NEW UPDET
Mera naam Anita hai. Jab main 18 saal ki hui, tab se meri jawani ne ek alag hi rang le liya. Pehle to main bilkul ordinary si ladki thi, college uniform mein, chhoti si body, koi special nahi. Lekin 18 ke baad jaise koi jadoo ho gaya. Mere body mein achanak se badlav aaya. Mere boobs 34 size ke ho gaye – bade, gool, aur itne tight ki koi bhi kapda unhe chhupa nahi paata tha. Upar se hips itni badi aur gol ho gayi ki jeans pehenne par bhi unka shape saaf dikhta tha. Meri kamar patli, aur yeh curves itne deep the ki mirror mein khud dekh ke main hairaan ho jaati thi.
Ghar se nikalte hi logon ki nazar mujh par padne lagi. College jaane ke raaste mein bade-bade ladke line laga ke khade ho jaate. Koi bike pe aake slow down karta, koi seedha aage aa ke “Anita, number de de” bolta. Unki aankhon mein bhookh saaf dikhti thi – meri 34 size ki chaati aur badi hips dekh ke unka muh khula reh jaata. Main unki taraf dekhti bhi nahi thi. Sirf aankhen neeche kiye, apna rasta pakad ke chalti rehti. Unhe koi bhav nahi deti thi. Unke ishaare, unki sietiyan, unke “hello-hello” – sab air mein udd jaate the.
Lekin sirf jawaan ladke nahi the. Budhdhe bhi... 40-50-60 saal ke uncle log. Road pe khade hoke dekhte, unki aankhen meri body pe chipki rehti. Koi dukaandar tha, koi auto wala, koi office jaane wala. Unke ishaare alag tarah ke hote – aankh maarna, muh banana, kabhi-kabhi haath se ishara karna. Ek baar ek budhdha aadmi mere peeche-peeche aaya aur dheere se bola, “Beta, itni jawaan body... kisi ko bhi pagal kar de.” Main ne uski taraf sirf ek thandi nazar daali aur chali gayi. Kisi ko bhav nahi dena – yeh meri rule thi.
Ghar mein bhi log bolte the. Pados wali aunties meri ma se kehti, “Anita itni mature ho gayi hai... dekhna, log uske peeche padenge.” Ma kehti, “Apni izzat sambhal ke rakhna.” Main sirf muskuraati. Andar se main jaanti thi ki meri body ab ek alag power ban chuki hai. Jab main tight top pehen ke nikalti, to 34 size ke boobs upar se jhatke khaate the. Hips left-right hote the. Har kadam pe logon ki saansein ruk jaati.
College ke canteen mein, library mein, bus stand pe – har jagah. Bade ladke group bana ke baithte aur mujhe dekhte rehte. Unme se kuch himmat karke aate, “Anita, coffee peene chalegi?” Main bas “Nahi” bol ke door ho jaati. Unki line lagni shuru ho jaati – ek ke baad ek. Koi flower laata, koi letter, koi seedha proposal. Main kisi ko face nahi karti thi. Unki saari mehnat bekaar jaati.
Raat ko jab ghar aati, to kabhi-kabhi sochti – yeh body meri hai, lekin log ise apna samajh ke dekhte hain. Meri jawani unke liye ek show ban gayi thi. 34 size ke boobs, badi hips, patli kamar – yeh sab unke dimaag mein ghumta rehta. Lekin main unhe koi bhav nahi deti. Na smile, na baat, na nazar. Sirf apna kaam, apni padhai, apna rasta.
Kabhi-kabhi lagta ki main kisi film ki heroine hoon jiske peeche pura sheher pagal hai. Lekin main unke ishaaron ko air mein uddati chhod deti. Bade ladke line lagaye, budhdhe ishara karein – mujhe farak nahi padta. Meri jawani meri hai. Main kisi ko haath nahi lagane dungi, kisi ko bhav nahi dungi.
Ek raat ki baat hai. Ghar mein sab so rahe the. Main apne room se bathroom jaane nikli. Papa-mummy ka room thoda sa khula hua tha. Andar se halki-halki awaazein aa rahi thin. Pehle to main sochi shayad koi TV chal raha hoga, lekin jab qareeb gayi to samajh aa gaya. Mummy ki dabi hui siskiyan, papa ki bhari saansein, bed ki halki-halki char-char. Main wahan khadi ho gayi. Dimag mein ek ajeeb si ghabrahat aur utsukt a saath-saath uthne lagi.
Darwaze ke gap se main dekh sakti thi. Kamre mein dim light thi. Mummy bilkul nangi thin, unka body papa ke neeche daba hua tha. Papa upar the, unke haath mummy ke boobs pe, unhe dabate hue, nichodte hue. Mummy ke pair papa ke kamar pe lapete hue the. Har dhakke ke saath bed hil raha tha. Mummy ke munh se “ahh… ahhh… dheere…” nikal raha tha, lekin unki awaaz mein dard nahi, maze ki gehraai thi. Papa bhi bol rahe the, “Itni gili ho gayi ho aaj… kitni der se soch rahi thi kya?” Mummy bas unke seene mein munh chhupa ke siskiyan le rahi thin.
Main dekhte-dekhte jaise pathar ho gayi. Mera dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Mere apne 34 size ke boobs mein ek ajeeb si gudgudi si hone lagi. Neeche, legs ke beech, main mehsoos kar sakti thi ki main bhi geeli hone lagi hoon. Yeh dekhna galat tha, main jaanti thi. Yeh mere papa-mummy the. Lekin nazar hat nahi rahi thi. Papa ke dhakke tez ho rahe the. Mummy ke nails unki peeth pe khurach rahe the. Unki awaazein tez hoti ja rahi thin. Phir ek lamha aaya jab mummy ne zor se “bas… ab… aa raha hai…” kaha, aur unka body kaamp utha. Papa bhi ek lambi saans ke saath unke upar jhuk gaye.
Main wahan se dheere-dheere hat gayi. Bathroom mein jaake mirror ke saamne khadi ho gayi. Mera chehra laal tha. Mere boobs tight top mein upar-neeche ho rahe the. Main ne apne aap ko touch kiya. Neeche haath le gayi to geelapan saaf mehsoos hua. Us raat main so nahi paayi. Dimag mein woh scene baar-baar ghoom raha tha. Mummy ki siskiyan, papa ke dhakke, unka nanga body… sab kuch. Mujhe sharam aa rahi thi, lekin uske saath ek ajeeb si garmi bhi. Main sochne lagi – kya yeh normal hai? Kya har ghar mein aisa hota hai? Kya main bhi kabhi aise hi kisi ke neeche hongi?
Uske baad se main unki awaazein sunne lagi. Kabhi raat ko, kabhi dopahar mein jab main ghar pe hoti. Kabhi-kabhi main jaan-bujh ke unke room ke paas se guzarti. Unki chudai dekhna ab meri ek chhupi hui aadat ban chuki thi. Har baar mere body mein wahi garmi, wahi geelapan. Kabhi main apne room mein jaake darwaza band karti aur khud ko touch karti, unke scene ko yaad karke.
Saheliyon se bhi sunna shuru ho gaya. College mein meri teen-chaar close friends thin – Riya, Pooja, Sneha aur Kavita. Lunch break mein ya library ke peeche baith ke baatein hoti thin. Pehle to normal gossip, lekin dheere-dheere affairs ki baatein aane lagi.
Riya ne ek din bataya, “Mera senior se affair chal raha hai. Woh hostel mein aata hai, raat bhar rehta hai. Pehli baar jab usne mujhe choda to dard hua, lekin ab main uske bina nahi reh sakti. Uske haath, uski jeebh, uske dhakke… bas yaad aate hain to body gili ho jaati hai.” Main sun rahi thi, munh band. Pooja ne kaha, “Mera to neighbour se hai. 28 saal ka hai. Ghar pe akele hote hain to woh aata hai. Kabhi sofa pe, kabhi kitchen mein. Ek baar mummy almost pakad hi leti thin.” Sneha aur aage badh gayi, “Main to do ladkon se karti hoon. Ek college ka, ek bahar ka. Dono alag-alag tarike se chode. Ek dheere, ek bilkul jungli.”
Main unki baatein sunti rehti. Unke chehron pe woh glow, woh muskaan, woh detail – kaise unke boobs dabaye gaye, kaise unki chut chatayi gayi, kaise unhone pehli baar cum kiya. Main bas sunti. Kabhi-kabhi sawal karti, “Dard hota hai kya?” “Maza aata hai?” “Tum log condom use karti ho?” Woh haske bataati. Unki stories sun ke meri body phir se garam ho jaati. Mere 34 size ke boobs tight ho jaate, hips mein gudgudi hoti. Kabhi main unse door jaake bathroom mein jaati aur khud ko thanda karti.
Andar se meri feelings bahut uljhi hui thin. Ghar mein papa-mummy ki chudai dekh ke mujhe ek ajeeb sa mix feel hota – sharam, uttejana, aur thodi si jealousy. Mummy ki body ab bhi tight thi, papa unhe itne mazze se chode ja rahe the. Main sochti, kya main bhi aisi hi hongi? Kya mera bhi koi hoga jo mujhe aise hi niche dabayega, mere bade boobs dabayega, meri hips pakad ke dhakke marega?
Saheliyon ki baatein sun ke aur bhi zyada. Unke affairs sun ke main feel karti ki main peeche reh gayi hoon. Woh sab already experience kar chuki thin, main abhi sirf dekh aur sun rahi thi. Kabhi lagta ki main bhi kisi ko allow kar doon. College ke woh bade ladke jo line lagate the, unme se kisi ek ko… lekin phir dil nahi maanta tha. Main kisi ko bhav nahi deti thi. Bahar se strong dikhti, andar se confusion.
Raat ko bed pe leti to scenes mix ho jaate. Papa-mummy ki chudai, Riya ki hostel wali baatein, Pooja ka neighbour, Sneha ke do ladke. Sab milke ek film ban jaati dimag mein. Main apne haath se apne boobs dabati, nipples ko pinch karti, neeche haath le jaake geeli chut pe ungli ferati. Kabhi zor se, kabhi dheere. Jab climax aata to main pillow mein munh daba leti taaki awaaz na nikle. Uske baad body soft ho jaati, lekin dimag aur bhi sawalon se bhara rehta.
Kabhi sochti – yeh sab dekhna aur sunna galat hai kya? Papa-mummy ko pata chal gaya to? Saheliyan agar jaan jaayein ki main unki baatein sun ke khud ko touch karti hoon? Lekin main rok nahi paati thi. Meri jawani ab sirf bahar ke ladkon ke isharon se nahi, ghar ke andar ke in scenes se aur saheliyon ki affairs ki kahaniyon se bhi jal rahi thi.
Din bhar main normal dikhti. Padhai karti, ghar ka kaam karti, kisi ko bhav nahi deti. Lekin raat ko, ya jab akele hoti, to woh sab yaad aa jaata. Papa ke dhakke, mummy ki siskiyan, Riya ka “uske bina nahi reh sakti”, Pooja ka “kitchen mein chod diya”. Sab kuch. Meri 34 size ki body, meri badi hips, meri geeli hone wali chut – sab un scenes ka hissa ban jaate.
B.Ed pura hote hi ghar ki halat aur bhi kharab ho gayi thi. Papa ki naukri chhut chuki thi, mummy beemar rehti thin, ghar ka kharcha nahi chal raha tha. Mere 34 size ke boobs aur badi hips wali body pe log to line lagate the, lekin paisa nahi aata tha. Isliye main teacher ki job ke liye private colleges mein apply karne nikal padi.
Ek din main ek private college gayi jo thoda sheher ke bahar tha. college ka naam “Sunrise Public college” tha. Office mein jaake main ne form bhara, certificates diye. Clerk ne kaha, “Madam, aapki degree theek hai, lekin final decision trustee saheb lenge. Unse milna hoga.” Main wait karne lagi.
Thodi der baad ek 48-50 saal ka aadmi aaya. Safed shirt, black pant, moti gold chain, aur aankhon mein woh nazar jo main pehchaan chuki thi. Usne mera form dekha, phir mujhe upar se neeche tak ghoora. Meri white salwar-kameez mein 34 size ke boobs saaf ubhar rahe the, hips ka shape bhi chhupa nahi tha.
Woh bola, “Anita… hai na? Baitho.”
Main baith gayi. Usne door band kiya. Office mein sirf hum do the.
Trustee (muskuraate hue): “Tumhari degree achhi hai. Experience nahi hai, lekin face aur personality dekh ke lagta hai students ko pasand aayegi. Lekin… college mein vacancy limited hai. Bahut ladkiyan aati hain.”
Main: “Sir, main mehnat karungi. Ghar ki halat theek nahi hai, isliye job ki zaroorat hai.”
Usne mera form side rakh diya aur seedha meri aankhon mein dekha.
Trustee: “Seedhi baat karti hoon, Anita. Job mil sakti hai. Full time, 25 hazar salary, PF, sab. Lekin… ek shart hai.”
Mera dil tez dhadakne laga. Main jaanti thi kya aane wala hai.
Main (dheere se): “Kya shart, sir?”
Usne chair aage kiya, awaaz dheemi ki.
Trustee: “Ek baar. Sirf ek baar. Mere saath sex. Uske baad tumhari job confirm. Koi disturbance nahi, koi blackmail nahi. Ek baar de do, baaki life teacher banke raho.”
Main chup ho gayi. Andar se gussa bhi aa raha tha, lekin ghar ki paristhiti yaad aa gayi. Papa ka udhaar, mummy ki dawai, chhota bhai ki fees. Main ne apne 34 size ke boobs pe nazar daali jo uski aankhon mein mirror ho rahe the.
Main: “Sir… yeh theek nahi hai. Main padhne-likhne aayi hoon, yeh sab ke liye nahi.”
Trustee (hans te hue): “Main jaanta hoon. Lekin duniya aisi hi hai. Tumhari body dekh ke koi bhi trustee yeh offer karega. Main kam se kam clear bol raha hoon. Ek baar. Sirf Sunday ko. Do din baad. Uske baad tum free.”
Main: “Agar main mana kar doon?”
Trustee: “To form reject. Koi doosra college bhi mere jaan-pehchaan wale hain. Wahan bhi same scene hoga. Soch lo. Ghar ki halat tumhare chehre pe likhi hai.”
Main ne neeche dekh liya. Uski baat sach thi. Pichle do colleges mein bhi aise hi ishare mile the. Yahan at least woh clear bol raha tha.
Main (lambi saans lete hue): “Agar… agar main maan jaoon… to guarantee hai job ki?”
Trustee: “Haan. Written mein bhi de dunga appointment letter Sunday ke baad. Pehle milna hoga. Mere farmhouse pe. Sheher se 20 km. Koi nahi hoga wahan. Sirf hum dono.”
Main: “Time?”
Trustee: “Sunday subah 11 baje. Main address de dunga. Tum aana. Kapde aise pehenna jo asani se utrein. Aur… clean rakhna apne aap ko.”
Usne number liya mera. Phir bola,
Trustee: “Anita, tumhari hips aur yeh 34 size… dekh ke mera mann kar raha hai abhi yahin table pe litane ka. Lekin main control kar raha hoon. Sunday ko poora time milega. Main dheere-dheere karunga, dard nahi hoga. Tum bhi enjoy karna. Ek baar ke baad kabhi haath nahi lagaunga.”
Main uth khadi hui. Meri awaaz thodi kaamp rahi thi.
Main: “Theek hai, sir. Main Sunday aaungi. Lekin uske baad job milni chahiye. Aur koi baat nahi honi chahiye college mein.”
Trustee (muskuraate hue): “Promise. Ab jao. Form approve kar diya maine. Sunday ko dekhte hain kitni garam ho tum.”
Main office se bahar nikli. Paon kaamp rahe the. Auto mein baithte hue meri aankhon mein pani aa gaya, lekin main rok gayi. Ghar pahunch ke mummy ko bas itna kaha, “Job almost pakki hai. Sunday final baat hogi.”
Raat ko bed pe leti to uski baatein yaad aa rahi thin. “Ek baar… sirf ek baar… farmhouse pe… kapde asani se utrein…” Mere boobs tight ho rahe the, neeche geelapan ho raha tha. Ghar ki majboori ne mujhe yeh faisla lene pe majboor kar diya tha. Do din baad Sunday ko mujhe uske saamne nanga hona tha. Uske haath meri 34 size ki chaati pe, uski body meri badi hips pe… sab soch ke main kaamp rahi thi.
Lekin ab peeche hatne ka koi rasta nahi tha. Job chahiye thi. Isliye main ne offer swikar kar liya tha. Ab bas Sunday ka wait tha… us din ki lambi, geeli, aur majboori bhari mulakat ka.
Sunday subah 10 baje main ghar se nikal padi. Neeche black leggings, upar ek simple pink top – aisa kapda jo asani se utar jaye, jaise usne kaha tha. Dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Auto se farmhouse tak ka rasta mujhe bahut lamba laga. Dimag mein baar-baar yahi ghoom raha tha – aaj meri wo cheez jo main apne future husband ke liye sambhal ke rakh rahi thi, koi aur loot lega.
Farmhouse bada tha, charon taraf diwar, andar bada sa lawn. Main gate pe pahunchi to trustee khud khada tha. Safed kurta-pajama mein, aankhon mein wahi bhookhi nazar.
Trustee: “On time aa gayi. Achha kiya. Andar aao.”
Main andar gayi. Usne door band kiya. Drawing room se seedha bedroom le gaya. Bada sa bed, dim light, AC chal raha tha. Usne mera haath pakda.
Trustee: “Dar mat. Main dheere karunga. Pehle kapde utaro… ya main utarun?”
Main (kaampte hue): “Aap… aap utaro.”
Usne pehle mera top dheere-dheere upar kiya. Pink top sir ke upar se nikalte hi mere 34 size ke boobs bra mein ubhar aaye. Usne bra ke hook peeche se khole. Bra girte hi mere bade, gool, tight boobs free ho gaye. Nipples pehle se hi khade the.
Trustee (haath ferte hue): “Balls… itne bade aur tight. Kitne dino se soch raha tha inhe dabane ka.”
Usne dono haathon se mere boobs pakde, dabaya, nichoda. Main ne siski li – “Ahh…”
Phir usne meri leggings neeche ki taraf khinchi. Leggings aur panty ek saath meri taangon se nikal gayi. Ab main bilkul nangi thi uske saamne. Meri badi hips, patli kamar, aur neeche wo chut jo ab tak kisi ne nahi chhui thi.
Trustee: “Itni clean, itni tight dikh rahi hai. Husband ke liye rakh thi na? Aaj main loot raha hoon.”
Main ne aankhen band kar li. Sharam se mera poora body laal ho gaya tha.
Woh khud nanga hua. Main ne pehli baar kisi mard ka lund dekha. Lamba, mota, nasein phooli hui, upar se chamdi thodi hati hui. Dekhte hi meri aankhen phail gayi.
Main (darrte hue): “Sir… yeh… yeh bahut bada hai… andar nahi jayega…”
Trustee (hans te hue): “Jayega. Dheere-dheere. Pehle chut ko taiyar karte hain.”
Usne mujhe bed pe lita diya. Mere pair failaye. Pehli baar kisi ki ungli meri chut pe padi. Woh dheere-dheere upar-neeche ferne laga, phir ek ungli andar daali.
Main: “Ahh… uhh… dard… dheere…”
Trustee: “Itni tight hai… bilkul kunwari. Dekho kitni gili ho rahi hai.”
Usne do ungliyan kar di. Main siskiyan le rahi thi – “Ahh… ahh… nikal do… bahut tight hai…”
Thodi der baad usne apna lund meri chut ke ched pe rakha. Top ka gola andar dhakelne laga.
Trustee: “Ab legi. Sambhal ke… aahh…”
Main ne zor ki siski li – “Aahhhh… dard ho raha hai… nikal do… please… bahut bada hai…”
Lekin woh rukaa nahi. Dheere-dheere pura lund andar dhakelta gaya. Jab poora andar gaya to main ne muh khol ke ek lambi siski li – “Ummmaahhh… poora… poora andar chala gaya… ahhh…”
Trustee: “Lo… ab husband ke liye jo sambhal ke rakha tha, woh main le liya. Kaisa feel ho raha hai?”
Main (aansu aate hue): “Dard… lekin… andar… garmi… ahhh… hilo mat…”
Woh dheere-dheere hilne laga. Pehle chhote dhakke, phir thode tez.
Main ki siskiyan nikalne lagi:
“Ahh… ahh… dheere… sir… ahhh…
Ufff… andar tak… ja raha hai…
Ahhh… mera… pehla… ahhh…
Nahi… tez mat karo… ahhhh…”
Trustee: “Kitni garam chut hai teri. Pakad meri kamar… leg upar kar.”
Usne mere dono pair apne kandhon pe rakh diye. Ab dhakke gehre ho gaye. Har dhakke ke saath meri 34 size ke boobs upar-neeche uchhal rahe the. Usne unhe munh mein le liya, choosne laga.
Main: “Aahhhh… choos… ahhh… boobs… dabao… ahhhh…
Lund… bahut deep… ja raha hai…
Main… main kuch… hone wali hoon… ahhhhh…”
Uske dhakke tez ho gaye. Bed ki char-char, meri siskiyan, uski bhari saansein – sab milke room mein goonj rahi thin.
Main (zor se): “Aahhhh… nikal… nikal mat… andar… ahhhh… bas… aa rahi hoon… ahhhhhhhh!”
Mera body kaamp utha. Pehli baar orgasm aaya. Chut ne uske lund ko mazbooti se pakad liya. Uske thodi der baad woh bhi bolne laga,
Trustee: “Main bhi… nikal raha hoon… andar… aahhh…”
Usne pura cum andar jhad diya. Garam-garam liquid meri kunwari chut mein fail gaya. Woh mere upar gira raha. Dono ki saansein tez chal rahi thin.
Thodi der chup rehne ke baad usne kaha,
Trustee: “Ho gaya. Ab tu free hai. Kal se college aana. Job teri pakki.”
Main nangi padi thi. Meri chut se uska cum bahar nikal raha tha. Aankhon mein aansu the – is liye nahi ki dard ho raha tha, balki is liye ki jo cheez main kisi apne ke liye rakh rahi thi, aaj majboori mein kisi aur ne loot li.
Usne meri chut saaf ki, kapde diye. Main dheere-dheere kapde pehenne lagi. Jab nikalne lagi to usne kaha,
Trustee: “Kabhi regret mat karna. Duniya aisi hi hai. Tu ab teacher hai.”
Main farmhouse se bahar nikli. Auto mein baithte hue meri taangein kaamp rahi thin. Beech mein ab bhi uska cum mehsoos ho raha tha. Jo main ne apne husband ke liye sambhal ke rakha tha… aaj kisi trustee ne le liya.
Ghar pahunch ke main seedha bathroom gayi. Shower ke neeche khadi ho gayi. Pani girte hue bhi meri aankhon se aansu nahi ruk rahe the. Body pe uske nishan the – boobs pe daant ke nishan, hips pe ungliyon ke nishan, aur andar… uska cum.
Us raat main so nahi paayi. Baar-baar yahi yaad aa raha tha – pehli baar lund dekhna, pehli baar chut mein lena, siskiyan, dard, phir woh ajeeb sa sukoon… aur woh khali-pan jo ab andar reh gaya tha.
Mera naam Anita hai. Jab main 18 saal ki hui, tab se meri jawani ne ek alag hi rang le liya. Pehle to main bilkul ordinary si ladki thi, college uniform mein, chhoti si body, koi special nahi. Lekin 18 ke baad jaise koi jadoo ho gaya. Mere body mein achanak se badlav aaya. Mere boobs 34 size ke ho gaye – bade, gool, aur itne tight ki koi bhi kapda unhe chhupa nahi paata tha. Upar se hips itni badi aur gol ho gayi ki jeans pehenne par bhi unka shape saaf dikhta tha. Meri kamar patli, aur yeh curves itne deep the ki mirror mein khud dekh ke main hairaan ho jaati thi.
Ghar se nikalte hi logon ki nazar mujh par padne lagi. College jaane ke raaste mein bade-bade ladke line laga ke khade ho jaate. Koi bike pe aake slow down karta, koi seedha aage aa ke “Anita, number de de” bolta. Unki aankhon mein bhookh saaf dikhti thi – meri 34 size ki chaati aur badi hips dekh ke unka muh khula reh jaata. Main unki taraf dekhti bhi nahi thi. Sirf aankhen neeche kiye, apna rasta pakad ke chalti rehti. Unhe koi bhav nahi deti thi. Unke ishaare, unki sietiyan, unke “hello-hello” – sab air mein udd jaate the.
Lekin sirf jawaan ladke nahi the. Budhdhe bhi... 40-50-60 saal ke uncle log. Road pe khade hoke dekhte, unki aankhen meri body pe chipki rehti. Koi dukaandar tha, koi auto wala, koi office jaane wala. Unke ishaare alag tarah ke hote – aankh maarna, muh banana, kabhi-kabhi haath se ishara karna. Ek baar ek budhdha aadmi mere peeche-peeche aaya aur dheere se bola, “Beta, itni jawaan body... kisi ko bhi pagal kar de.” Main ne uski taraf sirf ek thandi nazar daali aur chali gayi. Kisi ko bhav nahi dena – yeh meri rule thi.
Ghar mein bhi log bolte the. Pados wali aunties meri ma se kehti, “Anita itni mature ho gayi hai... dekhna, log uske peeche padenge.” Ma kehti, “Apni izzat sambhal ke rakhna.” Main sirf muskuraati. Andar se main jaanti thi ki meri body ab ek alag power ban chuki hai. Jab main tight top pehen ke nikalti, to 34 size ke boobs upar se jhatke khaate the. Hips left-right hote the. Har kadam pe logon ki saansein ruk jaati.
College ke canteen mein, library mein, bus stand pe – har jagah. Bade ladke group bana ke baithte aur mujhe dekhte rehte. Unme se kuch himmat karke aate, “Anita, coffee peene chalegi?” Main bas “Nahi” bol ke door ho jaati. Unki line lagni shuru ho jaati – ek ke baad ek. Koi flower laata, koi letter, koi seedha proposal. Main kisi ko face nahi karti thi. Unki saari mehnat bekaar jaati.
Raat ko jab ghar aati, to kabhi-kabhi sochti – yeh body meri hai, lekin log ise apna samajh ke dekhte hain. Meri jawani unke liye ek show ban gayi thi. 34 size ke boobs, badi hips, patli kamar – yeh sab unke dimaag mein ghumta rehta. Lekin main unhe koi bhav nahi deti. Na smile, na baat, na nazar. Sirf apna kaam, apni padhai, apna rasta.
Kabhi-kabhi lagta ki main kisi film ki heroine hoon jiske peeche pura sheher pagal hai. Lekin main unke ishaaron ko air mein uddati chhod deti. Bade ladke line lagaye, budhdhe ishara karein – mujhe farak nahi padta. Meri jawani meri hai. Main kisi ko haath nahi lagane dungi, kisi ko bhav nahi dungi.
Ek raat ki baat hai. Ghar mein sab so rahe the. Main apne room se bathroom jaane nikli. Papa-mummy ka room thoda sa khula hua tha. Andar se halki-halki awaazein aa rahi thin. Pehle to main sochi shayad koi TV chal raha hoga, lekin jab qareeb gayi to samajh aa gaya. Mummy ki dabi hui siskiyan, papa ki bhari saansein, bed ki halki-halki char-char. Main wahan khadi ho gayi. Dimag mein ek ajeeb si ghabrahat aur utsukt a saath-saath uthne lagi.
Darwaze ke gap se main dekh sakti thi. Kamre mein dim light thi. Mummy bilkul nangi thin, unka body papa ke neeche daba hua tha. Papa upar the, unke haath mummy ke boobs pe, unhe dabate hue, nichodte hue. Mummy ke pair papa ke kamar pe lapete hue the. Har dhakke ke saath bed hil raha tha. Mummy ke munh se “ahh… ahhh… dheere…” nikal raha tha, lekin unki awaaz mein dard nahi, maze ki gehraai thi. Papa bhi bol rahe the, “Itni gili ho gayi ho aaj… kitni der se soch rahi thi kya?” Mummy bas unke seene mein munh chhupa ke siskiyan le rahi thin.
Main dekhte-dekhte jaise pathar ho gayi. Mera dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Mere apne 34 size ke boobs mein ek ajeeb si gudgudi si hone lagi. Neeche, legs ke beech, main mehsoos kar sakti thi ki main bhi geeli hone lagi hoon. Yeh dekhna galat tha, main jaanti thi. Yeh mere papa-mummy the. Lekin nazar hat nahi rahi thi. Papa ke dhakke tez ho rahe the. Mummy ke nails unki peeth pe khurach rahe the. Unki awaazein tez hoti ja rahi thin. Phir ek lamha aaya jab mummy ne zor se “bas… ab… aa raha hai…” kaha, aur unka body kaamp utha. Papa bhi ek lambi saans ke saath unke upar jhuk gaye.
Main wahan se dheere-dheere hat gayi. Bathroom mein jaake mirror ke saamne khadi ho gayi. Mera chehra laal tha. Mere boobs tight top mein upar-neeche ho rahe the. Main ne apne aap ko touch kiya. Neeche haath le gayi to geelapan saaf mehsoos hua. Us raat main so nahi paayi. Dimag mein woh scene baar-baar ghoom raha tha. Mummy ki siskiyan, papa ke dhakke, unka nanga body… sab kuch. Mujhe sharam aa rahi thi, lekin uske saath ek ajeeb si garmi bhi. Main sochne lagi – kya yeh normal hai? Kya har ghar mein aisa hota hai? Kya main bhi kabhi aise hi kisi ke neeche hongi?
Uske baad se main unki awaazein sunne lagi. Kabhi raat ko, kabhi dopahar mein jab main ghar pe hoti. Kabhi-kabhi main jaan-bujh ke unke room ke paas se guzarti. Unki chudai dekhna ab meri ek chhupi hui aadat ban chuki thi. Har baar mere body mein wahi garmi, wahi geelapan. Kabhi main apne room mein jaake darwaza band karti aur khud ko touch karti, unke scene ko yaad karke.
Saheliyon se bhi sunna shuru ho gaya. College mein meri teen-chaar close friends thin – Riya, Pooja, Sneha aur Kavita. Lunch break mein ya library ke peeche baith ke baatein hoti thin. Pehle to normal gossip, lekin dheere-dheere affairs ki baatein aane lagi.
Riya ne ek din bataya, “Mera senior se affair chal raha hai. Woh hostel mein aata hai, raat bhar rehta hai. Pehli baar jab usne mujhe choda to dard hua, lekin ab main uske bina nahi reh sakti. Uske haath, uski jeebh, uske dhakke… bas yaad aate hain to body gili ho jaati hai.” Main sun rahi thi, munh band. Pooja ne kaha, “Mera to neighbour se hai. 28 saal ka hai. Ghar pe akele hote hain to woh aata hai. Kabhi sofa pe, kabhi kitchen mein. Ek baar mummy almost pakad hi leti thin.” Sneha aur aage badh gayi, “Main to do ladkon se karti hoon. Ek college ka, ek bahar ka. Dono alag-alag tarike se chode. Ek dheere, ek bilkul jungli.”
Main unki baatein sunti rehti. Unke chehron pe woh glow, woh muskaan, woh detail – kaise unke boobs dabaye gaye, kaise unki chut chatayi gayi, kaise unhone pehli baar cum kiya. Main bas sunti. Kabhi-kabhi sawal karti, “Dard hota hai kya?” “Maza aata hai?” “Tum log condom use karti ho?” Woh haske bataati. Unki stories sun ke meri body phir se garam ho jaati. Mere 34 size ke boobs tight ho jaate, hips mein gudgudi hoti. Kabhi main unse door jaake bathroom mein jaati aur khud ko thanda karti.
Andar se meri feelings bahut uljhi hui thin. Ghar mein papa-mummy ki chudai dekh ke mujhe ek ajeeb sa mix feel hota – sharam, uttejana, aur thodi si jealousy. Mummy ki body ab bhi tight thi, papa unhe itne mazze se chode ja rahe the. Main sochti, kya main bhi aisi hi hongi? Kya mera bhi koi hoga jo mujhe aise hi niche dabayega, mere bade boobs dabayega, meri hips pakad ke dhakke marega?
Saheliyon ki baatein sun ke aur bhi zyada. Unke affairs sun ke main feel karti ki main peeche reh gayi hoon. Woh sab already experience kar chuki thin, main abhi sirf dekh aur sun rahi thi. Kabhi lagta ki main bhi kisi ko allow kar doon. College ke woh bade ladke jo line lagate the, unme se kisi ek ko… lekin phir dil nahi maanta tha. Main kisi ko bhav nahi deti thi. Bahar se strong dikhti, andar se confusion.
Raat ko bed pe leti to scenes mix ho jaate. Papa-mummy ki chudai, Riya ki hostel wali baatein, Pooja ka neighbour, Sneha ke do ladke. Sab milke ek film ban jaati dimag mein. Main apne haath se apne boobs dabati, nipples ko pinch karti, neeche haath le jaake geeli chut pe ungli ferati. Kabhi zor se, kabhi dheere. Jab climax aata to main pillow mein munh daba leti taaki awaaz na nikle. Uske baad body soft ho jaati, lekin dimag aur bhi sawalon se bhara rehta.
Kabhi sochti – yeh sab dekhna aur sunna galat hai kya? Papa-mummy ko pata chal gaya to? Saheliyan agar jaan jaayein ki main unki baatein sun ke khud ko touch karti hoon? Lekin main rok nahi paati thi. Meri jawani ab sirf bahar ke ladkon ke isharon se nahi, ghar ke andar ke in scenes se aur saheliyon ki affairs ki kahaniyon se bhi jal rahi thi.
Din bhar main normal dikhti. Padhai karti, ghar ka kaam karti, kisi ko bhav nahi deti. Lekin raat ko, ya jab akele hoti, to woh sab yaad aa jaata. Papa ke dhakke, mummy ki siskiyan, Riya ka “uske bina nahi reh sakti”, Pooja ka “kitchen mein chod diya”. Sab kuch. Meri 34 size ki body, meri badi hips, meri geeli hone wali chut – sab un scenes ka hissa ban jaate.
B.Ed pura hote hi ghar ki halat aur bhi kharab ho gayi thi. Papa ki naukri chhut chuki thi, mummy beemar rehti thin, ghar ka kharcha nahi chal raha tha. Mere 34 size ke boobs aur badi hips wali body pe log to line lagate the, lekin paisa nahi aata tha. Isliye main teacher ki job ke liye private colleges mein apply karne nikal padi.
Ek din main ek private college gayi jo thoda sheher ke bahar tha. college ka naam “Sunrise Public college” tha. Office mein jaake main ne form bhara, certificates diye. Clerk ne kaha, “Madam, aapki degree theek hai, lekin final decision trustee saheb lenge. Unse milna hoga.” Main wait karne lagi.
Thodi der baad ek 48-50 saal ka aadmi aaya. Safed shirt, black pant, moti gold chain, aur aankhon mein woh nazar jo main pehchaan chuki thi. Usne mera form dekha, phir mujhe upar se neeche tak ghoora. Meri white salwar-kameez mein 34 size ke boobs saaf ubhar rahe the, hips ka shape bhi chhupa nahi tha.
Woh bola, “Anita… hai na? Baitho.”
Main baith gayi. Usne door band kiya. Office mein sirf hum do the.
Trustee (muskuraate hue): “Tumhari degree achhi hai. Experience nahi hai, lekin face aur personality dekh ke lagta hai students ko pasand aayegi. Lekin… college mein vacancy limited hai. Bahut ladkiyan aati hain.”
Main: “Sir, main mehnat karungi. Ghar ki halat theek nahi hai, isliye job ki zaroorat hai.”
Usne mera form side rakh diya aur seedha meri aankhon mein dekha.
Trustee: “Seedhi baat karti hoon, Anita. Job mil sakti hai. Full time, 25 hazar salary, PF, sab. Lekin… ek shart hai.”
Mera dil tez dhadakne laga. Main jaanti thi kya aane wala hai.
Main (dheere se): “Kya shart, sir?”
Usne chair aage kiya, awaaz dheemi ki.
Trustee: “Ek baar. Sirf ek baar. Mere saath sex. Uske baad tumhari job confirm. Koi disturbance nahi, koi blackmail nahi. Ek baar de do, baaki life teacher banke raho.”
Main chup ho gayi. Andar se gussa bhi aa raha tha, lekin ghar ki paristhiti yaad aa gayi. Papa ka udhaar, mummy ki dawai, chhota bhai ki fees. Main ne apne 34 size ke boobs pe nazar daali jo uski aankhon mein mirror ho rahe the.
Main: “Sir… yeh theek nahi hai. Main padhne-likhne aayi hoon, yeh sab ke liye nahi.”
Trustee (hans te hue): “Main jaanta hoon. Lekin duniya aisi hi hai. Tumhari body dekh ke koi bhi trustee yeh offer karega. Main kam se kam clear bol raha hoon. Ek baar. Sirf Sunday ko. Do din baad. Uske baad tum free.”
Main: “Agar main mana kar doon?”
Trustee: “To form reject. Koi doosra college bhi mere jaan-pehchaan wale hain. Wahan bhi same scene hoga. Soch lo. Ghar ki halat tumhare chehre pe likhi hai.”
Main ne neeche dekh liya. Uski baat sach thi. Pichle do colleges mein bhi aise hi ishare mile the. Yahan at least woh clear bol raha tha.
Main (lambi saans lete hue): “Agar… agar main maan jaoon… to guarantee hai job ki?”
Trustee: “Haan. Written mein bhi de dunga appointment letter Sunday ke baad. Pehle milna hoga. Mere farmhouse pe. Sheher se 20 km. Koi nahi hoga wahan. Sirf hum dono.”
Main: “Time?”
Trustee: “Sunday subah 11 baje. Main address de dunga. Tum aana. Kapde aise pehenna jo asani se utrein. Aur… clean rakhna apne aap ko.”
Usne number liya mera. Phir bola,
Trustee: “Anita, tumhari hips aur yeh 34 size… dekh ke mera mann kar raha hai abhi yahin table pe litane ka. Lekin main control kar raha hoon. Sunday ko poora time milega. Main dheere-dheere karunga, dard nahi hoga. Tum bhi enjoy karna. Ek baar ke baad kabhi haath nahi lagaunga.”
Main uth khadi hui. Meri awaaz thodi kaamp rahi thi.
Main: “Theek hai, sir. Main Sunday aaungi. Lekin uske baad job milni chahiye. Aur koi baat nahi honi chahiye college mein.”
Trustee (muskuraate hue): “Promise. Ab jao. Form approve kar diya maine. Sunday ko dekhte hain kitni garam ho tum.”
Main office se bahar nikli. Paon kaamp rahe the. Auto mein baithte hue meri aankhon mein pani aa gaya, lekin main rok gayi. Ghar pahunch ke mummy ko bas itna kaha, “Job almost pakki hai. Sunday final baat hogi.”
Raat ko bed pe leti to uski baatein yaad aa rahi thin. “Ek baar… sirf ek baar… farmhouse pe… kapde asani se utrein…” Mere boobs tight ho rahe the, neeche geelapan ho raha tha. Ghar ki majboori ne mujhe yeh faisla lene pe majboor kar diya tha. Do din baad Sunday ko mujhe uske saamne nanga hona tha. Uske haath meri 34 size ki chaati pe, uski body meri badi hips pe… sab soch ke main kaamp rahi thi.
Lekin ab peeche hatne ka koi rasta nahi tha. Job chahiye thi. Isliye main ne offer swikar kar liya tha. Ab bas Sunday ka wait tha… us din ki lambi, geeli, aur majboori bhari mulakat ka.
Sunday subah 10 baje main ghar se nikal padi. Neeche black leggings, upar ek simple pink top – aisa kapda jo asani se utar jaye, jaise usne kaha tha. Dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha. Auto se farmhouse tak ka rasta mujhe bahut lamba laga. Dimag mein baar-baar yahi ghoom raha tha – aaj meri wo cheez jo main apne future husband ke liye sambhal ke rakh rahi thi, koi aur loot lega.
Farmhouse bada tha, charon taraf diwar, andar bada sa lawn. Main gate pe pahunchi to trustee khud khada tha. Safed kurta-pajama mein, aankhon mein wahi bhookhi nazar.
Trustee: “On time aa gayi. Achha kiya. Andar aao.”
Main andar gayi. Usne door band kiya. Drawing room se seedha bedroom le gaya. Bada sa bed, dim light, AC chal raha tha. Usne mera haath pakda.
Trustee: “Dar mat. Main dheere karunga. Pehle kapde utaro… ya main utarun?”
Main (kaampte hue): “Aap… aap utaro.”
Usne pehle mera top dheere-dheere upar kiya. Pink top sir ke upar se nikalte hi mere 34 size ke boobs bra mein ubhar aaye. Usne bra ke hook peeche se khole. Bra girte hi mere bade, gool, tight boobs free ho gaye. Nipples pehle se hi khade the.
Trustee (haath ferte hue): “Balls… itne bade aur tight. Kitne dino se soch raha tha inhe dabane ka.”
Usne dono haathon se mere boobs pakde, dabaya, nichoda. Main ne siski li – “Ahh…”
Phir usne meri leggings neeche ki taraf khinchi. Leggings aur panty ek saath meri taangon se nikal gayi. Ab main bilkul nangi thi uske saamne. Meri badi hips, patli kamar, aur neeche wo chut jo ab tak kisi ne nahi chhui thi.
Trustee: “Itni clean, itni tight dikh rahi hai. Husband ke liye rakh thi na? Aaj main loot raha hoon.”
Main ne aankhen band kar li. Sharam se mera poora body laal ho gaya tha.
Woh khud nanga hua. Main ne pehli baar kisi mard ka lund dekha. Lamba, mota, nasein phooli hui, upar se chamdi thodi hati hui. Dekhte hi meri aankhen phail gayi.
Main (darrte hue): “Sir… yeh… yeh bahut bada hai… andar nahi jayega…”
Trustee (hans te hue): “Jayega. Dheere-dheere. Pehle chut ko taiyar karte hain.”
Usne mujhe bed pe lita diya. Mere pair failaye. Pehli baar kisi ki ungli meri chut pe padi. Woh dheere-dheere upar-neeche ferne laga, phir ek ungli andar daali.
Main: “Ahh… uhh… dard… dheere…”
Trustee: “Itni tight hai… bilkul kunwari. Dekho kitni gili ho rahi hai.”
Usne do ungliyan kar di. Main siskiyan le rahi thi – “Ahh… ahh… nikal do… bahut tight hai…”
Thodi der baad usne apna lund meri chut ke ched pe rakha. Top ka gola andar dhakelne laga.
Trustee: “Ab legi. Sambhal ke… aahh…”
Main ne zor ki siski li – “Aahhhh… dard ho raha hai… nikal do… please… bahut bada hai…”
Lekin woh rukaa nahi. Dheere-dheere pura lund andar dhakelta gaya. Jab poora andar gaya to main ne muh khol ke ek lambi siski li – “Ummmaahhh… poora… poora andar chala gaya… ahhh…”
Trustee: “Lo… ab husband ke liye jo sambhal ke rakha tha, woh main le liya. Kaisa feel ho raha hai?”
Main (aansu aate hue): “Dard… lekin… andar… garmi… ahhh… hilo mat…”
Woh dheere-dheere hilne laga. Pehle chhote dhakke, phir thode tez.
Main ki siskiyan nikalne lagi:
“Ahh… ahh… dheere… sir… ahhh…
Ufff… andar tak… ja raha hai…
Ahhh… mera… pehla… ahhh…
Nahi… tez mat karo… ahhhh…”
Trustee: “Kitni garam chut hai teri. Pakad meri kamar… leg upar kar.”
Usne mere dono pair apne kandhon pe rakh diye. Ab dhakke gehre ho gaye. Har dhakke ke saath meri 34 size ke boobs upar-neeche uchhal rahe the. Usne unhe munh mein le liya, choosne laga.
Main: “Aahhhh… choos… ahhh… boobs… dabao… ahhhh…
Lund… bahut deep… ja raha hai…
Main… main kuch… hone wali hoon… ahhhhh…”
Uske dhakke tez ho gaye. Bed ki char-char, meri siskiyan, uski bhari saansein – sab milke room mein goonj rahi thin.
Main (zor se): “Aahhhh… nikal… nikal mat… andar… ahhhh… bas… aa rahi hoon… ahhhhhhhh!”
Mera body kaamp utha. Pehli baar orgasm aaya. Chut ne uske lund ko mazbooti se pakad liya. Uske thodi der baad woh bhi bolne laga,
Trustee: “Main bhi… nikal raha hoon… andar… aahhh…”
Usne pura cum andar jhad diya. Garam-garam liquid meri kunwari chut mein fail gaya. Woh mere upar gira raha. Dono ki saansein tez chal rahi thin.
Thodi der chup rehne ke baad usne kaha,
Trustee: “Ho gaya. Ab tu free hai. Kal se college aana. Job teri pakki.”
Main nangi padi thi. Meri chut se uska cum bahar nikal raha tha. Aankhon mein aansu the – is liye nahi ki dard ho raha tha, balki is liye ki jo cheez main kisi apne ke liye rakh rahi thi, aaj majboori mein kisi aur ne loot li.
Usne meri chut saaf ki, kapde diye. Main dheere-dheere kapde pehenne lagi. Jab nikalne lagi to usne kaha,
Trustee: “Kabhi regret mat karna. Duniya aisi hi hai. Tu ab teacher hai.”
Main farmhouse se bahar nikli. Auto mein baithte hue meri taangein kaamp rahi thin. Beech mein ab bhi uska cum mehsoos ho raha tha. Jo main ne apne husband ke liye sambhal ke rakha tha… aaj kisi trustee ne le liya.
Ghar pahunch ke main seedha bathroom gayi. Shower ke neeche khadi ho gayi. Pani girte hue bhi meri aankhon se aansu nahi ruk rahe the. Body pe uske nishan the – boobs pe daant ke nishan, hips pe ungliyon ke nishan, aur andar… uska cum.
Us raat main so nahi paayi. Baar-baar yahi yaad aa raha tha – pehli baar lund dekhna, pehli baar chut mein lena, siskiyan, dard, phir woh ajeeb sa sukoon… aur woh khali-pan jo ab andar reh gaya tha.
ANITA PATEL


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