Yesterday, 11:50 AM
Update - 1
Aj mera 19th birthday hai , Is jeevan ke 19 saalon me kabhi esa nahi laga ki kisi ne mujhe dil se pyar kiya ho ...
Har kisi ke mata pita unhe apne aap se jyada pyaar karte hai lekin mujhe mere mata pita se mila to keval tiraskar.
Jab mai choti thi tabhi meri maa uske aashiq ke saath mujhe aur mere baap ko akela chhod kar bhaag gayi aur phir kabhi hamein yaad nahi kiya.
Apni sagi beti se bhi pyaar nahi hoga us chhinal ko tabhi ese bhaag gayi saali raand kutiya.
Ab jo gaya uska kya kar sakte hai lekin jo hai vo hi agar apke baare me kuch na soche , duniya me apke liye keval ek hi vyakti ho aur vo bhi apko apna na samjhe to ap apne jeevan ko bematlab hi samajhte ho
Ap bhagwan ko koste ho ki kis ghar me bhej diya mujhe.
Lekin sabse jyada ap apne aap ko manhus bolte ho aur man karta hai kisi tarah ye jeevan khatam ho jaye.
Ye sabhi sochte hue pata nahi kese mai mere 3 manzila bunglow ki chhat par aakar khadi ho gayi
Sabhi kuch sochte hue mai chhat ke aakhiri kone me aakar khadi ho gayi aur bas badhavas si chat ke upar chad gayi aur subah ki thandi hawa apne pure sharir par mahsus kar sakti thi kese mere sudol aur slim sharir ko chhed kar ye hawa guzar rahi thi mere 34 inch ke stanon par mahsus kar sakti thi (vese itni kam umar me itne bade urojon ka karan meri chinal maa hi thi)
Aur phir achanak kisi ne mera haath khicha aur mai sidha uski baahon mein lipat gayi. Mene aankhein band kar li thi aur mere stan us vyakti ki chodi chhati ko chu gaye mere andar jhurjhuri si chuti aur ek madak abhas hua mere haath us vyakti ki kamar par the jo bohot badi lag rahi thi dono haath failane par bhi usko apne alingan me nahi le paayi aur uski pakad bahut majbut thi mera halka sa dum bhi ghut raha tha lekin ek alag hi nasha tha.
Khair ye bhi ho sakta hai ki mujhe aaj tak kisi ne gale nahi lagaya tha .
Mai kuch achha mahsus kar hi Rahi thi ki ek jordar chanta mere gaalon par pada aur mai hosh me aayi mere dudh se gore gaal laal pad gaye aur meri nazar saamne padi
Meri halak se awaz nahi nikli aur saath hi mere man me bohot gussa ane laga
Mere saamne jo vyakti tha vo tha mera 38 saal ka baap jo mujhe gusse aur grina ki nazar se dekh raha tha mai hosh sambhalti itne me ek aur chanta mere gaalon par pada aur tez awaz me mere baap ne kaha
"Kutiya, marna chahti hai kya chinal ,, teri raand maa to mujhe kha gayi bacha kucha tu bhi maar de mujhe"
Mene badle me muthhi kas ke chillate hue kaha
"Mar jane do na agar itni hi buri lagti hu to, vaise bhi konsa beti ki tarah paal rahe ho mujhse jyada to kisi paltu kutte ko jyada behtar tarah se rakha jata hai"
Phir usne mujhe meri kalayi se pakda aur mujhe khinch kar niche mere kamre ki taraf le jane lage mere virodh kiya lekin mera jor uske saamne kuch nahi tha aur ghasitte hue mujhe mere bed ke pass jameen par patak diya aur phir do chhanten aur lagaye aur kaha
"Aj nahi college jayegi nahi khana milega shyam tak padi rehna akeli is kamre mai"
Aur ye bolkar gusse se room ka gate patak kar bahar chale gaye aur yaha me keval ro rahi thi aur gusse me saman idhar udhar phek rahi thi
Karib din me 12 baje mere room ka gate khula tab tak msi room me let kar bas soch hi rahi thi ki kab is narak se azadi milegi
Mere samne malti aunty thi jo khana lekar aayi thi mene kaha chali jao mujhe nahi khana phir vo pass ayi aur kaha "kha lo beti esi jid achhi nahi"
Jeevan me agar koi thodi parvah karta hai to malti aunty vo hamare yaha maid hai jo subah 9 baje se raat ko 9 baje tak hamare yaha saare kaam karti hai
Jab se hosh sambhala hai tab se unhe hi hamare ghar me dekha hai uske alawa kisi ko aj tak ghar me nahi dekha tha
Bachpan mai vo hi mera khayal rakha karti thi aur unse hi thodi baat hua karti thi
Mai baith gayi aur malti aunty pass ayi unhone plate mere samne rakhi aur mai beman khane lagi
Unhone pucha nahi ki kya hua unhe sab pata tha ki kya ho sakta hai isliye unhone kaha
"Chupchap raha Karo Dev bhaiya ko gussa mat dilaya karo"
Mene kaha " ap nahi janti us janwar ko kese mere saath bartav karta hai kabhi ek pal ki khushi nahi hone di mujhe
Bin maa ki bacchi ko log pyar se palte hai lekin is kutte ne kabhi baap ka farz nahi nibhaya"
Malti aunty hasi aur kaha itni chotii umar me itni badi baatein bilkul apne papa par gayi ho
Mujhe ye baat sunkar chid mahsus huyi lekin mene jaane diya aur khana khatam kar mene plate aunty ko di aur nahane chali gayi
Nahate vakt mere man me khayal aya jab me us janwar(papa) ke gale lagi tab mere andar konsi feelings aayi thi aur mujhe thoda ajeeb laga mai phir us khayal me kho gayi yaad karne lagi uski badi chhati uske chode baaju aur mardana pakad mera dimaag vahi scene baar baar repeat kar raha tha mujhe niche halka sa ajeeb feel hone laga mene haat lagaya to kuch chipchipa sa tha mene sab ignore Kiya aur khud par gussa karne lagi kis vyakti ke baare me soch rahi hu.
Ab shyam ho gayi thi raat ka khana hamesha ki tarah mene akele khaya aur malti aunty se baat Kari to pata chala aj vo yahi rukne vaali thi mene kaha mai sone ja rahi hu aur kamre me jaakar so gai.
Raat ko 11 baje meri neend khuli aur pyaas lagi kamre me paani khatam ho gaya to mai niche aayi aur kitchen me gayi itne me mujhe papa ke kamre se ajeeb awzein ane lagi aur me kamre ke pass pahuchi.......
Kya hoga kamre me
Kya thi vo awzein
Agle update me dekhte hai
To be continued
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