu’s face instantly brightened. “That’s a great idea, maybe I’ll start something and become a rival to Saravanan. Hmm I like the idea of being Saravanan’s rival,” Prabu said with a broad smile on his face.
 
Yes, I will be your husband’s rival to get your affection, Prabu thought to himself with a smile thinking of the day this sexy, beautiful wife’s voluptuous body would be squirming  under him in lust and uncontrollable passion.
 
Meera was not quite sure what he meant. Did he mean to say he would start a clothes shop like her husband or he wanted to be her husband’s rival for her sake. By the smirk on his face it must be the latter. This fellow is getting too bold she thought but then also was puzzled and a bit apprehensive that she had no feelings of anger but instead was rather pleased.
 
“Don’t you dare start a business to compete with my husband, you will get a beating from me,” she said mockingly raising her hand.
Prabu looked at her hand with her slender elegant fingers and thought, I’m waiting for the day when those fingers would be caressing my body dear. Seeing Prabu look longingly at her hand Meera guessed he was thinking something naughty and immediately put her hand down but not before a slight shiver ran through her body.
 
“Looks like Saravanan must have got a lot of beatings from you,” Prabu made fun of her, “but if I get a wife as beautiful as you, I won’t mind getting beaten every day by her.”
 
“How dare you say that, I don’t beat my husband, he is my darling,” she said as if outraged but the twinkling of her eyes gave away the fact that she was joking.
 
Meera was seated on her long sofa and Prabu had been standing as he talked to her. He drained the last bit of coffee and placed the empty tumbler on the side table beside the sofa. He sat on the armrest of the sofa with one leg on the floor and the other with the calf portion and upwards resting on the sofa. His presence so close to her was disturbing to her and strangely exhilarating. She felt her heart beat a little faster.   
 
Prabu continued but his voice was softer now. There was a mesmeric tone to it. “Don’t worry, I won’t be a rival businessman for your husband,” he said but what he did not say was he would only want to be his rival in bedding her.
 
She only smiled expecting him to say more. “Business won’t suit me, I need a boss to control  me.”
 
She looked at him quizzically, “ why,” Meera asked.
 
“If I was in Saravana’s position, the business would go bankrupt within a year.”
 
“Oh, you mean you don’t know how to run a business?”
 
“It’s not that. I said if I was in Saravana’s position, meaning I too have a gorgeous woman as a wife. I will spend almost half the time at home rather than looking after the business then where is the business going to survive. I have no discipline like Saravanan. That’s why I need a boss to control me.”
She was pleased but did not show it. “You are too much. You can talk but when it comes to money and family’s well being no man can be so negligent.”
 
“No, really, I mean it. I much rather neglect the business than neglect the wife, especially if it is someone stunning like you.”
 
She was letting someone other than her husband praise and flirt with her without stopping him. She has started treading dangerous waters. Prabu had spoken to her for a few minutes more before leaving. She still had a feeling of thrill after he had gone away.
 
Nowadays he had started touching her as if accidently but in reality, it was done on purpose. His hands would brush her when he took any drinks or anything else she served him. He would seemingly accidently brush past her but would immediately apologise as if it was an accident. He would sometimes sit beside her on the sofa, especially when he would bring for her movie magazines and they would look at it together. His legs would be pressing against hers lightly as there was no way of avoiding it as he would point and comment on some gossip about some actress that was featured in the magazine. From being uncomfortable with him sitting beside her she had now got used to it.
 
One day as they were chatting Prabu asked her, “apart from movies, what are your other interests.”
 
“What are yours?” Meera asked in return without answering him.
 
“I like going on outings, seeing new places, trying out new restaurants. Sometimes just going on walks. What about you?”
 
“I was collegeing but after that my parents could not afford to send me for further education. My parents were strict and my mother won’t allow me outside on my own.”
 
“Didn’t at least go out with some of your ex college mates sometimes.”
 
“Very rarely, I have to go out early and come back early.”
 
“I heard you got married to Saravana when you were 23.”
 
“Yes, he came to see me along with his mother and my parents agreed to the alliance.”
 
So, the decision was more her parents than hers. Like an obedient daughter she agreed without protest. “At least with Saravanan, you would have got the chance to go out more often.”
 
Meera’s face had a twinge of regret as she recollected the events gone long past by. “We did go out some but my mother-in-law was quite sickly and I had to take care of her till she passed away.”
 
“I hear that from Saravana but at least she didn’t suffer more with illness and passed away. After that you could be freer wasn’t it so.”
 
Meera thought for a few minutes before replying. Should she let him know the regrets she had. She had not been able to share it with anyone. She couldn’t burden her husband as he was already struggling to save money, learn about the business he wanted to start. So he actually did extra work to earn more. Prabu is a friend and the first person asking about her own wants and expectations, why not share it with him.
 
“By then my daughter was born, and I had to take care of her and the home. My husband was working very hard to earn and save money. He had a dream and he worked fully to fulfil it. I needed to be there for him and support him.”
 
What about your own dreams, Prabu thought to himself. Her youth was gone without her really enjoying it in any meaningful way. Now there must be a regret that she is already 30. Her youth is rapidly passing by. She is a vulnerable woman, Prabu thought, and I am going to use that.
 
“I have spent time overseas, been to places and have enjoyed life quite a bit yet I regretting time has already passed so much. I am already 27 and how much more can I enjoy life before life’s responsibilities weigh me down.”
 
Prabu wanted her to realise at age 30 she has no time left before the beauty of her youth fades away. He could see she was in deep thoughts. Good he has started to make her think.
 
“Life is so short, I don’t want to have regrets that I wasted it,” Prabu said for good measure.
 
Meera was in a very reflective mood that day after Prabu had left. What have I done so far that has made me happy. I have been a good wife and mother taking care of them. My life has revolved round them. I now have a comfortable life but is that all there is to life. Cooking, keeping house, taking care of your husband and children’s needs. When had I last laughed in sheer delight at doing something I liked. My husband has been very good to me. He has never really scolded me. What ever I wanted he has bought for me. I have two beautiful children. The respect of the community. What more can I want? But yet there is an empty feeling I cannot quite shake off.
 
That evening she went as usual to the temple. Her children were not with her as they had some extra tuition on that day. She really felt the need to go to the temple to calm her inner turmoil. She had started feeling regrets that she had either long suppressed or did not know that she had buried within her subconscious mind. When she was returning home, she was surprised to see Prabu standing in the mango grove leaning on his bike. The first thing she looked was to see if he had a cigarette in his hand. She was happy to note that he did not.
 
She smiled at him and said,” so you could not resist, you needed to come here and smoke is it.”
 
He smiled but he seemed pensive. Noticing it she asked with a little concern in her voice,” something is troubling you isn’t it? What is it?”
 
Prabu tried to put a brave smile on his face but she could see through it. “No, nothing. I’m alright,” he said.
 
She was not going to leave it at that she said,” don’t lie to me, your face is giving you away. What is it?”
 
“No, really, nothing,” he replied with a forced smile.
 
“I thought you were my friend, If you don’t want to share it, it’s okay. Anyway, I have things to do, bye,” Meera said as she started to leave.
 
Prabu could see she was upset. “Wait, Meera don’t get angry. I’ll tell you.”
 
She turned back and walked closer to him. She was happy that he had decided to confide in her. “Tell me, why do you look like someone stole all your money,” she tried to make a joke out of it to lighten his mood.
 
He took out his wallet. Meera immediately said,” look you don’t have to show your wallet to prove your money is all there and not stolen.”
 
He too genuinely laughed when she said that. She was pleased her little joke went well. He opened his wallet and took out a photo from one of the slots in the wallet and showed it to him. She was curious and took the photo from him to have a look at it. She was surprised and shocked to see that it was a photo of Prabu and a white woman. They had their hands around each others waist as they posed for the photo. The woman was quite good looking. Meera felt a sudden stab of jealousy.
 
“Who is that??”
 
“That’s my girlfriend …  no ex-girlfriend.”
 
Meera didn’t know why she was happy to hear him say ex-girlfriend.
 
“Okay, so tell me what happened.”
 
“Today is exactly one year since she broke up with me. I was suddenly feeling sad and this is the place I come to when I feel sad. Worst is, I can’t even smoke now,” there was a diffident smile on his face.
 
“I’m sorry, were you two very close? Why did she break up, was she unhappy with you?”
 
“We were very, very close,” the way he said it made it seem more than close probably intimate Meera thought. Again that feeling of jealousy.
 
“Then, why did you break up?”
 
“We were very happy together, she was very happy with me but she said she can’t come and live here in India, I have to go to her country.”
 
“Don’t you want to settle in a nice overseas country?”
 
Prabu looked sad,” I am the only son. I want to be here for my parent’s old age.”
 
How sweet of him, he sacrificed his love for the sake of his parents, she thought. “Couldn’t you convince her?”
 
“No she was adamant, anyway I have got over it now,” but his look said that was not so.
 
Meera placed a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. This was the first time she was placing her hand on him. “It’s okay. Take it easy. You will find another girl who will appreciate you.”
 
That woman is going to be you, Prabu thought. The white woman was a so-called girlfriend. Theirs was not a serious relationship. They got close as they worked in the same complex. She found him to be a good sex partner nothing more. After a while she left back for her own country and that was the end of their time together. Prabu wanted to create sympathy for him. He also wanted to see Meera’s reaction when she learnt he had a girlfriend. He was ecstatic when he could see her jealousy before she hid her feelings.
 
She was ripe and ready to get involved in an affair. She just did not realise it. Quite a bit of time had passed between them. He needed to move to the final step. This was just the start to it. This was the most dangerous time, suddenly he could find that he had misread the signals she was involuntarily giving and things could become a mess. But he was quite confident he would achieve his aim. Getting her to sleep with him the first time was the key. After that he was certain he would give her enough pleasure for to be unable to resist continuing the affair. He left that place that day full of happiness for his soon to be victory.

Seduction continues….

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Sorry everyone, I did not have my laptop for last few days. I only did the translation into Tamil my last post in English only yesterday. I will try to write one episode today.

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This is it Prabu thought, this is the make or break point. Am I going to get that heavenly body or am I going to get heavy berating or maybe even beating. If there is no risk then there is no reward. The reward here is something he has been dreaming about for so many weeks now. He had a certain confidence that he had assessed her right. She is ready but she doesn’t know it and she won’t make any steps. He had to do it. He has to push her over the edge of sexual debauchery. Once that mental barrier is overcome Prabu believed she had a high degree of libido that has been supressed and is lying dormant for the right person to awaken it. He was the one who was going to do awaken that simmering volcano of lust that belied her wholesome image.

 
He didn’t go to Saravanan’s house for two days. Meera was beginning to wonder what had happened. She was in a flux. She needed to know what happened but unless he called or came there, she would not be able to find out. She herself would not be able to call him. Finally desperately she decided to call his house. If his parents or sister picked up the phone, she would keep the phone down without speaking. Even then it took a lot of courage for her to call his house. She took the receiver in her hands several times and put it back without calling him. After a great debate within herself she finally made the call with trembling fingers. She suspected that he was still upset about his broken love affair with the white woman. She actually felt a little jealous that the woman had such a hold on him. Him thinking of the day they broke up must have stirred all his old feelings within him.
 
He actually was quite cheerful all this time when he was here. In fact, that was how he was from the time my husband introduced him to me. Why this sudden change of mood. Why this sudden pining for his lost love. This greatly puzzled Meera. Something else must have triggered this but what is it she wondered.
 
The phone rang for awhile without anyone picking it up. Her heart was racing as the phone rang. Her courage failed her and she was about to put down the phone when someone on the other side picked up the receiver.
 
“Hello? Who is it?”
 
It was his voice, she had a little surge of emotions in her heart. “Hello, it’s me.”
 
He recognised her voice immediately. He had a great feeling of victory. She was going to be his. No question about it now.
 
“Hello, Meera, very surprised you called me,” though he was feeling elated he kept his voice dull.
 
“Hey, Prabu, what happened? You are missing for some time. Are you okay?”  
 
“Actually I am feeling a quite upset and sad. I am in no mood to go anywhere.”
 
“It’s because of your old girlfriend isn’t it? I know. Don’t be sitting around alone feeling morose. At least come and talk to me …. Or your friend,” Meera added as an afterthought meaning for him to speak to her husband.
 
This is what Prabu wanted. “I don’t know … I feel so sad, I want to be alone.”
 
“That’s not good. You better come here, at least you may feel better if you talk things over with me, I insist.” Meera said firmly.
 
As if very reluctant he said okay. “My parents and sister have gone out regarding matching her horoscope for a proposal received, I’ll come once they are back. They should be back anytime now.”
 
After Prabu kept the phone he smiled to himself. This was unexpected. He just wanted to wait three days before going to see her, but he never expected her to call. This may not be a big deal in the big cities, but this was very unusual for a woman in a place like this. He was sure he was going to successfully seduce her now.
 
Meera thought to herself, poor fellow is so upset that his love had broken up. This must have been his first love. I myself had never fallen in love when I was single so I don’t know that feeling or what it would be like if that love is broken off, she thought. It must really be really painful, I must try to console him. That is what friends are for. She tried to convince herself that concern was the only reason she had called him.
 
She heard the sound of Prabu’s motorbike stopping in front of her house. She eagerly went and opened the door. He walked in with a very sad look on his face. There wasn’t the usual cheerfulness in his face. This was a different Prabu that she was seeing.
 
“Come in, come in,” she welcomed him into her house.
 
He walked in slowly and sat on the sofa.
 
“Do you want a cup of coffee?” she asked him.
 
“Okay,” he said without his usual enthusiasm whenever she offered him coffee.
 
I must cheer him up she thought to herself as she walked into the kitchen. She came back in ten minutes with a hot tumbler of coffee and handed it to him. He took it in his hand but kept it on the table without drinking it.
 
“Come on, drink your coffee. What’s wrong with you, why are you so sad, drink up.”
 
“No, it’s hot. I’ll drink in a while,” he said in a lifeless tone.
 
She sat beside him on the sofa and spoke to him softly, trying to console him.
 
“Are you still thinking of that white woman? She does not understand your love. Why must you be sad thinking of her, besides it’s already more than a year now. Try to forget her.”
 
Prabu looked at her and said,” how did you know that it is because of my ex lover?”
 
“Well it’s written clearly on your face but tell me one thing.”
 
“What?”
 
“You did not seem to miss her from all the time I know you but why this sudden change. I don’t understand.”
 
“Meera, you don’t know how close we were. Don’t think of me wrong but we lived like husband and wife over there. For me it was strange but for her culture it was okay. Since I thought she would be my wife I too behaved as she wanted me to.”
 
Meera thought, what I thought was correct. He has been sexually intimate with her. His confirmation of what she suspected again induced a feeling of jealousy though she did not recognise it as such.
 
“Is that the reason you cannot forget her because you too had sex together.”
 
“No, it’s not that but I really loved her.”
 
“But you didn’t seem to miss her all this while you were here and coming to see me …us.”
 
“It was in the back of my mind but I did not show it. Also spending time here with you helped me to forget but I always thought that she would change her mind one day and call me but…..”
 
Prabu’s face was down not being able to speak anymore.
 
“But??? What changed now,” Meera asked again placing her hand on his shoulder in a sympathetic gesture.
 
“Now …my friend called me to say that he heard she was getting married in two days time. She wanted to call and tell me but didn’t know my number here.”
 
“So that’s the reason for this sadness. Life goes on, you will get over it.” She raised his head up, “we are here for you, don’t worry, things would become okay.”
 
Prabu looked at her and said huskily,” actually spending time with you made me slowly forget her it was just that hearing she was getting married stirred some old feelings within me.”
 
Meera did not know what to say so kept silent.
 
Prabu continued,” Now I am thinking why am I being so stupid. When I see you now she seems so unimportant to me.
 
Prabu hand slowly held her by her shoulders, his eyes met hers for a few moments then, before she realised he leaned forward and his lips latched on to hers. Soft lips were rubbing on soft lips.
 
He broke off the kiss for a few seconds,” you mean more to me now, you make me forget everything else.” His lips met her lips once more as he kissed her passionately. She forgot herself for a few moments and let him kiss her. It was only when his hands moved from her shoulder to her breast that she realised what she was doing. She quickly pushed him away and got up.
 
“What are you doing…this is wrong.. my god,” she started crying now. Not so much because he kissed her but because she let him and for a few moments her heart also welcomed his kiss.
 
“Meera, I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me, please don’t cry.”
 
Meera started crying loudly, “please go away, I want to be alone, please go.”



“Meera…I…..”
 
“Don’t say anything, just go…” she ran to her room and locked her door.
 
He quickly walked up to the room and could hear her sobbing. He tried calling for sometime but there was no response from her. Have I been too hasty, Prabu had that after thought.
Prabu felt he cannot push it now and he left. The next few days was him calling, cajoling, begging and she not answering the call at first.
 
“Meera I know I did wrong but I just could not help myself, please understand.”
 
“I’m so sorry to have upset you but I was also sad at that time and you were my only consolation. I know it’s wrong but you completely taken over my soul. I just could not control myself.
 
Prabu’s one believe that he would succeed was that she did not mention what happened between them to Saravanan. So, it was likely that subconsciously she welcomed his advances.
 
 For Meera, slowly listening to his explanations and begging slowly melted her heart.  With her own feelings of longing also becoming stronger, she on that fateful day gave herself to him.
 
Prabu could not sleep in the bus thinking of all this that had happened on that day more than two years ago. He did not want to think of his father’s situation as it would only give him greater anxiety, so he tried to distract himself by thinking of their first illicit coupling…
 
He had taken his time making love to her that day. They had kissed passionately for more than 15 minutes before he had even moved to undressing her and sucking on her breast. He had tasted every inch of her body to see her reactions and note her sensitive points. Her beautiful fleshy breasts were one of them. Her distended nipple was tortured by his lips and tongue. He suckled on those two rubbery half inch points that had suckled two kids. Her exposed breasts were all that he dreamt they would be when they had been covered by her clothing. They were big and firm and beautiful.
 
At last he could knead that warm flesh, drink on those sweet nipples. She had a great body for a mother of two kids. She was naturally slim. She did not specifically do anything to keep herself slim. She was lucky in that way. He had kissed and licked every inch of her soft but firm stomach. She had squirmed when he had done that. It was something she was not used to. So it was even more enjoyable for her. She had trim black curls in a triangle around her pussy. At last he was seeing that fabulous treasure that only Saravanan had seen. He went one better than Saravanan. Not only had his fingers explored all her sensitive erotic spots in her pleasure tunnel but his tongue was the first tongue to know the sweetness of their taste. She was so aroused that she had plenty of love juice to feed him to his hearts content. Drink he did on the nectar of her open flower. He drank till her body shuddered in ecstasy.
 
Finally he was able to take her chastity fully. She lay there on her back, her legs spread open and pressed back up to her sides. Her pussy was thrust out with the petals of her womanhood open ready for his pole to enter into her body. He thrust his rod in, inch by inch. Her mouth would gasp as each inch of his hot flesh rubbed tightly against her wet tight flesh as it entered in. The gold mangalsutra lying between her breasts caught his eyes as he was penetrating her pussy. It evoked conflicting emotions in him. It excited him in showing that he was stealing someone else’s property but made him slightly uneasy that that someone else was his friend.
 
He started pumping slowly. His hot hard flesh moving in and out slowly pulling her wet inner flesh along on his flesh. Soon his thick love pole was coated with her sticky fluid. His cock went in and out of her pussy more easily. Her hands that were gripping and crushing the bedsheet slowly came around over his back. Her legs locked over his as body gently thudded on her. He squeezed and sucked on her nipples as his hips slowly gathered momentum.
 
“Meera, humph…humph……”
 
“hhaa…     hhaa…. hhaa…. Prabu… ng.. hhaa… ng….,” Meera’s moans were in rhythm to her gasping. 
 
“mm….. mmm…..  ,” Prabu’s kissing would periodically muzzles her groans of pleasure.
 
Fucking Meera was all Prabu thought it would be, in fact more than what he thought it would be.  Seeing her face contorted in pleasure made even more blood gush into his cock making it expand even further and hard as steel. The grip of her fingers on his back and her hands running over them with her nails raking his body told him that she was also feeling that same degree of pleasure he was.
 
Sweat slowly started drenching their bodies because of the immense sexual heat they were generating. At that time it was not love but pure lust, they needed to douse the intense lust with their love fluid. She was wailing, sniffling, crying not in pain but with uncontrollable pleasure. Prabu was afraid he would not be able to control himself because he finally was fucking the woman who had captured his mind from the first day he saw her but he was determined to take her to heaven before he sought his own release.
“Prabu…sss… ohh….  ohh…. god… ohh….”
 
Prabu had been humping for about ten minutes when with a great sob Meera’s body started spasming. ‘AAhhh……..,” a great cry escaped her as she tightly clung on to his body, biting into his shoulder. Her body trembled for over a minute as waves and waves of bliss washed over her body.
 
Prabu was not far behind in a few minutes after that his humping became ragged and fast. “Meera I’m going to come, can I?”
 
He was asking to bathe her womb with his seed.
 
Meera still had enough wits about her. “Don’t shoot inside…please.”
 
Prabu just before he came quickly pulled out. His cock jerked four or five times as it spewed it’s thick fluid over her pubic hair and stomach. They did not make love again that day as it was getting late. However, after that day we did it so many times in so many ways all over her house Prabu thought. He somehow fell asleep. When he reached his hometown very sad news awaited him. While he was thinking of Meera on his way home his father had passed away just before sunrise. He had not been able to see his father alive for the last time at least.      

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Prabu was supposed to keep his things in his house and then go to the hospital in the neighbouring town to see his father. The journey would not have taken more than 40 minutes but now everything has changed. He was told to stay at home as the body would was expected to reach his home around 10am. Yes, his father was now just the ‘body’. No more living, laughing highly respected person.  Prabu was devastated that he was the cause for his father’s untimely demise. How it must have hurt the old man to see his only son engaged in such a disgusting behaviour.

 
He was much respected in the town not only because of his education and position as a teacher but also because of his impeccable public and private behaviour. It must have been particularly disturbing for him, to have actually witnessed his son, engaging in sex with another man’s wife, that too the wife of a man who he respected very much. Prabu thought that just banning him did not ease the anguish in the mind of his father. He just could not accept that his flesh and blood had such a depraved character and could engage in such a nefarious act. This had slowly gnawed at the conscience of his father and had let to this rapid decline in his health.
 
I have taken away at least ten years of my father’s life and yet all the way here to see him I was thinking again of the very same acts that I had done to cause this to happen to my father Prabu thought in anguish. Why am I so weak as far as this sin of the flesh is concerned. The house was busy with friends and relatives helping to make preparations for the funeral. Apart from them talking to him to convey their condolences they did not otherwise be of any disturbance. They wanted to give him the space to grief in private. His mother was the first one to arrive back home along with his sister and his brother in law. His mother was distraught by the death of her beloved husband of 32 years. She and his sister ran to Prabu and hugged him as tears fell down their cheeks.   
 
“You have come at last to see your father’s dead body….oohhh….Prabu mother cried, how much he missed you yo would never know.”
 
“Anna (elder brother) why didn’t you come earlier, did you just come to see his dead body,” his sister wailed in agony.
 
Prabu could not say anything as tears fell down his cheeks. How could he tell her that he was the cause for their beloved father’s early death.
 
There was another great commotion of uncontrollable tears as his father’s body arrived back home. The last time so many people had gathered in this house was for the joyous occasion of his sister’s wedding. Well that day probably had a direct link to why this house is immersed in this sorrow now. It was soon after this that Saravanan had brought that old woman home to be with Meera and he was forced to lure her outside to quench his lust for her. If he had not done that his father would have never seen him and Meera together. So Saravanan must have seen something just before he brought that old woman home Prabu guessed. Only two things happened at that time. One was he and Meera had kissed and fondled each other in the old house behind this house and the second one was on the third day after the marriage of his sister he had gone to Saravanan’s house full of ardour to mate with his adulterous lover.
 
They had not had sex together for a while at that time mainly because of Saravanan’s suspicions. The little fondling that they engaged in at the back of the house only served to whet their sexual appetite. They had fucked very ardently two times that morning. Their pent-up desires made that sexual coupling very passionate and satisfying. Saravanan must have seen one of the two incidents Prabu surmised. Meera had told him that Saravanan had not come home for lunch that day. She had told him that she had spent more than half an hour cleaning their bedroom and changing the bedsheets where they had made love. At that time, she told him that seeing those crushed and scattered pink jasmine flowers on the crumpled bedsheet had made her smile thinking how vigorously their bodies had writhed on the bed. Then that same night Saravanan had brought that old woman home.
 
At that time only his lust mattered for Prabu and he had foolishly dismissed all this as coincidence. He had even reassured Meera that this was the case, a coincidence and nothing more. Now he realised that he had been thinking with his erect cock and not with his brains. He should have realised that something was wrong. Then again part of the reason he was lulled into a false sense that everything was okay was by the behaviour of Saravanan. He never expected any man would behave in such a dignified and restrained manner. As far as Prabu was concerned if any man had seen his wife in the sexual act with another man then there would have been a great upheaval and probably violence. That nothing of this sort happened made him falsely think that their affair was still a secret.
 
Now all has past. The one good thing was Meera did not know till the end that Saravanan was aware of her unfaithfulness. Her reaction if that had been known to her is what was unpredictable. Anyway he needed to be very careful in his behaviour now when Saravanan and Meera come to pay their respects as surely they would. He did not know how he would react. He did not have very long to find out.
 
His mother and his sister along with Prabu’s wife were sitting beside the coffin. They still could not control their tears though Prabu’s tears had somewhat dried up now. Added to this was the small group of old women sitting in a circle wailing as was the tradition in small towns and villages. Prabu was seated in a chair near the entrance of the house. His brother in law was seated beside him. When a car came had stopped just outside his compound Prabu’s heart gave a lurch. It was Saravanan’s car. The door at the driver’s side opened first and Saravanan emerged from it. He looked more or less the same from afar. Then his heart stopped for a second as the other door opened. When he saw Meera getting out there was a small stirring of emotions. She looked as beautiful as ever. Three years had not changed her much. Maybe she would have gained a kilo or two in weight but that sat well with her. He watched them walk towards the house. He unconsciously moved his chair back a feet or so as if he wanted to move into the shadows.
 
As they walked in they did not notice him. The walked straight to the coffin. Saravanan placed a garland around Prabu’s father.
 
“Look at ‘appa’ I am not going to see him again,” sobbed Prabu’s mother hugging Saravan.
 
Meera hugged Prabu’s sister as she cried.
 
“Where is Prabu?” Saravanan asked.
 
Prabu’s mother pointed him out to Saravanan. Hearing this Meera too looked in the direction where she was pointing. Meera’s heart started racing as her eyes sought out her old secret lover. Saravanan walked up to Prabu and pulled up a chair to sit beside him.
 
“I’m very sorry Prabu for your loss, he died too young, I expected he would live for a few more years at least.”
 
“Thank you, Saravana. Thank you for coming.”
 
“You don’t have to say that, how would I not come to see ‘appa’.”
 
“Saravana, this is my brother in law, you met him during the marriage.”
 
“Yes, I remember him. Unfortunate that we meet again in this sad occasion.”
 
The men were talking generally for a while. Prabu wanted to Saravanan so many things, especially to apologise and give the reason for breaking his promise of not ever coming back but with his brother in law also being present there he was unable to do so. There would be a better time after all the funeral is over for me to explain everything to him Prabu thought. He was very careful not to look in the direction of Meera even for a second. Would she be doing the same that is avoid seeing him or would she covertly steal glances at me Prabu wondered.
 
This was a very different situation to the last time they made furtive eye contact in this very same hall. As like today there were many people in this room but Meera and Prabu only had eyes for each other. The difference being this was in the morning and that was in the evening. Yes, evening, the time suited for romance even clandestine illicit romance. When their eyes met for a few seconds there would be a secret smile exchanged. Hers shy, amorous, his bold lustful.
 
His eyes would roam over her body, boldly admire the bare curve of her hips and the exposed fair stomach. She would pull her saree as if to hide it from him but then again let it slide away for him to look at it with wonton desire. When she moves so that he had a side view of her, his eyes would look at her large breast straining within the confines of her bra and tight blouse. He would lick his lips making her blush but at the same time a shiver of excitement would pass through her body. He had already aroused her in this manner so much so that when they secretly met behind the house her pussy was already moist even before they started kissing.
 
Now today it was a somber occasion. There was no place for sexual desire now at this place. That desire was the reason that this had happened in the first place. However, humans are inherently weak. They say nature made the instinct for sex, the need to procreate, the second strongest instinct after the instinct for survival. There was a latent desire within the both of them. Their affair had not run it’s full course when excitement dies down, the newness is lost and even the sex does not seem as wonderful as it was in the beginning. Because it stopped so suddenly only the memory of how pleasureful and delicious their time together remained in their mind. If an opportunity arose then it would require a strong will to resist the fire of lust once again.  
 
Prabu was called to because he had to perform certain rituals. For that he needed to go near his father’s body. Meera was still sitting there with Prabu’s sister. She had looked at Prabu’s wife sitting beside them with a touch of envy and jealousy. She was dismayed to note that she was quite pretty too. Prabu was aware that Saravanan was probably looking at him … and also his wife. She, being so close how am I going to resist looking at her he thought but resist I must, Prabu was determined. Meera felt a certain emotion of excitement as she glanced at him with only her eyes raised without raising her head. He only had a dhoti around his waist and was bare bodied. A body that was very familiar to her. Her fingers had caressed and run over that body.  She had kissed that body making him shiver in pleasure. Her body had been crushed under the weight of that body with her breast mashed against his chest many times. A body that had been marked by her teeth and her nails as if it say it belongs to me but now it actually belongs to someone else.
 
He had to actually stand quite close to her. Ah that familiar masculine smell of his body that she knew only too well. There were so many people around them but at the same time it was as if there was only the two of them here. Why does he not to want to even glance at me for a few seconds she thought in sadness. Is that why he left without saying anything to me. Had he got everything he wanted from me and he was fed up of my body. No that was not possible. Even on that last day what did he say to me??? Ah yes ‘tell me if your hunger is appeased then I will let you go’. This was in response to her asking him that he had enjoyed her so many times isn’t your hunger for me appeased yet, Meera recalled. Yet even now he is ignoring me. I need to meet him and find out why. But how?
 
Prabu was doing as the elders told him to do so. For that those sitting around the coffin had to move slightly back. That’s when Prabu had to look up and around. For a second or two Prabu’s and Meera’s eyes met. It was as if an electric current passed between them. Prabu quickly moved away and Meera’s eyes dropped. It was so brief that no one should have noticed that, but one pair of eyes did. Saravanan’s eyes did because it was watching for that unlike the others who did not note anything out of the ordinary.

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Tamil people are lucky to cherish the literature. Can we have translated version atleast?
Dear Krish world, kindly make english version through Google translator and post. I know, there will be shortcomings. We will manage, till author does not comply with.

Think favourably.

I am currently doing this story (Pink Jasmine) in dual languages, i.e. Tamil and English and therefore pressed for time to undertake anything else. After the completion of this story I will do the translation of 'A Wife's anxiety' before doing 'He, She, Husband'. I do not intend to write any story in Tamil after this for quite sometime and hence would be able to concentrate on the translation effort. That would however mean that readers would have to wait for a while till this story reaches it's conclusion. However in the meanwhile, I have no objections to anyone doing the translations if they would want to take the trouble to do so.

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Dear Manas,

I am sorry. Doing a raw translation of the story will not help get the real essence of it. If game40it do the translation, he can improve many areas of the story where he felt like changing after writing it and based on the user comments.  That will help give a best version to the english readers. The stories 2,3 and 4 are written during the time when he started writing the stories. Slowly he would have improved his style before coming out with the last three stories. Story 3 is a very short one. i guess that is the first story he wrote. 

@game40it: Your views please

In one area you are right. It won't be just a direct translation from me. I would add quite a bit of embellishments to the stories. I would do , A wife's dilemma (I think this more accurately describes the essence of the story that A Wife's distress) and He She Husband. I don't know about the others yet if I have a mind to do that. For me to do it it would not be immediate.

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Why did sparks fly when our eyes met albeit for a very brief few seconds, thought Meera as her heart fluttered in a thrilling feeling. Even those brief couple of seconds was enough for Meera to read the desire in his eyes. That look in those eyes were the same as when he would look at her as she lay naked on the bed waiting for him to ravish her body. So, his yearning for me has not diminished at all she thought. It would have hurt her if all the desires were only on her part. If that had been the case, then It would have confirmed that he had only used her. It would mean that after, he had his fill of the pleasures he desired from her body he had cast her aside as if she was nothing to him. That naked desire in his eyes that had first aroused her own desires was still there she thought. Any woman would feel proud that a man could want her so much.

 
Does he look at his wife the same way? She didn’t think so. Or is it she hoped it wasn’t so. Otherwise she was nothing special to him as he had so often said to her when he had first seduced her. So, if his desire for her is as strong now as it first was then, then why did he abruptly leave her without as much as a word. As far as his marriage was concerned maybe he was forced to marry his Mama’s (maternal uncle) daughter but he could have at least told that to me. Did he fear I would react badly to him getting married? I am well aware I have no hold on him, Meera thought to herself. I am married with two kids and therefore getting into a committed relationship with Prabu was inconceivable. However, for those precious days they were together she felt so alive. She was re-living the youth that she had lost. She knew then for the first time how it felt to be courted by a man, a feeling she never experienced due to her strict upbringing. The love banter, the cuddling before passionate love making. Being in love she never knew could be so beautiful. She had hoped that fantasy world she had built for herself and was living in could have extended for a bit longer.
 
I know there is no long-term future for us, Meera acknowledged to herself but if she accepted that then what did she expect from Prabu. Didn’t she say to herself that she only wanted to confront Prabu to know what made him leave without telling her knowing that that would hurt her and there was no other intent than this on her part in wanting to meet him.
 
“You silly woman, who are you fooling. It took just one look from him and your heart flutters, your body trembles and if he had reached for you, you would have cuddled into his arms,” Meera scolded herself.
 
She was afraid and also excited at the same time that if she met Prabu in a private place it won’t be long before she would be lying in his arms and their delightful affair would again blossom. How she would want those lips to be latched on to hers again. For him to suckle on her breast again. To lay beneath him once again as his long thick manhood stretches her pussy lips as it had so many times before. Those waves of pleasure that was still not forgotten even after almost three years now, would again wash through her body. Yes, she accepted to herself, you know what’s hidden deep in your heart, no point fighting it. But her pride would not allow her to throw herself at him. He needed to explain himself, to cajole her, before she gave herself to him once again. Another though struck her. Would he want her. Maybe he would not want to be unfaithful to his wife. She dismissed that thought immediately as she had just seen the same desire in his eyes for her as she had for him.
 
However, he is a father now. Would that place more restraint on him. That thought brought a twinge of jealousy. His wife has something from him she could never have. Would she allow his fertile seeds to bathe her womb now unlike before when it had done only on very few occasions. Luckily those few occasions must have happened on my non fertile days, otherwise I may have been still nursing his child now. But does she sub consciously want that to happen this time.
 
That though made her think of her husband sitting nearby. She took a furtive glance at him. His eyes seemed to be on Prabu doing the last rites ceremonies. Would she allow Prabu to impregnate her. Would she descend to that despicable level. No, she thought, I can’t stoop so low. I have already greatly wronged him by being unfaithful to him with his friend. He is such a good man, a great father. I can’t humiliate him to that level even if he is unaware of it. Thank god he is unaware of my great betrayal of him. It would mortally wound his heart. I just can’t let that happen. Why must a man who has done no wrong suffer like this and yet I can’t help myself knowing I am the primary reason for this deceit and the wrong he suffers. The least I can do is see to it that he never comes to know of this. I have to be very careful she told herself. These times I may have now with Prabu must be my last with him. I hope to god my lust for him is sated this time around and I desire him no more after this. She really wasn’t sure if her fervent wish would ever come true.
 
Saravanan was supposedly looking at Prabu but was in actual fact looking at his wife. She seemed to be sitting with head lowered seemingly lost in her own thoughts. He could very well guess what must be running through his wife’s mind. Her old lover was there in very close proximity. There must be so many questions running through her mind. Primary among them was the reason for Prabu ceasing all contact with her all so suddenly. He had seen her lost in her thoughts and listless very many times over the course of these two plus years. He had hoped that she would eventually overcome her melancholy and become the old Meera over the course of time. He had believed that time would be the great healer. Now he knew that his was but a forlorn hope.
 
He did not fail to notice the sparkle in his wife’s eyes when her eyes met Prabu’s eyes briefly. He could not see Prabu’s eyes at that time as he was looking away from him and at his wife. What would have been in Prabu’s eyes at that time he speculated. Was it the same desire that his wife displayed at seeing her lover. Probably was. He had to make the painful acceptance that his wife’s desire for another man remained undiminished even after all this time. He was aware that Prabu had made every effort not to look at his wife or make any sort of eye contact with her. He was trying to uphold his promise to him that his involvement with his wife had truly ended and he would never interfere in their lives again. Even with that determination he still was unable to resist looking directly at Meera even though it was for not more than a second or two. That showed he still desired her and he too was not able to drive Meera away from his mind.
 
What amount of delight that they must have shared when they had mated together. He however had seen them copulating two times. In one instance he had only seen parts of their body entwined in his own bed but in the other instance he had a full view of their mating. In both instance Meera’s squeals of delight confirmed the high intensity of pleasure that Prabu had given her. That thought made him jealous, after all he was a man and it was humiliating that his wife found greater happiness in another man’s arms than his own. He tried to keep himself detached from the baser feelings that torture a man. He really did want his wife to be happy but could that be at the expense of his own self-respect. Could he tolerate his wife enjoying the pleasures of sex with another man by turning a blind eye to their affair. Could he find peace in just having his wife take care of his and his children’s needs without interfering in her own private pleasure. Basically was he willing to share his wife with another man. Even if she had failed him in her loyalty to him she had been a good mother to his kids.
 
He did not find it arousing in any way seeing Meera engaged in the sex act with Prabu.  It caused no stirring in his loin. (In a small town where he resides the concept of cuckoldry was alien to the people at the time this was happening in the mid-eighties of the last century). All it did was cause feelings of anger, degradation, sorrow and pain. If he was to tolerate and ignore the continuance of their adultery, he would have to overcome all these feelings. He knew Meera would take care of the kids well. She would also make sure the household is properly run and would not neglect him. So, should he begrudge the happiness she sought through Prabu??
 
Saravanan tried to formulate in his mind his next course of action. He still needed time to plan his next move. He had brought Meera here to actually access her feelings and those of Prabu’s. He did not find it comfortable to let things fester as it is. Now he had noted that their lust for each other was still evident. What about Prabu. He now has a wife and kid. If his wife ever gets a whiff of what is happening between her husband and my wife, then everything could be ruined if a big confrontation occurs between them, surmised Saravanan. All his efforts to tolerate everything for the sake of his kids and the good name of the family would be in ruins. Therefore, the safest place for them to continue their affair would again be his home. He would have to avoid going into his own house if he were to come back home and find Prabu’s vehicle parked in front or behind his house. He would have to go away till their tryst is over. He had no desire to see them engaging in any erotic acts. What if she suddenly says one day that she is pregnant. Surely that would be Prabu’s child that she would be nurturing in her womb. What would he do then???
 
After they had come back home after the funeral, Saravanan had taken his bath and gone to his shop. Meera started to bathe herself after her husband had gone to his business premises. As she took her bath she recalled once again how he looked after seeing him again after so long. He was still that handsome guy with the masculine body that had so enamoured her. The thrill she felt with him so lose by. Absentmindedly her hands started caressing her body as her mind was filled with the image of her adulterous lover. They had had sex even in this very same bathroom. They would be tightly embracing and kissing as the water from the shower would be pouring down over their bodies.
 
Prabu would love to kiss and lick her body here as he would say,” don’t worry the water would wash away my saliva from your body.”  
 
He would fondle her body on the pretext of soaping her and when the water washes away the soap he would again suck on her tits and lick her all over requiring her to wash once again. Meera started caressing her breasts thinking of that. She hand been on the floor on her knees here and had sucked his huge cock. He would hold her head with both his hands and move his hips back and forth slowly fucking her mouth.
 
“This is great, why has Saravanan never tried this with you here,” he would ask.
 
Her husband was conservative and would not try things like this. This is what she missed most about Prabu. The different things he would try to keep the sex pleasurable and interesting. Meera started fingering her pussy as she thought of the last time Prabu and she had fucked here under the shower. She had her hands on the wall with her body slightly bent and her hips thrust back. She had her legs well spread as Prabu had held her hips and had thrust his wonderful pole deep in her pussy. He had grunted as he thrust his hips in and out again and again. She had moaned loudly as she thrust her hips back to meet his thrust. In that confined space her moans and his grunts combined to ring out very loudly. He had thrust in so deep in this manner that she felt like the tip of Prabu’s cock was banging on her stomach. Water poured down their bodies as he kept fucking till Meera came twice.
 
After her second orgasm Meera’s legs were trembling and she could not stand properly. That’s when he pulled out, told her to turn around and garb his cock. She had stroked him fast eagerly waiting to see his sperm shoot out like a fountain. Prabu was staring fascinated at her hand moving very fast over his shaft. She started sucking on his nipple to make him reach his peak quickly. Meera was so pleased to hear him groaning and grunting from the pleasure she was giving him. Finally, his cock started jerking and the first two spurts of his sperm joining the water falling from the shower. Meera quickly took his cock in her mouth taking the rest of his life fluid as she sucked him. Meera gasped as those thoughts made Meera come very quickly in a pleasurable orgasm. Seeing Prabu again, being so close to him had made Meera orgasm so quickly.  Prabu had told her that day that it was one of the most intense orgasms that he had ever experienced. Would she be giving Prabu that pleasure again under this shower now that he is back.
 
Three days had passed since the funeral. Saravanan decided that it was time to talk to Prabu privately. He was just about to call him when the phone in his shop rang. Saravanan picked up the receiver. Talk of the devil, it was indeed Prabu who was calling him.
 
“Saravana, can I come to see you?”
 
“I was just about to call you and you are calling me. Okay let’s meet. There are many things I need to talk to you.”
 
“Same here Saravana, where shall we meet?”
 
“Come to the old abandoned temple in say about thirty minutes.”
 
“No, Saravana, why there. Let’s meet some place else.” Prabu did not like going to the place where his father first found out about his affair with Saravanan’s wife.”
 
“No, that would be the right place for what I want to talk to you,” Saravanan said and kept the phone down.  

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is this pic of saravanan and prabhu's wife ?
Because We had been told many time meera have large breast with little shagging.

  Tried searching the net for scenes appropriate to the situation. This was the best I could find. What to do.

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Just finished and posted the translation of my last post in English into Tamil. Will start the next update in English tomorrow.

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When Saravanan’s car reached the old temple grounds he could see Prabu’s motorbike already parked there. That same motorbike. Looks like he had not sold it yet and it must have been left back here when he left the place. Prabu was nowhere to be seen. He must be inside the shade of the old temple hall. It was very hot and bright at 3 in the afternoon unlike that gloomy evening more than two years ago. That gloom that day reflected the gloom in my heart, Saravanan thought. Strangely his mind seemed to be much more at ease now than it has been for quite some time. Maybe because he had stopped dithering and had finally decided to take action.

 
Saravanan walked into the hall and saw Prabu sitting on one of the outcrop ledges. He was completely bald and had no moustache. He had clean shaven as was the practice after having lit the pyre for the final rite of his father’s funeral. What had he said then, that his father had forbidden him even to perform the last rites for his (father’s) funeral as was his right to do so. Now look at him, that privilege was not denied to him. Anyway, I shouldn’t get upset about it. If Prabu had been missing at the funeral it would have left the tongues of the town folks wagging. It would have served no purpose other than for me to be vindictive in this matter, if I had protested his coming here to his mother, Saravanan rightly thought.  In any case it was also good that this had happened. Now I can put an end to this limbo in our triangular relationship, that is between, me, Meera and Prabu. Saravanan walked up to Prabu who stood up when he saw Saravanan approaching.
 
“Hi, Prabu, have you been waiting for long?”
 
“No, I came just five minutes ago.”
 
“Has everything been settled properly after your father’s funeral? Saravanan made some small talk before going on to the main purpose of meeting Prabu here.
 
“Yes, mostly. There is some legal formalities left which I would settle after coming back from Chennai.”
 
“What, you are going to Chennai?”
 
“Yes, I have to though people here said I should not leave the house. Sometimes we can’t follow all the old practices.”
 
“What’s so urgent you have to go now itself. Your mom and sister would need you here at this unfortunate time.”
 
“I know but I had just started a business there and it needs my urgent attention. I would be back in a week or so.”
 
“Well can’t you sell out to someone or wrap it up and come here. Your mom would need you here now that your father is no more.”
 
“That is not possible, I had invested quite a lot of my money in it. Till the business picks up it would not have much value if I were to sell out. I need to work out on it.”
 
“Oh, is it. Then why don’t you take your mother with you. She would feel very lonely without your father being here anymore. At least seeing her grandchild would be some sort of solace for her.”
 
“Did you not think I would have asked her, but she refuses. She says she won’t leave the house where she had spent almost all her adult life. I tried persuading her but she is very adamant.”
 
Prabu thought to himself,” Isn’t it ironic. When I was trying to seduce Meera, I gave her a big cock and bull story that I would not be able to run a business simply because I would want to spend all my time with my wife if she was as beautiful as she (Meera) was. That was just to flatter her and get her to give herself to me. Now that I have responsibilities, in the real-life situation, livelihood becomes important. Being free and spending all your time trying to seduce another man’s wife is fine but now that you have a family to run with the accompanying responsibilities it’s quite another. Now I know the difficult position Saravanan was on.”
 
Finally, he is realizing what it is to be a responsible husband and father thought Saravanan. How would he feel if he spent a lot of time trying to make a success of his business and some other man used this opportunity, when his (Prabu’s) wife would surely feel lonely and neglected, to seduce her. It would always be painful if the shoe is on the other foot.
 
“When are you going to Chennai? Is your wife and child following you?”
 
“No, they will be here, I am going alone. I am leaving at 9pm today. I have still quite a few things pending at home. After talking to you, I would have to go back early to settle things at home.”
 
So, even after this the real answers I am seeking will have to wait for a week thought Saravanan. He didn’t expect this. He thought Prabu would be remaining here longer and all the answers he was seeking would be answered soon.
 
“Okay, come with me Prabu,” Saravanan said and started walking further inside.
 
Prabu was perplexed. We could have talked here, why is he going further inside he thought as he followed Saravanan. Suddenly the realisation came to him that Saravanan had taken him to the exact same spot that he last had sex with Meera. Prabu felt very uncomfortable. It was one thing to be talking about what had gone on in the past but to do so at the very spot he had betrayed a friend’s trust was making him feel very uneasy.
 
“Do you remember this place,” Saravanan asked looking at the spot he watched Prabu fucking his wife. That time when he was here watching Prabu entwined with his wife on the floor, both of them naked and Prabu rutting like a stag as he took his wife, was a very humiliating and painful experience. Now however he was detached from all emotions.
 
Prabu was dismayed. Saravanan was making it a more difficult situation of it than it already was.
 
“Please Saravanan, let’s go somewhere else and talk.”
 
“Why? Isn’t this the appropriate place to discus what we intend to?”
 
Prabu thought that Saravanan had brought him here to emphasise that he had seen everything before and that it was a stark reminder not to see or pursue his wife in anyway as he had sworn before.
 
“I can’t tell you how much I regret what I did to you Saravana. I know that no matter what, it was an unforgivable act by me but as I had sworn to you, I will not meet with your wife or make any attempt to make any type of contact with her again.”  
 
Is that what you are thinking this is all about thought Saravanan to himself. You are sorely mistaken my so called ‘friend.’
 
“What if Meera contacts you, what would you do?”
 
Prabu was shocked at the question. He was flabbergasted and did not know what to say for a moment. Then he somewhat recovered himself.
 
“Please Saravanan I told you not to suspect her anymore, it was not her fault. It was I who had continuously pursued her and had used her weakness to seduce her. She loves you very much. She won’t indulge in this sort of affair anymore.”
 
Prabu was once again echoing the words he spoke the last time when they met and he came to apologise and make his oath never to interfere in their lives again. Saravanan looked at him speculatively.
 
“Okay then, let me ask you this and I want an honest answer. I can read you very well and will know if you are lying. Do you still think of Meera? Do you still desire her?”
 
Prabu did not expect this question. His shock and his expression gave him away. He knew that if he attempted to lie, Saravanan would know straightaway.
“Saravanan I….,” he did not know how to go on.
 
“Never mind tell me the truth. Enough of you hiding your real intentions when you frequented my house before.”
 
“I won’t lie to you Saravana, yes I could not forget Meera, and yes I still have desire for her but as I had promised I will not allow my baser emotions to rule me again. I would never try to establish a sexual relationship with your wife once more.”
 
“You didn’t answer my question wholly. You may not want to but what if Meera calls you and says she wants to talk to you and then when you meet, she expresses she still desires you. At that instance can you still keep to your promise?”
 
“No, no Saravana, don’t ever think that. She would never do that. I swear, she will not be unfaithful to you again.”
 
“Well let me tell you, I have seen her suffer being unable to forget you, even after now almost three years now.”
 
Prabu in his heart already knew this. When their eyes met ever so briefly at his father’s funeral, he could see that their desire for each other was mutual. Even that being the case he had to assure Saravana that he would not compromise on his sworn oath.
 
“I’m so sorry Saravana, it’s all my fault. If our affair had not started all these complications would have never arose. In time she will forget me, the best thing is I avoid coming back here as much as I can after all this is over.”
 
“As you said, it’s almost three years, how much more time you think is going to be needed. If you avoid coming here do you think Meera will simply forget you. Do you really believe I will get my old Meera back again?”
 
Prabu was lost for words and did not know what to say.
 
Seeing him silent Saravanan asked,” first tell me, you said you wanted to meet me? For what purpose?”
 
Prabu now looked up at Saravanan’s face and said,” I wanted to apologise for breaking my promise and coming back here. It was on my mother’s insistence. My mother informed me that she had informed you about it and that you did not object.”
 
“Is that all?”
 
“No, I wanted to thank you for being so kind and allowing me to see my father one last time.”
 
Prabu paused for a few seconds and then continued,” most of all I wanted to reassure you that I will not break the promise made to you.”
 
Saravanan waited for a while to see if there was anything else. Seeing none he started speaking.
 
“When did you think I knew about your affair with my wife?”
 
Prabu had a few doubts on it but decided to play safe and say,” the time you saw us here in this place?”
 
“No, I had a few suspicions. I knew that you two had started having some sort of attachment to each other but did not know to what extent.”
 
Prabu was looking at Saravanan’s face as he was hearing for the first time what had happened before that he and Meera were not aware of.
 
Saravanan continued after a brief pause,” The night before your sister’s wedding I had asked your father that I needed to ease myself and with a lot of ladies busy near the kitchen I could not use the bathroom.”
 
Hearing this it began to dawn on Prabu that what he thought could have happened did actually happen.
 
“Your father told me to go to the back of your old unused house behind. That’s when I saw the both of you. From your behaviour with one another I knew that you two already had an ongoing sexual affair.”
 
“Why didn’t you stop us then Saravana?”
 
“That was my foolishness. You see I loved my wife very much. I feared she would kill herself if she knew I was aware of her betrayal. I wanted to get back my old wife intact and wrongly thought if I was to make it impossible for the both of you to meet the then the affair would naturally die down. That’s why I brought Marimuththu’s mother home the next day.”
 
“I’m so sorry you had to see that Saravana. I don’t know what to say.”
 
“That was not all Prabu. Seeing you two like that had upset me so much that the next day I came back home early.”
 
Prabu felt a cold shiver running through him. He had been copulating with Meera the next day. Saravanan had seen more than he suspected. He had hurt someone who had trusted him more than he ever thought.
 
“My god, you had seen us then too. Please god forgive me. How I have hurt you Saravana, I know I am beyond despicable.”
 
“No point now Prabu. Meera still desires you and she still misses something from you, so…”
 
Prabu looked at him strangely, so…???
 
“I am going to propose something to you. I don’t want Meera to continue to suffer this unhappiness.”
 
Prabu started feeling the stirrings of excitement within him. Is Saravana going to propose what I think he is going to!!
 
“However, I have had enough of this concealment and deceit. I want you to talk to her. If you two still want each other then you can renew your sexual relationship.”
 
“Saravana, what are you saying… do you really mean it.”
 
“Prabu I would not simply say something as serious as this without meaning it but there are conditions..”
 
“What conditions,” there was eager excitement in Prabu now.
 
“You are to tell her that I know about your affair. Not only that but from when I had observed the two of you. That’s why I told you when are the times I saw you two together.”
 
Prabu knew it was not going to be as easy as he thought at first.
 
“This is so, so that Meera is aware I had already tolerated this much and she continuing now is not going to be any worse for me.”
 
“If Meera decides she doesn’t want an affair after knowing this then you are never to meet her again ever. If she wants to continue to have sex with you then there are to be rules.”
 
Prabu was feeling elation and a bit of uneasiness.
 
“With your business in Chennai, how often will you come here if you two restart your affair?”
 
Prabu thought for a minute. The opportunity to re-taste Meera’s voluptuous body excited him greatly. “I will try to come back at least twice a month.”
 
“Okay, I will give you opportunity for both of you to be together in my house. That is the safest place from discovery of this by anyone else. You have to park your bike way behind, hidden in the mango grove and use the back way to enter my house. Hardly anyone uses that way, chances of anyone seeing you is remote. Even if they do once in a long while they would assume it to be just a visit.” 
 
Looks like Saravanan has given a lot of thought to this thought Prabu.
 
“You are only to come on the time I had agreed to with you before. I do not want to have to come home when you are still there with Meera. Another thing, you are to use the guest room. No more on my bed.”
 
Yes, Prabu thought, he knows we used his bed but does he know we had used almost every other place in his home for our pleasures.
 
“I don’t want Meera to become pregnant. You need to take the necessary precautions.”
 
There was a sardonic look on Prabu’s face when he heard this. What was that look about Saravanan thought. Was it like, you are giving me your wife to fuck, then what can you do if I make her pregnant. What could he actually do thought Saravanan.
 
“My primary concern is the well being of my children. Let their mother be happy but they are not to ever find out about the behaviour of their mother. I don’t want them hurt like I was. If you two ever decide to move together say in Chennai, then you have to forewarn me. I will dispose of my business and go to maybe another state and restart life with my children, yes Meera will have to forego her rights to the children. They too will not want to be with her if she takes this type of decision. It would safe them a lot of pain and cruel teasing by others.”
 
Prabu could see a different Saravanan. One who was decisive, thought things out clearly and who could make the difficult decisions needed. No wonder he could overcome the odds and become successful in business. There was one more shocking revelation waiting for Prabu.
 
“You have to inform Meera that she now has to choose. If she wants to continue the affair with you then our married life is over. We will still live together for appearance sake, not even my kids would know but we will cease to be actual man and wife. I will live my life for the sake of my children henceforth. For my physical needs I can always look for temporary relief outside. She cannot have two husbands, she has to choose. I am unwilling to share my wife anymore, either physically or emotionally, either she is mine or she is yours. Earlier I had feared for her physical wellbeing but now I feel confident she won’t go to the extent of suicide. Whatever the decision I am ready for it but she has to make the decision now.”
 
“Why do you want me to talk this with her. You could have done it yourself.”
 
“There were two reasons for it. I needed to confirm that you still have desire for her though I more or less guessed that you had. So, it would be appropriate that you two talked it over before the decision is made. Secondly with me she may feel pressured and therefore not be comfortable to reveal her true wishes. Now she can make that decision and you can tell her that if her decision is to continue having sex with you, she need to be uncomfortable and have to admit it to me directly. Knowing her decision from you I will not mention anything nor she to me. We can even be civil to each other but I won’t look at her as my wife and she doesn’t need to treat me as her husband. I will not seek any sexual relief from her. In all but name she is your wife.”
 
“Okay Saravana, I will think about how to approach this but are you sure this is what you want.”
 
“Yes, I have thought this thing out thoroughly and my decision is made. One more thing, how you are going to deal with your wife in this matter is left to you. Only thing is it should not affect my reputation or the wellbeing of my kids.”
 
Prabu went back very pensive that day. This cannot be done in a hurry. Now that he is going to Chennai tonight, he can’t do anything about it now. This was in a way good. It would give him time to think things over. One thing that excited him was, he could now enjoy himself with Meera without having to fear that they would be found out.    

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Thank you all for your comments. I have to now do the translation of this last post for the Tamil Section of this story. The next update in English will only be after that.

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Thanks to all for your comments and appreciation. Just completed and posted the last English update into Tamil. I expect to have the next post in English ready by tomorrow.

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Saravanan watched as Prabu rode away on his motorbike. He had not failed to notice Prabu’s elation at first that he had an opportunity to renew his sexual relationship with Meera. He must have thought that I had simply resigned myself to the fact that my wife desires him sexually and I was simply going to yield my rights over her to him, in as far as sex is concerned of course thought Saravanan. Even if Meera had failed to understand correctly Prabu’s intentions towards her, he (Saravanan) had accurately judged to what extent Prabu was willing to go.

If only Meera had thought through thoroughly what had happened from the beginning she would have realised her great error in judgement. In the beginning when Prabu was attracted to Meera when he saw her in the temple, he would have realised even then that she was a married woman. Of course, he learnt that she was my wife only later after some discreet enquiries. Even knowing this fact that she was the wife of a friend he still lusted after her. Therefore, the only motivation he had was to enjoy sexual delights with the wife of another man. There was only lust and absolutely no feelings of love whatsoever. He had plotted from the beginning solely with the aim of wanting to fuck her thought Saravanan. 
 
He had played his cards right. What aided him greatly was my trusting nature. Betraying the trust of anyone, let alone a friend, would have never entered my mind, Saravanan thought with regret. Therefore, I had naively thought others would also abide by such principles. Now Saravanan had learnt a harsh lesson in his life. By nature, he was a kind, honest and morally upright person. Prabu on the other hand was morally corrupt. He may have voiced to Meera his dilemma between his desire for her and being pained by his great deceit to his friend but really that was all sham. True friends would go to a great extent for the well being of a friend and would be disgusted to even contemplate betraying a friend. Prabu had no such moral compunction. He delighted in using Meera for his pleasure. He fulfilled his sexual fantasies with her and would have continued to do so without any regret if his father had not put a stop to it.
 
Even now, Saravanan thought, when I told him that I would allow him to resume enjoying Meera sexually, how bright his face became. That was why Saravanan felt satisfaction when Prabu’s expression changed when he started laying down the conditions attached. Now Prabu was made aware he didn’t have a free pass to do what he wanted. Saravanan knew that all Prabu wanted was to come back every two weeks or so, fuck Meera a few times and go back to his wife and child. He would then come back the next time he was horny for the pleasures that Meera’s attractive body gave him. As far as Prabu was concerned, he was not bothered if he (Saravanan) treated Meera as his wife or not Saravanan correctly guessed. All that mattered to him was that Meera continued to fuck with him. In fact, Prabu would have thought that Saravanan not treating Meera as his wife henceforth would be beneficial to him. That would make Meera all the more hunger for his visit to quench her sexual appetite.
 
He would want this status quo to remain. He fucking her regularly while Meera continues to remain in Saravanan’s house albeit, practically as a glorified maid. Saravanan did not think that Prabu would ever want to set Meera up as his mistress or divorce his wife and marry her. Why should when he was readily getting all that he desired from her. Taking her as his mistress or wife would entail Prabu taking up greater responsibilities that he definitely would not want. The closeness he feels for Meera is mainly because of sexual intimacy unlike Meera who my actually have at least some feelings of love .. hmm or rather would you say feelings of attachment.
Now that brought Saravanan to the next question, what is Meera’s answer going to be. Would she forsake nearly ten years of marriage, her children, for the sexual pleasures she longs for with Prabu. This is going to be very difficult for her. She had been brought up in a strict household and this would be a cultural shock to her. Sleeping with a person other than her husband in secret is one thing but being bold enough to make it a permanent arrangement is quite another. However, choose she has to. There were no other alternatives for her. This was what perturbed Prabu greatly. He knew that Meera would feel greatly agitated and distressed if she knew that I was aware of her committing adultery thought Saravanan.
 
Things would have to come out in the open. I cannot continue to share her with Prabu thought Saravanan of the current situation prevailing. Even though he had not been physically sharing her, as far as he was concerned her emotions being torn apart towards the both of them was still just as bad. He also could not contemplate letting her have her pleasures and turn a blind eye to her adultery as he had first considered. It would have been distasteful thinking he would be kissing the very lips that had been kissing Prabu. Worst is to know that those lips would have been wrapped around Prabu’s cock on his regular visits made that thought especially nauseating. Then to have her embracing him as he made love to her knowing that she had been doing the same with Prabu as he rammed her pussy with his cock was just disgusting. So that’s why he had decided that she be either belonged to him or Prabu, not to both of them. Saravanan mind was filled with these thoughts as he drove back to his shop.
 
Prabu had a lot on his mind as he sat in the bus on his way to Chennai. He had not anticipated this turn of events when he came back here. He certainly didn’t expect Saravanan to make the proposal that he did. For him to do that he must have realised that Meera was still in need of the sexual bliss he had given her. It had been so obvious that Saravanan had been able to detect what was on Meera’s mind. Did she have the same type of thoughts that he had. When he was making love with his wife, he would imagine the many times that his cock had ploughed Meera’s tight pussy. He missed Meera’s passionate reaction as he fucked her. She would wrap her legs and arms around him in a tight impassioned embrace. Oh how her hips would meet his thrust as his cock slammed in and out of her wet cunt.  Her lips would greedily suck on his and her nails embedded in the flesh of his back when she was in the throes of uncontrollable bliss.
 
These are the pleasures he missed from Meera. His wife did not display this same degree of wanton lust. Hell, she didn’t even voluntarily suck his cock. He had to coax her and then too she did it only once in a while. Now he had a chance to enjoy those delights that he missed so much. Meera too must have imagined that it was he who was fucking her when Saravanan made love to her. This made his cock twitch in his underwear. His only worry was that Meera accepts what he intended to tell her and she does not get uncontrollably distraught on learning that Saravanan knew about their affair.
 
Prabu knew how much she cared for Saravanan. He (Prabu) had awoken her hidden lust. They sharing the close sexual intimacy and the pleasures from each other had elicited a sort of caring for him but he was not fool enough to think that she had forsaken her husband and was fully in love with him now. After each bout of sexual pleasure with him there will be accompanying sorrow at what she had done. In the beginning even as she orgasmed tears would flow down her cheeks. As time went on the tears dried up but the sorrow always remained though it had been pushed further back in her mind. He knew that when she was with him, she forgot everything else for those times together. The glow of happiness would even last for a while after that but regret, guilt and unhappiness at her behaviour never failed to slowly affect her eventually. She would often say she wanted this adulterous relationship to cease but he was always able to persuade her to give herself to him once again. Not even once she would allow him to speak about Saravanan in any demeaning manner. He too had to show her that he was equally sorry that he was betraying Saravanan and it hurt him to do so. He knew if he ever talked bad about Saravanan Meera would immediately stop the affair.
 
Prabu tried to keep the sexual aspect fresh as possible. He would have sex with her in various places in the house in different styles. He would fuck her in the hall leaning against the wall, lying on the sofa. He would do it on the dining table, sometimes on the kitchen ledge while the food was getting heated up Meera’s body would be getting heated up as he would fuck her with she sitting on the ledge with legs spread out and he standing between them as he shoved his rod in and out. He would give her a visual treat as they did it in with her on her knees on the bed and watching themselves mate in the dressing table mirror. All these were new and exciting for her. It was good that their affair ended when it did. Her memories of it was still enticing for her. Their actual sexual affair had only lasted a little over three weeks out of which they did not meet for more than a week one time when Saravanan had grown suspicious. So, their affair was relatively in its infancy.
 
Prabu had hoped that Saravanan would just agree to let Meera have her own pleasure. Him only meeting her about twice a month would have kept it exciting for sometime at least. Even then by about a year or two it would have lost its newness and Meera could have gone back to being only Saravanan’s wife once more. Now that was not possible. He also could not lie to Saravana that Meera agreed to continue their affair without really telling her about what Saravanan had asked him to do. In that case Saravanan would not touch her henceforth and Meera would eventually know everything when she asks Saravanan for the reason he was ignoring her. So, he had to persuade Meera to expect nothing more than just continue the affair. Who knows when eventually they decide enough is enough Saravanan may even accept Meera back again once he knew the affair was over and Meera did not want him (Prabu) anymore.
 
The week went by quite quickly for Prabu. He had settled some important issues regarding his business a day earlier than first anticipated. He had told Saravanan that he would only come back on the Saturday morning but here he was back in town on the Friday morning itself. He was going to meet Meera now before going back home. Saravanan or anyone at his home did not know that he was back. He was going to meet Meera at her home. He knew Saravanan will be in his shop and the children at college. He hoped the same thing would happen as it did before when he went to see Meera after coming back from Chennai (returning after shopping for his sister’s wedding). Then, they had fucked vigorously having missed each other for a few days. Now he wanted to do that again first before telling her about Saravanan’s proposal. He had a bundle of pink jasmine flowers in his pocket. He was ready.  
 
Prabu walked with pounding heart through the back way via the Mango grove. This stretch of way was always very lonely without usually meeting anyone. The wall surrounding the college field was quite high hence it was not possible to see if anyone was walking by the that way. He had rehearsed what he wanted to say to Meera. He must make sure he was able to fuck her before he told her what had transpired between Saravanan and himself. This would serve to remind her of all the pleasures she had been missing. That would mean he had to convince her to give herself to him immediately. He was quite confident he could do it because he saw the same desire in her eyes when they met in his father’s funeral. He had to be patient once again like the first time he had sex with her. At that time, he was careful to see to that she had wonderful pleasure. He remembered how her body had spasmed uncontrollably as she experience an orgasm of the intensity she never had before. He must make her shudder in bliss like that again. He was hoping she would be more receptive to his proposal with the glow of pleasure still carousing through her body.
 
Meera was quite upset that Prabu had gone back to Chennai immediately and that he had not even made ant attempt to meet her. Even this information strangely enough she got from her husband. Why he informed this to her even without she asking about it was something she could not understand. Maybe because she knew Prabu well he had said this as if to inform what was happening with a mutual friend. Her husband seemed to be quite quiet this past week. His conversations with her became very much limited. Even in the bed he had not made any attempts to touch her. Maybe there were some business tension she thought. With her mind also being preoccupied with thoughts of Prabu he too did not delve in it much. What would she have said if Prabu had actually come to see her she wondered. Since he did not do that she would never know. What did her husband say, he would be back this Saturday. That’s just tomorrow. This time he will be here a bit longer I think thought Meera. Would he at least try to see me this time around. She was busy in the kitchen when she heard a knock on the back door. Who could be here at this time of the day she thought to herself as she walked towards the back door. There was a knock again before she could open it. She unlatched the door and opened it. Her breath caught at her throat. Prabu was standing there with a smile on his face.       

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I do very much appreciate your observation. The world is beautiful for people like Saravana.

Meera knowing the truth is not far away. You just can't prolong the story like baseless hindi TV serials.

Though there are various possibilities, it appears to me that it will be Saravana who may ultimately reveal the truth.

Prabhu will try to use all opportunities to have sex with Meera. To maximise his chances, he will not reveal the truth to Meera. This time he will make stories like he was forced to marry and due to this he tried to avoid Meera out of guilty feelings. However love and only love for her  finally forced him to reestablish his relationship with Meera. Meera will believe him and succumb to her lust and they will end up in passionate sex.

There are high chances that Saravana will discover Prabhu's visit from pink jasmine or Meera's attitude and inquire about Prabhu's visit to Meera.

In the process he may end up disclosing everything and ask Meera's decision over her affairs.
Alternatively, he may decide to force Prabhu to disclose everything to Meera in his very presence including  the truth and his conditions.

Whatever be the circumstances, Meera knowing the truth is not far away. I am passionately waiting to witness her emotional outburst, the moment she realises the truth. Woman psychology? I have great faith on author, he ( She ? ) will do the justice.

he ( She ? ) will do the justice. 

Thank you for your observations and confidence ... and it is a 'he'.  :shy:

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Just completed and posted the Tamil translation just now. The new English post will be tomorrow.

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My apologies. I started writing yesterday and had only finished one page when something unavoidable came up. Going to be busy for two to three days. However will try my best to give an update in a day or two

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Oh my god he is here, thought Meera. My husband said he would only be back tomorrow but he is already here. Seeing the bag in his hand Meera concluded that he had not even gone back home yet, he had come to see her straightaway. There was a feeling of elation in her heart on seeing him but she fought hard not to show that emotion on her face. Afterall he was the one who had cut off all relationship she had with him so abruptly. She made her face emotionless as she spoke to him.
 
“Yes, can I help you? Who is it that you want to see?” she asked sarcastically.
 
“Meera, you still angry with me? Prabu asked with the smile still not disappearing from his face.
 
“Me angry?? Why should I be, we are nothing to each other isn’t it so, who am I to get angry.”
 
“You know, you look so cute when you are angry,” Prabu tried another tact.
 
Meera was not going to be mollified so easily.
 
“How I look or feel is none of your concern. I would appreciate it if you would tell me the reason why you are here.”
 
“You want to know the reason why I came here?” Prabu kept his face serious now. Gone was the smile playing on his lips.  “I came because I missed you very much.”
 
“Yeah, yeah, I believe you,” she said sarcastically.
 
At least now she is starting to reply to me Prabu thought happily. “Whether you believe me or not that is the truth. You don’t know how many times I cried to myself knowing that I am not going to see you again.”
 
Tears don’t work only for women. When a man says he shed tears because of her, even the hardest heart would begin to melt somewhat.
 
“If so, then why did you cut off all communication with me,” Meera asked giving Prabu the first opportunity to explain himself.
 
“I will but can I come in first? I can’t just stand here and talk to you.”
 
Meera did not answer but turned and walked back in the house indirectly giving Prabu permission to come in. Prabu walked into the house. He was stepping into a house he had not been in coming close to three years now.  A house that was very familiar to him. As he walked in passing the kitchen, dinning hall into the hall it starkly reminded him of all the uninhibited sex he had with Meera in the various places in the house. Meera nodded towards the sofa, indicating for him to sit. He sat on the soft cushion of the sofa. That soft cushion had borne the weight of both of them a few times. His body weight as he sat on the edge of the sofa and Meera’s body weight as she sat on his lap with her legs wrapped around his body. It had creaked in rhythm of her moving up and down over his hip as his thick rod was churned by her honey pot.
 
Prabu immediately had a strong desire to fuck Meera in the same way now here on the sofa he was sitting on. The thought brought an instant reaction inside his pants as a huge hardon strained against his underwear. It made him all the more determined to fuck her first before doing what Saravanan asked him to do. Meera did not sit but rather was standing in front of him a few feet away waiting for his explanation. Prabu looked at her closely. He had not been able to do that in his house during the funeral. She had not aged at all as far as he could see. In fact, she looked for alluring now, A very slight increase in weight made her more voluptuous. Even without any makeup, sweat on her brows as she had just started on her cooking, she still looked gorgeous. She wore a plain saree, suitable for a woman ready to start on her household chores. Prabu longed to pull that saree completely off her body along with the rest of her clothing. His ears longed for the sweet music of her moans of pleasure as he shoved his cock in and out of her pussy.
 
“I’m waiting, so tell me why you left without so much as a word,” Meera said keenly aware that his eyes were undressing her just now. She was very familiar with that look of his. A look he always had before they started yet another bout of deceitful delight.
 
Prabu came back to the task at hand. He had rehearsed in his mind many times what he planned to say to her to achieve his aim.
 
“My old company had sent me a letter asking me to come back and join them. Since my sister’s wedding was over my father was pushing me to go back to work.”
 
Meera thought to herself, of course he would have to have gone back. I knew that it had to happen eventually and, in a way, I thought it was a good thing as it would have forced an end to our affair but it should not have ended the way it did. I thought it would have been one last time we made love knowing this was to be our last sex together. Was it to be the last forever or the last till he came back again on his next holiday Meera had wondered often.
 
“I was very reluctant to go back. I argued with my father saying I will find some work here. You must know Meera that my reluctance was entirely because of you. I just could not leave you and go away. I needed you too much.”
 
Prabu looked at her with yearning to reinforce how much she was in his mind. Meera was internally pleased with that look. He wanted her so much that she felt very desirable.  
 
Meera spoke now,” that was not the problem, my issue was why did you not say anything. I would have understood, I didn’t expect anything more.”
 
“The reason for that was Saravana,” Prabu said as he watched Meera’s shocked expression on hearing this.
 
“What???  What do you mean?”
 
This was the crucial part that he had to get right to convince Meera about his sincerity.
 
“Tell me Meera, would you ever want Saravanan to feel badly hurt?”
 
Meera was wondering why Prabu was asking such a thing. “Of course not, I would never want that. I would rather die than hurt him. I already feel miserable every time I cheat on him.”
 
“Exactly, I too respect Saravana a lot. He is a very good person. It’s my weakness when it comes to you that I do all of the things I should never have done.”
 
Meera kept watching Prabu’s face trying to decipher what he was getting at.
 
“When my father said I should go to work, I would have somehow reconciled to that. I would have tried to come back at least twice a year not because I missed my family but because I missed my lovely Meera so much.”
 
So, he had not planned to ever end his affair with me, Meera thought. Every time he came back, he would have wanted me. The question is would I have ended the affair or given myself to him whenever he came back. I have been thinking of him these couple of years or more, but that was because our affair ended abruptly and there was a mystery surrounding why it had happened that way. If we had said our proper goodbyes, would I have continued to sleep with him whenever he came back. Would I have continued to cheat on my husband. Well I would never really know now, would I, thought Meera. Things turned out differently.
 
“All that is fine but that still doesn’t clarify why you did not inform anything before leaving,” asked Meera.
 
“Wait, I’m coming to that. If I was to only go away for work purposes it would have been okay but because of my uncle’s (mama’s) insistence I was to marry his daughter before I left.”
 
“Why suddenly this? You never mentioned about her all the time came here and ma….,: Meera quite couldn’t say mated with me.
 
“This was not sudden. Our families, mine and my uncle’s, had planned on this for many years. I was the one who had always kept pushing it off. When during every minute of my waking hours my mind was fully occupied by thoughts of you, how can I even ever contemplate marrying her.”
 
It was quite pleasing to Meera that Prabu’s wife did not mean as much to him as she did.
 
“So, you are saying you were forced to marry her?”
 
“Force was to put it mildly. I had a big argument with my father. My mother started crying. There was a big family upheaval. That’s the reason I did not want to come back and see my father.”
 
So, that’s the reason he never came back here. Since his father was mortally ill, he finally decided to make peace with his father and come back thought Meera.
 
“But you could have still told me about your situation. I would have understood your dilemma. I know we cannot have a permanent relationship so I never expected that but you suddenly disappearing made me feel like I have been used and abused.”
 
“I’m so sorry Meera that I caused you this pain. I never thought about it this way. I did this because I thought that this would be for the best for you and …..Saravana.”
 
“My husband??? How so?”
 
“I was so attached to you that I felt that if I saw you, I would never have been able to just leave you and go. Come what may, I would have pulled you with me and eloped with you.”
 
“My god, you would have done that?”
 
“Yes, as I said before, you are my weakness. At that impassioned state of mind, I could never have resisted the temptation to take you with me and damned be the consequences. Knowing I would lose you I would have forced you even if you didn’t want to come. We would not have thought things through taking all considerations into what are the consequences of our actions, done unthinkingly. The results would have been devastating to both our families.”
 
Meera felt a chill down her spine if she too in her unstable state of mind then had succumbed to her desires and had ran off with him. How it would have hurt her husband. Her husband and children would have been mocked mercilessly. Her husband who had always walked with his head held high in the dignity and esteem afforded to him by the town folks would have had to perpetually hang his head in shame. Worse still she would have lost her two precious children forever. They would have loathed her from that day onwards.
 
Prabu seeing the expression on her face could discern that she was thinking of the horrible consequences that would have happened in the scenario he just said. He decided to further emphasise on the reasons so as to be more convincing in his reasoning for his sudden abandonment of her.
 
“I thought I cannot put your family through the pain and humiliation of our selfish actions. I though about Saravana. I have already done so much wrong to him, how could I put him through this humiliation.”
 
This was the ace in his explanation. He knew that Meera could never contemplate putting Saravanan into that situation.
 
Prabu continued,” because of my reluctance and all that they arranged my marriage in a hurry calling over only our very close relatives. My family had planned to have a big dinner and invite everyone at a later time. I was supposed to come back for a few days for that with my wife within a year but I refused to come.”
 
Meera was silent for a while digesting everything Prabu told her.
 
“Thank you for coming over and clarifying. Anyway, I hope you are now happy with your wife and daughter.” Meera said.
 
“That’s not the only reason I came back Meera.”
 
“No? What else?”
 
“Don’t tell me that you don’t know why Meera. I could see it in your eyes when we briefly exchanged glances in my house during the funeral. I am sure you too saw in my eyes what I had seen in yours.” Prabu was talking about their mutual desires without spelling it out openly.
 
Prabu could see Meera breathing quickening. There was sexual tension building up in the air.
 
“Why start again now Prabu. You have a wife and kid. Let things remain as it is. It would only cause greater heartache for us,” Meera spoke softly.
 
“What I saw in your eyes cannot be a lie Meera. I will be honest with you. I could not forget you even after all these times. My thoughts were always about you. Tell me the truth, did you not think about me during these two plus years.”
 
Meera did not want to answer him directly. “Prabu, what is important is that we now each have a family of our own. Our desires should be their wellbeing. We had a wonderful brief time together, I won’t deny that, but it cannot go on forever.”
 
“Why not Meera, why deny ourselves our happiness if the opportunity is there for us. Do you know that I did not even touch my wife for a month even after marriage.”
 
Meera looked up at Prabu’s face when she heard this. “What? But why?”
 
“Yes, I was always only thinking of you and I could not bring myself to touching her. It was so that she actually complained to her mother and my mother. They understood that I was still upset about the forced marriage and was behaving like this. It was only after my mother pleading with me that we finally had our first night.”
 
Wow, did I really mean so much to Prabu, thought Meera.
 
“You know Meera, even as I broke my wife’s hymen, I was closing my eyes and imagining that I was your first man and that I was taking your virginity.”
 
All these were lies but Meera was not to know this. He had consummated his marriage on the same night that they arranged the ‘first night’ for him just after the marriage. The only true parts were that he broke his wife’s hymen and he was thinking of Meera as he did it.
 
Meera who had felt a little bit jealous on seeing Prabu’s wife was very pleased that she was the one who Prabu desired even above his wife and even when making love to his wife he was imagining it to be her. I was no different she thought, even though I fought within myself to avoid it, how many times I imagined I was hugging Prabu, with his big manhood deep in my pussy, taking me to raptures when I was actually hugging my husband as he made love to me.
 
“Okay Prabu but should we not be loyal to our own spouses henceforth. What had happened had happened, we cannot not undo it, but we can at least stop doing the wrong thing now.”
 
Prabu got up and stood close to Meera. His presence so close was disturbing to her. She felt her heart racing. Her mouth started getting dry. It was not going to take much to push her into his arms once again but she would not make any move. It has to come from him.
 
“Did it feel wrong when we did that so many times before.” Prabu’s voice was just a little more than a whisper now.
 
Actually, when they were deliciously sampling the delights that their bodies provided for each other and especially when each time his thick ploughing penis pushed her beyond the precipice into rapture it felt so wonderful. The feeling she had done something wrong always came only much later.
 
“You what we did was wrong Prabu, feelings don’t come into it.”
 
“No Meera, feelings are everything about it. A person can be with someone all the time but does not feel alive and excited, but can be with someone else not very often but would live just for those few moments. Having those few precious moments is better than a lot of time which does not mean much.”
 
“What are you trying to say? That the times I am with my husband is nothing and that I should be happy to be with you only?”
 
This was what he meant but it was too early to say that. He changed his tact when he spoke.
 
“No, Meera you misunderstand.  I meant me. I spend so much time with my wife but it is nothing when compared to the few times that I had spent with you. I always long for those few times spent with you, never for the times with my wife.”
 
“Oh, but isn’t that something wrong you are doing to your wife.”
 
“Yes, Meera, I know that. I am not neglecting my duties to my wife, but it is just that as I said duties. Just as you had never neglected your responsibilities as a wife and mother. However, the moments we have together is for ourselves.”
 
Prabu placed his hand upon Meera’s upper arm. Meera felt a sliver of excitement run through her body. His hand was touching her body after so very long.
 
“Prabu don’t please .. let’s not continue to sin.”
 
“Giving pleasure is not a sin Meera darling. I want you, I want you so badly. I suffered so long without you. I can’t help myself. I want you my dear.”
 
Prabu pulled Meera into his arms. She buried her face on his chest refusing to look up. If she had done that, she would have seen the triumphant smile on his face. The same smile he had when he had first seduced her and had taken her in his arms. Her familiar body felt so good to him. He was caressing her back and was kissing the top of her head as he was doing so. After some time, her hands slowly moved from in front of her to around his body to embrace him in return. Now those big soft melons of her were once again pressing on his firm chest.
 
“Did you miss me Meera,” Prabu whispered in her ears.
 
Meera just shook her head.
 
He asked again,” did you miss me, darling.”
 
He raised her head by her chin and they looked into each other’s eyes. She couldn’t hold his bold look, she shyly lowered her eyes, “yes,” her low soft answer delighted him.
 
He lowered his lips to her quivering lips. As his lips brushed against her lips, she opened them slightly allowing his lips to suck on the soft petals. They kissed again a long deep kiss. A kiss that they had not shared for almost three years. Her arms slowly moved around his neck as his lowered to her buttocks. He grabbed her by the rotund flesh and pulled her body against his. Their groins ground together adding to the pleasure of their lips devouring each other. His tongue started it’s long denied exploration of her sweet mouth. Her tongue came to greet his as they renewed their acquaintance once more.
 
Their lips would part briefly for a few seconds but lock together again quickly as if not wanting ever to be separated. Meera felt his big thickness pressing against her feminine spot that was already getting wet. She felt his hand kneading the soft flesh of her breast. They kissed long and deep getting themselves ready for the love game that was to follow. Every now and then they would take a break with their foreheads pressed against each other as they whispered the desires for each other before resuming kissing passionately. Their hands started redoing the familiar exploration of each others body that had not happened for these three years. He would pinch her nipples through her blouse, knead the flesh of her buttocks. Rub from her stomach down to pressing on her womanhood. Meera who was relatively inactive except for her kissing slowly after sometime grabbed his thick penis through his pants and squeezed it.
 
They kissed for more than 15 minutes so much so that they were ready to start fucking without any other foreplay needed.
 
“Meera, I want need you now, my love.”
 
“Take me Prabu, yes I need you too.”
 
They now looked at each other and smiled. Their mixed saliva coating their lips. Prabu took out the bundle of pink jasmine from his pocket. Meera smiled on seeing it. She knew what would happen next. He would always adorn her hair with the flowers before copulating with her. It had been so long since she had worn pink jasmine in her hair. She wondered if he did that with his wife too. Before she could stop herself she asked the question too.
“Do you also buy your wife Pink Jasmine before you … you know….”
 
Prabu smiled. “No, the Pink Jasmine is only for my precious Meera.”
 
Meera was very pleased to hear this. She turned around waiting for his to adorn it in her hair. Where shall I fuck her thought Prabu as he wore the flowers on her hair, here on the sofa or in her bedroom. I can’t suddenly take her to the guest room. She would ask the reason for the change. After he had worn the flowers his hands went around her body from behind and grabbed her two breasts. She held his hand as the started squeezing her breast. He started kissing her neck as he pressed his hardon between the soft mounds of her buttocks. Their long awaited sinful delight had started again.

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Please wait for my further updates. The story may not go the way many of you expect. I have a clear story line in my mind and would not deviate from that. However I enjoy reading your speculations and your involvement in the story. There can be no greater reward for an amateur story writer like me who is just doing this for fun.  My thanks once again to all my readers. I would be completing the Tamil translation of my last post here by tomorrow. I would start on the next English update the day after that.