31-03-2025, 09:26 PM
AAHAT - ek cuckold ki sanak
Sham ki chai pe main aur office ke kuch dost baithe cricket ki baaton mein magsool the. Mujhe waise to khel mein zyada dilchaspi nahi thi, par phir bhi main unki baaton mein apni baat daal raha tha.
“Arey, meri baat samjho! Agar Sachin 2003 mein out na hota, to hum woh World Cup zaroor jeet jaate. Titan Cup ko dekh lo, akele sher ne jitaaya tha!” Yeh awaaz Aashish ki thi, jo hamare office mein cashier tha. Uski baaton se saaf pata chal raha tha ki woh Sachin ka bada wala fan tha. Uski baat sunte hue, chai ki chuski le rahe Lalit ne jawab diya, “Hota, nahi hota, isse kya farak padta hai? Dhoni ne World Cup jitwaaya!” Maine is baat mein kaatate hue kaha, “Gambhir ne bhi toh final mein achchhi batting ki thi.” Ispe Lalit meri taraf dekhte hue bola, “Gambhir se zyada important Dhoni tha.”
Aise hi cricket ki garma-garam baatein chal rahi thi, ki tabhi humein manager ke aane ki aahat sunai di. Bas phir, humne aapas mein sehmati se faisla kiya ki ab wapas kaam pe lag jaana chahiye, warna manager koi tamasha shuru kar deta.
Main apne desk pe aa gaya. Sham ke chaar bajne ko the, aur meri saamne file padi hui thi, jo mujhe aise ghoor rahi thi jaise mujhe kha jayegi. Mera man kaam mein zara bhi nahi lag raha tha. Aksar hum chaar-panch baje ghar nikal jaate the, lekin aajkal auditing ki wajah se rozana kaafi der ho rahi thi. Maine apna phone nikala aur anayas hi gallery mein apni li hui tasveeron ko dekhne laga. Ismein mere bete aur meri pyaari si biwi ke kayi photos the, jinhen dekhkar mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi. Ghar ki yeh tasveerein do-dhari talwaar si thi—ek taraf mujhe ghar jaane ki bechaini thi, aur doosri taraf aaj ka kaam niptaana zaroori tha. Phir bhi, maine socha ki ghar pe call laga kar thodi baat-cheet se mood halka kar liya jaaye. Maine phone lagaya, ek government announcement ke baad ghanti bajne lagi…
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Puri ring jaane ke baad bhi kisi ne phone nahi uthaya. Maine dobara call kiya, lekin is baar wahi announcement sun mera khoon khaul gaya. Ghanti phir se bajne lagi…
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Is baar bhi puri call ke baad kisi ne phone nahi uthaya. Mujhe thodi ghabrahat hone lagi. Main apni seat se utha aur sidha manager ke cabin mein gaya. Use saari baat batayi aur jaldi ghar jaane ki ijazat maangi. Pehle to usne kaafi der socha—ek pal ke liye laga ki shayad mana kar de—lekin aakhir mein usne mujhe jaane diya.
Main office se nikla aur apni bike se ghar ki taraf rawana ho gaya. Dil bechain tha, dimag mein pata nahi kya-kya khayal aa rahe the. Main jitni jaldi ghar pahunchne ki koshish kar raha tha, utni hi der jam ki wajah se hoti ja rahi thi. Kareeb ek ghante ki jaddojehad ke baad main ghar pahuncha. Call bell bajayi, thodi ghabrahat bhari der ke baad darwaza khula, aur saamne meri dil-o-jaan biwi, Noor, khadi thi. Use dekhkar mere dil ko sukoon mila. Usne mujhe dekhte hi chehakte hue kaha, “Aap itni jaldi aa gaye?” Uski awaaz mein khushi thi, jise sun mere dil mein chain sa pahuncha. Maine use kinare karke jhoothi gusse bhari awaaz mein pucha, “Noor, kitni der se call kar raha hun, phone kyun nahi utha rahi thi?” Ispe uske chehre pe sikan si aa gayi. Sar pakadte hue usne kaha, “Hai ,.', Rizwan ke abbu, shayad phone silent pe hi reh gaya. Ammi aur babu so rahe the, to maine silent kar diya tha.” Yeh sun mere chehre pe bhi sukoon aur muskan chha gayi. Phir bhi, maine jhootha gussa dikhate hue kaha, “Khayal rakha karo, Noor. Agar koi emergency aa jati to?” Ispe uski awaaz mein darr aa gaya, “Main khayal rakhungi, Rizwan ke abbu. Sorry.” Yeh sun main aage badha aur Noor ko gale laga liya. Use apni taraf kheenchte hue pucha, “Ammi so rahi hain? Aur baby bhi?” Noor ne haule se sar jhukaya aur haan mein gardan hila di. Yeh sun mere dil ka shaitan phoola nahi sama.
Maine Noor ko apne gale mein qaid kar liya, mere haath uski kamar pe jakad gaye. Uske muh se chidiya jaisi ek awaaz nikli, “Rizwan ke abbu, ammi jag gayi to?” Uski awaaz mein ghabrahat thi, jise sun mere andar shararat karne ki ichchha jaagi. Maine apna haath sarkaya aur uske kulhe pe chunti kaat li. “Hai ,.', kya karte ho aap?” woh boli. Main hansne laga aur dheere se kaha, “Lagta hai ammi gehri neend mein hain.” Ispe usne gusse se mere kandhe pe mukka maara aur haule se boli, “Badmaash.”
Maine Noor ko jhatke se utha liya aur apni godi mein uthakar aage-peeche jhulane laga. Noor ke chehre pe muskan aur gusse ka ajeeb sa mishran tha—ek taraf woh mere kandhe pe mukke maar rahi thi, to doosri taraf hans bhi rahi thi. Main use uthakar apne kamre mein le aaya aur bistar pe baitha diya. Usne meri taraf dekha aur sharam se sar jhuka liya. Woh mere irade achchhe se jaanti thi. Main uske upar aaya, uske kandhe pakadkar bistar pe lita diya, aur apne honth uske honth pe laga diye. Main uske upar chadh gaya. Noor ne mera saath diya, aur hum ek-doosre ko choomne lage. Mere haath uski kamar ko sehlate hue uske badan pe chalne lage. Main uske har ek reaction ko mehsoos kar paa raha tha. Maine apne haath se uski pyjami ka kona pakda, to woh sihar si gayi. Lekin mere dil mein kuch aur hi tha. Maine uski pyjami utari, aur Noor sharam se simat gayi. Haye, uski adayein, uski lajja, uska sharm—yeh sab dekhkar main khud khushi se bhar gaya.
Maine apne haath aage badhaye aur apna pant, underwear samet neeche khiska diya. Phir main wapas Noor ke badan pe chadh gaya. “Noor, aap kitni pyari ho. Zaroor aapko tarashne mein Zamzam ka paani laga hoga,” maine kaha. Meri yeh baatein sun Noor ke chhupe hue chehre pe khushi ki muskan aa gayi, jo meri tareef ki wajah se thi. Maine uski sharmgah se panty ko sarkakar neeche kiya aur apne lund ko meri biwi Noor ki chut pe lagaya. Use apne gale mein bharte hue maine pucha, “Noor, aapko achchha lag raha hai na?” Ispe woh sharmate hue apna chehra chhupa leti hai. Main muskurakar uski peeth pe dono haath rakhta hun aur haule se apne lund ko Noor ki chut mein daakhil kar deta hun. Jab hum ek hue, to aisa laga jaise main jannat mein pahunch gaya. Meri pyari biwi ki chut jaise khaulati hui rasmalai thi. Meri haalat ka andaaza lagana mushkil tha—main badi mushkil se khud ko sambhalne ki naakaam koshish kar raha tha, lekin yeh mere bas ke baahar tha. Do-teen dhakke mein hi main sust pad gaya, aur mera sar sharam se jhuk gaya.
Noor pankhe ko ghoor rahi thi. Main mehsoos kar paa raha tha ki woh bhi niraash thi. Main jaldi se wahan se utha aur sidha bathroom mein ghus gaya. Meri aankhon mein halke-halke aansoon bhi aa gaye, lekin main kya kar sakta tha? Maine jaldi se kapde utaare, nahaya, aur baahar nikla. Noor tab tak mere liye nashta tayyar karne mein lagi hui thi. Main niraash si muskaan dete hue sofa pe baith gaya aur TV pe channel laga diya.
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Office ki audit mein pura din nikal jaa raha tha. Main roz subah bhagam-bhag 9 baje office ke liye nikalta aur sidha raat ko 8-9 baje ghar laut-ta. Yun to overtime ke paise bank de rahi thi, lekin kaam ke pressure ne pura mood kharab kar rakha tha.
Office se ghar jaata, to sharir aur dimag itna thak jaata ki khana khate hi neend mujhe apne gale mein bhar leti. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise office ne mujhe jakad liya ho—main chaah kar bhi kuch nahi kar paa raha tha.
Aise hi ek din main office mein baitha excel sheet mein apna dimag laga raha tha, ki mera phone baj utha. Maine phone uthaya, to meri pyari biwi Noor ki awaaz thi.
“Hello, Rizwan ke abbu, aaj thodi jaldi ghar aa paoge kya?”
“Noor, mushkil hai. Kam se kam is hafta tak to nahi. Kya kaam tha?”
“Kuch nahi, thodi shopping karne ki soch rahi thi. Khair, koi nahi, next week chalenge.”
Main kuch pal sochne laga. Mujhe zara bhi andaaza nahi tha ki next week bhi free ho paunga ya nahi. Thodi der sochkar maine jawab diya, “Noor, aap ammi ke saath shopping chali jao. Jab tak yeh auditing ka kaam chal raha hai, main kuch nahi kar sakta.”
Saamne se Noor ki awaaz aayi, bilkul halke se, “Achchha.”
Main phir office ke kaam mein magsool ho gaya. Dil mein kaafi dukh tha ki main apni muhabbat Noor ki ek chhoti si khwahish bhi poori na kar saka.
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Raat ke 8 baje main apni seat se utha. Bagal mein baitha Aashish kaam ke load ki shikayat kar raha tha, lekin mera dil jaldi se jaldi ghar jaane ka tha. Maine sabko alvida kiya aur bike se ghar pahunch gaya. Ghar pahuncha, to Noor khana banane mein magsool thi, mera beta TV mein laga hua tha, aur meri ammi abbu ke saath baithi idhar-udhar ki baatein kar rahi thi. Abbu ko dekh main chaunka. Maine unka haal-chaal poochha aur unke achanak aane ki wajah jaani. Jaldi se kapde badal, pajama pehenkar main sidha dining table pe gaya, jahan Noor khana parosne mein lagi hui thi.
“Imran, kaisi haalat bana li hai? Chehre ka rang utra hua hai,” mere abbu dining chair pe baithte hue bole. Maine phir unhe bank audit ke dukh sunaye, aur hum khane mein magsool ho gaye.
Raat ko khana khaane ke baad main aur Noor bistar pe baithe hue the. Maine use bade pyar se poochha, “Noor, kya mangwaya? Gayi thi bazaar?” Ispe Noor ne sar naa mein hilaya aur ek cream haath mein masalne lagi, phir chehre pe lagane lagi. Usne meri taraf dekha aur muskurate hue kaha, “Abbu aa gaye, to plan cancel kar diya. Maine call lagayi thi aapko, par aapne uthaya hi nahi.” Maine sar khujaya, “Haan yaar, meeting mein tha. Maine bhi bilkul baad mein dekha missed call.” Mere dil ke jazbaat bhadak rahe the. Maine Noor ke kandhe pe haath rakha aur apne honth uske honth pe sataye, to woh thodi sharma gayi. Haule se boli, “Aap bhi na, Rizwan ke abbu, darwaza khula hai.” Ispe main hans diya aur jaldi se uthkar darwaza band kiya. Rizwan hamesha meri ammi ke saath hi sota tha. Main wapas bistar pe aaya aur phir se apne honth Noor ke honth pe laga diye. Uске honth jaise gulab ki pankhudi the—kitne komal, kitne makhmali. Mujhe aisa laga jaise main unmein hi kho jaun.
Main Noor ko choomne laga, lekin isse mera dil shant nahi hone wala tha. Maine apni jeebh nikaali aur Noor ke honthon ke beech lagayi. Usne haule se apne honth khole, aur main kisi paagal ki tarah uski kamar pe haath kaskar apni jeebh uske muh mein daal diya.
*Chip chip, chup chup*—Hamare choomne ki awaaz kamre mein fail rahi thi. Maine mehsoos kiya ki Noor, jo pehle bilkul khamosh thi, ab apni jeebh se meri jeebh ke saath talwarbaazi kar rahi thi. Mere chehre pe muskan fail gayi.
Main Noor ko bistar pe litaya aur khud uske upar chadh gaya. Noor ki height mujhse sirf ek inch kam thi, to humara chehra aur badan kisi sanchе ke jaise dikh raha tha. Mera haath uske ubhre hue doodh pe chala gaya. Maine saaf mehsoos kiya ki uske nipple behad kadak the. Muskurate hue maine kapde ke upar se hi Noor ki nipple muh mein lete hue kaha, “Aaj main duddu piyunga.” Ispe Noor ne serious chehra banaya aur gusse se aankh dikhane lagi. Maine maafi mangne ki nautanki ki, phir uska ek nipple muh mein bhar liya aur kapde ke upar se chusne laga. Noor ka chehra dekhne layak tha—mujhe pata tha woh bol nahi paa rahi thi, lekin yeh kapda uska dushman ban baitha tha. Maine haule se uska suit khincha. Noor ne jhat se apna badan upar kiya, aur dekhte hi dekhte uska suit zameen pe tha.
Noor ka sangmarmar ke jaise chamakta shareer dekh meri aankhon ke saamne dhundhla sa ho gaya. Main apni kismat ko sarahne laga ki mujhe aisi beinteha khubsurat aur mazhabi biwi kaise mil gayi. Main aage badha. Noor ke chehre pe muskan thi. Maine use ishara kiya, to usne apni bra khol di. Ab sirf pyjami mein thi meri Noor.
“Kasam Khuda ki, Noor, tum sach mein beinteha khubsurat ho,” maine uski tareef ki. Uska chehra laal padne laga, jise dekh mera lund jhatka kha gaya. Aisi masoom, itni khubsurat biwi—main andar se khush tha. Noor ne lekin ishara kiya light bujhaane ko. Main uski sharmahat pe khayal sa ho gaya, bistar se utha, batti bujhayi, aur wapas Noor ke paas aaya. Dubara maine use choomna shuru kiya. Is dafa pehle se zyada aag thi hum dono mein, aur iska gawah humare beech aa jaa rahi thook thi. Mera lund bilkul kadak ho chuka tha. Kiss karte hue mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki kahin mera nikal na jaye.
Is wajah se maine jaldi-baazi ki—mujhe apne upar bharosa nahi tha. Mera haath aage badha aur maine Noor ki pyjami sarka di. Is baar main uske shareer ko aankhon se nahi seka, balki jaldi se uski taangein faila di aur apne lund ka topa uski chut ke muhaane pe lagaya. “Tayyar ho na, Noor?” maine poochha, to usne sharm aur lajja se apna chehra doosri taraf kar liya. Maine apne kamar pe dabao dala—mera lund Noor ki chut ke dwaar pe dastak de raha tha, lekin andar nahi jaa raha tha. Idhar-udhar phisal raha tha. Light na hone ki wajah se mujhe andaaza bhi nahi lag raha tha. Main apna haath neeche le jaane laga, to Noor ne meri taraf dekha aur mera haath rok diya. Usne khud apna haath neeche le jaakar mere lund ko pakda. Jaise hi uska haath laga, main bardasht nahi kar paya aur mera paani uski chut ke baalon pe fail gaya. Main andar se bahut sharminda tha. Apna muh chhupane ki koshish karne laga. Aakhir mujh mein aisi kya kamzori hai? Main bahut udaas feel kar raha tha. Chupchaap, bina koi awaaz kiye, main Noor ke shareer pe leta raha. Uska haath abhi bhi wahi tha, mere lund ko jakde hue. Mujhe kaafi zyada kamzori aur sharmindagi mehsoos ho rahi thi. Jhat se wahan se utha aur bathroom mein ghus gaya. Mera lund bilkul mar sa gaya tha. Dimag mein baahar leti hui Noor thi. Usi ki yaad mein main apna lund wapas uthane ki naakaam koshish kar raha tha, lekin kismat se kuch nahi hua. Wash karke wapas bistar pe aaya, to wahan Noor nahi thi. Kamre mein nazar daudayi, par woh kahin nahi dikhi. Main awaaz lagane wala tha ki Noor kamre mein aayi, haath mein doodh ka glass liye. Usne mujhe dekha aur bade pyar se kaha, “Rizwan ke abbu, ise pee lein. Phir koshish karte hain.” Yeh sun mera dil bhar aaya. Kismat wala tha main. Maine sar haan mein hilaya, aur Noor ne ishara se mujhe bistar pe baithne ko kaha.
Noor mere bagal mein aayi aur mujhe apne haath se doodh pilane lagi. Meri nazar sirf-aur-sirf uske shareer pe thi. Maine doodh khatam kiya, to usne poochha, “Kaisi lagi? Badam aur kesar thi.” Main muskura kar bola, “Noor, tumhare haath se to zehar bhi Zamzam ban jaye.” Yeh sun woh phir gussa ho gayi, “Sirf anap-shanap bolte ho aap. Bataiye, kaisa lag raha hai?” Main hansa aur Noor ko dekhte hue kaha, “Bahut achchha.”
Hum dono dubara bistar pe aa gaye aur ek-doosre ko choomne lage, lekin mujhe kuch ehsaas hua. Mera lund bilkul mara hua tha—usmein zara bhi jaan mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi. Abhi kuch pal pehle hui ghatna ne jaise meri himmat aur atma-vishwas tod diya tha. Maine Noor ko choomte hue apne lund pe haath lagaya, lekin koi fayda nahi. Meri aankh se aansoon nikalne lage, jo Noor se abhi ke liye chhupe the.
Main choome jaa raha tha Noor ko, lekin yeh ishq ki wajah se nahi tha—balki main aage kuch karne ke kaabil nahi tha. Itni der baad Noor bhi pareshaan si hokar mujhse alag hui. Apni himmat jutakar mujhse boli, “Rizwan ke abbu, bas ab woh karte hain na.” Meri biwi, jiska muh bilkul pak tha, jo kabhi in cheezon mein muh nahi kholti, aaj usne muh khola. Lekin main kya karta? Ya kahein, kar bhi kya sakta tha? “Noor, kaafi late ho gaya hai. Mujhe kal subah thodi jaldi office nikalna hai,” maine ek safed jhooth bola. Asliyat to kuch aur thi. Noor ke chehre pe mayoosi maine saaf dekhi, lekin maine jaldi se use hata, bagal mein letkar sone ki nautanki karne laga. Noor mere natak ke baad bathroom gayi aur kuch der baad mere bagal mein let gayi. Hum dono neend ke aagosh mein chale gaye.
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Ek mahina beet gaya tha us manhoos din ke baad. Audit khatam ho jaane ke bawajood main office mein jaan-bujhkar bahane banakar roz raat 8-9 baje tak rukne laga. Lekin asliyat kuch aur thi—main bhaag raha tha apni hi begum Noor se. Us raat ke baad main jaise badal sa gaya tha. Mere andar ka atma-vishwas tukde-tukde ho gaya tha, aur main is dardnaak sachchai ko kisi tarah daba dena chahta tha. Main pehle bhi sex mein achchha nahi tha, lekin ab to haalat aisi ho gayi thi ki mera lund jaise mar sa gaya ho. Is wajah se main buri tarah depression mein rehne laga. Mere andar chidchidaahat bhi aa gayi thi. Main ghar se jaldi office ke liye nikalne laga, der se ghar lautta, aur mere aur Noor ke beech jaise baat band si ho gayi thi. Hum miyaan-biwi kam, anjaan zyada lagte the. Yeh mujhe andar se khaaye ja raha tha. Main itna pareshaan tha ki shahar mein doctor-hakeem ki talaash karne laga. Kuch se mila bhi, dawaiyaan bhi li, lekin koi fayada nahi hua. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise kisi ne mujh par kaala jaadu kar diya ho.
Sabse zyada jo mujhe chubh rahi thi, woh thi meri Noor. Woh jo hamesha muskurati rehti thi, ab mayoos rehne lagi. Jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhti, uski aankhon mein kayi sawaal hote the, jinke jawaab main chaah kar bhi nahi de sakta tha. Main to uske muh se muh lagane se bhi darrne laga tha.
Main isi dauraan khud ko theek karne ki koshish karne laga. Office mein sabke jaane ke baad main internet pe nangi ladkiyon ki tasveerein dekhta, khada karne ki koshish karta, lekin koi fayada nahi tha. Mera lund mari ka mara hi tha, aur din-be-din waqt nikalta ja raha tha. Main kab tak auditing ka bahana banata rahun? Kab tak jhooth bolta rahun? Meri aankhon mein aansoon aane lagte, lekin main kuch nahi kar paa raha tha. Meri koshishen bekaar thi—na dawai ka asar, na porn dekhne se farak, aur na hi kisi maulvi se milne se behtari mili.
Main khoob porn dekhne laga, is galatfehmi mein ki shayad main theek ho jaun. Shuruaat to normal porn se ki—main apne aap ko hero ki tarah sochta aur ladki ko dekh khada karne ki koshish karta, lekin koi fayada nahi tha. Phir main aur bhi gandi filmein dekhne laga, lekin sab bekaar tha.
Ek raat main apne bistar pe baitha mobile pe porn hi dekh raha tha. Noor kitchen ka kaam khatam karne mein magsool thi. Main haar kar phone neeche hi rakhne wala tha ki mujhe trending mein ek video dikhi—“Wife Cucks Husband.” Maine aisi videos pehle nahi dekhi thi. Naam bhi mujhe ajeeb sa laga. Main aam taur pe aisi videos nahi dekhta tha kyunki yeh homemade videos bahut hi ghatiya quality ki hoti thi. Lekin phir bhi maine woh video chala di, aur jo maine dekha, usne mere hosh uda diye—
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Mujhe zara bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir main kya dekh raha hun. Mujhe aisa mehsoos hua jaise mujhe jhatka laga ho, lekin saath hi kuch aur bhi mehsoos hua—aisa laga jaise meri kismat ka pitara khul gaya ho. Mere lund ne apne aap jhatke khaye, bina haath lagaye—jaise woh koi zinda saanp ho. Meri dilchaspi badh gayi. Maine video ke title se search kiya, aur ek line mein hazaaron videos mere saamne aa gaye. Main aage kuch dabane hi wala tha ki Noor kamre mein ghusi. Maine jhat se phone bistar pe patak diya. Muh banate hue usne sawaal kiya, “Kya hua?” Maine jawab diya, “Kuch nahi, Noor.” Noor ne jaldi se bistar ke bagal paani ki bottle rakhi aur wapas kitchen jaane hi wali thi ki maine use pakad liya. Aisa laga jaise Noor isi pal ka intezaar kar rahi thi. Mere pakadte hi, woh kisi piley pade patte ki tarah meri god mein gir padi. Uske chehre pe masoomiyat ke saath-saath ek runwasa bhaav tha. “Rizwan ke abbu, aap mujhse gussa ho kya? Sach-sach batana,” usne poochha. Uska yeh sawaal sun main chaunk gaya. Meri biwi ko is baat ka khauf tha ki main usse naaraaz hun. Maine use gale lagakar ek safed jhooth bola, “Noor, auditing ke pressure ki wajah se kuch gadbad ho gaya tha.” Yeh sun woh chaunk gayi. Usne mere jhooth ko sach samajh liya aur mujhe kas ke pakad liya. “Rizwan ke abbu, aap mujhse sab kuch share kar sakte hain. Itni badi baat aapne mujhse chhupayi?” Uske chehre pe mayoosi aur aankhon mein ubharta paani dekh maine Noor ko apne seene se lagaya aur bade pyar se kaha, “Ab sab khairiyat hai, Noor.” Main aage badha aur Noor ko halke se chuma, to woh mujhe hatakar khadi hui. Jaldi se darwaza band kiya aur boli, “Ab.” Main hasne laga, aur mujhe dekh meri pyari Noor ki bhi hansi chhoot gayi.
Kuch pal mein hum dono aadhe kapdon mein bistar pe lete ek-doosre ko sehla rahe the. Lekin saala mera kameena lund wapas se mar gaya tha. Main dara hua tha—main aaj aage to badh gaya tha, lekin lag raha tha ki yeh din hi aakhiri hai. Noor ne mujhe ishara diya ki woh tayyar hai, to main soch mein pad gaya. Bistar se utha, apna phone uthaya aur Noor se kaha, “Noor, main do minute mein aata hun.” Noor ke chehre pe mayoosi to thi, lekin usne sar hilakar ‘ Asccha ka ishara kiya.
Main bathroom mein ghus gaya aur wohi video wapas kholi, lekin kuch asar nahi hua. Mera lund phir se jaise kisi kaale jaadu mein phas gaya tha. Maine woh search window kholi, jahan hazaaron videos thi. Maine 2-3 videos dekhe, lekin phir bhi kuch nahi hua. Mujhe andar se gussa aa raha tha. Gusse mein, ek video dekhte hue maine kaha-
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“Saala, isse achchha to koi aur hi chod deta Noor ko.” Jaise hi yeh baat mere muh se nikli, mera lund jhatka kha gaya. Mujhe aisa laga jaise ek jhatka sa laga ho. Mere dimag mein ek tasveer ban gayi—lekin is tasveer mein main hero nahi tha. Heroine meri biwi Noor thi, jo kisi begaane ke saath humbistar thi. Yeh khayal mere zehan mein aate hi mera shareer sihar utha. Mere haath, jismein phone tha, buri tarah kaanpne lage. Main deewar ke sahare baith gaya. Mere dimag mein jaise koi filmein chal rahi thi, aur uska asar mere lund pe ho raha tha, jo bilkul kadak ho chuka tha. Meri yeh gandi soch jaari rahi, mera lund tanata gaya, aur mere dimag mein goonjne laga, “Noor apne aashiq ke saath maze kar rahi hai, baad mein mujhe chance milega.” Aisi gandi soch mere shareer ko jaise kamzor kar rahi thi. Main bathroom ki zameen pe baith gaya, phir himmat jutakar utha aur bathroom se baahar aaya. Noor ne mujhe dekha aur thodi sawaaliya nazar se poochha, “Kya hua, Rizwan ke abbu?” Main sirf kurte mein tha—meri pyjama peechhe hi chhoot gayi thi. Meri nazar Noor pe padi, phir apne lund pe, aur mere chehre pe atma-vishwas aa gaya. Main muskura kar bola, “Noor, kaisa dikh raha hun main?” Yeh sawaal sun Noor ek pal ke liye sakht si ho gayi. Uski nazar bhi mere lund pe gayi, aur usne haule se kaha, “Bahut achchha, Rizwan ke abbu.”
Main Noor ki taraf gaya, lekin mere dimag mein kuch aur chal raha tha. Noor mujhe tak rahi thi, khayalon mein khoyi hui, aur uski thakan ka kaaran uska aashiq tha jo ab jaa chuka tha—yeh mera khayal tha. Main aage badha aur Noor ke pair faila diye. Meri aisi harkat use ajeeb lagi. “Kya kar rahe ho, Rizwan ke abbu?” usne poochha. Maine kuch nahi kaha. Main uske andar se behte kisi gair mard ke veerya ko dekhna chahta tha—jo asliyat se pare tha.
“Noor, kitni pyari hai tumhari sharmgah,” maine uski chut ko ghoorte hue kaha. Woh apna muh chhupane lagi. Uski isi sharmili andaaz se main fida tha. “Aisa mat karo na, Rizwan ke abbu, mujhe sharm aa rahi hai,” usne kaha. Yeh sun main hans pada aur uske upar beech-o-beech chadh gaya. Hum dono ki saansein tez thi. Mera dil, jise un ajeeb videos ne kaabu kar rakha tha, meri haalat ko aur kharab kar raha tha. Maine Noor ki pyjami neeche khinchi aur apna lund uski chut ki suraakh pe rakh diya. Noor ke muh se chain ki saans nikli, jaise woh isi pal ka intezaar kar rahi ho. Maine uska chehra apne haathon mein liya aur dheere se dhakka lagaya. Hum dono ki awaaz ek saath kamre mein goonj gayi. Phir maine doosra dhakka lagaya, to meri saari lambai meri biwi ki chut mein ghus gayi. Hum dono ek ho gaye—hamare dil ki dhadkan ek saath chal rahi thi, aur saansein bhi. Lekin mere dimag mein kuch shaitani chal rahi thi, jo mujhe pata nahi koi tilismi taakat de rahi thi.
Maine dhakke dena shuru kiya. Main hairaan tha ki main jhada nahi. Mera lund bilkul kasa hua tha. Noor, jise meri jaldi nikal jaane ki aadat thi, mujhe ghoor rahi thi. Main aage-peechhe kar raha tha. Noor ne aage badhkar mujhe apne gale mein bhar liya. “Rizwan ke abbu, aur tez please,” usne kaha. Yeh sun main ruk gaya. Main dheeme-dheeme Noor ko chod raha tha, kyunki mujhe yakeen tha ki tez karne pe mera nikal jayega. Lekin Noor ne pehli baar mujhse sex mein request ki thi. Is baat ne mujhe taakat di. Main aage badha, Noor ko chuma, aur tez dhakke dene laga. Aur jaisa maine socha tha, wahi hua—chaar-panch dhakke hote-hote mera paani nikal gaya aur Noor ki chut mein girne laga. Main apna chehra chhupane ki koshish kar raha tha, jabki Noor mera sar sehla rahi thi.
Maine use dekha. Mujhe laga tha ki uske chehre pe mayoosi ya gussa hoga, lekin aisa kuch nahi tha. Woh muskura rahi thi. Main uske upar se utar kar bagal mein nidhal pad gaya. Woh bathroom mein chali gayi. Tab mujhe ehsaas hua ki mere dil-o-dimag mein kaise khayal aaye. Main lajja aur sharam se apne aap ko kosne laga.
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Woh raat mujhe kaate nahi kat rahi thi. Jo khayal mere zehan mein aaya tha, woh ek nihayati ghatiya aur ganda khayal tha. Jab bhi main sone ki koshish kar raha tha, Noor ka chehra mere saamne aa jata—lekin akele nahi, balki kisi gair mard ke saath. Main use kisi tarah dabane ki koshish kar raha tha, lekin nakamyaabi haath lag rahi thi. Meri aankh lagte hi aisa laga jaise yeh khayal mujhe kha jayega. Main utha, bagal mein soyi Noor ko dekha, phir phone uthaya aur dheere se wahan se uthkar wapas bathroom mein ghus gaya.
Maine wahi gandi videos dekhna shuru kar diya. Lekin ab mere khayal mein main hero nahi tha—na un gandi videos ka, na apne zehan ka. Main sirf ek darshak tha. Mera lund wapas se tanne laga, jise mehsoos kar main shock mein pad gaya. Maine apna lund pakad liya aur kas-kas kar aage-peechhe hilane laga. Mere lund pe Noor ki chut ki khushboo abhi bhi thi. Main wahi sochne laga jo maine video mein dekha—lekin is baar heroine Noor thi, aur main tha ek darshak -
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Main jo gandi cheez soch raha tha, woh shayad main bayaan bhi nahi kar sakta tha. Lekin mera lund aise akad gaya tha jaise usmein aag lag gayi ho. Main un videos ko dekhta gaya aur saath mein lund masalta gaya. Main Noor ko kisi gair mard ke saath sochta raha, aur isi beech mere andar se jo paani nikla, woh itna tez aur jhanjhanaati hua tha ki mujhe laga main wahin bathroom mein gir jaunga. Kisi tarah maine apne aap ko sambhala aur badi mushkil se khada raha. Meri lund ki pichkaari itni door gayi thi ki bathroom ke kone ki deewar bhi gandi ho gayi. Mujhe aisa laga jaise main nashe mein hun. Isi haalat mein main bistar pe gaya, aur mujhe jhat se neend aa gayi.
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Kuch dinon baad main apne office mein baitha hua tha. Maine us raat ko bhoolne ki kasam khayi thi, lekin mera lund phir se mar chuka tha. Main file palat to raha tha, par mera khayal mere kameene lund pe tha. Maine apna phone nikala aur Noor ki tasveerein dekhne laga. Mere dimag mein phir wahi gande khayal aane lage, lekin usse pehle ki main kuch sochta, mere office ke co-worker ne mujhe chai ke liye bulaya. Maine file band ki aur uske saath nikal gaya. Mujhe chai ki zaroorat nahi thi, lekin apne khayalon se bhaagne ka yeh ek achchha mauka tha. Hum dono chai peene lage. Woh apni bakwaas baatein karta raha, aur maine zyada dhyan na dete hue idhar-udhar dekhne laga. Tabhi uski nazar ek ladki pe gayi. Usne mujhe ishara karke kaha, “Kya maal hai yaar.” Main uski baat ko ignore karne wala tha ki usne bola, “Saali ka gaand ka size dekh, zaroor chudwaati hogi roz.” Main inki isi gandi baaton ki wajah se door rehta tha, lekin aaj nahi. Meri nazar usi aurat ki taraf gayi, aur sach mein uski gaand kaafi chaudi thi. Main hans diya aur kaha, “Sahi kaha, 2-3 boyfriend milke bhi kam pad jayein.” Mere porn se grasit dimag ne yeh bola, jise sun woh ladka hasne laga. Lekin mere kameene dimag ne ek nayi kahani bunna shuru kar diya—yeh aurat nahi, balki meri biwi Noor guzar rahi thi, aur yeh ghatiya uspe ganda daal raha tha. Yeh sochte hi mera lund harkat mein aa gaya. Main jhat se khada hua aur usse bolkar ki “kaam hai,” wahan se nikal gaya.
Main wapas desk pe aaya, sar neeche rakha, aur apne kameene dil pe kaabu karne ki naakaam koshish karne laga. Tabhi meri nazar manager ke room ki taraf gayi, aur mere dimag ne ek nayi kahani shuru kar di. Lekin isse pehle ki main kuch soch pata, maine apne aap pe kaabu kiya, wahan se utha, aur ghar ki taraf nikal gaya.
Main ek ajeeb se chakkar mein pad chuka tha. Main na chahte hue bhi cuck videos dekh raha tha, kyunki mera lund jaise kasam kha chuka tha. Main na chahte hue bhi Noor ke liye gande-gande khayal bana raha tha, kyunki uske bina main ek namard tha. Lekin yeh kalpana meri zindagi pe haavi hone lagi thi. Main har jagah sirf Noor ko dekhta—sirf-aur-sirf gair mardon ke saath. Aur aise hi chalta raha kareeb 1-2 mahine tak. Main dheere-dheere jaise pagal hota ja raha tha.
Dheere-dheere main sach mein apne soch ko sachchai mein badalna chahta tha. Main chahta tha ki Noor—meri mazhabi Noor—kisi gair mard ke saath soye.
Aise hi ek raat main Noor ke saath baitha hua tha. Noor kone mein baithi kuch silai kar rahi thi. Maine achanak se poochha, “Noor, tumhara favorite actor kaun hai?” Mere achanak puche gaye is sawaal se woh thodi chaunki aur meri taraf dekha. Maine dobara poochha, “Batao na.” Ispe Noor ne sawaal kiya, “Kya karoge jaanke? Waise bhi main kahaan films dekhti hun?” Maine baat ko ghumaya, “Soch raha tha tumhare saath movie pe chaloon. Pata rahega to achchhe se plan karunga.” Meri yeh baat sun woh chehak gayi, “Sachchi? Mujhe SRK kaafi pasand hai.” Maine man hi man socha—saala woh buddha. Phir main wapas apne kaam mein lag gaya, aur woh apni silai mein magsool ho gayi.
Main Noor ko baar-baar ghoor raha tha. Kasam Khuda ki, kya dikh rahi thi Noor. Meri kalpana phir shuru ho gayi. Lekin maine apne aap se poochha—jo main karne ki soch raha hun, kya woh sahi hai? Mere dil-o-dimag ne naa mein jawaab diya, lekin mere lund ne harkat karke jawaab de diya.
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Noor ek nihayati shareef ghar ki beti thi. Woh ek achchhi aur pak dil ki aurat thi—yeh main achchhe se jaanta tha. Lekin Noor ko ghoorte hue maine faisla kiya ki main Noor ko bigadunga. Use main ek badchalan aurat banaunga. Jo videos main pichhle do mahinon se dekh raha tha—cuckold wali—mujhe yakeen ho gaya tha ki main bhi ek cuckold tha. Jaise hi maine yeh baat maani, ek pal ke liye mera lund karak sa gaya. Mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi, aur maine Noor ko ghoorte hue dekha.
Mujhe achchhe se maloom tha ki Noor ek nihayati achchhi aur mazhabi aurat thi. Meri ek galat kadam hamari zindagi barbad kar sakta tha. Main chahta tha ki woh khud kadam uthaye, khud bewafai ka kirdaar bane—lekin kaise? Noor ek mazhabi aurat thi, jo na-mehram ke saamne ghar se bhi nahi nikalti thi. Upar se mere ammi-abbu bhi ghar pe hi rehte the. Yeh sab aakhir kaise ho sakta tha? Maine kaafi der socha, lekin mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aaya.
Main koi tareeka dhoondh raha tha Noor ko aage badhaane ke liye, lekin mujhe zara bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karoon. Agle din main apni bike se ghar aa raha tha, to maine dekha ki office ke kone mein kuch manchale ladki chhed rahe the. Yeh dekhkar main Noor ke baare mein soch hasne laga. Har jagah mujhe Noor dikh rahi thi.
Main chahta tha ki koi Noor ko seduce kare, use achchhe se bigade—sirf mere liye. Lekin kaise, aur kaun?
Sham ki chai pe main aur office ke kuch dost baithe cricket ki baaton mein magsool the. Mujhe waise to khel mein zyada dilchaspi nahi thi, par phir bhi main unki baaton mein apni baat daal raha tha.
“Arey, meri baat samjho! Agar Sachin 2003 mein out na hota, to hum woh World Cup zaroor jeet jaate. Titan Cup ko dekh lo, akele sher ne jitaaya tha!” Yeh awaaz Aashish ki thi, jo hamare office mein cashier tha. Uski baaton se saaf pata chal raha tha ki woh Sachin ka bada wala fan tha. Uski baat sunte hue, chai ki chuski le rahe Lalit ne jawab diya, “Hota, nahi hota, isse kya farak padta hai? Dhoni ne World Cup jitwaaya!” Maine is baat mein kaatate hue kaha, “Gambhir ne bhi toh final mein achchhi batting ki thi.” Ispe Lalit meri taraf dekhte hue bola, “Gambhir se zyada important Dhoni tha.”
Aise hi cricket ki garma-garam baatein chal rahi thi, ki tabhi humein manager ke aane ki aahat sunai di. Bas phir, humne aapas mein sehmati se faisla kiya ki ab wapas kaam pe lag jaana chahiye, warna manager koi tamasha shuru kar deta.
Main apne desk pe aa gaya. Sham ke chaar bajne ko the, aur meri saamne file padi hui thi, jo mujhe aise ghoor rahi thi jaise mujhe kha jayegi. Mera man kaam mein zara bhi nahi lag raha tha. Aksar hum chaar-panch baje ghar nikal jaate the, lekin aajkal auditing ki wajah se rozana kaafi der ho rahi thi. Maine apna phone nikala aur anayas hi gallery mein apni li hui tasveeron ko dekhne laga. Ismein mere bete aur meri pyaari si biwi ke kayi photos the, jinhen dekhkar mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi. Ghar ki yeh tasveerein do-dhari talwaar si thi—ek taraf mujhe ghar jaane ki bechaini thi, aur doosri taraf aaj ka kaam niptaana zaroori tha. Phir bhi, maine socha ki ghar pe call laga kar thodi baat-cheet se mood halka kar liya jaaye. Maine phone lagaya, ek government announcement ke baad ghanti bajne lagi…
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Puri ring jaane ke baad bhi kisi ne phone nahi uthaya. Maine dobara call kiya, lekin is baar wahi announcement sun mera khoon khaul gaya. Ghanti phir se bajne lagi…
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Is baar bhi puri call ke baad kisi ne phone nahi uthaya. Mujhe thodi ghabrahat hone lagi. Main apni seat se utha aur sidha manager ke cabin mein gaya. Use saari baat batayi aur jaldi ghar jaane ki ijazat maangi. Pehle to usne kaafi der socha—ek pal ke liye laga ki shayad mana kar de—lekin aakhir mein usne mujhe jaane diya.
Main office se nikla aur apni bike se ghar ki taraf rawana ho gaya. Dil bechain tha, dimag mein pata nahi kya-kya khayal aa rahe the. Main jitni jaldi ghar pahunchne ki koshish kar raha tha, utni hi der jam ki wajah se hoti ja rahi thi. Kareeb ek ghante ki jaddojehad ke baad main ghar pahuncha. Call bell bajayi, thodi ghabrahat bhari der ke baad darwaza khula, aur saamne meri dil-o-jaan biwi, Noor, khadi thi. Use dekhkar mere dil ko sukoon mila. Usne mujhe dekhte hi chehakte hue kaha, “Aap itni jaldi aa gaye?” Uski awaaz mein khushi thi, jise sun mere dil mein chain sa pahuncha. Maine use kinare karke jhoothi gusse bhari awaaz mein pucha, “Noor, kitni der se call kar raha hun, phone kyun nahi utha rahi thi?” Ispe uske chehre pe sikan si aa gayi. Sar pakadte hue usne kaha, “Hai ,.', Rizwan ke abbu, shayad phone silent pe hi reh gaya. Ammi aur babu so rahe the, to maine silent kar diya tha.” Yeh sun mere chehre pe bhi sukoon aur muskan chha gayi. Phir bhi, maine jhootha gussa dikhate hue kaha, “Khayal rakha karo, Noor. Agar koi emergency aa jati to?” Ispe uski awaaz mein darr aa gaya, “Main khayal rakhungi, Rizwan ke abbu. Sorry.” Yeh sun main aage badha aur Noor ko gale laga liya. Use apni taraf kheenchte hue pucha, “Ammi so rahi hain? Aur baby bhi?” Noor ne haule se sar jhukaya aur haan mein gardan hila di. Yeh sun mere dil ka shaitan phoola nahi sama.
Maine Noor ko apne gale mein qaid kar liya, mere haath uski kamar pe jakad gaye. Uske muh se chidiya jaisi ek awaaz nikli, “Rizwan ke abbu, ammi jag gayi to?” Uski awaaz mein ghabrahat thi, jise sun mere andar shararat karne ki ichchha jaagi. Maine apna haath sarkaya aur uske kulhe pe chunti kaat li. “Hai ,.', kya karte ho aap?” woh boli. Main hansne laga aur dheere se kaha, “Lagta hai ammi gehri neend mein hain.” Ispe usne gusse se mere kandhe pe mukka maara aur haule se boli, “Badmaash.”
Maine Noor ko jhatke se utha liya aur apni godi mein uthakar aage-peeche jhulane laga. Noor ke chehre pe muskan aur gusse ka ajeeb sa mishran tha—ek taraf woh mere kandhe pe mukke maar rahi thi, to doosri taraf hans bhi rahi thi. Main use uthakar apne kamre mein le aaya aur bistar pe baitha diya. Usne meri taraf dekha aur sharam se sar jhuka liya. Woh mere irade achchhe se jaanti thi. Main uske upar aaya, uske kandhe pakadkar bistar pe lita diya, aur apne honth uske honth pe laga diye. Main uske upar chadh gaya. Noor ne mera saath diya, aur hum ek-doosre ko choomne lage. Mere haath uski kamar ko sehlate hue uske badan pe chalne lage. Main uske har ek reaction ko mehsoos kar paa raha tha. Maine apne haath se uski pyjami ka kona pakda, to woh sihar si gayi. Lekin mere dil mein kuch aur hi tha. Maine uski pyjami utari, aur Noor sharam se simat gayi. Haye, uski adayein, uski lajja, uska sharm—yeh sab dekhkar main khud khushi se bhar gaya.
Maine apne haath aage badhaye aur apna pant, underwear samet neeche khiska diya. Phir main wapas Noor ke badan pe chadh gaya. “Noor, aap kitni pyari ho. Zaroor aapko tarashne mein Zamzam ka paani laga hoga,” maine kaha. Meri yeh baatein sun Noor ke chhupe hue chehre pe khushi ki muskan aa gayi, jo meri tareef ki wajah se thi. Maine uski sharmgah se panty ko sarkakar neeche kiya aur apne lund ko meri biwi Noor ki chut pe lagaya. Use apne gale mein bharte hue maine pucha, “Noor, aapko achchha lag raha hai na?” Ispe woh sharmate hue apna chehra chhupa leti hai. Main muskurakar uski peeth pe dono haath rakhta hun aur haule se apne lund ko Noor ki chut mein daakhil kar deta hun. Jab hum ek hue, to aisa laga jaise main jannat mein pahunch gaya. Meri pyari biwi ki chut jaise khaulati hui rasmalai thi. Meri haalat ka andaaza lagana mushkil tha—main badi mushkil se khud ko sambhalne ki naakaam koshish kar raha tha, lekin yeh mere bas ke baahar tha. Do-teen dhakke mein hi main sust pad gaya, aur mera sar sharam se jhuk gaya.
Noor pankhe ko ghoor rahi thi. Main mehsoos kar paa raha tha ki woh bhi niraash thi. Main jaldi se wahan se utha aur sidha bathroom mein ghus gaya. Meri aankhon mein halke-halke aansoon bhi aa gaye, lekin main kya kar sakta tha? Maine jaldi se kapde utaare, nahaya, aur baahar nikla. Noor tab tak mere liye nashta tayyar karne mein lagi hui thi. Main niraash si muskaan dete hue sofa pe baith gaya aur TV pe channel laga diya.
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Office ki audit mein pura din nikal jaa raha tha. Main roz subah bhagam-bhag 9 baje office ke liye nikalta aur sidha raat ko 8-9 baje ghar laut-ta. Yun to overtime ke paise bank de rahi thi, lekin kaam ke pressure ne pura mood kharab kar rakha tha.
Office se ghar jaata, to sharir aur dimag itna thak jaata ki khana khate hi neend mujhe apne gale mein bhar leti. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise office ne mujhe jakad liya ho—main chaah kar bhi kuch nahi kar paa raha tha.
Aise hi ek din main office mein baitha excel sheet mein apna dimag laga raha tha, ki mera phone baj utha. Maine phone uthaya, to meri pyari biwi Noor ki awaaz thi.
“Hello, Rizwan ke abbu, aaj thodi jaldi ghar aa paoge kya?”
“Noor, mushkil hai. Kam se kam is hafta tak to nahi. Kya kaam tha?”
“Kuch nahi, thodi shopping karne ki soch rahi thi. Khair, koi nahi, next week chalenge.”
Main kuch pal sochne laga. Mujhe zara bhi andaaza nahi tha ki next week bhi free ho paunga ya nahi. Thodi der sochkar maine jawab diya, “Noor, aap ammi ke saath shopping chali jao. Jab tak yeh auditing ka kaam chal raha hai, main kuch nahi kar sakta.”
Saamne se Noor ki awaaz aayi, bilkul halke se, “Achchha.”
Main phir office ke kaam mein magsool ho gaya. Dil mein kaafi dukh tha ki main apni muhabbat Noor ki ek chhoti si khwahish bhi poori na kar saka.
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Raat ke 8 baje main apni seat se utha. Bagal mein baitha Aashish kaam ke load ki shikayat kar raha tha, lekin mera dil jaldi se jaldi ghar jaane ka tha. Maine sabko alvida kiya aur bike se ghar pahunch gaya. Ghar pahuncha, to Noor khana banane mein magsool thi, mera beta TV mein laga hua tha, aur meri ammi abbu ke saath baithi idhar-udhar ki baatein kar rahi thi. Abbu ko dekh main chaunka. Maine unka haal-chaal poochha aur unke achanak aane ki wajah jaani. Jaldi se kapde badal, pajama pehenkar main sidha dining table pe gaya, jahan Noor khana parosne mein lagi hui thi.
“Imran, kaisi haalat bana li hai? Chehre ka rang utra hua hai,” mere abbu dining chair pe baithte hue bole. Maine phir unhe bank audit ke dukh sunaye, aur hum khane mein magsool ho gaye.
Raat ko khana khaane ke baad main aur Noor bistar pe baithe hue the. Maine use bade pyar se poochha, “Noor, kya mangwaya? Gayi thi bazaar?” Ispe Noor ne sar naa mein hilaya aur ek cream haath mein masalne lagi, phir chehre pe lagane lagi. Usne meri taraf dekha aur muskurate hue kaha, “Abbu aa gaye, to plan cancel kar diya. Maine call lagayi thi aapko, par aapne uthaya hi nahi.” Maine sar khujaya, “Haan yaar, meeting mein tha. Maine bhi bilkul baad mein dekha missed call.” Mere dil ke jazbaat bhadak rahe the. Maine Noor ke kandhe pe haath rakha aur apne honth uske honth pe sataye, to woh thodi sharma gayi. Haule se boli, “Aap bhi na, Rizwan ke abbu, darwaza khula hai.” Ispe main hans diya aur jaldi se uthkar darwaza band kiya. Rizwan hamesha meri ammi ke saath hi sota tha. Main wapas bistar pe aaya aur phir se apne honth Noor ke honth pe laga diye. Uске honth jaise gulab ki pankhudi the—kitne komal, kitne makhmali. Mujhe aisa laga jaise main unmein hi kho jaun.
Main Noor ko choomne laga, lekin isse mera dil shant nahi hone wala tha. Maine apni jeebh nikaali aur Noor ke honthon ke beech lagayi. Usne haule se apne honth khole, aur main kisi paagal ki tarah uski kamar pe haath kaskar apni jeebh uske muh mein daal diya.
*Chip chip, chup chup*—Hamare choomne ki awaaz kamre mein fail rahi thi. Maine mehsoos kiya ki Noor, jo pehle bilkul khamosh thi, ab apni jeebh se meri jeebh ke saath talwarbaazi kar rahi thi. Mere chehre pe muskan fail gayi.
Main Noor ko bistar pe litaya aur khud uske upar chadh gaya. Noor ki height mujhse sirf ek inch kam thi, to humara chehra aur badan kisi sanchе ke jaise dikh raha tha. Mera haath uske ubhre hue doodh pe chala gaya. Maine saaf mehsoos kiya ki uske nipple behad kadak the. Muskurate hue maine kapde ke upar se hi Noor ki nipple muh mein lete hue kaha, “Aaj main duddu piyunga.” Ispe Noor ne serious chehra banaya aur gusse se aankh dikhane lagi. Maine maafi mangne ki nautanki ki, phir uska ek nipple muh mein bhar liya aur kapde ke upar se chusne laga. Noor ka chehra dekhne layak tha—mujhe pata tha woh bol nahi paa rahi thi, lekin yeh kapda uska dushman ban baitha tha. Maine haule se uska suit khincha. Noor ne jhat se apna badan upar kiya, aur dekhte hi dekhte uska suit zameen pe tha.
Noor ka sangmarmar ke jaise chamakta shareer dekh meri aankhon ke saamne dhundhla sa ho gaya. Main apni kismat ko sarahne laga ki mujhe aisi beinteha khubsurat aur mazhabi biwi kaise mil gayi. Main aage badha. Noor ke chehre pe muskan thi. Maine use ishara kiya, to usne apni bra khol di. Ab sirf pyjami mein thi meri Noor.
“Kasam Khuda ki, Noor, tum sach mein beinteha khubsurat ho,” maine uski tareef ki. Uska chehra laal padne laga, jise dekh mera lund jhatka kha gaya. Aisi masoom, itni khubsurat biwi—main andar se khush tha. Noor ne lekin ishara kiya light bujhaane ko. Main uski sharmahat pe khayal sa ho gaya, bistar se utha, batti bujhayi, aur wapas Noor ke paas aaya. Dubara maine use choomna shuru kiya. Is dafa pehle se zyada aag thi hum dono mein, aur iska gawah humare beech aa jaa rahi thook thi. Mera lund bilkul kadak ho chuka tha. Kiss karte hue mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki kahin mera nikal na jaye.
Is wajah se maine jaldi-baazi ki—mujhe apne upar bharosa nahi tha. Mera haath aage badha aur maine Noor ki pyjami sarka di. Is baar main uske shareer ko aankhon se nahi seka, balki jaldi se uski taangein faila di aur apne lund ka topa uski chut ke muhaane pe lagaya. “Tayyar ho na, Noor?” maine poochha, to usne sharm aur lajja se apna chehra doosri taraf kar liya. Maine apne kamar pe dabao dala—mera lund Noor ki chut ke dwaar pe dastak de raha tha, lekin andar nahi jaa raha tha. Idhar-udhar phisal raha tha. Light na hone ki wajah se mujhe andaaza bhi nahi lag raha tha. Main apna haath neeche le jaane laga, to Noor ne meri taraf dekha aur mera haath rok diya. Usne khud apna haath neeche le jaakar mere lund ko pakda. Jaise hi uska haath laga, main bardasht nahi kar paya aur mera paani uski chut ke baalon pe fail gaya. Main andar se bahut sharminda tha. Apna muh chhupane ki koshish karne laga. Aakhir mujh mein aisi kya kamzori hai? Main bahut udaas feel kar raha tha. Chupchaap, bina koi awaaz kiye, main Noor ke shareer pe leta raha. Uska haath abhi bhi wahi tha, mere lund ko jakde hue. Mujhe kaafi zyada kamzori aur sharmindagi mehsoos ho rahi thi. Jhat se wahan se utha aur bathroom mein ghus gaya. Mera lund bilkul mar sa gaya tha. Dimag mein baahar leti hui Noor thi. Usi ki yaad mein main apna lund wapas uthane ki naakaam koshish kar raha tha, lekin kismat se kuch nahi hua. Wash karke wapas bistar pe aaya, to wahan Noor nahi thi. Kamre mein nazar daudayi, par woh kahin nahi dikhi. Main awaaz lagane wala tha ki Noor kamre mein aayi, haath mein doodh ka glass liye. Usne mujhe dekha aur bade pyar se kaha, “Rizwan ke abbu, ise pee lein. Phir koshish karte hain.” Yeh sun mera dil bhar aaya. Kismat wala tha main. Maine sar haan mein hilaya, aur Noor ne ishara se mujhe bistar pe baithne ko kaha.
Noor mere bagal mein aayi aur mujhe apne haath se doodh pilane lagi. Meri nazar sirf-aur-sirf uske shareer pe thi. Maine doodh khatam kiya, to usne poochha, “Kaisi lagi? Badam aur kesar thi.” Main muskura kar bola, “Noor, tumhare haath se to zehar bhi Zamzam ban jaye.” Yeh sun woh phir gussa ho gayi, “Sirf anap-shanap bolte ho aap. Bataiye, kaisa lag raha hai?” Main hansa aur Noor ko dekhte hue kaha, “Bahut achchha.”
Hum dono dubara bistar pe aa gaye aur ek-doosre ko choomne lage, lekin mujhe kuch ehsaas hua. Mera lund bilkul mara hua tha—usmein zara bhi jaan mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi. Abhi kuch pal pehle hui ghatna ne jaise meri himmat aur atma-vishwas tod diya tha. Maine Noor ko choomte hue apne lund pe haath lagaya, lekin koi fayda nahi. Meri aankh se aansoon nikalne lage, jo Noor se abhi ke liye chhupe the.
Main choome jaa raha tha Noor ko, lekin yeh ishq ki wajah se nahi tha—balki main aage kuch karne ke kaabil nahi tha. Itni der baad Noor bhi pareshaan si hokar mujhse alag hui. Apni himmat jutakar mujhse boli, “Rizwan ke abbu, bas ab woh karte hain na.” Meri biwi, jiska muh bilkul pak tha, jo kabhi in cheezon mein muh nahi kholti, aaj usne muh khola. Lekin main kya karta? Ya kahein, kar bhi kya sakta tha? “Noor, kaafi late ho gaya hai. Mujhe kal subah thodi jaldi office nikalna hai,” maine ek safed jhooth bola. Asliyat to kuch aur thi. Noor ke chehre pe mayoosi maine saaf dekhi, lekin maine jaldi se use hata, bagal mein letkar sone ki nautanki karne laga. Noor mere natak ke baad bathroom gayi aur kuch der baad mere bagal mein let gayi. Hum dono neend ke aagosh mein chale gaye.
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Ek mahina beet gaya tha us manhoos din ke baad. Audit khatam ho jaane ke bawajood main office mein jaan-bujhkar bahane banakar roz raat 8-9 baje tak rukne laga. Lekin asliyat kuch aur thi—main bhaag raha tha apni hi begum Noor se. Us raat ke baad main jaise badal sa gaya tha. Mere andar ka atma-vishwas tukde-tukde ho gaya tha, aur main is dardnaak sachchai ko kisi tarah daba dena chahta tha. Main pehle bhi sex mein achchha nahi tha, lekin ab to haalat aisi ho gayi thi ki mera lund jaise mar sa gaya ho. Is wajah se main buri tarah depression mein rehne laga. Mere andar chidchidaahat bhi aa gayi thi. Main ghar se jaldi office ke liye nikalne laga, der se ghar lautta, aur mere aur Noor ke beech jaise baat band si ho gayi thi. Hum miyaan-biwi kam, anjaan zyada lagte the. Yeh mujhe andar se khaaye ja raha tha. Main itna pareshaan tha ki shahar mein doctor-hakeem ki talaash karne laga. Kuch se mila bhi, dawaiyaan bhi li, lekin koi fayada nahi hua. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise kisi ne mujh par kaala jaadu kar diya ho.
Sabse zyada jo mujhe chubh rahi thi, woh thi meri Noor. Woh jo hamesha muskurati rehti thi, ab mayoos rehne lagi. Jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhti, uski aankhon mein kayi sawaal hote the, jinke jawaab main chaah kar bhi nahi de sakta tha. Main to uske muh se muh lagane se bhi darrne laga tha.
Main isi dauraan khud ko theek karne ki koshish karne laga. Office mein sabke jaane ke baad main internet pe nangi ladkiyon ki tasveerein dekhta, khada karne ki koshish karta, lekin koi fayada nahi tha. Mera lund mari ka mara hi tha, aur din-be-din waqt nikalta ja raha tha. Main kab tak auditing ka bahana banata rahun? Kab tak jhooth bolta rahun? Meri aankhon mein aansoon aane lagte, lekin main kuch nahi kar paa raha tha. Meri koshishen bekaar thi—na dawai ka asar, na porn dekhne se farak, aur na hi kisi maulvi se milne se behtari mili.
Main khoob porn dekhne laga, is galatfehmi mein ki shayad main theek ho jaun. Shuruaat to normal porn se ki—main apne aap ko hero ki tarah sochta aur ladki ko dekh khada karne ki koshish karta, lekin koi fayada nahi tha. Phir main aur bhi gandi filmein dekhne laga, lekin sab bekaar tha.
Ek raat main apne bistar pe baitha mobile pe porn hi dekh raha tha. Noor kitchen ka kaam khatam karne mein magsool thi. Main haar kar phone neeche hi rakhne wala tha ki mujhe trending mein ek video dikhi—“Wife Cucks Husband.” Maine aisi videos pehle nahi dekhi thi. Naam bhi mujhe ajeeb sa laga. Main aam taur pe aisi videos nahi dekhta tha kyunki yeh homemade videos bahut hi ghatiya quality ki hoti thi. Lekin phir bhi maine woh video chala di, aur jo maine dekha, usne mere hosh uda diye—
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Mujhe zara bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir main kya dekh raha hun. Mujhe aisa mehsoos hua jaise mujhe jhatka laga ho, lekin saath hi kuch aur bhi mehsoos hua—aisa laga jaise meri kismat ka pitara khul gaya ho. Mere lund ne apne aap jhatke khaye, bina haath lagaye—jaise woh koi zinda saanp ho. Meri dilchaspi badh gayi. Maine video ke title se search kiya, aur ek line mein hazaaron videos mere saamne aa gaye. Main aage kuch dabane hi wala tha ki Noor kamre mein ghusi. Maine jhat se phone bistar pe patak diya. Muh banate hue usne sawaal kiya, “Kya hua?” Maine jawab diya, “Kuch nahi, Noor.” Noor ne jaldi se bistar ke bagal paani ki bottle rakhi aur wapas kitchen jaane hi wali thi ki maine use pakad liya. Aisa laga jaise Noor isi pal ka intezaar kar rahi thi. Mere pakadte hi, woh kisi piley pade patte ki tarah meri god mein gir padi. Uske chehre pe masoomiyat ke saath-saath ek runwasa bhaav tha. “Rizwan ke abbu, aap mujhse gussa ho kya? Sach-sach batana,” usne poochha. Uska yeh sawaal sun main chaunk gaya. Meri biwi ko is baat ka khauf tha ki main usse naaraaz hun. Maine use gale lagakar ek safed jhooth bola, “Noor, auditing ke pressure ki wajah se kuch gadbad ho gaya tha.” Yeh sun woh chaunk gayi. Usne mere jhooth ko sach samajh liya aur mujhe kas ke pakad liya. “Rizwan ke abbu, aap mujhse sab kuch share kar sakte hain. Itni badi baat aapne mujhse chhupayi?” Uske chehre pe mayoosi aur aankhon mein ubharta paani dekh maine Noor ko apne seene se lagaya aur bade pyar se kaha, “Ab sab khairiyat hai, Noor.” Main aage badha aur Noor ko halke se chuma, to woh mujhe hatakar khadi hui. Jaldi se darwaza band kiya aur boli, “Ab.” Main hasne laga, aur mujhe dekh meri pyari Noor ki bhi hansi chhoot gayi.
Kuch pal mein hum dono aadhe kapdon mein bistar pe lete ek-doosre ko sehla rahe the. Lekin saala mera kameena lund wapas se mar gaya tha. Main dara hua tha—main aaj aage to badh gaya tha, lekin lag raha tha ki yeh din hi aakhiri hai. Noor ne mujhe ishara diya ki woh tayyar hai, to main soch mein pad gaya. Bistar se utha, apna phone uthaya aur Noor se kaha, “Noor, main do minute mein aata hun.” Noor ke chehre pe mayoosi to thi, lekin usne sar hilakar ‘ Asccha ka ishara kiya.
Main bathroom mein ghus gaya aur wohi video wapas kholi, lekin kuch asar nahi hua. Mera lund phir se jaise kisi kaale jaadu mein phas gaya tha. Maine woh search window kholi, jahan hazaaron videos thi. Maine 2-3 videos dekhe, lekin phir bhi kuch nahi hua. Mujhe andar se gussa aa raha tha. Gusse mein, ek video dekhte hue maine kaha-
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“Saala, isse achchha to koi aur hi chod deta Noor ko.” Jaise hi yeh baat mere muh se nikli, mera lund jhatka kha gaya. Mujhe aisa laga jaise ek jhatka sa laga ho. Mere dimag mein ek tasveer ban gayi—lekin is tasveer mein main hero nahi tha. Heroine meri biwi Noor thi, jo kisi begaane ke saath humbistar thi. Yeh khayal mere zehan mein aate hi mera shareer sihar utha. Mere haath, jismein phone tha, buri tarah kaanpne lage. Main deewar ke sahare baith gaya. Mere dimag mein jaise koi filmein chal rahi thi, aur uska asar mere lund pe ho raha tha, jo bilkul kadak ho chuka tha. Meri yeh gandi soch jaari rahi, mera lund tanata gaya, aur mere dimag mein goonjne laga, “Noor apne aashiq ke saath maze kar rahi hai, baad mein mujhe chance milega.” Aisi gandi soch mere shareer ko jaise kamzor kar rahi thi. Main bathroom ki zameen pe baith gaya, phir himmat jutakar utha aur bathroom se baahar aaya. Noor ne mujhe dekha aur thodi sawaaliya nazar se poochha, “Kya hua, Rizwan ke abbu?” Main sirf kurte mein tha—meri pyjama peechhe hi chhoot gayi thi. Meri nazar Noor pe padi, phir apne lund pe, aur mere chehre pe atma-vishwas aa gaya. Main muskura kar bola, “Noor, kaisa dikh raha hun main?” Yeh sawaal sun Noor ek pal ke liye sakht si ho gayi. Uski nazar bhi mere lund pe gayi, aur usne haule se kaha, “Bahut achchha, Rizwan ke abbu.”
Main Noor ki taraf gaya, lekin mere dimag mein kuch aur chal raha tha. Noor mujhe tak rahi thi, khayalon mein khoyi hui, aur uski thakan ka kaaran uska aashiq tha jo ab jaa chuka tha—yeh mera khayal tha. Main aage badha aur Noor ke pair faila diye. Meri aisi harkat use ajeeb lagi. “Kya kar rahe ho, Rizwan ke abbu?” usne poochha. Maine kuch nahi kaha. Main uske andar se behte kisi gair mard ke veerya ko dekhna chahta tha—jo asliyat se pare tha.
“Noor, kitni pyari hai tumhari sharmgah,” maine uski chut ko ghoorte hue kaha. Woh apna muh chhupane lagi. Uski isi sharmili andaaz se main fida tha. “Aisa mat karo na, Rizwan ke abbu, mujhe sharm aa rahi hai,” usne kaha. Yeh sun main hans pada aur uske upar beech-o-beech chadh gaya. Hum dono ki saansein tez thi. Mera dil, jise un ajeeb videos ne kaabu kar rakha tha, meri haalat ko aur kharab kar raha tha. Maine Noor ki pyjami neeche khinchi aur apna lund uski chut ki suraakh pe rakh diya. Noor ke muh se chain ki saans nikli, jaise woh isi pal ka intezaar kar rahi ho. Maine uska chehra apne haathon mein liya aur dheere se dhakka lagaya. Hum dono ki awaaz ek saath kamre mein goonj gayi. Phir maine doosra dhakka lagaya, to meri saari lambai meri biwi ki chut mein ghus gayi. Hum dono ek ho gaye—hamare dil ki dhadkan ek saath chal rahi thi, aur saansein bhi. Lekin mere dimag mein kuch shaitani chal rahi thi, jo mujhe pata nahi koi tilismi taakat de rahi thi.
Maine dhakke dena shuru kiya. Main hairaan tha ki main jhada nahi. Mera lund bilkul kasa hua tha. Noor, jise meri jaldi nikal jaane ki aadat thi, mujhe ghoor rahi thi. Main aage-peechhe kar raha tha. Noor ne aage badhkar mujhe apne gale mein bhar liya. “Rizwan ke abbu, aur tez please,” usne kaha. Yeh sun main ruk gaya. Main dheeme-dheeme Noor ko chod raha tha, kyunki mujhe yakeen tha ki tez karne pe mera nikal jayega. Lekin Noor ne pehli baar mujhse sex mein request ki thi. Is baat ne mujhe taakat di. Main aage badha, Noor ko chuma, aur tez dhakke dene laga. Aur jaisa maine socha tha, wahi hua—chaar-panch dhakke hote-hote mera paani nikal gaya aur Noor ki chut mein girne laga. Main apna chehra chhupane ki koshish kar raha tha, jabki Noor mera sar sehla rahi thi.
Maine use dekha. Mujhe laga tha ki uske chehre pe mayoosi ya gussa hoga, lekin aisa kuch nahi tha. Woh muskura rahi thi. Main uske upar se utar kar bagal mein nidhal pad gaya. Woh bathroom mein chali gayi. Tab mujhe ehsaas hua ki mere dil-o-dimag mein kaise khayal aaye. Main lajja aur sharam se apne aap ko kosne laga.
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Woh raat mujhe kaate nahi kat rahi thi. Jo khayal mere zehan mein aaya tha, woh ek nihayati ghatiya aur ganda khayal tha. Jab bhi main sone ki koshish kar raha tha, Noor ka chehra mere saamne aa jata—lekin akele nahi, balki kisi gair mard ke saath. Main use kisi tarah dabane ki koshish kar raha tha, lekin nakamyaabi haath lag rahi thi. Meri aankh lagte hi aisa laga jaise yeh khayal mujhe kha jayega. Main utha, bagal mein soyi Noor ko dekha, phir phone uthaya aur dheere se wahan se uthkar wapas bathroom mein ghus gaya.
Maine wahi gandi videos dekhna shuru kar diya. Lekin ab mere khayal mein main hero nahi tha—na un gandi videos ka, na apne zehan ka. Main sirf ek darshak tha. Mera lund wapas se tanne laga, jise mehsoos kar main shock mein pad gaya. Maine apna lund pakad liya aur kas-kas kar aage-peechhe hilane laga. Mere lund pe Noor ki chut ki khushboo abhi bhi thi. Main wahi sochne laga jo maine video mein dekha—lekin is baar heroine Noor thi, aur main tha ek darshak -
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Main jo gandi cheez soch raha tha, woh shayad main bayaan bhi nahi kar sakta tha. Lekin mera lund aise akad gaya tha jaise usmein aag lag gayi ho. Main un videos ko dekhta gaya aur saath mein lund masalta gaya. Main Noor ko kisi gair mard ke saath sochta raha, aur isi beech mere andar se jo paani nikla, woh itna tez aur jhanjhanaati hua tha ki mujhe laga main wahin bathroom mein gir jaunga. Kisi tarah maine apne aap ko sambhala aur badi mushkil se khada raha. Meri lund ki pichkaari itni door gayi thi ki bathroom ke kone ki deewar bhi gandi ho gayi. Mujhe aisa laga jaise main nashe mein hun. Isi haalat mein main bistar pe gaya, aur mujhe jhat se neend aa gayi.
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Kuch dinon baad main apne office mein baitha hua tha. Maine us raat ko bhoolne ki kasam khayi thi, lekin mera lund phir se mar chuka tha. Main file palat to raha tha, par mera khayal mere kameene lund pe tha. Maine apna phone nikala aur Noor ki tasveerein dekhne laga. Mere dimag mein phir wahi gande khayal aane lage, lekin usse pehle ki main kuch sochta, mere office ke co-worker ne mujhe chai ke liye bulaya. Maine file band ki aur uske saath nikal gaya. Mujhe chai ki zaroorat nahi thi, lekin apne khayalon se bhaagne ka yeh ek achchha mauka tha. Hum dono chai peene lage. Woh apni bakwaas baatein karta raha, aur maine zyada dhyan na dete hue idhar-udhar dekhne laga. Tabhi uski nazar ek ladki pe gayi. Usne mujhe ishara karke kaha, “Kya maal hai yaar.” Main uski baat ko ignore karne wala tha ki usne bola, “Saali ka gaand ka size dekh, zaroor chudwaati hogi roz.” Main inki isi gandi baaton ki wajah se door rehta tha, lekin aaj nahi. Meri nazar usi aurat ki taraf gayi, aur sach mein uski gaand kaafi chaudi thi. Main hans diya aur kaha, “Sahi kaha, 2-3 boyfriend milke bhi kam pad jayein.” Mere porn se grasit dimag ne yeh bola, jise sun woh ladka hasne laga. Lekin mere kameene dimag ne ek nayi kahani bunna shuru kar diya—yeh aurat nahi, balki meri biwi Noor guzar rahi thi, aur yeh ghatiya uspe ganda daal raha tha. Yeh sochte hi mera lund harkat mein aa gaya. Main jhat se khada hua aur usse bolkar ki “kaam hai,” wahan se nikal gaya.
Main wapas desk pe aaya, sar neeche rakha, aur apne kameene dil pe kaabu karne ki naakaam koshish karne laga. Tabhi meri nazar manager ke room ki taraf gayi, aur mere dimag ne ek nayi kahani shuru kar di. Lekin isse pehle ki main kuch soch pata, maine apne aap pe kaabu kiya, wahan se utha, aur ghar ki taraf nikal gaya.
Main ek ajeeb se chakkar mein pad chuka tha. Main na chahte hue bhi cuck videos dekh raha tha, kyunki mera lund jaise kasam kha chuka tha. Main na chahte hue bhi Noor ke liye gande-gande khayal bana raha tha, kyunki uske bina main ek namard tha. Lekin yeh kalpana meri zindagi pe haavi hone lagi thi. Main har jagah sirf Noor ko dekhta—sirf-aur-sirf gair mardon ke saath. Aur aise hi chalta raha kareeb 1-2 mahine tak. Main dheere-dheere jaise pagal hota ja raha tha.
Dheere-dheere main sach mein apne soch ko sachchai mein badalna chahta tha. Main chahta tha ki Noor—meri mazhabi Noor—kisi gair mard ke saath soye.
Aise hi ek raat main Noor ke saath baitha hua tha. Noor kone mein baithi kuch silai kar rahi thi. Maine achanak se poochha, “Noor, tumhara favorite actor kaun hai?” Mere achanak puche gaye is sawaal se woh thodi chaunki aur meri taraf dekha. Maine dobara poochha, “Batao na.” Ispe Noor ne sawaal kiya, “Kya karoge jaanke? Waise bhi main kahaan films dekhti hun?” Maine baat ko ghumaya, “Soch raha tha tumhare saath movie pe chaloon. Pata rahega to achchhe se plan karunga.” Meri yeh baat sun woh chehak gayi, “Sachchi? Mujhe SRK kaafi pasand hai.” Maine man hi man socha—saala woh buddha. Phir main wapas apne kaam mein lag gaya, aur woh apni silai mein magsool ho gayi.
Main Noor ko baar-baar ghoor raha tha. Kasam Khuda ki, kya dikh rahi thi Noor. Meri kalpana phir shuru ho gayi. Lekin maine apne aap se poochha—jo main karne ki soch raha hun, kya woh sahi hai? Mere dil-o-dimag ne naa mein jawaab diya, lekin mere lund ne harkat karke jawaab de diya.
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Here’s a refined and proofread version of your text. I’ve polished the language, corrected grammatical errors, improved flow, and preserved the protagonist’s dark, obsessive mindset and inner conflict. The tone remains introspective and slightly unhinged, reflecting his troubling intentions while maintaining readability.
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Noor ek nihayati shareef ghar ki beti thi. Woh ek achchhi aur pak dil ki aurat thi—yeh main achchhe se jaanta tha. Lekin Noor ko ghoorte hue maine faisla kiya ki main Noor ko bigadunga. Use main ek badchalan aurat banaunga. Jo videos main pichhle do mahinon se dekh raha tha—cuckold wali—mujhe yakeen ho gaya tha ki main bhi ek cuckold tha. Jaise hi maine yeh baat maani, ek pal ke liye mera lund karak sa gaya. Mere chehre pe muskan aa gayi, aur maine Noor ko ghoorte hue dekha.
Mujhe achchhe se maloom tha ki Noor ek nihayati achchhi aur mazhabi aurat thi. Meri ek galat kadam hamari zindagi barbad kar sakta tha. Main chahta tha ki woh khud kadam uthaye, khud bewafai ka kirdaar bane—lekin kaise? Noor ek mazhabi aurat thi, jo na-mehram ke saamne ghar se bhi nahi nikalti thi. Upar se mere ammi-abbu bhi ghar pe hi rehte the. Yeh sab aakhir kaise ho sakta tha? Maine kaafi der socha, lekin mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aaya.
Main koi tareeka dhoondh raha tha Noor ko aage badhaane ke liye, lekin mujhe zara bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karoon. Agle din main apni bike se ghar aa raha tha, to maine dekha ki office ke kone mein kuch manchale ladki chhed rahe the. Yeh dekhkar main Noor ke baare mein soch hasne laga. Har jagah mujhe Noor dikh rahi thi.
Main chahta tha ki koi Noor ko seduce kare, use achchhe se bigade—sirf mere liye. Lekin kaise, aur kaun?