Adultery My Loving Hotwife Meena
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"My Loving Hotwife, Meena"


Intro:

This story is about a couple who have been married for several years.
 

The young, beautiful wife was blackmailed and misused by her beloved uncle. 
Through this embarrassing event, and subsequent -at least in the beginning- sexual harassment, 
the couple have discovered their inner passion and desires, which are not banned, but socially 
and morally not welcome.

This is a story of blackmail, cheat, jealousy and cuckoldry relationship. 
If you find such themes disgusting, please don't continue to read this.

I told and wrote the first phase of the story and presented it on the former platform "Xossip", 
which no longer exists.

After a long break, it was republished here by an interested reader, "LOLOBIONDA". 
I discovered my narrative later by chance and continued it in several long chapters.

The actual event is now over, but the consequences were going on for a long time or are still...

These episodes are now presented here. 
Remember that these chapters are the sequence of primary story, to get closer to the matter, to
 know and understand the characters and to enjoy reading more, I recommend starting the story 
from the first part here at Xossipy.
The primary part of the narrative is called "An Old Debt Has To Be Paid...".

The starting episode appears in a few days.

Have fun,

Salir
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Hot Dog And Ice Age - 1
 
Some days after Jalal left the country, I got a call from Tahir who wanted to come to me
 
in the university clinic and Jalal informed me of this beforehand.
 
His family doctor wanted him to be admitted for a few days and to have a general physical
 
 examination, especially of his heart, due to occasional chest pains, and he thought of me.
 
I arranged for him next week to be examined by a heart specialist friend and in the following
 
days stay in our hospital for five days for further examinations.
 
He wasn't too happy because he didn't want to spend the night away from his ranch or stay
 
in the city any longer. I spoke to him and promised him that he would have peace,
 
but that he had to stay for five days in the hospital.
 
*
 
Some days later he was with me in the morning and was then admitted to the heart clinic.
 
In the afternoon I called Meena and asked her to visit him when she had time.
 
In the evening, she told me that she had visited him and that he was a bit depressed at first
 
but then they had a good chat.
 
She said that Tahir is a funny guy and very entertaining. He loves nature and animals are his
 
real friends and family.
 
In these five days, I visited him three times and Meena four times. He was very grateful
 
that we treated him like that. Even his girlfriend visited him only three times.
 
After extensive and thorough examinations, it was determined that he is completely healthy
 
and that his complaints are more related to muscular problems and tension. His doctor only
 
recommended that he should be more careful with physical activities and heavy lifting.
 
 
***
 
When Tahir after these five days, wanted to go back, he visited me to say goodbye to me
 
and also, to Meena and thank her.
 
I called Meena and asked her to come to come by. Tahir thanked us and invited us to stay at his
 
ranch for a weekend. He seemed like a very simple, kind and nice person. I liked him
 
because of his natural and uncomplicated, friendly manner and honesty.
 
I said that next week is it possible and I have free. Meena also agreed.
 
*
 
This was about three weeks after Jalal flew awys and left the country.
 
He had one time called and spoke to Meena, but very short just to say that he is
 
 
now in New Jersey, in his new home.
 
*
 
Shortly after his trip, I think it was at the weekend thereafter, I felt a weakening of my
 
libido. I was able to describe it as a mild erectile dysfunction.
 
The problem gradually increased so that in two weeks I could hardly get an erection.
 
At first, I thought that our, mine and Meena's opinion problems could be the cause.
 
We hadn't had sex for three weeks and she was probably still angry with me.
 
I knew that I wasn't right in my opinion and reaction, at least not absolutely, but how
 
else should I react?
 
I couldn't let Jalal do what he wanted, at least I couldn't follow his whole wish or
 
allow Meena to do that.
 
That caused a time of relative coldness between us. I thought that after Jalal left it
 
would be forgotten and everything would be fine. But I didn't guess correctly.
 
I knew that she would forgive me, I thought I could use my charm and the help of
 
more and intense intimacy and perhaps more exciting sex to make things easier and
 
faster, but then this thing with the erection problem happened.
 
I didn't want to admit it or for her to notice and so I didn't make any attempts to
 
approach her, not even in the evening did I try to hug her or caress her.
 
I was afraid she would notice the problem.
 
I kept thinking it was a temporary weakness and that soon I would be
 
my old self again and I would be able to satisfy my wife as a man.
 
Of course, she saw my behaviour as an intentional attempt to keep her away.
 
and that made everything worse, but it continued like that for some time.
 
That was not my intention to continue my silence about my weakness, but because
 
every day I thought that tomorrow everything would be fine again.
 
I consulted at last two urologists I knew, who were my colleagues at the university
 
and were experts in this field.
 
Various laboratory tests were carried out. In the end, they said it is non-organic
 
disorders and the diagnosis was “functional impotence”, that meant everything was
 
psychological because of constant professional or private overexertion and stress,
 
with chronic overactivation of the sympathetic nervous system and increased
 
noradrenaline and adrenaline levels.
 
No one knew how long it would take, but things would get better at some point!
 
In the meantime, some psychotropic drugs and blue potency pills were recommended.
 
I thought I am not even 40 and can't I start taking these biochemical medications now
 
 at that age. What will it be like when I'm sixty?
 
Some days I was even happy that there was an ice age between Meena and me
 
and she didn't notice.
 
That was wrong. My thoughts and my behaviour were wrong. You can't hide something
 
like that, especially from someone who is directly affected by it.
 
I often thought that this is not my Meena, she would always come to me after a few
 
hours and try to make me pacify with her charm.
 
I suspected that firstly, she thinks that despite my claims, I have not forgiven
 
her for what happened while I was away for my medical meeting, that I still want to
 
punish her for her secret hours with Jalal back then. And she thought that all her
 
attempts to improve our relationship and repair the wound, are of no use in short time
 
but for sure only time can and will help.
 
Secondly, Meena considered our last conversations and discussions about Jalal and
 
their future meeting, my wishes and expectations as authoritarian orders. She saw my
 
warnings about the danger of Jalal's proximity, as my pressure on her and the exploit
 
of my rights as a husband and my misuse of the place that I have in her life and heart.
 
This made the delicate situation worse; I was sure because I knew that she had a
 
weakness in this regard and a very strong sensitivity when she realized that someone
 
was using her kindness and helpfulness, for his own ends and advantages.
 
In this case her reaction was always very strong and apparently now was such a case.
 
Meena was thinking that I had committed such abuse and was still angry.
 
* * *
To be continued…
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Some readers ask me, via my email address, about the characters and past parts, I just wanted to ask:

Please read the story from the beginning in "An Old Debt Has To Be Paid...", here, in English Sex Stories",

Have fun,
Salir
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Intresting start
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Today is the holiest of all nights of the ‘Christian faith’.
So I wish the Christian world a blessed Christmas.

That Salir begins with the continuation of the story on such a significant day as today:

An Old Dept Has To Be Paid’' 
under the sequel title:
My Loving Hotwife, Meena

is an auspicious sign and promises to be similar or perhaps even more interesting, exciting, dramatic, 
erotic and hotter than the first book.

I wish him good luck and success with the realisation.
As a fan and reader, I am curious about every chapter and look forward to the sequel.


Ciao / Servus
Lollobionda
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Good luck Salir
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(24-12-2024, 05:17 PM)Salir Wrote: Some readers ask me, via my email address, about the characters and past parts, I just wanted to ask:

Please read the story from the beginning in "An Old Debt Has To Be Paid...", here, in English Sex Stories",

Have fun,
Salir


For those who have not yet read the first part (book 1):

https://xossipy.com/thread-19599.html
‘An Old Debt Has To Be Paid’

Have fun and enjoy reading ...
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(24-12-2024, 09:44 PM)Lollobionda Wrote: Today is the holiest of all nights of the ‘Christian faith’.
So I wish the Christian world a blessed Christmas.

That Salir begins with the continuation of the story on such a significant day as today:

An Old Dept Has To Be Paid’' 
under the sequel title:
My Loving Hotwife, Meena

is an auspicious sign and promises to be similar or perhaps even more interesting, exciting, dramatic, 
erotic and hotter than the first book.

I wish him good luck and success with the realisation.
As a fan and reader, I am curious about every chapter and look forward to the sequel.


Ciao / Servus
Lollobionda

I like this fellow, Lollobionda, his personality, knowledge and nice character that can be clearly seen everywhere in his comments on 

various stories and topics here, in this portal.


I w
ould like to thank him again for making the rebirth of our story possible and also for continuing to accompany us. 


His opinions are very valuable because they encourage us and we can use them to improve our storytelling.


Thanks Lollo...


Frohe Weihnachten und ein glückliches neues Jahr wünschen...

 
M+N
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An unforeseen problem confronts the Nadir: erection problems!
He is faced with the dilemma of telling Meena or continuing to keep quiet and hoping that the problem will soon go away.
How will Meena behave if she assumes that Nadir will continue to avoid her because he has not forgiven her and is still
angry with her?

A neutral observer would describe the situation at the moment as follows: 
The two are living past each other at the moment and have virtually no points of contact...

It will be interesting to see what happens next and whether they will manage to overcome the problem ‘without’ any 
major damage.
Turbulent times lie ahead...


Ciao
Lollobionda
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Wishing you a Merry Christmas and congratulations on your new book! "My Loving Hotwife, Meena"—bold, intriguing, and full of promise.
Can’t wait to see where Meena and Nadir’s story goes this time.
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Just like the last one, I’m getting more and more excited about this one too. The excitement is building up, and I’m really looking forward to seeing how it’s all going to unfold.
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Hot Dog and Ice Age - 2

Nadir Continues to narrate:

 
Meanwhile, Mitra was invited by Meena to us, for a Sunday lunch and swimming.
 
After the meal at the pond, when Meena was in the kitchen, we had a quick chat about
 
the relationship problem between Meena and me. Mitra, as always, asked me to
 
slow down, listen to my heart and apologize to Meena, to solve our problems.
 
I promised to try but didn't mention my main problem.
 
I was waiting, just waiting for my recovery from my embarrassing health problem.
 
Mitra also invited us to dinner once in her apartment, which was very nicely furnished,
 
but we didn't talk about the relationship and marital problems. Both times the conversations
 
were rather general and occasionally about Jalal's ranch memories and his farewell night.
 
But I had the feeling that she was much more informed about how things were going on
 
between me and my wife.
 
I knew that the ladies spoke on the phone often and were currently very close and getting
 
on well. I suspected that they also met for coffee after work and that they would certainly
 
talk about me and our marital problems, although Meena didn't tell me about it.
 
* * *
 
We visited his ranch the weekend after Tahir was discharged from the hospital. We arrived
 
on Saturday before noon like last time by Jalal and looked around everything first.
 
As Jalal said before, Tahir’s house was much bigger with a large hall, library and more than
 
ten rooms and, and in his ranch, he had a lot more animals and fields.
 
At least five men and one woman as cook worked for him permanently and each had their
 
own area of responsibility.
 
He owned twelve horses, many sheep and goats. And as we were informed beforehand,
 
there was a part of the large forest behind his house, just for animals, more like wild animals,
 
which he described as his paradise.
 
His girlfriend. Sara wasn't there yet and was supposed to arrive the next day.
 
This time Tahir’s entire attention was on Meena, and he was much more concerned with
 
her than with talking to me.
 
 I didn't think anything of it because I thought that was his natural manner and he already had
 
a steady girlfriend who looked after him!
 
Just once, when they were watching the horses in a fenced area, Tahir who was standing
 
next to Meena leaned over to her and whispered something in her ear.
 
I was a meter behind and was watching the goats on the other side. I only heard Meena say
 
audibly, "You're really bad, Tahir,", and giggled loudly.
 
I then noticed that a stallion with his huge erect member was trying to mount a mare and
 
two of them were watching the mating horses.
 
The whole day and following evening, Tahir' companions, his dogs, Thunder and Sherlock
 
were also present. But only in the background and only occasionally expressed themselves.
 
In the evening after dinner, we sat down in his library and drank wine. Tahir often talked
 
about Jalal and Farzan, their lawyer childhood friend who was there by Jalal’s ranch
 
party, and memories of childhood and youth.
 
He then fetched an old photo album and asked if we were interested in looking at the
 
photos, adding some of them were fifty years old.
 
I looked at the clock, it was about ten o'clock and I was very tired. I apologized and said,
 
"I'm sorry, maybe tomorrow, I'm very tired." Meena said she was very interested and if
 
it wasn't a problem; she would stay a while and then go to sleep.
 
Tahir got up and led me to the room which was planned for us to rest. The room was not
 
far away from library and hall.
 
I brushed my teeth, but my curiosity didn't give me any peace, then I quietly went back
 
and stood behind the door to the large living room, which wasn't completely closed.
 
I tried to hear what was going on first.
 
They both sat down on the couch and looked at the album. Tahir had his left arm behind
 
Meena's back and explained each photo.
 
They stopped at a photo and Tahir suddenly turned to Meena and spoke, "That's stupid,
 
I mean Jalal is an old stupid man, he never understood how to behave. I was sure from
 
the start that he had no chance with you,".
 
Meena was a little surprised, "What do you mean? What kind of chance?".
 
Tahir leaned back and tried to explain, "Look, you are a very pretty, young, educated
 
woman with a dream social status. You have a very successful, attractive man who is
 
also young. And what's more, and most importantly, you love your man, and everyone
 
notices that,",” "What did he expect? Did he want you to fall in love with him and leave
 
everything behind and fly with him into the unknown? The old idiot..."
 
Meena was relieved, I noticed from her answer, "Yes, but when you fall in love...", and
 
smiled.
 
I think she was initially afraid that Tahir knew something about their intimate relationship.
 
"Okay, I admit that's not my area, I've never been in love, at least not such a love Jalal
 
sees and feels, I mean with a woman. I don't know love like that, I love nature, my ranch,
 
my animals, and I think I'm lost without them, maybe love means being lost without
 
someone or someone else,”.
 
“, but everything has its own rules and limits. At 56, I can't say that tomorrow I'll fly to
 
Himalayas and the day after tomorrow I want to conquer Everest, I, who has never been
 
to a mountain!", “There has to be logic in every action, maybe a mini-logic but a logic.".
 
Meena laughed and said," Maybe you can do it, but you have to want it first, that is
 
important and respectable, the will, maybe he wanted..."
 
Jalal took his glass and argued, "No, my dear, I don't accept that because then you are
 
lost when you plan something impossible, even seriously wishing for an impossible thing is
 
dangerous and murderous. Then you break inside, and you perish... believe me... One had
 
to be realistic.".
 
He paused for a moment and took a sip. Meena said," As for me, I like him very much and
 
did not find his request offensive or, if I may say so, strange.".
 
Tahir continued, "He should have approached you when he felt like it. To take advantage
 
of the moment and say I would like to spend some nice hours with you if you want too.
 
And then leave with good memories without becoming a burden to you and for himself,
 
when it's time.”,” I'm open and honest Meena, that's life and everyone has to go as far
 
as they are allowed to...","I would go so far as the situation gives me space, then I
 
should accept it when I reach the limit, otherwise I will suffer, what I think he
 
experienced,”,”, and on top of that I will cause problems for the other person, at least
 
problems of conscience.", Human must be like animals otherwise suffer, learn from
 
animals and nature, be clever, only take what they can and are allowed to do and to take,
 
and not insist on what you will but cannot and you are not allowed to do or take.”.
 
 
Then he stopped and they continued looking at the photos with his comments now and then.
 
I stood there for about ten minutes, but nothing special happened. Then I went into our room.
 
The doors were open, and I could hear them chatting, now and then. After about a quarter
 
of an hour Meena came into the room.
 
 
The next day, immediately after breakfast, Sara was there and we spent a very pleasant,
 
beautiful summer day with laughter and chatting and joy on the ranch with nature, animals,
 
and the couple.
 
* * *
 
The following week, my waiting unfortunately did not lead to a positive result.
 
My weakness and handicap still persisted.
 
Mitra once visited Meena on a weekday evening when I was working late. I was later able
 
to watch and listen to their conversation, which was recorded.
 
As expected, they spoke at length and in detail about what in the last days so happened
 
and finally, about our relationship crisis.
 
Mitra suggested that Meena make me jealous as the last solution and claimed that this
 
always works well with men. Otherwise, the situation can last longer if each of us insists
 
that he is right, and the other is wrong.
 
"You mean I should get a lover,", Meena said and giggled.
 
"No, I know you wouldn't do something like that behind his back, you love him too much
 
At least not without his consent you do such a thing,” Mitra said with a wink and added,”
 
", you should only have a pseudo-lover, just pretend..."
 
"Playing a role like that will be very difficult for me, Mitra,", Meena insisted.
 
"We are women, Meena, we can do it well. Just as far as he notices it,",”, you mustn’t
 
exaggerate, but let him notice that you are interested in another man. As I said,
 
just pretend that there is someone else who has your interest,".
 
"I don't know Mitra..." Meena said thoughtfully.
 
"Just think about it, you'll definitely find a suitable one," think about what you're doing
 
it for, perhaps the simplest solution would be that before you wait too long." Mitra insisted.
 
"I'll think about it, playing a role...Mhhhm, it will be not easy," Meena said.
 
Mitra said, "But be careful not to overdo it! That you don't really fall in love...", then
 
winked and laughed.
 
"Loving just one man is exhausting enough for me...", Meena shook her head.
 
"No, I mean not to love someone, but to be in love…There is a difference between
 
real love and being in love for a while, don't forget..." Mitra argued.
 
"For me it's the same, I'm in love with him and and I love him...What about you?" Meena
 
asked.
 
""I've had enough of men, I don’t want, and I don’t need any, for now at least," Mitra replied
 
smiling, ", "but if I even fall in love with a man, don't worry, he wouldn't be Nadir, I like him
 
very much but he's too complicated for me as somebody whom I love as my man," and
 
continued laughing loudly.
 
Meena replied, "Who are you telling? I've had problems with such complications for years...".
 
To be continued…
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Nadir is urged to put aside his ‘male’ pride and talk to Meena about his ‘problem’.
He must realise that he is putting his relationship with her at risk and driving her into the arms of a man who is 
not ‘yet’ fully defined.

Wake up, Nadir, because the ‘problem’ that is bothering you is also Meena's problem and therefore your problem
together. 
She is suffering more than you because she is beginning to question your love for her and your loyalty to her.

Before it's too late, do something about it.

Tahir's shadow will get more and more c o n t u r e the more time you waste putting the problem off!
 You need to realise this ... wake up and pull your head out of the sand ...


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda
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What’s done is done,    and those who were meant to leave    have already gone.

There’s no sense in lingering over the past—    it’s time to turn toward the horizon    and embrace what the future holds.

Nadir must take the first step    by offering Meena a heartfelt apology    for his action.

Only then can they begin    to mend the fractures and stride forward,    hand in hand, toward a brighter tomorrow.

And yes,    Nadir must open up about his current struggles    and discuss them with Meena    rather than pushing them aside and hoping they’ll fade away.
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I think the whole "trying to make Nadir jealous" idea would have worked if he didn't know about it, 
but Meena is clueless that the camera not only records video but also audio. 
Now that Nadir knows everything, what's he gonna do? 
Will he just come out and confront meena, letting her know he's onto their plan? But then he risks exposing his own secret of keeping the recordings a secret. 
Or maybe he'll just stay quiet and see how far she is willing to go, 
or even join in on the game and make her jealous back by pretending to show interest in another woman, perhaps someone close to her.

And what if the idea mitra pitched to meena backfires dramatically? 
I'm utterly captivated by the possibilities-what surprises could the future hold?
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(26-12-2024, 12:22 AM)Lollobionda Wrote: Nadir is urged to put aside his ‘male’ pride and talk to Meena about his ‘problem’.
He must realise that he is putting his relationship with her at risk and driving her into the arms of a man who is 
not ‘yet’ fully defined.

Wake up, Nadir, because the ‘problem’ that is bothering you is also Meena's problem and therefore your problem
together. 
She is suffering more than you because she is beginning to question your love for her and your loyalty to her.

Before it's too late, do something about it.

Tahir's shadow will get more and more c o n t u r e the more time you waste putting the problem off!
 You need to realise this ... wake up and pull your head out of the sand ...


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda

Unfortunately, there are moments when you are in an unfamiliar situation for the first time, 
where you often behave incorrectly (look further away) or make the wrong decisions (not talking about it) 
and have false illusions and hopes (everything will be fine tomorrow!).

Behaving incorrectly towards happenings and the environment and making the wrong decisions belongs 

to human nature!

It has dramatic consequences, sometimes, but not always, thank God, otherwise humanity 
would have perished!

The Road Not Taken

By R. frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;


Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,


And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.


I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Have a nice time, 

Salir
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A fascinating update!

Will Meena seriously consider Mitra's  suggestion of role-play? 
& if she does, the real question is, who will be the suitable one?
I’m eagerly anticipating what’s coming up next.
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I do not know how and why this thought found its way into my subconscious, but it's there; 
I have a feeling that Meena will act - ‘out of spite and anger, but perhaps also out of disappointment’ - 
and cheat on Nadir for the first time in their marriage by getting involved with another man...

* * *
Mitra replied, smiling, "but if I even fall in love with a man, don't worry, he wouldn't be Nadir, 
I like him very much but he's too complicated for me as somebody whom I love as my man," 
and continued laughing loudly.
 
Meena replied, "Who are you telling? I've had problems with such complications for years...".
* * *

To Meena:
Sometimes you love so much! You are even scared of yourself, you do not want to wake up from this dream 
as if your love will fall in a moment of carelessness! 
It's the repression of the feeling of absence in your dreams. 
Sometimes you miss them so much! 
You can not even hear the word longing, you can not say it's there now, maybe it's there, but how will you show
 it to the darkest place of your heart? 
Sometimes the heart always says sometimes. 
It nurtures a hope, the heart sees everything with hope. 
Even if it tires your heart, you must persevere. 
When you run, you do not know how long it will keep you waiting, remember, the labour is not in vain..


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda
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(26-12-2024, 09:35 PM)Lollobionda Wrote: I do not know how and why this thought found its way into my subconscious, but it's there; 
I have a feeling that Meena will act - ‘out of spite and anger, but perhaps also out of disappointment’ - 
and cheat on Nadir for the first time in their marriage by getting involved with another man...

* * *
Mitra replied, smiling, "but if .....
* * *
.....To Meena:
Sometimes you love so much! You are even scared of yourself, you do not want to wake up from this dream 
as if your love will fall in a moment of carelessness! 
It's the repression of the feeling of absence in your dreams. 
Sometimes you miss them so much! 
You can not even hear the word longing, you can not say it's there now, maybe it's there, but how will you show
 it to the darkest place of your heart? 
Sometimes the heart always says sometimes. 
It nurtures a hope, the heart sees everything with hope. 
Even if it tires your heart, you must persevere. 
When you run, you do not know how long it will keep you waiting, remember, the labour is not in vain..


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda

Meena Speaking: 

Dear Lollo,

 
Thank you for your very touching words you spoke to me here,
 
I didn't want to comment on this phase of our story...
Nothing wanted I write, not even read, but HE gave me no peace, he showed me what he wrote
and your and other‘s comments… 
 
It was a dark, nightly phase for me, the time, the actual chapter's time... The spiritual and mental
separation and doubts... What's going on? Where are we going? To my funeral? Is my loved one
taking me to my grave? Where are we in which pole am I, North or South?
 
HE, Nadir, chose the right title for this chapter... ICE AGE...

Ice in our minds and fire in our hearts... You know, when I think about that days and nights, not
only some days and nights, but decades…

I cried many many times, those decades,

Yes, tears are like smiles, they are mysteries,

As for love, which is a great mystery, a high mystery…

But there, tears of the nights were the smiles of my love,

 I thought those decades,

I was not a tale to be told,

I was not a song to be sung,

I was not a sound to be heard,

Or something you could see,

Or something that you could know,

I was a common pain of two,

Somebody those days, should cry me out!

We were in a ranch, “lumberjack“‘s ranch…

I saw the animals there, who were most loving of the living,

I saw that the tree speaks with forest,

The weed with the fields,

At the night, I saw, the sky speaks with the galaxy,

And I wished to speak with “HIM“,

I asked him to give me his name, again,

I demanded him to give me his hand again,

To give me his word again,

To give me his heart again,

I discovered his roots,

And I had spoken to all with his lips,

And his hand was familiar with mine,

His hand knew me,

I wanted to say,

Oh, you the new found again! I speak with you,

I speak as the cloud with the storm,

The weed with the fields,

The rain with the sea,

The bird with spring,

And the tree speaks with the woods,

Speak with me,

For I have discovered your depth,

For my voice is intimate with you,

I wanted to sing the most beutiful of songs, in the darkest of nights, with him and for him,

But,

those decades, only the darkness of night and the silence of sky were the most sincere lovers

who spoke to me,


 
Be for decades happy and full of love,
M.
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Friends,
There will be a new update tomorrow at the latest and then I'll be on vacation until January 3rd.


I'll try to continue the story then.


Maybe Meena will join in and take over part of the narrationI must admit, she has an emotional 


problem with the current chapter and the remembring the events described in it, but who knows...


I wish you happy holidays and a happy new year 2025 in advance.



Salir
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