Adultery My Mom & the exchange student

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Curious to read further updates...... Sam starts his play

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Please update soon.. Aww.. Cant able to wait... Add. More dialogues between sam and mom

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Please update with more sam and mom dialogues.. Aww.. Eager to wait

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Chapter 18

　　When the mother of the chick spoke, I could already feel the moist, hot and sticky place where the glans entered the crotch, and I had experienced that warm squeezing feeling many times.
　　That's right, under the rain and thunder at night, on the warm big bed in the master bedroom on the second floor, my dick slipped effortlessly into a moist peach blossom garden without even realizing it. It was the place I longed for day and night. , that’s the chick’s mother’s pussy.
　　I was so excited that I couldn't believe that I really had sex with my mother. I thought that I could take advantage of the heavy rain and thunder that night to rub her pussy, but the fact was that most of my dick was already inserted into her vagina. The soft, hot and moist squeezing sensation from the shaft of my dick forced me to look at my mother who was tightly covered with quilt in disbelief. The woman who initially looked at me with contempt and disdain was now being bangd by my old man. Two thrusts into the moist and hot vagina, even the tone of speaking is so labored and enchanting because of this.
　　"Quickly...quickly...get out..."
　　After a brief moment of stillness that was like an electric shock, I felt her hand pushing back my lower abdomen, trying to get my dick out of her pussy. .
　　"Boom... da... boom..."
　　"Ah... Mom, it feels so comfortable..."
　　"Ah... you... don't... don't move..."
　　Her hand seemed to be touching me. My nerves were stimulated even more. With a thunderous sound, my buttocks pushed toward the plump and white buttocks in front of my lower abdomen. In this way, the depth of my dick inserted into my little cunt increased tremendously. Less distance.
　　"...Mom, it feels so comfortable...I can't stand it anymore..."
　　The feeling of my dick being slowly squeezed by my mother's vagina gave me the urge to ejaculate, and I naturally held her buttocks with both hands. , I felt her ass trembling slightly, and I even felt that the depths of her vagina were tight and tight, just like the feeling when having sex with a virgin. The tight feeling made me wonder how much I wanted to think about the chick daddy. Is it because my penis is not good enough that my wife’s vagina can’t be played smoothly?

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"Ah...don't...don't...move..."
　　As my dick penetrated her vagina a little more, she began to painfully grab my arm holding her buttocks, and there was an immediate sensation on her hand. The stinging sensation when her nails dug into the flesh of her arms represented how nervous and painful she was at that time.
　　Penetrating her little pussy is a dream I have always dreamed of. When the dream comes true, how can I let it go so easily. Although she felt uncomfortable, I didn't see her butt avoiding my penetration. Instead, she twisted her butt gently under the quilt, as if she was trying to please my dick.
　　"Hmm...Mom...it's so comfortable inside..." I held her ass, raised my dick and pushed it hard into her pussy.
　　"You...don't move..."
　　Her face was covered in the quilt, and a high-pitched voice came from the other side. I knew she must be very excited too, and she must know that I have always had a crush on her. , when my dick really penetrated her little pussy, she must have been in disbelief, and her mind went blank with excitement.
　　"Quick...Quickly get out..."
　　Her little cunt must have felt the penetration of my dick. She turned around and said nervously. After saying that, her buttocks slowly moved forward, and my dick followed suit. Withdrew from her ass little by little.
　　"Boom...boom...da..."
　　"Ah...Mom..."
　　"Bah...gu..."
　　"Ah..."
　　When she tried to pull out my penis, a huge thunder sounded across the sky , I got close to her back in horror, and only heard a sound piercing the air from the quilt, and then the mother of the chick let out a loud gasp. When I recovered from the thunder, I realized that I My lower abdomen was pressed tightly against her ass, and my dick disappeared under her ass. I knew that almost all of my penis was inserted into her vagina.
　　"Mom... afraid..." I knew that I had to show more fear and fear at this time to make her let go of her nervousness.
　　"Well..."
　　She felt that my dick was fully inserted into her vagina, and she immediately gave up her plan to move forward, and another charming gasp came from the quilt.
　　How could I care so much at that time? I hugged her waist with both hands, pressed my lower abdomen against her ass, and pushed her forward one after another.

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"Ah...no...no way...um...quickly...quickly...get out..."
　　Although she said this, her body did not move at all, as if she had no strength, except for the sound coming from her mouth. Intermittent gasps and words of rejection.
　　"Mom, Mom, I like you..."
　　I was already at the peak of my rationality with desire. I held her big breasts with my hands from her waist up, and thrust my butt forward against the clock. There was gradually a "pop" in the quilt. ...pop..." sound.
　　"No...ah...you...quickly...get out...no...I...I'm your mother..."
　　After I touched her big breasts, her body began to stir, and her slender and snow-white back Writhing on the bed.
　　"Ah...Mom...I like you...Mom...I love you...I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you..."
　　I pulled off her pajamas, revealing her unprotected breasts. , I grasped her nipples tightly with both hands. Unexpectedly, her nipples were extremely hard, like a beautiful bud.
　　"Pah...pah..."
　　I hit her faster and faster. It was obvious that I was having sex with her, and it was aboveboard.
　　"Um...no...I'm your mother...stop...no..."
　　Her hand turned to push my lower abdomen away, but she didn't have any strength. Instead, she was stroking and comforting me. Same.
　　"No? Mom, actually you want it too."
　　I grabbed her hand and pulled her back. This time, I tightly controlled her body and pulled her toward me, and my lower body was pressed tightly under her ass. Airtight.
　　"No...I don't want to...let me go...quickly...get out...ahha..."
　　I felt the moisture in my legs under the bed gradually. I raised my hand and touched her butt, and I actually felt a There was a sticky water stain, especially in the butt groove, where my dick had been rubbed by friction. The sticky water soaked our bodies together.
　　"Mom... stop being hypocritical, I saw you masturbating."
　　"How... is it possible... I didn't... let go of me... ah..." When she heard me say that I saw her masturbating, she felt like she was on a hot pot. The ants began to resist violently.
　　"Well! Mom, dad has never reached this depth, right?"
　　"Ah... no... okay... aha... quick... let me go..."
　　I saw how fierce her resistance was, so I simply stood up and arched my body. He pressed her on the bed, sat on her butt, pressed her tightly under the bed, and inserted his dick deep into her tight vagina.
　　"Mom, you have always taught me to be an honest and good boy. Mom herself is not honest at all!"
　　As I said this, I spread her buttocks and let my dick go deeper and deeper into her body. I felt that my glans was close to the bottom of her and touched the slightly hard place in her vagina. I knew that that was the entrance to the woman's uterus.

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"No...ah...it's too deep...quickly...get out quickly..."
　　"Mom, actually you also want me to fuck you, don't you?"
　　"Pah..." I raised my hand and spanked her on the butt.
　　"Ah...you...I didn't...you...get out quickly...stop...Mom...pretend that nothing happened...happened..."
　　She gently raised her upper body, but her plump ass was It was me who was pressing her down, and my dick was inserted deeply into her body, making her unable to move.
　　"No? I saw mom masturbating with a vibrator. Mom, dad can't satisfy you. I've known for a long time that only my dick can satisfy your little cunt!" "I... don't... you
　　... Let me go..."
　　I saw that she was still resisting, and she must not feel the pleasure of being fucked by my dick. I grabbed her two hands and pulled her back, and her body was slightly lifted by me. Getting up, I sat on her plump ass and fucked her ass one after another like driving a car.
　　"Ah... we can't do this... ah... no way... ah ha..."
　　"Do you feel good, mom? Is my dick thick and long enough?"
　　I crossed her hands and pressed them on her back. With his back, his body pressed down, and his two thighs pressed tightly against her beautiful buttocks, as if he were riding on her ass. His dick penetrated deep into her pussy, causing her body to rock up and down.
　　"Ah... no... aha... um..."
　　In the darkness, with the help of the faint light, I saw her fingers clenched tightly into claws, pressed against her back by me and unable to move, and her plump ass Suddenly, I heard the sound of "squeak...squeak..." rubbing against the water. I knew she must be very happy, but she kept resisting stubbornly.
　　I knew that she hadn't been fucked to the most enjoyable level by me yet. I had to continue to fuck her harder until she climaxed, and then I would have the chance to continue fucking her.
　　"It seems Mom is still not happy enough. Mom, raise your butt a little, I can make you feel better."
　　I pressed her hands on her lower back with one hand, and held her hips and butt with the other. It suddenly moved up, I arched my waist and continued to fuck her hole under the quilt.
　　"Let me go...aha..."
　　"Mom, daddy often travels on business. It's normal for you to masturbate if you can't get enough. Don't be shy."
　　I pressed her waist and tried my best to lift her butt high. Upturned, my ass as white as mutton-fat jade was hit hard by my dark belly. The brothers could not imagine the contrast at all. Due to this contrast, my dick was completely erect. I felt that I had never been so I had an erection, and I watched my dick push up a big hole in her pussy. The feeling of satisfaction greatly increased my desire. I simply hugged her butt with both hands and pressed it tightly against my belly. , my dick was inserted airtightly into her little pussy, grinding out the sound from her little pussy.
　　"I...I didn't...you...if you don't let me go...I'm going to scream..." After I let go of her hands, she raised her upper body and lowered her head and said.
　　"Mom...it's midnight, there's heavy rain and thunder outside, no one cares about you no matter how you scream...could it be...that you don't feel comfortable when I do it? Isn't it more comfortable than masturbating for you?" I lifted one of her legs
　　. , feeling that his dick penetrated a lot deeper into her vagina.

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"Ah...you...you can't do this to...Mom..." Her buttocks were shaking slightly.
　　"Mom, why can't I do this to you? This is my love for you. I love your mother, and I will love you forever!" "No... I really can't... Ahem... Get out now
　　... No. ..."
　　"Mom, don't you feel good? Mom, I feel so good. Ever since I saw your ass and your breasts for the first time, I can't stand it and want to have sex with you. By the way, Mom, I even took your underwear and masturbated, didn’t you notice?”
　　I said softly under the quilt while fucking her.
　　"You...what did you say? Did you really do it last time?" She turned her face to me in surprise.
　　"Did you find that your underwear and bra were a little wet? Mom, that's my love for you." "
　　You...it turns out...it's really you...I should have thought of it a long time ago...I thought ...It was caused by my own carelessness..." She lowered her head, her hair messy covering her face.
　　"Mom, you can't blame me. I just wanted to go to the bathroom that day, and I heard my mother masturbating in the room. She screamed so loudly that I heard it outside." "How...how could...I didn't
　　... There's nothing...aha...let me go...ah um...go away...um..." It turned out that she had already discovered that I was masturbating with her underwear, but she was just not sure if it was me. Take it.
　　"Mom, tell me the truth. Since you should have guessed it a long time ago, did you take your underwear and smell it? Did you already know that it smelled like semen?" I pressed directly on her back
　　. , holding her big breasts tightly with both hands, his dick pressing against her pussy, grinding her ass.
　　"I...I haven't smelled it...you...you bastard...ah ha...bastard...let me go..." "
　　Mom, that's it. Stop being hypocritical. You already know that smell. Does the semen taste right? I guess mom also licked the semen that I ejaculated on my underwear, right?" "
　　Ah...bastard..."
　　I opened my mouth and bit her shoulder lightly. Her tender body was so inviting. She had an appetite, and when my teeth bit the flesh of her back, her body began to tremble. This was a manifestation of the body's pleasure and comfort.

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"Mom, am I right? Did mom really lick my semen?" "
　　Ah... how is it possible... bastard... bastard... let me go..."
　　Looking at the extent of her resistance, I You know, even though I was stimulating her, maybe she actually licked the semen I left on her panties.
　　"Mom, you can't masturbate while smelling my semen, right?" I pressed on her and whispered in her ear.
　　"You... you bastard... how could I do that... ah... it hurts..."
　　Just when she was complaining about her resistance, I opened my mouth and bit her neck. Just when she was in some pain The moment she screamed, I felt her vagina tightening sharply, and her vaginal walls tightly wrapped my dick.
　　"Mom, you are dishonest. If you don't admit that you have eaten my semen, forget it. If you still don't admit that you masturbate, you are too hypocritical. Your pussy is much more obedient than you." After saying that, I opened her flesh
　　. He placed his buttocks and knees on the bed, stroked her asshole with his thumb, and thrust hard into her pussy, then quickly pulled out, repeating the violent piling action.
　　"Ah... you... you bastard..."
　　"Ah... let me go..."
　　"Ah... you... you bangd me..."
　　"Uh... ah... bastard..."
　　"Ah... Ah... please... we... can't do this..."
　　"Oh... ah... ah..."
　　"Uh... ah... um..."
　　No matter how she resists, I hug her The fat ass was fucked hard, and she resisted until she could no longer speak. There were only gasps and moans under the quilt.
　　"Mom, I'm going to cum..."
　　I kept fucking her butt and said I didn’t feel it. I was lying. I felt that the sheets under me were already wet. Since both of us were wrapped in quilts, we were already covered in sweat. It flowed from my body to my body. Her buttocks were rubbing against her vagina along with her lower abdomen. She didn't know whether the liquid on the sheets was sweat or liquid secreted by her vagina.
　　"Ah...bastard...get out quickly...get out quickly...ah..."
　　After she heard me saying that I wanted to ejaculate, her buttocks began to twist, and she clamped my penis tightly due to nervousness.

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"Ah...Mom...I love you...I love you so much...I'm going to cum, I want to cum in your vagina, Mom, let me cum inside...I love you!" I felt
　　myself I couldn't help but want to ejaculate. I really wanted to ejaculate every drop in her pussy.
　　"No... no... you can't cum inside... get out quickly... hurry up..."
　　She felt that I was about to ejaculate, so she pushed my belly back with her hands, turned her face to look at me and looked at me fiercely Fuck her pussy.
　　"Ah...Mom, I'm going to cum!"
　　I have never had the habit of ejaculating outside a woman's body in my life, and this was my first time having sex with my favorite woman. When she pressed against my belly nervously, When she finally pushed me away, my dick ejaculated. Yes, it was not pulled out of her body. The glans remained in her vagina and ejaculated.
　　"Ah... bastard... ah... ha..."
　　"Ah! Mom, I love you... you will always be my woman!"
　　No matter how she resisted, I felt so comfortable that I pressed against her body, my dick sticking out. The vas deferens in her pussy continued to contract, and I felt my semen being sent from my body to her pussy one after another.
　　"Ah...bastard...how...can...this..."
　　"Ah..."
　　I don't know whether she was nervous or excited, but I felt her body trembling, and her buttocks trembled spasmodically, and then And she bit my arm, which was so painful that she almost stopped ejaculating, but I knew she must be in a panic at the moment, so I had to let her continue biting my arm. I clung to her back like a monkey, and pressed against her pussy. After ejaculating the last drop of semen, as my dick stopped shaking in her pussy, she bit my mouth and released her teeth. She lay on the bed silently. She didn't say a word except for her body that was still shaking from time to time. My face was buried in the pillow, and I pressed tightly against her back.
　　When I found out that I had ejaculated inside the woman I had been longing for, that feeling was the best in the world. Even if I was beheaded the next moment, I felt it was worth it. Without thinking much, I hugged her body and followed her behind. Back quietly waiting for her anger.
　　However, when she seemed to wake up from her drowsiness, I saw her staring at me under the quilt, with two lines of transparent and shiny tears falling from her beautiful eyes.

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Chapter 19

　　When I stared at Sam's post on the bookstore as he wrote it, I felt like my chest was heavy and breathless. Sam, a beast, actually treated my mother like this that night. That night, he peeked into the room from outside the bedroom. I thought Sam was just looking for hugs and comfort from his mother. What a fool I was. I should have stopped Sam a long time ago, so that night wouldn't have happened.
　　When I thought about Sam pressing my mother on her bed and ejaculating inside her, and her mother shedding two lines of tears, I felt so sad that I wanted to kill Sam.
　　Unfortunately, that beast has left China.
　　Now, he is showing off his "great achievements" while studying in China on the Internet. I feel like a clown. Even if he leaves China, I will still be nakedly played and humiliated by him.
　　I am angry, hateful, and regretful, but so what, Sam has returned to China "successfully and famously", but I am looking at his memoirs in shame.
　　"Wang Zihan, are you still a man? You can't even protect your mother, you are not a man!"
　　I closed my eyes and thought about what a waste I was.
　　When I looked at the rest of Sam's posts, I read them with hatred. They were exactly what I thought, and they were about how he found opportunities to continue to violate his mother after he violated her this time.
　　After that rainy night, my mother stopped paying attention to Sam. It wasn't until she was left in the hotel by the three male colleagues from her work that Sam went to bring her back, and her mother's attitude towards him became slightly better, and she went out to play on May Day. During that time, Sam actually touched my mother's thigh secretly in my father's car while my father and I were not paying attention. My mother must have been very nervous at the time. I remember that I also saw that Sam's hand did reach my mother's skirt. But I didn't think so much at the time. I thought it was just a coincidence. Who knows now, it was because of Sam's sneakiness that made my mother's face turn red at that time. Mom, she must have been very scared and very scared at the time. Be nervous.
　　When we arrived in the suburbs, Sam told us that he not only had sex with his English teacher, but also asked Li Xiaojun to perform oral sex on him on the way back. And I foolishly went out with him arm in arm, which was really ironic when I think about it.

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While in the pool, Sam said that his and his mother's genitals were rubbing against each other in the water, and that if I hadn't swum up to him, he would have had sex with her in the pool again. I remember the night of swimming in the suburbs on May 1st. Sam and I went to the swimming pool first. Later, while swimming, we saw my mother and Sam swimming together. I don’t know when my mother came over. I read Sam’s post that it was He swam over to find his mother, and took advantage of the crowd in the swimming pool to force her to perform ambiguous actions with him, even exposing his penis and rubbing his mother's lower body. Fortunately, I discovered it in time that night, and it was only by accident that I stopped Sam's further plans.
　　According to Sam's description, his mother was running away from Sam when he was climbing mountains and sleeping in the tent. Although Sam said that he was so addicted that he was not afraid that we would find out that he was treating his mother like this, but even in the tent, his mother still refused to give him anything. When Sam penetrated her, in order to avoid being discovered by me and dad, mom had to endure and let Sam rub her ass to vent.
　　Seeing this, I suddenly remembered the day I climbed the mountain and stayed in the tent. When I woke up from my dream, I saw Sam's strange behavior under the tent quilt. It turned out that it was him blaspheming his mother.
　　Fortunately, in those days, that beast never succeeded in his purpose against my mother. It was not until my father and I went to the countryside that an epidemic suddenly broke out on the way back. My mother stayed at home alone with this beast Sam. Finally, in In his account, his demonic claws reached out to his mother again. That time, her mother lost her. Sam said that until the moment my father and I returned to the city, my mother was being violated by him. (During this period, , he even exploded my mother's anus for the first time, although it was just that one time...)
　　I looked at Sam's memoirs with trembling, every word was like a sharp knife, stabbing hard at my heart, making me I felt suffocated (no wonder my mother’s walking posture was not right in the past two days. I thought it was her who had diarrhea. It turned out to be Sam, a beast who could kill a thousand people. How hateful!) Later, Sam said that when he was about
　　to In the days after he left China, he and his mother had crazy sex with my father behind my back. What surprised me was that Sam said that his mother did not resist during those days and acquiesced to Sam's violation of her. Even in my bed, my mother was bangd by Sam. Playing to death, I also remember the time he said it.

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I remember when I came back from the exam, I saw Sam and my mother in my bedroom, being played by Sam on my bed, and I acted like a coward. Witnessed my mother being bullied and violated by Sam.
　　In the last few days of Sam's departure, Sam prepared birthday cakes and gifts for his mother, rented a castle for his mother's birthday, and took her to relax.
　　Yes, as I saw, my mother seemed to be moved by Sam, and then what I saw happened in that villa. In the dead of night, my father was drunk, and while my mother came out to use the toilet, Sam blocked him in the toilet. Mom, maybe because of alcohol, or maybe for some reason I don’t know, mom acquiesced to his violation. Sam took mom to play from the toilet on the second floor to the room on the first floor, and then late at night, right in front of me We were having crazy sex by the pool right in front of our dad's eyes. What he didn't know was that I saw almost everything he and his mom did that night.
　　In addition to that night, Sam also took his mother to the so-called "Yin Yang Gate" gathering place. Sam said that he had joined that place a long time ago. To put it bluntly, it provided opportunities for the upper class of society to relax. As for relaxation, what is relaxation? , not surprisingly, I guessed it, that it is a place that provides all kinds of "pornography and transactions". It has everything that the outside world can't see, except for the unexpected, and there is nothing that can't be done in that place. thing.
　　Sam took his mother to visit that place more than once. I don’t know what Sam’s purpose was, but I know that he must have wanted her to be exposed to those things, so he took her there.
　　But Sam still revealed very little about what was there in the post.
　　What surprised and saddened me the most was that on the day my mother took Sam to go through the formalities and return to China, he actually had sex with his mother in the car again, and, according to what Sam described in his post, his mother also gave him oral sex.
　　When I saw my mother giving Sam a blowjob, I lost my soul. Although it was not the first time I saw it, why on earth did my mother give Sam a blowjob? It must have been a dream, damn it!
　　"On the last day, my mother took me to the Education Bureau and the embassy to go through the procedures for returning to China. On the way back, I suddenly wanted to drive with her. After all, it was the last day I stayed in China. In fact, starting from the morning, I started to look at her eyes. I can tell that although she doesn't say it, I can feel that she is reluctant to let me go because I am about to leave China. We have been making love crazily these days. Although she is still resisting me, she has already tacitly allowed me to violate her.

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I know
　　, We had sex so much in those days that her little pussy seemed accustomed to my penetration. Women are all the same. No matter how cold-blooded the woman is, there is always a man behind her who fucks her until she vomits. And the chick’s mother gave me This is the feeling. No matter how cold and beautiful she is, she is still a woman. In today's patriarchal society, women are always the weak ones and always need men to conquer them, and she is also willing to be conquered by men. As long as he conquers her, everything about her will belong to that man, including body and soul.
　　From the moment I left home, the way Xiaoji’s mother looked at me, I knew that she was reluctant to let go of my strength, because of her small pussy , I have opened up the spacious passage. Speaking of which, Xiaoji’s father has to thank me, hehe.
　　I remember that that day she was wearing a very formal ice silk sweater, a white coat, and Wearing a pink and white hip-hugging skirt and flesh-colored stockings on her two long legs, as she was sending me to the embassy, I smelled the familiar sex hormone (scent) emanating from her body. I know, she must want to have sex again.
　　On the way back, I asked her to go to the river to take a rest and chat with her. After leaving, I would have no chance to chat.
　　Yes, she was very obedient and drove the car to the river in the park. After arriving at the location, I told her about the care she had given her that year. I said that I loved her and that I would be responsible to the end for the things she had done.
　　She asked me what I was responsible for? I said come back with me, I can support her and love her forever. She smiled, very happily, and said, I am just a little kid, I don’t understand anything, let alone what responsibility is.
　　Without saying anything, I got out of the car and pulled her into the back seat. The car my father often drove was in the car. After I pulled her into the back seat, I kissed her directly. She didn't resist, which surprised me.
　　When I pulled her panties down, I asked her to give me a blowjob, which I had been asking her to do for me, but she didn't agree. But that day, she didn't hesitate too much and gave me a blowjob in the car. Yes, it was her "first time" to give me a blowjob. I didn't expect that her mouth was so warm and soft. It was like she was holding Baby, put my glans in your mouth bit by bit and taste it slowly.
　　Unfortunately, that was the last time she and I had sex. We changed several positions by the river and in the car. Finally, she lay on the back seat, and I penetrated her deeply, and then, inside her ejaculation.

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In fact, when it comes to creampie, most of the sex I had with her was creampie. She was very disgusted with me doing this, but every time I creampie her, she went to clean her pussy, or she might have taken birth control pills, at least I didn't notice it. She showed signs of pregnancy, which was a pity. Or maybe after giving birth to the chick, she cut off her fertility and had a sterilization surgery? I didn't ask her, and she didn't tell me.
　　Just like that, the car crash was the last time I had sex with her. Brothers, actually, I feel that I have fallen in love with her. Unfortunately, she said that we should not contact each other after I return to China. To me, it is still very difficult. Regrettably.
　　Brothers, this is what I saw and heard during my trip to China. Perhaps this is the last time I will update on this. I want to live a good life. Goodbye, brothers! "
　　Sam's post ends here. He seems to have returned to a normal life, but can I live a good life with the past he brought to me? I don't know. Maybe
　　in my subconscious, as long as my mother doesn't care about the past, , live happily, this is the life I want.
　　Mom, are you still the mother I was before? I don’t know, but I know that after Sam left, my mother’s life became more colorful, and she loved to show off I am like a blooming flower, full of fragrance and dazzling colors.
　　I don’t know why, but after reading Sam’s post, I feel a sense of loss. Is it because I know too much? Or is it because I blame myself for not being able to protect my mother? Zhou's self-blame, or what? I don't understand.
　　I quietly closed the computer and looked at the time. It was already eleven o'clock in the night. I lay down gently on the bed, and the past echoed in my mind like clouds. Looking at the reminder on my phone that my mother had already started broadcasting on Douyin, I clicked on it to watch, only to see my mother lying beside the bed, interacting with her fans. She was very happy, and her smiling face was like bright sunshine. It made me feel calm and at ease unconsciously.
　　Listening to my mother's voice replying to fans' messages in the live broadcast room, I closed my eyes and suddenly felt very tired. I was so tired that my mother's voice gradually became ethereal in my ears, and finally I was tired. I couldn't hear my own heartbeat, and the air around me seemed to be sucked out. It was so quiet that I seemed to have forgotten everything. Unknowingly, my mother's figure became more and more blurred in my eyes, and her voice became smaller and smaller. My consciousness fell into a dead silence, and I fell asleep in the darkness.

　　I don’t know how long it took, but I had a dream. In my sleep, I seemed to see a vague black shadow hovering around me. Then, I saw what was happening. The mother of the live broadcast came from the live broadcast room and followed the black shadow away. She waved and shouted as I wanted, with tears streaming down her face. It was as if she didn’t hear her, until she and the black shadow disappeared into the darkness.

To be continued...