Yesterday, 11:36 AM
**Chapter 1: The Invitation I Should Have Refused**
I still don’t know why I said yes.
It was a perfectly ordinary Tuesday afternoon in our quiet flat in Velachery. The ceiling fan turned lazily above me, stirring the warm air that smelled of talcum powder and Ayesha’s baby lotion. My husband had been in Dubai for four days already—another long business trip—and the silence in the house pressed on me like a weight. Ayesha, my two-year-old miracle, was napping in her crib, tiny fists curled beside her cheeks. I sat cross-legged on the living-room floor, folding her little frocks and burp cloths, trying to keep my mind on small, safe things.
My phone buzzed on the coffee table.
**Abdullah:**
Chinna, come over for lunch na? I’m working from home today. Made chicken curry and naan exactly like Ammi’s. You always say you miss it. Just us. Wife went to her parents’ for a week. Door will be open.
My thumb froze over the screen. Abdullah—my older brother, seven years my senior, the one who used to carry me on his shoulders during Eid processions, who once punched a boy for tugging my plaits in college. After my nikah he had become distant in the proper way: polite nods at family gatherings, quick salaams, never alone. Never like this.
A cold knot formed in my stomach.
*No, Nasreen. Say no. It is not right. You are married. He is married. Alone in his flat? Astaghfirullah.*
I typed quickly:
**Me:** Anna, thank you, but I have Ayesha and housework. Maybe next time with everyone.
His reply came in seconds.
**Abdullah:** Ayesha can stay with Ammi downstairs for two hours. Come, chinna. I cooked for you. I miss my little sister.
I stared at the words until they blurred. My heart beat too fast. Something in his tone felt… different. Too soft. Too insistent. I should have switched off the phone and gone to pray. Instead my fingers moved on their own.
**Me:** Okay. After Ayesha wakes. I’ll leave her with Ammi.
As soon as I sent it, shame flooded me. I whispered Ayat al-Kursi under my breath, over and over, as if the words could wash away the decision. *,.', protect me from what I do not understand.*
I chose the plainest red salwar kameez I owned—the one with tiny white flowers, high neck, loose sleeves. I pinned my veil so tightly it pinched my ears. A touch of kajal, nothing more. No perfume. I told myself I was being modest, careful. I was lying to myself.
Ammi raised an eyebrow when I carried Ayesha down to her flat on the ground floor.
“Going to Abdullah’s? Alone?”
“Just lunch, Ammi. He cooked. I’ll be back in two hours.”
Her eyes narrowed, but she took Ayesha without another word. I felt her disapproval like a hand on my back all the way to the auto.
The ride to his apartment was fifteen minutes of hell. I clutched my dupatta, recited every protective dua I knew. *Bismillah… La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah…* The driver kept glancing at me in the mirror. I kept my gaze on my lap, cheeks burning.
When he opened the door, the smell of ghee and garam masala hit me like a wave. Abdullah stood there in a simple white kurta and track pants, sleeves rolled up, forearms dusted with flour. That familiar lopsided smile. He stepped forward and pulled me into a bear hug before I could stop him.
“As-salāmu ʿalaikum, chinna.”
His arms were too tight. I felt the heat of his chest through my clothes. I pushed gently at his shoulders.
“Wa ʿalaikum as-salām, anna. Please… let go. This is not proper.”
He laughed softly, but didn’t release me immediately. “Still so shy? Come in. Food’s ready.”
I stepped out of my sandals quickly, keeping distance. The flat was spotless—too spotless. Dining table set for two. A jug of lemonade glowing in the afternoon light. My stomach twisted.
We sat. He served the curry. It was perfect—spicy, tangy, exactly like Ammi’s. I ate small bites, eyes on my plate. He kept refilling my glass.
“Drink, Nasreen. It’s hot outside.”
I drank because my mouth was dry. The conversation stayed safe at first: Ayesha’s new words, his work-from-home headaches, Ammi’s daily calls. Then he leaned forward, voice lower.
“Are you happy, Nasreen? Really happy… with everything?”
I knew what he meant. My cheeks flamed. I set my spoon down.
“Anna, that is between me and my husband. It is private. Please do not ask again.”
He didn’t stop. “I’m your brother. Who else will you talk to? Is he… satisfying you? In bed, I mean.”
I stood so fast the chair scbangd. “I am leaving. This is wrong. I am married. You are married. This conversation is haram.”
He caught my wrist gently but firmly. “Sit. Just finish lunch. I’m sorry. I won’t ask again.”
I sat, trembling. He poured another glass of lemonade. I was thirsty—nervous, hot—so I drank it in three gulps. The world tilted almost immediately.
At first I thought it was anxiety. Then the fan slowed. My tongue thickened. My limbs turned to warm wax.
“Anna… something’s wrong. I feel… dizzy. I need to go home.”
He was beside me in a second, hand on my forehead. “Hey, relax. Maybe the heat. Come, lie down a minute.”
I tried to stand. My knees buckled. “No—put me down—Anna, please—I’m married—this is not right—let me go—”
He lifted me effortlessly, one arm under my knees, the other behind my back. My veil slipped; my hair spilled loose. Shame burned hotter than the drug.
“Anna, no! Put me down! I beg you—think of ,.'—think of your wife—my husband—I am your sister—this is zina, this is incest—please!”
He carried me down the short corridor to the bedroom. The mattress dipped as he laid me on it. The ceiling fan blurred above.
“Sleep it off, chinna,” he whispered, brushing damp hair from my face. “I’ll take care of you.”
I tried to roll away. My arms wouldn’t obey. Tears leaked from the corners of my eyes. “Anna… please… I am begging you… leave me… I am married… this is haram… Astaghfirullah…”
His fingers traced my cheek, then my neck, then the edge of my dupatta. I felt every touch like fire on my skin.
“No—no—don’t—Anna, stop—please, I’m crying—can’t you see I’m crying?”
He tugged the dupatta loose. Cool air touched my collarbones. His palm cupped my breast through the kameez. My nipple tightened traitorously. A sob tore from my throat.
“Stop! Take your hand away! I don’t want this! I am your sister! I am married! ,.' is watching—please, anna, have mercy—”
He slid his hand under the kameez, skin on skin. His thumb circled my nipple slowly. Heat pooled low in my belly against my will. I thrashed my head from side to side.
“No—no—no—please stop touching me there—take it out—,.' forgive me—I don’t want this—please let me go home to my husband—”
He leaned down, breath hot against my ear. “I’ve wanted this for years, Nasreen. Since you turned eighteen and started filling out these salwars. You have no idea how many nights I stroked myself thinking of you.”
Horror clawed my throat. I tried to scream but it came out a broken whisper. “You are my brother… the one who protected me… how can you say that? Please… stop… I beg you on our mother’s life…”
His hand moved lower. He loosened the salwar string. Cool air kissed my stomach. His mouth followed—lips brushing my navel, tongue dipping inside. My hips jerked. I cried harder.
“Stop—please don’t kiss me there—Anna, I’m begging—take your mouth away—I am married—this is the worst sin—zina with my own brother—please, I will never tell anyone—just let me go—”
He pulled the salwar and panties down in one slow motion. I was naked from the waist down. I tried to close my legs; they lay heavy, useless. Fresh tears streamed.
“Ya ,.'… cover me… please cover me… I can’t even move my hands—Anna, don’t look—don’t look at me like that—I am your sister—have shame—”
He parted my thighs. His breath ghosted over my most private place. I sobbed openly.
“No—no—no—don’t put your mouth there—please, Anna, I will die of shame—stop—stop—stop—”
The first slow swipe of his tongue parted my folds. I screamed—a raw, broken sound. He licked again, deeper, savouring. My clit throbbed under the wet heat. My body arched without permission.
“Stop! I don’t want this! It’s haram! I’m married! Please—take your tongue out—,.', forgive me—I hate this—I hate my body—”
He sucked my clit gently, then harder. Two thick fingers slid inside me. I was shamefully wet; the obscene wet sounds filled the room. He curled them, stroking that spot I had never even touched myself. Pleasure slammed into me like a wave.
“No—no—I’m coming—I don’t want to come—please stop—Anna, I beg you—don’t make me—don’t—”
My orgasm crashed over me. My pussy clenched around his fingers, gushing. I screamed his name into the pillow, horrified, tears soaking the fabric. He drank every drop, moaning like it was honey.
When he finally lifted his head, his lips glistened. He licked them slowly, eyes locked on mine.
“Sweet little sister,” he murmured. “We’re just getting started.”
I lay there, chest heaving, tears pouring, voice hoarse from begging.
“Anna… please… let me go home… I will never speak of this… I am married… this is the biggest sin… please… have mercy on me…”
He only smiled, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
“You’re not going anywhere, Nasreen. Not until I’ve had all of you.”
**Chapter 2: The Afternoon That Broke Me**
(~3,200 words)
I don’t know how long I drifted in that drugged fog. When the bedroom door opened again, the light had shifted. Abdullah stood there freshly showered, wearing only track pants, hair damp. The bulge at his crotch was unmistakable.
I tried to sit up. My arms still wouldn’t obey properly. “Anna… please… let me go… I have to pick up Ayesha… my husband will call… this is wrong… I am begging you…”
He closed the door softly and locked it. The click sounded like a coffin lid.
“You’re not leaving until I’m finished with you.”
I started crying again—loud, ugly sobs. “No—no—please—think of ,.'—think of Ammi—think of your wife—my husband is a good man—I am married in the eyes of God—please, anna, don’t do this—don’t take what is not yours—”
He pulled the sheet off me. I was still naked from the waist down. I tried to cover myself with my hands; they moved like lead.
“Cover me… please cover me… I can’t even close my legs… Anna, I’m crying—can’t you see I’m crying? Stop looking at me like that—”
He climbed onto the bed, knees spreading my thighs wider. His hands pinned my wrists above my head with one of his. The other hand yanked my kameez up, exposing my breasts. Cool air tightened my nipples. He groaned.
“Look at these… perfect… been dreaming of them for years.”
He lowered his head and sucked one nipple hard. I screamed.
“No! Don’t suck there—take your mouth off—Anna, please—I’m married—this is adultery—this is incest—stop—stop sucking—,.', forgive me—I don’t want this pleasure—”
He moved to the other breast, biting gently. My back arched. Tears streamed into my hair. He released my wrists only to pull my kameez completely off. I was now completely naked. I tried to curl into a ball; he forced my legs apart again.
“Please… I am begging on my knees in my heart… let me go… I will pray extra rakats for the rest of my life—fast every Monday—anything—just don’t do this to me—”
He freed his cock. It was thick, long, dark, veins standing out, head already leaking. I stared in horror.
“No—no—that can’t go inside me—I am too small—my husband is gentle—we only do it quickly under the blanket—please, Anna, it will tear me—don’t put it in—I am still practically a virgin—stop—stop—”
He rubbed the head up and down my soaked folds. The wet sound was obscene. I thrashed my head.
“Feel how wet you are for your brother? Your married cunt is dripping.”
“I am not wet for you! It’s the drug! I hate this! Take it away—please don’t push—Anna, I beg you—pull back—I will never forgive you—my husband—my marriage—haram—haram—haram—”
He pushed.
Just the head. The stretch burned white-hot. I screamed, back bowing off the bed.
“It hurts! Take it out! Please—pull out—Anna, I’m crying—blood—there’s blood—I’m tearing—stop—stop—stop—”
He paused, breathing hard, but didn’t withdraw. “Shh… breathe… first time always hurts… then it feels good… I promise…”
He pushed another inch. I felt my hymen give way—sharp, tearing pain. Hot blood trickled. I sobbed brokenly.
“No—no—my virginity—my husband was supposed to have it—not my brother—please—take it out—,.', punish me but stop him—stop him—”
He kept pressing forward, slow, relentless, until he was buried to the hilt. I felt every thick inch, every vein, stretching me beyond anything I had known. My walls fluttered around him, trying to push him out, pulling him deeper against my will.
He stilled, letting me feel the fullness. “Look at me, Nasreen.”
I turned my face away, sobbing. He gripped my chin, forced my eyes to his.
“Watch your brother take what is now his.”
He pulled back slowly—almost to the tip—then slammed home. The pain flared, then something darker, hotter bloomed. My hips jerked. I hated my body.
“No—don’t move—stop thrusting—Anna, please—I’m begging—don’t make it feel good—I don’t want to feel good—my husband—my marriage—haram—”
He set a rhythm—deep, measured strokes that dragged over that spot inside me. Wet sounds filled the room. My breasts bounced with every thrust. He sucked a nipple hard. Pleasure coiled low in my belly.
“Tell me to stop,” he growled.
“Stop! Stop! Stop! I am married! This is sin! Pull out—pull out now—don’t come inside me—please, Anna, I will die—don’t fill me—”
He sped up. The bed creaked. My pussy made filthy, wet noises. I felt another orgasm building—terrifying, unstoppable.
“No—no—I’m going to come again—don’t make me—,.', forgive me—I don’t want to come on my brother’s cock—stop—stop—stop—”
“Come on your brother’s cock, Nasreen. Milk me.”
I shattered. The orgasm was violent—my pussy spasmed, gushed, clenched around him so hard he groaned. I screamed his name, horrified, tears pouring. He followed seconds later, burying himself deep and flooding me—hot, thick spurts painting my womb. I felt every pulse.
When he finally pulled out, cum and blood leaked down my thighs onto the sheets. I curled into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably.
“Anna… you bangd me… you bangd your own sister… I am married… I am ruined… how will I face my husband… how will I face ,.'… please… let me go home… I beg you… never touch me again…”
He lay beside me, pulled me against his chest despite my weak struggles, and kissed my forehead.
“You’re mine now, chinna. And tomorrow… we start again.”
I cried until I had no tears left, whispering the same words over and over:
“I am married… this is haram… please… let me go…”
But the drug still hummed in my veins, and my body—traitor that it was—still throbbed with the memory of him.
I still don’t know why I said yes.
It was a perfectly ordinary Tuesday afternoon in our quiet flat in Velachery. The ceiling fan turned lazily above me, stirring the warm air that smelled of talcum powder and Ayesha’s baby lotion. My husband had been in Dubai for four days already—another long business trip—and the silence in the house pressed on me like a weight. Ayesha, my two-year-old miracle, was napping in her crib, tiny fists curled beside her cheeks. I sat cross-legged on the living-room floor, folding her little frocks and burp cloths, trying to keep my mind on small, safe things.
My phone buzzed on the coffee table.
**Abdullah:**
Chinna, come over for lunch na? I’m working from home today. Made chicken curry and naan exactly like Ammi’s. You always say you miss it. Just us. Wife went to her parents’ for a week. Door will be open.
My thumb froze over the screen. Abdullah—my older brother, seven years my senior, the one who used to carry me on his shoulders during Eid processions, who once punched a boy for tugging my plaits in college. After my nikah he had become distant in the proper way: polite nods at family gatherings, quick salaams, never alone. Never like this.
A cold knot formed in my stomach.
*No, Nasreen. Say no. It is not right. You are married. He is married. Alone in his flat? Astaghfirullah.*
I typed quickly:
**Me:** Anna, thank you, but I have Ayesha and housework. Maybe next time with everyone.
His reply came in seconds.
**Abdullah:** Ayesha can stay with Ammi downstairs for two hours. Come, chinna. I cooked for you. I miss my little sister.
I stared at the words until they blurred. My heart beat too fast. Something in his tone felt… different. Too soft. Too insistent. I should have switched off the phone and gone to pray. Instead my fingers moved on their own.
**Me:** Okay. After Ayesha wakes. I’ll leave her with Ammi.
As soon as I sent it, shame flooded me. I whispered Ayat al-Kursi under my breath, over and over, as if the words could wash away the decision. *,.', protect me from what I do not understand.*
I chose the plainest red salwar kameez I owned—the one with tiny white flowers, high neck, loose sleeves. I pinned my veil so tightly it pinched my ears. A touch of kajal, nothing more. No perfume. I told myself I was being modest, careful. I was lying to myself.
Ammi raised an eyebrow when I carried Ayesha down to her flat on the ground floor.
“Going to Abdullah’s? Alone?”
“Just lunch, Ammi. He cooked. I’ll be back in two hours.”
Her eyes narrowed, but she took Ayesha without another word. I felt her disapproval like a hand on my back all the way to the auto.
The ride to his apartment was fifteen minutes of hell. I clutched my dupatta, recited every protective dua I knew. *Bismillah… La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah…* The driver kept glancing at me in the mirror. I kept my gaze on my lap, cheeks burning.
When he opened the door, the smell of ghee and garam masala hit me like a wave. Abdullah stood there in a simple white kurta and track pants, sleeves rolled up, forearms dusted with flour. That familiar lopsided smile. He stepped forward and pulled me into a bear hug before I could stop him.
“As-salāmu ʿalaikum, chinna.”
His arms were too tight. I felt the heat of his chest through my clothes. I pushed gently at his shoulders.
“Wa ʿalaikum as-salām, anna. Please… let go. This is not proper.”
He laughed softly, but didn’t release me immediately. “Still so shy? Come in. Food’s ready.”
I stepped out of my sandals quickly, keeping distance. The flat was spotless—too spotless. Dining table set for two. A jug of lemonade glowing in the afternoon light. My stomach twisted.
We sat. He served the curry. It was perfect—spicy, tangy, exactly like Ammi’s. I ate small bites, eyes on my plate. He kept refilling my glass.
“Drink, Nasreen. It’s hot outside.”
I drank because my mouth was dry. The conversation stayed safe at first: Ayesha’s new words, his work-from-home headaches, Ammi’s daily calls. Then he leaned forward, voice lower.
“Are you happy, Nasreen? Really happy… with everything?”
I knew what he meant. My cheeks flamed. I set my spoon down.
“Anna, that is between me and my husband. It is private. Please do not ask again.”
He didn’t stop. “I’m your brother. Who else will you talk to? Is he… satisfying you? In bed, I mean.”
I stood so fast the chair scbangd. “I am leaving. This is wrong. I am married. You are married. This conversation is haram.”
He caught my wrist gently but firmly. “Sit. Just finish lunch. I’m sorry. I won’t ask again.”
I sat, trembling. He poured another glass of lemonade. I was thirsty—nervous, hot—so I drank it in three gulps. The world tilted almost immediately.
At first I thought it was anxiety. Then the fan slowed. My tongue thickened. My limbs turned to warm wax.
“Anna… something’s wrong. I feel… dizzy. I need to go home.”
He was beside me in a second, hand on my forehead. “Hey, relax. Maybe the heat. Come, lie down a minute.”
I tried to stand. My knees buckled. “No—put me down—Anna, please—I’m married—this is not right—let me go—”
He lifted me effortlessly, one arm under my knees, the other behind my back. My veil slipped; my hair spilled loose. Shame burned hotter than the drug.
“Anna, no! Put me down! I beg you—think of ,.'—think of your wife—my husband—I am your sister—this is zina, this is incest—please!”
He carried me down the short corridor to the bedroom. The mattress dipped as he laid me on it. The ceiling fan blurred above.
“Sleep it off, chinna,” he whispered, brushing damp hair from my face. “I’ll take care of you.”
I tried to roll away. My arms wouldn’t obey. Tears leaked from the corners of my eyes. “Anna… please… I am begging you… leave me… I am married… this is haram… Astaghfirullah…”
His fingers traced my cheek, then my neck, then the edge of my dupatta. I felt every touch like fire on my skin.
“No—no—don’t—Anna, stop—please, I’m crying—can’t you see I’m crying?”
He tugged the dupatta loose. Cool air touched my collarbones. His palm cupped my breast through the kameez. My nipple tightened traitorously. A sob tore from my throat.
“Stop! Take your hand away! I don’t want this! I am your sister! I am married! ,.' is watching—please, anna, have mercy—”
He slid his hand under the kameez, skin on skin. His thumb circled my nipple slowly. Heat pooled low in my belly against my will. I thrashed my head from side to side.
“No—no—no—please stop touching me there—take it out—,.' forgive me—I don’t want this—please let me go home to my husband—”
He leaned down, breath hot against my ear. “I’ve wanted this for years, Nasreen. Since you turned eighteen and started filling out these salwars. You have no idea how many nights I stroked myself thinking of you.”
Horror clawed my throat. I tried to scream but it came out a broken whisper. “You are my brother… the one who protected me… how can you say that? Please… stop… I beg you on our mother’s life…”
His hand moved lower. He loosened the salwar string. Cool air kissed my stomach. His mouth followed—lips brushing my navel, tongue dipping inside. My hips jerked. I cried harder.
“Stop—please don’t kiss me there—Anna, I’m begging—take your mouth away—I am married—this is the worst sin—zina with my own brother—please, I will never tell anyone—just let me go—”
He pulled the salwar and panties down in one slow motion. I was naked from the waist down. I tried to close my legs; they lay heavy, useless. Fresh tears streamed.
“Ya ,.'… cover me… please cover me… I can’t even move my hands—Anna, don’t look—don’t look at me like that—I am your sister—have shame—”
He parted my thighs. His breath ghosted over my most private place. I sobbed openly.
“No—no—no—don’t put your mouth there—please, Anna, I will die of shame—stop—stop—stop—”
The first slow swipe of his tongue parted my folds. I screamed—a raw, broken sound. He licked again, deeper, savouring. My clit throbbed under the wet heat. My body arched without permission.
“Stop! I don’t want this! It’s haram! I’m married! Please—take your tongue out—,.', forgive me—I hate this—I hate my body—”
He sucked my clit gently, then harder. Two thick fingers slid inside me. I was shamefully wet; the obscene wet sounds filled the room. He curled them, stroking that spot I had never even touched myself. Pleasure slammed into me like a wave.
“No—no—I’m coming—I don’t want to come—please stop—Anna, I beg you—don’t make me—don’t—”
My orgasm crashed over me. My pussy clenched around his fingers, gushing. I screamed his name into the pillow, horrified, tears soaking the fabric. He drank every drop, moaning like it was honey.
When he finally lifted his head, his lips glistened. He licked them slowly, eyes locked on mine.
“Sweet little sister,” he murmured. “We’re just getting started.”
I lay there, chest heaving, tears pouring, voice hoarse from begging.
“Anna… please… let me go home… I will never speak of this… I am married… this is the biggest sin… please… have mercy on me…”
He only smiled, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
“You’re not going anywhere, Nasreen. Not until I’ve had all of you.”
**Chapter 2: The Afternoon That Broke Me**
(~3,200 words)
I don’t know how long I drifted in that drugged fog. When the bedroom door opened again, the light had shifted. Abdullah stood there freshly showered, wearing only track pants, hair damp. The bulge at his crotch was unmistakable.
I tried to sit up. My arms still wouldn’t obey properly. “Anna… please… let me go… I have to pick up Ayesha… my husband will call… this is wrong… I am begging you…”
He closed the door softly and locked it. The click sounded like a coffin lid.
“You’re not leaving until I’m finished with you.”
I started crying again—loud, ugly sobs. “No—no—please—think of ,.'—think of Ammi—think of your wife—my husband is a good man—I am married in the eyes of God—please, anna, don’t do this—don’t take what is not yours—”
He pulled the sheet off me. I was still naked from the waist down. I tried to cover myself with my hands; they moved like lead.
“Cover me… please cover me… I can’t even close my legs… Anna, I’m crying—can’t you see I’m crying? Stop looking at me like that—”
He climbed onto the bed, knees spreading my thighs wider. His hands pinned my wrists above my head with one of his. The other hand yanked my kameez up, exposing my breasts. Cool air tightened my nipples. He groaned.
“Look at these… perfect… been dreaming of them for years.”
He lowered his head and sucked one nipple hard. I screamed.
“No! Don’t suck there—take your mouth off—Anna, please—I’m married—this is adultery—this is incest—stop—stop sucking—,.', forgive me—I don’t want this pleasure—”
He moved to the other breast, biting gently. My back arched. Tears streamed into my hair. He released my wrists only to pull my kameez completely off. I was now completely naked. I tried to curl into a ball; he forced my legs apart again.
“Please… I am begging on my knees in my heart… let me go… I will pray extra rakats for the rest of my life—fast every Monday—anything—just don’t do this to me—”
He freed his cock. It was thick, long, dark, veins standing out, head already leaking. I stared in horror.
“No—no—that can’t go inside me—I am too small—my husband is gentle—we only do it quickly under the blanket—please, Anna, it will tear me—don’t put it in—I am still practically a virgin—stop—stop—”
He rubbed the head up and down my soaked folds. The wet sound was obscene. I thrashed my head.
“Feel how wet you are for your brother? Your married cunt is dripping.”
“I am not wet for you! It’s the drug! I hate this! Take it away—please don’t push—Anna, I beg you—pull back—I will never forgive you—my husband—my marriage—haram—haram—haram—”
He pushed.
Just the head. The stretch burned white-hot. I screamed, back bowing off the bed.
“It hurts! Take it out! Please—pull out—Anna, I’m crying—blood—there’s blood—I’m tearing—stop—stop—stop—”
He paused, breathing hard, but didn’t withdraw. “Shh… breathe… first time always hurts… then it feels good… I promise…”
He pushed another inch. I felt my hymen give way—sharp, tearing pain. Hot blood trickled. I sobbed brokenly.
“No—no—my virginity—my husband was supposed to have it—not my brother—please—take it out—,.', punish me but stop him—stop him—”
He kept pressing forward, slow, relentless, until he was buried to the hilt. I felt every thick inch, every vein, stretching me beyond anything I had known. My walls fluttered around him, trying to push him out, pulling him deeper against my will.
He stilled, letting me feel the fullness. “Look at me, Nasreen.”
I turned my face away, sobbing. He gripped my chin, forced my eyes to his.
“Watch your brother take what is now his.”
He pulled back slowly—almost to the tip—then slammed home. The pain flared, then something darker, hotter bloomed. My hips jerked. I hated my body.
“No—don’t move—stop thrusting—Anna, please—I’m begging—don’t make it feel good—I don’t want to feel good—my husband—my marriage—haram—”
He set a rhythm—deep, measured strokes that dragged over that spot inside me. Wet sounds filled the room. My breasts bounced with every thrust. He sucked a nipple hard. Pleasure coiled low in my belly.
“Tell me to stop,” he growled.
“Stop! Stop! Stop! I am married! This is sin! Pull out—pull out now—don’t come inside me—please, Anna, I will die—don’t fill me—”
He sped up. The bed creaked. My pussy made filthy, wet noises. I felt another orgasm building—terrifying, unstoppable.
“No—no—I’m going to come again—don’t make me—,.', forgive me—I don’t want to come on my brother’s cock—stop—stop—stop—”
“Come on your brother’s cock, Nasreen. Milk me.”
I shattered. The orgasm was violent—my pussy spasmed, gushed, clenched around him so hard he groaned. I screamed his name, horrified, tears pouring. He followed seconds later, burying himself deep and flooding me—hot, thick spurts painting my womb. I felt every pulse.
When he finally pulled out, cum and blood leaked down my thighs onto the sheets. I curled into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably.
“Anna… you bangd me… you bangd your own sister… I am married… I am ruined… how will I face my husband… how will I face ,.'… please… let me go home… I beg you… never touch me again…”
He lay beside me, pulled me against his chest despite my weak struggles, and kissed my forehead.
“You’re mine now, chinna. And tomorrow… we start again.”
I cried until I had no tears left, whispering the same words over and over:
“I am married… this is haram… please… let me go…”
But the drug still hummed in my veins, and my body—traitor that it was—still throbbed with the memory of him.


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