Adultery Beta Dekhta Raha, Chup

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Chapter – 18



Subah uthte hi mera sar thoda bhari sa tha. Kal raat ka ganja abhi bhi dimag mein halka-halka nasha chhoda hua tha. Aankhein kholte hi sabse pehle woh gehri neend ki yaad aayi — jaise koi bhaari bojh dil se utar gaya ho. 6-7 ghante tak ek tang bhi nahi hili thi. Pehle kabhi itni sukoon bhari neend nahi aayi thi.

Lekin jaise hi main utha aur hall ki taraf gaya, dil mein ek ajeeb sa mixture hone laga — excited bhi aur guilty bhi. Excited isliye ki pehli baar zindagi mein dimag itna shaant tha. Guilty isliye ki ghar walon ne kal raat itna pareshan hokar mujhe dhoondha tha.

Ammi kitchen mein thi. Unhone mujhe dekha toh unki aankhein phir se nam ho gayi. Woh raat bhar roye hue thi — chehra udaas, aankhon ke neeche kaala ghera. Unhone dheere se poocha,

“Beta… uth gaya? Kal raat kya hua tha Idris? Hum dono paagal ho gaye the. Abbu toh gusse se laal ho rahe the… tu itni raat tak kahan tha? Phone bhi band… hum soch rahe the kuch ho gaya.”

Main ne sirf sar hila diya. “Ammi… bas park mein baith gaya tha. Dimag bahut heavy ho raha tha boards ki wajah se. Sorry.”

Ammi ne mujhe upar se neeche tak dekha. Unki nazar mein sirf fikar thi, koi gussa nahi. Woh meri taraf aayi aur mera maatha chhoone lagi jaise bachpan mein karti thi.

“Beta… tu theek toh hai na? Aankhein laal kyun hain? Neend mein bhi pareshan lag raha hai.”

Main ne jaldi se nazar jhuka li. “Kuch nahi Ammi… bas thak gaya hoon. Aaj se padhai pe zor lagaoonga.”

Lekin andar se ek alag hi feeling thi. Unki yeh fikar bhari aankhein dekh kar bhi mujhe koi dar nahi lag raha tha. Ulta… ek twisted si khushi ho rahi thi. Jaise main kuch bada kar raha hoon jo woh kabhi samajh nahi paayengi. Main ne chaai li aur apne room mein chala gaya.

Books kholi. Padhne baitha. Lekin 10 minute baad hi dimag phir se udne laga. Wahi purani problem. Concentration zero. Har baar padhte hue Akash ka chehra, Ammi ka woh kiss wala scene, Abbu ka gussa… sab ek saath aa jaata tha. Main ne kitab band ki aur bistar par let gaya.

Tabhi mera phone baja.

Screen pe naam tha — Chand.

Maine call uthaya. Uski hansi bhari, dostana awaaz aayi,

“Arre yaar Idris! Utha hai kya? Kal raat ka nasha utra ki abhi bhi ud raha hai?”

Main dheere se hans pada. “Thoda sa bhari hai sar… lekin neend bahut achhi aayi thi yaar. Pehle baar itni gehri neend aayi.”

Chand zor se hansa. “Bola tha na? Thoda sa relax karne se hi farak padta hai. Ab bata… aaj kya plan hai? Ghar pe baith ke padhai kar raha hai ya bahar nikalna hai?”

Main ne socha. Abbu ne kal raat mana kiya tha bahar jaane se, lekin andar se mann kar raha tha. “Yaar… Abbu ne daanta tha kal. Bola tha ghar se bahar mat nikalna.”

Chand ne casual tone mein bola, “Arre tension mat le dost. Main tere ghar ke paas hi hoon park mein. Bas 10 minute fresh air le aaja. Koi nahi dekh raha. Aur waise bhi boards ke liye dimag fresh rakhna zaroori hai na? Tu mera dost hai… main tujhe bigadne nahi de sakta.”

Uske “dost” shabd ne kuch alag sa feel diya. Jaise koi bada bhai bol raha ho jo sach mein fikar karta hai. Main ne socha… bas 20-30 minute hi toh hain. Koi nahi jaanega.

“Thik hai… aa raha hoon.”

Main ne Ammi ko bol diya, “Ammi main park jaa raha hoon… thoda fresh air le aata hoon. 30 minute mein wapas.”

Ammi ne pareshan nazar se dekha par kuch nahi bola. Sirf ek gehri saans li. Main jaldi se nikal gaya.

Park pahunchte hi Chand bench par baitha cigarette pi raha tha. Mujhe dekh kar muskuraya aur haath milaaya jaise purane dost ho.

“Arre aa gaya mera hero! Baith na.”

Hum dono baith gaye. Thandi hawa chal rahi thi. Chand ne cigarette ka packet nikala aur mujhe offer kiya, “Le… ek sutta pi le yaar. Bahut light hai. Tension khatam ho jayegi.”

Maine pehle mana kiya, “Nahi yaar… kal hi bahar tha. Aur ghar walon ne daanta tha.”

Chand ne shoulder pe haath rakh kar bola, “Yaar Idris, life mein thoda risk toh lena padta hai. Tu itna padh raha hai, itna stress le raha hai… ek cigarette tujhe mard nahi bana dega. Dost hoon main tera… trust kar. Bas ek baar try kar.”

Uske dost wale tone ne phir se kaam kiya. Maine le liya. Dheere se sulgaaya. Pehla kas liya. Dhuaan andar gaya toh thoda sa khansi aayi lekin uske baad dimag dheere-dheere shaant hone laga.

Chand ne bola, “Dekh na… ab bol… kaisa feel ho raha hai?”

“Bahut achha… jaise sab kuch door ho gaya ho.”

Hum dono thodi der chup baith gaye. Hawa mein patte sarasarah rahe the. Park mein thodi si bheed thi — bachche khel rahe the, kuch aunties walk kar rahi thi. Lekin mujhe sab kuch door-door sa lag raha tha.

Andar se ek awaaz baar-baar aa rahi thi — “Yeh mera dost hai… woh sirf madad kar raha hai… lekin yeh galat bhi toh hai Idris. Agar Abbu ko pata chal gaya toh? Ammi phir se ro degi.”

Lekin dusri awaaz usse bhi tez thi — “Bas kar… tu hamesha dar-dar ke jeeta hai. Chand dost hai. Woh tujhe samajhta hai. Abbu aur Ammi sirf daantte hain. Yeh tension khatam karne ka tarika hai.”

Main ne apne aap se ladai ki. Dimag mein purani yaadein aa rahi thi — Abbu ka kal raat ka gussa, Ammi ki aansu bhari aankhein, mera 12/80 wala marksheet. Sab kuch ek saath.

Chand ne dheere se bola, “Yaar… tu bahut sochta hai. Zindagi mein thoda maza bhi karna chahiye. Boards ke chakkar mein sab mat bhool ja.”

Main ne sirf sar hila diya. Cigarette ab khatam ho chuki thi. Nasha dheere-dheere chadh raha tha. Sharir halka ho raha tha. Dimag bilkul clear.

Hum dono thodi der aur baatein karte rahe. Chand ne apni zindagi ki kuch masti bhari kahaniyan sunayi — kaise woh college ke time ladkiyon ke saath masti karta tha, kaise usne life ko enjoy kiya. Main sunta raha. Pehli baar kisi se itni khul ke baat kar raha tha.

Lagbhag 40 minute baad Chand utha. Mujhe shoulder pe haath rakh kar bola,

“Kal phir milte hain dost… aur kuch mazedaar plan hai. Ab ghar jaa, Ammi ko pareshan mat kar. Aur haan… tension mat le. Main hoon na tere saath.”

Main muskuraya. Ghar lautte waqt raaste bhar sirf ek hi baat soch raha tha — “Yeh mera dost hai… woh sirf madad kar raha hai… lekin yeh galat bhi toh hai.”

Lekin andar se ek naya sukoon tha. Jaise zindagi mein pehli baar koi mera side le raha ho.

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Chapter – 19


Do-teen din nikal gaye the us pehle park wale din ke baad. Us cigarette ke baad maine sach mein mehnat ki thi. Subah uthte hi books khol li thi, raat tak padhta raha tha. Ammi bhi notice kar rahi thi — roz chai dete waqt muskurati thi aur bolti thi, “Beta, aaj chehra bahut fresh lag raha hai.” Abbu ne bhi ek din shaam ko aakar sirf sar pe haath fer diya tha aur bola tha, “Padhai kar raha hai na? Achha lag raha hai.”

Maine teen din mein poore do chapters complete kar liye the. Pehle wale chapter se comparison kiya toh lag raha tha ki concentration thodi si wapas aa gayi thi. Main khud ko motivate kar raha tha — “Bas aise hi continue karte raho, improvement maintain karna hai.” Raat ko sochte hue lagta tha ki shayad yeh raasta sahi hai.

Lekin teesre din shaam ko phir wahi purana pressure dheere-dheere wapas aa gaya. Dimag bhari hone laga tha. Books khule hue the lekin lines samajh nahi aa rahi thi. Dil mein bechaini badh rahi thi. Main ne kitab band ki aur bistar par let gaya. Phone haath mein tha.

Maine socha… bas ek call kar ke baat kar lu. Sirf 10-15 minute. Fir wapas padhunga.

Maine Chand ko call kar diya.

Ring jaate hi usne uthaya. Uski awaaz relaxed aur dostana thi,

“Arre Idris! Kya scene hai bhai? Teen din baad call kiya tune. Padhai chal rahi hai ki sab bhool gaya?”

Main ne halke se hans kar bola, “Padh raha tha yaar… do chapters complete kar liye. Ab thoda better feel ho raha hai. Maintain karne ki koshish kar raha hoon. Lekin aaj shaam ko dimag phir se heavy ho gaya. Socha baat kar lu.”

Chand ne halki si hansi di, “Achha hai yaar. Dekha? Thoda break lene se farak padta hai. Main abhi park ke paas hi hoon. 20 minute ke liye aa ja. Baith ke baat kar lenge.”

Main ne turant haan kar di, “Thik hai… aa raha hoon. Bas thodi der.”

Ammi ko bol diya ki main park ja raha hoon. Unhone sirf “Jaldi wapas aa ja beta” kaha.

Park pahunchte hi maine Chand ko bench par baitha dekha. Mujhe dekh kar woh muskuraya aur haath milaaya.

“Baith na. Kitna padh liya aaj?”

Hum baith gaye. Chand ne cigarette sulgaayi aur mujhe bhi di. Maine le li. Hum thodi der baatein karte rahe. Usne mera padhai ka scene poocha. Maine khushi se bata diya, “Do chapters complete kar liye yaar. Ab samajh aa raha hai. Maintain karne ki koshish kar raha hoon… bas yahi tension hai ki yeh improvement chala na jaaye.”

Chand ne sirf sar hilaya aur muskurate hue bola, “Bahut achha. Tu sahi direction mein ja raha hai.”

Tabhi uski nazar park ke walking track par gayi. Uski aankhein chamak uthi.

“Woh dekho…”

Maine uski taraf dekha. Ek curvy aurat tight sky-blue salwar suit mein dheere-dheere walk kar rahi thi. Uski gaand hilti hui thi, choochiyan salwar ke upar se saaf dikhti thi. Woh apne pati ke saath thi. Pati thaka hua lag raha tha.

Maine Chand se poocha, “Kaun hai woh bhabhi? Tu use jaanta hai kya?”

Chand ne dheere se muskuraya, aankh maari aur bola, “Haan yaar… Raziya Bhabhi. Mohalle ki randi hai woh. Pura area jaanta hai. Pati ko kuch pata nahi, lekin din bhar kisi na kisi ke saath masti karti rehti hai. Bahut hi forward aur easy hai.”

Mera muh khula reh gaya. Shock laga. “Kya? Mohalle ki… randi?”

Chand halke se hansa, “Arre haan bhai. Sach bol raha hoon. Tu naya hai is line mein, isliye nahi jaanta. Bahut maza deti hai… aur kabhi mana nahi karti.”

Mera dil zor se dhadakne laga.

Chand ne mujhe dekha aur seedha bola,

“Sun Idris… pehle tu ja. Uske pati ke paas ja aur bol ki ‘Uncle, aapko yahan se Sharma uncle ke ghar ka rasta pata hai? Main pehli baar aaya hoon, thoda dikhwa do na.’ Phir usko pakad ke 40-50 meter door le ja. Kisi tarah rok ke rakh. 10 minute chahiye mujhe.”

Maine shocked hokar bola, “Chand… main kya bolun? Yeh kaise…”

Chand ne mera shoulder pakad liya aur dheere se bola, “Arre tension mat le. Tu bas usko door le ja. Main Raziya ko ishara kar dunga aur park ke peeche wale public toilet ke pichhe le jaunga. Tu sirf pati ko rok. Ja ab.”

Maine mana karne ki koshish ki, lekin Chand ki aankhon mein wohi confident look tha. Woh already Raziya ki taraf signal de chuka tha.

Main pati ke paas pahunch gaya. Dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Maine nervous awaaz mein bola,

“Uncle… sorry disturb kar raha hoon. Aapko yahan se Sharma uncle ke ghar ka rasta pata hai? Main pehli baar colony ke is hisse mein aaya hoon. Thoda dikhwa doge?”

Pati ne pareshan hokar dekha aur bola, “Sharma uncle? Haan beta, main dikha deta hoon. Chalo mere saath.”

Main ne uska haath pakad liya jaise dost bana ke aur usko opposite direction mein le chala — toilet block se bilkul door. Jaate hue main baar-baar baat bana raha tha, “Uncle yahan se right… nahi left… actually main bhi confirm nahi hoon.” Har 10 second mein main peeche mud ke dekh raha tha.

Maine dekha Chand ne Raziya ko ishara kiya. Raziya muskurate hue pati ki taraf ek nazar daal kar Chand ke saath park ke peeche wale public toilet ki taraf chali gayi.

Main pati ko aur door le ja raha tha. Dil mein sirf darr aur bechaini thi. Main baar-baar watch dekh raha tha aur pati ko rokne ke liye aur jhooth bol raha tha. Samay bahut slow chal raha tha.

Lagbhag 10-11 minute baad mera phone vibrate hua. Chand ka message: “Done. Wapas aa.”

Main pati ko wapas leke aaya. Raziya Bhabhi already wapas aa chuki thi.

Maine unko dekha toh mera dil ruk sa gaya.

Uska bright red lipstick pura smear ho chuka tha — neeche ka lip bahut zyada fade ho gaya tha aur upar wala thoda sa side mein phaila hua tha. Uske honth thode se swell aur chamakdar lag rahe the. Chehre pe paseena ki boondein chamak rahi thi, specially maathe aur gardan par. Dupatta abhi bhi thoda sa side mein tha aur usne jaldi se theek karne ki koshish ki thi. Salwar ke upar bhi halka sa pasina laga hua tha. Woh chalte waqt apne lips ko baar-baar chupchaap saaf kar rahi thi.

Aur Chand…

Uski pant ki chain abhi bhi khuli hui thi. Woh jaldi se upar ki taraf haath le gaya tha lekin maine dekh liya tha. Uska chehra bhi thoda laal tha aur saans tez chal rahi thi.

Pati ne kuch nahi notice kiya. Woh normal baat kar raha tha.

Chand mere paas aaya. Uske chehre pe wohi satisfied grin thi. Usne mera shoulder thappad maara aur halke se bola,

“Dekha? Kitna simple aur mazedaar hai. Bas 10 minute ka kaam. Tu bhi ek din try kar sakta hai… Raziya Bhabhi mohalle ki randi hai, agar main bolun toh tujhe bhi full chance de degi.”

Maine kuch nahi bola. Sirf sar hila diya. Muh sukha sa ho gaya tha.

Chand hans pada, “Koi tension nahi hai. Life ko thoda enjoy karna chahiye. Ab chal… ghar lautte hain.”

Raaste mein jaate hue usne casually bola, “Kal shaam daru theke pe chalte hain. Ek beer try kar. Bahut relief milega. Tension khatam ho jayegi.”

Main chup-chaap saath chal raha tha.

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Ghar pahunchte hi main seedha apne room ki taraf badh gaya. Ammi kitchen se bahar aayi thi. Mujhe dekhte hi unki aankhein chhoti ho gayi.

“Beta… itna der kyun laga? Chehra bhi laal kyun hai?”

Main ne aankhein jhuka kar bola, “Kuch nahi Ammi… Chand se baat kar raha tha. Thoda late ho gaya.”

Ammi ne mujhe upar se neeche tak dekha, lekin kuch nahi bola. Sirf ek gehri saans li aur wapas kitchen mein chali gayi. Main room mein ghus kar darwaza band kar diya aur bistar par let gaya.

Raziya Bhabhi ka woh scene abhi bhi aankhon ke saamne ghum raha tha — uska smeared lipstick, paseene se chamakta chehra, lips jo abhi bhi geele aur swell hue hue the, dupatta side mein, aur Chand ki pant ki chain abhi bhi khuli hui… Main ne aankhein band ki, lekin woh picture hat nahi rahi thi.

Raat ke khane ke time main ne bahar aakar sirf roti kha li. Ammi ne kuch nahi poocha. Abbu bhi thake hue the, sirf TV dekh rahe the. Khana khatam karke main seedha room mein aa gaya aur lights off kar di.

Lambi thakaan thi. Nasha bhi halka sa abhi bhi sar mein tha. Main jaldi so gaya.

Sapna…

Main park mein tha. Shaam ka time. Thandi hawa chal rahi thi. Mere saath Ammi thi — wohi normal, modest salwar suit jo woh ghar mein pehenti hain. Hum dono dheere-dheere walk kar rahe the.

Tabhi Chand mere paas aaya. Woh muskurate hue bola,

“Idris… Sharma uncle ka ghar kidhar hai bhai? Tu toh yahan rehta hai na? Bata na.”

Maine kuch samajh nahi paya, lekin Chand ne turant mera haath pakad liya aur mujhe Ammi se door ki taraf le chala. Usne mera haath zor se pakda hua tha aur bol raha tha, “Chal na yaar, dikhwa de… bas 10 minute ka kaam hai.”

Main uske saath ja raha tha. Peeche mud ke dekha toh Ammi akeli khadi thi. Tabhi piche se Akash aaya. Woh chupke se Ammi ke paas pahuncha, uska haath pakda aur park ke peeche wali jhadiyon ki taraf le gaya. Ammi ne thoda sa mana kiya, lekin Akash ne usko jhadiyon ke andar le liya.

Main Chand ke saath door ja raha tha. Dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Har second main peeche mud ke dekhne ki koshish kar raha tha, lekin Chand mera haath pakde hue tha aur bol raha tha, “Dekh na bhai, yahan se right… nahi left… tu hi toh jaanta hai.”

Lagbhag 10-11 minute baad Chand ne mera haath chhoda aur bola, “Ho gaya. Wapas chal.”

Hum dono wapas aaye.

Ammi already wapas aa chuki thi.

Maine unko dekha toh mera dil ruk sa gaya.

Uska bright red lipstick pura smear ho chuka tha — neeche ka lip bahut zyada fade ho gaya tha aur upar wala thoda sa side mein phaila hua tha. Uske honth thode se swell aur chamakdar lag rahe the. Chehre pe paseena ki boondein chamak rahi thi, specially maathe aur gardan par. Dupatta abhi bhi thoda sa side mein tha aur usne jaldi se theek karne ki koshish ki thi. Salwar ke upar bhi halka sa pasina laga hua tha. Woh chalte waqt apne lips ko baar-baar chupchaap saaf kar rahi thi.

Akash ka chehra thoda laal tha. Uska shirt ka ek button khula hua tha.

Tabhi Akash ne Ammi ki taraf dekha, muskuraya aur dheere se bola,

“Saira bhabhi mohalle ki randi hai.”

Main dar ke maare chillaya aur uth gaya.

Room mein andhera tha. Mera dil bahut tez dhadak raha tha. Pura badan paseene se tar tha. Main ne saans rok kar socha — “Yeh kya sapna tha… bilkul kal wale scene jaisa… main… Ammi… aur Akash…”

Main uth kar paani piya. Haath kaanp rahe the. Raat bhar neend nahi aayi. Sapna itna zinda tha ki lag raha tha sach mein hua ho.

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Subah uth kar main ne koshish ki padhai karne ki. Books kholi, notes banaye, lekin har line padhte hue dimag park mein chala jaata tha. Ammi ka woh chehra, smeared lipstick, Akash ke saath… sab aa jaata tha. Concentration bilkul zero thi.

Main ne kitabon ko zor se band kiya aur bistar par let gaya. Dimag mein sirf ek hi baat chal rahi thi — “Yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe?”

Shaam hone tak main room mein hi baitha raha. Padhai nahi ho paayi. Dil bahut bechain tha.

Shaam ko 7 baje main ne phone uthaya aur Chand ko call kar diya.

Ring jaate hi usne uthaya.

“Bol be Idris, kya scene hai?”

Main ne thoda ruk kar bola, “Yaar… aaj dimag bahut heavy hai. Kal wala plan… daru theke wala… chalega kya?”

Chand hans pada, “Arre wah! Aaj khud call kiya tune. Haan be, bilkul chalega. Bas thodi der ki baat hai. Aa ja.”

Main ne saans li aur bola, “Thik hai… aa raha hoon.”

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Chapter 21



Main theka pahuncha toh Chand wahan baitha tha. Usne do beer order kar rakhi thi. Usne mujhe dekhte hi ek glass ki taraf ishara kiya.

“Pee le,” usne kaha.

Maine mana kiya, lekin usne force kiya. Do glass ke baad mera sar halka sa ghumne laga. Chand bike pe baith gaya aur mujhe peeche baithne ko kaha.

Bike chalte waqt usne poocha, “Bol… tu ne abhi tak kisi ko choda hai kya?”

“Nahi,” maine dheere se jawab diya.

Chand kuch nahi bola, bas ek halka sa hans diya aur bike ka rukh Raziya ke ghar ki taraf mod diya.

Ghar ke paas pahunch kar usne phone kiya. Raziya ne kaha ki rasta saaf hai. Hum andar chale gaye.

Andar jaate hi Chand aur Raziya khul kar baat karne lage. Dono besharam ho kar sex ki baatein kar rahe the. Main wahan baitha tha, lekin woh dono mujhe ignore kar rahe the.

Thodi der baad Chand ne Raziya ki taraf dekha aur bola, “Ye dekh, bilkul naya hai. Abhi tak kisi ko nahi choda. Virgin hai.”

Raziya ne mujhe dekha aur muskurate hue kaha, “Accha? Chalo phir main hi dekh leti hoon.”

Woh uthi, mera haath pakda aur mujhe bedroom mein le gayi. Bedroom ke andar usne apni nighty utaar di. Woh bilkul nangi ho gayi. Usne mujhe chhoona shuru kiya, lekin mera lund bilkul nahi khada ho raha tha. Main ghabra raha tha. Haath kaanp rahe the. Kuch bhi nahi ho raha tha.

Raziya thodi der try karti rahi. Jab kuch nahi hua toh uske chehre pe gussa aur irritation saaf dikhne lagi. Woh thak kar bahar aa gayi. Main bhi uske peeche bahar aa gaya.

Raziya bilkul nangi thi. Woh seedha Chand ke paas gayi aur uski god mein baith gayi. Uske bade boobs Chand ke seene se takra rahe the. Pehle woh mujhpe ek teekhi nazar daal chuki thi. Ab usne Chand ki taraf mud kar kaha —

“Kaun chutiya ko le aaye ho bhadwe?”

Chand hans pada lekin kuch nahi bola. Raziya uski god mein baith kar dheere dheere apni kamar hilane lagi. Chand ne uske nange boobs dono haathon se pakad liye aur zor se dabaye. Raziya ne aankhein band karke moan kiya aur apna muh aage karke Chand ke hothon pe kiss karne lagi.

Chand ne uske hoth chusne shuru kar diye. Raziya ab sirf dheere nahi, thodi tez hote hue apni gand ko uske lund pe ragad rahi thi. Chand ne ek haath neeche le jaakar apna lund bahar nikala aur uski chut ke upar rakh diya. Raziya ne khud hi thoda upar uth kar apni chut mein lund daal liya.

Jaise hi poora lund andar gaya, uske muh se ek tez awaaz nikli. Woh ab zor-zor se apni kamar hila rahi thi. Chand ne uski kamar pakad rakhi thi aur neeche se dhakke laga raha tha.

Main wahan chair pe baitha tha. Mera lund ab bhi nahi khada ho raha tha. Sirf sharam aur bechaini ho rahi thi. Raziya ki har awaaz mere kaan mein goonj rahi thi.

Raziya ne apni kamar aur tez kar di. Chand ne uska ek boob muh mein le liya aur chusne laga. Raziya ne uske baal pakad liye. Ab dono bilkul besharam ho kar mere saamne chudai kar rahe the. Raziya ki gili awaazein poore kamre mein goonj rahi thi.

Thodi der baad Raziya ne meri taraf dekha. Saans phooli hui thi. Usne seedha mujhpe nazar daal kar taana maara —

“Itna bada ho gaya aur abhi tak ladki nahi chodi… sirf dekhne aaya hai kya?”

Phir woh phir se Chand se chipak gayi aur zor se hilne lagi. Chand ne uski kamar aur tight pakad li aur neeche se tez dhakke lagane laga. Raziya ki awaaz ab aur tez ho gayi thi. Woh chillate hue jhadne wali thi.

Kuch der baad Chand ne usko zor se pakad liya aur andar hi jhad gaya. Raziya uske upar leti rahi, saans phooli hui, pasine mein lipti hui. Woh ab bhi nangi thi aur uski gand Chand ke lund pe tikki hui thi.

Main wahan chup-chaap baitha raha. Mera dil tez dhadak raha tha.

Thodi der baad hum wahan se nikal aaye. Bike pe ghar aate waqt main bilkul chup tha.

Ghar pahunch kar Ammi ne darwaza khola. Usne mera chehra dekha toh pareshan ho gayi, lekin main jaldi se apne kamre mein chala gaya.

Kamre mein let kar jab aankhein band ki toh wohi scene baar-baar aankhon ke saamne aa raha tha — Raziya nangi, Chand ki god mein baithi hui, aur main sirf dekh raha tha.

Mera lund khada ho gaya.

Main neeche haath le gaya aur dheere se hilane laga. Raziya ka nanga badan aur uske taane dimaag mein chal rahe the. Phir dheere dheere uska chehra badalne laga… aur Ammi ka chehra ban gaya.

Main usko usi position mein sochne laga — nangi, kisi aur ki god mein baithi hui, aur main sirf dekh raha hoon.

Jab jhadne laga toh meri saans ruk si gayi thi.

Sirf dekhna… sirf dekhna.

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Chapter 22

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Subah jab meri aankh khuli toh raat ka scene ab bhi dimag mein ghum raha tha. Raziya ka nanga badan, Chand ki god mein baithi hui, aur main wahan baitha dekh raha tha. Mujhe sharam aa rahi thi. Mera lund uske saamne khada bhi nahi hua tha. Yeh baat baar-baar dimag mein aa rahi thi.

Phone mein Chand ka message pada tha. Usne likha tha — “Thik hai na? Tension mat le, pehli dafa ho jata hai aisa.”

Maine padha lekin reply nahi kiya. Mujhe usse baat karne ka bilkul mann nahi tha. Main ghar se bahar bhi nahi nikalna chahta tha. Shayad woh milne ke liye bulaata. Main chup-chaap bistar pe leta raha.

Ammi subah se ghar mein kaam kar rahi thi. Aaj usne thoda achha sa suit pehna hua tha. Ghar pe hi thi lekin usne halka sa makeup bhi kar liya tha. Yeh baat mujhe thodi alag lagi. Woh aksar itna nahi karti thi.

Dopahar ke baad maine dekha ki woh phone mein zyada time laga rahi thi. Kabhi muskurati, kabhi jaldi se phone lock kar deti. Jab main uski taraf dekhta toh woh phone side mein rakh deti. Yeh pehle nahi hota tha.

Shaam ko main apne kamre mein hi tha. Tab maine dekha ki Ammi apne room mein taiyar ho rahi thi. Woh achhe kapde pehen rahi thi aur mirror ke saamne apne aap ko dekh rahi thi. Lag raha tha ki woh kahin jaane wali thi.

Thodi der baad woh bahar aayi. Woh seedha mere paas aayi aur dheere se poochi,
“Beta, tum aaj apne dost se milne nahi ja rahe?”

Uske tone mein kuch aisa tha jaise woh chahti thi ki main ghar se bahar chala jaun. Pehle kabhi usne aise nahi poocha tha. Main chup raha aur apne kamre mein hi raha.

Kuch der baad maine dekha ki Ammi wapas apne room mein chali gayi. Usne kapde change kar liye aur normal ghar ke kapde pehen liye. Woh bahar nahi gayi. Uske chehre pe thodi si mayusi bhi dikh rahi thi. Shayad isliye kyunki main ghar se nahi nikal raha tha.

Main wahan baitha sochta raha. Kyun usne itna poocha tha ki main bahar jaun? Aur jab main nahi gaya toh usne khud hi plan cancel kar diya aur mayus bhi ho gayi? Yeh baat mere dimag mein atak gayi.

Raat ko jab main apne kamre mein akela tha, tab yeh saare chhote-chhote baat dimag mein ghum rahe the. Ammi ka naye kapde pehenna, phone pe muskurana, aur phir plan cancel kar dena sirf isliye kyunki main ghar pe raha.

Maine aankhein band ki toh ek aur scene dimag mein aa gaya. Ammi kisi ke saamne taiyar ho rahi thi. Koi uske kapde dekh raha tha. Main sirf dekh raha tha, jaise kal Raziya ke ghar mein dekh raha tha.

Mera lund khada ho gaya.

Main neeche haath le gaya. Dheere dheere hilate hue main usko usi halat mein sochne laga. Koi uske paas baitha tha, uske kapde dekh raha tha, aur main sirf dekh raha tha.

Jab jhadne laga toh maine apna muh takiye mein daba liya.

Mujhe sirf yeh pata tha ki Ammi mein kuch badlaav aa raha tha.

Aur main usko dekh raha tha.

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Chapter 23



Do-teen din aise hi beet gaye. Ghar mein koi badi baat nahi hui. Ammi ka behavior normal rehta tha aur main bhi apne routine mein hi tha. Chand se ab bhi meri baat nahi hui thi.

Ek dopahar ko main kitchen mein paani lene gaya. Tabhi maine Ammi ki awaaz suni. Woh phone pe baat kar rahi thi. Uska tone alag tha. Woh hans hans ke baat kar rahi thi. Main ruk gaya. Dheere se sunne laga.

Dusre taraf se kisi mard ki awaaz aa rahi thi. Woh milne ka zidd kar raha tha. Ammi pehle mana kar rahi thi, lekin dheere dheere uska awaaz naram hota ja raha tha. Main samajh gaya ki woh kisi se milne ki baat kar rahi hai.

Shaam ko main apne kamre mein tha. Maine socha ki main khud hi ghar se nikal jaata hoon. Main Ammi ke paas gaya aur kaha, “Main aaj shaam ko Chand se milne ja raha hoon.”

Ammi ne mujhe dekha. Uske chehre pe ek halki si khushi aa gayi. Woh turant boli, “Haan jaa, theek hai.” Uski aankhon mein woh khushi saaf dikh rahi thi. Mujhe yeh baat thodi alag lagi.

Main ghar se nikal gaya. Thodi der tak main bahar hi raha. Phir main wapas ghar ki taraf chal pada. Jab main ghar ke paas pahuncha, tab maine dekha ki Ammi bahar nikal rahi hai.

Woh jaldi-jaldi taiyar hui thi. Usne achhe kapde pehne hue the. Woh road par gayi aur ek auto rok liya. Auto mein baithte waqt uske chehre pe halki si muskurahat thi. Woh bahut jaldi mein lag rahi thi.

Main wahan khada dekh raha tha. Auto aage badhne laga. Main kuch der sochta raha, phir maine bhi ek auto rok liya aur usme baith gaya.

Maine auto wale se kaha, “Us auto ke peeche chalna.”

Auto aage badha. Ammi wali auto aage thi aur mera auto uske peeche chal raha tha. Raat ho rahi thi. Sadak par halki bheed thi. Main peeche baitha tha aur aage Ammi ki auto dekh raha tha.

Mera dil tez dhadak raha tha. Main jaanta tha ki main galat kar raha hoon, lekin main ruk nahi pa raha tha. Ammi itni khush kyun hui thi jab maine kaha tha ki main bahar ja raha hoon? Aur ab woh jaldi-jaldi kahan ja rahi thi?

Auto aage badhta raha. Ammi wali auto bhi tez chal rahi thi. Main peeche uska peecha karta raha.

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Chapter 24

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Auto aage badhta raha. Raat gehri ho chuki thi. Thodi der baad auto ek purani building ke saamne ruk gayi. Ammi wali auto ruk gayi. Maine bhi apne auto ko rokne ko kaha.

Ammi ne jaldi se auto se utar kar building ke andar chali gayi. Maine dheere se uske peeche badha. Woh doosri manzil par ek flat ke paas gayi aur darwaze par knock kiya. Darwaza khula. Akash andar khada tha. Usne Ammi ko andar khincha aur darwaza band kar diya.

Maine socha ki yeh Akash ka hi flat hoga. Maine dheere se balcony ke paas jaakar jhaankne ki koshish ki, lekin andar kuch dikh nahi raha tha. Sirf halki si awaazein aa rahi thi. Main bahar hi khada raha.

Kuch der baad peeche se awaaz aayi.

“Arre Idris? Tu yahan kya kar raha hai?”

Main ne mud kar dekha. Chand khada tha, haath mein thailiyan thi. Woh mujhe dekh kar hairaan tha.

“Chand bhai…” maine dheere se kaha.

Chand ne kaha, “Tu yahan kyun khada hai? Andar chal.”

Maine mana karna chaaha, lekin usne mujhe andar dhakel diya aur khud bhi andar aa gaya. Darwaza band kar diya.

Hall mein halki si light jal rahi thi. Agle kamre se Ammi ki siskiyan aa rahi thi. Main turant samajh gaya ki Akash Ammi ko chod raha hai.

Chand ne normal tone mein kaha, “Baith ja. Daru piya hai?”

Maine kuch nahi kaha. Main sofa par baitha. Mera dil tez dhadak raha tha.

Chand ne daaru ki bottle kholi aur do glass mein thoda sa daaru daala. Usne ek glass mujhe pakda diya. “Pee le.”

Maine glass haath mein le liya. Agle kamre se Ammi ki siskiyan aa rahi thi. Kabhi dheemi, kabhi gehri. Saath hi bistar ki creaking bhi sunai de rahi thi.

Chand ne ek sip li aur kaha, “Aaj Akash ne kaha tha ki milna hai. Isliye main bahar gaya tha kuch laane. Lagta hai usne koi setting kiya hoga andar.”

Mere dimag mein jhatka laga. Main dheere dheere samajh raha tha ki yeh flat **Chand ka** hai.

Chand ne phir kaha, “Akash aur main kabhi-kabhi ek dusre ki setting share kar lete hain. Koi dikkat nahi hoti.”

Mera saans atak gaya. Main uski taraf dekha. Usko nahi pata tha ki andar meri Ammi hai.

Agle kamre se Ammi ki siskiyan aur gehri ho gayi. Woh moan kar rahi thi. Kabhi-kabhi uske muh se “Ahhh… Akash…” nikal raha tha.

Chand ne kaha, “Sun raha hai? Kitni maza le rahi hai.”

Mera lund pant mein khada ho chuka tha. Main sharma raha tha. Meri Ammi agle kamre mein Akash ke saath thi, aur Chand normal baat kar raha tha.

Chand ne phir kaha, “Akash ko ladkiyon ke mamle mein experience hai. Woh jaldi nahi rukta.”

Maine uski taraf dekha. Chand ko bilkul nahi pata tha ki andar meri Ammi chillaa rahi hai.

Agle kamre se ab Ammi ki awaaz aur tez aa rahi thi. Woh siskiyan le rahi thi. Kabhi-kabhi uske muh se halki si tareef bhi nikal rahi thi — “Bahut accha lag raha hai…” Main saaf sun saka.

Chand ne kaha, “Ladkiyan Akash ke saath ek baar leti hain toh phir usko hi maangti hain.”

Main wahan baitha raha. Mera lund ab bhi khada tha. Main dekh raha tha ki meri Ammi kisi aur ke saath chud rahi hai.

Chand ne phir kaha, “Agar dekhna hai toh dekh le. Darwaza thoda sa khula hai.”

Maine dheere se utha. Main hall se thoda aage badha. Bedroom ka darwaza thoda sa khula tha. Main ne jhaanka.

Andar light jal rahi thi. Ammi bistar par leti hui thi. Akash uske upar tha. Woh usko zor zor se chod raha tha. Ammi ki taange faili hui thi. Akash tez dhakke laga raha tha. Ammi ke muh se siskiyan nikal rahi thi.

Main wahan khada raha. Mera lund pant ke andar tight ho raha tha.

Chand ne peeche se kaha, “Dekh raha hai?”

Maine kuch nahi kaha. Main bas dekh raha tha.

Akash ne Ammi ko palta diya. Ab woh doggy style mein thi. Akash ne peeche se uski chut mein lund daala aur zor zor se dhakke lagane laga. Ammi ka sar takiye mein daba hua tha. Uske muh se ab sirf siskiyan nikal rahi thi.

Main dekh raha tha. Har dhakke ke saath Ammi ka badan aage badh raha tha.

Chand ne kaha, “Akash ko dekh ke maza aata hai. Ladkiyon ko kaise pel-ta hai.”

Mera lund ab bhi khada tha. Main ne apni pant ke andar haath daala aur dheere se hilane laga. Main dekh raha tha ki meri Ammi kisi aur ke lund se chudi hui hai.

Akash ne Ammi ke baal pakad liye aur tez dhakke lagane laga. Ammi ki siskiyan aur tez ho gayi. Kabhi-kabhi uske muh se “Ahhh… bahut accha…” nikal raha tha.

Mera dimag mein ek hi thought chal raha tha — yeh meri Ammi hai. Aur main use dekh raha hoon.

Akash ne zor se dhakke lagaye aur andar hi jhad gaya. Ammi bhi jhad chuki thi. Dono saans phooli hui thi.

Main wahan khada raha. Mera lund ab bhi khada tha. Main ne apni pant ke andar haath daala aur jaldi se hilane laga. Jab main jhadne laga, tab mere dimag mein sirf yeh hi chal raha tha — Ammi… Akash… main dekh raha hoon.

Main jhad gaya. Mere pair kaanp rahe the.

Maine turant socha ki ab mujhe yahan se nikalna hai. Agar Ammi uth gayi aur bahar aayi toh sab khatam ho jaayega. Main dheere se wahan se hat gaya aur hall mein aaya.

Chand ne mujhe dekha aur kaha, “Theek hai?”

Maine sir hila diya. Main jaldi se darwaze ki taraf badha.

Chand ne pucha, “Abhi ja raha hai?”

Maine dheere se kaha, “Haan… main chalta hoon.”

Main jaldi se flat se bahar nikal gaya. Raat ki hawa mein main khada raha. Mera dil tez dhadak raha tha. Mere dimag mein ab bhi Ammi ki siskiyan aur Akash ke dhakke ghum rahe the.

Main dheere dheere ghar ki taraf chal pada.

Aaj shaam kuch badal gaya tha.

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Chapter 25


Main wahan se turant bhagta hua ghar ki taraf dauda. Dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha, jaise seene mein koi dhol baja raha ho. Har kadam pe Ammi aur Akash wale scenes aankhon ke saamne vivid ghum rahe the — Ammi bistar par ghutno ke bal, gaand upar uthaye, Akash peeche se zor-zor se dhakke maar raha tha. Uske muh se nikalti woh siskiyan… “Ahhh… haan… aur zor se…” Mera lund abhi bhi pant ke andar thoda sa khada tha, lekin andar se gussa aur helplessness itna tez tha ki rona aa raha tha.

Main gusse mein tha. Bahut gusse mein. Apni Ammi… meri Ammi… kisi aur ke saath aise… aur main sirf dekh sakta tha. Kuch kar nahi sakta tha. Bilkul weak aur laachar feel ho raha tha.

Ghar pahuncha toh main gate bahar se band tha. Andar se koi awaaz nahi aa rahi thi. Yaad aaya — Ammi jab Akash se milne gayi thi tab usne gate band karke hi gayi thi. Maine darwaze ko zor-zor se dhakelne ki koshish ki, lekin woh nahi khula. Frustration aur gussa dono ek saath ubal padhe. “Fuck… fuck…” main apne aap se hi bolta hua wahan khada raha.

Andar nahi jaa paane ka gussa itna badh gaya ki main seedha theke ki taraf bhag gaya. Raat ke andhere mein theka khula tha. Maine ek botal whiskey li aur wahi pe bench par baith kar peena shuru kar diya. Ek peg, doosra, teesra… har peg ke saath Ammi ka woh scene aur tez hota ja raha tha. aankhon ke saamne wohi nazara — Akash ka lund Ammi ke andar bahar… uski gaand hilti hui… uski siskiyan. Main zor-zor se peeta raha. Rona bhi aa raha tha, gussa bhi aa raha tha. Kab behosh hua, mujhe khud ko pata nahi chala.

Aankh khuli toh subah ke 11 baj rahe the. Sar bhari hui thi, tez headache ho raha tha. Aankhein laal ho chuki thi. Muh mein kadwa taste tha. Main wahi theke ke paas hi zameen par pada tha. Kisi tarah utha aur ghar ki taraf chal pada.

Ghar pahunchte hi main samajh gaya ki badi gadbad hai. Bahar security officer ki gaadi khadi thi. Do constable aur ek SI khade the. Andar Abbu aur Ammi dono bahar aaye hue the. Meri laal aankhein dekh kar un dono ka chehra ekdam gusse se lal ho gaya.

“Idris! Kahan tha tu raat bhar?!” Abbu ki awaaz garaj uthi.

Ammi ke chehre par bhi gussa tha, lekin uske saath thoda sa dar bhi dikhai de raha tha. security officer wale ne kaha, “Beta, Abbu ne raat bhar missing complaint kar di thi. Tu kahan tha?”

Tabhi Abbu ne aage badh kar mera collar pakad liya. “Harami! Raat bhar ghar nahi aaya, daaru pi ke pada tha kahi pe! Teri Ammi raat bhar royi hai!”

Phir shuru hua bada fight.

Abbu ne mujhe zor se dhakka diya aur ek ke baad ek thappad marna shuru kar diya. Ek… do… teen… char… main gin nahi pa raha tha. 9-10 tez thappad pade, har thappad ke saath mera sar ghum raha tha. Gaal jal rahe the, aankhon ke saamne andhera chha raha tha.

Lekin main Abbu ki taraf nahi dekh raha tha.

Main sirf Ammi ko stare kar raha tha.

Uske chehre ko… uske gale par kal raat wala chhota sa nishaan ab bhi halka dikhai de raha tha… uske hips… jo kal raat Akash ke dhakkon se hil rahe the. Kal raat ka pura scene bilkul fresh tha — Ammi ki taangein faili hui, uski siskiyan, Akash ka lund uske andar…

Main andar se bilkul toot chuka tha. Defeated. Haar chuka tha.

Maine muh khola. Abbu ko sab sach batane ke liye… Ammi… Akash… sab kuch bolne ke liye.

Lekin mere lips bilkul powerless ho chuke the.

Ek awaaz bhi nahi nikalti thi.

Bas aankhein Ammi par jami hui thi… aur dimag mein wohi scene repeat ho raha tha.

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