Adultery The Language of Her Heart

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He’s riding faster now.

Fucking me.

Merciless.

No love.

No slow rhythm.

Just raw thrusts.


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Each stroke—

A slap inside me.

Each push—

My skin ripples.

My breasts jump.


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His cock is hammering now.

Not stroking.

Not moving.

Hammering.

Like machine.

Like weapon.


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Water sloshes around us.

Soft splashes.

But his thrusts?

Loud.

Wet.

Heavy.


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“Thukk… thukk… chukk… chukk…”

Sounds of body on body.

Cock in cunt.

Ass on thighs.

Juice on cock.


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And my moans?

No words.

No dignity.

Just screams.

“Aaahhh… haan… uhhh… ahhhh…”


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My voice breaks.

Throat raw.

Face wet.

Breath missing.


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I’m not controlling anymore.

Not acting.

Not riding.

I’m taken.

Fully.


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His hands still under my waist.

Gripping.

Holding.

Lifting.

Using.


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And his cock?

Still inside me.

Still fucking me.

Still growing.

Still harder.


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How?

How is he still not done?

How much more?

But I can’t ask.

I can’t think.


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My cunt—

Wide open.

Soaked.

Flushed.

Gripping nothing.

Swallowing everything.


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I feel it now.

His movement sharper.

No pause.

No slow.

Full speed.


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He’s moving like animal.

Like possessed man.

Like a slave released.

Like a dog turned bull.


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He’s under me.

But I’m not on top anymore.

Not really.

He’s fucking through me.

From below.


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My breasts bounce.

Saree slips.

One strap loose.

My hair flying.

My mouth open.


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His cock—

I feel it.

Pulsing.

Heavy.

Thick.

Thickest it's ever been.


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A warning.

Inside me.

A pulse.

A tremble.

A promise.


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He’s close.

Too close.

His moans grow.

Not loud.

But deep.

From chest.


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I hear him growl.

A low growl.

Like wild animal about to release.

Like primal beast at edge.


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And I—

Panic.

Half-panic.

Is he going to cum?

Inside me?


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I can’t let that happen.

No condom.

No safety.

No plan.

But…

I can’t move.


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My body?

Dead weight.

Arms numb.

Hips locked.

Thighs shaking.

Mind melting.


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And worse?

My body wants it.

Wants the warm release.

The ownership.

The ruin.


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I try to whisper.

Try to say “No…”

But my lips say nothing.

My cunt answers instead.

Clenching tighter.


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He moans again.

Longer this time.

His hands gripping harder.

His hips hitting stronger.

His thrusts rough now.


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Final strokes.

Final rage.

Final heaven.

He’s reaching.

And I?

I’m sliding with him.


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No escape now.

Only one way.

One end.

Shared.

Violent.

Soft.

Final.


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He pounds me.

One.

Two.

Three.

Harder.

Hardest.


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Then—

That last thrust.

Full.

Deep.

So deep I feel it in my throat.

So hard my body jumps.


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Then—

The flood.

Warm.

Thick.

Unstoppable.


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His cock pulses.

One.

Two.

Three bursts.

Cum.

Seed.

Heat.

Ownership.


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No pull-out.

No warning.

Just fill.

Just fill.


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My eyes roll back.

Because the warmth—

Hits me.

Sets something off.


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A fire.

Low.

Fast.

Spreading.

And I—

I cum too.


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Like a mess.

Like a scream.

Like a final giving up.

Juice pours.

Shakes rise.

Back arches.


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My cunt pulses again.

Milks him.

Sucks him.

Takes every drop.


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I scream.

He moans.

Not a voice.

Just breath.

Just growl.

Just beast.


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And now—

Both of us.

Stilled.

But joined.

Flooded.

Inside.

Outside.


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No condom.

No pull-out.

Just skin.

Just cum.

Just surrender.


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My juice.

His seed.

Together.

Merging.

Mixing.

Inside me.


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I feel the warmth.

Oozing out.

Running down.

Sticky.

Heavy.

Real.


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And his moan?

Final.

Quiet.

Deep.

Not pain.

Not joy.

Something else.


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Like a dog growling into the ground.

Like a man worshipping quietly.

Like my name trapped in his throat.


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Because—

Both liquids merged.

He's moaning is quiet like animal.

Post orgasm—

I can’t move.

Not even a finger.

I just fall.

Fall tight on him.

Melt.

Collapse.


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My chest on his chest.

My breasts soft against his skin.

My thighs open.

My cunt wet.

My breath—missing.


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He doesn’t move either.

Not this time.

No thrust.

No shift.

No smirk.


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His body—

I feel it under me.

Still hot.

Still rising and falling.

But slower now.

We’re both breathing like animals that ran too far.


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I felt it.

Two orgasms.

In half hour.

One after riding.

One during his release.


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It’s not pleasure.

It’s something else.

Beyond.

My bones feel warm.

My soul… floating?


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No one gave me this before.

Not even close.

Kartik never.

Arjun tried.

But this?

This was wild.

This was ruin.

This was everything I never admitted I wanted.


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Now he lies.

Under me.

Silent.

Still.

And his cock?

Still inside me.

But…


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Shrinking.

I feel it.

My pussy still holding it.

But it’s softer.

Looser.

Pulling back.


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Like it’s saying goodbye.

Like it’s satisfied.

Like it just marked its place and now resting.


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I’m too weak to rise.

But my face turns.

Slowly.

I look at him.


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Not as the gate dog.

Not the man I used.

Not the filthy bastard I spat on.

But…

A man.


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His face.

Now calm.

Eyes soft.

Mouth not smiling.

Not smug.

Just still.


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And clean.

Not cute.

Not sweet.

But strong.

Mature.

Brown.

Real.


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A man’s face.

Not a boy’s.

Not a servant.

Just…

Him.


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His left arm under his head.

Elbow bent.

Lifting his head slightly.

Watching me.


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And I?

I’m still on his chest.

My saree slipping.

My petticoat wet.

Tank water rising up the fabric.

I don’t care.

Let it soak.

Let it stain.


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I shift.

Not fully.

Just a little.

Slide to his left.

My body rolls slow, like seaweed floating.


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Now I’m on his arm.

My head near his shoulder.

My cheek on the inside of his bicep.

My own arm?

Resting on his.

Fingers touching his wrist.


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And with that motion—

His cock slides out.


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Pluppp.

That sound.

So soft.

So disgusting.

So final.


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A last moan escapes me.

“Aaahhh…”

More breath than sound.

More soul than voice.


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My pussy twitches once.

Missing him.

Feeling empty.

Juice slips out.

Warm liquid trickling between my lips.


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I don’t check.

I don’t wipe.

I just lie there.

Let my legs stay open.

Let the mess drain.


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My face nuzzles into his arm.

The smell hits.

His armpit.

Nasty.

Strong.

Sweat layered.


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But I don’t pull away.

I inhale again.

It’s bad.

But male.

But real.

But his.


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My leg moves.

Instinct.

I drag it over him.

Right leg across his naked thigh.

My bare thigh rubbing his skin.

Sticky. Slippery. Warm.


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I feel the hairs on his leg.

Thick. Rough.

But nice.

Comforting.


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I wrap him.

One leg.

One arm.

Like a lover?

Or something else?

I don’t know.


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My right arm curls over his chest.

Hand resting just under his collarbone.

My fingers spread.

Like marking him.

Like claiming him.


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I feel his breath again.

On my hair.

My forehead.

His chest rises under my palm.

It’s calming.


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And I look up.

Into his face.

His eyes.


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He’s not blinking.

He’s watching.

Watching me like I’m something holy.

Something broken.

Something he worships but touched.


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I don’t smile.

But I don’t look away.

My body’s dead.

But my heart?

Something warm.

Some strange pull.


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I keep watching.

He keeps watching.

No one speaks.

No shame.

No jokes.

No lies.


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Just skin.

Just mess.

Just us.

Wrapped.

Sore.

Still.


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And for the first time—

I wonder…

Do I feel love?

Not like movies.

Not like stories.

Just… softness.

Like wanting to stay for five more minutes.


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His eyes answer nothing.

But they don’t leave me.

And I?

I stay wrapped.

Still touching him.

Still leaking.

Still wrecked.


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Still looking at him.

And…

He’s also looking at me.


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Eyes steady.

Soft.

Not lusty.

Just… there.

Still under me.

Still with me.


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Then his voice.

Low.

Breathless.

Tired.

Almost sweet.

“Madam… are you fine?”


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I smiled.

Lips didn’t open.

Then a tiny laugh slipped out.

Not loud.

But real.


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My hand curled.

Still on his chest.

Still resting.

I looked at him from side of my eye.

Lazy voice.

Mocking tone.

“You want feedback ah?”


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Then I lifted my arm slightly.

One soft slap.

Right on his chin.

Not hard.

Not angry.

But slow.

Warm.

With affection I didn’t plan to give.


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He blinked.

Didn’t expect it.

Didn’t move.

But I saw that smile forming.

Inside him.

On his lips.

In his chest.


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I stayed on his arm.

Didn’t rise.

Didn’t change position.

His arm was pillow.

My saree?

Still soaking.

Tank water now reaching my hip.

But I didn’t care.


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He’s nude.

Still.

I’m fully dressed.

Still.

But we both bare.

Inside.

Between.

Everywhere it matters.


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No one spoke.

Silence.

Just breath.

Slow exhales.

Sticky thighs.

Quiet water.

Warm cunt.

Soft cock.


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Fifteen minutes?

Maybe more.

I stopped counting time after the second orgasm.

My hand started moving.

Naturally.

No thought.

No shame.


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From his chest.

To his stomach.

Then lower.

Across soft belly hair.

To that place.

That warm, sticky, heavy place.


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I found it.

His cock.

Down.

Relaxed.

Still wet.

Still coated in our sin.


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I touched it.

Fingers soft.

Like touching something holy.

Or something broken.

Or both.


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It twitched slightly.

Alive.

But not ready.

I smiled again.

Quietly.

To myself.


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I held it fully now.

Soft meat.

Flesh of the man I called dog.

Now in my hand.

Resting.


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I moved fingers.

Played with tip.

Squeezed slightly.

Pushed skin down.

Then up.

Then around.


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It was sticky.

With both our juices.

I didn’t wipe.

Didn’t flinch.

Let it stay on my fingers.

Like perfume.


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My palm dragged over his shaft.

Slow strokes.

Not to arouse.

To own.

To test.


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Then my fingers moved lower.

To his balls.

Soft pouch.

Heavy.

Covered in hair.


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I cupped it.

Lifted it.

Rolled it.

He breathed harder.

Didn’t stop me.

Didn’t ask.


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Then I grinned.

One small wicked grin.

And pinched one hair.

Just one.

Near the base.

And pulled.

Hard.


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“Ouch!”

He cried.

Like small boy.

Voice sharp.

Sudden.

Funny.


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I laughed.

Open laugh now.

Not loud.

But clear.

Warm water shook under me.

He looked at me.

Half angry.

Half shocked.

Half turned on.


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And I leaned in.

Closer.

Not to speak.

But to give.

My lips touched his chin.

One kiss.

Soft.

Still wet from sweat.


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He froze.

Didn’t expect that.

Didn’t ask for it.

Didn’t know what to do.


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It was my first kiss to him.

Not during moan.

Not during fuck.

But now.

After.

When silence made it deeper.


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I kissed and pulled back.

Returned to same place.

My head on his shoulder.

My arm across his chest.

My leg still over his thigh.


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And his cock?

It twitched.

Just once.

Then again.

Not full.

But coming back.

Semi-erect.

Ready.

Curious.


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And I?

Still holding it.

Still playing.

Still tracing lines of his skin.


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Then I spoke.

Voice calm.

Not angry.

Not loving.

Just sharp.

Curious.

Cold.

“From day one, you were staring at me.”


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His breath caught.

I felt it in his chest.

“Like a dog.”

“Quiet. Obsessed.”


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He didn’t deny.

Didn’t defend.

Just swallowed once.

Waited.


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I squeezed his cock softly.

Still looking ahead.

Not into his eyes.

“So you got what you wanted now.”

“Happy?”


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His voice didn’t rush.

Didn’t act smart.

Just nodded.

And said—

“Yes, madam.”


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That word.

Madam.

Still.

Even now.

After everything.

After what I gave.

He still called me that.

And it hit me.

Like soft rain.


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He still respected me.

Even lying naked.

Even leaking from me.

Even with my hand on his cock.

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#82

I was still lying on his arm.

My body had shaped itself on him like warm cloth on stone.

Thigh across him, cheek near his shoulder, my back slightly curved to fit his side.

His body wasn’t moving, but I could feel his pulse under my cheek.

Slow. Deep. Waiting.


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Tank water touched my calf now.

But I didn’t lift it.

The petticoat was soaked and sticking to my hips.

Blouse stuck under my breasts, heavy with old sweat and dried juice.

My saree pleats were somewhere under his thigh. I didn’t know. I didn’t care.


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My hand was still wrapped around his cock.

Not to arouse. Not to hold him back.

Just to keep it.

Because I wasn’t ready to let go.

Not yet.


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I didn’t want to speak.

His body was quiet.

But silence had started to feel like a question pressing against my ribs.

So I opened my lips slightly.

“Hey Prakash…”


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My voice felt strange.

Lazy. Not soft. Not seductive. Just there.

Like a stretch after long ache.

“Still breathing?”

I smiled into his skin.


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He didn’t laugh.

Didn’t move.

Just whispered, “Yes.”

And something about that answer…

felt very final.


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He didn’t say “madam” now.

But I didn’t need it.

It felt like even that word had melted out of us,

washed down with everything else between my legs.

It didn’t matter anymore.


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I dragged my thumb slowly across his cock.

It twitched once.

Then rested again.

“Thank your stars,” I said, smirking against his arm.

“You won’t get this again in this life… or next seven.”


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I waited for him to laugh.

But he didn’t.

No smile.

Just silence.

And then his voice.


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“I did as per your wish.”

Flat.

Simple.

But it entered me like a drop of heat.

Right under my ribs.


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I didn’t reply.

Because he was right.

I was the one who chose this.

I created this.

Not him.


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He didn’t touch me in lift.

Didn’t grab me at the tank.

Not even once.

He just stared.

That was all.


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And I—

I did everything.

I called.

I dared.

I stepped closer.

I let him see.

I let him feel.


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So yes.

He did as per my wish.

And the fact that he obeyed…

not because of courage,

but because of my fall—

made it worse.


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Still holding him, I asked,

“Do you think I fell for you because you stared at me?”

It was a trap of a question.

But I asked it anyway.

Knowing the answer.


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His reply came.

“I simply looked, madam.”

And that hit something inside my womb.

Something I was hiding from.

Because he was telling the truth.


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He didn’t have guts to touch me.

Not even once.

Not even when I was half-naked in the tank.

He just looked.

That was all he ever did.


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And I—

I responded to that look.

Not from anger.

Not from fear.

From need.


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I was the one who fell.

He just stood there.

Silent. Obedient.

Looking.

And I… stepped forward.


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I rubbed my thumb across his shaft.

A soft swipe.

It moved once.

And I let out a laugh.

Dry.


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“Are you scared of me?”

I asked, still half smiling.

His voice was soft.

“Don't know madam. But I respect you.”

Too honest.


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I smirked again.

Without joy.

“Oh, now you're not scared ah?”

I twisted his cock hardly.

Not too hard. Just enough.


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He gasped. “Aah.”

I could tell it was acted.

His body didn’t resist.

Just took it.

I rolled my eyes.


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“Don’t cry like baby,” I said.

“I know you’re acting.”

He whispered, “No.”

Then silence.

And then—


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“Do you hate me, madam?”

The question fell between my breasts and his chest.

Like a small rock.

I blinked.

“I don’t know. Maybe. Maybe not.”


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Then another question.

Softer.

Scared.

“You like me, madam?”

I chuckled once.


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“You want medal now?”

He replied, “No madam… just answer.”

So I answered.

“I don't know but I liked your cock.”

“That's enough, no?”


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He smiled.

A breath smile.

“Hmm. Okay madam.”

I turned my face slightly.

Cheek brushed his arm hair.


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“Did you tell anyone about me?”

He shook his head.

“Never. I swear on me madam.”

I stayed quiet.

Then asked again.


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“How can I trust you?”

He said softly—

“No madam. I won’t tell to anyone.”

That one sentence…

tightened something inside me. Maybe he's lying.


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But I didn’t say that.

I just turned my head away.

Towards the wall.

My hair slipped over his elbow.

And I whispered—


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“Don't act too pure.”

He didn’t fight.

Didn’t reply.

Just lay still.

Like he agreed.


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Then I asked softly.

“Are you happy?”

He answered,

“Yes. Happy.”

And I stayed quiet.


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Because somewhere,

I liked that line.

But I didn’t say it.

I just held his cock tighter.

And said nothing.


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Because somewhere,

I knew it was true.

And that made it worse.

Because he didn’t win.

I just… fell.


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But that fall…

It didn’t start here.

Not with tank.

Not with terrace.

Not even with this man.


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It started with that phone call.

That lazy weekday morning.

Children went to college.

Kartik went to office.

And I picked up Kavita’s call.


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We were just talking casually.

About groceries. About WhatsApp group.

Then suddenly…

Her voice changed.


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She started talking about sex.

Not dirty way.

Just… lightly.

Like saying weather forecast.

And I… stayed quiet.


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She said her husband lasted more than 10 minutes.

She said she got orgasm.

She laughed after saying that word.

Like it was normal.

Like all wives got that.


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That line didn’t go.

It stayed.

Not even full sentence.

Just that word.

“Orgasm.”


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And that number.

“More than 10 minutes.”

In my head it kept repeating.

10 minutes…

10 minutes…

While my husband gives only 2.


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After that something shifted.

Not like film scene.

Not fast.

Just… quiet.

Like cloth slipping off shoulder.


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I didn’t go searching for men.

I wasn’t hunting.

I wasn’t planning.

I was just… looking for something else.

Something I had never received.


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That thing.

That deep feeling.

That stomach-filling, thigh-shaking, pussy-crying thing called—

Orgasm.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


I didn’t even know that word properly.

But my body knew it.

She knew.

She was waiting.


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Waiting like girl at door.

Like bride on wedding night.

Like widow near temple.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


She waited for years.

Without voice.

She didn’t fight.

But now?

She was screaming.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


I used to think I was loyal.

Proper wife.

Good woman.

Respectful.

But loyalty… it doesn’t live in hole.


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It lives in mouth.

In face.

In WhatsApp status.

Not in thighs.

Not in pulse below the navel.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


I didn’t cheat by mistake.

Nobody pulled me.

Nobody tricked me.

I walked.

Step by step.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


Started with Raj then,

I allowed Arjun to kiss me.

I let his lips touch mine.

I uncovered saree.

I opened my own blouse.

Not him. Me.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


I guided him inside me.

His first time.

And my first break.

Then I allowed this man.

This gate dog.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


I allowed him to press my waist.

To stare.

To stand close.

To watch.

And finally… to enter.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


This was not accident.

Not wrong time.

Not bad luck.

It was hunger.

It was madness.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


It was me.

Falling.

Not pushed.

Not dragged.

I fell into the hole I dug with my own fingers.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


And now?

Now this wife.

This married woman.

This mother of two.

Is lying here.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


With soaked saree.

Sticky petticoat.

Sweat between breasts.

Hair stuck to forehead.

And someone else’s cock was inside her.


– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –


Not because she was weak.

Not because she was used.

Not because she was trapped.

But because…

She was eager to burn.


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I lie still.

Completely.

Body heavy.

Like something inside me finally gave up.

And gave in.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My saree clings.

Every thread wet.

Every fold sucked into my skin.

As if even the fabric wants to hold on to this moment.

This mess.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My petticoat’s twisted.

No panty beneath.

Nothing left to catch the wetness still leaking from me.

Thick. Warm.

Quiet proof of what I allowed.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He’s under me.

Naked.

Still.

Breathing soft.

Like he knows not to break the silence.


– – – – – – – – – – –


And I?

I’m fully dressed.

Bra digging into my shoulders.

Blouse soaked from inside out.

Nipples still throbbing under cotton.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The water laps gently around our thighs.

Warm now.

Touched by both our heat.

Still moving slightly.

Like it remembers the rhythm of our sin.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t touch him.

Not now.

But I feel his chest under my cheek.

Rising. Falling.

Quiet. Present.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My thigh rests across his leg.

Skin to skin.

Warm. Slippery.

But not rushed.

Just… there.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I feel the soreness between my legs.

A thick ache.

Low and wide.

My cunt is swollen.

Not in pain—just open.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Still pulsing softly.

From how I took him.

Every inch.

At my speed.

In my way.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He never asked.

Never moved.

Just let me use.

Let me climb.

Let me break.


– – – – – – – – – – –


And now…

now we lie here.

Not strangers.

Not lovers.

Something else.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I blink slowly.

My lashes are wet.

Moist air, or tears—I don’t know.

My breath brushes his collarbone.

Warm. Soft.


– – – – – – – – – – –


There’s no romance here.

But there is… quiet.

A strange peace.

One that doesn’t belong to wives like me.

But I stole it anyway.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My cunt flutters again.

Small.

Like it’s remembering.

His size.

The way I opened to take it.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I shift slightly.

Not to get up.

Just to feel the blouse pull tighter over my breasts.

The cold cotton clings to nipples still alive.

Still claiming attention.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I move my cheek on his chest.

His skin is damp.

Salted with dried sweat.

The scent hits my nose.

Raw. Male. Real.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Not sweet.

Not perfumed like my husband.

Just body.

Hard work.

And now, my work.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He lies like stone.

Still under me.

Not touching.

Not claiming.

Just… allowing me to rest.


– – – – – – – – – – –


And I am resting.

My fingers ache.

My hips feel loose.

My jaw sore from moaning too hard.

Too loud.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My breath shudders once.

Remembering the moment he filled me.

The stretch.

The sudden stillness before I came.

The release that broke me open.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I close my eyes.

It’s too much.

My body’s clean.

But my mind is wet.

Still soaked in what I let happen.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He never asked me.

Never begged.

Only stared.

And I walked in.

Step by step. Fold by fold.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I climbed.

I held.

I spat.

I rode.

And he stayed beneath me.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He didn’t lead.

I didn’t follow.

I created this.

And now I’m lying on it.

Skin pressed to proof.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I inhale again.

Deep.

Fill my lungs with his scent.

It’s strange.

Not hated anymore.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I still feel his cock.

Not inside.

But the memory of it.

That pressure.

That thick push.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My hole flinches softly.

Still open.

Still leaking.

Each drop escaping feels like a sigh.

My body releasing what I took in.


– – – – – – – – – – –


His seed.

My cum.

My weakness.

My truth.

Sliding down my thigh.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I should feel filthy.

Maybe I do.

But there’s something else now.

Something quieter.

Deeper.


– – – – – – – – – – –


A strange calm.

As if my hunger got what it wanted.

And it finally…

shut up.

For now.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t want to see his face.

Not yet.

If he’s smiling, I’ll hit him.

If he’s sad, I’ll hate him.

If he’s grateful, I’ll break.


– – – – – – – – – – –


So I just breathe.

In.

Out.

Let the blouse stick harder.

Let the bra dig deeper.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I deserve the discomfort.

I let myself fall.

But I did it with full eyes.

And open legs.

No lies.


– – – – – – – – – – –


His thigh moves slightly.

Not to touch.

Maybe a twitch.

Maybe a nerve.

But it wakes something low in me again.


– – – – – – – – – – –


No.

I don’t want more.

Not now.

But my body remembers too clearly.

What it means to take.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I shift my wrist.

Feel water under my elbow.

Tank water.

No longer cold.

No longer clean.


– – – – – – – – – – –


It smells of us.

Of sex.

Of sweat.

Of soaked silence.

Of secrets we’ll never name aloud.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I open my eyes.

The cement edge above looks far now.

Like another world.

Where wives wear bindi and serve coffee.

Where I used to belong.


– – – – – – – – – – –


And then—

The slap.

Not on my skin.

Not from his hand.

But from above.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Ring. Ring. Ring.

Shrill.

Sharp.

Ugly.

His phone.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My eyes snap wide.

Neck stiffens.

My hips freeze over his body.

Breath caught.

My cunt twitches.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Not from desire.

From panic.

From the reminder.

That time is real.

And I’m still here.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The world is calling.

Through the tank top.

A real world.

That doesn’t know I’m soaked in filth.

And calm.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t move.

But my heartbeat does.

Fast.

High in my chest.

Louder than the ring.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The phone stops ringing.

Like it was never real.

But the silence it leaves behind?

Thick.

Heavier than before.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t move for three more breaths.

Let my body remember the pulse inside it.

Let the wetness shift between my thighs again.

And then—

I rise.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My palms press into his chest.

I feel the hair there.

The warmth.

The stillness.

Like a stone I just bled over.


– – – – – – – – – – –


As I lift, my blouse peels from his skin.

A soft wet sound.

Sticky, shameful, delicious.

My breasts shift inside the soaked fabric.

Heavy. Aching.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My saree clings tighter.

Pulls across my ass.

I feel the weight of it—drenched in fuck.

My petticoat string digs into my waist.

No panty.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I feel air between my thighs.

Cool where it should be hidden.

My cunt still leaks down my leg.

And the water below knows my name now.

Whispers it with every ripple.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I look down.

He’s still lying there.

Chest bare. Cock softening.

Breath fast.

Eyes trying not to meet mine.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He doesn’t speak.

Doesn’t move.

Still in that post-fuck trance.

Like a man who knows something irreversible happened.

Because it did.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I glance around the tank.

Then spot it.

My panty.

Half-floating at the edge.

Soaked. Twisted. Mine.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I walk over slowly.

Each step through water.

Each shift of thigh sends another ache through my pussy.

But I enjoy it.

Like sore pride.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I bend down.

My saree lifts slightly.

I don’t care if he sees.

He already lived inside me.

What’s left to hide?


– – – – – – – – – – –


I pick up the panty.

It’s wet.

Sticky center.

Still smells of me.

Still holds the heat of my folds.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I hold it in both hands.

Stare at it once.

Then glance at him.

He’s watching now.

Eyes wide. Breath caught.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I lift my saree.

Right in front of him.

Not slowly. Not dramatically.

Just with purpose.

Just enough to say: I’m not yours.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He sees my bare cunt.

Still glistening.

Still open.

His breath stutters.

His cock twitches.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t rush.

I step into the panty.

One leg.

Then the other.

Careful. Controlled.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I pull it up slowly.

The fabric drags against my thighs.

Catches slightly between lips.

Makes me shiver once.

Then settles.


– – – – – – – – – – –


It sticks.

Sticky crotch right over sore cunt.

My juice and his—both soaking it.

I feel it all.

And I let him see.


– – – – – – – – – – –


His mouth is parted.

Not to speak.

Just watching.

Frozen.

Embarrassed. Erecting.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I let the saree fall back into place.

Adjust the pleats.

My chest shifts.

Blouse still wet.

Bra cutting in.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Then I speak.

Calm.

Flat.

“Give me the terrace key.”

He looks confused.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Not confused about what I asked.

But why I said it like that.

Like an order.

Like I own his job too.

And I do.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He blinks.

Doesn’t move.

Still not reaching for it.

As if unsure I mean it.

As if he wants to ask why.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I turn slowly.

Face him full.

Eyebrows raised.

Eyes sharp.

“Did you not hear me?”


– – – – – – – – – – –


He jolts.

Head dips.

“Sorry, Madam…”

Fumbles toward his pant.

Soaked, half-floated on the other side.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He grabs it.

Shakes it.

Reaches into side pocket.

Fingers trembling.

Pulls out the key.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He extends it.

Both hands.

Lowered head.

No words now.

Just offering.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I take it.

Fingers brush his knuckles.

He flinches.

Not in fear.

In memory.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I smirk.

Then pause.

Hold the key in one hand.

Tilt my head.

“You forgot something again.”


– – – – – – – – – – –


His eyes lift.

“What, madam?”

I stare.

Unblinking.

He understands.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He swallows.

Soft voice.

“Here’s your key, madam…”

Proper.

Late.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I nod once.

Then look down.

To his lap.

To the thing twitching under his embarrassment.

Still not soft.


– – – – – – – – – – –


“You’re really hopeless,” I say.

Naughty tone now.

“What are you thinking about again?”

I watch his cock.

It moves. Again.


– – – – – – – – – – –


He covers it with both palms.

Quick.

“Sorry Madam…”

Breath shaky.

Shame dripping.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I step closer.

One hand on my hip.

“Sorry won’t help you.”

“If you ever open your mouth…”

Pause.


– – – – – – – – – – –


“…about this…”

I lean forward.

My voice lowers.

“…I’ll burn your name till even your mother forgets it.”

He stares up. Scared.


– – – – – – – – – – –


“I swear, Madam.”

His voice breaks.

“I’ll never… Madam…”

Hands folded.

Back straight. Like collegeboy.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I take a step back.

Nod once.

Point to the tank wall.

“Stay here five more minutes.”

“Come out quiet. No one sees.”


– – – – – – – – – – –


He nods.

Doesn’t speak.

Just nods.

Eyes lowered.

Still naked.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I pause.

One last look.

At the cock he’s still covering.

Then—

I reach.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Fingers move his hand aside.

One soft slap.

Not hard.

Not cruel.

Just a reminder.


– – – – – – – – – – –


It jumps under my palm.

His mouth opens.

Eyes stunned.

I smirk.

Turn.


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No goodbye.

No more talk.

I grip the edge of the tank.

Lift my sore legs up.

Body stretches.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Sun hits my face.

Hot. Harsh.

I squint.

Wind slaps my saree.

Water drips from every thread.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My blouse is cold now.

Panty sticky against my slit.

Thighs ache.

But I stand straight.

And walk.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t look back.

I don’t need to.

Because I know what I left behind.

And I know what he’ll never forget.

And my lips?


– – – – – – – – – – –


They smile.

Not soft.

Not wide.

Just enough.

Because I’m the one who came. And left.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The sun hits me hard.

Like punishment.

Straight into my skin.

Blinding.

Hot enough to sting.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I squint.

Walk carefully.

Blouse clinging like second skin.

Panty wet, tight between my lips.

The saree dragging behind me—dripping sin.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My heartbeat is louder now.

Stronger than the sound of water in my steps.

It thumps in my ears.

Fast. Nervous.

Too aware of where I am.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I reach the terrace door.

It looks ordinary.

But my hand trembles on the handle.

Because once I open it—

The world begins again.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I twist the handle.

Soft click.

Push it open slowly.

My eyes peek down the stairwell.

Empty.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Twelve floors below—

And silence.

No one there.

A breath escapes my lips.

Relief, cold and fast.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I leave the lock hanging loose.

Like I was never there.

But my heart knows.

My body knows.

It's still trembling.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I take the first step.

Careful.

My foot presses into stone.

My saree leaks again.

A slow trickle down my calf.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Every step brings a wet sound.

Quiet. Shameful.

Like water confessing for me.

The petticoat clings tighter.

The panty cold, sticky.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I feel it.

The juice dried into threads.

My pussy squirming softly.

Uncomfortable.

But awake.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My nipples rub inside the blouse.

Painful now.

The cotton itches.

Sticks under arms.

Scratches under bra.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I try to move fast.

But each step needs care.

My body’s not mine yet.

Still sore.

Still wet.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I reach the 12th-floor landing.

No sounds.

No doors open.

Just silence.

Thank god.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I press the lift button.

Hard.

Once.

Then again.

Fingers shaking.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I can’t breathe right.

It’s stuck in my chest.

Like a stone.

Heavy.

Hot.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Please let it be empty.

Please don’t let anyone come out.

My mind begs.

Repeats the same lines.

Over and over.


– – – – – – – – – – –


What if someone sees?

What if a neighbor opens their door?

What if a kid steps out?

I’d die.

Right here.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The blouse scratches again.

My nipples scream.

I wince.

Don’t touch.

Don’t adjust. Just wait.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The lift is slow.

Too slow.

My thighs press.

Panty tight between the lips.

Juice shifting again.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Not fresh.

But there.

Sticky.

Itchy.

Too real.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Finally—

The lift opens.

Empty.

No voices.

No shadows.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I exhale.

Almost a sob.

Relief floods through me.

My knees soften slightly.

But I don’t stop.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I step in.

Turn fast.

Press button 7.

Hard.

Once. Twice.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The doors close.

A slow hiss.

My breath shakes again.

Fingers clench.

The key in my hand wet with sweat.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I close my eyes.

Just a second.

Let the walls hold me.

Like the tank did.

But cleaner.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I feel the panty again.

Now more soaked from inside.

Rubbed raw.

My thighs ache.

That small ache of being full too long.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My back presses to the lift wall.

Blouse sticks.

My braid touches the small of my back.

Wet hair.

Wet skin.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The numbers change slowly.

10… 9…

I hold my breath again.

Don’t let anyone be there.

Not now.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Lift slows.

I grip the key harder.

Feel it bite my palm.

My lips part.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The doors slide open.

I stare first.

Empty.

Corridor clear.

Nothing but silence.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I move fast.

Saree trailing.

Feet soft but rushed.

My door looks too far.

Too slow to reach.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My fingers tremble.

Key slips.

I fumble.

Try again.

Heartbeat pounding.


– – – – – – – – – – –


The key fits.

Twists.

I push the door.

Rush inside.

Pull it closed behind me.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Lock.

Turn.

Seal it.

Three clicks.

My breath stops.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I stand there.

Back to the door.

Eyes closed.

Chest rising fast.

Wet clothes sticking all over.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I don’t move.

Just stay there.

Press my back against the cool wood.

Let it hold me.

Let the outside stay outside.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My legs shake slightly.

The floor under me feels soft.

Like I’m floating.

Like I’m finally—

Out.


– – – – – – – – – – –


But inside?

Still fire.

Still heat.

Still that dirty pulse between my thighs.

Soft… and alive.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I breathe out.

Let my body slump a little.

My blouse clings.

My saree drips.

My cunt sighs.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I open my eyes.

Look at the silence.

Empty living room.

Closed windows.

Curtains still.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Finally.

Finally no eyes.

No stairs.

No echo.

No twitching cock.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Just me.

Just my soaked panty.

My sticky bra.

My sore thighs.

My breath.


– – – – – – – – – – –


I press my palms to the door behind me.

Cool wood.

Cool wall.

Hot shame.

Hot smile.


– – – – – – – – – – –


Because no one knows.

Not yet.

And maybe never.

But I know.

And I’m still burning inside it.


– – – – – – – – – – –


My breath slows.

My body settles.

And I whisper, without sound—

To the wood, to the room, to myself:

“Finally alone. Safe.”

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“Finally alone. Safe.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


But why safe?  

Safe from who?  

From him?  

From neighbors?  

From society?  

Or from myself?


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My back still touched the door.  

It felt cold now.  

Not the clean kind of cold.  

But leftover cold.  

Like morning steel after a long night.


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I didn’t move.  

Not yet.  

My breath was stuck in my chest.  

My heart was still inside the tank.  

Still pressed against him.  

Still soaking in sin.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I blinked slowly.  

My eyelashes were wet.  

Not from crying.  

From the wind.  

Or the leftover sweat.


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One hand held the flat key.  

Tightly.  

It had bite marks now.  

From my own palm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


Other hand—open.  

Palm soft.  

Fingers loose.  

Still smelled of his cock.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I lowered my eyes.  

My blouse stuck to my chest.  

Cotton soaked in every way possible—  

Sweat,  

Tank water,  

And the faint milk of orgasm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


Nipples were angry.  

Pushing the cloth like prisoners.  

Hard. Pointed.  

Not because of cold.  

Because they hadn’t finished talking yet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


My saree dragged across the floor.  

Its pleats were ruined.  

Its folds drunk with sin.  

It trailed behind me like a dead snake,  

Wrapped in memory.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


And my pussy?  

That was a mess of its own.  

Just sore lips breathing open.  

Each step made them kiss and stick.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I stood straight.  

Then slouched.  

Then straight again.  

My thighs didn’t want to close.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


The smell between my legs was real.  

Not flowery.  

Not mild.  

Just raw.  

Salt. Skin. Sex.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I looked to my left.  

Bathroom.  

Half-open.  

Dim light inside.  

One towel hanging.


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And on the hook—  

My old nightie.  

Pale pink.  

Faded flowers.  

Neck stretched from years.  

A tiny hole under left arm.  

No shape.  

No sex.  

Just soft.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I walked.  

Soft steps.  

Wet feet on floor.  

Each foot left a print.  

My sin was dripping.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  


I reached for it—  

The nightie.  

Lifted it down with two fingers.  

Held it to my chest.  

It didn’t cover me.  

Not yet.  

But even touching it gave peace.  

Like someone older hugging me without question.


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Then I stepped into the bathroom.  

Turned.  

Closed the door slowly.  

Lock clicked.  

Tiny sound—but loud in this silence.


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I didn’t switch on the light first.  

I just stood.  

Inside the half-dark.  

Inside myself.  

I could hear my own breath.  

That leftover moan.


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Then—  

I clicked the switch.  

Light buzzed.  

Tube light blinked twice.  

Then gave in.


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The mirror showed me.  

Not fully.  

Just enough.


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Face first.  

Sweat layer under kajal.  

Hair messy.  

Forehead shiny.  

Eyes…  

Eyes that weren’t mine.


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They belonged to the woman in the tank.  

Not to the wife of Kartik.  

But to her.  

That other me.


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I raised my hand.  

Touched my cheek.  

Warm.  

Flushed.  

Alive.


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Then I looked down.  

Removed saree, then—  

My blouse looked tighter now.  

Maybe my chest had grown.  

Maybe shame swells breasts.


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I looked at the hooks.  

One. Two. Three.  

I started opening.  

First one opened easy.  

Second one took time.  

Third one needed breath.


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The blouse loosened.  

But didn’t fall.  

It clung.  

Like guilt.


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I pulled it off slowly.  

One arm.  

Then the other.  

My shoulders felt naked.  

More than when actually naked.


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Blouse dropped.  

I didn’t bend to pick it.  

It could lie there.


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My bra was soaked.  

Half translucent now.  

I could see the shade of my nipples through it.  

Dark brown.  

Hard.  

Embarrassed.


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I didn’t touch them.  

Not yet.


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Next—petticoat.  

The knot had bit into my waist.  

I untied it.  

Slowly.


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Red line showed up.  

Right above navel.  

Like belt mark.  

Like punishment.


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The petticoat slipped down.  

It didn’t resist.  

Just gave up.  

Like me.


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It fell over my feet.  

I stepped out.


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Now only the panty—  

Wet.  

Smelling of tank, cum, and sweat.


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I pulled it down.  

Unwinding like memory.  

Each pull I realized—  

I remembered a moan.  

A thrust.  

A moment.


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By the time I removed it—  

My heart was racing again.


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Panty out.  

Floor had a pile now.  

Blouse. Petticoat. Panty. Saree.  

My roles in cloth form.


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Now I stood.  

In bra.  

Only bra.  

Lower half—bare.


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And I looked.  

At the mirror.  

At me.  

At that pussy.  

My cunt.


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It was not cute.  

Not hidden.  

Not shy.


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It was swollen.  

Red edges.  

Lips apart.  

Wet still.


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One line of white liquid was crawling down my thigh.  

Slow.  

Shameless.


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I didn’t wipe it.  

I watched it move.  

Like punishment.  

Like pride.


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I didn’t move.  

For one minute.  

Or two.  

I don’t know.


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Then I reached behind.  

Bra hook.  

Pressed.  

Opened.


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Straps slipped.  

Cups fell.  

Breasts dropped.  

Soft.  

Heavy.  

Alive.  

Nipples stiff.  

Angry at the delay.


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I touched them.  

Two fingers.  

Just one stroke.  

They flinched.


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I whispered to them.  

“Sorry.”


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Then I turned.  

Faced the shower.  

Tapped the knob.  

Cold water.  

Burst.


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I stepped in.  

Water hit me.  

First hair.  

Then shoulders.  

Then chest.


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Breasts caught it like bowls.  

Water bounced off nipples.  

I gasped.


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Then belly.  

Then thighs.  

Then—  

There.  

The pussy.


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It opened under the water.  

Like a flower in the wrong season.  

Water entered.  

Pushed out the rest of his seed.


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I felt it.  

That creamy rush leaving me.  

Dripping down my thigh.  

Mixing with water.


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Tank water was gone.  

But he was still here.  

Inside.  

In smell.  

In ache.  

In memory.


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And in that moment—  

My body remembered something else.


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That other night.  

The first one. Eight years ago.  

Wedding night.


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Room was filled with jasmine smell.  

Rose petals on bed.  

New pillows.  

Bright bedsheet.  

Cameras had just stopped flashing two hours back.


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I sat at the center of the bed.  

Red saree.  

Red bangles.  

Red bindi.  

Eyes down.


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I could hear footsteps outside.  

Giggling.  

Girls laughing near kitchen.


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Then—  

The door opened.


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Kartik entered.  

He looked… nervous.  

Maybe tired.  

Face sweaty.  

Top button still closed.


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He locked the door.  

Softly.


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Came and sat near me.  

Not close.  

Just… beside.


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I waited.  

Breath stuck in chest.


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He said, “Tired?”  

I nodded.  

Didn’t speak.


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He smiled.  

Then silence.  

Five minutes passed.


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Then—  

He moved.


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Lifted my head.  

Eyes met for first time after mandapam.


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He touched my shoulder.  

I jumped a little.


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Then he placed hand on my waist.  

Tried to pull me closer.


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My body followed.  

Not knowing what else to do.


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Then his hands went to my pallu.  

He undid it.


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My chest exposed slowly.  

He opened my blouse.  

Then my bra.


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My breasts came out.  

He stared.  

Not long.  

Just a second.


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Then kissed one nipple.  

Quickly.  

No tongue.


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I didn’t react.  

I didn’t know how.


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Then he removed his shirt.  

Pant.


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I saw his cock.  

Thin.  

Medium length.  

Half hard.  

Maybe too big for me, that time? Was it?


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He came above me.  

Opened my legs.  

Gently.


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I lay stiff.  

I could feel the cold air between my thighs.  

Felt exposed.


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He pressed the tip to my slit.  

Rubbed.  

Searched.


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Then pushed.  

Nothing happened.


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Again.  

Harder.  

Still nothing.


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My pussy… was too tight.  

Virgin.  

Sealed.  

Dry.  

Closed.


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His cock wasn’t hard enough to break me.


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He tried to force in.  

But slipped.  

Tried again.  

Tip entered halfway.  

Then slid out.


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He grunted.  

I gasped.


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It hurt.  

But not deep pain.  

Just stretch.  

Just resistance.


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He paused.  

Breathed heavy.


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Then tried again.  

Cock bent slightly.  

Wouldn’t enter.


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He lay down beside me.  

Sighed.  

Said softly,  

“Sorry… I may be tired. Let’s sleep.”


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I didn’t speak.  

He turned away.  

Pulled blanket.  

I stared at ceiling.


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That was my first night.


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---


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Next night—  

He tried again.


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This time—  

More confident.  

Undressed fast.  

Came on top.  

Opened my legs.  

Held his cock.  

Pushed.


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My body still resisted.  

But not like last time.


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He entered.  

Little by little.  

One push—pain.  

Second push—burn.


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Then—  

Something broke.  

Inside me.  

Like a snap.  

Or a pop.


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My eyes watered.


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He groaned.  

Started moving.


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One.  

Two.  

Three strokes.


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Then—  

He moaned.  

Froze.  

Collapsed on me.


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“Sorry,” he whispered.


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That was the first time he entered me.  

But it was over in two minutes.


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---


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From that night till now—  

Nothing changed.


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Every time—  

Same story.


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Quick.  

Silent.  

No foreplay.  

No holding.  

No checking.


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Just enter.  

Release.  

Sleep.


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And me?  

I never got anything.  

Never finished.  

Never even knew what orgasm meant.


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Till today.


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Because today—  

Inside that tank.  

With that man—


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I came.  

Twice.


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His cock stayed.  

It grew.  

It fought.  

It filled.


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And he lasted.  

More than 20 minutes.


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He gave one orgasm for himself.  

But gave two for me.


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And Kartik?  

In eight years?  

Not even one.


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I closed my eyes.  

Let water hit my face.  

Let truth drip down with it.


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Because now I knew—  

My virginity wasn’t truly broken that night.  

Only my body was.


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But today—  

My soul was.  

And I liked it.


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The water kept falling.  

I leaned my head back.  

Felt it hit my neck.  

My chest.  

My breasts.  

My pussy.


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I didn’t move.  

I let it clean.  

But it couldn’t erase.


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I reached to soap.  

Didn’t want to use it.  

But had to.


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I rubbed my hands.  

Made foam.  

Lifted to breasts.  

Rubbed soft.  

Over nipple.  

Under fold.


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Soap slid into navel.  

Tickled.  

I smiled.  

Then stopped smiling.


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Hand moved lower.  

Stomach.  

Hip.  

Top of thigh.


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Then—  

I hesitated.  

But I had to.


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I opened legs slightly.  

Touched the lips.  

Softly.


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She was still puffy.  

Still wet.  

Still… bruised.


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I rubbed once.  

Just to clean.  

Not to tease.


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She flinched.  

I flinched too.


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No pleasure now.  

Only aftershock.


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I turned.  

Water hit my back.  

Trickled down spine.  

Into crack.  

To that other hole.


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Everything washed.  

But did I feel clean?  

I didn’t know.


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I stood there.  

Let the water fall.  

Counted my breaths.


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Then I turned the knob.  

Silence.


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Grabbed towel.  

Rubbed head first.  

Hair heavy.  

Wet.


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Then neck.  

Shoulders.  

Breasts.  

Each one lifted, wiped, dropped.


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Then belly.  

Then pussy.


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I didn’t rub her.  

Just patted.  

Like saying sorry again.


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Then I took the nightie.  

Lifted it.  

Dropped it over head.


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It fell.  

Soft.  

Loose.  

Covered me.


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But not really.  

Because inside—  

Everything was still visible.


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I opened the door.  

Walked out.


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House was quiet.  

Fan hummed.  

Tube light buzzed.  

Clock ticked.


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But I was louder.


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My footsteps.  

My breathing.  

My pussy.


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I walked down corridor.  

Each step—the nightie brushed my thighs.


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I could still feel his cock there.  

Not the touch.  

The pressure.


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I reached bedroom.  

Didn’t switch light.  

Moonlight entered through curtain.


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I walked straight to bed.  

Didn’t fold blanket.  

Didn’t adjust pillow.


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Just lay.  

Face down.  

Breasts pressed to mattress.  

Thigh open.  

Cunt sore.


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And I—  

**Slept.**
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Door bell rang.


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I didn’t open my eyes.


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First few seconds, I thought it was a dream.  

But no.  

Again *ting tong* — this time sharp.


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I opened my eyes slow.  

Felt like I just got up after finishing **one full biriyani**.  

Not half-plate.  

Not quick lunch.  

The *full mutton one*.  

With lot of pieces and that deep sleep that comes only when stomach is round and body gives up.


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Only… today, my stomach was empty.  

But my pussy?  

That had eaten or fed.


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I smiled to myself.  

Body still sticky from rest.  

Thighs warm.  

Nipples soft but puffed.


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I rolled onto my side.  

Bedsheet had prints from my hip and elbow.  

Nightie was twisted.  


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*ting tong* again.


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6 PM.  

Should be Arjun.


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I sat up.


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Hair was in bun, but half loose now.  

Breasts shifted forward as I leaned.  

But I didn’t care.  

I didn’t feel like covering.


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Walked to door slowly.  

My feet made that soft sticky-sound from skin touching tile.  

Whole house quiet.  

Only me.  

Only this body.  

Still carrying sin like leftover perfume.


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I opened the door.  

Didn’t even look through keyhole.


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There he stood.  

Fresh-faced.  

Shirt changed.  

Laptop bag in one hand.  

Smile like college boy hiding a report card.


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“Hi anni!” he said brightly.


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I raised one eyebrow.  

Fake serious.


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“Hmm,” I replied.


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He stepped in.  

Put bag near shoe rack.


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I turned back to shut the door.  

When I turned again—  

He was coming closer.


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One hand half-lifted.  

Head tilted.  

His lips had that look.


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He was trying to kiss.


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I moved my face away, one smooth motion.  

Fingers pushed his shoulder gently.


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“Ey! Enough da. Go and freshen up,” I said, hiding smile.


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He paused, lips stuck mid-air.  

Then laughed.


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“Ayyo?” he said.


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“Go, Straight to bathroom,” I ordered.


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He winked.  

Took his bag, muttered something under breath, and walked to guest bathroom.


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I turned and walked into bedroom.  

My attached one.


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The mirror caught me mid-way.  

I looked like someone who just came from dream.


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I walked into bathroom, splashed water on face.  

Cold water made me blink fast.


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Cheeks were flushed.  

Neck was warm.


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Towel swipe across chest made my nipples brush against cloth.  

Still slightly hard.


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“Settle down,” I whispered to them, pulling nightie into shape.


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Came out.  

Walked to kitchen.


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Gas hissed.  

Kettle placed.  

Milk bottle open.

Took vessel.


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Poured milk.  

Switched on gas.  

Let it boil.


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That quiet pre-coffee time always felt like temple bell silence.  

House still.  

Mind slow.  

Body heavy.  

But something waiting.


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Then I heard his steps.


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“Anniiiii…” he called.


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I paused.


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Turned head slowly.  

Gave one side-eye.


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He caught it.  

Blinking like caught child.


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“Sorry sorry—Pavi…” he said, smile half-choking.


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I turned back.  

Didn’t reply.  

Just let him burn.


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He came, wearing shorts and T-shirt now.  

Hair towel-dried.  


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Sat at dining chair.


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I poured coffee into tumbler.  

Steam rose.  

Smelled sharp and lovely.


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“Coffee,” I said, pushing it to him.


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“Thanks,” he said, slurping.


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I sipped mine too.


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Then he started.


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“Checked some more rooms near office… nothing serious. But randomly bumped into one old friend.”


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“Friend?” I asked.


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He nodded.  

“Yeah… college mate. Not same department. Didn’t expect to see him. Total surprise.”


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I blinked.


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“He’s staying in a flat, 3 BHK. Two roommates already. One room empty. I just went to see.”


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I raised one eyebrow.


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“Place is clean. No shady feeling. Rent is okay also.”


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I stirred sugar into my tumbler.


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“Hmm…”


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He drank coffee slowly.


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“I liked the room. Office is 10 mins by walk. And My friend seems to be travelling for UK, for next week for work related. So just wanted to settle before that.”


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“Ohh!” I said, genuinely surprised.  


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He smiled wide.


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“So I thought—tomorrow evening, I’ll move there.”


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I paused.  

Held cup to lips but didn’t drink.


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“Just like that?” I asked.


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He blinked.


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“Yeah… I mean… just to reduce shifting pressure. and wrap everything with him to settle down, before his trip.”


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I looked at him directly.


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“Did you inform your brother?”


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He scratched his neck.


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“No… not yet.”


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“You should da.”


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He sighed.


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“I’ll call him now.”


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I nodded.


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“And you tell him today.”


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“Ok,” he said, sheepish.


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I looked at him.  

His fingers were wrapped around tumbler.  

His eyes kept flicking between my neck and lips.


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I sipped slowly.  

Coffee touched tongue.  

Hot.  

Strong.  

Just like today’s mood.


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He sighed.


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“I’ll miss this coffee,” he said.


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I smiled, but didn’t answer.


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Then he added,  

“…and this house. And… more.”


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“Don’t flirt now,” I said, placing tumbler down.


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“I didn’t say anything,” he replied, licking foam from upper lip.


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I turned to the sink.  

Back facing him.


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And I said softly—


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“It’s your home da… come whenever you want.”


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He came towards me.


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I could already see that look in his eyes.  

Little tired, but that cheeky hope — like maybe, just maybe… she’ll say yes.


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But no.  

Not today.


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I was full.  

Too full.


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Not body — body was light.  

But something inside was already completed.  

One big biriyani for my pussy.

And that pulpy leg piece too.


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So when he opened his arms, I didn’t run.  

I walked in, slow.  

Let him hug.  

But I gave only half.  

Soft hug.  

Breasts touched his chest gently.  

But hips were apart.  

No rubbing.


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Then I lifted my face.


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Planted one soft kiss on his forehead.  

Only that.  

Like elder sister saying "Enough."


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He melted a bit.  

But he got it.


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“I’ve to prepare dinner, da…” I whispered.


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He nodded.  

Didn’t argue.  

Didn’t beg.


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Just smiled and stepped back.  

“Okay,” he said.


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I turned to kitchen.  

He walked to hall sofa, dropped into it like lazy buffalo.


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I tied my hair tighter.  

Opened fridge.  

Cut lady's finger.  

Soaked tamarind.


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Behind me, he started whistling.


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Then I said it.  

My voice light.  

Playful.  

Not angry.


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“So tell me da… now that you’re shifting tomorrow, where you’ll drink coffee?”


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He laughed from sofa.


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“In new flat, maybe?”


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I turned slowly.  

Spoon in hand.


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“Hah? Roommates will make for you ah? With decoction and first degree milk?”


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He raised hands.


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“I’ll come here in morning.”


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“Like newspaper boy?”


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He chuckled.


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“Don’t tease.”


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I smiled.


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“So... who’s this college friend you suddenly found?”


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“Senior from college. Different department. We used to play cricket together.”


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“Hmm…” I said.  

Chopping onions louder.  

“Suddenly met today only ah?”


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“Yeah,”


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He continued.


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“We had a talk and he got it I'm looking for a room, so he invited... he said come see flat. I went. It’s decent. 3 BHK.”


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I smirked.


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“Hmm. Sounds like build-up story.”


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He laughed louder.


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Me too.


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I poured oil in kadai.


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Then He went to balcony, phone in hand.  

I stirred curry, added turmeric.  

From distance, I could hear “Yes anna… flatmates are software boys… safety is okay…”


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Ten minutes passed.


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He came back and sat on dining chair.


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“He accepted,” he said.  

“But asked full investigation. location, Office of flatmates, contanct numbers…”


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I laughed.


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“He doesn’t ask this much when I go to bazaar.”


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“Anna is protective,” he said.


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“About you? Or me?” I asked, raising eyebrow.


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He smiled, looked away.


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“Maybe both,” he said softly.


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By now, it was 7:30.  

I had finished making dinner.


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Simple meal —  

Sambar.  

Lady’s finger fry.  

Papad.


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I called him.  

He helped set the plates.


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We both sat at dining table.  

Only fan sound and plate sounds.


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He took second helping.


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I smirked.


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“Tomorrow your new roommates won’t give like this.”


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“I’ll miss this food,” he said.


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I shook head.


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He smiled softly.


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Dinner was over.  


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I poured water into tumblers.  

Arjun was still sitting near dining table, swiping something on his phone lazily.


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I leaned on the sink, sipping slowly.


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Then I took out my phone.  

Time — 8:20.


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I dialed home.


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“Hello ma?” I said, voice soft.


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My amma answered.  

Children’s noise in background.  

My younger one voice sharpest — “Ammaaaaaa!”


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I smiled without realizing.  

That smile that only comes for your own blood.


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“had dinner?”


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He shouted something about dosa and cartoon.  

Elder one took the phone next.


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“Mummy, tell appa to get my blue pencil box!”


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“Okay da, I’ll tell,” I said.


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They fought over the phone, one pushing the other.  

Amma laughing in background.


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We spoke for five minutes.  

My kids told me about college, rain, one fish story.  

Same chaos.  

Same sweetness.


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I cut the call.  

Felt something settle in chest.  

Like warm milk.


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Then Kartik called.


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I answered.


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“Hello?”


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“Hey… just finished meeting,” he said.  

Voice had that business dryness.


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“Hmm.”


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“Listen Trip got extended.”


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“Again ah?”


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“Yeah… extra five days. One of the clients postponed demo.”


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“So you’ll come only next week?”


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“Most likely Friday evening or saturday,” he said.


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I didn’t say anything.  

Just looked at my fingers.


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“Okay. Arjun said he’ll move to new flat?”


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“Hmm. He found one today, his collegemate room it seems. Looks serious.”


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“Hm. Okay. You’re okay, no?”


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“Why won’t I be?” I asked, tone light.


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Then he asked,  

“Pavi…”


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“Hmm?”


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“You want to go hometown for a few days?”


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I said

“Last week I was thinking to go…”


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I paused.


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“…but not now. I’m okay.”


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He asked, "Are you sure, you will be alone".


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I smiled.


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“One week will pass fast.”


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“Once You come back. We’ll both go, and pick the kids back,” I said casually.


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He said, "that would be good, but if you able to manage, then I'm fine."


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then he continued, "Can I tell, arjun to stay for one week?"


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I said, "no. let him go. he needs to settle down it seems."


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then he said, "Fine, and be careful",


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I didn't answer much, we talked little more, asked about kids, and his food, and everything.


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Finally he said, “Take care.”


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“Okay. You too.”


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“Bye.”


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Call ended.


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I stared at wall for two seconds.


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Then turned, picked up plate, and started wiping it.


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By 9:15, I was finishing vessel work.  

Soap, water, steel scrubbing.


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Oil stains on ladle.  

I rinsed carefully.


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Kitchen was almost shining now.  

My mood was clean too.


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Fan blowing softly.  

Stove cool.  

My mind slow, calm.


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I wiped last wet plate.  

Hung towel on hook.  

Turned off extra light.


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Stepped into hall.


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Arjun was watching something on TV.


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TV volume low.


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I walked and sat beside him.  

Legs folded to one side.  

Nightie soft against thighs.


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He smiled without looking at me.


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“Movie?” I asked.


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He nodded.


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“Some tamil movie, Romantic, Fun and stupid.”


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We both watched.


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It was romantic too.  


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Cute scenes.


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One song played.  

Soft piano.  

Rain falling.  

Couple hugging under blanket.


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I felt Arjun shift beside me.


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His arm came behind my waist.


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Then slowly, his palm rested near my side.


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I didn’t react.


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He leaned slightly.


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Fingers moved gently.


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One brush against my breast.


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I turned slowly.


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“Not today da,” I said quietly.


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My voice wasn’t angry.  

Not cold.  

Just full.


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He looked at me.  

Nodded.  

Hand dropped back.


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We kept watching.


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Movie ended around 11:45pm.


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He smiled, yawned.


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“Good one,” he said.


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I got up slowly.  

Stretched arms.  

Back cracked a little.


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“Going to bed,” I said.


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He nodded.  

Still holding remote.


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I walked to bedroom.  

Closed door behind.


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Fan was already running.  

Bed already inviting.


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I lay down.


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Closed eyes.


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Outside, TV sound still there.  

He hadn’t slept yet.


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I smiled once into pillow.  

Then turned and slept.


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I don’t know what time it was…  

but I felt the door open.


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Soft creak.


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I was half-asleep.  

The fan was rotating slow above my head.  

Blanket over legs.  

My body warm, chest rising soft.


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Then —  

I felt it.


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That weight.


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That slow climb onto the bed.  

Not heavy.  

Just familiar.


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And two arms wrapped around me from behind.  

One cheek against my shoulder.


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I didn’t turn.  

Didn’t talk.  

Just closed my eyes tighter.


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Let him hold me.


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Just warmth.  

Human skin on human skin.  

Soft breath at my neck.  

My palm rested over his hand.


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And I slept again.


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Next morning.


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Light entered from window slowly.  

Curtain moving a little.  

Bird sound.


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I opened my eyes alone.  

Arjun had left the bed already.  

I could hear water running in main bathroom.

 

I stretched once — full body stretch.  

Breasts lifted.  

Back cracked a little.


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Then I got up.


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Walked into attached bathroom.  

Brushed.  

Splashed water on face.


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Looked in mirror.


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Face calm.  

Eyes slow.  

No guilt.  

No rush.


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Just the usual Pavitra.


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I came out.  

Opened wardrobe.  

Picked an old cotton saree — mustard colour with faded green border.


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Wore it fast with bra, blouse, panty and petticoat.  

Folded pleats like machine.  

Tucked in.  

Pallu straight.


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Tied hair into low bun.  

Applied pottu.


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Just slightly emptier inside.


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Arjun was already in hall.


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I smiled.


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“Tea?”


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He smiled back.


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“Yes pavi.”


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I poured tea.  

Sat near him.  

We both had tea quietly.


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No touching.  

No teasing.


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Just normal.


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Breakfast and Lunch was simple.  

I made tomato rice.  

Curd. No non-veg today.


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He started packing.


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Around 3:45, he zipped his bag.


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I came near door.  

Held out one hand.


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He smiled.


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“What?”


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I stepped closer.  

Lifted face slightly.  

And gave him a soft kiss on his cheek.


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Warm.  

Quick.  

Just a goodbye.


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Then I said,  

“Bye da. Come if you’re free.”


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He gave small smile.


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“Sure… anni.”


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I looked at him once.


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He blinked.


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“Sorry. Pavi.”


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I smiled.


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He picked his bag, opened door, stepped out.


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And just like that —  

he left.


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House became silent again.


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Fan sound.  

My breathing.  

That’s all.


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I walked to sofa.  

Sat down.


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Folded my legs.  

Took phone.


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Called Appa.


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Talked to kids.


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They told stories.  


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I smiled.  

Talked normal.  

Told them I’d call tomorrow.


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I placed phone on table.


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And just as I leaned back—


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*Ding-dong.*


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Doorbell.


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I blinked.


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Stood up.  

Walked to door.
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— — — — — — — — — —

I stood up slowly from the sofa.

My hip made a soft click.


— — — — — — — — — —


My saree had slid down at the waist.

I didn’t tie it again.

Just pulled the pleats a little — loose tuck.


— — — — — — — — — —


My pallu was half off my shoulder.

Hanging sideways.

Dragging low under one arm.

One breast fully covered.

One side slightly open — blouse clinging to the curve, the under-breast line showing slightly.

And I could feel the air moving there.

Kissing it.


— — — — — — — — — —


I took a deep breath.

The fan above was turning.

Not fast.

Not slow.

Just enough to make the saree flutter near my feet.


— — — — — — — — — —


I took a step.

Soft slap of barefoot on tile.

Then another.

A rhythm started in my head.


— — — — — — — — — —


My blouse was damp.

I didn’t care.

Didn’t adjust.

Let them poke.

Let them say hello.


— — — — — — — — — —


I reached the door.

Paused.

I leaned forward slightly — one hand against wall.

The movement pulled my back straight.

Lifted the round of my hips.

Pallu slipped a little more.

I let it.

I liked the thought of being seen like this.

Even before being seen.


— — — — — — — — — —


I peeped through the hole.

Raj.


— — — — — — — — — —


My belly flipped.


— — — — — — — — — —


He stood there.

Same shirt.

Same way of standing.

Firm.

Plastic bag in hand.

Face calm.

But eyes?

Sharp.

Like he had already looked through the door.

And liked what he saw.


— — — — — — — — — —


Bell rang again.

Short.

Not loud.

But direct.

Like his hand knew my timing.


— — — — — — — — — —


I opened the door.

Slow.

Let the air from outside touch my chest.

Cool wind moved inside blouse.

I bit my lip once.

Then smiled.

“Hey… anna.”

Voice soft.

Soft enough to float.


— — — — — — — — — —


His eyes met mine.

Stayed one second.

Then dropped.

Slowly.

Like oil sliding.

Down to my lips.

Then to neck.

Then to chest.

Where the blouse dipped.

Where sweat had made two wet half-circles around my breasts.


— — — — — — — — — —


He didn’t look fast.

He tasted the view.

Like old men sip first tea.

Eyes dipped lower.

To pleats.

To waist.

To hips.


— — — — — — — — — —


I could feel it.

His gaze there.

Not wild.

Not shameless.

Just slow.

And full.

Like he had earned the right to see.


— — — — — — — — — —


I swallowed.

Throat dry.

But not nervous.

Just… thirsty in a different way.


— — — — — — — — — —


“When did you come?”

I asked.

Tried to keep it normal.

But my voice came out like a girl asking something at tuition.


— — — — — — — — — —


“Three o’clock. Came by car.”

He was calm.

But his eyes were still drinking.

Drinking me.

His smile was small.

Too small.

Like something hidden behind it.


— — — — — — — — — —


“How was the travel?”

My hand moved to adjust saree.

But instead of fixing, I pulled it tighter at the pleats.

The movement pushed the fabric into my thighs.

And I felt it.

Right there.

Pressed against the lips.

That soft cotton crease.

Like tongue pressing lightly.


— — — — — — — — — —


“Crowd. Full relatives. hot. One function after another. I was waiting to escape.”

His tone dipped at “escape.”

Like he escaped to something.

Not just from.


— — — — — — — — — —


Then he asked,

“You won’t invite me inside?”


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Aiyo.

I had just stood there.

Like idiot.

Like open window.

Letting him look.

Not even basic manners.

“Sorry, anna… come inside,” I said.

Smiled.

Felt like pinching my cheek for being silly.

But also… not so silly.

Maybe he liked the view.

Maybe that pause was part of the fun.


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He stepped in.

Shoulders quiet.

He brought that smell.

Dusty skin and little bit of talcum.

Something real.

Something needed.


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He handed me the bag.

“And here. For you.”


— — — — — — — — — —


I took it.

Bag was heavier than it looked.

Pulled my arm down.

Breast shifted.

Pallu slid lower.

Now full curve of one breast showing — under the sleeve line.

Even bra strap was peeking.

I didn’t fix.

Just held the bag with both hands.


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“Aiyo, heavy, anna!”

I said, laughing.

Like proper aunty.

But inside I felt like girl coming home from tuition and being noticed for first time.


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“Guavas. Mangoes. From our farm. And Radhika said — ‘Take it to that Pavitra, she’ll enjoy.’”


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“That Pavitra.”

Like I was some joke they shared.

Like I was special to both of them.

And he was the delivery man of that inside joke.

I laughed.

But I also felt it between my legs — a soft pulse.


— — — — — — — — — —


“Tell Radhika thanks,” I said.

He nodded.

“Hmm,” he said.

That one word went and pressed on my nipple like fingertip.

I didn’t answer.

Didn’t need to.


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I turned.

Started walking to the kitchen.

Saree swung.

Pallu dropped from shoulder fully now.

Hanging at elbow.

Whole back open.

Blouse string loose.

Sweat had made a small V in the lower back crease.

I knew what it looked like.

Knew he was seeing.

Still, I walked slow.

More swing in my hips.

Not acting.

Just… responding.


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His eyes touched every inch.

I could feel it.

Like fingers sliding behind me.

Tracing down spine.

Stopping at the dip above ass.

That curve.

That seat.

That softness.

Where no cloth could lie flat.


— — — — — — — — — —


Fridge opened.

Cold air hit my skin.

My nipples stabbed the blouse.

I shivered once.

Placed the bag inside.

Closed.


— — — — — — — — — —


Hands were shaking.

But I poured water.

Steel tumbler.

Cold water sound.

House was still.

Fan only.

No words.

His breath quiet.

Waiting.


— — — — — — — — — —


I turned.

He was standing still.

Watching.


— — — — — — — — — —


I walked to him.

Tumbler in hand.

Steps soft.

Each rub of thigh reminded me what I had done earlier.

What was still left behind.

Not cleaned fully.

Still scent inside.

Still memory.


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I reached him.

Held out tumbler.

“Sit, anna.”


— — — — — — — — — —


His fingers touched mine.

Not long.

But full.

Palm warm.

Fingers firm.

Too warm for just thanks.

Too full for just water.


— — — — — — — — — —


He sat.

Slow.

Sofa adjusted to him.

One hand on thigh.

Other holding tumbler.

Body wide.

Like this was his place.

Not mine.


— — — — — — — — — —


I stood.

Just stood.

Hands empty.

But body full.

Maybe I wanted him to look.

Maybe I wanted to be known.


— — — — — — — — — —


— — — — — — — — — —

I crossed my arms gently.

The usual habit.

But it lifted them.

My breasts.

Even without trying, they rose.

Pressed.

The blouse tightened.

— — — — — — — — — —

His eyes noticed.

One flick.

Just one.

But I saw it.

That tiny drop of his gaze.

From eyes to chest.

Just enough to make my stomach twist once.

— — — — — — — — — —

I shifted my hip.

Little to the side.

The pleats moved.

Between my legs, cotton tugged — a soft pressure.

Not pain.

Just reminder.

Still sticky inside.

Still scent.

Still memory.

— — — — — — — — — —

“So… Radhika akka didn’t come?”

My voice tried to stay casual.

But it wasn’t fully casual.

I could hear it.

Softer than needed.

More careful.

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He sipped slowly.

Didn’t blink.

“She came. But she’s sleeping now. Tired.”

His voice was normal.

But deeper.

Thicker.

— — — — — — — — — —

I nodded.

Didn’t speak.

My pallu was slipping again.

I adjusted it lightly.

But left the loose part there.

Not across the chest.

Just hanging.

Like offering.

Like… permission.

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“She said to give this to you,” he said, nodding at the bag.

“So I came.”

— — — — — — — — — —

That sentence.

So I came.

My body reacted without my permission.

Thighs pressed again.

The blouse brushed my nipples.

Even that was enough.

Even words could do it.

— — — — — — — — — —

I smiled. “So she sent you as postman, ah?”

— — — — — — — — — —

He smiled too.

But didn’t reply.

Didn’t need to.

His silence had heat.

Had eyes.

— — — — — — — — — —

I bent down to fix a cushion.

Blouse stretched again.

Breasts pulled forward.

Round and full and pushing.

I knew he was seeing.

I liked that he didn’t speak.

Let me show.

Let him see.

— — — — — — — — — —

“We’re here just for two days,” he said.

“Land work. Nothing big.”

— — — — — — — — — —

I stood straight.

Tilted my head.

Body stayed forward.

“Didn’t you finish that last time?”

— — — — — — — — — —

He clicked tongue.

“No. Still pending. Taluk office error. Patta number mismatch. EC not updated.”

He was looking at my mouth now.

I felt it.

Felt his eyes waiting when I moved lips.

— — — — — — — — — —

“So much running for small paper,” I said.

But my tone had melted.

From irritation to invitation.

— — — — — — — — — —

He shrugged. “Without personal signature, they don’t move file.”

— — — — — — — — — —

I sighed.

And while sighing…

My arms moved under breasts.

Accidentally.

Pushed them up.

They looked heavier in that second.

Even I saw it.

How full they looked.

How hungry.

— — — — — — — — — —

His eyes didn’t lie.

They dropped.

Saw.

Only for half a second.

But enough.

— — — — — — — — — —

“Don’t cook today,” I said quickly. “I’ll cook here.”

— — — — — — — — — —

He shook head. “No need.”

— — — — — — — — — —

I gave him one sharp stare.

Only one.

Not scolding.

Just enough to tell — this is my kitchen.

My choice.

“No, My rule today, so you should come.”

— — — — — — — — — —

He smiled.

Not full teeth.

But real.

“Okay. If you insist.”

— — — — — — — — — —

I nodded.

My stomach had started tingling again.

Like a slow hunger.

Not for food.

But for touch.

Touch that doesn’t show.

Touch that happens in air.

— — — — — — — — — —

“Coffee?” I asked.

Just to keep him.

Just one more minute.

But—

— — — — — — — — — —

He stood.

That slow way he always stood.

Palms brushing jeans.

Sound soft.

But my ears heard it loudly.

I looked up.

His body too close again.

My breath hitched.

I held it.

— — — — — — — — — —

“No no,” he said, low.

“I’ll come for dinner. Let Radhika rest.”

— — — — — — — — — —

I stepped aside.

Narrow path to door.

But I didn’t make extra space.

I stayed there.

Turned only slightly.

Let him pass.

Let him come close.

— — — — — — — — — —

And it happened.

— — — — — — — — — —

His hand.

The outside part.

Brushed against my side.

Right where my saree knot was.

Not by mistake.

Not bold.

Just perfect.

Fingers grazing hip.

Then lower.

To the place where hip becomes ass.

That border.

That line.

That heat.

— — — — — — — — — —

My lips parted.

Air entered.

Didn’t come out.

I froze.

But I didn’t move.

— — — — — — — — — —

He didn’t stop.

He didn’t turn.

No “sorry.”

No “oops.”

Which made it more clear.

He knew what he did.

And I knew what he knew.

— — — — — — — — — —

My thighs pressed.

Automatically.

Not tight.

Just enough to hold the feeling there.

Let the warmth spread.

— — — — — — — — — —

My eyes blinked once.

But my breath hadn’t returned.

Neck hot.

Face pink.

I looked down.

Pretended to fix pallu.

Didn’t fix.

Just touched cloth for no reason.

— — — — — — — — — —

He reached the door.

Turned slightly.

Eyes dropped.

Openly.

No shame.

Chest.

Neckline.

Sweat curve.

One deep look.

Then still.

— — — — — — — — — —

He said nothing.

But he said everything.

— — — — — — — — — —

His voice came after that full pause:

“Bye, Pavi.”

— — — — — — — — — —

He had never said it like that before.

— — — — — — — — — —

I swallowed.

Then whispered:

“Bye…”

No anna.

Just breath.

Just him.

— — — — — — — — — —

He walked away.

Easy steps.

Back straight.

But his silence stayed.

Inside my saree.

Inside my hips.

Inside my blouse.

— — — — — — — — — —

I closed the door slowly.

Held the edge longer than needed.

Then leaned against it.

Eyes closed.

Breath shallow.

— — — — — — — — — —

That touch.

Still alive.

Still burning.

Still mine.

— — — — — — — — — —

I turned.

Looked at the clock.

5:10 PM.

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After Raj left, I didn’t move for a minute.

I just stood near the door.

My hand was still holding the latch.

I could feel my own breath coming slow.

And something soft inside me was shaking.


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My back was touching the wood.

Warm. From the sun. From him.

I let my head rest back for one second.

Closed my eyes.

And took one full breath.


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I felt strange.

Not scared. Not happy also.

Just… full.

My body was feeling full. Like something was touched too long.

Even my skin was feeling different.


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My breast side. It was warm.

My thighs also.

That small line where my blouse ends… even there.

Like my skin was remembering something.

Even though nothing happened.


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I opened my eyes.

Let out my breath slowly.

Then I said inside my own head, like Amma’s voice—

“Enough, Pavitra. Enough.”

Get back to normal. Stop thinking too much.


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I looked at the clock.

Quarter past six.

My eyes widened.

I had called them. I myself said, “Come for dinner.”

But I didn’t even cook rice.


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What to make now?

My head was blank for two seconds.

Then suddenly, it came.

Chicken gravy.

My mouth actually watered.


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I felt like smiling.

I wanted that hot smell.

Thick masala. Ghee on top.

Soft rice. That spicy oil floating on top of gravy.

I could already taste it.


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I tied my hair. Fast bun.

One small hair was touching my cheek. I didn’t fix it.

Went to kitchen.

Checked top shelf.

Chicken not there, of course. Milk also over.


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I started saying the items inside my head.

Chicken. Milk. Tomatoes. Chillies. Butter.

No need to write. It was small list.

I remembered everything.

I turned to go, but paused near the mirror.


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Just small glance. I always check before going out.

Today also.

But when I looked—my heart jumped.

My pallu…

It had slipped.


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Right side. It was almost falling off.

The whole curve of my breast was visible.

Only blouse was hiding the nipple.

But everything else was out.

And the line in the middle… full showing.


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I swallowed.

Felt my face getting warm.

That’s why Raj paused.

That’s why he looked.

That slow “Bye, Pavi…”

Now it made sense.


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I pressed my lips together.

Looked down.

Then touched my own forehead.

Gently. “Stupid,” I said.

Not angry. Just… shy.


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I fixed it properly. Tucked it deep.

Pleats straight. Over the shoulder.

Blouse covered. Chest full covered.

No mistake now.

No wrong message.


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I picked up my cloth bag.

Locked the door.

Pressed lift.

Stepped in.

Inside smell was like steel and wet floor.


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Lift reached down.

I stepped out.

Then my eyes went straight to the gate.

He was there.

Prakash.


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He was talking to a girl.

Young girl.

Slim. Fair. Open hair.

Wearing pink salwar.

She was smiling. Not small smile — big one.


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And he was talking like he knows her.

Relaxed. Arm resting on wall.

Like college boy.

That loose smile. That open body.

Like she was his friend.

Like he liked her.


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My chest felt small pain.

Not sharp. But tight.

My stomach turned.

Like something inside didn’t like that scene.

Didn’t want to see it.


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Was it jealousy?

I didn’t want to say that word.

But it was sitting there.

Under my ribs.

Quiet. Heavy.


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I fixed my bag strap.

Lifted my chin.

Didn’t look at him.

Walked past. Straight. Calm.

But my breath had changed.


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Behind me, I heard it.

His voice stopped.

Feet moved.

He stood up straight.

Like somebody scolded him.

Like he got caught.


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He didn’t say anything.

But I could feel it.

His body turned.

That small silence — like he knew I passed.

He felt me.


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I didn’t turn.

Didn’t give him even one second.

Kept walking.

Turned corner.

Reached meat shop.


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“One kilo chicken. Small pieces. No skin,” I said.

My voice was small.

Shopkeeper just nodded.

Knife started. That heavy cutting sound.

Meat smell was strong.


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But not bad.

Just fresh.

I waited. Quiet.

My palms were slightly sweaty. I rubbed them on bag cloth.

He packed and gave. I paid.


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Then went to grocery shop.

Milk. Butter. Chillies. Onion. Beans.

I didn’t even look at other things.

Just picked and paid.

I wanted to go back home.


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Started walking.

But my mind…

It was not in the vegetables.

Not in the chicken.

It was in the gate.


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That woman’s face.

That soft hand on her waist.

That smile.

His smile.

How dare he smile like that?


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Suddenly…

I saw his cock in my mind.

Not a thought. Not imagination.

It just came.

Clear.

Big. Dark. Heavy.


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How he held me.

How he pushed it inside.

That tank room.

That rough voice.

That sound I made.

That slap on my back.


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My thighs rubbed.

I didn’t do it. It just happened.

There was wetness.

Soft place was wet.

My face became hot.

I walked faster.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That girl was still sitting in my mind.

But only for one reason.

Because she looked at him.

And he looked back.

Like I wasn’t there.

Like I was nothing.


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But I was something.

He had taken me.

He had tasted me.

And I had let him.

Even begged.


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I looked down at the bag.

Meat packet was warm.

Just like that ache between my legs.

One was from shop.

Other… was from him.

Prakash.


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I held one bag in each hand.

Plastic was cutting into my fingers.

Red lines were forming on the skin.

Still, I didn’t stop. I held tighter.

Walked past the gate.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He was there.

Prakash.

Sitting in that same old plastic chair.

Bent forward. Looking into his phone.

Acting like nothing.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But I could still feel it.

That woman.

The laugh. Her slim body. Her voice.

Even though she had gone, her shadow was still there.

Standing beside him.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I wanted to go near.

Say straight. “Who is she?”

Like joke. Like small sarcasm.

But with meaning under it.

One simple cut.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But I didn’t go.

Didn’t say.

It was Sunday evening.

Kids were playing near the garden.

Some uncle was laughing near gym corner.

Two aunties were walking in circles, talking loudly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Whole apartment was awake.

This was not the time.

So I walked.

Kept walking.

Didn’t look. Didn’t speak.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But just as I was passing his chair—

I felt it.

That shift again.

Like before.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He stood up.

From the corner of my eye, I saw it.

Phone went inside his pocket.

Legs straightened. Back stiff.

He was ready. For me.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I turned my face. Only slightly.

He was smiling.

That same soft smile.

Not confident. Not strong.

Just… nervous.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Like small boy.

Like someone caught eating too many sweets.

Like someone waiting.

Waiting for one look.

One word.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But my face was not soft.

Not today.

I gave one sharp look.

One stare.

Blank.

Like glass.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Straight into his face.

And I saw it.

His smile… dropped.

His lips changed.

His face lost something.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That sadness — it passed for one second.

Like cloud.

Like he was hurt.

But he didn’t speak.

Didn’t wave.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He just stood.

Watching me go.

And I…

I walked.

As if he was not even there.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Reached the lift.

Pressed 7.

Didn’t look back.

The metal door closed behind me.

Loud clunk.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Inside the flat, I went straight to kitchen.

Dropped both bags on slab.

Let out a small sound. Not word. Just breath.

I kicked off my slippers.

Switched on the light.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Fan was on. But it felt slow.

Room was too quiet.

Only sound was fan.

And my breath.

And my heart.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I took the chicken packet first.

Opened it. Blood smell came.

Not bad. Just raw.

I rinsed it once.

Then again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Removed yellow fat.

Pulled out that white foam near bone.

Trimmed extra bits.

Threw those parts in bin.

Set the meat aside.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Took two cups rice.

Washed it till water turned clear.

Poured into cooker with salt.

One spoon oil.

Closed the lid.


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Switched it on. Let it heat.

Then I moved to chicken.

Sprinkled turmeric.

One spoon ginger garlic paste.

Chilli powder. Salt. Curd. Coriander powder.


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Pan on the stove.

Oil. Mustard.

Then onion.

Started frying.

That smell came.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That masala smell.

Strong. Like memory.

Filled the whole kitchen.

Made me hungry again.

Made me feel something.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Rice cooker gave one whistle.

Then two.

Then three.

I turned it off.

Wiped my cheek with back of my hand.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Heat was too much.

My blouse was sticking to back.

Underarms were wet.

Sweat under breast. Petticoat waistline was wet too.

Hair stuck to back of neck.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Why not bathe?

Quick. Just five minutes.

Before chicken finishes.

I turned off gas.

Went to bedroom.


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Started removing one thing at a time.

Pallu — first.

Fell on floor.

My arms felt lighter already.

Blouse hooks — opened slowly.

Chest opened. Air touched skin.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Bra next.

Pulled it out.

My breasts felt free.

Nipples were already stiff.

From heat. From air. From tension.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Petticoat knot — untied.

It dropped.

Panty — last.

Pulled it down.

Slow. Sticky in middle.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stood like that.

Naked.

Fully.

Feet on cool tiles.

One foot forward. One hand on back.

Back was aching softly.

But it felt good.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stretched once.

Neck. Shoulder. Waist.

Then moved to bathroom.

One hand touched the latch.

Was about to open—


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Ding-dong.

Doorbell.

I froze.

Hand stopped.

My breath paused.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Again—

Ding-dong.

Longer this time.

I muttered under my breath.

“God… who is this now?”

Heart was beating faster.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I looked around.

My body was wet with sweat.

Full nude.

No time.

I whispered, “Wait. Wait…”

To nobody.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My eyes searched.

Clothes were on floor.

Pallu on chair. Blouse upside down.

Nothing ready.

My chest rose up and down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Who was it?

Raj?

Prakash?

Anusha?

Delivery boy?

I didn’t know.

But they were outside.

And I…

I was like this.

Completely like this.


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I grabbed the towel from the hook.

Didn’t even check if it was fresh.

Just pulled it and wrapped it around my body.

Tied it tight. One fold, then another.

Tucked the end between my breasts.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It was slightly damp.

Not dry. Not soft.

I could feel the old moisture in it.

But I didn’t have time to change.

My whole body was wet already.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Breasts felt heavy under the towel.

Full weight.

The skin was still sticky with sweat.

Warm patches under my chest.

The towel was pressing against the curves.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My legs were bare.

Thighs were warm.

The middle place — still wet.

Not just from heat.

Even now…

My cunt was still soft and open.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I looked around.

What to wear quickly?

Nothing was near.

Saree takes time.

Blouse needs hooks. Petticoat is wet.

Nightie was in bedroom corner.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


So I just stayed in towel.

Took one deep breath.

Tightened the cloth again across my chest.

Held it close with one arm.

And tiptoed toward the door.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Let me check first.

Not open simply.

I leaned slowly.

Face close to the door.

Bent down to the peephole.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Towel slipped little from my underarm.

I pulled it up again.

Pressed the cloth between fingers.

Then looked.

My eye touched the cold peephole.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It was him.

Prakash.

Standing straight.

Not moving.

In his hand, one small paper.

Like some notice or bill.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My jaw tightened.

Why now?

Why this time only?

I pressed my lips.

Opened the door halfway.

Only half.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t stand in front.

I stayed behind the doorframe.

Only put my face out.

One shoulder. Neck.

Little bit of upper chest.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But no blouse string.

No sleeve.

Just bare skin and the edge of towel.

And I saw it.

His eyes dropped.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Not even slow.

Just dropped straight down.

Not shy.

Not polite.

Just looked at my chest.

Like I wasn’t even seeing.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Eyes are here.”

I said it sharp.

My eyebrow went up.

Voice cold.

He looked up fast.

Like someone caught.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His mouth closed.

Lips pressed together.

He didn’t answer.

“Why are you here?” I asked.

Not sweet. Not soft.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He swallowed.

“Madam… association notice…”

He showed the paper.

“New parking arrangement… they said to get your sign…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stared.

Didn’t take the paper.

Didn’t move.

“You don’t have time or sense?”

That’s what I said.

Sharp. Like slap.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His eyes changed.

Little bit fear came.

He stepped back half step.

“I thought… sorry… I thought you might be free now…”

Voice small.

Trying to be respectful.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He understood.

He knew I was angry.

He knew I had seen that woman.

Then suddenly, like child giving excuse—

He spoke fast.

“That was my wife, madam.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I blinked.

Didn’t expect that word.

Wife.

He said it like explanation.

“Came to drop my night dinner…” he said.

Looking down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stared.

So?

What should I do with that information?

I was still sweating.

Still wrapped in towel.

And now he was talking about wife.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“So?” I said.

Just one word.

Flat voice.

He looked confused.

Didn’t know what to say next.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Why are you telling me?”

That’s what I asked next.

My voice even colder.

“Why should I care?”

Each word like ice.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He opened his mouth.

But no word came.

His lips moved once.

Then stopped.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t wait.

Didn’t explain.

Didn’t say bye.

I just pulled the door.

Sharp.

Metal latch clicked shut.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stood there.

Behind the door.

Still holding towel.

My breath was fast.

My hands were shaking.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Inside my body, heat was moving.

Anger.

And something else.

Something deeper.

Something I didn’t want to name.

Yet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Just as I was about to shut the door—

I heard it.

That small machine sound.

The lift.

It was moving.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Coming up.

Not going down.

From below.

Somebody had pressed my floor.

My heart jumped.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I froze for a second.

Still holding the door handle.

Still holding the towel.

Still standing half-wet. Half-exposed.

And he—

He was at my door.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


If anyone saw.

If even one neighbour walked out.

If one child came up the stairs.

It would become something else.

Whole building will talk.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My brain started running.

Should I shut the door?

Send him down?

Should I pretend like nothing?

Or should I—

No.

No time.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I opened the door wider.

Just enough.

Only one body could pass.

No more space.

I didn’t look at his face.

I just said it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Come inside. Quickly.”

My voice was low.

Fast.

Not polite.

Not angry.

Just urgent.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He looked at me.

Eyes opened slightly wide.

He saw the towel.

He saw the shape.

He didn’t speak.

He just… stood there.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Staring.

Again.

My chest moved with my breath.

And the top fold of the towel—

It slipped a little.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Just one inch.

But enough.

My cleavage was full now.

That centre dip. That soft valley between breasts.

He saw it.

He was watching it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Slowly.

Not like flash.

Not guilty also.

He was drinking the view.

Slowly.

Like tasting.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed the door behind him.

Quiet thud.

No sound outside.

My heart was beating hard.

Even in my ears I could hear it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I turned.

Looked straight at him.

Snapped.

Again.

This time sharper.

“Eyes are here, Prakash.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He blinked.

As if someone shook him.

Looked up to my face.

Lips tight.

Little shame was there.

Little fear also.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He pulled something from his pocket.

That paper.

Folded. Crushed at one side.

Held it out to me.

“Association notice, madam… parking…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I took it.

Opened.

Two-wheeler and four-wheeler rows.

New numbers.

Nothing important.

I signed. Fast.

No questions.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Gave it back.

Didn’t smile.

Didn’t even nod.

Just said, “Fine. Right now leave.”

Flat voice.

Cold.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He nodded.

Face changed.

Eyes dropped.

Shoulders bent slightly.

No attitude. No reply.

He turned to go.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But I…

I didn’t move.

Didn’t walk away.

My mouth opened.

One sentence came.

Without plan.

“What did she bring?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He stopped.

Turned a little.

Surprised.

His eyes were confused.

“My wife?”

He asked softly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I nodded once.

Chin up.

Eyes narrow.

Face strict.

Waiting.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He rubbed the back of his head.

That same boyish nervousness.

“Don’t know madam… maybe rotti… some subji…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I raised one eyebrow.

Didn’t smile.

Just asked —

“That’s all? Is that enough for your stomach?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He smiled softly.

Shy smile.

Voice dropped.

“It’s good, madam. Enough for night…”

But he didn’t sound sure.

His mouth said something.

But his eyes—


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His eyes dropped. Again.

Not fast.

Not by mistake.

He looked down.

Straight down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


To my thighs.

To the side where the towel had opened slightly.

From movement.

From tension.

One small gap had formed.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And that curve…

Where thigh meets hip.

Where skin is softest.

Roundest.

He saw that.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And I let him.

I didn’t pull the towel.

Didn’t step back.

Didn’t scold.

Just… let him look.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stood there.

One hand on the door.

One hand still holding towel.

Breast pressing against it.

Cunt still warm.

Still wet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And I watched him.

Watching me.

With hungry eyes.

Silent mouth.

And I didn’t stop him.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stood still.

Not touching him.

Not saying anything.

Just watching.

His back was near the wall.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He looked like a collegeboy.

Caught with cheat notes.

Eyes down. Shoulders small.

Like waiting for punishment.

Like wanting it also.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That same half-guilt, half-hunger on his face.

I crossed my arms over the towel.

Breasts lifted slightly under the cloth.

I tilted my head.

“Your wife… she’s pretty, no?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He looked up.

Surprised.

“Uh… yes, madam.”

I gave one soft nod.

“She looked young.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Yes madam. She’s… twenty-five.”

I tilted my head again.

Like doing maths.

“Hmm. And you?”

First time I asked.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He hesitated.

I didn’t wait long.

“Your age, Prakash. Don’t make me ask twice.”

He stood straighter.

“Thirty-seven, madam.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My eyebrow went up.

“Ah.”

Just that.

His face didn’t know what to do.

“Twelve years gap, uh?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He gave small smile. Nervous.

“Little, madam…”

I let out a small laugh.

Sharp one.

Only sound. No joy.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“So…”

I stepped one step.

Head tilted.

“One girl not enough, ah? Cock so big, needs more cunts to fill?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His jaw dropped slightly.

Eyes wide.

“No madam—”

“Don’t start,” I said.

Cut his word.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Not like that, madam. I’m not—”

“I said don’t act innocent.”

That shut him.

His mouth closed.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I’ve seen your eyes.”

My voice was low.

“You think I don’t know where you look?”

His head dropped.

“No madam,” he said softly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I was not trying to—”

“You stare everyone?”

I asked.

“Or only me?”

He paused.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His throat moved.

“No, madam. Only you.”

My eyes didn’t blink.

Didn’t soften.

Still sharp.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I didn’t mean badly…”

That’s what he said.

But I could see.

It was there.

In his pants.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Hard.

Fully.

Not small.

Not shy.

I took one step forward.

Then one more.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He didn’t move.

Didn’t blink.

“Your face is saying sorry…” I said.

My voice dropped.

Low. Close.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“But this—”

I reached down.

One strong grip.

I caught it.

His cock.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Already full.

Already pulsing.

Thick under the cloth.

I pressed more.

My fingers curled around it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He sucked in breath.

But didn’t pull away.

I could feel it.

The weight.

The heat.

The thing that made me lose control inside that tank.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Hmm.”

I smiled.

“Now it’s honest.”

He didn’t speak.

Just stood.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Is this what you want now? Ah?”

Still silence.

So I squeezed again.

Not rough.

Just firmer.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Answer.”

He blinked.

Looked into my eyes.

“Yes madam.”

His voice was dry.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“It got big because I touched?”

“Yes, madam.”

My palm slid once across the shape.

My cunt gave one clench.

But I didn’t show.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You fucked your wife yesterday?”

His face changed.

“No, madam.”

I stared harder.

“Don’t lie to me.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I’m not lying, madam.”

“Swear?”

“I swear, madam. Two weeks. Nothing.”

I didn’t blink.

Then—


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Smack.

One hard slap.

Right across his cheek.

His head turned.

But he didn’t step back.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He looked down.

“That's for your eyes.”

“Yes, madam.”

His cock twitched again in my hand.

I saw it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Good boy.”

He didn’t reply.

Didn’t smile.

But he was breathing heavy.

Chest going up and down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stepped in.

Closer.

Almost touching.

Only towel between us.

His body was hot.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I could smell him.

That beedi smell.

Old village smoke.

Strong.

Ugly.

But my pussy didn’t care.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My towel had shifted slightly.

One small move and the edge was loose.

He didn’t move.

But his fists were clenched.

He was holding himself back.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I leaned closer.

Then sniffed slightly.

My nose wrinkled.

“Smoking?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He nodded.

Guilty.

“Sometimes, madam. Not much.”

“You smell like beedi.”

He nodded again.

“I’ll stop, madam.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Why are you stopping?”

My voice was dry.

“If you wanna die, die.”

“I’ll really stop now, madam.”

His breath was short.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stepped back.

Slowly.

Let go of his cock.

My fingers left it with heat.

He stood still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Chest rising.

Face sweating.

“Leave now.”

He nodded.

Turned toward the door.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Prakash.”

He stopped.

Turned.

“Yes, madam?”

“What did she bring?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He blinked.

“Uh… rotti, I think.”

I raised one eyebrow.

“That’s all?”

He nodded.

“That’s enough for you?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“It’s fine, madam. I’ll eat.”

But his eyes dropped again.

To my thigh.

No shame this time.

He just stared.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Not fast.

Not greedy.

Just calm.

Like someone looking at temple lamp.

Soft.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Do you like chicken and rice?”

I asked it slowly.

His face lit up.

“Very much, madam.”

“Then don’t eat that rotti.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He blinked.

“Madam?”

“I’ll message. Wait for that.”

He nodded fast.

Mouth opened to say something.

Nothing came.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Eyes again?”

One eyebrow up.

He looked up at once.

“No madam.”

“Good.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He opened the door.

Stepped out.

One last glance.

“What?”

I asked.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He shook head quickly.

“Nothing, madam.”

“Keep it in eyes. Not in mouth.”

He nodded.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed the door.

Turned.

The silence came back.

But inside…

My legs were warm again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My pussy was sticky.

Still wet.

Still waiting.

But first…

I needed to bathe.
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Story Update ? — Quick Question for You All

Okay I need to ask something ?

Most of you are clearly obsessed with Prakash ??

Is it only him you want to see more of? Or do you think we can shift the heat a bit towards Raj too?

(Just letting you know: next few episodes will include Raj. Can’t avoid that. You’ll have to live with him for a while ?)


I’ve been noticing your reactions, and honestly I love how invested some of you are — just want to shape this journey right with you.

The Raj track is about to get more intense — not filler, real heat. Let’s see if it changes how you feel about him.

Reply or message me — curious to hear your thoughts!
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I went straight to the bathroom.

Didn’t wait.

Didn’t sit.

Didn’t pause.

Just walked.


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The towel was hanging loose now.

Not fresh anymore.

Damp from inside.

Edges folding, weight pulling it down.

One tug and it opened.


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I unwrapped it slow.

Dropped it beside the bucket.

Didn’t fold.

Didn’t care.

Just let it fall.


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Naked body under the light.

Chest rising.

Thighs parted.

Stomach soft.

I turned the tap.


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Cold water came.

First drop hit my back.

I shivered.

Shoulders pulled in.

But I didn’t stop.


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Palms under the stream.

Cupped water.

Poured it over chest.

Then arms.

Then stomach.


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Let it run between my legs.

Washed off the stickiness.

Not just outside.

Even inside.

That leftover ache.


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Soap was small.

Half-used.

Edges soft.

I lathered it.

Rubbed arms first.


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Then breasts.

Slowly.

One at a time.

Lifted each one.

Washed under the curve.


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My nipples stayed stiff.

Touching palm.

Brushing.

But I ignored.

Didn’t let it grow.


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Bent forward.

Washed thighs.

Knees.

Ankles.

And between legs.


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My cunt was sore.

Not from touch.

From want.

Like it had waited too long.

I cleaned it gently.


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Rinsed everything.

Let water run from neck to toe.

Till I felt new.

Clean.

Lighter.


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I stepped out.

Didn’t waste time.

Took towel — this time fresh one.

Wrapped it.

Tight.


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Went straight to kitchen.

Body still damp.

Feet leaving marks on floor.

And the smell hit me.

Right away.


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Chicken gravy.

Rich smell.

Pepper.

Tomato.

Onion.

That thick, spicy oil floating on top.


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I stirred it gently.

Meat was soft.

Gravy was dark.

Curry leaves floating.

Right smell.

Right texture.


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I turned off the gas.

Covered it with lid.

Done.

Perfect.

I smiled. Small one.


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Now — clothes.

I walked to bedroom.

Opened cupboard.

Stood there for two minutes.

Looking.


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So many sarees.

Some bright.

Some heavy.

But I didn’t want all that.

Not tonight.


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I picked black.

Plain border.

Soft cotton.

Felt nice on skin.

Breathable.


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Black blouse.

Elbow sleeve.

Simple.

Petticoat — same shade.

Cotton panty.

Black bra.


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Wore panty first.

Pulled it high.

Then petticoat.

Tied knot tight.

Bra — hooks at back.


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Adjusted cups.

Tied blouse.

Checked neck.

Tucked saree.

Folded pleats.


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Pleats neat.

Pallu high.

Pinned it.

Not loose.

No mistake today.


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Hair — combed once.

Tied back.

Loose knot.

No clip.

Simple.


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I stood in front of mirror.

Checked once.

Neckline — safe.

Pallu — strong.

Only small hip curve on left.


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That’s okay.

Not too much.

Just clean.

Modest.

Sharp.


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I smiled at my own face.

Then patted my head.

In the mirror.

Soft tap.

“Good girl,” I whispered.


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I walked to hall.

Sat slowly on sofa.

Legs crossed.

One sigh left from chest.

Peaceful.


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Clock said 7:15.

I picked up my phone.

Dialed.

“Hello, akka?”


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“Hmm?”

“Food is ready. You can come.”

“Why you took so much headache, Pavi?”

Her voice came soft.

“We could’ve just ordered something.”


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“No no.”

I smiled.

Shook my head.

“I wanted to cook. You just come. Chicken gravy is ready.”


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“Okay, okay. Five minutes.”

I ended the call.

Placed phone down.

Adjusted saree near knee.

Pulled pallu over shoulder.


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Fan moved slowly above.

My body had cooled.

But my mind stayed alert.

Quiet.

Balanced.


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Ten minutes passed.

Doorbell rang.

I stood.

Walked.

Opened door.


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It was Radhika akka.

She smiled.


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I opened door wide.

“Come, akka.”

She stepped in.

Looked around.

“Raj anna?”


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“Coming in five minutes,” she said.

Removed slippers.

“Sit, akka. I’ll get water.”

I turned toward the kitchen.

Calm.

Clean.

Ready.


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Radhika took the glass with both hands.

Sipped slowly.

Her pallu slipped from one shoulder. She pulled it back.

Gold bangles made a light sound.

She let out one tired sigh through her nose.


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I sat beside her.

My knees together, palms on thighs.

I smoothed my saree down carefully.

Just habit.

Even though it wasn’t wrinkled.


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“Travel was okay, akka?”

I asked gently.

She nodded.

Same thing as Raj said.

Tired. Car travel. Long.


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I smiled.

“But you look fresh.”

Just teasing.

She gave one tired smile.

“Fresh? I look like rice bag now.”


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I was about to say something back—

But the doorbell rang again.

That small ding-dong.

Soft, but sharp inside the quiet hall.

Akka started to rise.


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“I’ll open—”

“No,” I said quickly.

My palm touched her knee.

“Sit. I’ll go.”

She nodded and leaned back.


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I stood.

Walked quickly to the door.

Didn’t peek.

Just opened it gently.

It was him.


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Raj.

Same relaxed face.

Same sleepy eyes.

But sharp underneath.

He walked in slow.


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As he passed me, he said it.

Very soft.

Under breath.

“You look nice.”

That low voice.


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No drama.

But it hit.

In my stomach.

One jump.

Like something fluttered inside.


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My cheeks warmed.

Blood came up.

Did akka hear?

I didn’t know.

I didn’t check.


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I bit my lip.

Lightly.

Followed him back to hall.

He sat down.

Corner of sofa.


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One leg crossed.

Leaning back.

Relaxed like he was in his own house.

I said, “Come. Let’s eat. Food is hot.”

He didn’t move.


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“Wait,” akka said.

She stood.

Pointed toward the attached bathroom.

“Let me use the restroom first.”

“Okay, akka,” I said.


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She walked off.

Closed the door behind.

Now it was just me.

And him.

Quiet again.


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I sat on the other end.

Slowly.

Not close.

Opposite corner of the same sofa.


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He turned his head.

Grin already forming.

Teasing one.

Small.

But strong.


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“So,” he said.

“When did you change your saree?”

My eyes widened a little.

“What?”


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“Saree,” he said again.

His eyes dropped.

To my waist.

“My eyes saw a different one earlier.”


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I looked at him sharply.

“Why are you asking that?”

But my stomach already knew.

Why.


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He saw.

That earlier saree.

Pallu kept slipping.

Right side open too much.

Blouse too short.


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If I turned too far — breast was showing.

He saw.

Now he’s teasing.

I knew.

He knew.


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I smiled.

Didn’t say anything.

Let it pass.

He was watching my silence.

Eyes playful.


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“Radhika is here,” I reminded.

Like warning.

He leaned back more.

“So what?”

He said.

“Let her be here. Old aunty she is.”


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I looked at him with disbelief.

“Ayyyo. Now you're acting like young boy ah?”

He grinned.

“No. I didn’t say I’m young. I said she’s old.”


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I narrowed my eyes.

“Okay then. Who you want now? College girl? Office lady? What’s your age, tell.”

He didn’t answer.


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He just winked.

Slow one.

“You know whom I want.”

My breath paused.

Body still.


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Before I could speak—

He added, “Still young enough for college girls also, I’m telling you.”

I shook my head.

Blushing.

Tried to hide it.


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“Anna… you’re becoming something,” I murmured.

But I couldn’t stop my smile.

It came.

Without control.


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He stood up.

Suddenly.

Slow.

Not loud.

Not fast.

But like signal.


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He started walking.

Toward me.

Step by step.

My eyes didn’t move.

My chest did.


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One soft inhale.

Then another.

Akka was still inside.

Door shut.

Fan sound only.


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He didn’t stop.

Eyes only on me.

Body calm.

But gaze — full heat.

Not joking now.


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I sat still.

Didn’t move away.

But my heart—

It had already started.

That fast beat.

Right under blouse.


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He came closer.

And closer.

I could smell his shirt.

That faint sweat and soap mix.

It entered my breath.


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His foot touched edge of carpet.

My hand gripped sofa edge.

Softly.

My thighs pressed together without thinking.

I didn’t blink.


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He was in front of me now.

Almost.

Just one more step left.

And my whole body was waiting.

Not asking.

Just waiting.


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Raj came and stood in front of me.

Quietly.

Without sound.

But close.

Blocking the ceiling light.


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His shadow came across my lap.

Like a cover.

I looked up.

Face tilted slightly.

Neck straightening.


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Before I could speak—

One finger.

Just one.

Came near my chin.

Touched gently.


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He lifted my face.

Slow.

Soft.

Eyes watching my eyes.

Like he was searching something.


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“Hmm?” I raised one eyebrow.

My lips curved slightly.

“What now, anna?”

Voice light.

Playing.


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“You became dentist or what? Want to check my teeth alignment ah?”

One small smile escaped me.

That teasing kind.

He didn’t laugh.

But his smile deepened.


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Quiet smile.

Warm.

Settled on his lips like secret.

“No,” he said.

Still holding my chin.


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“I’m checking if this smile is real…”

His eyes didn’t move.

“...or just for show.”


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I let out one laugh.

Through nose.

Quick breath.

“You’ve started talking like those cinema heroes now,” I said.

Little amused.

Little warm.


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He didn’t answer.

But his other hand came.

Down.

Found mine.

Rested over softly.


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“Come,” he said.

Voice low.

Only between us.

“Stand up.”


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I hesitated.

Just a second.

Then I let him pull.

His hand was firm.

Not rough.


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I stood.

Saree moved against my leg.

One pleat fell slightly out.

I adjusted it with my fingers.

Still holding his hand.


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“Anna, what’s all this?” I asked.

Eyebrows lifted.

Pretending serious.

“You came here for dinner or to rehearse for some stand-up comedy?”


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He tilted his head.

Half-smiling.

“Why not both?”


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I smiled.

Bit the inside of my cheek.

Didn’t reply.

He didn’t let go of my hand.


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His other hand moved.

Lower.

Slow.

Fingers brushing my waist.

Not grabbing. Just testing.


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A small tug.

Near pleats.

Like he was feeling the fabric.

Not pulling.

Just touching.


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“Now what?” I whispered.

Voice quiet.

Amused.

“Doing saree inspection also, uh?”


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“Hmm.” He answered without looking up.

“Just checking the cloth. Looks soft.”


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“Cloth?” I asked.

Smiling wider.

“Or skin underneath?”


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His eyes came back to mine.

Sharp.

Teasing.

Then his hand slid.

Brushed my hip.


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Palm open.

Just resting.

Holding like familiar thing.

Like memory.

Not new.


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My face changed.

I could feel it.

Neck warmed.

Cheeks warmed.

I didn’t stop it.


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He saw.

That slight tension.

That small shift in my breath.

But he didn’t press.

He just held.


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“This black saree suits you,” he said.

Like comment.

Not flirt.

But still made my skin react.


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“Why?” I asked.

Voice still soft.

Still pretending nothing.

“What’s special in black?”


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He looked at my waist.

“Black and orange is always best match.”


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I blinked once.

Then I got it.

Orange.

My skin.

His eyes saw colour.

Not just cloth.


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My heart fluttered.

Tiny, strange jump.

I looked away.

Laughed softly.

Shy sound.


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“You’ve become too much, anna…”

I said it lightly.

But it came from deep.


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Then—

Click.

The bathroom lock.

Turning.

We both heard.

Same time.


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I moved—

But too slow.

His hand gave one quick squeeze.

Right on my hip.

Sharp.

Firm.


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“Aahh!”

It came from me.

Too loud.

Too fast.

Not shout.

Not word.

But moan.


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I froze.

So did he.

Then he let go.

Hand vanished.

Face turned calm.


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He walked.

Slow.

To the sofa.

Sat like nothing.

But I saw.

Corner of his mouth.

Twitching.


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I shook my head.

Lips tight.

Trying not to laugh.

I sat too.

Whispered low—

“That fear… should always be there, anna.”


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He didn’t turn.

Smiled without showing teeth.

“Only when needed,” he said.


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The bathroom door opened.

Radhika akka came out.

Wiping hands on pallu.

Face fresh.

Eyes moving.


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She looked at us.

Both of us.

Sitting.

Too silent.

Too smiling.


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“What’s this?” she asked.

One eyebrow up.

Playful voice.

“Both of you are smiling like something happened. What I missed?”


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I cleared throat.

“Nothing, akka. Just raj anna’s jokes only.”


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She narrowed her eyes.

“Hmm. Raj’s jokes are never clean, I know that much.”


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Raj laughed.

Face pure.

Pretending.

“See how they blame me for everything.”


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“Because you’re always guilty,” akka said.

She sat down.

Her bangles made noise.

I looked down.

Smiled quietly.

Heartbeat still not normal.


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“Okay, come,” I said softly.

Standing.

Hands on thighs.

I smoothed the saree once.

“Let’s eat before it gets cold.”


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They both got up behind me.

I walked first.

Light steps.

To the dining corner.

Three chairs.


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Raj anna took the far seat.

Near the window.

Same side he always takes.

He sat easily.

Legs stretched.


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I took the opposite.

Across him.

Facing straight.

Radhika akka came next.

She sat in the middle.


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One plate each.

I served rice first.

Soft, white, hot.

Steam rising.

Then chicken gravy.


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Dark brown.

Thick.

Red oil shining on top.

Smell strong — pepper, ginger, masala.

It filled the air.


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“Smells good, Pavi,” akka said.

She smiled.

Voice tired but kind.

“Thanks, akka,” I smiled back.

Sitting down again.


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We started eating.

Raj dipped rice in gravy.

First bite slow.

Chewing.

Head tilted slightly.


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“Slightly spicy,” he said.

“But perfect.”

“Hmm.” I nodded.

“I kept it little strong today.”


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Then silence.

No talking.

Only soft eating sounds.

Bangles clinking.

Spoons touching steel.


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Then I felt it.

Under the table.

A foot.

Light brush.

My calf.


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Not kick.

Just touch.

Slide.

I didn’t look.

I knew.


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Raj.

His leg again.

“By mistake” maybe.

Then again.

This time firmer.


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Against my shin.

Then calf.

I shifted in my chair.

Little to the side.

Didn’t react.


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Didn’t stop him.

Didn’t allow.

Just… continued eating.

Normal.

But I knew he knew.


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I finished first.

Plate almost clean.

“Let me wash,” I said.

Stood.

Carried plate to sink.


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Water ran cool.

Over my fingers.

I washed gently.

Then wiped on towel.

Came back.


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Akka was still eating.

I stood beside her.

“Akka, little more chicken?” I asked softly.

She shook her head.

Smiled.


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“No no, I’m full. That was nice.”

Her palm rested lightly on her stomach.

“Rice itself was enough.”

She stood.

Went to wash.


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Raj was still eating.

Last few bites.

Slow.

Taking his time.

I stood beside him.


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Bent slightly.

“Anna, take one more piece no.”

I said gently.

Already reaching for bowl.

He shook head.

Chewing.


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“No, Pavi. It’s enough.”

But I didn’t stop.

Spoon already in hand.

I dipped it.


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He raised his plate slightly.

Maybe to stop me.

Maybe to joke.

But—

His elbow shifted.


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Brush.

Against my chest.

Full.

Soft.

My breast.


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Just one second.

Saree and blouse.

But I felt it.

Direct.

Firm.


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I stopped breathing.

Body froze.

In that second—

Spoon slipped.

Chicken dropped.


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Two pieces—plate.

One—

Lap.


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“Oh no—sorry—!”

Words came fast.

I bent.

Hand moving before mind.

Reacting.


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I reached for the fallen piece.

Hand touched…

Not chicken.


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His cock.

Through pant.

Hard.

Full.

Alive.


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I jerked hand back.

Shocked.

Fingers trembling.

But too late.

He knew.

I knew.


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I picked the piece.

Dropped it into side plate.

Didn’t meet his eye.

Not even for second.


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Only two seconds passed.

That’s all.

But my cheeks were burning.

Like fire under skin.


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I stepped back.

Quick.

Eyes searching.

Where’s akka?


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There.

She was just walking back.

Wiping her fingers.

Face relaxed.


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I moved to her.

Normal face.

Normal walk.

Inside, full heat.

Behind me—


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Raj pulled his shirt down.

Fast.

Covering his lap.

His plate.

His stain.

But his face — silent.

Calm.


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Like nothing happened.

But I had already felt.

Everything.

That press.

That weight.

That heat.
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#91

Where the Story Stands — A Heartfelt Pause:

I want to take a moment to explain where the story is headed — or rather, where it’s not headed for now.

The main focus of this story has always been Raj. He is the central character because he was the first to truly notice Pavi, and she’s drawn to him. She wants Kartik to be like Raj — not anyone else. That connection is the core emotional thread of this tale.

Prakash was introduced later as a side character to provide lighter, more chill moments. Arjun came in to bring emotional logic and depth, and Anusha was added for a companion’s perspective. But despite all these layers, most readers have gravitated strongly toward Prakash’s storyline. They liked seeing Pavi humiliate Prakash, and many are eager to see him get some kind of comeuppance or “giving back.”

The problem is, realistically, that kind of payback is neither easy nor believable. If Prakash tried to get back at Pavi the way readers want, it would likely ruin his life or career — or force Pavi to break herself and lose the life she currently leads. That’s just not how things work in real life, and I want to keep this story authentic and believable.

I’ve already written around ten parts focusing on Raj — no explicit sex, but moments of toplessness and a kiss during dinner, with Radhika present but unaware. However, I’ve decided not to post those parts now. Instead, I’m choosing to pause the story.

Narrating this story has taken a significant amount of time and effort. While reader response has been generally positive, overall viewership hasn’t reached the level I hoped for. More importantly, I’m not comfortable turning this story into cheap porn or forcing it into a style that doesn’t feel true to the characters or my vision, just to please the crowd.

So, I’m putting the story on pause. This isn’t necessarily the end forever — if a new, compelling plot comes along that feels right, I may pick it up again. But for now, I want to step back and give myself space.

I’m not stopping writing altogether. I’ll write back in the future if any original, fresh plot comes to my mind as a new story or new thread.

Thank you to all the readers who’ve followed and supported this journey so far. Your passion means a lot, and I hope to return with something fresh and meaningful when the time is right.

To those readers who have supported this story completely — who’ve followed every twist, every moment, and every emotion — thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your passion and encouragement mean the world to me, and I hope to come back with something fresh and meaningful when the time is right.

Special thanks to

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Episode 113 & 114



Radhika came back to the table.

Still wiping her fingers on her pallu.

Face smiling.

Steps soft.

She looked at Raj, then at me.


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“He can eat little more, Pavi,” she said playfully.

“Feed him well. Raj won’t stop unless someone forces.”

Then she turned.

Humming.

Light voice.


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She walked to the sofa.

Sat down again.

Legs folded.

Phone in hand.

Safe.


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I let out a slow breath.

Not loud.

But full.

Inside me.

Thank God.


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She didn’t notice anything.

Not my face.

Not Raj’s lap.

Not that one second.

Not that one mistake.


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Raj was still eating.

Quiet.

Not fast.

Biting slowly.

Chewing calm.


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His plate had the extra pieces.

I stood near him.

Body straight.

Pretending normal.

But inside, not normal.


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“Sorry,” I said softly.

Eyes not meeting his.

He looked up.

Calm.

Eyes open.


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“Hmm?” he asked.

Low voice.

Chewing still.

“For… you know. That spill.”


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He gave a small smile.

Corner of his lip.

“It’s okay, Pavi. No problem.”

His eyes stayed calm.

But I could still feel that second from before.


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I nodded.

Didn’t speak more.

Stepped away slowly.

To the kitchen corner.

Cloth rack.


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Picked the cleaning cloth.

Soft cotton.

Old.

I took it to the sink.

Wet it lightly.


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Tap running.

Cloth soaked.

Squeezed once.

Fingers cold.

Then I turned.


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Eyes checked.

Radhika was on the sofa.

Head down.

Phone open.

Safe.


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I walked back.

Light steps.

Each one steady.

Back to Raj’s chair.

He was finishing last bite.


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He looked up, confused.

Eyebrows tilted.

“What are you doing?” he asked softly.

Voice slow.


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“Wait, anna.”

I said gently.

“Gravy stain won’t go otherwise.”

My hand reached.

Lifted his shirt.


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Just a little.

Fabric soft.

Chest covered.

But I lifted it to see the stain.

Brown. Spread.

Middle of his pant.


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“Hey… no need, Pavi…” he said.

I shook my head.

“Let me clean,” I whispered.

Already bending.


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Cloth pressed softly.

On his pant.

On the stain.

Fabric damp.

Heat rising through it.


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I rubbed gently.

Small circles.

Not hard.

Just enough to lift the stain.

His hands stayed still.


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One holding plate.

Other on thigh.

No movement.

No reaction.

But underneath—


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His cock was still there.

Still full.

Still thick.

Not softening.

Not hiding.


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I didn’t look.

But I felt.

Through cloth.

That shape.

That stretch.


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It throbbed once.

Just once.

Under my hand.

My wrist paused.

Then continued.


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Still pretending.

Focusing only on stain.

But inside me—

My body already aware.


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His pant was warm.

The bulge clear now.

My cloth moved along it.

From bottom.

Up.


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Straight line.

One full slide.

From base.

To tip.

I felt it.


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My breath caught.

Not loud.

Just sharp inhale.

His cock…

Long.

Thick.


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Matching his tall body.

Matching that quiet strength.

My fingers twitched.

Even through cloth.

Not on purpose.


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But they moved.

And just then—

Inside me.

A pull.

One sharp twitch.


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My cunt reacted.

Suddenly.

Tight.

Wet.

Hot.

Just from touching cloth.


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I blinked.

Realised.

Pulled my hand back quickly.

“Okay,” I whispered.

Barely a word.


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I stood up.

Slow.

Avoided his eyes.

Didn’t wait.

Didn’t check.


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Turned.

Walked straight to the kitchen.

Cloth still in hand.

My chest tight.

My thighs wet.


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Pant still damp.

Plate still in front of him.

But I had already touched something else.

Not food.

Not stain.

Something deeper.

Inside both of us.


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Raj finished last few bites.

Slow.

Chewing calm.

Then pushed his chair back.

A slight sound.


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I was near the sink.

Rinsing small vessel.

Tumbler only.

Water running soft.

My fingers wet.


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Radhika was still in the hall.

Phone in hand.

Leg swinging gently.

Screen light on her face.

Quiet.


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I heard his step.

Behind me.

Near the kitchen entrance.

My back straightened.

I didn’t turn.


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Picked up towel.

From hook.

Small one.

Damp already.

But clean.


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“Anna, wipe with this,” I said softly.

Handed it without eye contact.

Just hand to hand.

He took it.

Nodded once.


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He wiped slowly.

Fingers careful.

Along the cotton.

Not rushed.

Not clumsy.


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Then —

He handed it back.

But other hand moved.

Quietly.

Without warning.


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Behind me.

Squeeze.

Full palm.

My hip.

Tight.


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Right side.

Above petticoat.

On curve.

My mouth opened.

No control.


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“Aaaah…”

Not loud.

But not soft either.

Sound came out.

From stomach.


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Like breath got stuck.

Between moan and warning.

Between yes and no.

I turned.

Eyes wide.


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“What got into you now, anna?” I whispered sharply.

Voice tight.

Face hot.

But not angry.

More shocked.


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He gave small smile.

Not full.

Corner only.

Teeth not showing.

Just enough.


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“You know what,” he said under breath.

Then walked away.

Like nothing happened.

Back to hall.


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I stood still.

Heart beating fast.

One-two-one-two.

Too quick.

Too deep.


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Then shook my head.

Slow.

Collected myself.

Took plates.

Stacked near sink.


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Radhika walked near.

Tying her hair.

Loose bun.

Gentle face.

Unaware.


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“Need help, Pavi?”

“No no, akka. You sit.”

She looked doubtful.

“You cooked everything. Let me at least help wash.”


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“I’m almost done. You sit. Relax little,” I smiled.

She nodded.

Walked back.

Then turned once more.

“Once Kartik comes back… one day you both come for dinner to my place. Okay?”


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“Sure, akka. Will come. Let him return.”

She smiled.

Sat down.

Stretched her legs on floor mat.

Settled.


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I wiped the table.

Round circles.

One hand.

Quiet rhythm.

No rush.


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Folded cloth.

Tucked it back near sink.

Clean.

Dinner done.

House still warm.


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I walked back.

Joined them in the hall.

Raj sitting cross-legged.

Phone in hand.

Eyes on screen.


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Radhika leaning on cushion.

Head resting back.

Shoulders loose.

Full.

Tired.


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“Coffee?” I asked softly.

Eyes between them.

Voice light.

She waved hand.

“No no. I’m full. No space even for breath.”


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I smiled.

“Ice cream, akka?”

She paused.

Then grinned.

“That I’ll take. Cold something will help.”

I nodded.

Turned to Raj.


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“Anna, for you? Coffee or ice cream?”

He looked up.

Phone still in hand.

Eyes tilted.

Smile starting.


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“I want rasgulla.”

His voice calm.

Straight.

Eyes on me.


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Radhika turned.

Laughed.

“Ayyyo! Rasgulla, ah? What you think? She’s running a sweet shop here?”

Her laugh open.

Innocent.

No doubt.


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But me…

I knew.

Rasgulla.

Round.

Soft.

Juicy.

He was talking about my breasts.


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My cheeks warmed.

Full heat.

Up the neck.

Into ears.

I looked away.


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Controlled face.

Didn’t react.

Didn’t smile.

Just said evenly—

“Anna, tell properly. Coffee or ice cream.”


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He looked straight.

Little smile still playing.

Eyes only on me.

Not blinking.

Not innocent.


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“Coffee,” he said.

Word simple.

But behind it —

The taste of something else.


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I walked back into the kitchen.

My legs were moving slow.

Not tired.

Just quiet.

Soft inside.


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Not blank.

Not cold.

Still warm.

Still humming.

Still there.


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The milk was rising now.

Tiny bubbles at the edge.

Soft white circles.

Trembling gently.

Near the steel rim.


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Gas on low.

Flame blue.

Calm.

The whole kitchen smelled like evening.

Filter coffee.


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And leftover masala heat.

My fingers still warm.

From the cleaning.

My wrist had one gravy stain.

Thin like bangles.


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I didn’t wipe it.

I just watched the milk.

That soft little edge.

Climbing up.

Threatening to overflow.


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Rasgulla, ah?

I smiled.

Not big.

Not on face.

That small smile.


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The inside one.

Tongue pressed behind teeth.

Lips holding it in.

That smile.

Mine.


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I bit my cheek.

Gently.

He thought he was teasing me.

But he forgot.

I knew the game better now.


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Rasgulla he wanted?

I’ll give.

Just enough.

To make him remember one full week.

Without taste. Only ache.


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The milk touched first boil.

I lowered the flame.

Poured decoction slow.

The brown stream falling.

Mixing like smoke in lake.


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Added sugar.

One spoon.

Enough.

The smell rose.

Dark. Strong.


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Little bitter.

Little sweet.

My favourite.

I stirred gentle.

No spill.


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Fingers circled handle.

Wrist made slow circles.

The heat climbed my skin.

I opened fridge.

Scoop of vanilla.


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It was already soft.

Pressed into steel bowl.

The bowl chilled my fingers.

My nipples stirred inside blouse.

I ignored it.


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I walked to hall.

Placed bowl in Radhika’s hand.

“Here, akka,” I said.

She looked up.

Smiled.


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“Thanks, Pavi,” she said.

“Looks perfect.”

I nodded.

Returned to kitchen.

The coffee was ready.


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I poured it slow.

Two steel tumblers.

Perfect colour.

Light brown.

Froth dancing soft at the top.


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Not too much foam.

Just enough.

I wiped tray once.

Corner cloth.

Placed both tumblers side by side.


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Turned.

Radhika was licking her little finger.

Cream at the tip.

One small drop on her lower lip.

She didn’t notice.


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She stood.

Stretched.

Walked toward wash.

My chest tightened.

Now.


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I picked up tray.

Walked slow.

To the hall.

To him.

He was sitting like king.


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Not casual.

Not careless.

Posture sharp.

Legs wide.

Elbows on sofa back.


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One foot tapping.

Waiting.

Eyes came to me.

Before I reached.

First hand. Then face. Then chest.


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Slow.

Like drinking sip by sip.

I reached his legs.

Paused.

Bent slightly.


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More than needed.

Held tray at chest level.

“Anna,” I said softly.

“Here is your coffee.”

He looked.


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Didn’t blink.

“I’m just waiting for rasgulla, that’s all.”

Voice soft.

Eyes bold.


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“Why?” I smiled slightly.

“Did I promise sweets, ah?”

He tilted his head.

“Post-dinner sweet is best, no?”


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I wanted to tease more.

But he looked like kid waiting for candy.

So I gave.

Just a taste.


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Leant in slightly.

Blouse stretched.

“Anna,” I whispered.

“You want one rasgulla… or two?”


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His face changed.

Small flick.

Behind the eyes.

Hunger turning to greed.

“Oh… now I’m getting rasgulla, ah?”


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Joke voice.

But body leaned forward.

Knees parted.

Hands dropped to thighs.

Ready.


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“Tell properly,” I said.

“One or two?”

“Obviously… two.”

I placed the tray down.


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He didn’t blink.

Coffee was right there.

But he wasn’t thirsty for that.

I stayed in front of him.

Pallu had loosened.


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I had let it.

One fold had slipped below shoulder.

Blouse clung.

Thin cotton.

Black on brown.


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No pad inside.

I didn’t speak.

Took slow breath.

Leaned forward.

Breasts moved first.


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Pressed against his face.

Not fast.

Not forceful.

Soft curtain against cheek.

Centre touched his nose.


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Dip between both.

Blouse stretched more.

He didn’t breathe.

Then I shifted.

Turned slight.


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His cheek brushed left breast.

Then right.

Slight bounce.

Slight pull.

Soft skin.


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Fabric was thin.

Bra cotton.

Nothing extra.

Heat underneath.

Shape real.


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His breath short.

Hand rose.

Slow.

Lifted.

Touched.


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Left breast.

Held it.

No squeeze.

No press.

Just cupped.


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Thumb rested on side.

Fingers under curve.

My breath paused.

But I didn’t stop him.

Nipple shifted.


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Tightened.

Rose against cotton.

He felt.

I saw it in his eyes.

Mouth opened slightly.


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No smile.

Just awe.

I stayed.

One second.

Two.


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Then straightened.

His hand dropped.

He leaned back.

Eyes full.

Like child after cream.


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“I want it without wrapper next time,” he whispered.

“Direct from the box.”

I laughed.

Soft.

Low.


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“You’re becoming naughty, anna.”

He tilted head.

“No no. This is cheating.”

“Rasgulla means full. Not outside packaging.”


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“No, anna. Enough.”

“Already too much.”

I said.

Adjusted pallu.

Pinned it tight.


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He pouted.

Mature face.

Boy’s pout.

Not getting chocolate.

That face twisted something in me.


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Not only desire.

Something else.

Something soft.

Affection.

I whispered—


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“Let’s see… next time.”

He relaxed.

Didn’t ask more.

Didn’t push.

Just watched.


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Then — steps.

Sound.

Radhika.

Near.

I turned.


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Picked up tumbler.

Passed it.

He took it.

Hand slipped behind waist.

One squeeze.


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From side.

Not play.

Not accident.

Man’s touch.

Thighs clenched.


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Shock fast.

Almost dropped the cup.

He held it.

Balanced.

One grin.


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I shook my head.

“Too much,” I whispered.

He didn’t reply.

Sipped coffee.

Like nothing.


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I picked mine.

Walked to other end.

Sat slow.

Heart full.

Bra tight.


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Breast tingling.

Radhika came.

Sat between us.

Didn’t notice.

She never would.


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Me and Raj were sipping coffee.

Slowly.

The steel tumbler was warm in my hands.

My palms were resting on either side.

The bottom heat was pressing gently into my skin.


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That kind of warmth that makes you sit little straighter.

Makes your chest feel heavy but comfortable.

My stomach was full.

My blouse was tight against my back.

My bra line felt snug.


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The hall was soft now.

Quiet.

No loud talk.

Just that light fan sound above.

And little clinks from Radhika’s bangles when she moved her hand.


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She was sitting folded, one leg up on the sofa.

Her pallu was around her neck, loose.

She was leaning toward me, speaking softly.

“When is Kartik coming back, Pavi?”

Her voice was normal. Usual.


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“End of this week, akka,” I said. “Friday or Saturday. Depends on that client meeting.”

She nodded, sipped her own coffee.

“Hmm.”

Then she started usual small talk.

Asking about neighbours.

Asking about my kids.


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I was answering.

But not full.

Not from heart.

Just outside answers.

Because…

Raj was looking.


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His tumbler was still in his hand.

One knee bouncing lightly.

But his eyes were not bouncing.

They were still.

Slow.

Fixed.


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On me.

Not openly.

Not greedy.

But firm.

That mature way.


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The way only a man looks.

When he knows something.

When he has touched something.

When he has tasted something.

But won’t say out loud.


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That type of stare.

It came to my face first.

Then neck.

Then lips.

Then… lower.

When I adjusted my pallu — I saw his eyes shift.


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He saw the shape under blouse.

He held his stare one second longer than usual.

I didn’t look fully at him.

But I saw everything.

I felt.


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The heat on my skin.

That small pull in my chest.

Not from coffee.

Not from food.

From something older.

Deeper.


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Then it happened.

Phone ring.

Radhika’s phone on the table.

It lit up.

She took it quickly.

“Amma,” she said.

Looking at the screen.


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She pressed the green button.

Put the phone to her ear.

I couldn’t hear the other side.

Only her expression.

Blank. Focused.


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“Airvoice, akka?” I asked, watching her face.

She nodded. “Yes.”

“No coverage here,” I said. “Go near balcony.”

“Okay. I’ll go,” she said, standing already.


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Raj spoke without looking.

“Who is it?”

“Amma only,” Radhika said.

She was walking toward the glass door.

Curtain moved.

Evening air slipped in.


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He smiled softly.

That boy smile.

Not full. Just side.

“So she won’t come for an hour now.”

Radhika turned, frowned. “What?”

He sipped again. Calm.

“I said, don’t take too long.”


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“Only five minutes,” she replied, half-laughing.

She stepped out.

Closed the glass sliding behind her.

Sound went soft.

Muted.

She was outside now.


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The air changed.

Not outside.

Inside.

Inside this hall.

Inside me.


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Raj turned.

Body turned.

Eyes turned.

“She said five minutes, right?”

Voice low.

Not joking now.


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I nodded.

Still holding tumbler.

“Hmm.”

“She won’t come for one hour.”

I gave one laugh. “How do you know?”


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“I know her,” he said. “Once she starts, it won’t stop.”

He leaned back.

Not big lean.

Just that confident lean.

Knowing he has time.


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My fingers circled the steel tumbler.

One droplet of sweat was forming at the side.

I wiped it with thumb.

My wrist was still warm.

Still had faint smell of chicken masala.


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He kept looking.

Not talking.

Just… seeing me.

With full eyes.

My skin felt like his stare was brushing me.


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I didn’t talk.

Didn’t shift.

Just sat.

One leg folded under the other.

Blouse stretched gently across my chest.


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I looked at clock.

Just once.

8:10.

Only 8:10.

Still early.

Still quiet.

Still just… us.
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EPISODE 115 & 116





He took another sip.

Slow.

Not like before.

Now it was almost lazy.

Careful.

Savoring.

His lips just rested on the rim of the tumbler.

The steel touched his mouth soft.

But his eyes…

They didn’t leave mine.


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“Hmm,” he murmured.

Low sound. Almost from his chest.

“Coffee is strong.”


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I turned my face slightly.

Sideways. Not fully.

Just enough to look at him from corner of my eye.

“Too strong, ah?” I asked softly.


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He shook his head, slow.

“No,” he said. “Just right. Perfect.”


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A small smile came on my lips.

Not big.

Not wide.

Just that soft one — where one corner lifts.

The one that’s half private.

Only for this moment.


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I reached up and wiped the corner of my mouth.

There was one small dot of coffee there.

Warm.

Sticky.

My finger brushed it away, slow.

I felt it cling.


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“I made it thick today,” I said, voice soft. “Half milk, half decoction.”


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He didn’t stop watching me.

Still holding the tumbler.

“Can feel it,” he said quietly.

Then placed it on the table.

The metal touched the wood.

A small thak.

Like a signal.


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But his eyes weren’t on coffee anymore.

They dropped.

Lower.

To my waist.


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My saree was tucked clean.

Black cotton.

Tight around the curve of my stomach.

The pleats were neat.

Falling naturally along my thigh.

The side curve where my hip dipped inward — he was staring there.


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Then his eyes moved again.

Up.

To my chest.

Where the pallu rested.

Soft cotton.

But light.

Blouse underneath was full — round — stretched gently.

He was seeing all.

Not touching.

Not moving.

Just seeing.

And I could feel it.

Like a finger sliding slowly up my skin.


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But this wasn’t like Prakash.

Not greedy.

Not rough.

This stare was quiet.

Steady.

Like he already knew this skin.

Had tasted it.

Wanted to taste again.

But better this time.

More.


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I adjusted my pleats a little.

Then pulled my pallu up.

Covered better.

Tighter over chest.

Still modest.

Still clean.

But I knew.

He saw everything.

Even the shifts in fabric.


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He didn’t hide his stare.

I looked away once.

Then again.

But third time…

I turned fully.

Met his eyes.

No smile now on my face.

Just quiet.

Just bold.

Eye to eye.


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He didn’t blink.

He smiled — just a little.

Waited.


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I narrowed my eyes.

Voice dropped.

“Don’t look at me like that.”


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He tilted his head.

“Like what?”


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“Like…” I said, searching.

“Like you’re going to eat me alive or something.”


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He didn’t laugh.

He didn’t deny.

He just said it.

Plain.

Low.

“Maybe I want to.”

A pause.

“But you’re not letting me.”


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My chest gave a small tight pull.

Not painful.

Just… aware.

I bit my lower lip.

Pretending innocence.

Playing.


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“What you want to eat, anna?”

Voice slow.

Mocking.

But I knew.

I knew what I was asking.

I wanted him to say.


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He smiled gently. “What, Pavi. You don’t know?”

He lifted his eyebrows.

That man look.

That I-want-you look.


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“I want rasgulla only.”

His eyes dropped.

To my breasts.

Just one second.

Then back to my face.


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I covered my mouth with my fingers.

Shaking head.

“Ayyyo… you’ve started again.”

My face felt hot.

Ears burning.

But I was smiling inside.

Full.


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He leaned back.

Arms open.

Chest relaxed.

“That’s not starting,” he said. “I never stopped.”

“You’re the one who gave only smell. Didn’t serve fully.”


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I couldn’t breathe for a second.

Those words.

“Only smell.”

“Didn’t serve.”

He knew exactly what to say.

To press the heat deeper.


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I leaned back against sofa.

Didn’t know where to keep my hands.

My fingers were playing with saree border.

Clutching.

Releasing.

Again.


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He leaned forward now.

Elbows on knees.

Body coming near.

Voice low.

“Pavi.”


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“Hmm?” I said.

Not fully facing him.

Half shy.

Half caught.


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“I want to finish my dessert.”

His tone was soft.

But serious.


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“Anna…” I laughed nervously.

Brushed hair from forehead.

“I already gave no? What else you’re asking now?”


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He shrugged.

But no play in his eyes.

Just that quiet hunger.

“That’s not enough.”

“Smell is not enough.”

“I want to taste.”

He leaned closer.

“Proper.”

“On my lips.”


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My legs moved on their own.

Pressed tight.

Thighs touched.

My knees locked inward.

The space between burned.


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“Ayyyo…” I whispered.

“Stop it.”

But I didn’t move.

I stayed.

I didn’t scold.

Didn’t call Radhika.

Just sat.

Let the words sit inside my chest.


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He was watching everything.

How my hands were nervous.

How my breath had slowed.

How my chest moved under cotton.

He saw.

He sipped it all like coffee.

With eyes.


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“Pavi.”

“Hmm?”

He looked straight.

“I meant what I said.”

“I want rasgulla.”


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I looked at him sideways.

Half smiling.

Half hiding.

“Aah… see now… you’re becoming too much.”

“Whatever I did… that was already too much.”

I said it, but my voice didn’t sound strong.

It sounded like breath.

Like warning mixed with remembering.


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Outside, Radhika’s voice kept rising and falling.

From the balcony.

That mother-daughter voice.

Sharp in the beginning, softer in the end, then sharp again.

I didn’t catch the words.

Only tones.

Names here and there.

“Aiyo…” she said once. Then silence. Then louder.


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She was still busy.

Still arguing.

Still standing in wind.

She wasn’t coming inside.

Not soon.

But…

I couldn’t relax.

Not fully.


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Raj sat in front of me.

Still.

His elbows resting on his knees.

Tumbler empty.

Just sitting on the table like forgotten toy.

But his body didn’t move.

Only his eyes.

Only that.

Looking.

Watching.

At me.


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I didn’t sit fully toward him.

Just slightly sideways.

Upright.

My hands were tight together in my lap.

Fingers twisting the edge of my pallu.

Fidgeting it.

Rolling. Unrolling.

Eyes flicking now and then to the curtain.

The sliding door was closed.

But the wind still made that soft tap-tap on the glass.

One curtain thread danced alone.


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Still I said it.

Soft.

Without turning.

“Radhika will come any time…”


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He didn’t answer fast.

He just inhaled.

That kind of breath where air feels thick.

Then leaned back.

Casual now.

Like nothing.

“No. She won’t,” he said.

“You heard her. Her mother started something big.”


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I turned slightly toward him.

Half-face.

“Still,” I said.

“Anything can happen. You’re playing with me like there’s no risk.”


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“I’m not playing,” he said.

Calm.

Not defensive.

Just calm.

“I’m asking.”


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My hand squeezed pallu edge tighter.

Rolled it like one stick.

His body shifted.

Not toward me fully.

Just enough.

Just that slow angle.

Intentional.


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“Pavi…” he said again.

Low voice.

“Give me my dessert.”


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I closed my eyes.

One full second.

Not thinking.

Just… letting my breath slow.

Then I said softly.

“Anna…”


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He didn’t speak.

Just waited.

Not pushing.

Not begging.

Just there.

Still.


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I turned my face again.

Now fully.

Looked at him.

My eyes narrow.

Not angry.

Not sweet.

Just warning.

Soft warning.

“You’re becoming mad.”


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He smiled. That slow one.

That kind where no teeth show.

Just lips.

“I didn't ask dessert after dinner. You asked about dessert.”

“You asked me what I want.”

“You started it.”


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“I didn’t start rasgulla, I asked about coffee,” I said sharply.

Low.

Through my teeth.


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“But you didn’t feed me properly,” he replied.

“I’m half full,” he continued, voice soft.

“Because it was covered completely. I could smell.”

“Not taste.”

“I’m still hungry.”


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My stomach clenched.

My teeth pressed on lower lip.

That line he said — still hungry — it stayed in my body like heat.


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“Don’t say like that.”


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“Then give,” he said.


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I shifted.

One leg tucked under the other.

My saree rustled soft.

“What give?” I asked.

But I knew.

I just wanted him to say.


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“You know.”


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I shook my head.

Voice shook with it.

“No way. Akka’s here.”


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“She’s not here. She’s outside.”


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“Stop it…” I whispered.

“Why now, suddenly?”


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He looked at me.

Calm face.

“No reason. Just now I’m getting chance.”

“When else will I get?”


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I looked toward the curtain.

Her voice was still rising.

She was saying some cousin name now.

Sharp tone.

Half shout.

She was still outside.

Still locked in that call.


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“I can’t do like that, anna.”

“Why not?”

“What if she comes? What if I didn’t see?”

“She can’t see us here. She won’t hear anything. Next forty minutes, she won’t return.”


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My head moved. No.

But even that no felt soft.

Felt confused.


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He lowered his voice more.

Just a thread.

“Just taste. One time. Rasgulla.”


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“You’re talking like it’s some sweet in fridge,” I said, trying to laugh.

But it came out nervous.

Dry.


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“It is,” he said.

“Fresh. Soft. White.”


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“Stop…” I whispered again.

My mouth was dry.

Tongue sticking.

Palms were sweating.

But my legs…

Still.

I hadn’t moved.


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“You asked me dessert,” he said.

“I said. You let me smell. Now give me taste.”


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“Anna…” I said. “Don’t…”


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“I’m asking. That’s all.”

“One proper taste. In my mouth. Only that.”


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My knees were not closed anymore.

They had separated without telling me.

Cool air touched that space between.

My thighs were shivering softly.


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I looked at him.

He hadn’t moved.

Not one inch.

But his eyes…

They were holding everything.

Not wild.

Not greedy.

But full.


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“I’m scared,” I said softly.

Then…

“I never did like that… and even Radhika akka is in balcony only…”


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He nodded. “But she cannot see or hear.”

“It’s only me. And you.”


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My eyes blurred.

Some strange heat behind them.

Fear.

Shyness.

Excitement.

All packed together.


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“You won’t do anything else?” I asked.


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“Nothing.”

“You’ll be in control?”

“You tell. I’ll stop.”


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My hand touched my chest.

Not pressing.

Just staying.

Feeling.

Over the blouse.

Not offering.

Not guarding.

Just… feeling.

It was warm.

Inside.

Outside.

Everywhere.


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He was still looking.

Waiting.


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I breathed out. Long.

“Only one time, you stop it, when I say stop” I whispered.


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He nodded. “One.”

“If anything goes wrong…”

“You stop it.”


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My body was shaking.

Not outside.

Inside.

That slow, warm shake that comes before something starts.


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Fingers fidgeted again.

Not acting.

Just trying to decide.

Then…

I looked down.

Once.

Then up again.

“…I’ll come there,” I said.

My voice caught on the last word.


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He didn’t act like boy.

Didn’t jump.

Didn’t shout.

Just leaned back.

Opened space near him.

On the sofa.

Gave room.

Welcoming.

Not dragging.


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I didn’t stand.

I didn’t rush.

I moved on the sofa itself.

One slow shift.

Then another.

My hips sliding over cushion.

My saree rubbing under me.

Warm cotton.

My breath short.

Each inch closer.

To him.


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The fabric under me was warm now.

My saree had started bunching slightly under my thigh.

It folded and creased near my hip as I dragged across the sofa.

The soft hiss of cotton brushing against the cushion filled the silence.

It was not loud.

But I could hear it.

Like slow breath.

Like cloth learning the shape of skin.


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I just moved.

One slow drag.

My hips shifting, sliding with weight.

Dragging myself one inch closer to him.

Then again.

Another small push.

The cushion dipped slightly with my movement.

I could feel the soft resistance of fabric.


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My breath had shortened.

Not panting.

Just tighter.

More inside than out.

My thighs brushed as I adjusted again.

My petticoat clung at the back.

That sticky warmth stayed with me.


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He didn’t say anything.

Didn’t move.

Didn’t lean or stretch.

Just waited.

That still posture.

That full patience.

Only his eyes on me.

Only that.


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By the time I reached beside him, I could feel it.

That heat.

Not touch yet.

But close.

The nearness of his body.

That warm pressure of a man sitting firm beside me.

It made the left side of my body alert.

Like skin waking.


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My knee was almost grazing his thigh.

One inch gap, maybe less.

My shoulder not touching, but not far.

My saree adjusted, but I didn’t check.

I just sat.

Still.


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Akka’s voice kept floating.

Still from the balcony.

Still arguing.

Still emotional.

Names and half-sentences.

Daughters. Uncles. Something.

But her presence — it was just beyond that curtain.

That thin sliding door.

A line of glass.

Anything could happen.


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“Anna…” I said.

My voice didn’t rise.

Just came out.

Small.

Like from inside a folded towel.


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He turned his face slightly. “Hmm?”


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I swallowed.

My throat felt dry now.

“Close your eyes.”


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He raised one eyebrow, smile tugging. “Why?”


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“Just close,” I said. “No questions.”


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He gave that lazy smile. “I’m not a college boy, Pavi. I’ll peek.”


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I narrowed my eyes. “If you peek, you won’t get what you want.”


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“Oh ho…” he chuckled, low and rough. “Violence before rasgulla?”


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“Close, anna.” My voice firmer now. “Close properly.”


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His smile didn’t leave.

But it softened.

He nodded. “Okay.”

And closed.


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His eyes.

Gone now.

Just eyelids.

Peaceful.

But not asleep.

His chest was rising.

Slow.

His arms resting beside him.

Open.


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I looked once at the curtain.

Still no shadow.

Still no hand pulling it open.

Her voice still flowing — faster now.

But feet still outside.

Safe.


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My hand lifted.

Shaking slightly.

I reached my shoulder.

That left side.

Where the safety pin sat.

Holding the pallu in place.


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My thumb moved.

Slipped under the pin-head.

And unhooked it.


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Click.

Small metal sound.

Like coin dropping on tile.

The pin loosened.

And the pallu…

Fell.


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It slid down.

From my shoulder.

Across my chest.

Over my navel.

Into my lap.

A soft fall.

A quiet cloth river.


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Now my blouse.

Exposed fully.

Black.

Tight.

Slightly stretched from earlier.

The hooks across my chest were pulling gently.

That pressure line showing.

My breast full inside.

Barely contained.

I could feel the blouse touching my skin directly.

And air now…

Soft on the fabric.

I didn’t move.

Just breathed.

One time.


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I looked at Raj.

His eyes were closed.

But his lips…

Still had that smile.

Not playful.

Just knowing.


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“Are you looking?” I whispered.


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“No.”


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“Swear.”


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“I swear, Pavi.”


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I stared.

One more second.

Then I moved.

My fingers reached the bottom hook of the blouse.

The one resting just above my navel.

Cold.

Metal.

Touching skin.


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I unhooked it.

Then the second.

Slow.

Each parting made the blouse loosen more.

Fabric started giving.

The curve of my breast pressed against the blouse harder now.

But I left the top hook.

Didn’t open that.

That one still held the shape.

Still closed the top.

Still gave me the chance to back out.


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I looked again.

To the balcony.

Curtain still swaying.

Her voice rising now.

Some word — sounded like “marriage”.

She was in full mood.

She wasn’t coming.

Not yet.


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I turned back.

“Anna…”

“Hmm?”

His eyes were still closed.


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“No opening, okay?”

“No opening.”

“You won’t cheat?”

“I won’t cheat.”

“You sure?”

“I’m sure.”

“You’ll just wait?”

“Yes.”

“You’ll not grab?”

“I’ll only take if you give.”


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I took a long breath.

Then another.

Then I moved.

My hand reached up.

Touched the cloth.

I spread the blouse slightly.

Not full.

Just pulled it apart a little.


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Warmth hit me first.

From inside.

Then air.

From outside.


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My hand slid in.

Inside the blouse.

Under the bra.

Fingers slow.

Careful.

Shivering slightly.


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I pushed one thumb under the strap.

Tugged gently.

The cup lifted.


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The fabric moved.

Slid.

And my right breast…

Came out.

Freed.

Heavy with heat.

Round with want.

The nipple already tight.

Already alive.


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Left one stayed hidden.

Safe.

Right one…

Open.


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My chest moved softly with breath.

I adjusted the blouse edges.

Made sure it wasn’t too open.

Just enough.

Ready to close.

Ready to run.

But…

I didn’t.


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I looked once more at the curtain.

No shadow.

Just her voice.

Still going.

Faster now.

She was talking about some family fight.

Still outside.

Still safe.


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I turned back.

He was there.

Eyes closed.

Breath calm.

Still waiting.


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“Anna,” I whispered.

He smiled slightly. “Hmm?”


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“No looking, okay?”

“I’m not.”

“You won’t cheat?”

“I won’t cheat.”


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I stared at him.

One last time.

Then down.


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My right breast was there.

Full.

Alive.

Waiting.


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He sat still.

Eyes closed.

His back rested softly into the sofa. Not stiff. Just leaning, just enough.

Legs long — stretched.

Feet flat on the floor.

Arms spread gently over the cushions. Fingers relaxed.

He looked like a man waiting for temple prasad. Quiet. Calm. Not greedy.

But ready.


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And I was beside him.

Still.

But not calm.

My heart felt like it was inside my neck.

Not in my chest.

It was pulsing near my throat.

Tight. Fast.

My blouse hung loose below — the bottom hooks open.

The right side pulled out, my bra cup pushed up like crumpled cloth.

It pinched a little under my arm.

But I didn’t fix it.

Couldn’t.

Didn’t even blink.


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My right breast was fully outside now.

Soft and heavy.

Still.

Open.

Exposed.

Alive.

The air inside the hall wasn’t cold, but it felt cold there.

Because that skin — it was never shown before.

Never touched open air before.


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I sat like stone.

Not because I wanted.

Because I didn’t know how to move.

My fingers held the edge of my pallu — fidgeting, twisting, rubbing the silk like habit.

The saree covered me below.

But above…

That one breast sat out.

Waiting.


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I bent slightly.

My mouth near his ear.

My breath touched his cheek.

I whispered, “Anna.”


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His head turned slightly. Just his face.

“Hmm?”


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“It’s ready.”


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He smiled. That small curve again.

“So rasgulla is ready to serve?”


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I swallowed.

My tongue felt thick.

“Hmm,” I said softly.


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He tilted his face downward, still keeping his eyes closed.

I saw his neck stretch.

He was trying to bend forward.

Trying to lower his mouth toward my chest.


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But his back didn’t bend properly.

His long body didn’t curl like that.

The sofa’s angle was wrong.

He grunted softly. “I can’t reach.”


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I blinked.

Watched him struggle again.

His neck lowered.

Shoulders rounded.

But his chin barely came past my waist.


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“No use,” he said. Whispering. “You’re too small, Pavi.”


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I looked down.

Yes.

He was trying.

But his neck strained.

His back stiff.

He couldn’t do it.


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“Come,” he said, voice soft now. “Sit.”


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“Sit where?” I asked.

I knew.

But I asked.


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“Here.” His voice dropped one step deeper. “On my lap. I can’t bend so much. Just come sit.”


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“No, anna…” I whispered.

Scared.

But not running.

Still beside him.

Still with one breast bare.

Still… close.


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“It’s okay,” he said. “Don’t stand. Just move little. Sit on me.”


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I turned my head.

Looked at the curtain.

It moved softly in the breeze.

But no feet.

No shadow.

Only voice.

Still going.

Still arguing.

Still sharp.

Akka wasn’t coming.

Not now.


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My hand stayed on my blouse.

Covering halfway.

Holding nothing.

Just there.


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“I can’t, anna…”


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He didn’t pull.

Didn’t touch.

Didn’t move.

Only said, “Pavi… she cannot see you. She won’t come now. It’s safe. Just… shift. You’re trembling already. You’ll drop the rasgulla before serving.”


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I closed my eyes.

Half a second.

That’s all.

Then opened.

Looked again at the curtain.

Still safe.

Still only wind.

Still only her voice.


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I bit my lip.

Then… shifted.


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Didn’t stand.

Didn’t lift.

Just turned.

My hips twisted toward him.

My knees bent gently.

Feet adjusted.

And I moved…

Onto his lap.


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His thighs received me.

Firm.

Strong.

Steady.

One knee on either side now.

Saree still covering between.

My ass rested over his thighs.

My back straight.

My arms unsure.

But I was there.


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His hands moved.

Not sudden.

One arm reached behind.

Rested over my back.

Fingers landing near my hip.

Just holding.

Not pulling.

Just letting me stay.


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I didn’t look at him.

My head stayed down.

Eyes on his shirt.

My right breast now close to his face.

Open.

Near.

Ready.


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And below…

I felt it.

His cock.

It had started rising.

Slow.

Not hard yet.

Not pushing.

But it was there.

Firm.

Warm.

A weight under my thigh.

Saree between.

But I could feel the shape.

The press.


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My cheeks flushed.

Hot now.

Like fever in both sides.


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He was breathing softly.

Not fast.

But I could feel his chest rise and fall.

Under me.

With me.


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“Still closed?” I whispered.


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He nodded. “Still.”


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“Don’t open, anna.”

“I won’t.”

“Promise.”

“I promise.”


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I took one breath.

Then lifted my hand.

Touched his head.

My fingers slid into his hair.

Warm.

Thick.

Slightly sweaty.

I held.

Then…

Guided.


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Slowly.

Steady.

I pulled his face forward.

Not pushing.

Just bringing.

Gently.

Toward my chest.


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His breath touched me first.

Soft.

Warm.

Right over the curve of my breast.

I gasped.

One soft inhale.

It hit me straight.

Like lightning made of heat.


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Then I moved his face again.

One inch more.

Final.

And his mouth…

Touched the rasgulla.
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His lips touched softly.

Not wide.

Not biting.

Just one gentle press.

Warm. Slow.

Right over my nipple.

Right on that tight, sensitive peak — the centre of my bare right breast.


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And that one touch…

That single second…

My body jolted.

Like spark.

Like wire touching wet finger.


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My back arched slightly — not big. Just that small curl, spine lifting from inside.

“Aaaah…”

It came out by itself.

That long, helpless moan.

Not a scream.

Not a shout.

Just one stretched-out sound full of shock and heat.


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My thigh muscles clenched tight.

Not from pain.

Just from the sudden pull.

The tension that rushed up my legs and sat in my chest.


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My hand behind his head almost gripped too hard.

But I stopped.

Loosened.

Let it stay.

“Anna…” I whispered.

Half-panting.

Half-scared.


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He didn’t answer.

Didn’t speak.

Didn’t laugh.

Just stayed there.

Lips still warm. Still on me.

Still pressing.


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Then…

He started tasting.


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Mouth moving slow.

No fast sucking.

Just little licks. Little pulls.

Tiny movements — lips nudging, tongue brushing.

A small swipe across the nipple.

Wet. Warm.

And my whole breast reacted.

The skin pulled tighter.

The nipple rose harder.

My stomach dropped.


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I turned my head fast.

Eyes toward the curtain.

Breath stuck in throat.

Radhika.

Still on call.

Her voice came clear, sharp.

“I’m telling you, ma… don't listen to him…”


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She was walking again.

I could hear it.

But still outside.

Still on the other side of glass.

Still safe.

For now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I let out the breath I’d been holding.

Long.

Quiet.

Then I looked down.


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Raj’s lips were moving.

Gently.

Each time they closed more.

Now they were pulling — softly.

My nipple was going inside, little by little.

His mouth made it feel rounder, harder, wetter.


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“Anna… no eyes,” I said sharply.

I saw his forehead tilt slightly.

Like he wanted to peek.


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He gave a small laugh — right against my skin.

“I didn’t open.”


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“You were trying,” I whispered, scolding.


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“I can’t help…” he murmured. His mouth never left me.

“Dessert is so good.”


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“Keep closed,” I said again.

Firm.

My hand stayed over his head.


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“Okay… okay…” he said.

His voice muffled now.

His lips still gently working.


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“Don’t cheat,” I added, voice low.

One last warning.


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“I won’t,” he whispered. “Cross heart.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then his head shifted.

He adjusted.

Opened his mouth just a little more.

And this time…

He took my nipple fully in.

Not just the tip.

Deeper.

All the way in.


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“Aaaah…” I moaned again.

Softer.

Bent slightly forward now — my chest pushing into his mouth.

One hand gripping his shoulder.

Not gently.


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His other hand moved behind me.

From my back…

To my ass.

The full palm now cupping the curve.

Through the saree.

Not too rough.

But full.

Whole.

Fingers spread wide.


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One squeeze.

Not hard.

But deep.

Like he wanted to feel the weight of it.


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I gasped.

Straight from throat.

My ass tensed once in his hand.

Then settled.


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His other hand moved too.

Came from his lap…

Around my waist.

Gently.

Palm gliding over my saree pleats.

Then brushing under the pallu — near the knot.

Right above my navel.

Where skin was bare under blouse.


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“Aaaahhh….” I whispered.

But it wasn’t warning.

Not this time.

It came out breathy.

Soft.

Helpless.


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His lips were sucking deeper now.

Drawing my nipple further in.

His tongue circling.

Slow.

Wet.

Warm.

Licking like it was fruit.

Like it was sweet.


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I could hear it.

The sounds.

That small, sticky wetness.

His mouth closing, opening.

Like sipping slow.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My fingers tightened again.

Digging slightly into his shoulder.

Not meaning to.

But couldn’t help.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And then…

I felt it.

Below.

Fully now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His cock.

Pressed.

Hard.

Risen fully.

Not moving.

But heavy.

Long.

Firm under me.

It pushed up through the fabric.

Right under the bottom curve of my ass.


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It pulsed once.

Then again.

That slow, thick throb.

Like a heartbeat with weight.


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But I didn’t say anything.

Didn’t shift.

Didn’t run.

I stayed.

On his lap.

One breast bare.

One mouth full.

One body in heat.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My knees still folded beside him.

Saree covering what it had to.

But nothing could cover what was happening now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And still…

I kept one ear turned.

Toward the curtain.

Toward the voice.

Still floating.

Still sharp.

But distant.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Most of me…

Was in his mouth.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He sucked deeper.

This time pulling just a little more.

A sound came from me.

“Aaahhh…”

A whimper.

Not loud.

Not strong.

Just one small, guilty moan.

But real.

Fully real.


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His mouth moved slower now.

Not lazy.

Not weak.

Just careful.

Like he was taking time.

Taking time with the rasgulla.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My breast sat heavy in his mouth.

Wet.

The nipple fully inside now — being pulled gently, circled slowly, sucked softly.

And every time he did…

Every single lick…

My whole body changed shape.


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My spine curved.

Bent forward more.

My knees squeezed tighter.

One on either side of his lap — now gripping.

Clinging.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Ahhh… anna…”

The sound came from deep in my throat.

But it didn’t feel like my own voice.

It felt like something else was talking through me.

Raw.

Bare.

Not loud.

But full.

Like steam escaping from inside.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My mouth kept parting.

Even when no words came.

Only soft, hot air.

Just air.

Whispers.

Moans.

Each one breaking on my tongue whenever his mouth moved.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He kept licking.

Soft. Slow.

That slow tongue circle — wet and wide.

Then a small pull.

Then a firmer suck.

Then again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My right nipple was soaked now.

I could feel the saliva cooling slightly.

But it didn’t stay cool.

Because his tongue came again.

Warmer.

Firmer.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Every wet sound echoed.

In my ear.

In my chest.

In my cunt.

Like one drumbeat.

Inside me.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And underneath…

Below my ass…

The pressure was rising.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His cock.

No more soft.

No more sleeping.

Now stiff.

Hard.

Pointed.

Pushing.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It poked upward through his pant — long and straight — and hit directly into the softest part of me.

That spot where my ass curved down and touched thigh.

That small cushion of skin.

He was pressing there.

Not grinding.

Just there.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My saree couldn’t hide it.

My petticoat couldn’t stop it.

I felt everything.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And inside…

I was leaking.

My cunt.

Wet.

Dripping slowly.

I could feel the cotton of my inner panty stick to me.

Hot.

Sticky.

Almost sliding inside.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


The more he sucked…

The more I leaked.

My thighs stayed pressed.

But they couldn’t stop that wetness.

It was coming now.

Full and messy.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t know what to do.

Where to keep my hands.

One hand still gripping his shoulder.

Fingers tense.

The other hand was lost in pleats — somewhere on my thigh — clutching saree folds like it would help me hold back.

But nothing helped.

Nothing slowed it down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He kept going.

That mouth.

That hand.

The one behind me now squeezing my ass again.

Not gently this time.

Deeper.

Fingers digging softly into flesh.

Like he wanted to feel how thick.

How soft.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His other hand wrapped around my waist.

Moving slow.

The fingertips brushed my belly.

Then the blouse cloth.

Then stopped just above my knot.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Aaaaah… stop,” I whispered suddenly.

My voice cracked.

Half-pant.

Half-sob.

Half-lost.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He didn’t stop.

He just smiled.

That mouth smiled around my nipple.

Then sucked deeper.

Pulled more.

My breast stretched slightly toward his face.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I bent forward.

My chest moving in big waves now.

Up. Down.

My blouse edge almost slipping again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then I felt it.

A shift.

His head tilted.

His mouth released.

A soft pop sound came.

My nipple left his lips.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Cold hit me.

Not fan air.

Just absence.

That nipple — wet and tingling — now hanging bare again.

Shining slightly.

Tight and pink.

Alive.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But he didn’t stop.

He turned his face.

Slowly.

Toward my left side.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


The other breast.

Still hidden.

Still held in blouse and bra.

Still untouched.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His lips came near.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Anna—no!”

I gasped.

Pulled his head back fast.

My palm holding him still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His eyes opened.

Half.

Blinking.

Searching.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He looked down.

At my blouse.

Still neat on that side.

Still holding.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Only one?” he asked.

Voice teasing.

Playful.

But deep.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Yes.”

Firm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“One rasgulla?”

“Hmm.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He pouted softly.

“But I’m still hungry.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My body was on fire.

But I still said — “No, anna. Enough.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He nudged closer.

His nose near my chest.

“The other side is full,” he said.

“Let it be,” I said. “No means no.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Just one more…” he whispered.

“Even that one also want to feel me.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I bit my lip.

My cunt clenched.

But I shook head.

Firm.

“No. One is enough.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He smiled.

Eyes dropped again to my chest.

“You’re keeping extra sweets… not giving.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“This is not sweet stall,” I said.

Half laughing.

Half moaning.

Breathless.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I’m still hungry,” he whispered again.

“I didn’t even bite.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Then good,” I said.

Sharp.

Soft.

“Just taste. That’s all.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He leaned up more.

I felt his breath on my collar.

He came close to my neck.

“Let me open it,” he murmured.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I caught his hand.

Fast.

“No, anna.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His hand stopped.

Then dropped back.

To my hip.

To my saree.

To his place.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He didn’t force.

He didn’t beg.

He sat still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His cock still pressing.

My ass still warm.

My blouse still damp.

His mouth now resting soft on my shoulder.

Not moving.

Just… there.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But his lips didn’t ask again.

Because I didn’t give.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


The second rasgulla…

I kept.

Not yet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His mouth had just left my right breast.

It was wet.

Not dripping.

But that sticky wetness from tongue and lips.

The skin was shining.

My nipple was soft… tingling… tight from all that sucking.

Now, in the open air, it felt cold.

Too cold.

His lips had made it hot before.

Now the fan made it shiver.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But I didn’t cover.

I didn’t hide.

I just sat there.

On his lap.

Feet folded up. Knees bent.

One on each side of him.

His legs under me.

His chest against mine.

My hands resting.

One on his shoulder. One on his head.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And below…

That cock.

Still there.

Still pressing.

Not moving, not rubbing — but strong.

Heavy.

Firm.

Like it was just remembering me from that water tank night.

Like it was waiting for permission again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t speak.

I didn’t move.

Just sat.

Blouse loose. Bra folded.

One breast hanging free.

One still held tight.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He tilted his head slightly.

Eyes still closed.

Face calm.

“Only one, ah?” he said, like he was asking price in a shop.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You already had one full,” I whispered.

My fingers rubbed the wet nipple.

Gently.

Almost like I was wiping.

But not fully wiping.

Just… soothing.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“One is not full,” he said. “It’s only half.”

“Half?”

“You ate it for so long, anna.”

He smiled, soft. “Two rasgulla always come as pair, no? If you eat one, second one feels bad.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That made me laugh.

Suddenly.

It came out fast, like air bursting from nose.

“What logic is this, anna?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Equality,” he said. “I’m fair.”

“No bias, ah?”

“Both sides should get same chance.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You had full feast on right side,” I said. “Left side didn’t even see daylight.”

He smiled wider now. “Exactly. You understood.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Anna… you’re becoming very something these days…”

“What something?”

I bit my lip. “Don’t know.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Pavi…”

“Hmm?”

“You didn’t say no.”

“To what?”

“To second rasgulla.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I looked sideways.

The curtain was still closed.

Radhika's voice was floating — soft now.

“Just tell him not to involve…”

Nothing urgent.

Just calm talk.

Still outside.

Still safe.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You’re asking like I’m shopkeeper,” I said, looking at him.

“You asked me what I want, no?” he said. “I answered.”

“You finished already.”

“I didn’t bite,” he said. “Didn’t even taste properly.”

“Only smell and sip?”

He nodded. “Sip. Lick. Tease. But not full bite.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You want full meal now?” I teased.

“Not meal. Just fair share.”

“If rasgulla is offered, I must give properly, ah?”

He nodded, serious. “Exactly.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I looked down at myself.

One breast out.

Other one still inside.

Chest burning.

Neck sweating.

Even my back was hot — inside blouse.

Too hot.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Between my thighs…

The leaking had returned.

More now.

Sticky.

Heavy.

My underwear damp and clinging.

I felt it when I moved slightly on his lap.

The slick heat pulling my lips apart.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Close your eyes,” I said softly.

“They’re already closed,” he said.

“No opening now.”

“I didn’t open.”

“Not even by mistake.”

“Promise.”

“You won’t peek?”

“I won’t.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I looked again.

He was still.

Not faking.

Not peeking.

Just waiting.

Like he could already feel it coming.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I reached behind my back.

My fingers slid under the bra.

The strap was sweaty.

Sticky.

The other cup still holding my left breast tight.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I pushed slowly.

Lifted the fabric.

The tight curve came free.

My left breast fell into place — full, soft, untouched.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Now both were out.

Both nipples tight.

Both hanging gently in air.

The blouse still holding at the top hook only.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His eyes were closed.

But his smile changed.

A little wider.

Like he could smell me.

Feel me.

Feel the shift in heat.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Don’t move,” I whispered.

“I’m not.”

“Don’t open.”

“I won’t.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I leaned forward.

Slowly.

Both breasts swinging gently.

The air touched both nipples now.

Cool breeze from fan.

Sharp feeling.

Too sharp.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My hands came back.

Wrapped behind his head.

Held him softly.

Not force.

Just guiding.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His lips moved — soft, searching.

They knew where to go.

Like they could smell.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And then…

They touched.

My second breast.

The left one.

Warm lips meeting new skin.

Fresh rasgulla.

Untouched.

Ready.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His lips came soft.

Warm.

Like before.

No rush. No bite.

Just one gentle touch — right over the tight tip of my second breast.

Left side.

Still untouched until now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He didn’t press hard.

He just let his breath sit there first.

Hot air.

Steady.

Then slowly…

His mouth opened.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And the tip disappeared.

Inside.

Into his mouth.

That soft sucking started again.

Not greedy.

Not strong.

Just slow.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And I…

I couldn’t hold it.

“Ahhhh…”

It came out.

A proper moan.

My lips parted.

My throat opened.

And my whole chest bent forward.

Arms tightening around his neck.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Not a scream.

But not soft either.

That sound had weight.

It filled the air.

Enough to travel.

Maybe past the curtain.

Maybe to her.

Radhika.

Still in the balcony.

Still on call.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I panicked.

Turned quickly.

Neck twisting toward the glass.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


She was still talking.

Voice calm now.

Low.

A laugh came through.

Some silly family story.

Nothing serious.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed my eyes once.

“Please don’t come…”

Just that in my head.

“Please. Stay there.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But Raj…

He didn’t stop.

He didn’t even pause.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His mouth stayed busy.

Lips moving slowly.

Sucking.

Licking.

His tongue circled again — soft round swipes.

His lips pulled gently.

Then relaxed.

Then pulled again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Every second…

My body changed.

My spine shook.

Heat flooded down from chest… to navel… to thighs…

Then lower.

Deeper.

Into my cunt.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It throbbed.

Not small.

That slow, deep throb.

Wanting.

Waiting.

Leaking.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Nobody had touched me like this.

Not even Kartik.

Not in bed.

Not during sex.

Nobody had tasted me like sweet.

With patience.

With care.

Like I was fruit.

Holy.

Offered.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He moaned once.

Not loud.

Just a soft hum.

“Mmm…”

Like appreciation.

Like lips saying “thank you.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Anna…” I whispered.

Voice shaking.

He didn’t reply.

His mouth was full.

His lips still tugging.

Slow.

Wet.

Soft.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I shifted.

My right knee slipped a little.

Leg bent more.

Knee touched his thigh.

My thighs squeezed tighter around his lap.

Trying to stay still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That’s when I felt it.

His cock.

Again.

It had risen more.

Stronger now.

It poked upward.

Right between my folds.

Not inside.

But close.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


From inside his pants.

Through my saree.

Through petticoat.

Through innerwear.

But still…

It touched.

The shape.

The pressure.

The thickness.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t move away.

Not even one inch.

I stayed there.

Sat on him.

My cunt soaking the cloth layers.

My nipple in his mouth.

His lips still moving.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then his hand moved.

The one on my waist.

Slow fingers.

Climbing upward.

Along my ribs.

Over the blouse edge.

Past the knot.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I tensed.

Shoulders stiff.

But I didn’t stop him.

Didn’t slap.

Didn’t scold.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His hand reached.

The other breast.

The first one.

Right side.

Already wet.

Already licked.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Now his lips were working on the left.

And his hand…

Was on the right.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He didn’t squeeze.

Not yet.

Just held.

His palm spread gently.

Fingers covering the curve.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Anna…” I whispered.

Voice thin.

“Hmm?”

He didn’t stop licking.

Didn’t lift his head.

“Balancing,” he said, lips moving over skin. “One rasgulla in mouth. One in hand.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I let out a shaky breath.

“Too much,” I whispered.

“Ayyyo…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He smiled.

Didn’t stop.

His thumb moved.

Pressed softly over the tip.

Other fingers kneaded around the lower curve.

He worked slow.

Like cooking.

Turn. Press. Lift.

Again.

Again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It was like dough.

Soft.

Warm.

Thick.

My breast gave way under his hand.

Then filled up again when he released.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My head tilted back slightly.

I didn’t mean to.

But I couldn’t sit straight anymore.

My body was bending toward him.

Like it wanted more.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His cock kept pulsing.

Under me.

I felt it clearly now.

Each second.

Throb.

Press.

Throb.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But my legs didn’t move.

Didn’t pull back.

Didn’t stop him.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And I didn’t say “enough.”

Not even once.

Because I didn’t want to.

Not now.

Not yet.
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His lips were still there.

Wrapped gently.

Around the second rasgulla.

My left breast.

Still full.

Still tight.

His mouth moved slow.

Lips soft.

Tongue even softer.

Just circling.

Tasting.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My breath didn’t stay still.

Couldn’t.

I kept inhaling sharp.

Exhaling slow.

Then forgetting to breathe at all.

Because each lick…

each gentle suck…

each warm press…

sent some kind of fire down my spine.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My hips moved once.

Without thinking.

Just a small shift.

A drag.

And that made his cock press up again — from below.

Still inside pants.

But hard.

So hard.

I felt it like a rod under my ass.

Hot.

Thick.

Still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And my cunt…

Was still dripping.

Wetness spread.

Innerwear sticking.

Every small motion made it worse.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His hand never left my other side.

Right breast.

He held it like fruit.

Not squeezing.

Just kneading.

Rolling.

Checking.

Soft.

Full.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His thumb stroked over the top.

Slow curve.

Then around the areola.

A circle.

Then again.

He was working like he knew how.

Like he learned on someone before.

Or maybe just on me.

By instinct.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My lips stayed parted.

No sound now.

Just air.

Hot air.

Coming out soft through nose.

Through mouth.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My body had stopped arguing.

No more warnings.

No more checking curtain.

Only heat.

Only rhythm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then…

I felt it.

His forehead.

It tilted.

Lifted.

I felt tiny lashes on my chest.

And I knew.

His eyes were trying to open.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Ayyyo—anna!”

I whispered sharp.

Hand going to his head.

Fingers gripping hair.

“What you’re doing!”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He paused.

Didn’t jump.

Didn’t act scared.

He smiled.

Right there.

Lips still touching skin.

“I didn’t open fully.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I saw,” I said. “Don’t lie.”

“Only little.”

“No little or big,” I scolded. “If you open… over.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He sighed.

“I just wanted to look at the sweet.”

“This is not sweet stall.”

“You’re giving me to taste,” he said. “How to eat with eyes closed?”

“You said you’ll close.”

“I did.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I pulled back slightly.

Sat straighter.

Blouse loose.

Both breasts bare.

My chest rising and falling fast.

The pallu still pooled in my lap.

Like decoration.

Not covering anything.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I gave you taste,” I said. “You asked. I gave.”

“You gave both.”

“Yes.”

“But you didn’t let me look.”

“Looking not allowed.”

“Why?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t answer.

Because I didn’t know.

Maybe shame.

Maybe fear.

Maybe because this… was too much already.

Too real.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I turned again.

Quick glance.

Curtain.

Still there.

Glass door.

Still closed.

Radhika akka…

Still on call.

Soft voice.

Something about cousin.

Still safe.

For now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I turned back.

He was smiling again.

Eyes closed.

Mouth wet.

Both hands touching me now.

One breast in his hand.

The other just kissed.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You opened,” I said.

“Just half.”

“No half.”

“No full also.”

“Next time you open, I’ll go.”

“You won’t go.”

“I will.”

“Even now?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I paused.

He knew.

He always knew.

“You’re enjoying,” he whispered.

“No.”

“Your mouth says no…”

He rubbed my nipple slowly with his thumb.

“…but your breast says yes.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I bit my lip.

Didn’t answer.

Because I was.

Enjoying.

Melting.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You’re not asking anymore,” I said quietly.

“Then I’ll ask again.”

“Don’t.”

“Why?”

“Because I’ll say no.”

“Then say yes.”

“Not now.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His hand didn’t stop.

He smiled.

“I just want to see what I’m tasting.”

“No.”

“Not even one look?”

“No.”

“One second?”

“No.”

“Please…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Raj anna,” I whispered.

Soft.

Serious.

“This much is already too much.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He nodded.

Once.

Slow.

“Okay.”

“Promise?”

“Promise.”

“Keep eyes closed.”

“I will.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But his hand…

It started again.

Moving.

Across my right breast.

The one he already tasted.

Now being massaged.

Again.

Proper.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Palm full.

Thumb firm.

Circles.

Lift.

Press.

Slow.

Like kneading rotti.

Even pressure.

Again and again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My lips parted.

Breath came.

His hand never stopped.

His cock still pulsed.

Below me.

Hard.

Heavy.

Patient.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And I…

I didn’t stop him.

I didn’t push.

I didn’t pull back.

Because I didn’t want to.

Not now.

Not yet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I felt it.

That shift.

The softest movement.

His mouth was still warm.

Still sucking gently.


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But his head moved slightly.

Only a little.

Just enough for his lashes to brush softly over my skin.

I felt that flutter.

Like two feathers tickling just under my nipple.


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Then…

That pause.

That still moment.

The way his lips slowed.

The breath on my breast.


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I knew.

He was opening.

His eyes.

Opening.

Looking.


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“Anna,” I whispered fast.

Voice already shaking.

But he didn’t answer.

Didn’t move.

Just breathed softly.


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“Hey…” I said again, sharper now.

My hand slid behind his head.

Fingers digging into his hair.

“I said no…”

Still no answer.


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Then finally…

His voice.

Soft.

Slow.

Lips brushing my skin.


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“Too late…”

My breath caught.

“What?” I asked.

He said again, calm.

“I already opened.”


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I gasped.

My back stiffened.

Spine straight.

Face hot.

Blush rising sharp.


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“You said you won’t,” I whispered.

Half shocked.

Half trembling.

He smiled again.

Soft smile.


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“I know.”

He said quietly.

“I tried to control.”

“My eyes cheated me.”

“They broke the promise.”


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I sat frozen.

Just sat.

My whole body still.

But inside…

My heart was banging like a drum.


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Chest fully open.

Both breasts bare.

Blouse almost falling off.

Only one hook at the top was holding like some old clip.

My bra pushed up.


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Like cloth stuffed under my chin.

My pallu lying in my lap.

Like soft black napkin.

Not covering anything.

Not hiding anything.


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And now…

He was looking.

Not just tasting.

Looking.

Fully.


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His mouth still near my breast.

His hand still holding the other.

And his eyes…

Looking.

Straight.


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Not at my face.

At my chest.

At both.

Wide.

Soft.


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No wildness.

No shame.

Just full.

Like filling a vessel.

Like seeing something he already knew.


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I bent my face down.

Couldn’t see him.

My cheek hot.

Hotter than before.

Heart inside me was running.


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“You… you promised…”

I whispered that.

Very low.

Like a small child scolding.

“You said you won’t look…”


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He nodded slowly.

“I know.”

“You broke it.”

“My eyes broke it.”

“You said no looking…”


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“I couldn’t help,” he said.

“One look came.”

“Only one?”

“Now maybe two.”


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“Anna…” I said.

Trying to sound angry.

But my voice wasn’t strong.

It came out soft.

Like a pout.


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“You look too beautiful,” he whispered.

“I couldn’t eat with eyes closed.”

Still his hands never moved.

Still his eyes just stayed.

Still on me.


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“Still—” I tried to say.

He cut softly.

“I controlled. I tried.”

“My eyes went out of control.”

“They are not closing again.”


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I looked down.

Slowly.

At him.

At where he was looking.

At me.


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At both breasts.

His hand holding the right one.

His mouth still near the left one.

His lips wet.

His eyes open.


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He was looking.

Softly.

Calmly.

Full of… something.

Not greed.

Not shame.


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Just… looking.

Proper.

Present.

Like he earned it.

Like he belonged.


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My hand moved suddenly.

Instinct.

I reached to pull the blouse.

Up.

To cover.


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He caught my wrist.

Gently.

“Don’t hide,” he whispered.

“You’re seeing everything,” I said.

Shy.

Blushing again.


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“I want to see,” he said.

“These are my desserts.”

“Let me see them.”

“You’re becoming very bad, anna.”

He smiled.


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“Not me,” he said.

“My eyes.”

“Then stop looking.”

“I can control hands.”

“But eyes… no control now.”


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I turned away.

Biting my lip.

Face red.

Chest open.

Heart too fast.


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He leaned forward again.

I felt it.

That warmth.

That mouth.

Coming again.


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This time…

He didn’t close eyes.

He licked.

Slow.

Full.


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Tongue flat.

Dragging up and down.

From under the breast to the tip.

Then back again.

His eyes watching it all.


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Watching the nipple.

Watching how it reacted.

Watching my skin.

Watching me.


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His lips circled again.

Slowly.

Then teeth.

Not biting.

Just grazing.


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And that…

That made my body melt again.

A wave.

From chest.

To down.


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I turned quickly.

To the curtain.

My safe place.

My panic place.

Still moving.


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Akka’s voice again.

Soft.

Still outside.

Still talking.

Still seated.


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My chest tensed.

I pulled pallu up halfway.

Just to cover.

Raj looked up.

Stopped.


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“Wait.”

“What?”

“Don’t cover.”

“I’m scared.”

“I know,” he said.


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“I’m seeing.”

“You’re seeing too much.”

“You’re turning your face to her side.”

“So?”

“That’s why you’re scared.”


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I blinked.

“What you mean?”

He leaned back slightly.

Hands resting on my waist now.

Holding me steady.


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“You’re facing that side,” he said.

“Balcony side.”

“You keep looking.”

“I have to check.”

“I know.”


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“But I know when she’ll come.”

“You don’t have to check again and again.”

“If she opens, I’ll leave you before.”

“You won’t know.”

“I will know.”


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He looked again.

At the curtain.

Then back at me.

His eyes changed.

Something clicked.


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Like a thought.

Like a plan.

Like a small idea building.

He sat straighter.

Still holding me.


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He smiled a little.

Not teasing.

Not wild.

Just slow.

Warm.


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“Pavi…”

He said my name slowly.

Like tasting that word too.

I blinked.

Heart jumped.


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“Hmm?”

“What happened?”

He looked at me.

That same look.

That look before he asked something big.


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And then…

He opened his mouth.

One new idea.

One new thing to ask.

And I was already melting.


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My skin was warm.

My heart beating fast.

His breath was soft on my chest.

His hand was resting behind me.

His other hand moved slowly.


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He didn’t grab.

Didn’t pull.

Just moved.

Softly.

Carefully.


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One hand slipped below.

Under my thigh.

The inner part.

Where skin was softest.

He stopped there.


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His other hand…

It came behind me.

Not rough.

Just near the middle of my back.

A soft curve of his palm.


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I froze.

“Anna… what now?” I whispered.

My back straightened.

Legs tensed.

Mouth stayed open.


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“Shhh,” he said.

Voice low.

Gentle.

“Relax.”

His breath brushed my collar.


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My body didn’t relax.

But it paused.

Waiting.

Watching.

Thinking.


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“Raj anna… what you’re doing…” I asked again.

Soft.

Unsure.

“I’m helping you,” he said.

“You’re not relaxed.”


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“You’re scared she’ll come.”

I didn’t reply.

Because it was true.

Fully true.

He was reading me like book.


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“You’re watching balcony too much.”

He said that.

Looking into my face.

“You haven’t looked at me.”

I blinked.


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“Of course I’m watching there,” I whispered.

“She’s right there only…”

“You’re not looking here,” he said again.

“You’re only looking there.”

My head dropped.


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My cheek felt hot.

My body still stiff.

His hand under my thigh moved again.

Just to hold.

Not to press.


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Then —

Without warning —

He lifted.

Just one move.

One second.


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“Anna!” I gasped.

“Ayyo — no, no —”

But I was already in the air.

His arms strong.

Lifting like I was pillow.


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My stomach dropped.

Just for one second.

Then…

I landed.

Back on him.


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Still on his lap.

Still in his arms.

But now…

Not sideways.

Not twisted.


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Straight.

Facing him.

My thighs over his thighs.

My knees bent, falling wide.

Like half-kneeling.


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My breath stopped fully.

My hands pressed on his shoulders.

Saree already loose.

Now it fell more.

My knees were showing.


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My thighs sat flat on his legs.

Body tilted slightly forward.

Back curved.

Chest lifted.

Face down.


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And his hands?

One was still behind me.

Lower back.

Steady.

Other on my waist.


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Just holding.

Not pulling.

Thumb brushing slow circles.

Small, warm movements.

Comforting.


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His face?

Still.

Not leaning.

Not smiling.

Just watching.


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He didn’t laugh.

Didn’t tease.

Didn’t say “see how you look.”

He just looked.

With those steady eyes.


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“Anna…” I whispered.

Breath shaking again.

“What you’ve done…”

“Now you won’t worry,” he said.

Voice soft.


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“What?”

“You don’t have to see her every five seconds.”

“I’ll still worry—”

“I’ll alert you,” he said.

“We have time.”


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“You’re facing me now.”

That made me pause.

Really pause.

Because it was true.

I turned in my head.


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And realised.

I couldn’t see the balcony.

Not anymore.

It was behind me now.

Fully behind.


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Not even a glimpse.

No curtain.

No glass.

Just me.

And him.


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And that hit me.

Deep.

I wasn’t just exposed now.

I was offered.

Presented.


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My whole chest in front of him.

Face to face.

He could see everything.

Not from side.

Not from above.


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But full.

Front.

Direct.

I dropped my eyes.

Fast.


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My blouse was still open.

The single hook at the top barely holding.

The cloth was slipping.

Falling off both shoulders.


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My bra still folded.

Sitting like black border.

No support.

No cover.

My chest… fully open.


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Both breasts bare.

Both nipples tight.

Both he had touched.

Tasted.

Held.


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And now…

He was just looking.

Quiet.

Calm.

Like some priest watching flame.


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I panicked.

Again.

My hand reached up quickly.

Tried to pull the pallu.

Cover fast.


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He caught my wrist.

Not tight.

Just gently.

Soft fingers.

“Don’t,” he whispered.


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“Anna…”

“You’ve already given,” he said.

“I didn’t mean to give like this—”

“You gave.”

“Don’t take it back.”


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His thumb rubbed my wrist.

Once.

Then again.

Slow.

I swallowed.


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My hand lowered.

But my eyes stayed low.

Looking at my chest.

My body.

Myself.


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His hand on my thigh never moved.

Just rested.

Warm.

Familiar.

The hand behind me stayed firm.


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His face leaned slightly.

Closer.

Not touching.

But close.

So close.


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I could feel his breath.

Shifting the pallu cloth on my lap.

Soft movement.

Like whisper.

On my skin.


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“Now you’re not looking away,” he said.

“I can’t…” I whispered.

“Why?”

“You’re looking…”

“I am.”


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“Too much.”

“You said I can taste.”

“That’s different.”

“You gave.”

“Let me enjoy properly.”


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I didn’t answer.

Because I was breathing too fast.

My chest rising high.

Falling fast.

Hot inside.


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I wasn’t just exposed now.

I was open.

Fully.

Vulnerable.

And he…


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He didn’t grab.

Didn’t rush.

Didn’t even groan.

Just stayed.

Still.


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His thumb moved on my waist again.

Soft slow circle.

Below my ribs.

Other hand stayed on my thigh.

Still.


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And my eyes…

Finally…

Lifted.

Met his.

Face to face.
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I didn’t even realise how my saree had bunched up.

 It was rolled now — loose and messy around my waist and thighs.

 Like soft waves of cloth all under me.

 The pallu had fallen down fully into his lap.


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It was useless now.

 Not even pretending to hide me.

 And my blouse…

 Still open.

 Only that one top hook was holding it.


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But it was hopeless.

 My chest was already outside.

 Both breasts hanging free.

 Heavy. Full. Breathing fast.

 The bra was pushed up like black padding under my neck.


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Everything was out.

 And Raj?

 He was just looking.

 Not shy. Not scared.

 Not quick peeks like boys.


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He was looking fully.

 Softly.

 Calmly.

 Like he was seeing something he loved.

 Like his eyes were drinking.


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His face was close.

 Very close.

 His lips were almost touching my skin.

 His breath was already reaching me.

 And his eyes…


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Open.

 Looking at both rasgullas.

 Like he hadn’t eaten for days.

 That look made my stomach pull tight.

 Like fire inside chest.


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Not fear.

 Just heat.

 I bent my face down a little.

 My cheeks were hot.

 But I didn’t cover.


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Didn’t scold.

 Didn’t hide.

 I just sat.

 Letting him look.

 Letting him take.


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And when he leaned forward…

 When his lips came again…

 When he touched me once more…

 I didn’t stop him.

 I moaned.


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Proper moan.

 From deep in chest.

 And his mouth?

 It started eating.

 Not greedy.


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Just deep.

 Like I was his food.

 Like he needed me.

 Like I was made for this.

 His lips took my breast fully.


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Warm tongue.

 Soft mouth.

 He sucked slow.

 And both his hands came around me.

 They pressed my back.


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Then moved down.

 Over my blouse.

 Over my waist.

 Then lower.

 And they caught my backside.


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He grabbed.

 Full hold.

 Hard grip.

 Like pressing atta dough.

 I gasped.


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My body bent forward.

 More into his mouth.

 My hands went to his shoulders.

 Just to balance.

 My panties were soaked now.


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Sticky between legs.

 That slow leaking didn’t stop.

 It was spreading down there.

 Wet in every fold.

 But I didn’t care.


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Not about the curtain.

 Not about Radhika.

 Not about anything.

 Because this…

 This was something else.


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“Mmm…” he said.

 His mouth still full.

 “You’ve kept them fresh.”

 “Ayyyo…” I whispered.

 “Don’t talk…”


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“Can’t help.”

 He looked up once.

 “Too tasty.”

 “You’re chewing also.”

 “Not chewing. Just appreciating.”


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“This is not fruit stall, raj.”

 “You brought the basket.”

 “I didn’t.”

 “But you unwrapped.”

 I smiled.


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Without planning.

 Just soft smile.

 And I bit my lip.

 Then he leaned again.

 Took the other one.


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“Balance is important,” he said.

 “If one gets kiss, other will feel jealous.”

 “They’re not children.”

 “Still… sharing is love, no?”

 “You’re making rules now?”


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“Not rules. Just fairness.”

 He kissed deeper.

 His mouth full of me.

 “Both deserve attention.”

 “You’re giving full attention, ah?”


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“I never miss class.”

 “Especially for sweet subjects.”

 “How many sweets before this?”

 He paused.

 Then smiled.


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“One is enough for lifetime.”

 “If taste is perfect.”

 My chest did something.

 It tightened.

 Then softened.


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I leaned forward.

 Let him kiss again.

 Let him suck more.

 Deeper now.

 His tongue was circling fully.


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And his hands?

 Still on my backside.

 Both sides.

 Pressing.

 Rubbing slowly.


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“You’re sitting properly now?” he asked.

 “Means?”

 “Sit properly.”

 “You adjusted me.”

 “Only for comfort.”


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“For me or you?”

 “We’re one team now.”

 “Oh, team also ah?”

 I laughed.

 Short.


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His lips didn’t stop.

 Both nipples were pulsing now.

 One wet.

 One wetter.

 “You’re biting also…” I whispered.


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“Only tasting edge.”

 “Not full bite.”

 “Careful…”

 “Always gentle with sweets.”

 “Then why pressing backside like dough?”


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He smiled into my breast.

 “Can’t help.”

 “Some places are too soft.”

 “You’re enjoying too much.”

 I turned my face.


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Blushing again.

 His hands stayed.

 Squeezed once.

 Then softened.

 Just holding me.


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Over my saree.

 Over my hips.

 Not rough.

 Just slow pressing.

 And below…


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That cock.

 Still under me.

 Still inside his pants.

 But now…

 I could feel it.


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The head.

 Not just shape.

 It was poking clearly.

 Pulsing below.

 Right under my soaked cloth.


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My cunt lips were spreading.

 From heat.

 From pressure.

 Wetness didn’t stop.

 And I whispered —


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And I whispered —

 Just when I thought I’d surrendered…

 Just when his lips were tasting me again like I was sweet shop owner…

 Radhika’s voice came.

 Closer now.


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No more giggles.

 Just one calm line.

 Like a final goodbye.

 My body stiffened.

 I didn’t move.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But Raj did.

 His mouth stopped.

 His face shifted — sharp, alert.

 Like he remembered the outside world.

 Like the dream broke suddenly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then without warning…

 He lifted me.

 Both arms strong.

 Careful.

 Quick.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My legs left his lap.

 The air hit me cold.

 And then —

 I landed softly beside the sofa.

 On my feet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Ayyyo…” I whispered.

 Eyes wide.

 “Now you’re putting me down?”

 “For safety,” he said.

 Voice low.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“She’s closing phone.”

 “Oh no,” I said.

 Trying not to smile.

 “Danger is entering,” he replied.

 My pallu had already fallen.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


It lay on the floor.

 Like abandoned cloth.

 And my chest…

 Was still bare.

 Fully open.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My bra still up near my throat.

 Like black ribbon.

 His eyes flicked down once.

 Then he said softly —

 “Cover.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t need more.

 I understood.

 My fingers moved fast.

 I grabbed the bra.

 Pulled it down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


From top to bottom.

 The cups came back.

 Fell into place.

 Covered my breasts.

 Quick.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You tasted too long,” I whispered.

 He smiled.

 “Blame the cook. Not the eater.”

 “I became dessert suddenly.”

 “Sweetest I’ve had.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You’ll get cavity.”

 “Worth it.”

 I was trying to hook the bra now.

 First hook — clicked.

 Second one — tight.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I struggled.

 “This thing won’t close,” I murmured.

 Frowning.

 “Leave it,” he said.

 “Then what if she notices?”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“She won’t,” he said.

 His voice sent heat down my spine.

 But I didn’t look at him.

 My fingers flew to the floor.

 I picked up the pallu.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Swung it fast.

 Wrapped it around my chest.

 Covered what I could.

 “Look that side,” I said.

 Quickly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I’ve seen already,” he said.

 Didn’t move.

 “Don’t see again.”

 “I’m memorising only.”

 “Pervert.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Poet.”

 I turned.

 Sofa.

 My corner.

 My safe place.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I walked fast.

 Almost tripped on saree fold.

 Dropped down into my usual spot.

 Tucked legs in.

 Sat still.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Breath short.

 “How I’m looking?” I whispered.

 Didn’t meet his eyes.

 “Covered outside. Glowing inside,” he said.

 “Still proper?”


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“Improper is better.”

 “Stop it.”

 “Can’t. Sweetness still on tongue.”

 Then —

 The curtain moved.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


She came in.

 Radhika.

 Calm.

 Phone still in hand.

 She entered like nothing was wrong.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


And we?

 We looked like nothing happened.

 I tucked my pallu tighter.

 Pressed it down over my chest.

 Like it had been there all along.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My hand rested on my thigh.

 My face relaxed.

 No tension.

 No expression.

 Just quiet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Raj was sitting straight.

 Same spot.

 Same posture.

 Same soft face.

 Didn’t blink.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But when her steps moved to kitchen…

 He looked at me once.

 Just one second.

 His eyes met mine.

 And in that look —


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


So much was there.

 Mischief.

 Heat.

 Control.

 Calm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He smiled.

 Very light.

 Very faint.

 “Now be serious,” I mouthed.

 Lips barely moving.


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“I am,” he mouthed back.

 “This is my most serious face.”

 “Don’t smile.”

 “She’s looking.”

 “She’s not seeing.”


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“How you know?”

 “She’s not glowing like you.”

 I almost choked.

 I looked away.

 My cheek was burning again.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Her voice came from kitchen.

 Normal line.

 Something about tea leaves.

 No tension.

 No suspicion.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But my heart?

 Still banging.

 Like someone dropped big drum inside chest.

 Raj was quiet now.

 Fingers resting on armrest.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then I saw it.

 Small movement.

 One finger.

 Then two.

 He tapped.


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Once.

 Twice.

 Three times.

 Like signal.

 No words.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


No sound.

 But I knew.

 That was message.

 “To be continued.”

 And I smiled.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Just inside.

 Not on lips.

 But deep.

 Where only I could feel it.

 Where he had already touched.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Radhika came in slowly and sat down on the sofa like nothing had changed.

 Her voice was soft. Normal.

 “Sorry da… Amma only. Always takes time with her.”

 She smiled lightly, shaking her head like she was tired of it.

 I nodded, smiled back.


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My hands were still holding the pallu tight over my chest.

 The hook on my blouse still felt half-done.

 My thighs still felt the memory of his.

 The warmth of him hadn’t left yet.

 But she didn’t notice anything.


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At least I hoped.

 She looked relaxed.

 Calm.

 Not suspicious.

 Her eyes scanned the living room once.


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Just once.

 And then she asked it.

 “So… what you both were talking?”

 My heart jumped — just slightly.

 But I answered fast.


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“Food only,” I said. “What else?”

 Raj leaned back, stretched one leg like he was tired from sitting too long.

 He smiled softly.

 “Yeah… full food discussion,” he said. “All about what’s hot… what’s soft… what melts in mouth…”

 My fingers clutched the pallu tighter.


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“Ayyyo…” I muttered softly, giving him a look.

 He kept smiling. Innocent face.

 “Main course, side dish, small bites… sweet finish…” he continued.

 Radhika didn’t catch.

 She laughed lightly.


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“You both are sounding like hotel menu card.”

 I nodded. “He’s always like that, akka.”

 Raj rested his elbow on the sofa arm.

 “I was just saying… food was too good today.”

 “Chicken gravy, ah?” Radhika asked.


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“White rice, but gravy made it colourful,” he replied.

 I bit my cheek, trying not to react.

 “Chicken pieces were perfect,” he added. “Very tender. Fell apart in mouth.”

 “Slow-cooked,” I said softly.

 “Exactly,” he replied. “No hurry. Proper soaking.”


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Radhika smiled. “I told you, she cooks better.”

 Raj looked at me.

 That same look.

 Low heat under calm smile.

 “I can vouch,” he said. “She served everything perfect. Even…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I gave him one quick glare.

 He chuckled.

 Then Radhika looked up at the clock.

 “Ayyyo, already past nine…”

 She stretched slightly. Her yawn came natural.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“I think we’ll leave, da… tomorrow so much work.”

 Raj stood up first. He dusted his pants lightly.

 “We’re going,” he said.

 I nodded. “Okay.”

 “Thanks for the food, Pavi,” Radhika said warmly.


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“It’s your home too, akka,” I smiled. “Don’t thank.”

 She patted my arm gently.

 “Good night, da.”

 “Good night, akka.”

 She reached the door first and opened it.


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I followed, standing half inside, half outside — just in doorway.

 She bent to adjust her slippers.

 Raj came behind.

 His footstep was slow. Intentional.

 He passed Radhika slightly, but leaned sideways — his shoulder brushing my arm.


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His face came close to my ear.

 “Thanks for the sweets,” he whispered.

 My cheek flushed.

 Before I could react—

 His palm slid behind.


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Squeeze.

 Quick. Firm.

 My ass clenched.

 I jerked slightly.

 Then — like mischief — his fingers slipped once inside the saree fold at my back.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Right above hip bone.

 Soft skin.

 One graze.

 Then down — toward navel.

 One squeeze.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Sharp.

 Right in center.

 “Ahhh—”

 It escaped. I couldn’t hold.

 Not a loud sound.


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Just soft.

 But enough.

 Radhika’s head turned.

 “Pavi?” she asked, still putting on sandal.

 I blinked fast.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“My foot hit the wall, akka…” I said quickly. Pointing to corner.

 “Be careful, da,” she said.

 Raj was already out.

 Walking down the steps like nothing happened.

 I stood in the doorway — hand still on my waist where he squeezed.


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My skin was burning there.

 My whole body was still reacting.

 They left.

 I watched her follow him.

 Their shadows disappeared near the stairs.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed the door slowly.

 The latch clicked.

 And silence came back.

 Finally.

 I stood for a moment.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Didn’t move.

 My fingers touched my hip.

 Then navel.

 I patted my own head.

 “Stupid …” I whispered to myself. “You allowed everything…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then I walked slowly to the sofa.

 Still warm.

 Still felt like his lap.

 I sat down.

 Let out slow breath.


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And then looked at the clock.

 That’s when I remembered.

 Prakash.

 I had told him not to eat his wife’s food.


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After they left, I sat for a while.

Still warm from inside.

Still pulsing a little in the lower belly.

That ass-squeeze at the door…

My navel still remembered it.


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I sighed once.

Smiled slightly to myself.

Then leaned back on the sofa cushion.

One hand came to my chest automatically.

Just touched over the pallu — right over the bra hook that was still half loose.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Soft press.

Just a check.

Still there.

Still warm under cloth.

Still slightly lifted — like those two rasgullas had swollen from all that sucking.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But then I remembered.

Prakash.

Poor fellow.

I had told him not to eat his wife’s food.

Not even one bite.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I sat up slowly.

Reached for my mobile from table.

It was under the cushion.

Little hot from charging.

I pressed call.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He picked up immediately.

Not even full ring.

“Hello, madam…”

His voice was soft. Alert.

Too alert — like he was waiting only.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“You ate?” I asked.

“No… madam…”

“Still no?”

I leaned back, surprised.

“Yes madam.”


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I shook my head.

Such a fool.

“You could’ve at least eaten that roti and subji.”

“No madam… you told not to… so I gave it to Guru.”

“Guru?”


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“Other security. He was sitting on bike.”

“So much obedience, ah?”

“You said madam.”

I gave a short laugh.

Tired but amused.


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“Okay, come up.”

“Now?”

“You want or not?”

“No no… coming now.”

I cut the call.


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My body was slow.

Mind even slower.

But I got up.

Walked to kitchen.

Switched light on with back of finger.


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One lizard ran under fridge.

I ignored.

Took out three old plastic dabbas from the upper shelf.

Swiggy ones.

One still had “Shanghai Box” sticker.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I opened fridge.

Chicken curry smell came immediately.

Little strong.

Still spicy.

Still enough for one man.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I poured carefully.

Not too much.

Chicken curry in round plastic dabba.

White rice in big rectangle one.

Rasam in leftover Chinese dabba.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


No decorations.

No coriander on top.

Just packed.

Closed each lid with one strong press.

Click. Click. Click.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He’s a guard, not VIP.

Still I packed warm food.

Better than that wife’s cooking.

I tied a rubber band around the three.

Like tiffin parcel.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


At around 9:20, doorbell rang.

One single ring.

I wiped my hand on pallu.

Walked slowly.

Still feeling Raj’s grip on my backside.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My pallu was still on.

Bra still slightly loose underneath.

But chest was covered.

Face was calm.

Hair messy.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I peeped through the door hole.

He was standing there.

Same dirty security uniform.

Brown shirt, buttons stretched.

Cap too loose on head.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I opened the door — but didn’t move aside.

Just halfway.

Like cinema theatre curtain.

“Stand there only,” I said.

He nodded.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Just stood.

Eyes down.

Back straight.

Like college boy waiting outside principal’s office.

I turned back.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Went inside.

Picked up parcel from dining table.

Came back.

Handed it through the gap.

“Here,” I said.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


He took it.

But didn’t move.

Still standing.

Parcel in hand.

Eyes still not meeting mine.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“What now?” I asked.

My eyebrow lifted.

He looked up slowly.

Eyes gentle.

“Nothing, madam…”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Why standing?”

“Doorstep is nice place for you?”

He shook head.

“I thought… maybe I can eat here…”

I crossed arms.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“In my dining table, ah?”

He nodded once. Slowly.

“No,” I said sharply.

“Take it and leave it.”

“Sorry madam.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Hungry means what — your legs not working?”

“No madam. I’ll go now.”

“Very good.”

He turned.

Started walking toward lift.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That back…

Looked small suddenly.

Parcel in hand.

Shoulders slightly down.

He didn’t turn back.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Didn’t try one more time.

Just walked.

And I stood in doorway.

Watching him for one second.

I felt bad.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


A little.

He just wanted hot food on clean plate.

Maybe with water glass.

But… not tonight.

Not after Raj.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My body was tired.

Mind too full.

I didn’t want eyes again on me.

Not his.

Not now.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed the door.

Let out one soft breath.

Time was around 9:30 now.

I turned off kitchen light.

Switch clicked loud.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Main fan was spinning slow.

I pulled the cord.

It stopped.

Small creak sound came from motor.

Then silence.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


My feet dragged slightly.

Skin sticking to tile.

I walked to bedroom.

One yellow light was on.

I didn’t switch it off.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


No one.

Alone.

Only me.

My nightie was hanging from hook behind door.

I untied the saree slowly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Pallu first.

It slipped down near side.

Blouse next.

Hook already loose.

Bra was last.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Sticky from inside.

Still slightly damp.

Raj’s tongue had marked it.

I folded it fast.

Dropped it on chair.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Hair was still sticky near back of neck.

Sweat line under both breasts.

But I didn’t care.

Just pulled nightie over my head.

Pink cotton. Loose.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I laid down slowly.

Bedsheet was cold under me.

Skin prickled once.

I turned to one side.

Pulled pillow under arm.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I closed my eyes.

And thought.

Thought about Raj.

His mouth.

His words.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


His squeeze.

His thank you.

And then…

That stupid Prakash.

Maybe still standing with parcel in lift.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I smiled into pillow.

“Stupid fellow…”

Then drifted into silence.


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Next day morning, I woke up around 7.

My nightie had gone slightly up my thigh in sleep.

One leg was bare.

One side of the neckline had pulled down.

Shoulder was exposed.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Only one strap still holding the cloth from falling more.

I blinked slowly.

Sat up, rubbing one eye with back of hand.

Neckline slipped further.

I tugged it up.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Chest felt soft under the cloth.

Loose.

Like the breasts were still in rest mode.

Heavy but quiet.

Like they’d forgotten what happened yesterday.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I yawned once.

Then pressed my knees together.

Just out of habit.

Nightie folded between the thighs.

One side riding up till hip bone.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I stood slowly.

Feet flat on cold tile.

Left foot first.

Then right.

I tied my hair in a loose bun.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Rubberband from side drawer.

Three rounds.

Not too tight.

One strand came out anyway.

Hung near ear.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I walked to kitchen.

Fan was still off.

I didn’t turn it on.

Just stood near stove.

Lit it.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Made one strong coffee.

Tumbler full.

Extra sugar.

No one to scold today.

No Kartik face to say “too sweet.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I carried it near the window.

Slid open one side.

Air came softly.

I sat on stool.

Legs folded halfway up.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Tumbler warm in hand.

Steam touched lips.

I sipped slow.

Then again.

Let it sit on tongue.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


One ant crawled near the steel tray.

I watched it for one full minute.

Too lazy to kill.

Let it go.

Peaceful morning.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then came breakfast.

I didn’t plate it.

Ate standing near the sink.

One dosa.

Cold chutney.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Didn’t even sit down.

Just chewed, looked out, washed hand.

By post-morning, I changed saree.

Nightie was sweaty from underarm.

Cotton saree — light green.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Simple blouse.

Front hook.

No padding.

Thin fabric.

I didn’t wear petticoat.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Too hot.

Just tucked loosely.

Let it breathe.

Then I took my basket.

Big red plastic one.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I walked out.

Slippers slow.

No makeup.

Face still sleepy.

I reached the gate.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Prakash was there.

Same chair.

Same uniform.

Eyes watched me.

But I didn’t look.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Eyes straight.

Face dead.

Expression blank.

He stood up slightly when I passed.

Little movement.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I didn’t blink.

Went ahead.

Inside, got tomatoes.

Beans.

Methi also — little bunch.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Returned home.

He smiled.

I ignored.

Crossed the path.

Opened the grill.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Climbed stairs slow.

Basket heavy now.

My bra strap slipped once.

I tucked it back.

Didn’t react.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Inside house.

Door closed.

Fan on.

Finished sweeping.

Washing vessels.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Lunch — simple.

Rice.

Rasam.

Curd.

No pickle.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then lay down on the sofa.

One thin bedsheet.

Folded over stomach.

Arms over head.

Legs falling open slowly.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I slept like that.

Peace.

Evening came.

Slowly.

Light changing.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I called Appa.

Talked to the kids.

Their voices made me smile.

One said his tooth fell.

One said teacher slipped.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Stupid drama.

But made me smile.

Then 7 PM.

Phone rang.

Kartik.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Voice usual.

Work voice.

“I’ll be back Friday evening,” he said.

“Okay,” I said.

That’s all.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Few minutes.

Usual talk.

No “miss you.”

No “love you.”

Just status update.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Still I felt calm.

After long time.

A full day alone.

Just me.

And I enjoyed it.


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Night came.

I changed again.

Faded blue nightie.

One hole near knee.

Didn’t care.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Slept early.

Blanket pulled up to chest.

Pillow soft.

Fan on full.

Eyes closed.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then morning again.

Next day.

I woke up slow.

Lazy stretch.

Both arms wide.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then phone pinged.

One message.

From Radhika.

“Work done. Left for registration. Back in 2 weeks.”

I blinked.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Two weeks.

So Raj also gone.

Didn’t tell.

No bye.

Just left.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


After all that teasing…

Just went.

I smiled slightly.

Then sighed.

“Selfish man,” I said.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Shook head.

But still got up.

Same breakfast.

Same washing.

Mopping.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Folding clothes.

Lunch again.

Alone.

After lunch…

I lay down.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Fan full.

Blanket over stomach.

Dozed off.

Then…

Somehow… woke up.


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Evening.

Room orange with sun.

I sat up.

Hair messy.

Nightie folded at thighs.


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One strap down.

I pulled it up.

Picked phone.

Checked messages — nothing.

Checked reels — boring.


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Closed it.

Bored.

Felt alone.

Real alone.

But not sad.


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Just too much silence.

Then…

That throb.

Under stomach.

That heat.


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I pressed thighs together.

It got worse.

Mind got confused.

Images came.

Raj.


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His mouth.

His voice.

That squeeze.

That breath.

“Stop it,” I whispered.


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Then Prakash.

Water tank.

That cock.

My two orgasms.

I opened my eyes.


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“No no…” I said.

“Don’t start.”

Then Arjun’s kiss.

That gentle push.

“Ayyyo…”


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I got up.

Walked to window.

Came back.

Still hot inside.

Sticky below.


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Pressed legs again.

Worse.

Sat down.

Rubbed forehead.

“I’m not a slut…”


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“To enjoy is okay…”

“But not run behind…”

I slapped thigh.

“Control.”

“You’re not cheap.”


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Heart was beating.

For no reason.

“I’m not going to Prakash.”

“I’m not calling Arjun.”

“Raj is gone.”


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“My husband is there.”

“Kartik is mine.”

Even if he finishes fast…

Even if he never kisses proper…

Even if he never looks…


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He’s mine.

I closed eyes.

Held breath.

Then I decided.

Tuesday.


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Good day.

Temple.

I’ll pray.

Not for money.

Not health.


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For control.

I want it back.

I got up.

Walked slow.

Bathroom door opened.


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Stepped in.

Closed door.

Just stood.

Water not on.

But inside — wet.


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I looked in mirror.

Face tired.

Eyes hot.

I whispered —

“Please… no more dreams today.”


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Then reached for bucket.

And started to bathe.
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(03-08-2025, 10:30 AM)Hotyyhard Wrote:  today is my birthday can we expect except update as a gift ;)


Happy Birthday! ? Your gift has arrived — today’s update! 

Just a small heads-up though for everyone: the next few episodes will be a slow burn again ? More of Pavi’s everyday mood swings, quiet moments, and some behind-the-scenes plotting. So enjoy the simmering phase… the real boil is on the way ?
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After bathing, the steam was still around me.

It was clinging softly to my skin.

Like some invisible shawl was covering my body.

Warm. Moist. Floating.

But not touching with weight — just staying there like air that refused to leave.


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I stood there with the towel in my hand.

It was a little wet from the bath.

I started wiping slowly.

Legs first — down the shins, around the ankles, between the toes.

Then the thighs — soft, wide.

Still damp near the folds.


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I moved to my arms.

One, then the other.

Underarms still had drops.

I wiped them softly.

Then brought the towel to my chest.

Slowly.

Like I didn’t want to disturb the skin there.


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The chest was warm.

And already half-dry.

But the towel moved — gently pressing, then patting.

Over the middle.

Then under.

Then between the two breasts.

My cheeks were hot.

But not from bath.


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Not from water.

Not from heat.

It was that other thing.

That lingering thing in the lower belly.

That feeling that refused to go.

The one that stayed like memory between the thighs.


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I stared at myself.

In the mirror above the bucket.

My hair was flat — sticking near the temple.

Neck had small droplets.

My collarbone looked shiny.

My face looked calm.

But my eyes…


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My eyes knew everything.

They knew what I was fighting.

What I had felt.

What I was still feeling.

I whispered to myself.

“No.”


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“Temple means clean heart.”

“Clean mind.”

No dirty thoughts.

No leftover heat.

Just prayer.

Just calm.

I tied the towel around my chest.


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One knot in the middle.

The towel came till mid-thigh.

My back was open.

Hair was wet near the spine.

I stepped out of bathroom.

Floor was cold.

Feet stuck slightly.


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I walked to cupboard.

Opened it with one soft pull.

Looked inside.

Sarees were folded neatly.

I picked the green one.

That soft one with gold border.


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Cotton-silk blend.

Not too shiny.

Not too dull.

It had that mature look.

Simple but beautiful.

I took it out and placed it on the bed.


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Then chose the matching blouse.

Dark green.

Hook-back.

No zip.

Proper.

Then found the matching bra.

Firm. Full.


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Tight petticoat.

Drawstring type.

Not elastic.

Old-fashioned.

But it held better.

I laid everything on the bed.

One by one.


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Panty was last.

Light beige.

Little loose on one side.

But clean.

I touched it once — just to check.

Then wore it first.


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It slipped on easily.

Covered me fully.

Then the bra.

I bent forward slightly.

Pulled the cups under.

Pressed each breast into place.

Then pulled the straps.


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Tightened them both.

It lifted me properly.

Then the petticoat.

I stepped in.

Tied the string on my left.

One strong pull.

Waist looked tighter now.


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Then came the blouse.

I put my hands behind.

Started hooking one by one.

First was easy.

Second — okay.

Third — little tight.

Last one — I had to hold breath.


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But I did it.

Hooked.

Chest felt held.

Back felt straight.

Then finally — the saree.

I wrapped it slowly.

Pleated in front.

Tucked into petticoat.


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Looked in mirror.

Adjusted edge.

Then brought pallu over shoulder.

Let it fall loose.

Pinned it on shoulder.

One small silver safety pin.

Done.


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Then I turned to the side.

Checked again.

Even I was surprised.

Boobs looked full.

Round.

Properly lifted.


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Shape was visible.

Not vulgar.

But clearly there.

The pleats were pressing gently under them.

Even the nipples…

Just slightly showing when I turned to the light.


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But not visible to the eye.

Just hinted.

My backside…

I turned again.

Looked at the curve in mirror.

That shape.

That proud shape.


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The petticoat had hugged it fully.

Not sagging.

Not loose.

Just… full.

Firm.

A small belly was there too.


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Below navel.

Round.

Soft.

But clean.

It looked womanly.

I smiled at the mirror.


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“You’re looking too much.”

I said it softly.

Still my eyes stayed.

I did one full turn.

Hair still wet.

Towel around shoulders.


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I patted my cheek once.

“You’re going to temple.”

Second pat.

“Control, Pavi.”

“You’re not some youg girl.”

“You’re one housewife going to pray.”


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Still…

I pulled open drawer.

Took kajal.

One dot on chin.

Another one on neck.

For drishti.

Then lip balm.


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Just pink tint.

Not lipstick.

Just softness.

Then powder.

Near nose.

Not too much.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


No bindi.

Only kumkum.

One red line.

Between brows.

Then I walked to pooja shelf.


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Lit one matchstick.

Smell came — oil, burnt cotton.

One diya burned.

I folded hands.


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“Please god…”

My lips moved silently.

“Control my brain.”

“Stop this body heat.”

“Stop this mad feelings.”


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“Give me strength.”

Then I got up.

Took my handbag.

Put tissues.

Phone.

Coins for temple.


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I left home.

Locked door.

One turn.

Second turn.

Keys felt cold.

Pressed lift button.


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It came down slow.

Doors opened.

I stood inside.

Alone.

Pressed G.


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Lights blinked.

7…

6…

5…

Floor numbers going down.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Still calm.


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Face looked peaceful.

Chest wasn’t rising.

No signs.

Nothing naughty.

Doors opened.

I stepped out.


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Evening sun touched my arm.

Gate was half open.

Wind came.

Right near my hip.

Soft breeze.

I walked.


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Then I saw him.

Prakash.

Near the stool.

Reading paper.

But his eyes came up.

Green saree caught him.


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He saw it.

He saw me.

Not like stranger.

Like memory.

Like something returned to his mind.

I kept walking.


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No smile.

No pause.

Straight path.

He stood.

Adjusted belt.

Eyes followed.


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Then I made mistake.

I looked.

Just one second.

Our eyes met.

And then—

That twitch.


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That pull.

Inside panty.

Sharp.

Fast.

My pussy clenched.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


That feeling.

Electric.

Like soft wire touched the inner lip.

I swallowed.

Blink.

“No…”

“Not now.”


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He didn’t speak.

Didn’t smile.

Just stood.

Knowing.

Watching.

I picked up pace.


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Passed gate.

Turned left.

Road bent ahead.

My steps got faster.

Temple was few minutes away.


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My feet went faster.

Step by step.

Like they had some purpose.

Like walking itself would push the heat out of my body.

Like each footstep was scolding the next.


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“Go,” it said.

“Keep going.”

“Don’t stop.”

“As if walking will chase the lust away.”

That was the thought.

That was the hope.

That my legs could do what my brain couldn’t.


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The temple gate came closer.

No crowd.

Just calm.

Peace.

Stone path ahead.


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Soft chanting from speaker.

Slow.

One male voice repeating stotra lines.

No instruments.

Just voice and echo.


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No special day.

Or maybe just Tuesday quiet.

That ordinary temple silence.

Where breath itself becomes loud.

Where thoughts become prayers.


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I reached the steps.

Removed sandals.

One foot lifted.

Then the other.

Felt the ground already cooler.


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I walked to side tap.

Bent slightly.

Pressed the steel head down.

Thin stream of water.

I cupped both hands under it.


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Water ran cold.

I washed both hands.

Palms.

Back.

Then bent lower.

Washed feet.

Ankles.

Heels.


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The stone was slippery.

But I wiped legs dry.

Palms ran down calves.

Toes wiped on inner pallu.

Not perfect — but clean.

Then I stepped toward entrance.


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Stone inside was colder.

It pulled the heat from under my feet.

The air was cooler too.

Mixed with agarbatti smoke.

And that thick sandalwood smell.


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It hit softly near the nose.

Then filled chest.

I walked slowly.

One bell rang somewhere in the far corner.

A priest maybe.

Or just some devotee.


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The sound echoed.

Sharp then fading.

I folded my hands.

Automatically.

Palms pressed.

Eyes closed.


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Ganesha idol was in front.

Big.

Bright.

Orange garland around him.

Fresh yellow petals below.

He looked calm.


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Like always.

Always watching.

I whispered inside.

“I don’t want any man.”

“Not Raj. Not Prakash. Not Arjun.”

“Not anybody.”


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My lips didn’t move.

Only mind was speaking.

“I just want my husband to come back.”

“Even if he’s boring…”

“Even if he doesn’t touch me right…”


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“He’s mine.”

My fingers pressed tighter together.

Knuckles bent softly inward.

My forehead leaned slightly forward.

But body… body was not calm.


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My back still felt him.

That stare.

That heat.

Like Prakash’s eyes were standing behind me in the temple too.

Breathless.


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My hips… still remembered Raj.

Still shaped by his touch.

And my navel…

It tingled.

Soft and tight — that old echo.


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I opened one eye.

Peeped at god.

His smile was same.

Fixed.

Like he was watching me struggle.

Not angry. Not laughing. Just… watching.


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“Please let me be on control,” I whispered inside.

“Give me strength.”

My shoulders dropped slightly.

I sighed once.

Let the air go.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Folded hands again.

Proper this time.

No shaking.

No movement.

One old lady came beside.


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Wearing pale orange saree.

She didn’t look at me.

Just folded hands.

I stepped back.

Three small steps.

To give space.


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But even while standing back…

My body was not listening.

Still waiting.

Still tingling.

Like skin was waiting for something to touch.

Like it didn’t care where we were.


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I gritted teeth.

Softly.

“Stop thinking,” I told myself.

Firm voice.

Low breath.

Then looked down.


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Black stone.

With yellow paint lines.

Old paint. Faded.

But today…

Even that looked dirty to me.


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I shook head.

“You’re mad, Pavitra.”

“Came temple also and thinking bad.”

My hand flew up — covered my mouth.

I almost laughed.


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Then folded hands again.

Proper one last time.

“God…”

“Please…”

“Just freeze my body for two days.”

“Please.”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Then I turned.

Walked out slowly.

No rush.

Bell rang again behind.

But I didn’t look back.


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I came to pray.

And I did.

Mind was not pure.

But effort was there.

That should count.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I was ready to leave.

Still horny.

Still guilty.

Still trying.

But at least I hadn’t fallen.

Yet.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


I was walking back toward the apartment.

Temple felt calm.

Mind little lighter.

Body…

Still hot.

But not boiling.


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Just manageable now.

Evening breeze came again.

Soft.

Pallu fluttered behind me.

That green-gold cloth lifted with every step.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Some pleats were loosening.

Near the hip.

They shifted.

Moved from place.

I didn’t fix it.

Let it be.


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My navel peeked out.

Skin showed between blouse edge and pleats.

One line.

Soft.

Visible only for a second.


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I looked down.

Saw it.

“Ayyyo, cover…” I whispered to myself.

But feet kept moving.

Not rushing.

Not dragging.


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Just soft steps.

Normal.

Even breath.

The gate came into view.

Almost there.

Then — sudden sound.


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Whrrrrrr—

Like one tiny motor.

A cycle came flying.

One boy.

Cycling fast.

Didn’t even brake.


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He swerved at last minute.

Tyre just missed the edge of my saree.

Border shook.

“AYY!” I shouted.

Stepped back quickly.


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My bag slipped.

From shoulder.

Almost hit the ground.

My right foot twisted slightly.

I wobbled.

My body bent forward.


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Almost fell.

Heart jumped.

Then suddenly—

One hand.

Strong.

Tight around my forearm.


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Another under my elbow.

Pulled.

Fast.

No asking.

No hesitation.


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My body jerked.

Back into standing.

Like force had lifted me.

One hard step forward.

Then the voice came—


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“Careful!”

I heard him say.

Prakash.


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I didn’t even see.

Where he came from.

How he came.

How fast.

Like he just appeared.

Right there.


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Now he was in front of me.

Fully there.

Holding my arm.

His fingers wrapped around.

Firm.

Real.


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His palm was tight.

Not gentle.

Not soft.

Just full.

Full on my skin.


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His body was close.

Not touching.

But so near.

His breath…

It was already reaching me.

Near my cheek.


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I straightened quickly.

Too quickly.

Body pulled itself upright.

Head came up.

Eyes blinked fast.


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I shook my arm.

Lightly.

To free from him.

That skin.

Still inside his grip.

His palm slowly let go.


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“What the hell…” I muttered.

Half voice.

Half breath.

Not to him.

Not to me.

Just out.


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My chest…

It rose.

Then fell.

Then rose again.

That breath was heavy.

Not from anger.


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From something else.

That pull…

That strength…

That way his hand had caught me…

It hit me.


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Right through my spine.

Sharp.

Sudden.

Like someone pressed button.

Near the waist.


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And then—

No warning.

No thinking.

A twitch.

Inside me.

Down there.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Pussy.

That same place.

It pulsed.

Once.

Then…

A drop.


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Warm.

Sticky.

Small but clear.

I felt it.

Felt it move.

Right between the lips.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Panty got damp.

Just like that.

Not from thought.

Not from touch.

Only from that one pull.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Four days.

I remembered.

Four full days.

Since I felt a hand.

On my body.


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And now this.

Even though it was just help.

Even though it was innocent.

Just catching me.

Still…

My body didn’t care.


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I bit my lip.

Pressed it.

To stop the breath.

To stop the memory.

Then I turned.

Sharp.


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“You’re doing duty or playing blind man?” I snapped.

Fast.

Hard voice.

Trying to hide my own shame.

Trying to scold the heat away.


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His eyes widened.

Just slightly.

He stepped back.

One inch.

Maybe two.


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“Sorry madam…”

His voice came.

Low.

Soft.

Careful.


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“Sorry?”

I said again.

Half anger.

Half breath.

“If I had fallen, what?”

“If some old person came?”


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“I didn’t see him coming—”

“You’re security!” I scolded louder.

Voice louder than needed.

Trying to push guilt into words.


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“Not traffic cone!”

He nodded.

Head down.

No backtalk.

No smart words.

Just quiet.


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“You know what’ll happen if some old aunty falls?”

“Hip fracture.”

He nodded again.

“Yes madam.”


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“Tell those kids.”

“This is not race track!”

“Yes madam. I’ll tell now.”

He turned.

Looked around.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Boy was gone.

Already disappeared.

But still…

He shouted.

“No cycle near gate!”


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


“Go play inside!”

“Not near vehicles!”

I stood there.

Arms still tense.

Body still angry.


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


But not really angry.

Not at him.

At me.

At myself.

Because…

Even while scolding…


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I was remembering.

His fingers.

That grip.

That heat.

How it pressed.


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How it held my skin.

Firm.

Warm.

Rough.

That one place on my forearm…


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It still tingled.

Not from pain.

But memory.

Not gone yet.

Still there.


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He came back.

Bent down.

Picked my bag.

Dusted it.

No words.


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Just actions.

Then held it out.

Toward me.

I didn’t take it.

Not immediately.

Paused.


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Two seconds.

No talk.

No eye contact.

Then my hand moved.

Took it.

Just took.


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No thank you.

No smile.

No glance.

Just turned.

But my eye…

Noticed.


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His shirt.

It was clean.

Proper.

Not the usual dull brown.

This one was washed.

Ironed.


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Crease on pant leg.

Fresh.

Shirt tucked in.

Buttons neat.

Belt straight.

Shoes polished.


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I blinked once.

Prakash?

Presentable?

Why?

For what?

For who?


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I looked up again.

Fast.

Checked his face.

No smile.

No expression.

Just eyes.


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Eyes soft.

Not lusty.

Just watching.

Quiet.

Waiting.


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I turned quickly.

Pressed lift button.

Didn’t look again.

Didn’t let myself.

Didn’t allow it.


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But brain…

It whispered.

“He wore new uniform for who?”

“He’s standing extra alert today.”

“Maybe…”


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“Maybe hoping I’ll invite him for food today?”

I bit my lip again.

Pressed it hard.

“No.”

“No, Pavitra.”


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“You’re not doing that again.”

“You’re going to stay calm.”

“No one.”

Lift came.

Doors opened.


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I stepped in.

Railing brushed my thigh.

Panty still damp.

Still.

Just from one pull.


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“Body’s gone mad,” I muttered.

Out loud.

Low voice.

“Even pulling hand is enough now.”

Lift moved.


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Numbers rising.

My bag strap slipped.

I pulled it back.

My hand touched chest once.

Felt fabric.

Still okay.


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Looked at mirror.

Green saree still proper.

Pallu pinned.

But face?

Face was different.


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Cheeks pink.

Lips shiny.

Eyes slightly watery.

Not tears.

Just too much.


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I looked down.

Whispered again.

“You’re going home.”

“To lie down.”

“To drink water.”

“To forget everything.”


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Lift stopped.

Door opened.

I stepped out.

Walked to door.

Unlocked.

Entered.


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Closed it behind me.

Back leaned against it.

Just one second.

Body sagged slightly.


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Took breath.

Big one.

Let it out.

Then whispered—

“God…”

“I went temple only…”


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“Why like this again…”

“Give me strength.”

And walked inside.


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It was around 7pm.

Evening had softened.

The light outside the window was orange.

Soft orange.

Like someone had dipped the sky in haldi.


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Inside, the flat was quiet.

No voices.

No footsteps.

Just me.

Alone.


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My body…

Still humming.

Still faintly warm from that Prakash moment.

That grip.

That stare.

That save.


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But I told myself — move on.

“Enough,” I said inside.

That was gate.

This is home.

I walked.


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Feet were slow.

No rush.

No energy.

I entered the kitchen.

My stomach didn’t want food.


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Just tea.

Simple tea.

Nothing fancy.

Nothing spicy.

No cravings.


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I switched on stove.

Turned knob.

Then clicked the lighter.

Blue flame appeared.

Round. Calm. Humming.


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I took milk pouch.

From fridge.

Felt cold in hand.

Tore corner.

Poured into small pan.


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White milk.

Thin stream.

Bubbled at base.

I added half spoon sugar.

Not full.

Just enough.


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“Simple tea only,” I whispered.

No drama.

No masala.

Just warmth.

I stood there.


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Holding spoon.

Watching.

Waiting.

The boil came slowly.

Tiny bubbles.

Then full foam.


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Two minutes.

That’s all it took.

Then—

Pfff.

Click. Click. Click.

Flame gone.


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I blinked.

Waited.

Turned knob off.

Then back on.

Tried lighter.

Click-click.

Nothing.


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Again.

Click.

Nothing.

Again.

No flame.

“What now…”


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I bent down.

Checked pipe.

Hands on knees.

Felt the rubber line.

Tight.

No smell.

No hissing.


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No leak.

Just…

Empty.

Gas was over.

I stood slowly.

Back straightened.

Mouth sighed.


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Eyes went to wall corner.

The other room.

The cylinder.

Spare one.

Covered in plastic.

Big. Heavy. Waiting.


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“Usually Kartik does this…” I said aloud.

It was his work.

His muscle.

My part was chai.

Not lifting weights.


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Still, I looked at closed room.

Saree still on me.

Same green from temple.

Pleats had shifted.

Blouse felt tight.


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Strap biting into shoulder.

I adjusted pallu.

Fingers tugged gently.

Then I walked.

One step.

Then another.


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Door creaked.

Soft sound.

Room was dim.

But I saw it.

Cylinder sitting near table.

Like some lazy uncle.


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Plastic sheet was half torn.

Edges curled.

It was waiting.

Like it knew.

“Ok,” I whispered.

“Just drag it out.”


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“Nothing big.”

I bent down.

Both hands grabbed rim.

One side, then the other.

Pulled.


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It didn’t move.

Stone.

Dead.

Heavy.

“Ayyyo…”


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I twisted it.

Slightly.

Rolled edge.

Rubber base tilted.

Moved one inch.

Ok.

Not bad.


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Started dragging.

Tiny steps.

Tile scratched.

Sound came.

Like old dog coughing.

I smiled.


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“Sorry, tile,” I said.

“One scratch won’t kill you.”

I kept pulling.

Toward door.

Closer.


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Only one step left.

Divider frame.

2-inch plank.

Kartik’s genius idea.

Now final part.


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“Now lift…”

I whispered.

Bend knees.

Grip sides.

Hold breath.

One pull.


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And then—

“AHHH—shit—ayyyyo—”

My back.

Snapped.

Not full.

Just enough.


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Sharp pain.

Behind hip.

Right side.

Above butt curve.

Like metal rod jabbed there.


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I froze.

Hands let go.

Cylinder dropped.

Thud.

Heavy on floor.


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My body bent.

Halfway.

Pallu almost fell.

One hand on wall.

Other on back.


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Couldn’t stand straight.

“Ok ok ok…”

I whispered.

“It’s fine. It’s fine.”

Lying voice.


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Pain was there.

Still sharp.

Not crying pain.

But groaning pain.

Stubborn.


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I stood like old grandma.

Back curved.

Twisted neck.

Left. Right.

Small crack sound.


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Took few steps.

Wincing.

Still hurting.

But walking.

I looked at cylinder.

Still sitting.


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Mocking.

Smiling.

“You win,” I said.

“Big victory, no?”


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“Making one lady beg man for help.”

I sat slowly.

On sofa edge.

Not full sit.

Just perch.


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Adjusted pleats.

Leaning forward.

Back allowed it.

But pinched.

Groan escaped.

I glared upward.


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“God…”

Soft whisper.

“You serious?”

“I went temple.”

“Prayed.”


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“I said I don’t want any man.”

“And now you give me back pain?”

“You think this is funny?”

No reply.


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Only tube light flickered.

Above fridge.

My eye twitched.

I picked up phone.

Scrolled.

Security – P.


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Stared at name.

One second.

Two.

“Don’t do it, Pavi…”

“You know what will happen.”


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But some other part answered.

“What will happen?”

“He’ll come.”

“Fix it.”

“Go.”


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“You’re not giving you.”

“Only gas cylinder.”

I rolled my eyes.

Still clicked.

Call.


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Ringing.

One.

Two.

Three.

No answer.


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Four.

Still ringing.

Then—

Cut.

“Didn’t pick.”


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I stared at screen.

Felt insulted.

“Now also I’m ready to beg…”

“And he’s not even picking.”


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Back still aching.

Phone still in hand.

But down there…

That place…

It was smiling.


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Tingling came back.

Same spot.

Right behind panty line.

Warmth.

Soft.


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I clenched.

Habit.

Body’s own reaction.

Back didn’t like it.

Sharp stab.


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“Hisss…”

“Stupid body.”

“Can’t even suffer in peace.”

I dropped phone on sofa.


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Closed eyes.

One second.

One breath.

“I’ll try again.”

“If he doesn’t pick…”


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“I’ll drag that stupid cylinder to sink.”

“Let it fall.”

“If house burns…”

“Let it burn.”


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“No man.”

“No cock.”

“No help.”

Body twitched again.

Still.

But I didn’t move.


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Just sat.

Waiting.

Debating.

Back paining.

Pussy laughing.

Heart not sure.
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(06-08-2025, 12:22 AM)sexypreeti Wrote:  Nice distraction, but was this really the originally planned update or was this a last minute change of plans to engage the readers?
Good observation. Actually, this direction was always in my mind — I was just waiting for the right moment. Pavitra is reaching a point where her own fire is becoming too strong to hide under daily routines. I wanted to explore how far she can go… how much she can play with that heat before it breaks her. This isn’t a random shift — it’s part of a deeper arc I’ve been building slowly. Before Kartik returns, she has to explore everything. Every edge. Every mistake. Every emotion. Only then she can return to her normal life — not confused, not curious, but fully burnt out and clear. That’s where the story is going. You’ll see.
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