02-10-2025, 09:33 AM
mera naam naina hai aur meree umr 24 saal kee hai. meree shaadee ko hue 3 saal ho chuke hain lekin abhee mujhe aur mere pati ko bachcha nahin chaahie … isalie ham log phaimilee plaaning kar rahe hain. main aapako apane jism ke baare mein bata doon. main ek khoobasoorat ladakee hoon, badan bhara hua hai. mera rang gora aur phigar 36-30-38 ka hai. mere jism ka mukhy aakarshan ang mere bade bade doodh aur badee see gaand hai jis par kisee bhee mard kee nigaahen atak jaana svaabhaavik hai. mere sasuraal mein main, mere pati, ek devar aur mere sasur jee hee hain. meree saas ka dehaant hue 12 saal ho chuke hain aur parivaar mein ham chaar log hee rahate hain. shaadee ke samay mere pati apana khud ka ek bijanes chalaate the lekin usamen lagaataar nukasaan hone ke kaaran unhonne use band kar diya aur shaadee ke 9 maheenon baad hee vo soorat mein jaakar naukaree karane lage. vo vahaan akele rahate hain aur ghar par ham teen log hee rah gae. dosto, jab se mainne javaanee kee dahaleej par kadam rakha, tab se hee seks meree jindagee ka hissa ban gaya tha. skool taim se hee mera ek boyaphrend ban gaya tha, jisake saath mainne chudaee kee shurooaat kar dee thee. usake baad mere hee mohalle mein ek ladake ke saath mera sambandh bana, jisake saath bhee mera kaaphee samay tak jismaanee sambandh raha. shaadee ke pahale hee main chudaee karavaane kee aadee ho chukee thee. usake baad meree shaadee ho gaee aur main apanee sasuraal aa gaee. isake baad mere pati ke alaava mera kisee ke saath koee sambandh nahin tha. mere pati mujhe har tarah se santusht kar dete the, jisase mujhe kabhee kisee aur mard kee jaroorat nahin padee. shuroo ke 9 maheene tak to vo saath mein rahe lekin usake baad vo soorat chale gae aur main apane devar aur sasur jee ke saath ghar par akelee rahane lagee. vo chhah maheene mein ek baar hee aate the aur mushkil se ek haphte rukane ke baad chale jaate the. meree aadat aisee thee ki mujhe to roj hee chudaee ka sukh chaahie tha lekin ab vo mujhe nahin mil raha tha. main raat mein apane kamare mein akelee bistar par letee huee karavat badalatee rahatee thee aur jab kabhee mujhase sahan nahin hota tha to apanee ungaliyon se hee apane aap ko shaant karane kee koshish karatee. lekin usase bhee meree pyaas nahin bujhatee thee. dheere dheere samay aage badh raha tha aur mere badan kee pyaas badhatee ja rahee thee. kaee baar mere dimaag mein aaya ki kisee mard ko apana dost banaaya jae, jisase meree pyaas vaise hee bujhatee rahe jaise ki shaadee se pahale bujhatee thee. lekin yah bahut mushkil kaam tha kyonki mere ghar aisa koee aata jaata bhee nahin tha aur main akelee kaheen bhee baahar jaatee nahin thee jisase meree kisee mard ke saath dostee ho sake. dosto, duniya mein insaan har cheej ko kantrol kar sakata hai lekin chudaee kee bhookh aisee cheej hai ki use kantrol nahin kiya ja sakata. aur aisee sthiti mein hee log saare rishte naate bhool jaate hain. mere saath bhee aisa hee hua aur meree gandee nigaah mere devar kee taraph jaane lagee. mera devar jo ki mujhase kaaphee chhota hai aur usakee umr 19 saal kee hai. vo dikhane mein bhee patala dubala hai lekin hot ladakee kee bhookh ye sab bhool chukee thee. mujhe bas vo ek mard najar aa raha tha jisake paas ek land tha, jisakee mujhe jaroorat thee. dheere dheere main vaasana kee maaree usake oopar dore daalane lagee. devar bhaabhee ka rishta bhee majaak ka hota hai jisase kisee ko shak bhee nahin hota tha. ghar par main gaun hee pahanatee thee aur use apanee or aakarshit karane ke lie andar bra aur chaddee nahin pahanatee thee taaki mera gaun mere jism par chipaka rahe aur mere andar ke ang usake saamane jhalakate rahe. main jaanaboojhakar usake saamane jhukakar kaam kiya karatee taaki mere doodh use dikhe aur usake badan mein bhee garmee aa jae. usake saamane jab main bistar par ya sophe par letatee to apane gaun ko ghutanon ke oopar tak utha letee taaki meree goree jaangh par usakee najar pade. jab kabhee bhee main usake saath baik par kaheen jaatee to usase chipak kar baithatee aur apane seene ko usakee peeth par dabaatee taaki mere doodh ka sparsh use mile. ab ye mera roj ka kaam ho gaya tha.
jab bhee sasur jee ghar par nahin hote to main usake saamane baar baar jaatee aur kisee na kisee bahaane se apana ang pradarshan karatee. lekin mere aisa karane ka us par kisee bhee prakaar se koee prabhaav nahin pad raha tha. vo ek padhaakoo kism ka ladaka hai aur apanee padhaee mein hee khoya rahata tha. mere ang pradarshan karane se usake andar kuchh hota hee nahin tha. ab main seedha usaka land to pakad nahin sakatee thee. bas mujhe usake dvaara ek ishaare ka intajaar tha lekin vo mujhe bilkul bhee bhaav nahin de raha tha. kaee maheenon tak mere dvaara ye khel chalata raha lekin koee parinaam nahin nikalata dekh mainne ab aar ya paar karane kee soch lee. ab main aisa kuchh karana chaahatee thee, jisase ki mere devar ka dimaag hil jae aur vo mera deevaana ho jae. isalie ek din subah 10 baje tak mainne ghar ka saara kaam khatm kar liya. ghar par main aur mera devar hee the aur sasur jee kisee kaam se baajaar gae hue the. mera devar sophe par leta hua teevee dekh raha tha. usee samay main nahaane ke lie baatharoom chalee gaee. kareeb 20 minat nahaane ke baad main chaddee aur bra pahanee aur apanee chaddee ko aur oopar kee or sikod lee, jisase ki mere bade bade chootad chaddee ke baahar nikal aae. aise hee bra aur chaddee pahane hue main baatharoom se baahar nikal aaee. mainne sophe par lete hue apane devar ko aise anadekha kiya jaise ki mainne use dekha hee nahin tha. bina sophe kee taraph dekhe hue haath mein geela tauliya lie main sophe ke saamane se gujaree aur thoda aage jaane ke baad jaanaboojhakar tauliya neeche pharsh par gira diya. sophe kee taraph meree peeth thee aur mainne jhukakar tauliya uthaaya, usake baad mainne ek ungalee se apanee chaddee ko theek kee, jo ki meree gaand ke daraar par ghus gaee thee. main jaan rahee thee ki mere devar kee nazar gaand se chaddee theek karate hue mujh par padee hogee aur usane meree gaand ko gaur se dekha hoga. chaddee theek karate hue main dheere dheere apane kamare kee taraph badh rahee thee. phir mainne socha ki palatakar apane devar ko dekhoon ki usaka kya haal hai. mainne apane baalon ko jhatakaarate hue apana sar peechhe kee taraph kiya aur peechhe ka najaara dekh kar mere pairon ke neeche se jameen sarak gaee. dosto sophe par us vakt mera devar nahin balki mere sasur jee lete hue the aur vo ekatak mujhe ghoore ja rahe the. meree gaand phat gaee aur mainne jor se daud lagaee aur apane kamare mein chalee gaee. kamare mein pahunchakar meree saansen tejee se chal rahee theen, dil kee dhadakan apane pooree raphtaar mein thee. mere haath pair kaamp rahe the. mere dimaag mein bas ek hee baat aaee ki ye kya ho gaya. mera devar kahaan gaya aur sasur jee vahaan kab aa gae? mainne apana maatha thokate hue khud se kaha ki mujhase ye kya ho gaya. ye sab dekhakar sasur jee kya sochate honge? main unake saamane bra chaddee mein kaise chalee gaee aur meree aisee gandee harakat dekh vo kya soch rahe honge. mainne apane kapade pahane aur kaaphee der tak bistar par baithakar is ghatana ke baare mein sochatee rahee ki ab kaise baahar jaoon, sasur jee kya sochenge. idhar khaana banaane ka samay hota ja raha tha aur kisee tarah se main najaren neeche kie hue baahar nikalee. us vakt baahar koee nahin tha aur main jaldee se kichan mein chalee gaee. khaana banaane ke baad mainne najaren neeche kie hue devar aur sasur ko khaana diya aur khaana khaane ke baad apane kamare mein aa gaee. kuchh dinon tak main aisee koee bhee harakat nahin kee kyonki mere andar kaaphee dar sama gaya tha. lekin kuchh dinon baad mere andar vaasana ka keeda phir se machalane laga.
mainne apane devar ke saamane apanee harakaten phir se shuroo kar deen, lekin meree kisee bhee harakat ka us par koee asar nahin pad raha tha. aise hee ek din main gaun pahane hue ghar ka kaam kar rahee thee. us din mainne andar chaddee nahin pahanee thee jisase mera gaun baar baar meree gaand kee daraar mein ghus raha tha. main baar baar apanee gaand se gaun ko baahar nikaal rahee thee. us vakt main ghar par akelee hee thee. phir achaanak se meree gaand ke chhed mein joron se khujalee huee aur main ungalee se gaun ke oopar se hee chhed ko jor jor se khujaane lagee. usee samay mere sasur ka aana hua aur unhonne mujhe apanee gaand khujaate hue dekh liya. jaise hee meree najar un par padee, main turant vahaan se chalee gaee. main soch mein pad gaee ki ‘he bhagavaan … ye sab kya ho raha hai. meree aisee harakat baar baar sasur jee kyon dekh lete hain.’ kaaphee dinon tak aisa hee sab chalata raha. phir ek din mujhe pata chala ki mera devar apanee padhaee ke lie baahar jaane vaala hai. us din meree saaree umeeden toot gaeen aur main samajh gaee ki ab mera kuchh nahin ho sakata. kuchh din baad hee mera devar padhaee ke lie baahar chala gaya aur ab main aur sasur jee hee ghar par akele rah gae. meree jindagee bhee pahale kee tarah chalatee rahee aur abhee bhee mujhe apanee ungaliyon ka hee sahaara lena padata tha. lekin dosto, mainne kaee baar gaur kiya ki sasur jee ka najariya pahale se badal gaya tha. unaka mujhe dekhane ka tareeka mujhase baat karane ka tareeka, in sabamen kaaphee phark aa gaya tha. ab vo hamesha mere lie kuchh na kuchh khaane ke lie laane lage, mere lie sari khareed kar laane lage aur yahaan tak ki mere lie gaun bhee khareed laate the. isase pahale vo kabhee aisa nahin karate the isalie mujhe un par thoda shak hone laga tha. ab jab bhee main sari pahanatee to unakee najar mere pet par aur kamar par tik jaatee thee. main ghar ka kaam karatee rahatee aur unakee najar mujhe hee dekhatee rahatee thee. dheere dheere aisa hona shuroo ho gaya ki jab bhee main unhen chaay paanee dene jaatee to vo mere haathon ko chhoone lage. unakee nigaahon mein mujhe mere prati havas saaph saaph dikhaee de rahee thee. mere sasur kee umr 54 saal hai aur vo shareer se kaaphee hatte-katte mard hain. unake shareer par budhaape ka ek bhee asar nahin dikhaee deta aur vo abhee pooree tarah phit hain. lekin vo the to mere sasur hee … aur main unake lie aisee gandee baat soch bhee nahin sakatee thee. ab koee mujhe galat samajhe ya sahee … apanee vaasana se majaboor hokar main bhee unake prati jhukane lagee. jism kee aag to mere andar bhee lagee huee thee aur mainne bhee unako jalaana shuroo kar diya aur main jaanaboojhakar unake saamane jhukakar kaam karane lagee, jisase mere bade bade gore doodh unako najar aae. dheere dheere main unake saath vaisa hee karane lagee, jaisa main apane devar ke saath kiya karatee thee. mere sasur is maamale mein hoshiyaar the aur vo meree in harakaton ko achchhe se bhaamp gae. jald hee vo mujhe dekh kar muskura dete aur unhen dekhakar mere chehare par bhee halkee muskuraahat aa jaatee. ab haal ye ho gaya tha ki donon ke badan par baarood laga hua tha, bas kamee thee us baarood mein aag lagaane kee. lekin pahal koee bhee nahin kar raha tha donon ke hee man mein ek doosare ka dar tha kyonki donon ka rishta hee aisa tha aur oopar se ham donon ki umr bhee ek doosare se mel nahin khaatee thee. mere sasur mujhase 30 saal ke bade the. idhar mainne bhee soch liya tha ki agar sasur jee ne mere saath kuchh karana chaaha, to main unhen mana nahin karoongee kyonki mujhe apane jism kee aag ab bardaasht nahin ho rahee thee. dosto, kahaanee ka ye bhaag jyaada lamba hone ke kaaran aap aage hot ladakee kee vaasana agale bhaag mein padhen.
jab bhee sasur jee ghar par nahin hote to main usake saamane baar baar jaatee aur kisee na kisee bahaane se apana ang pradarshan karatee. lekin mere aisa karane ka us par kisee bhee prakaar se koee prabhaav nahin pad raha tha. vo ek padhaakoo kism ka ladaka hai aur apanee padhaee mein hee khoya rahata tha. mere ang pradarshan karane se usake andar kuchh hota hee nahin tha. ab main seedha usaka land to pakad nahin sakatee thee. bas mujhe usake dvaara ek ishaare ka intajaar tha lekin vo mujhe bilkul bhee bhaav nahin de raha tha. kaee maheenon tak mere dvaara ye khel chalata raha lekin koee parinaam nahin nikalata dekh mainne ab aar ya paar karane kee soch lee. ab main aisa kuchh karana chaahatee thee, jisase ki mere devar ka dimaag hil jae aur vo mera deevaana ho jae. isalie ek din subah 10 baje tak mainne ghar ka saara kaam khatm kar liya. ghar par main aur mera devar hee the aur sasur jee kisee kaam se baajaar gae hue the. mera devar sophe par leta hua teevee dekh raha tha. usee samay main nahaane ke lie baatharoom chalee gaee. kareeb 20 minat nahaane ke baad main chaddee aur bra pahanee aur apanee chaddee ko aur oopar kee or sikod lee, jisase ki mere bade bade chootad chaddee ke baahar nikal aae. aise hee bra aur chaddee pahane hue main baatharoom se baahar nikal aaee. mainne sophe par lete hue apane devar ko aise anadekha kiya jaise ki mainne use dekha hee nahin tha. bina sophe kee taraph dekhe hue haath mein geela tauliya lie main sophe ke saamane se gujaree aur thoda aage jaane ke baad jaanaboojhakar tauliya neeche pharsh par gira diya. sophe kee taraph meree peeth thee aur mainne jhukakar tauliya uthaaya, usake baad mainne ek ungalee se apanee chaddee ko theek kee, jo ki meree gaand ke daraar par ghus gaee thee. main jaan rahee thee ki mere devar kee nazar gaand se chaddee theek karate hue mujh par padee hogee aur usane meree gaand ko gaur se dekha hoga. chaddee theek karate hue main dheere dheere apane kamare kee taraph badh rahee thee. phir mainne socha ki palatakar apane devar ko dekhoon ki usaka kya haal hai. mainne apane baalon ko jhatakaarate hue apana sar peechhe kee taraph kiya aur peechhe ka najaara dekh kar mere pairon ke neeche se jameen sarak gaee. dosto sophe par us vakt mera devar nahin balki mere sasur jee lete hue the aur vo ekatak mujhe ghoore ja rahe the. meree gaand phat gaee aur mainne jor se daud lagaee aur apane kamare mein chalee gaee. kamare mein pahunchakar meree saansen tejee se chal rahee theen, dil kee dhadakan apane pooree raphtaar mein thee. mere haath pair kaamp rahe the. mere dimaag mein bas ek hee baat aaee ki ye kya ho gaya. mera devar kahaan gaya aur sasur jee vahaan kab aa gae? mainne apana maatha thokate hue khud se kaha ki mujhase ye kya ho gaya. ye sab dekhakar sasur jee kya sochate honge? main unake saamane bra chaddee mein kaise chalee gaee aur meree aisee gandee harakat dekh vo kya soch rahe honge. mainne apane kapade pahane aur kaaphee der tak bistar par baithakar is ghatana ke baare mein sochatee rahee ki ab kaise baahar jaoon, sasur jee kya sochenge. idhar khaana banaane ka samay hota ja raha tha aur kisee tarah se main najaren neeche kie hue baahar nikalee. us vakt baahar koee nahin tha aur main jaldee se kichan mein chalee gaee. khaana banaane ke baad mainne najaren neeche kie hue devar aur sasur ko khaana diya aur khaana khaane ke baad apane kamare mein aa gaee. kuchh dinon tak main aisee koee bhee harakat nahin kee kyonki mere andar kaaphee dar sama gaya tha. lekin kuchh dinon baad mere andar vaasana ka keeda phir se machalane laga.
mainne apane devar ke saamane apanee harakaten phir se shuroo kar deen, lekin meree kisee bhee harakat ka us par koee asar nahin pad raha tha. aise hee ek din main gaun pahane hue ghar ka kaam kar rahee thee. us din mainne andar chaddee nahin pahanee thee jisase mera gaun baar baar meree gaand kee daraar mein ghus raha tha. main baar baar apanee gaand se gaun ko baahar nikaal rahee thee. us vakt main ghar par akelee hee thee. phir achaanak se meree gaand ke chhed mein joron se khujalee huee aur main ungalee se gaun ke oopar se hee chhed ko jor jor se khujaane lagee. usee samay mere sasur ka aana hua aur unhonne mujhe apanee gaand khujaate hue dekh liya. jaise hee meree najar un par padee, main turant vahaan se chalee gaee. main soch mein pad gaee ki ‘he bhagavaan … ye sab kya ho raha hai. meree aisee harakat baar baar sasur jee kyon dekh lete hain.’ kaaphee dinon tak aisa hee sab chalata raha. phir ek din mujhe pata chala ki mera devar apanee padhaee ke lie baahar jaane vaala hai. us din meree saaree umeeden toot gaeen aur main samajh gaee ki ab mera kuchh nahin ho sakata. kuchh din baad hee mera devar padhaee ke lie baahar chala gaya aur ab main aur sasur jee hee ghar par akele rah gae. meree jindagee bhee pahale kee tarah chalatee rahee aur abhee bhee mujhe apanee ungaliyon ka hee sahaara lena padata tha. lekin dosto, mainne kaee baar gaur kiya ki sasur jee ka najariya pahale se badal gaya tha. unaka mujhe dekhane ka tareeka mujhase baat karane ka tareeka, in sabamen kaaphee phark aa gaya tha. ab vo hamesha mere lie kuchh na kuchh khaane ke lie laane lage, mere lie sari khareed kar laane lage aur yahaan tak ki mere lie gaun bhee khareed laate the. isase pahale vo kabhee aisa nahin karate the isalie mujhe un par thoda shak hone laga tha. ab jab bhee main sari pahanatee to unakee najar mere pet par aur kamar par tik jaatee thee. main ghar ka kaam karatee rahatee aur unakee najar mujhe hee dekhatee rahatee thee. dheere dheere aisa hona shuroo ho gaya ki jab bhee main unhen chaay paanee dene jaatee to vo mere haathon ko chhoone lage. unakee nigaahon mein mujhe mere prati havas saaph saaph dikhaee de rahee thee. mere sasur kee umr 54 saal hai aur vo shareer se kaaphee hatte-katte mard hain. unake shareer par budhaape ka ek bhee asar nahin dikhaee deta aur vo abhee pooree tarah phit hain. lekin vo the to mere sasur hee … aur main unake lie aisee gandee baat soch bhee nahin sakatee thee. ab koee mujhe galat samajhe ya sahee … apanee vaasana se majaboor hokar main bhee unake prati jhukane lagee. jism kee aag to mere andar bhee lagee huee thee aur mainne bhee unako jalaana shuroo kar diya aur main jaanaboojhakar unake saamane jhukakar kaam karane lagee, jisase mere bade bade gore doodh unako najar aae. dheere dheere main unake saath vaisa hee karane lagee, jaisa main apane devar ke saath kiya karatee thee. mere sasur is maamale mein hoshiyaar the aur vo meree in harakaton ko achchhe se bhaamp gae. jald hee vo mujhe dekh kar muskura dete aur unhen dekhakar mere chehare par bhee halkee muskuraahat aa jaatee. ab haal ye ho gaya tha ki donon ke badan par baarood laga hua tha, bas kamee thee us baarood mein aag lagaane kee. lekin pahal koee bhee nahin kar raha tha donon ke hee man mein ek doosare ka dar tha kyonki donon ka rishta hee aisa tha aur oopar se ham donon ki umr bhee ek doosare se mel nahin khaatee thee. mere sasur mujhase 30 saal ke bade the. idhar mainne bhee soch liya tha ki agar sasur jee ne mere saath kuchh karana chaaha, to main unhen mana nahin karoongee kyonki mujhe apane jism kee aag ab bardaasht nahin ho rahee thee. dosto, kahaanee ka ye bhaag jyaada lamba hone ke kaaran aap aage hot ladakee kee vaasana agale bhaag mein padhen.