11-06-2025, 02:53 AM
Part-1
garmee. garm, paseene se bharee garmee. jab bhee main garmiyon ke baare mein sochatee hoon, to meree yaaden mujhe mere jooniyar kolej kee pareekshaon ke baad ke dinon kee yaad dilaatee hain. us garmee mein poora uttar bhaarat bheeshan garmee kee chapet mein tha.
main shilpee hoon. aur yah meree jooniyar kolej kee pareekshaon ke theek baad ke dinon kee kahaanee hai. us samay main 19 saal kee thee. pareekshaen khatm hone ke ek hafte ke bheetar hee garmee kee lahar shuroo ho gaee.
mere maata-pita ne deharaadoon mein kuchh lambe samay se khoe hue rishtedaaron se milane ka phaisala kiya. ve chaahate the ki main bhee unake saath chaloon, lekin mainne mana kar diya. “apanee chhuttiyaan aise logon ke saath barbaad karoon jinhen main shaayad hee jaanatee hoon? bilakul nahin!” main bade shahar, rishtedaaron aur maata-pita se door aazaadee ka svaad lena chaahatee thee aur kuchh naya anubhav karana chaahatee thee.
meree aazaad aatma, mere uchhalate, chulabule 34dd stanon kee tarah, nidar aur adamy thee. isalie, yah tay kiya gaya ki mujhe deharaadoon se mere maata-pita ke vahaan aane se pahale gaanv mein hamaare pushtainee ghar mein 5 din bitaane kee anumati dee jae.
5 din. akele. hamaaree pushtainee sampatti par. “aah! aazaadee!” main bahut utsaahit thee.
ab, yah pushtainee ghar bada hai, lekin kisee bhee maanak se glaimaras nahin hai. yah uttar bhaarat ke theek beech mein sthit hai. koee shoping mol nahin, koee pab nahin, koee kool haingaut spot nahin. to, main utsaahit kyon thee?
khair, aazaadee aur ‘mera samay’ ke 5 din koee bura sauda nahin lag raha tha. paapa-mammee-skool-homavark-tyooshan-akaadamik lakshy-saamaajik apekshaen-saathiyon ka dabaav-aalasee boyaphrend…aur isee tarah ke niyantran mein 18 saal rahane ke baad. kaash yah lamba hota, lekin 5 din kuchh na hone se behatar hai.
paapa ne kaha, “shilpee, jeetoo yaad hai? vah ghar ka rakhavaala hai. mainne use tumhaare rahane ka saara intajaam karane ko kaha hai.”
mujhe jeetookaaka yaad aa gaya. jab se main yaad kar sakatee hoon, vah us ghar ka rakhavaala tha. “usakee umr kitanee hai?” mainne paapa se poochha.
“jeetoo kee umr ab chaalees ke aasapaas hogee,” paapa ne javaab diya. “usane apanee aadhee zindagee us ghar kee dekhabhaal mein bita dee hai. vah har kaam mein maahir hai. khaana banaane sahit sab kuchh sambhaal sakata hai.”
“apanee zaroorat kee har cheez paik kar lo, kuchh bhee chhootana mat,” maan ne kaha. “vahaan tumhen koee saamaan nahin milega. aakhirakaar, vah ek gaanv hai.”
isalie, main paik kie gae sootakes, dhoop ka chashma, apana phon aur taibalet lekar ek kiraaye kee taiksee mein chala gaya. mujhe nahin pata tha ki vahaan pahunchane ke baad kya hone vaala tha. neeche mere pahunchane ke baad ke dinon ka vivaran diya gaya hai.
Day 1
gaanv mein pahunchane ke baad mainne jo pahalee cheej notis kee, vah thee mausam kitana garm tha. yah jhulasaane vaala tha. jeetookaaka ne kaha ki us saal garmee kee lahar asaadhaaran roop se kroor thee. taapamaan pahale se hee 46 digree se oopar tha.
aur puraane ghar mein koee eyar-kandeeshaning nahin thee!
"kyon?" mainne poochha.
"mere alaava yahaan koee nahin rahata hai," jeetookaaka ne javaab diya. "ab koee bhee nahin aata hai. esee yoonit rakhane ka kya matalab hai?"
bura laga. yah bahut garm aur paseene se tar hai. mainne jaldee se snaan kiya, jeetookaaka dvaara taiyaar kiya gaya dopahar ka bhojan kiya aur bistar par gir pada. jeetookaaka ne mere lie doosaree manjil par ek kamare kee vyavastha kee thee. main kaar kee lambee savaaree ke baad itana thak gaya tha ki main jaldee hee so gaya.
main achaanak ghutan aur asahajata mahasoos karate hue jaag gaee. chhat ka pankha nahin chal raha tha. bahut garmee aur umas thee. mujhe bahut paseena aa raha tha.
"jeetookaaka, pankha nahin chal raha hai," mainne apane bistar se chillaate hue kaha.
"bijalee kat gaee hai, chhotee raanee. yah bahut aam baat hai." jeetookaaka hamesha mujhe chhotee raanee kahakar sambodhit karate the. pata nahin kyon.
"are!" mainne kosa. itanee garmee, koee esee nahin, aur ab bijalee kat. bhayaanak!
mainne samay dekha. shaam ke 6 baj rahe the. main pooree tarah paseene se lathapath thee. paseena mere maathe, gardan aur bra ke andar kleevej se bah raha tha. meree tee-shart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree skart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree bra mujhe maar rahee thee. itanee tait-phited ki mujhe ghutan mahasoos ho rahee thee.
main uthee, apanee tee-shart utaaree, apanee bra ka huk khola, donon ko kamare ke kone mein phenk diya aur doosaree tee-shart pahan lee. ek patalee, halkee jheenee tee-shart. neeche bra nahin thee.
mainne ek chhotee minee-skart pahanee huee thee, isalie mainne use pahana hua tha. mere sootakes mein isase chhotee koee cheez upalabdh nahin thee. mainne minee skart ke neeche apanee niyamit paintee nahin pahanee thee. garmee aur umas ke kaaran, mainne dopahar ke bhojan ke baad sone se pahale ek chhotee see safed thong pahanee. thong mushkil se meree kamar aur bhattha ko dhak pa rahee thee.
mera bat pooree tarah se khula hua tha. mujhe laga ki thong niyamit paintee se zyaada aaraamadaayak hogee. lekin bijalee katautee kee vajah se yah paseene se bheeg gaee. isase bhee badatar, meree kamar mein khujalee hone lagee.
mainne apana haath skart ke neeche daala. aur apanee kamar ko thong ke oopar se khujalaana shuroo kar diya. khujalee badhatee ja rahee thee. yah meree jaanghon kee andaroonee tahon, meree kamar aur jaangh ke jod tak phail gaee. yahaan tak ki meree daraar ke andar bhee khujalee hone lagee.
are vaah! meree choot ke baal ugane lage hain! mujhe ghar se hee apanee vaiks strips laanee chaahie thee. main unhen laana bhool gaee.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan thong ke andar daalee aur apanee kamar aur choot ko khujalaaya. baalon ke chhote-chhote tukade ug aae the aur meree kamar, meree pooree lambaee aur yahaan tak ki meree gaand kee daraar ke andar bhee phail gae the. chhote-chhote baalon ne khujalee ko aur bhee badatar bana diya.
jab main bistar par letee huee apanee skart ke neeche khujala rahee thee, to mainne achaanak daravaaje ke paas ek halkee halachal aur roshanee kee jhilamilaahat dekhee. daravaaja khula tha. jeetookaaka ek haath mein laalaten aur plaastik ka haath pankha lie vahaan khade the.
unhonne ek saphed baniyaan aur lungee pahanee huee thee. aur unakee lungee ke andar kamar ke paas ek bada sa tamboo tha. main tamboo dekhakar chaunk gaee lekin mainne koee pratikriya nahin kee. main uthee bhee nahin.
“chhotee raanee, main tumhaare lie lait aur haath ka pankha laaya hoon,” jeetookaaka ne kaha. usane laalaten aur plaastik ka pankha tebal par rakha aur kamare se baahar jaane ke lie muda. meree nazar usakee jaanghon aur lungee ke neeche chhipe usake bade ling par padee. mere dimaag mein ek vichaar aaya.
“jeetookaaka ko mat chhodo. pankha yahaan lao,” mainne bistar par lete hue kaha.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan apanee skart ke neeche se nikaal lee theen. jeetookaaka haath ka pankha lekar mere bistar par chala aaya. usaka ling khada tha, aur usane ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee. usane andaraviyar nahin pahana tha, mainne khud se kaha. aur use apane ling ke khade hone se bilkul bhee sharmindagee mahasoos nahin ho rahee thee.
“pharsh par baith jao. mujhe pankha do,” mainne aadesh diya. jeetookaaka kartavyanishtha se pharsh par baith gaya aur mujhe pankha karane laga. main bistar ke kinaare ludhak gaee, apanee kleevej kee or ishaara kiya, aur use vahaan pankha karane ke lie kaha. usane meree raseelee kleevej aur beech se tapakate paseene ko ghoora aur pankha jhalana shuroo kar diya.
mainne jo patalee see tee-shart pahanee thee, vah paseene kee vajah se mere stanon se chipak gaee thee. mainne dekha ki tee-shart ke kapade ke oopar se mere nippal dikhaee de rahe the. mainne apana seena jeetookaaka ke pankhe kee taraf badhaaya. vah vaasana bharee nazaron se mere stanon aur nippalon ko ghoor raha tha. lekin main kuchh bhee karane mein asahaay thee.
“jeetookaaka, meree skart ke neeche pankha chalao. vahaan bahut garmee lag rahee hai.” yah kahate hue, mainne apanee taangen thodee kholeen, unhen jeetookaaka ke saamane rakha aur oopar utha liya.
kuchh sekand tak, usakee taraf se koee pratikriya nahin aaee. mainne dekha ki vah meree skart ke neeche meree thong ko ghoor raha tha. usaka ling vaisa hee khada tha.
vaastav mein, usakee lungee ke neeche kuchh halachal ho rahee thee jaise ki usaka ling hil raha tha aur bada ho raha tha aur vah drshy ka aanand le raha tha. usane meree skart ke neeche pankha chalaana shuroo kar diya. mujhe maza aaya. lekin main ise aur aage le jaana chaahatee thee. mujhe laga ki jeetookaaka naukar hai, jisase mujhe badhat mil gaee.
“jeetookaaka, vahaan bahut paseena hai. ise ponchh do,” mainne aadesh diya.
phir, kuchh minaton tak usakee or se koee pratikriya nahin aaee. pankha jhalana achaanak band ho gaya. aur phir mainne apanee thong par usakee saans mahasoos kee. mainne neeche dekha. vah meree thong soongh raha tha! kitana vikrt! chalo dekhate hain ki yah kahaan jaata hai.
usane paseena ponchhane ke lie apanee ungaliyaan meree bheetaree jaanghon par ghumaana shuroo kar diya. phir usane apanee ungaliyaan meree thong ke andar saraka deen. usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhote-chhote jaghan baalon, meree yoni ke honthon ke baahar ke baalon mein phiraeen, aur meree bhagasheph ko chhua. main usake sparsh se kaanp uthee. yah achchha laga.
“chhotee raanee, yahaan sirf paseena nahin hai,” usane kaha.
“phir aur kya?” mainne turant javaab diya. “jaldee se jaanch karo.”
usakee ungaliyaan meree yoni, bhagasheph aur meree yoni ke dvaar ko chhoo rahee theen. sirf dvaar
“yah phisalan bhara hai, geela hai, aur paseene jaisa nahin lagata.” usane ungalee apane munh mein daal lee. “yah namakeen hai. aisa lagata hai ki tum geelee ho, chhotee raanee.”
mujhe pata tha ki main geelee hoon. aur mujhe pata tha ki main usase aage kya karavaana chaahatee hoon. “ise saaph karo. ise ponchho. meree paintee utaaro,” mainne usase kaha.
usane kuchh sekand intajaar kiya, phir apane haath meree skart ke andar daale, kamar par donon taraph se meree paintee pakadee, aur ise meree taangon se neeche ludhaka diya. jaise hee usane ise pooree tarah se hataaya, usane ise apanee hathelee mein liya aur kaha, “yah bahut chhota hai! roomaal se bhee chhota!” aur ise soonghana shuroo kar diya.
mujhe laga ki vah ek vikrt vyakti hai. lekin use meree geelee paintee soonghate hue dekhana mujhe achchha laga. phir usane apanee do ungaliyaan meree geelee choot ke honthon par ragadana shuroo kar diya. jitana vah ragadata, meree choot utanee hee geelee hotee jaatee. vah ruka nahin. meree choot aur bhagasheph ko ragadata raha. ab main buree tarah se ris rahee thee. usane meree guda ko chhua aur use ponchhane kee koshish kee.
"yah kaam nahin kar raha hai," mainne usase kaha, kyonki main har gujarate sekand ke saath aur bhee kaamuk aur geelee hotee ja rahee thee. "apanee jeebh se ise saaph karo." hamesha kee tarah kuchh sekand ke lie viraam tha. phir main apanee nangee choot par usakee saans mahasoos kar sakatee thee. vah phir se soongh raha tha!
"tum kya kar rahe ho?" main chidh gaee.
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane javaab diya. aur phir usane apanee jeebh meree geelee choot par rakhee aur chaatana shuroo kar diya.
mere shareer mein aanand kee nadiyaan bah nikaleen. usakee jeebh meree choot ke chhed mein, kinaaron par, honthon par, meree bhagasheph par aur yahaan tak ki meree guda ke chhed par bhee andar-baahar jaatee rahee.
"isaka svaad bhee achchha hai," usane mere ras ko chaatate hue apane honthon ko chatakaaya.
garmee. garm, paseene se bharee garmee. jab bhee main garmiyon ke baare mein sochatee hoon, to meree yaaden mujhe mere jooniyar kolej kee pareekshaon ke baad ke dinon kee yaad dilaatee hain. us garmee mein poora uttar bhaarat bheeshan garmee kee chapet mein tha.
main shilpee hoon. aur yah meree jooniyar kolej kee pareekshaon ke theek baad ke dinon kee kahaanee hai. us samay main 19 saal kee thee. pareekshaen khatm hone ke ek hafte ke bheetar hee garmee kee lahar shuroo ho gaee.
mere maata-pita ne deharaadoon mein kuchh lambe samay se khoe hue rishtedaaron se milane ka phaisala kiya. ve chaahate the ki main bhee unake saath chaloon, lekin mainne mana kar diya. “apanee chhuttiyaan aise logon ke saath barbaad karoon jinhen main shaayad hee jaanatee hoon? bilakul nahin!” main bade shahar, rishtedaaron aur maata-pita se door aazaadee ka svaad lena chaahatee thee aur kuchh naya anubhav karana chaahatee thee.
meree aazaad aatma, mere uchhalate, chulabule 34dd stanon kee tarah, nidar aur adamy thee. isalie, yah tay kiya gaya ki mujhe deharaadoon se mere maata-pita ke vahaan aane se pahale gaanv mein hamaare pushtainee ghar mein 5 din bitaane kee anumati dee jae.
5 din. akele. hamaaree pushtainee sampatti par. “aah! aazaadee!” main bahut utsaahit thee.
ab, yah pushtainee ghar bada hai, lekin kisee bhee maanak se glaimaras nahin hai. yah uttar bhaarat ke theek beech mein sthit hai. koee shoping mol nahin, koee pab nahin, koee kool haingaut spot nahin. to, main utsaahit kyon thee?
khair, aazaadee aur ‘mera samay’ ke 5 din koee bura sauda nahin lag raha tha. paapa-mammee-skool-homavark-tyooshan-akaadamik lakshy-saamaajik apekshaen-saathiyon ka dabaav-aalasee boyaphrend…aur isee tarah ke niyantran mein 18 saal rahane ke baad. kaash yah lamba hota, lekin 5 din kuchh na hone se behatar hai.
paapa ne kaha, “shilpee, jeetoo yaad hai? vah ghar ka rakhavaala hai. mainne use tumhaare rahane ka saara intajaam karane ko kaha hai.”
mujhe jeetookaaka yaad aa gaya. jab se main yaad kar sakatee hoon, vah us ghar ka rakhavaala tha. “usakee umr kitanee hai?” mainne paapa se poochha.
“jeetoo kee umr ab chaalees ke aasapaas hogee,” paapa ne javaab diya. “usane apanee aadhee zindagee us ghar kee dekhabhaal mein bita dee hai. vah har kaam mein maahir hai. khaana banaane sahit sab kuchh sambhaal sakata hai.”
“apanee zaroorat kee har cheez paik kar lo, kuchh bhee chhootana mat,” maan ne kaha. “vahaan tumhen koee saamaan nahin milega. aakhirakaar, vah ek gaanv hai.”
isalie, main paik kie gae sootakes, dhoop ka chashma, apana phon aur taibalet lekar ek kiraaye kee taiksee mein chala gaya. mujhe nahin pata tha ki vahaan pahunchane ke baad kya hone vaala tha. neeche mere pahunchane ke baad ke dinon ka vivaran diya gaya hai.
Day 1
gaanv mein pahunchane ke baad mainne jo pahalee cheej notis kee, vah thee mausam kitana garm tha. yah jhulasaane vaala tha. jeetookaaka ne kaha ki us saal garmee kee lahar asaadhaaran roop se kroor thee. taapamaan pahale se hee 46 digree se oopar tha.
aur puraane ghar mein koee eyar-kandeeshaning nahin thee!
"kyon?" mainne poochha.
"mere alaava yahaan koee nahin rahata hai," jeetookaaka ne javaab diya. "ab koee bhee nahin aata hai. esee yoonit rakhane ka kya matalab hai?"
bura laga. yah bahut garm aur paseene se tar hai. mainne jaldee se snaan kiya, jeetookaaka dvaara taiyaar kiya gaya dopahar ka bhojan kiya aur bistar par gir pada. jeetookaaka ne mere lie doosaree manjil par ek kamare kee vyavastha kee thee. main kaar kee lambee savaaree ke baad itana thak gaya tha ki main jaldee hee so gaya.
main achaanak ghutan aur asahajata mahasoos karate hue jaag gaee. chhat ka pankha nahin chal raha tha. bahut garmee aur umas thee. mujhe bahut paseena aa raha tha.
"jeetookaaka, pankha nahin chal raha hai," mainne apane bistar se chillaate hue kaha.
"bijalee kat gaee hai, chhotee raanee. yah bahut aam baat hai." jeetookaaka hamesha mujhe chhotee raanee kahakar sambodhit karate the. pata nahin kyon.
"are!" mainne kosa. itanee garmee, koee esee nahin, aur ab bijalee kat. bhayaanak!
mainne samay dekha. shaam ke 6 baj rahe the. main pooree tarah paseene se lathapath thee. paseena mere maathe, gardan aur bra ke andar kleevej se bah raha tha. meree tee-shart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree skart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree bra mujhe maar rahee thee. itanee tait-phited ki mujhe ghutan mahasoos ho rahee thee.
main uthee, apanee tee-shart utaaree, apanee bra ka huk khola, donon ko kamare ke kone mein phenk diya aur doosaree tee-shart pahan lee. ek patalee, halkee jheenee tee-shart. neeche bra nahin thee.
mainne ek chhotee minee-skart pahanee huee thee, isalie mainne use pahana hua tha. mere sootakes mein isase chhotee koee cheez upalabdh nahin thee. mainne minee skart ke neeche apanee niyamit paintee nahin pahanee thee. garmee aur umas ke kaaran, mainne dopahar ke bhojan ke baad sone se pahale ek chhotee see safed thong pahanee. thong mushkil se meree kamar aur bhattha ko dhak pa rahee thee.
mera bat pooree tarah se khula hua tha. mujhe laga ki thong niyamit paintee se zyaada aaraamadaayak hogee. lekin bijalee katautee kee vajah se yah paseene se bheeg gaee. isase bhee badatar, meree kamar mein khujalee hone lagee.
mainne apana haath skart ke neeche daala. aur apanee kamar ko thong ke oopar se khujalaana shuroo kar diya. khujalee badhatee ja rahee thee. yah meree jaanghon kee andaroonee tahon, meree kamar aur jaangh ke jod tak phail gaee. yahaan tak ki meree daraar ke andar bhee khujalee hone lagee.
are vaah! meree choot ke baal ugane lage hain! mujhe ghar se hee apanee vaiks strips laanee chaahie thee. main unhen laana bhool gaee.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan thong ke andar daalee aur apanee kamar aur choot ko khujalaaya. baalon ke chhote-chhote tukade ug aae the aur meree kamar, meree pooree lambaee aur yahaan tak ki meree gaand kee daraar ke andar bhee phail gae the. chhote-chhote baalon ne khujalee ko aur bhee badatar bana diya.
jab main bistar par letee huee apanee skart ke neeche khujala rahee thee, to mainne achaanak daravaaje ke paas ek halkee halachal aur roshanee kee jhilamilaahat dekhee. daravaaja khula tha. jeetookaaka ek haath mein laalaten aur plaastik ka haath pankha lie vahaan khade the.
unhonne ek saphed baniyaan aur lungee pahanee huee thee. aur unakee lungee ke andar kamar ke paas ek bada sa tamboo tha. main tamboo dekhakar chaunk gaee lekin mainne koee pratikriya nahin kee. main uthee bhee nahin.
“chhotee raanee, main tumhaare lie lait aur haath ka pankha laaya hoon,” jeetookaaka ne kaha. usane laalaten aur plaastik ka pankha tebal par rakha aur kamare se baahar jaane ke lie muda. meree nazar usakee jaanghon aur lungee ke neeche chhipe usake bade ling par padee. mere dimaag mein ek vichaar aaya.
“jeetookaaka ko mat chhodo. pankha yahaan lao,” mainne bistar par lete hue kaha.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan apanee skart ke neeche se nikaal lee theen. jeetookaaka haath ka pankha lekar mere bistar par chala aaya. usaka ling khada tha, aur usane ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee. usane andaraviyar nahin pahana tha, mainne khud se kaha. aur use apane ling ke khade hone se bilkul bhee sharmindagee mahasoos nahin ho rahee thee.
“pharsh par baith jao. mujhe pankha do,” mainne aadesh diya. jeetookaaka kartavyanishtha se pharsh par baith gaya aur mujhe pankha karane laga. main bistar ke kinaare ludhak gaee, apanee kleevej kee or ishaara kiya, aur use vahaan pankha karane ke lie kaha. usane meree raseelee kleevej aur beech se tapakate paseene ko ghoora aur pankha jhalana shuroo kar diya.
mainne jo patalee see tee-shart pahanee thee, vah paseene kee vajah se mere stanon se chipak gaee thee. mainne dekha ki tee-shart ke kapade ke oopar se mere nippal dikhaee de rahe the. mainne apana seena jeetookaaka ke pankhe kee taraf badhaaya. vah vaasana bharee nazaron se mere stanon aur nippalon ko ghoor raha tha. lekin main kuchh bhee karane mein asahaay thee.
“jeetookaaka, meree skart ke neeche pankha chalao. vahaan bahut garmee lag rahee hai.” yah kahate hue, mainne apanee taangen thodee kholeen, unhen jeetookaaka ke saamane rakha aur oopar utha liya.
kuchh sekand tak, usakee taraf se koee pratikriya nahin aaee. mainne dekha ki vah meree skart ke neeche meree thong ko ghoor raha tha. usaka ling vaisa hee khada tha.
vaastav mein, usakee lungee ke neeche kuchh halachal ho rahee thee jaise ki usaka ling hil raha tha aur bada ho raha tha aur vah drshy ka aanand le raha tha. usane meree skart ke neeche pankha chalaana shuroo kar diya. mujhe maza aaya. lekin main ise aur aage le jaana chaahatee thee. mujhe laga ki jeetookaaka naukar hai, jisase mujhe badhat mil gaee.
“jeetookaaka, vahaan bahut paseena hai. ise ponchh do,” mainne aadesh diya.
phir, kuchh minaton tak usakee or se koee pratikriya nahin aaee. pankha jhalana achaanak band ho gaya. aur phir mainne apanee thong par usakee saans mahasoos kee. mainne neeche dekha. vah meree thong soongh raha tha! kitana vikrt! chalo dekhate hain ki yah kahaan jaata hai.
usane paseena ponchhane ke lie apanee ungaliyaan meree bheetaree jaanghon par ghumaana shuroo kar diya. phir usane apanee ungaliyaan meree thong ke andar saraka deen. usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhote-chhote jaghan baalon, meree yoni ke honthon ke baahar ke baalon mein phiraeen, aur meree bhagasheph ko chhua. main usake sparsh se kaanp uthee. yah achchha laga.
“chhotee raanee, yahaan sirf paseena nahin hai,” usane kaha.
“phir aur kya?” mainne turant javaab diya. “jaldee se jaanch karo.”
usakee ungaliyaan meree yoni, bhagasheph aur meree yoni ke dvaar ko chhoo rahee theen. sirf dvaar
“yah phisalan bhara hai, geela hai, aur paseene jaisa nahin lagata.” usane ungalee apane munh mein daal lee. “yah namakeen hai. aisa lagata hai ki tum geelee ho, chhotee raanee.”
mujhe pata tha ki main geelee hoon. aur mujhe pata tha ki main usase aage kya karavaana chaahatee hoon. “ise saaph karo. ise ponchho. meree paintee utaaro,” mainne usase kaha.
usane kuchh sekand intajaar kiya, phir apane haath meree skart ke andar daale, kamar par donon taraph se meree paintee pakadee, aur ise meree taangon se neeche ludhaka diya. jaise hee usane ise pooree tarah se hataaya, usane ise apanee hathelee mein liya aur kaha, “yah bahut chhota hai! roomaal se bhee chhota!” aur ise soonghana shuroo kar diya.
mujhe laga ki vah ek vikrt vyakti hai. lekin use meree geelee paintee soonghate hue dekhana mujhe achchha laga. phir usane apanee do ungaliyaan meree geelee choot ke honthon par ragadana shuroo kar diya. jitana vah ragadata, meree choot utanee hee geelee hotee jaatee. vah ruka nahin. meree choot aur bhagasheph ko ragadata raha. ab main buree tarah se ris rahee thee. usane meree guda ko chhua aur use ponchhane kee koshish kee.
"yah kaam nahin kar raha hai," mainne usase kaha, kyonki main har gujarate sekand ke saath aur bhee kaamuk aur geelee hotee ja rahee thee. "apanee jeebh se ise saaph karo." hamesha kee tarah kuchh sekand ke lie viraam tha. phir main apanee nangee choot par usakee saans mahasoos kar sakatee thee. vah phir se soongh raha tha!
"tum kya kar rahe ho?" main chidh gaee.
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane javaab diya. aur phir usane apanee jeebh meree geelee choot par rakhee aur chaatana shuroo kar diya.
mere shareer mein aanand kee nadiyaan bah nikaleen. usakee jeebh meree choot ke chhed mein, kinaaron par, honthon par, meree bhagasheph par aur yahaan tak ki meree guda ke chhed par bhee andar-baahar jaatee rahee.
"isaka svaad bhee achchha hai," usane mere ras ko chaatate hue apane honthon ko chatakaaya.