Romance College Confessions

[rajesh93]

Hi everyone, I’ve been reading on this site for a long time, and I’ve finally decided to share a story of my own. It happened when I was in my third year of college. This is my first time posting here, so please be kind and patient with me.

For the sake of privacy, I’ve changed all the names and a few small details, but the essence of the story remains the same. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

[prasannas2001]

College stories. That enthusiasm is totally different. Please share your story. Waiting for that

[rajesh93]

 
Scene 1 – Small-Town College Life
 
Our college is one of those places that’s caught between two worlds, like the awkward kid at a party who doesn’t know whether to dance or just stand by the punch bowl, hoping no one notices. It’s not quite in the city, but it’s also not far enough out in the countryside to be "rustic." It’s stuck on the highway, fifteen kilometers away from anything remotely fun or familiar, surrounded by endless fields where the only drama involves cows having staredowns with stray dogs. Every morning, as I pedal my ancient bike down that dusty road, past a couple of half-hearted tea stalls where the vendors act like they've just been dragged out of bed, I can’t help but wonder: Who thought it was a good idea to put a college here? Maybe it’s to teach us patience. Maybe it’s to prepare us for the fact that life, much like our campus Wi-Fi, often just doesn’t work.
 
I’m Rahul, twenty years old, a third-year BTech student in Computer Science. Sounds all high-tech and impressive when I tell my relatives back home. They nod like I’m on the verge of discovering quantum computing or cracking some code for immortality. The truth is, the most complex thing I’ve cracked so far is the mystery of how the projector works during lectures (spoiler: it doesn’t). The classroom is a shrine to everything that’s broken. The fans? They either spin lazily or just make a noise that sounds like they’re trying to quit. The projectors flicker like they’re playing peek-a-boo, and the benches are so wobbly, they make you feel like you’re sitting on a seesaw. We’re supposed to be preparing to work for Google or Amazon, but most of us are just trying not to fall asleep while the power goes out for the umpteenth time and we’re stuck in a lecture that feels longer than a Netflix series with no skip intro button.
 
But hey, I don’t complain. There's a certain charm in this place. It’s like an old, messy shirt you keep wearing because it’s comfortable and, frankly, you’ve forgotten where you put the new ones. The campus is made up of three rectangular buildings that look like they were designed during a lunch break. There's a "cricket field" that’s more like a patch of grass with high hopes, and the canteen serves samosas so oily, you could probably run a small car off the grease. After three years of this, we’ve all accepted it, it’s not pretty, but it’s home.
 
The mornings are the worst. Students pour in from every direction like caffeine-fueled zombies, each carrying the weight of their dreams... and about seven kilos of books and random snacks. Bags are perpetually falling open, exposing a chaotic mix of notebooks, chargers, and that one packet of chips that’s always crushed at the bottom. The bikes honk like they’re auditioning for a role in a traffic jam, and somewhere, in the background, someone’s yelling, "Bro, why are you late?", usually the guy who’s always late. Meanwhile, the professors seem to have perfected the art of interrupting this chaos with a voice that can only be described as a foghorn meeting a drill sergeant. It’s the kind of noise that makes you question if you’re in college or just stuck inside a blender.
 
Evenings are the opposite. By five o’clock, the buses line up like they're waiting for the end of the world, and students rush to catch them like they’re in some sort of race where the prize is "not having to stay here a second longer." The campus empties out so fast, it’s like someone hit the mute button. The canteen shutters come down with a dramatic clang, and the only sounds left are the cawing of crows who are probably gossiping about the human drama they witnessed today and the occasional stray dog who thinks it owns the place. The playground, once alive with impromptu cricket matches, is now just a sad, lonely rectangle of grass.
 
And then there's the sky. The sunset’s not bad, orange turning to pink turning to purple like some kind of Instagram filter, only without the annoying hashtags. It’s like the day is quietly slipping out the back door, trying to avoid attention. And while the campus is slipping into that peaceful calm, I’m already halfway out the gate, backpack on my back, helmet on my head, and my bike wheeling me home. Same route, same fields, same tea stall where the chai tastes just that much better because you’ve already survived a whole day of college weirdness. Nothing particularly remarkable. Just another day in the life of Rahul, the "average" third-year Computer Science student who blends in like the wallpaper, until, of course, she appears.
 
And she, well, let’s just say she is the one thing that doesn’t fit into my "boring college life" narrative.
 
She is a walking storm of chaos and charm, and the moment she walks onto campus, everything changes.
 
 

[rajesh93]

Scene 2 – College Gangs and Classmates
 
College life isn’t just about lectures, assignments, and pulling all-nighters with code that never seems to compile. Oh no, it’s much more than that. It’s about navigating the quirky little ecosystem of personalities that accidentally grow around you. You’ve got the loud, the weird, the brilliant, and the downright unpredictable, all crammed into this one tiny campus like a human-sized game of Tetris.
 
I’ve been here long enough to know exactly where I belong in this social zoo. Not quite the troublemakers, not quite the straight-A students, just somewhere in the middle, quietly observing everything. I’m the guy who gets dragged into the chaos at random moments and, in the end, just ends up rolling with it. Because, honestly, why not?
 
Take Amit and Varun, for example. Amit is the human embodiment of a walking disaster, always ready to make a joke out of anything, whether it's appropriate or not. He’s loud, full of overconfidence, and somehow manages to come up with a prank before the day even starts. He’s the guy who shows up to class in a Batman T-shirt one day and in a Gandalf costume the next. Then there's Varun, his partner-in-crime. He’s like Amit's slightly smarter, slightly quieter counterpart, but just as ready to escalate a prank to an Olympic level of stupidity. Together, they’ve achieved legendary feats: swapping ketchup for water in a senior’s bottle (and accidentally turning it into an impromptu science experiment), replacing the chalk in class with a bar of soap, and, on one unforgettable day, releasing a dozen crickets into the computer lab. I was there, of course, trying not to laugh, but mostly failing. It was like watching a live episode of Mission: Impossible… with more insects.
 
Then there’s Ria and Nisha. They’re the brainy, sensible ones. The ones who are way too good at saving Amit and Varun from ending up in a disciplinary committee meeting. Ria has a laugh that could stop traffic, and Nisha? She’s got a sarcasm so sharp it could cut through Amit’s ego like a chainsaw. I swear, the campus runs on their quiet leadership, while the rest of us are busy thinking the loudest person in the room is in charge. They’re the secret masterminds behind the scenes, pulling the strings while the rest of us make a mess of things.
 
And then there’s Kabir. Oh, Kabir. The wild card. Short, wiry, and faster than a caffeinated squirrel. If there’s a dare, he’s in it, no questions asked. He once convinced three of us to sneak onto the roof of the boys' hostel after curfew, just to watch the city lights. Yeah, you heard that right. Watching city lights. It was like a rom-com plot, but with more adrenaline and a much higher risk of getting caught by the hostel warden. Of course, I went along. My heart was doing backflips as I tried to avoid stepping on the squeaky roof tiles, praying the warden wasn’t a night owl. But Kabir? He was already up there, perched like a ninja, asking if anyone wanted to climb higher to get a better view.
 
And then there’s me. Rahul. The one who mostly watches. Sometimes I get roped in. Sometimes I don’t. I know my limits. I’m the guy they call on when they need help with a cheat sheet, a coding problem, or someone to listen while they vent about their most recent disaster. I like it that way. I’m content to be in the middle of it all without being the one everyone’s looking at.
 
But the real star of the show, the one who somehow glides into our circle without even trying, is Priya. She just shows up, effortlessly charming everyone around her like it’s nothing. She’s the one who laughs at Amit’s terrible jokes (usually followed by an exaggerated eye-roll), tells Varun to dial it down when he’s taken things too far, and teases Kabir relentlessly whenever he spins one of his "you won’t believe this" stories. It’s impossible not to smile when she’s around. Priya’s the type of person who turns the chaos into something fun, the noise into music, the nonsense into entertainment. And naturally, she makes my heart skip a beat every time she speaks.
 
Our gang is like one big, noisy family. But there are other groups on campus, too, the rivals, the show-offs, the ones who think they’ve got it all figured out. The seniors, for example. They walk around like they run the place just because they’ve been here a few extra years. You’d think they’ve discovered the secret to life itself, but it’s mostly just a lot of inside jokes and an unspoken belief that they’re the last generation of geniuses. Meanwhile, the juniors are still trying to figure out how to avoid embarrassing themselves in front of the seniors, which they often do in hilarious ways. It’s a social hierarchy, but one that’s constantly shifting, like a game of musical chairs, only with more snacks and drama.
 
One day, Amit thought it would be absolutely hilarious to swap the names on the seating chart in our Computer Networks class. I was sitting at the back, notebook open, just waiting for the inevitable chaos. Priya, of course, figured it out in 0.3 seconds. She rolled her eyes dramatically, muttered something so sharp and funny that Amit nearly fell out of his seat laughing. Kabir high-fived her like they’d just won an Olympic gold, and even Varun, who’s usually immune to anything that doesn’t involve mischief, had to admit defeat. As for me? I just smiled, quietly observing, happy to be part of the circus without being the clown.
 
That’s college life for you, noisy, unpredictable, a little frustrating, but mostly just alive. And in the middle of all this madness, I find myself stealing glances at Priya, wondering how she makes it all look so effortless. How she can be so vibrant, so full of energy, yet still manage to make everyone feel like they matter. She doesn’t notice me the way I notice her, of course. She’s got her eye on someone else, someone taller, louder, more obvious. But in moments like these, when she laughs with the gang, when she flips her hair over her shoulder like she’s walking down a runway, I forget all of that. For a second, the world shrinks to the sound of her laugh, and I don’t care who she notices or doesn’t.

[rajesh93]

Scene 3 – Priya: The College Beauty
 
Priya lives just a couple of houses down from mine, on the same street. It’s one of those narrow lanes where everyone knows everyone else, not in a nosy, irritating way, but in that small-town, “we’ve been bumping into each other for years” way. Our families have known each other since childhood. Sometimes, when I’m walking home, I see her mother watering the plants, or my father chatting with her father about electricity bills or the price of vegetables at the market.
 
So yes, I’ve grown up seeing her around, in a way that makes her both familiar and utterly unattainable.
 
And she is unattainable.
 
Priya is… stunning. Effortlessly so. You know how in movies, there’s always that heroine who walks into a room, and suddenly everything changes? The music swells, the camera zooms in, and everyone is struck silent by her presence? That’s Priya. Only it’s not just in slow motion. It’s every day. Every step she takes seems perfectly timed, every glance she shares seems like it’s meant to leave an impression. She’s not the kind of beauty that demands attention; no, she’s the kind that effortlessly commands it without lifting a finger.
 
Her hair falls in soft, perfect waves, catching the light as if it’s been styled by the hands of angels themselves. It seems to glow in any setting, classrooms, the street, even the dull parking lot. The way it frames her face, curling just slightly at the ends, makes her look like she’s stepped off the cover of a fashion magazine. Her skin is flawless, like porcelain, glowing even under the harsh fluorescent lights of our classrooms. The kind of skin that makes you wonder if the sun itself has kissed her. And then her eyes… my God, her eyes.
 
They’re not just eyes. They’re the kind of eyes that hold a universe in them, full of untold stories. One moment, they sparkle with playful mischief, the next, they soften into a thoughtful gaze that makes you want to dive in deeper, to know what she’s thinking. When she looks at you, for a split second, it feels like you’re the only person in the room, like you’re the center of her world.
 
And her smile? Don’t even get me started. That smile is like a sunrise. It’s the kind that can stop you dead in your tracks, the kind that makes a tired lecturer pause mid-lecture and wonder if he’s lost the plot, the kind that makes you feel warm even on the coldest days. It’s the smile that makes the world around you seem just a little more bearable, just a little more beautiful.
 
But it’s not just her beauty. Priya is brilliant. And I don’t just mean she gets good grades, she gets it. She absorbs knowledge the way a sponge soaks up water, but with so much grace and effortlessness that you can’t help but feel both amazed and slightly inadequate. The coding problems that make me pull my hair out? She solves them with the kind of ease that makes you wonder if the universe whispered the answers only to her. While I’m over here, panicking in the lab, praying the program doesn’t throw an error for the millionth time, she’s the one breezing through assignments and solving problems before anyone else even notices.
 
Of course, my dad notices too. All the time.
 
“Rahul, look at Priya! She’s already finished the assignment. Did you even start yours?”
“Yes, Dad, I’m… uh… learning… in my own style,” I mumble, desperately wishing I could disappear into the desk.
 
He shakes his head, the dramatic sigh that follows speaking volumes. “Your style won’t get you anywhere. Look at Priya, she plans, she works, she delivers. You should take notes from her!”
 
Take notes from her? If only it were that simple. I could copy her study habits, follow her routines, mimic her focus… but I can’t copy her. I can’t copy her grace, her effortless charm, the way she makes every room brighter the second she steps into it. I can’t replicate the way she walks into a classroom and suddenly makes it feel like the air is different, lighter, more exciting, like something good is about to happen.
 
Every time my father mentions her, I feel that mix of admiration and irritation. Envy. I envy her. I envy how easily she navigates through life, how she has everyone’s attention without even trying, how she smiles, talks, laughs, and excels, all at once.
 
And yet… I like her. Deeply. Maybe foolishly.
 
I like her laugh, her wit, her gentle teasing, the way she makes even the most ordinary moments feel like something extraordinary. I like how she makes me feel like I’m part of something bigger than my own quiet world, like I’m not just a bystander. The way she tilts her head when she’s thinking, the way she tucks hair behind her ear absentmindedly, the soft cadence of her voice when she explains something, it’s addicting. Every little gesture of hers feels monumental, and yet, I’m left here, just Rahul, watching, wishing, and trying to convince myself that being the observer is enough.
 
Being around her is… complicated.
 
I watch how she interacts with the gang. It’s like watching a film star play their part in the most natural way, everything she does just seems to fit. She laughs at Amit’s terrible jokes with a sparkle in her eyes that makes everyone else laugh too. She teases Kabir for exaggerating his stories, rolls her eyes at Varun’s antics, and somehow keeps Ria and Nisha in check with just a few well-chosen words.
 
It’s effortless. It’s magnetic. It’s infuriating.
 
And then there’s the subtle way she affects me. I notice the little things I shouldn’t: the curve of her wrist when she picks up a pen, the faint scent of jasmine she wears that lingers in the air long after she’s gone, the soft hum in her voice when she’s absorbed in something. The way she moves with that confidence, the kind that doesn’t demand attention but gets it anyway, makes my heart race. My brain scrambles for the right words. I envy her brilliance, her beauty, her effortless charm, and I can’t stop liking her. It’s a dangerous combination, like watching the sun from behind a glass window, knowing you can’t touch it.
 
Despite all this, she treats me like a friend. It’s casual, comfortable, and so completely unaware of the storm she’s creating in my mind. She smiles at me when we meet in the morning, teases me lightly when I struggle with a code snippet, and once even gave me a high-five when I managed to debug a tricky problem. Small gestures, really. But to me, they’re monumental.
 
Our families joke about it sometimes. My mother teases me endlessly:
“You should pay attention, Rahul. Priya is clever, hardworking, and disciplined. If you don’t learn from her, you’ll never keep up in life.”
 
I nod and smile, pretending it doesn’t bother me. She’s far ahead of me in almost every way that matters, smarter, prettier, more confident. But still… she’s part of my small world. Part of my street, my neighborhood, my college. Like a glowing heroine, walking through my dull little life, lighting up everything she touches.
 
Sometimes, I hate her for it. Not really hate… more like… envy mixed with fascination. She makes me feel alive, makes me want to be better, makes me feel inadequate, and hopeful, all at once.
 
I know she has her crushes, her attention, her little infatuations. And I know I’m not at the top of that list. But still, every time I see her walking down the street near my house, every time she laughs with the gang in class, I can’t help myself. I notice. I admire. I envy. I like her.
 
And that… is Priya.
 

[rajesh93]

Hi, I see images in some threads.  I am not sure how they place there?  In the posting it is asking for a URL of the image.  Where we get them?

[rajesh93]

Priya looks, not exactly, but like this

[rajesh93]

When she is annoyed, she looks like this

[prasannas2001]

Super. Great start

[rajesh93]

 
Scene 4 – Different Paths, Same Street
 
Priya and I have known each other for years, long before we started college. We live just a couple of houses apart on the same street. Our families have been intertwined in the small-town way for as long as I can remember. I’ve always known her as the pretty, popular girl next door. Even though we’re the same age, there was always something a little more “grown-up” about her. Maybe it was the way she carried herself, or the way she moved through life like she already had it all figured out. When I was younger, I never thought too much about her. She was just there, the girl who waved from across the street, the one who smiled politely when our parents chatted at the local store.
 
In the first year of college, I barely spoke to her. Sure, we’d see each other on campus, nodding or exchanging quick hellos, but that was about it. She had her own friends, a circle that radiated confidence and energy, while I... well, I was still figuring things out. I wasn’t the type of guy who stood out, and she, well, she was Priya. Smart, beautiful, and effortlessly surrounded by people who always seemed to crave her attention.
 
I remember one day in that first year, I saw her at the bus stop with her friends. She was laughing, her hair falling in perfect, soft waves, and for a moment, I found myself just standing there, staring, a little too long. When I realized what I was doing, I quickly looked away, feeling like an idiot. There was no way someone like Priya would ever even notice me. She was always out of my league, in a way I couldn’t even begin to explain.
 
But, you know how it goes, things change. College isn’t that much different from high college, except now you don’t have those tight, familiar cliques. You’re thrown into a sea of new faces, new classes, and suddenly, you have to figure out who you’re going to be, where you fit in. Priya and I, somehow, became part of that mix.
 
By the end of the first year, we started talking more. Group projects, lab sessions, random walks to class. It was never anything extraordinary, just the casual, normal exchanges of college friendships. She was always friendly, always warm and easy to talk to, but I never thought she’d see me any differently. I was just the guy from down the street, someone who could be relied on to help with coding or to quietly sit in the back of the class. Not the kind of guy who could compete with, well, anyone she was actually interested in.
 
I guess, looking back, it was my own fault for not saying anything sooner. I never made an effort to let her know how I felt. Priya had her own world, and I had mine. But the more we ended up working together on assignments, walking to class together, the more we saw each other every day, something shifted. It wasn’t sudden, nothing as dramatic as a heart-thumping moment, but gradually, little by little, I started noticing things about her that I hadn’t before.
 
Her laugh, light and effortless, the way her eyes lit up when she talked about something she was passionate about. The way she moved through life, always calm, always graceful, as if nothing could ever really rattle her. I started caring about things I hadn’t before, how she dressed, how she tilted her head when she thought about something, the way she crinkled her nose when she was amused by a bad joke. It sounds trivial, I know, but for me, it felt like I was learning a whole new side of her, one that didn’t exist in the shadow of her beauty or popularity. I started to feel things, and I won’t lie: it was terrifying.
 
But here’s the kicker, she didn’t see me that way. Not even close. To her, I was still just Rahul, the quiet guy who could code a tricky problem or sit next to her in class. The guy who was part of her world but would always remain somewhere in the background, never close enough to be seen. Sure, she was nice to me, but that was it.
 
And that, more than anything, was the hardest part.
 
It was funny, really. We’d known each other for years, shared the same neighborhood, the same street, the same college. But it wasn’t until the second year of college that we really began to talk. And as we did, I started to realize just how much she meant to me. But by then, it was too late. Priya was Priya, smart, popular, and effortlessly beautiful. She could light up a room without even trying. And I? I was just Rahul, the guy she smiled at in passing.
 
She never looked at me the way I looked at her. Not once.
 
It was as if we were always walking down the same street, but on completely different paths. Priya, walking ahead with purpose, always surrounded by people, always glowing with that aura of confidence. And me? I was the one watching from the sidelines, trying to figure out how I’d ever catch up.
 
But maybe that’s how it’s always going to be. Priya, the girl from down the street, the one who could never see me the way I saw her. And me, the guy who’ll always admire her from afar, never really able to bridge the gap between us.
 
 
 

[rajesh93]

College stories. That enthusiasm is totally different. Please share your story. Waiting for that

Thank you

[rajesh93]

Super. Great start

Thank you

[rajesh93]

Priya looking at me while I was going to college on my bike and she was in the bus

[Crazy007]

Nice start
Nice photo selection

They way you have spun the story looks really relatable
Waiting eagerly for more updates

[aaran88]

Great start and relatable to pretty much everyone

[Saj890]

Very good

[Prakash1986]

Good start, please continue

[prasannas2001]

Nice story line and good pictures.

Waiting for your updates