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Moreover, today when they went to visit Prabu's house to enquire about his health Meera's eyes on their own accord sought out the old house where after a period of two weeks or so their affair which had been temporarily stopped had been resumed. 

This was all because one day her husband had asked her why she was nowadays wearing pink jasmine instead of normal round jasmine on her hair. She realized that her husband's suspicion had been raised. That brought a chill to her heart. She told this to Prabu. They decided to temporarily suspend their relationship till his suspicions had subsided. That remained patient and avoided meeting each other for a little over two weeks. As her husband gave no other indication after that that he was still suspicious, her fear slowly started dissipating. 

Her husband himself had one day after seeing Prabu in the temple had called him over and had asked why he was not to be seen around. It was only then that her fear fully went away. Actually Prabu had phoned her that day and had informed her that he missed her a lot and that he was coming to see her in the temple even if he had to hide himself from Saravanan's eyes and admire her from afar. Her heart jolted in happiness on hearing this. When her husband had called Prabu over to him she pretended that her attention was elsewhere. However she was slyly admiring his manly figure with heart full of joy.

Even at that time she wondered how that she could be so taken up with another man while she still cared so much for her husband. Can a woman love two men at the same time she thought in wonderment. She also realized a woman cannot just simply give only her body to another man. Her heart too goes out to him.

She looked at her husband sleeping beside her. His face without the stigma of hate or ill feeling towards anyone. What grievance can I have on him. He had not even scolded me in our life together. He has not been a wastrel or a uncaring husband. Loving husband, a very good father, always working for the well being of his family. Not only have I betrayed such a good man, I am still yearning for the person with whom I betrayed him. When these thoughts came to her, eyes automatically teared up. I know I am doing something terribly wrong, yet why doesn't my heart want to listen to me. These thoughts were disturbing to her.  

Maybe if everything had came out in the open I would have to make an even more difficult choice. What would I have done then. On one side, the father of my kids. A person who had taken care of me with love and care. A good person who had never sought to hurt or do anything wrong to anyone. I and my kids are his life. On top of that, I too care a lot for him. On the other hand should I forsake all this for pleasures of the flesh which is just at best transient. Should I hurt this wonderful man for temporary pleasure. Knowing that he is not aware that I had been sleeping with Prabu and therefore he has not been affected is the reason I could fully enjoy the illicit mating with Prabu. If ever he were to come to know of the affair, oh god I can't even think about it. How badly it would hurt him. What pain it would cause him. I would never have been able to see that. I would rather die than see that horrible sight. All these thoughts were causing a terrible turmoil in her mind. 

These thoughts pushed aside all thoughts of her lover to one side. Her lips brushed her husband's forehead in a feathery kiss. She placed a had over her husband's chest and attempted to sleep. Somehow she managed to sleep too. However the next day, after her husband had gone to the shop, her children to the college and she had finished cooking and doing household chores the thoughts of her lover came forcibly flooding back into her mind. These disturbing thoughts always came when she had idle time. Her thoughts went back to how he had slowly seduced her and had taken her chastity for the first time.

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Bro,

With more command over the language, I know that you can give fast and long updates in English. Considering the number of readers in this forum, I request you to give updates first in English and then translate those to Tamil later. The reverse of this is always cumbersome.  In English, you can give daily updates and translate those to give one update in weekend in Tamil.  It will save you lot of time daily. Hope you agree :)

Yours seems like a logical solution. I am considering it. Let me see how it goes. Right now I am using the copy of my story in Tamil and directly translating and writing in the 'Post Reply' section. I am not doing the translation and saving it in another document before saving and posting here. With your suggestion I would have to write it in a new doc. before posting it.

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Saravanan was aware of his wife kissing him on his forehead. He wasn’t asleep yet, he was only pretending to be asleep. When she placed her hand on his chest and attempted to sleep it gave him a certain contentment. It was another indication that she still cared very much for him. He was also aware how much she was struggling with her feelings and emotions. He felt helpless as he could not think of anyway to help her battle this distress. Her involvement with Prabu had not only been because of lust but rather she had also some emotional attachment to him. If lust was her only need then after knowing that Prabu was unlikely to come back here she would have sought another man to fulfil her sexual needs.

 
Saravanan also knew that he himself was not a selfish lover. He had brought his wife to orgasm many times. The spasming of her body when she attained her climax indicated that she was not just acting to have enjoyed sex with him just for his benefit. Yet there is a yearning within her. As her husband Meera had loved him. This was something that came automatically because of relationship that came about by their marriage. However had she fallen in love with Prabu because for the first time in her life a man had actively, determinedly courted her? Saravanan also had doubts whether the decisions he took at that time to resolve the problem were the right ones.
 
When he had caught them kissing and petting in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house, he could have called Prabu aside alone and warned him. I could have warned him to stay away from my wife and also ask him not to tell Meera that I was aware of their affair. I could have stopped everything then itself he thought to himself. Then again he knew that their illicit relationship had already started before that day. At the same time he was afraid Meera’s suspicions would have been aroused if Prabu had suddenly gone away or he had suddenly stopped meeting her.
 
Prabu actually did suddenly disappear from her life. Would she not be suspicious why that happened? One thing she could have thought that since he was forced to marry a girl from his relative, he had no option but to leave this place with his new wife suddenly. Or she could have that that he had used her and enjoyed her (Meera’s) body to the maximum and now since he had a new wife for his needs he had abandoned her. If that was the case Meera would have been disgusted with Prabu but instead she is still yearning for him.
 
Or after I had found out about their affair I could have just ignored it. Maybe eventually they themselves would have become fed up of the affair and would have decided to separate. It could be because their relationship was cut off suddenly there is still the attraction between them. Just as for a newly married couple the sex would be exciting and intense but over time it becomes somewhat stale and routine. Coupled to the newness of their affair would have been the thrill that both Prabu and Meera would have experienced because they were engaged in something wrong. He could have let the affair run it’s course. Eventually the newness would have gone and it would have become just another routine relationship. Meera too may not be yearning for it like she is now. On the other hand, it could also have the effect of making them even closer. Meera may have wanted to be with Prabu permanently. Then what would have happened to our marriage, what would my children do. The whole town would have laughed at me behind my back. I would have been subjected to taunting remarks. Even if I had been able to tolerate all that how could my children have borne all the insults. I couldn’t even contemplate such a thing happening. I would have to have left the town in disgrace but in deep in my mind I felt Meera would not have gone to that extent.
 
Another thought interjected into Saravanan’s mind. What if I had ignored their affair. Then on that day when Prabu’s father had gone to the dilapidated temple building after seeing his son’s motorbike there, he would have caught both of them red handed in the act. I too would not have been there to prevent it from happening. He would have killed both of them there and then. Saravanan thought about that and then realised it was not likely to happen. If he had not brought the old woman as servant to the house to prevent them having sex in his own house, then they would not have needed to go elsewhere to fornicate. So, there would have been no chance of them being caught.  Of one thing he was certain in his belief, if he had confronted his wife directly, she would have definitely killed herself.
 
Saravanan tried to keep his wife happy and satisfied by trying to spice up their sex life in trying different things but he also had to be careful not to raise her suspicions on why he is trying all this. Especially now, after Prabu had gone away. One time he gently pushed her head towards his groin but she turned her head away. After that he did not try to do that again. Even though he felt anger that she did not want to suck his cock when she was so eagerly and willingly doing it for Prabu in that old temple hall. He immediately suppressed his anger. With her lover she didn’t have to show restraint. However with me she may have been fearful of what I would have thought of her if she readily did it, he surmised. Saravanan had never forced her to anything she was not willing to do and so it was in this case too.
 
He tried to keep her and his family as happy as possible. He gave the responsibility to run his shop to his manager, while he took his family on a holiday tour. He spent more time with her. He took his family to movies, dinner etc. He would spend more time with her when he came back home for lunch. He tried to come back earlier from his shop whenever possible. In spite of all this he would notice her having a forlorn look every now and then. He was at a loss on what more he could do.
 
Only time must give a solution to this he thought helplessly.
 
Meera’s thought too went back to the times Prabu was here. One day after her husband and children had gone to work and college respectively, she heard someone knocking on the door. She wondered who it was at this time and went and opened her front door. She was surprised to see Prabu standing there with a broad smile on his face.
 
“Bhabhi, I was passing this way and I suddenly thought about you. So here I am.”
 
“What?? You were thinking of me?? She asked in surprise and not in a little shock. What is this fellow saying something like this so boldly to his friend’s wife, she thought.
 
“Yes Bhabhi, I was dying for a cup of coffee and the first thing that crossed my mind was the wonderful coffee you serve. So my first thoughts were of you.”
 
Before this he had come often to her house when her husband was there. Every time he came, he would bring chocolates and sweets for her children. In this way the children had also got close to him addressing him as uncle. She was now also accustomed to him to some extent. However, in the small town like hers it was thought to be highly inappropriate for a man to visit a house when the man of that house was not in. Especially when that man’s wife is all alone in the house. Though reluctant, she had no choice but to let him in.
 
“Please come in,” she invited him in.
 
That was the first time Prabu had come into the house when Meera was all alone there.

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ohh, cant wait to see how it goes. 
Will they hit it off with more than just coffe? May be some "innocent" fondling/grabbing to bring back the memories. . . . 
OR
Will hubby come in and interrupt the session? Will Hubby's past  knowledge influence his present action or will he just greet the "guest" with a calm face only to strategize later.....

WAITING ALREADY 

These are all flashbacks of each of them thinking about what had happened before. The actions of present day are yet to come. This was Meera thinking of how Prabu had first come into her house when she was alone, before he had seduced her or their affair had started.

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So far Prabu had come to their house about 5 or six times. He had only visited them when Saravanan was at home. Each visit would last at least an hour or sometimes a little more than that. As his presence in the house became familiar to everyone he was slowly being taken as one of the family. In one instance he had dinner with them before going home. In another instance he visited them on a Sunday and had lunch with them. On that day he spent more time than usual in their home talking mainly to Saravanan but including her to in the conversation whenever he could. He would praise her cooking highly. She would smile, appreciative of his compliment.

“My wife’s cooking is always super,” Saravanan would agree with him.
 
His compliments made her feel very happy. She too got used to having him home. As she got more familiar with having him there, she also got more comfortable in his presence. She had actually complained to her husband when he had first come home that he seemed to be leering at women. Her husband had assured her it was just his young age and men at that age would behave like that, but it would soon be alright as they grow older. Now she too didn’t take that aspect of his behaviour seriously.
 
All that was when he visited them when her husband was home but when he first came home when she was all alone, she felt a bit uncomfortable. She had no choice but to invite him in as she had got to know him for a few days. She couldn’t very well tell him to go away.
 
However, Prabu’s motives from the beginning was somehow to seduce her. When he had first seen her in the temple he had been stunned by her beauty. He had noticed the mangalsutra round her neck and the toes rings on her toes.
 
He started wondering, “ who is the lucky fellow to have married this beautiful angel.”
 
Her beauty had overwhelmed him on the very first time he set his eyes on her. He felt that he must see her again and again. He often came to the temple just for the opportunity to see her. She used to come to the temple most days with her children. He discretely started enquiring about her.
 
It was the temple priest who told him,” she is the wife a big shop proprietor Saravanan.”
 
Only then he came to realise that she was the wife of his old friend Saravanan.
 
“Why is she coming alone with the children, doesn’t Saravanan come along,” he asked.
 
“He only comes here with his family on Fridays, the priest replied. “Why are you asking? You seem to be asking a lot about her,” he said with a little suspicion.
 
“No, no don’t take me wrong. Saravanan is my old friend. It’s just that I want to meet him,” he said cleverly managing the situation.
 
Prabu was very happy because he knew that he would have no trouble getting her introduction. From the first day he saw Meera, he would be troubled by her in his dreams. Prabu had from the very beginning been friendly with an ulterior intention in his mind. He was vehement in his mind that he must have Meera at least one day. Prabu was not without experience in sex. So far he had had sexual relationship with two women but this was the first time he was having desire for a married woman.
 
That she was his friend’s wife made him both happy and at the same time uneasy. Happy that because she was wife of a friend, he would easily get to know her and at the same time uneasy because that would mean he intended to seduce such a woman. Friendship was a very cherished relationship. This would be betrayal of the trust on which friendship is built.
 
“But she is so lovely, she is not even letting me sleep in peace,” he lamented to himself.
 
However, in that battle, her beauty won against friendship. He met Saravanan one Friday as he had planned. He got introduced to her as expected. Now he was talking to her while she was alone in the house.
 
To obtain her trust he was careful at first to behave both respectfully and honourably. Only then she would not complain about him to Saravanan. Moreover, it would pave the way for him to be able to visit her at home in the future even when she was alone.
 
As he drank the coffee he said,” It’s a good thing that Saravanan is here. Ever since I got back here from the gulf, I had not been able to see any of my old friends.”
 
“Yes, even my husband said that none of his old friends are still here.”
 
“When I first left to work in the gulf two of my old friends were still here at that time but now, even they have gone elsewhere to work.”
 
“How long were you in the gulf?”
“Four years Bhabhi.”
 
“Spending so many years overseas, isn’t it boring for you to spend your time in a small town like this?”
 
He was happy that she was paving the way for him to take this further along.
 
“That’s why I keep coming to your very often to see Saravanan. If not, I wouldn’t know what to do, how to spend time. I hope it’s not a disturbance for you, me coming to your home often like this. If so please tell me, I won’t be offended. I will reduce the number of times I visit.”
 
“Oh, nothing like that, why do you feel that way.”
 
He got the reply he anticipated.
 
“Luckily you said that Bhabhi, if not I wouldn’t have known what to do.”
 
“Why do you say that,” she asked puzzled.
 
“If not, where would I go to get this wonderful coffee that you serve here.”
 
Meera smiled on hearing this.
 
“Don’t think I am using the excuse of meeting a friend to drink free coffee. For this suberb coffee you serve I don’t mind even taking a flight once a week from the gulf to come and drink your coffee,” he laid on the compliment thick.
 
“If you want coffee just ask, I will give it, but this is a bit too much,” she said laughing.
 
“I actually like to go and talk to Saravanan in the shop but I don’t want to be a hindrance while he is busy with his business.”
“Yes, it’s true. It’s difficult when he is busy. Sometimes he doesn’t even come home for lunch or even when he comes, he hurriedly eats and goes back to the shop.”
 
So, it’s boring for her too here, he thought to himself. This was a useful bit of information.
 
“Yes, Saravanan was always a industrious worker. On the other hand, I used to roam around irresponsibly. I am more of a jolly type. That’s why my dad bundled me off to the gulf,” Prabu said laughingly.
 
“It seems like you are younger to him then I is it you two became good friends?”
 
Prabu smiled as he replied,” It was cricket that united us. We used to go to neighbouring towns and villages to play matches. We used to travel and play together so often we became good friends.”
 
“I have always seen my husband only involved in work and business, did he really used to play cricket?”
 
“How come you say that. At one time Cricket was like life to him, he used to bat well.”
 
“And you?”
 
“Even though I was three years younger I was always big built and strong, so I was the one who used to bowl fast for the team.”
 
His words turned Meera’s attention towards his body. He was right. He was quite tall and he had a well built body.
 
“Okay Bhabhi, time for me to leave. Many thanks for this refreshing coffee. I will come in the evening when Saravanan is here.”
 
Time passed quite interestingly having a conversation with him, she thought. “Okay, goodbye," she said as he left.

I must make sure I arrive at least half an hour before Saravanan returns home. Only then I will again get an opportunity to speak to Meera alone, Prabu planned in his mind.

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Two updates in a day. No writer here gives like this. That is your speed. Awesome.
That's the reason i asked you to continue the story in English. Translating later to tamil will not be big deal. :)

I am trying to catch up to what I had already written in Tamil. Since I only have to do translation I was able to do it faster. Moreover it's translation to English and that makes it that much easier.  :shy: I can't neglect the Tamil version too and hence I am obliged to write a new update for that.

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I have tried to translate the Tamil version to English through Google translator and found the requirements of a lot of editing.
Other way from English to Indian languages appears to be better though literaturis and beauty of language is lost. However it's a lot of time saving.

Sometimes it's so troublesome it is easier to just translate it yourself rather than use any translator tools.

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Meanwhile even when Saravanan was at his shop his thoughts were often on Meera’s mental situation. He is aware that she cares a lot for him, yet she is unable to forget her lover even though he had only been with her for a short time. Those memories of their somewhat brief sexual liaison seems to overwhelm the good times they had as man and wife for these many years. There has to be something that she experienced that is now causing this mental dilemma she is facing. It is most certainly a dilemma for her as she is torn between her love for me and the yearning for her secret lover. The accompanying guilt that she still longs for her lover in spite of having a loving husband and a wonderful family must be causing her this mental anguish.

 
Saravanan tried to figure out in his own way why this was so. At the time when their affairs was in full bloom, he was in an extremely distressed frame of mind. The foremost feeling that he had was of pain, sorrow and even jealousy. These feeling consumed him so much that he was not able to think objectively.  Maybe now when more than two years has passed, he can look at the matter dispassionately and come to an understanding. The only way he could think of to try and understand her feelings was to think back on the few times he had seen them together. The first thing that came to mind was when he saw his wife dressed in the saree that Prabu had bought for her for her birthday.
 
He could see that she had taken to dress up attractively. Not only in her attire but in the make up that she wore for that day. At that time he did not even know that the pink jasmine that adorned her hair was bought for her by Prabu. It was only later that he became suspicious and deduced that it was indeed Prabu who had bought it for her. At that time he had dismissed it as something innocent and no big deal. However thinking about it she taken care to dress and look like that for Prabu’s benefit. Come to think of it Prabu was already with her when he came back home. Knowing now that their affair had already started at that time, they may have made love right there in my house before I came back or at least been involved is some sort of sexual foreplay, he thought.  Seeing how happy she was at the time, what had happened between them before he came back must have been wonderful for her. Her face was brighter than usual and her eyes were sparkling. Only when a woman is in love can she display such emotions. This thought was in some way, even worse for him than the mere union of their bodies.
 
The second thought that came to him was when he caught them kissing in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house when they had gone there to attend Prabu’s sister’s wedding. She was very coquettish with him then as if she was not very interested in involving in any sexual activity with him. Then when he started kissing her, he could see how much she too wanted her lover. She thrust her body against his hard body so that her breasts were crushed against his chest. She was opened mouthed when kissing him welcoming his probing tongue and not like someone reluctantly allowing someone to kiss her. Then when he remembered seeing her hand voluntarily unzipping him and snaking into his pants to play with his manhood it indicated she had completely succumbed to his seduction and this was no hesitant affair.
 
At that time though he suspected that they were already involved in sexual affair the confirmation that Prabu had fully taken his wife came on the third time he saw them together. That was the time he also knew that their sexual dalliance did not take place elsewhere but in his own home and that too on his own bed. Her loud soulful moans of pleasure he heard that day was something he had not heard in the seven years of their marriage at that time. She was always restrained when she made love to him. He thought that it was reflective of her calm nature. It was only then he knew there was another side to her that he did not know. That means he thought what I was not able to unlock was successfully achieved by Prabu. Thinking now of how her nails were embedded in the soft flesh of his buttocks urging and pulling him in as he ploughed his thick manhood into her, he realised there was an aggressive nature too to her lovemaking. The kissing and laughter that followed after the completion of their mating indicated a closeness had developed between them.
 
His thoughts now turned to the final time he had seen them together. This was most painful episode of all for him. Though it started off as if she was reluctant to continue her affair and that she had only come there because he had said he wanted only to talk to her, their subsequent actions belied this. How could she have believed that they were only going to talk. She must have known that they would ultimately end up mating. Therefore, she too was not ready to end the affair but instead had come to partake in the pleasures of the flesh. Moreover, because his worker’s mother was staying at his house, they could not satisfy their lust as and when they wanted like before. Therefore, she too would have come there expecting to make love to Prabu. That was a clear indication that she not only longed to have sex with Prabu, but she needed it too. The way she allowed him to undress her easily was a clear indication that she wanted him too. Her slender fingers had lovingly stroked his large penis. It was of a length and girth she had not been used to before but something she seemed to be fully aroused by now.  She stroked it, kissed it licked it. She didn’t seem to be disgusted with his leaking excitement. In fact, she seemed to relish it. The way she sucked him indicated that it was not the first time she was doing it, but she had not learnt to do it from him as she had never done it to him or he had asked her for it.
 
She herself placed his thick rod in her entrance and rubbed it against her love lips to pleasure herself, something she had never done with him When he had plunged his manhood deep into his wife’s wet sheath she had wailed and whimpered like he had never heard before as he went in inch by inch. She had hugged him close to her body, kissed him hungrily and had drawn streaks on his back with her nails as he plunged into her again and again.
  
“Arrgh…harder, faster….fuck…fuck me hard…darling…sss…I want your cock deeper…yes….oohh…”
 
These were strange words for him. Words he had never heard when he made love with his wife. He never new his wife was capable of uttering these salacious words. Word that indicated that Prabu was bring an intensity to her pleasures that she could not resist.
 
So, in summary, she had given her heart to her lover, he had freed her of her inhibitions in having sex and she had got immense joy in making love with her lover. These are the reasons she was still pining for her lost lover, this was what he had to battle against. He could understand that a woman often times does not just give her body but also gives her heart, but this often slowly fades when the affair is over. Maybe it’s because this is coupled with the fantastic pleasure that she experienced with him when having sex. Why was that so special for her? She had enjoyed sex with him too. Her body shuddering when she experiences orgasm with him surely shows that it was not some pretence from her. Maybe it was the newness of the sexual affair, very much like how exciting sex is for newly married couples before familiarity makes it less intense over a long period of time. Their affair may have abruptly ended before that familiarity could set in. Or with Prabu she may have felt uninhibited. There was no need to maintain any decorum for fear of being thought of as behaving inappropriately for a decent woman from a good family. Or it could simply be that she was engaging in something wrong in itself could have been very exciting for her. Or, the thing that hurt him the most, Prabu was simply better in sex than he was.
 
Whatever the reason, the woman he loved very much was longing for another. Even after carefully thinking this through he was no closer to knowing what to do.

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Hi to all the readers of this story. I would like to express my appreciation to everyone who has taken the trouble to comment on the story. Your encouragement keeps me going in wanting to give you a good erotic but emotional story. Thank once again.

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I am really intrigued to the story. Meera's liasion so far is known to 3 people. Sàravana and Prabhu's parents. And she believes nobody knows. She can be enlightened either through anyone of them. Most probably by Prabhu's parents through some social events where she will not be welcomed.
Meera is not a slut as she restrained herself from further adultery. Prabhu also did not contact her to avoid unnecessary complications in his life.
The most interesting development will be when she will realise the truth that Saravana knows everything. How she will react to the truth?

You have nailed it. That would be the important turning point in the story, but that is still quite a bit away.

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That evening Prabu went to her house by 6.30pm itself. He would have loved to have gone there earlier to spend more time with her, but he did not want to rush things and raise alarm bells in her. He had to establish a certain level of comfortableness between themselves. The intimacy will come later provided he plays his cards right. To seduce a woman like her is not going to be easy, especially one who had been brought up traditionally like she must have been. It would require patience and a lot of effort but it would be well worth it to be able to delight in the pleasures that this gorgeous woman could give.

Prabu believed that in her traditional upbringing, her parents would have instilled in her the type of behaviour a woman from a respectable family should display.  This would make it more difficult for her break the norms of morality instilled in her and this could have also led to her suppressing her emotions and desires to maintain that image of respectability. She may not have indicated her true desires to Saravanan for this very reason. Prabu always had the feeling that there was repressed sexuality within Meera. She maybe restrained to express that in a legal relationship as that with her husband. She was from a small town upbringing, without much exposure to the modern world. Her mother would probably have passed on to her the conjugal behaviour and obligation that her mother was taught by her elders.  Prabu thought that if he could break those shackles of repressed sexuality then there are untold pleasures to enjoy that even Saravanan would not have experienced from his wife. For a woman with this type of upbringing it would be easier to give vent to her feelings with her lover than with her husband.
 
When he came to her house he had bought some chocolates and sweets for the children as usual. In this way the kids had grown very fond of him and used to always look forward to his visits. Little did they know that the man they called ‘uncle’ did all this with the intention of replacing their father with himself in bedding with their mother.
 
“Please don’t buy too much of these for them. They won’t eat their food properly after eating this.”
 
The children stared at their mother a little angrily on hearing this.
 
“Don’t you two stare at me like that or I will tell your father,” she admonished them.
 
The children put their tongue out teasingly to their mother and ran away laughing.
 
“Is Saravanan very strict with them Bhabhi.”
 
“No, even now when I said I will complain to their father see how they teased me and ran away. They are not in the least bit frightened of him. He indulges them too much.”
 
“Never mind Bhabhi, they are just kids, let them enjoy themselves now,” he said, while I enjoy with you Prabu thought to himself.  
“Looks like you are another one who would spoil them like their father. Okay Coffee as usual?”
 
“Will I ever say no to you,” he said smiling.
 
Meera went into her kitchen, her children were sitting at the table in their hall doing their homework. Prabu contemplated what to do next. He can’t talk to her freely here with the children nearby listening to their conversation. He slowly walked into their kitchen. The first time he had done that when she was alone in there. They had a fairly large kitchen with a dinning table at one end. Previously he had gone in to her kitchen, once to have dinner and once for lunch. Both times her husband and kids were in there along with her. This was the first time the two of them were alone in there.
 
In the future the kitchen would be a familiar place for both of them to indulge sexual play. He would have kissed her there many times. They would hug and caress each other there in between Meera being busy with her cooking. He would unhook her saree blouse, pull up her bra and release her corpulent breast and suck on them till she had to push him away because the dishes would otherwise get burnt if she kept indulging him. In fact, if the walls of the kitchen could talk it would have many more interesting stories to tell. On that day however when he entered her kitchen when she was alone, she was a bit taken aback.
 
“Bhabhi, I have to go to the gents in a hurry, where?” he asked her.
 
She became a little calmer,” go that way a little to the side, there is a bathroom there.”
 
He used that excuse of wanting to use her bathroom to be able to talk to her there itself. After coming back from the loo, he stood leaning against the dining table and started a conversation with her. She was busy preparing coffee for him. He was busy admiring her bulging breasts which were clearly visible in the sideview he was having. They seemed to be straining against her blouse. The cloth of her blouse seemed to be tightly stretched.
 
How I wish I could release them from their constraints,” he thought to himself. She really does have large breasts he thought. Are they still firm or her tight blouse is preventing them from sagging, he wondered.  He didn’t know then that it was not very long before he got the answer to that question. He could also see the bare curve of her waist. For a woman who had two kids it was wonder that she was still so shapely. This wasn’t the norm usually in places like where they were staying. There would usually be a couple of ‘tyres’ by now. He had not seen her doing anything in particular to maintain her body. It must be her natural metabolism he concluded. He would have loved to kiss that bare fair flesh. Her saree covered the rest of her body from his eyes but he still wondered her vagina would look like. She being so fair would mean that her inner petals would be rose like in colour. This thought made his manhood harden slightly. Later one day in the future, after they had made love and were lying side by side getting their breath back, he had told her about all these thoughts that ran in his mind on this day.
 
“You always had bad intentions with me you rascal,” she scolded him at that time without the slightest anger in her voice. Her smile indicated how pleased she was that he always had an amorous intention with her.
 
“Only after my sister’s wedding I have to plan what I have to do next,” Prabu started the conversation.
 
“Don’t you have an intention of going back overseas again?”
 
“That was what I intended to do before but now I don’t have the heart to leave this place.”
 
“Why is that,” she asked.
 
It’s all because of you my darling, he thought in his mind. I want to be making love with you again and again.
 
“I don’t have the heart to leave you and go away,” Prabu said with a smile.
 
“What??? Me???,” she said shocked he was so direct like this. She knew she was beautiful and that he admired her. She had even complained to her husband that he seemed to be leering at women too much. She meant at her rather than women in general but she couldn’t not directly say that. Her husband while saying it’s just his youth and the fact he is still not married but then had asked her if he had behaved inappropriately with her. She had hid that from him by saying no and she was only saying it generally.
 
“Sorry Bhabhi, I wanted to you all, just a slip of the tongue. I meant, Saravanan, you and the kids. These few days spending time with all of you has been so much fun. In the gulf it’s so boring as I am all alone frequently.”
He is definitely the type of man who would show his teeth too much to women. I am 30, he is only 27 and yet in a way I was pleased he was taken up by me. There was no harm in it as he was not going to get anywhere with that. She would later realise how foolish her thought was at that time. She had thought he won’t get anywhere with her, but instead he had got everywhere with her in the end. At that time however Meera had no intention or even the slightest thought of sleeping with this friend of her husband.
 
She handed the coffee cup over to him. At that time his fingers brushed hers as he took it from her. Was that accidental or did that happen on purpose she wondered.
 
“Thanks Bhabhi, I just love your coffee.”
 
“What’s so special in a cup of coffee?”
 
“Maybe it’s because of you, you cook very well, you even make coffee superbly and that’s not easy to do. I think you would be superb in everything you do.” Even in mating and that is something I can’t wait to find out, he thought to himself.
 
He looked at her luscious lips. Even without lipstick they were naturally pinkish in colour. How would they look if they were wrapped around my rod he thought to himself. His manhood almost reached it’s full erection. She saw his look and was taken aback. There was wanton desire in his look …. or am I just imagining it. Something told her that she would have been pleased if her husband had looked at her that way. She shouldn’t be happy with another man looking at her like that, even one as manly and handsome as Prabu. The sound of her husband’s motorbike was a welcome diversion at that time. Both of them went to the hall to await Saravanan. Prabu was there for about half an hour or so after that talking to Saravanan before he left for home. She noticed that even when he was talking to her husband his eyes would dart in her direction once in a while. Prabu wanted to look at Meera more but could not do that with Saravanan sitting facing him.

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After reading this version, i have decided to stop reading/following the tamil version. It was no way close to this. Tamil readers will miss lot of interesting stuff. Seems like you are writing that version just not to disappoint them.

Yes. Poor Tamil Readers 

Actually I would like to write the Tamil version very well but very often I struggle to find he right words or structure the sentence correctly. Due to that constraint I sometimes don't elaborate as much as I want to. Sometimes I wish that I could just write the English version and have someone who is well versed in Tamil (much better than I) do the translation and upload into Tamil. I would probably be able to write the story at a much better pace.  But it is what it is.

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we readers, are expressing our views and reviews regularly, here. initially you continued with regular updates but since 2 days we are just waiting..............  so please post next updates to gain our new views and reviews otherwise what can we say except WAITING

I was away for the weekend. They will be an update tomorrow.

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The next day when Prabu came in the morning Meera did not have the same misgivings she had yesterday when he came to her house when she was alone. She was getting used to talking with him even when she was alone. Besides when she was talking to him yesterday the time passed quite interestingly. She too had nothing to do after her husband and kids leave the house and frequently boredom used to affect her. In that way Prabu’s presence was welcome but only as a friend.

 
“Hi, come in, what?? Coffee again?, she asked with a smile.
 
“See you are teasing me that I am coming for free coffee,” Prabu said also smiling.
 
“Nothing like that, I just asked, that’s all.”
 
Meera poured a cup of coffee from him from the pot already simmering in the stove. Prabu took it from her and sat on the sofa and started drinking it.
 
“You have your coffee, I still have a little bit of cooking to finish,” Meera said as she walked towards her kitchen.
 
“You carry on Bhabhi, I’ll come there and we can talk while I have my coffee,” Prabu replied following her into the kitchen.
 
Even yesterday he had walked directly into my kitchen to talk to me and now he is doing the same thing today. He seems to be taking a lot of privilege in my house she thought.  These past events were running through Meera’s mind now as she lay on her bed. Little did she know then that he was not only going to take a lot of privilege in her house he was soon going to take a lot of privilege on her body. These past events were running like movie scenes in her mind as she lay down and thought of those sweet days.
 
More than two years ago….
 
What’s for lunch Bhabhi,” he asked as he walked into the kitchen.
 
Meera turned and stared at him.
 
“Don’t stare at me lie that, don’t worry I’m not hungry, I won’t ask you for lunch. I won’t add free lunch to the free coffee,” he smiled disarmingly.
 
In his mind he though I am not hungry for your food, I’m only hungry for your body, and what a body it is. I can’t wait for the day you are squirming and screaming in pleasure under my body.
 
“No problem, even if you want to have lunch here but today it’s fully vegetarian meal.”
 
“In that case I am definitely out, I need to sink my teeth into flesh.”
 
Was he looking at my bare hip when he said that Meera wondered or is it just my imagination.
 
“So, what’s your plan for today,” she asked.
 
“Actually I’m quite free today, I thought of catching a movie.”
 
Meera perked up on hearing this. “Really? Which move?”
 
In their small town there were only two theatres. In one theatre it was mostly reruns of old movies.  You only got new movies in one of the theatres. (This was all happening in 1985 – before the advent of a lot of private channels and entertainment on the phone. Theatre going was still a big source of entertainment).
 
When Prabu told the name of the movie Meera got very excited because it starred her favourite hero.
 
“I heard that it’s a very good movie. I didn’t know it was currently running in our meenam theatre,” she said excitedly.
 
Prabu made note of the fact that Meera was very interested in movies and movie stars. He filed away this piece of information in his mind. He thought that this could be useful in his efforts to seduce her. He knew Saravanan was very busy with his business and did not have time for movies. Moreover, even from a young age Saravanan was focused on coming up in life and did not show much enthusiasm for movies.
 
“If you like that movie then come along, we can go see it together,” Prabu said.
 
She stared at him a little angrily. What type of woman did he think I was. I’m a married woman, how dare he ask me to go to a movie with him.
 
Even though he knew that what he said would have flustered her he pretended not to notice it. “I won’t go for the movie now. When Saravanan and the kids are back in the evening we can all go to the movie together.”
 
Hearing this she remorseful that she was quick to anger. I had simply jumped to a wrong conclusion she admonished herself. He meant this when he said we can see the movie together.
 
“No no, don’t change your plans because of us. This is marriage season. There would be a lot of customers in the shop. He cannot come for a movie at this time. We also don’t like to take the children out late in the night.” “I’ll ask my husband if we can go for the movie this weekend.”
 
“Bhabhi, it’s not so easy for you to go to the movies, is it? You don’t get to see many movies don’t you?”
 
“Actually during the marriage season like this he opens the shop seven days a week. Even otherwise during not so peak season, he only closes the shop on Mondays as a lot of customers do their shopping on weekends.”
 
“So, it means you really don’t get a chance to see movies at all.”
 
“You can’t say that. When there is a very good movie running and if I request him, he would let his assistant run the shop and would take me and the kids to the movie on a weekend.”
 
Even as she said this Prabu was able to note the regret in her voice. This gave him greater confidence that he can use her weakness to seduce her. Prabu thought, how I wish this was a big city. You can easily take another man’s wife, that you have seduced, to a movie there as people are not likely to note or bother about it. Here even if I was able to seduce Meera, I could not take her to a movie alone with me, especially the wife of a prominent leading member of society like her.
 
She is trying very hard to hide the disappointments she has in her life. If I use it correctly than there is a good chance she will fall prey to my desires he thought.
 
“If Saravanan can’t make it, you can at least take your children along with you and go for a movie, can’t you?”
 
“No, except to the temple, I don’t go anywhere else without my husband.”
 
This is the challenge. She has been brought up very conservatively. She must have a lot of restrictions in her life, probably many of them self-imposed. She probably has a lot of pent up emotions because of this. If I become the one to shatter those restrictions than a lot of fabulous delights awaits me as she slowly explores and experiences the new pleasures of the flesh with me.
 
“What a pity Bhabhi, you are missing s many things,” he wanted to reinforce the feelings of frustrations she already must have.
 
She did not want to expose her feelings of regret to him. “No, I’m alright. There is TV, I can pass time with that. Also, my husband works so hard for the well being of me and our children. I can’t be a hinderance to that.”
 
“Let’s see how long you are able to suppress your desires,” Prabu thought to himself.
 
“Okay Bhabhi, It’s time for me to leave.” She watched him go with a bit of yearning in her heart.
 
That evening when Saravanan came back home Meera asked him,” I heard there is a new movie running in Meenam theatre.”
“I didn’t know that, why, would you like to see it?”
 
“Yes, very much. Can we go and see it this weekend?” she asked with enthusiasm.
 
Saravanan thought for a while. “Sorry Meera, I am getting delivery of new stock of marriage design sarees and other clothes this weekend.”
 
When he saw the disappointment in her face his heart melted. “Just be patient for a while, I will take you and the kids for the movie the following week.”
 
“Okay dear,” she said with a false smile on her face. She hid her disappointment from her husband.
 
That evening Prabu did not come to her house. Meera was disappointed as she was looking to ask him about the movie. Prabu came home the following morning.
 
“How come you didn’t come home last evening.”
 
Prabu purposely did not come to make her miss his presence even though he knew it was only because she had probably wanted to hear how the movie was. Nevertheless it would create the feeling in her of looking forward to seeing him.
 
“I was a bit busy, I couldn’t come.”
 
“Okay, tell me, how was the movie,” she asked eagerly.
 
“Who knows.”
 
“What do you mean? Didn’t you go for the movie?”
 
“No.”
“Why??? You said that you would be going.”
 
“No, Bhabhi, I saw the disappointment in your face and I didn’t have the heart to go and see it alone. I’ll ask Saravanan today. If he agrees, we can all go and see the movie this Sunday.”
 
He created a feeling of sympathy for him by his actions. Just for her sake he did not go for something he looked forward to. “He didn’t go and see the movie just because I was disappointed, I could not go?? Meera was surprised by this.
 
“I’ve already asked him. He said it’s not possible this week. He said we can see the movie the following week.”
 
“I don’t know if the movie will run in the theatre for that long.”
 
“Never mind then. You go and see the movie. Don’t wait for us.”
 
“No Bhabhi, If I see the movie and then tell you it was like this and like that you would be even more sad. Let’s wait for the following week. If luck is with us, we can see it then, otherwise we’ll just leave it. We can always see it when it comes on a rerun.”
 
Before this Meera looked at Prabu as more of a friend to her husband. Now she too was beginning to like him. She was beginning to take him as her friend. She did not realise how dangerous this was. When a man and a woman start meeting often alone, a friend can easily turn into a lover.
 
“Tell me Bhabhi, which actor and actress are your favourites?”
 
“Me? She told him the name of her favourite hero and heroine. What about you? She asked.
 
“I don’t have a favourite hero as long as the movie is good I will see it but my favourite heroine is ……., he told the name of his favourite actress.
 
“Why do you like her especially?”
 
“Because she is very beautiful.”
 
“There are other actresses just as beautiful or maybe even more.”
 
“Bhabhi each person has a taste. For me she is the most beautiful.” “If you promise not to get angry I will tell you one thing.”
 
“What?”
 
“Promise me you won’t get angry and I will tell you.”
 
“Okay, I promise.”
 
“You look a lot like her.”
 
“What!!! Me?” She was surprised at the same time pleased at what he said.
 
“No, you are just lying.”
 
“Why should I lie. You really look a lot like her. My friend is really lucky to marry you.”
 
“You are very bad, you are admiring your friend’s wife,” she stared at him but there was no anger in the look.
 
“I’m just stating a fact, nothing more.”
 
She laughed.
 
“If you want you can say I look like your favourite hero,” Prabu’s smile said he was only jokingly teasing.
 
“Don’t think too much of yourself you big headed fellow.”
 
Even though he was quite handsome he was nothing like her favourite actor. For one thing he was darker, a tanned brown in colour, but one thing he was taller than the hero and he was well built and muscular like the hero.
 
“Another thing Bhabhi.”
 
“What?”
 
“You don’t have to address me formerly. Just call me by name.”


Prabu expected she would also reciprocate and say the same but she was silent on that. However, it was not easy for her to call him by his name. He had to remind her several times before she got used to calling him by name.
 
“Okay Prabu, see you in the evening,” she waved him goodbye as he left on his motorbike.
 
Now as Meera was thinking back on that fateful day, she wondered, I only wanted to take him as a friend, how did we end up by being lovers. That day’s discussion on the actors must have made a unknowing impact on her. One day after Prabu had left after making love to her she had sang the song that his favourite actress and her favourite actor had sung in a movie.
 
As she bathed, her fingers caressed her secret parts tender from Prabu’s vigorous mating. Every touch reminded her of the wonderful sensation she had just experienced with her young secret lover.
 
The words to the song went like this.
 
“Hey girl who wanted water, has your thirst been quenched.”
 
“I took care of the needs of my lover, has his desire been appeased.”

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Meera's recollection of past events were disturbed when she heard the sound of her husband’s motorbike arriving. She looked at the time, it was already 1.10 in the afternoon. Almost an hour had passed on her reminiscence of those days with her lover. She opened the door for her husband.

 
“What’s for lunch,” he asked as he walked in.
 
“We are having fish today,” Meera told her husband. Funnily enough so did Prabu.
 
One time when she had told him this,” Prabu, you know something, both you and my husband like fish. I must cook fish curry at least twice a week.”
 
He had smiled as he replied,” there is nothing to be surprised about that coincidence.”
 
“Why?”
 
“Well it’s logical isn’t it that we like the same things. Both of us like you and we both like to eat you,” there was a mischievous smile on his face.”
 
She had blushed brightly when he had said that. She knew what he was particularly meaning by that. He had introduced the pleasures of cunnilingus to her. She had groaned loudly and her body had convulsed as she experienced that joy for the first time. Her reaction had been so ardent that he had asked her.
 
“Is this the first time for you, hasn’t Saravanan done this for you before?”
 
She did not want to put down her husband in anyway. As it is, she was consumed with guilt every time she saw her husband after she had had sex with Prabu. She did not want to denigrate her husband further in any other way. Prabu must already been thinking he had bested her husband by sleeping with her. He must not think that her husband was not capable of satisfying her. She always told him that she had only succumbed to him because he made use of her loneliness.
 
“No, he does this too. Only not every time that’s all,” she had said wanting to defend her husband in some small way.
 
As she served her husband all the guilt came back. Not only had I been cheating on him when Prabu was here, I am still mentally cheating him even when Prabu isn’t here. I don’t know what is worse. At least when Prabu was here I had the excuse that his presence here as well as his constant persistence that he wanted sex with me pressured me to sleep with him many times, she reasoned to herself (She found it difficult to admit to herself that truth be told she wanted it too) but now even when he is not here he is consuming my thoughts. This is in a way a greater betrayal to my husband she thought as she watched her husband eat his lunch.
 
“Why are you waiting for me to finish my lunch first, I have told you many times to eat along with me. I can serve myself. Afterall all the dishes are here on the dining table.”
 
Even her husband’s innocent words uttered now brought back unwanted memories of her time with Prabu. He had made her lie on her back on this very table and had pulled her saree up to her waist. He had looked hungrily at her wet pussy licking his lips and had said,” Nothing you cook can be tastier than this delicious dish that I’m going to eat,” as he buried his face on her sweet womanhood. She thought to herself, “If my husband had only known that his friend had eaten his wife’s pussy on this very table, he would never want to eat a meal here again and secondly he would have probably killed me.  
 
No, he wouldn’t have, she immediately dismissed the thought of violence from her husband. He is too good a man to be violent towards a woman, even one who has wronged him badly as I have. The thought that pained her most was that he would have been incredibly hurt. The vision of her husband’s face in anguish made her feel miserable. Love came flooding back for her husband.
 
She didn’t know how else to express this except to lovingly serve him as he ate. “Here dear, have another piece,” she said as she put another piece of fried fish on his plate.
“No, it’s enough for me I have already had two pieces, there won’t be anything left for you.”
 
“It’s okay, I have kept some for me in the container, how is the food, today? Is it okay.”
 
“My wife cooking always is great,” he said looking at her fondly.
 
Those words again. Prabu used to say the same thing. “You are not only beautiful, but you cook like a dream too. Saravanan is a very lucky man.”
 
She tired to banish the thoughts about Prabu as it kept intruding into her mind. How can my husband be lucky when I had allowed his friend to enjoy what should only be my husband’s rightfully.
 
She suddenly hugged her husband as she sent him back on his way to the shop. He was surprised, pleasantly so by this. He could feel the love in the way she hugged him. He thought that she is really making an effort to return to her normal self before Prabu’s unwanted intrusion into their peaceful life. I must continue to show that I care for her. Only then can I be supportive of her inner battle to redeem herself from the affair that had so affected her.
 
Meera kept herself very busy making every effort not to think about her departed lover. She reasoned that the thoughts about him only come when she had nothing to do. It’s not for nothing that they say an idle mind is the devil’s workshop. She started doing some house cleaning and mopping. She had no help since the mother of her husband’s worker who her husband had got to help in her housework had suddenly died 6 months ago. She refused her husband’s offer of getting her another domestic help. She did not want to have more free time because that was when memories of Prabu and their blissful times together kept interfering in her peace of mind.
 
It also helped that just as she finished her domestic duties her children came back home from college. As there was no tuition for them that day, she spent her time, busy taking care of them. She sat with them and supervised their homework. Although she had only studied till the 11th standard she had been a bright student. Her family situation at that time had not allowed her to pursue her studies further. That was the time before all this wealth. This comfortable life was only because of her husband and the gratitude she had shown for that was to sleep with his friend. She felt ashamed of herself. Soon her husband came back and she was busy preparing their dinner.
It was now 11pm. Her children were already fast asleep. Her husband’s deep breathing as he lay beside her also indicated that he was fast asleep. Yet sleep refused to come to her. As it has been the past two days, whenever she was idle with nothing else on her mind, the memories of her time with Prabu disturbed her once more. Why is it especially for the last two days she wondered. The woman selling flowers offering her pink jasmine had initially triggered her mind. Prabu would always buy that for her before he mated with her. He found the fragrance of the flowers intoxicating as he would vigorously pump his thick rod in her wet sheath. Soon she too started associating the sight and smell of pink jasmine with satisfying sex. She would often smile as she had to clean their bed of the crushed and scattered pink jasmine flowers after Prabu had left after making love to her. Yesterday the sight of the pink jasmine flowers triggered back those old memories. Coupled with this was the visit to Prabu’s house. She was going there for the first time after they went there for Prabu’s sister’s marriage.
 
When her husband had remarked that she seemed to be wearing only pink jasmine in her hairs nowadays, a chill had run through her spine. She feared that her husband had got an inkling of her affair with Prabu. She had warned Prabu’s over the phone when he had called her. They decided to cool their ardour for the time being. Prabu stopped visiting her completely.  Her husband had subsequently not shown any other indication that he was suspicious about her faithfulness. Two weeks or so without contact with Prabu, he had called her on the phone had said that he really was missing her a lot and he was desperate to see her even if he had to hide and see her from afar. He had come that Friday evening to the temple knowing that she would be there with her family. Her heart filled with joy when she heard him say that he could not sleep without seeing her again at least once. This was the time when their affair was at it’s peak.
 
It was there that her fear that her husband was suspicious of them was mostly assuaged. In fact her husband on seeing Prabu had called him over and had asked why he was not to be seen at our home. She only sighed in relief after hearing this. Prabu gave some excuse that he was busy in the preparations for her sister’s wedding. That evening in Prabu’s house Prabu had gestured to her secretively to follow him behind the house. She had smilingly refused. He was very insistent as he kept looking at her as much as he could without attracting any other person’s attention. Meera knew this was a situation fraught with danger and there is a real possibility that they could get caught. However, after the more than two weeks of separation she too wanted to meet with him alone. She carefully looked around to see where her husband was. She noticed him to one corner sitting with a group of men chatting. Noting that his attention was not on her she slowly walked around and out of the house without anyone noticing her. In the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s newly built house she and Prabu had kissed passionately. He had caressed and kneaded her breasts and had even tongued her pussy briefly. On her part she had fondled his large pole that she had missed for more than two weeks. Both of them needed that brief liaisons. It had subsequently led to lusty mating between them two days later in her bed.
Her eyes yesterday had automatically gone towards the old house when they visited Prabu’s ailing father. Prabu’s house, the pink jasmine flowers had all together had invoked all the desires she had so desperately tried to suppress. Now as she lay beside her husband the memory of her first lovemaking with Prabu, the first time she cheated on her husband, the first time she lost her chastity forever came rushing back to her mind. She couldn’t resist those thoughts from entering her mind once again.  On that fateful day…..     

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This is in response to some queries and comments on the story so far. Appreciate the involvement of the readers in the story. First and foremost let me say that my main reference point would be characterization of the main characters as per the original story.  

Does Meera love her husband. Yes. Has she also gone fond of Prabu. The answer to that too is yes. Hence the emotional turmoil and conflict of character. 

Was she enjoying a satisfying sex life with her husband. The original author would have briefly described a lovemaking session between husband and wife in the first story. He would have stated they made love twice and Meera's eyes would swoon as her husband was making love to her. She would smile happily and talk with her husband after their sex session. All of which indicates she had a satisfying sex session.

In the first story Meera would say to Prabu that after their first sex session she thought to never meet with him again but because of the pleasure he had shown her that day had made her come to him again and again. So how to reconcile these two things?

One reader had already stated that unsatisfying sex is not the only reason for a wife to stray. Even when the wife has a satisfying sex life with her husband she may still stray due to other reasons. Example, boredom, a new sensation of falling in love again. The attention paid to her by her lover when the relationship between man and wife has set into a predictable routine etc.

Here though there is an indication that for Meera sex with Prabu was better than with her husband, though both were satisfying for her. Only the intensity seemed to have differed.

To explain this I tried to subtly indicate the possible reasons woven into the narration, though I am not sure to what extent I had succeeded. This story was set some where in the mid nineteen eighties. Woman from decent families especially in a small town/village background had been taught to behave with restraint in matters of sex with their husbands lest they be thought to be women with loose character. 

Both Saravanan and Meera were of that background and hence were not very experimental in exploring sexual pleasures. Even in the first story when Saravanan sees Meera performing fellatio on Prabu he would say he never asked this of Meera lest she is disgusted by it. Meera was for the first time experiencing variety in sexual foreplay and she too didn't of the constraint of having to show restraint as it usually is with a lover. The newness probably contributed to her having a more satisfying sexual union. Coupled to this, the feeling of being wooed and the thrill of doing something wrong makes the sex seem more blissful. If the affair had gone on for a much longer duration eventually this too would become somewhat routine and may not be as exciting as before. Prabu having had exposure of even having gone overseas is probably more attuned to experimentation in sex.

The affair had abruptly ended and hence the only memories of it for Meera are those wonderful days before the sudden parting. Therefore she was battling against the yearning for return of those days. that were in her memory.  Saravanan too if he was to be more creative in his love making would probably be able to equally satisfy her to the same extent as Prabu. Hence it is not that Prabu has a bigger penis that made sex with him more pleasurable but the higher level of stimulation due to more experimentation coupled with the other reasons stated above.   

As an aside, many are under the fallacy that the bigger the penis the more satisfying it is for women. If a woman enjoys a certain level of sex with a man whose penis is 6 inches long and of satisfying girth then she would enjoy it more with a man having a tool of 7 inches and even better with a man whose rod is 8 inches long etc. The pleasure does not increase proportional to the increase in inches of the man's penis. In fact it is men who are more concerned with penis size than women. There was an actual study that found that for a substantial number of women the ideal penis size was 6.2 inches. In stories like this penis size is emphasized just for erotic value and not because there is truth in how it is portrayed in the stories.  

As an aside , researches doing work on sexual matter relating to women say the depth of a vagina is apparently about 3 and a half inches and can expand to a maximum of double this due to high stimulation.  The clitoris, the 'A' spot, the 'U' spot the 'G' spot are all located within 3 inches or so within the vaginal wall. Hence most normal sized men can more than satisfy any women provided the technique is right. It also states women are sensitive to stimulation around the ears, neck, lips, nipples inner thighs etc. 

Even in the case of cuckold relationship it was the cuckold men who found that relationship satisfying. Except for a small number of women, many women in such relationships found it stressful and demeaning. The felt inadequate that they on their own could not be attractive enough to their husbands but needed the presence of a third party for that. Here Saravanan did not find the sexual union between Prabu and Meera sexually stimulating. Hence he was not a cuckold.

The story would unfold in a different way as it goes on. I cannot say much on some of the comments and questions as that would give the story away. The story is still in it's early stages. I hope it continues to intrigue the readers as the story progresses. One thing my stories are not abandoned half way. The story will definitely be completed.

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The reader kamadev seemed to have posted while I was writing the reply above. I only noticed it after posting the reply. He has more or less succinctly conveyed what I wanted to say in my rather long reply.

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why this walkout?????????????
writers never deviate by the views and reviews of readers............
he is not annoyed or confused by your views..........
but tried to explain his own POV too

so what's wrong...........
just chill..............and go on .................

Exactly right. I was not upset in anyway by the queries or comments. In fact I was pleased as it showed the involvement of the readers in the story.  I have a basic concept of how the story would go including the conclusion. The details before that may deviate slightly here or there but for the most part won't differ from what I have in mind. The purpose I wrote my explanation is to give the readers an idea of the characteristics of the key protagonists in the story.

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now enough gossip dear...............   update next plz

its urgent...........

:) No update today. I've been neglecting the Tamil version. Got to put up an update there today. I expect to post an update in the English section tomorrow.

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This will be my last update for a few days. I would be going away for the weekend and will only be back home late Monday evening. If there is going to be any update after this it would only be on Tuesday.