[Henry]

She opened the door and saw Dawa ji standing in front of her. She saw his muscular bare body, wearing a dirty lungi. He Said with a gentle smile---I disturbed, madam?

Soma said---Come. It is raining heavily, and the weather is also very cold, so I thought I would drink some tea.
Dawa entered. Soma noticed her saree, petticoat, blouse, bra still lying on the sofa. She quickly picked them up. Then she said---sit on the sofa, Dawa ji.

Dawa sat on the sofa. Soma repeated---sit down. I am making tea.

Soma went to the kitchen. Part of the kitchen can be seen from the living room. Soma is wearing a homely sky blue nightie. She suddenly felt uncomfortable. She turned back and saw Dawa ji sitting on the sofa looking at the other side. Soma poured water in the pan and put it in the oven. While the water was boiling, she came to the living room and started to collect the household things lying around.
Dawa ji said---Madam It's four in the afternoon when choto babu returns home from college?
---Hmmm. Do you take biscuits?
---No, madam, I just had lunch. Only can drink tea now.

Soma started to think about keeping the sarees in the rack as she was all alone at the moment. During this time she was very lonely, it is good that Dawa ji came. By talking to him, her time will pass. Otherwise, she would have to spend this lonely rain-soaked day alone.


The water got boil, Soma entered the kitchen. Suddenly an anxiety arose in her mind. Now there is no one except the two of them in the flat. If Dawa ji does something bad with her now! Dawa ji's body is strong, can she stop him? Suddenly her body became aroused. Forbidden desire is felt in her body. She just feels that way when Subir comes to her in bed at night, when they husband and wife want to get physical with each other. Her hands shook as she poured the tea into the cup. She frightened to herself that if Dawa ji saw this secret weakness of her! She looked back at Dawa ji again.

Dawa ji's eyes are on her! Soma's body and mind became more restless. Suddenly she became delusional that Dawa ji was not sitting on the sofa, as if a huge and terrifying monster was sitting there. Immediately her illusion broke, she laughed.

She brought a cup of tea and gave it to Dawa ji. She is a forty-year-old woman, yet her body trembles like an immature young woman. She sipped the tea herself. They are sitting on the same sofa. Since the sofa is long, there is quite a gap between them. Dawa's upper body is naked, the smell of masculine sweat reaching Soma's nose.

Dawa is suddenly silent. And this is the cause of Soma's fear now. Soma's fear is not mortal, but her fear of not being able to protect herself. Her upper middle class family status, social morality, marital conservatism can be shattered in an instant. Will this extreme degradation happen at the beginning of her middle age? Husband and children outside of everything, she will carry a secret affair?

Soma is an educated woman, she is a mother and wife also. She wants to resist, she just doesn't want to be overcome by passion and desire. She knows that she loves Subir very much as his wife. Loves her two sons, who are her world. But if her body becomes stubborn! Soma is scared. Sometimes she feels she should be little bold. She should think for herself. If it happens for one day, who knows! But Subir? Is she able to hide anything from Subir till today! She remembered Subir's words, ''You have to understand your own happiness, Soma''.

Soma knows that she is not greedy for her own happiness, but her body wants this man, who is not of her class, not of status. Still her hungry body wants this rough and tough man. Ufh! Soma gasped. A lot of heat is rising in her body.
Suddenly she thought "are women sometimes want to see their fall?" Soma laughed at her sudden philosophical ramblings. Dawa didn't miss his attention, he said---why are you laughing? Madam?
---No such thing.

[Henry]

Dawa sees Soma differently today. Maybe he always looked her other way, today he is expressing his lustful vision by getting the opportunity. Soma thought so. She knows she is a highly educated woman. And Dawa is a low class uneducated watchman. But his wild primitive manly body is very attractive to her! Her attraction to Dawa was gradually pushing Soma to break her conservatism. Soma never had any hatred towards the lower class people of the society. She always thought they are also humans, so Soma never discriminated between humans. But such attraction towards their strong brute bodies was born in her because of Dawa ji. She is only attracted to Dawa ji.

Soma thinks that if Dawa ji does something with her in her flat today, no one will know the third person except the two of them. However, she will become inferior to herself, she will develop her own hatred of herself. She will be secretly uncomfortable standing in front of her husband and children. if that will be happen, she will stop Dawa ji. But how can she stop? Being alone, the needs of her mind and body, which had practically become irrelevant for a long time, are now all those needs that she thinks about a lot.

Soma didn't notice when Dawa ji came so close to her. As he came closer, the intense masculine smell of his body was intoxicating Soma. Lower class hard working people's body odor is so intense? Soma doesn't know.

Soma put down the empty cup. She saw that Dawa had already finished the tea. But this time they were both silent. As Soma went to pick up the cup, Dawa grabbed Soma's hand.
Soma's body trembled. She said in a very trembling voice---What happend, Dawa ji?

Dawa has put Soma back on the couch. He is a very strong man. He began to dominate Soma's soft body. The look in his eyes is as rough as his body. His eyes are yellow, burning. He is leaning on Soma. Dawa still gripped Soma's right hand tightly over her Sankha-pola. Soma said in pain---What are you doing?
Dawa gestured with his fingers to shut up. His animality is showing in his gritted teeth. Soma saw; this is the first day of meeting; the arrogant barbaric Dawa Sherpa. He hugged Soma tightly. Soma is melting. She forgot to interrupt. She was now fused into the hard stony chest of a primitive man. The mountain wild man held her tightly.

He whispered in a rough hoarse voice to her ear---Madam, you will listen to what I have to say today. i own you.
What deadly arrogance, what deadly dominance he have! And Soma remained submissive with intense lust. At the same time, he is increasing her heat by rubbing his face on the soft fair part of Soma's neck. He began to smell Soma's bodies soap-shampoo mixed with feminine scents. He grabbed her left breast cruelly like a beast. Soma's breasts have never been squeezed so hard. Her breasts are plump, though slightly saggy. It was at this breast that she breast-fed Santu-Antu in their infancy. Her left breast is pressed hard by gorkha watchman Dawa Sherpa like a lower class clumsy greedy man. But she feels good to get this cruel squeezing on her both breasts. Even at the age of forty, her breasts deserve such a merciless squeeze, which excited her. Soma said softly in a trembling voice to interrupt for the last time---Dawa ji, what are you doing? It's not right. i am married, please.

Dawa is kissing Soma's neck like crazy. It would be wrong to call it kissing, he is rubbing his face on Soma's neck and licking like insane man. A low class Gorkha watchman like him had never been so close to such a fair graceful well educated upper middle class woman. So as if this madness in him. He is pinching both breasts with both hands. Soma's breasts are very womanly soft. Squeezing and pressing by Dawa, is torturing on those two. Soma's body also wants so much torture by the man on her breasts. As if she wanted to a sadistic pleasure. As Soma's breasts are captured by Dawa, he is like that sadistic man. Is that true Dawa a sadist man?
The smell of burnt bidis in Dawa's mouth. Soma doesn't feel it bad now. She just wants now only and one Dawa Sherpa. Even in her starting of mid age, her body is becoming fire. She needs a man of her heart to put out the fire, now that man is Dawa Sherpa.

Sitting in the living room of her, a middle-aged forty plus married woman, a high college teacher, a mother of teenage sons and a wife of government engineer Soma Mukherjee; Her breasts are captured by the hands of a gorkha hunk watchman. Rubbing Soma's soft fair cheeks with his rough mouth, he started kissing. Then he pressed Soma's lips in his bidi burned fat lips. Soma's soft lips is lost in his mouth. After a very long kiss both of them laughed, This smile mixed the desire of both. Soma's smile is shy and submissive, Dawa's smile is the victory of war. They two started kissing again. Dawa is controlling the kiss. Her buttons of the nightie were torn by him, like wild beasts. Soma is not wearing a bra inside. Her two plump fair breasts were exposed. It is pretty soft, wobbly, middle-aged woman's breastfeeding breasts of many years ago. From this both her son Santu-Antu drank their mother's milk to satisfied their hunger. Now those two breasts are in the possession of their favorite Dawa uncle. But now there is not a drop of milk in it. The last drop of milk came from Soma's breast when Antu was two years old. That means her breasts are empty of milk more about ten years. But ten years later, Soma's breast still has the potential to become a flowing river.

Soma wanted Dawa to suck her breasts. Soma's breasts are both the most sexually stimulating. Dawa, however, did not suck childish like Santu-Antu or romantically like her husband Subir. He is sucking, biting, squeezing both breasts like a brute. As if immediately he will forcefully bring the milk from there. Soma's nipples are reddish brown. This is how Dawa wants to extract milk from Soma's breast. But Soma knows that her breasts are dry, he will not be able to express milk like this even if he tries hard. His saliva glistened on Soma's fair breasts. He is playing with her both breasts, once on the left and once on the right, sucking, biting, pressing whatever he wants. And Soma? She just wants Dawa ji to suck her breast with his satisfaction. Eat as he like. She raised her breast and held his head to encourage her crazy lover to suck her breasts. She wants to say---Eat, eat as you please, Dawa ji. These two are for you now. How long will these two be wasted in neglect? Take it, suck it to your wish.
But she couldn't say anything because of her shyness.
Soma's breasts are nourished, but little saggy. Her breasts are hanging for a bit of weight. Both nipples are erect in excitement. Her nipples are glistening with spit and saliva as a result of Dawa's intense sucking. She realizes that Dawa likes her breasts very much. Soma's luscious fleshy fair body with white tender breasts made her alluring.

A savage turbulent worm is biting her cunt. She is afraid that she will be able to take his huge cock inside to kill the worm! As he turns violent, will he show any mercy during penetration? But the worm bite is unbearable. Soma is an educated woman, she knows the biology of women; Female vaginas are capable of accommodating any size of penis.
While Soma is thinking this, a strange things suddenly occurs. Dawa fell on Soma's lap like a baby. Then he started sucking Soma's breast like a baby. Just like a baby drinks his mother's breast milk. Although that suction is very strong by strong masculine jaws. It seems as if by pressing both breasts for so long he has succeeded in causing milk to flow. But Soma knows this is impossible. Dawa tickled the nipple with his tongue. Then he said with a smile---Madam, your duddu are very beautiful.

Ish! How this monstrous adult man said like a child! Soma felt shy. She wanted to caress the sadistic man who suddenly became like a baby. She said shyly---what do you get with so many suction?
Dawa pressed her wide body deeper into Soma's lap and said---I didn't get anything. madam. But your bodies smell are very sweet.

[Henry]

Can Soma stop him now! He had become unkind a little while ago, now how romantic he wants to be pampered. He is rubbing his face on the fleshy fat part of Soma's tummy.
Sometimes he grabs her nipple with his fingers and pulls her breast. In this way, holding the nipple firmly on the finger, he started moving her plump breasts. Soma also laughed at his action with excitement.

She knows that if she wants to stop, then she should stop now. Everything has not yet progressed far, it is necessary to stop. Soma said very softly and innocently---Dawa ji, it's not right. leave me.

But Dawa Sherpa is a strange man. When Soma interrupted, he became violent again. He grabbed the nipples and pulled the breasts very hard, which would tear it from the chest. Soma winced in pain. With a push he said---Stop this nonsense.

Daba said in a tone of command in an arrogant voice---Shut up Rand!
Soma was surprised! The person changes behavior from time to time. Being a watchman is giving orders to his madam! Soma cannot tolerate slang language. She felt very bad. No one ever called her slang. Can't believe a watchman can tell her!

Dawa started sucking breasts again. Although his breast sucking is not as brutal as before but it is still quite strong. Soma suddenly didn't like the arrogance of Dawa. But she is helpless now. She knows her breasts are the most arousing part of her body. Dawa has been playing there for as long as he wants. She doesn't have the physical condition or courage to stop him now.
Soma realizes that she is responsible for this. A third class watchman she herself preferred so much. She didn't resist when watchman Dawa took over her body. And what will she do now? Without helpless surrender.
Yet Soma repeated---Leave me alone.You third class man! Nonsense!

Soma's guilt was working. Why did her consciousness act so late? Why was she accompanying the man for so long? If she could have prevented it from the beginning, Maybe then Dawa wouldn't have shown so much audacity.
Dawa gritted his teeth angrily. He said---Shut up, Rand. If you stop me again, I will beat you.

What Dawa did this time is very dirty! But dirtyness is the main condition of satisfaction in carnal intercourse. He suddenly raised Soma's nightie on her waist. Her naked vagina inside nightie, now exposed. The tender part of her under the flesh of the stomach between fair thighs is slit like a flower. Dawa buried his face in her pink marital cunt.

----Shit! What are you doing ugly nonsense! leave!
Soma cowered in shame. Tried to get up. Dawa morphed again, pointing sternly with his fingers to his mouth to be quiet. A muscular strong man of six feet licking Soma's vagina, Soma feels both hatred and shame. But her cunt is like a flowing river. Her female body is trembling. Dawa is artistically licking and sucking in her cunt.

Soma's body is also now a river. Her cunt is wet. This has never happened to her. She never had a discharge before intercourse.

Conveniently Dawa lifts Soma's legs. Dawa's head was bowed on the sofa with her legs up. There is nothing to hate the man! Someone gives a mouth in the place of urine! Soma felt disgusted at the thought. But now her watchman Dawa ji was drunk with his Mukherjee madam's cunt.

The more Dawa Sherpa licks her cunt, the more Soma's body changes. She exhaled heavily---ufh! It seemed to be she floating in the void.

Subir never did that in seventeen years of marriage. Soma has come to think that these things are incompatible in a tasteful civilized life. But today her body is responding so much to this filth, that she forgets to judge good or bad. Her body is shaking. Suddenly Dawa inserted one of his fingers into Soma's cunt.
Soma groaned---oh! Maaa! Leave, what are you doing nonsense?

Dawa is having a lot of fun with it. He started to masturbate with his fingers in Soma's vagina. Soma became lustful. She seemed to be floating in the sky. She said in a bitter tone---Uff! Please...
Dawa is encouraged and keeps fingering Soma's marital cunt even harder.
Her Breathing is increasing. Dawa grabbed one of her breasts with his left hand. Soma begged and said---Please!
Dawa smiled and said--Do you feel good, madam?"
----please, leave!
---How did you feel when you saw me nude in that day, madam?
Soma is ashamed, the flood will be in her cunt. She turned her face away. She has not any power to stop Dawa. Dawa said---Madam you are very fair! Your boobs are big too. Sab ji is very lucky.
----Please...
--- What please madam?
---Please ummmmm... Soma's humming is never loud. And she never doesn't give a
shameless moaning. She speaks in a soft voice. Only Daba will listen to her.
Dawa said again in a rough tone---Madam, how did you feel when you saw my lund( penis) that day?
Soma is blushing, her body is shaking. She has lost to the hunger of her body. However, she turned her face and Said--Barbaric! Shit.

Dawa smiled awkwardly. Said---Madam I will give you great satisfaction. More than Sab ji. You just have to listen to what I have to say. Will you listen?
Soma remained silent, Dawa's face buried in Soma's breast as his finger moved in her wet cunt. He said while sucking---Santu babu, choto babu drank milk from here, right? They have grown up now. Now these two duddu are mine.

Soma has become amorous. All her hesitation disappeared gradually. She hugged this breast-sucking man Dawa Sherpa to her chest. She whispered and trembled---pleeease....."
Dawa, however, did not give any importance. Randomly he is busy eating the left breast. Much of the breast, including the nipple and areola, makes noises in his mouth as he pulls and sucks.
----Ufh...... please...? Soma obliged and said a little louder.
He looked at Soma as he pulled his breasts to his mouth. Then he removed the breast from his mouth and said---What madam? Will I leave? Don't interrupt me?

Soma got angry. She is helpless. She realizes that Dawa wants to play with her. Yes, this man is playing with her. But now her hungry married cunt wants Dawa anyway. Hooks of her homely Cotton nightie are torn and her breasts are protruding from both sides. Her vagina is wet and ardent. The heat in her body has increased. She is a forty-year-old woman. She had never been so amorous in intercourse with her husband till seventeen years. When she was angry, she did not let Subir sex with her even though her body wanted to. She would then lie back on her side.
But today she is getting angry, hating. But she keeps saying 'please'. Soma did not make a mistake to recognize Dawa for one thing, she realizes, Dawa is terribly dominating and masculine. In the end, she has to beg from this third-class uneducated mountain watchman for his manhood!
Dawa looked at Soma. He can now enjoy Soma as she pleases. But standing in front of Soma, he said---If you don't say madam, I will leave.
Soma is annoyed. Pain in her mind. She doesn't know what to do. Dawa's muscular broad body is in front of her. She said in a helpless tone---Please, spoil me. I can't anymore. please give... She cried.

Suddenly Dawa got angry, said---Why are you crying? Have i abused you? Because I called you 'Rand'? You know, in my heart I have fallen in love with you. I am an uneducated, low class watchman. Madam, I do not match your society. So I managed myself. But you? One day I mistakenly thought you liked me too. But later I realized that you want to use me.

The two remained silent for a while. Dawa went to the far sofa and sat with his head down. Then he carelessly smoke a bidi.

All sexual urges were dulled in both of them. Soma is still devastated. She is sitting facing the other side. Her eyes are wet. Her nightie was unhooked and her breasts were still open. A few hairs have fallen on her face. Outside, the rain suddenly fell again at a terrible speed. Dawa put the bidi in Subir's ashtray and said---Sorry madam, if you want to punish me for what I did today, you can punish me as you want. You can fire me, report me to the security officer, whatever you want. Even then I apologize. I will never come to your house again. I will deliver Santu Babu at your flat on time.

To be continued...

[Henry]

Dawa was going away. Abruptly Soma called out---Dawa ji, only you spoke about yourself. Do not listen to me?

Dawa Sherpa stopped. Soma started saying---I am a wife, mother of two boys, a college teacher. But how alone I am. I once thought you were a very good friend. I never insulted you as a watchman. Then one day I liked you too. But I love more than my husband and children. what can i do? When you insisted, i couldn't resist, because I liked you. But you told me obscene bad words! That means I was wrong to recognize you? Tell me?

Dawa came forward towards Soma. Said----Then who are you? Tell me, madam?

Soma defiantly got up from the sofa. While trying to hook the nightie, she saw that all the hooks were torn. She was leaving. Dawa pulled her from behind and Said--- Tell me madam?
Soma said in a trembling tone----What do you want to hear? A Rand?
From behind, Dawa hugged Soma and clasped her breasts and said---Who are you? Are you my lover?

Dawa turned Soma towards him. He hugged her and said---Madam, I am an uneducated watchman. I have studied upto class four. My language is very dirty. I am also a dirty man. But the one I love now is you. If you don't want to hear such bad things in my mouth, I won't say it. But a beast of the jungle will ever be polite?

Dawa has embraced Soma very strongly. There is no release of Soma. Her body is very sensitive now. Her mind is also lonely for a long time. She don't knows why she likes all the wild savagery of this man.

She push in his chest and said---I understood that you are a beast from the first day. After biting my breasts for so long, you snatched them like an animal! What else is left for me? How do I show my face to my husband and children?

---Madam, you are a good mother, a good wife. Did Sab ji is not deprive you? Maybe Sab ji is a good person but don't you have any needs of your own?
---But are you a good person?

----No, I'm not a good person. I am savage, greedy. I have great needs. And I am determined to fulfill it.

Soma asked now to push Dawa's hard stony wide chest---So why do I need to build a relationship with you?
---Because we are both alone inside. Both of us are hungry. I am an uncultured low class person, Eating, fucking and making babies are the joy of our life. so I feel it. You are an urban educated conservative woman, you never realized it because of responsibility towards husband, children and your status. Even if there is a fire in your cunt, you are shy to put it out. And we low class people are masters at putting out that fire. Our wives are not unstable for their carnal hunger.

----Does that mean you are calling me a unchaste woman? Soma asked.

---No madam. I say if the husband can't fuck his wife well, that wife has the right to fuck someone else.

---Who said my husband can not?

---Maybe can. But why don't he have near you? A wife has no desire?

---Santu's dad has to stay outside for his job. I am guilty too, I can't stay near him because of my job.

---In our low-class lifestyle many laborers leave their wives in the village to work away. When they returns home at the end of the month, their wives is fully satisfied. If not, the wives chooses another way. I don't see anything wrong with that. In this regard, even though you are educated, but we are more modern than you.

Soma said in a gentle voice---But I am happy with my husband.
Dawa hoarsely smiled---So why are you with me? Did you admit that I did not force all this?
---I don't know the answer either.
He confidently said---Today I will give you such happiness, you will understand why you surrendered to me.

Tall Dawa Sherpa thrust towards Soma's face and he suck Soma's earlobe, then he said---If you don't like the word 'Rand', I don't. But it's an exciting word. And I don't see you as a 'Rand'. Because I fell in love with you. I am an uneducated person. I take my loved ones as my own by addressing her with such obscene words. Actually it is our lower class culture.

Soma clearly said--But I am not in love with you.
Dawa smiled and said---I know madam. I am a poor third class person. We have many differences with you. But still I'm in love. I am a rough tough guy, actually your behavior impressed me. So even a strong person like me fell in love with you.

She melted immediately, But she said---I don't like to hear dirty words.

Dawa smiled and said---Slang language increases excitement, madam. So enjoy it..

Soma remained silent. Right now, her body wouldn't let her back down. So she has no choice but to surrender.
They locked in a deep kiss. Dawa's mouth smelled of a strange filthy mixture of bidi. But now it seems that it is creating kinky excitement in Soma's body.

They started kissing frequently. Lips to lips, tongue in mouth, they burst into a primal kisses. Then when it stopped, Dawa said rubbing his face on Soma's neck---What's up madam, tell me who are you to me?

Soma said with a shy smile---I am not Rand!
Soma felt ashamed. How did she say this obscene word? She is a college teacher, how she say? But strangely, the word that had been the cause of her anger for so long, that word is now exciting her.

Dawa took Soma in his arms and went to bed and he said---No Madam, I love you.

[Henry]

After coming to this house a few times, he knew where the bedroom was. He threw Soma on this soft bed. Soma hesitated when Dawa remove his lungi. That huge cock has taken the shape of an iron bar today. It is arrogant. Soma smiled shyly, Dawa gave a stern order to Soma---Take off the nightie. Now I'm gonna fuck you.

Soma took off her nightie like a dutiful woman. She is nude infront of her lover Dawa's eyes. In her life she is first time nude in front of a man other than Subir. She has a fair fleshy body, two large breasts slightly bent on her chest. The fleshy folds of the abdomen, the fair thighs, the pink exposed cunt; A little hair on the upper part. Height of Soma is up to Dawa's chest. Soma is afraid that the man is a monster to her. She is terrified of the pain she will feel when this big cock enters her small soft cunt.

Dawa became lustful and mad to see naked Soma. Soma's mature female body is very attractive. He started his cock rubbing on Soma's cunt. Soma is afraid. She stands at a deadline as she cheating with Subir, submissively choosing her own happiness by subjugations of Dawa.
But will she really be happy with such a big cock? Or will it hurt? Dawa' cock is two times larger than Subir's. Her cunt is not ready to take such a big cock.

Dawa pushed his cock into Soma's cunt. Soma screamed in pain like a virgin girl before entering the whole cock---Please, slowly, it feels terrible!
Dawa scolded and said---Shut up! You are not a teen girl.

Again he started pushing. He himself realizes that Soma's cunt is still quite tight. Who will say that Soma has been married for seventeen years? gave birth to two children? Although Santu was a caesarean baby, Antu was born in a normal delivery. Then he pushed the whole cock in very hard. Soma cried out in pain and held the hand of Dawa---Oh, maa! I will die!

Dawa smiled wryly. Soma's cunt now gripped the watchman's cock. She is lying on her bed, Dawa stood on the floor at the edge of the bed and began to push the first very gentle rhythm. Although the inside of her cunt is quite wet, he wants to play with her cunt a little. In this way it will be beneficial for Dawa to fuck Soma very hard while standing. So he did not go as a missionary position, instead he wanted to lay Soma in bed and himself stand on the floor. His tendency is to fuck this educated wife of the civil sociaty very roughly today. Soma, however, does not know that wild man is eager to crack her cunt today. But she understands that fucking by such a big bull will be painful.

After some time, he started fucking hard. Soma screamed in pain---Ah! ah! Dawa ji...please...slowly...slowly...Dawaji....

Lying Soma tried to grab Dawa's hand. But Dawa didn't pay any attention and started to fuck Soma with his huge force. Each of his thrusts into Soma's cunt is moving with brutal speed. Soma realizes she can't handle being so rough fuck. However, seeing her condition, Dawa laughs with gritted teeth, and fuck her with forcefully.

Soma's two fair legs are held together on both sides and he is fucking like a rough beast. After a few minutes Soma's body began to feel a strange pleasure along with the pain. She was remembering Rukhsana, a classmate of her college life. Who said her husband's big penis gives her both pain and pleasure. Soma's moaning changes as pleasure increases more than pain. Her eyes are shining with happiness. In Soft voice she said---Dawa ji...Uf!....Uh!....Uh!..

Soma wanted this happiness. She thaught Dawa ji was right. She did not get this happiness from Subir. Dawa, however, is gaining strength along with Soma's happiness. Now he is not holding Soma's legs apart. Instead, Soma herself has kept her legs wide apart. Dawa rather tickles Soma's breasts. Holding her breasts with both hands he is fucking roughly Santu-Antu's mom.

Soma's soft moan was lost in the thap...thap...thap...and the 'katch-katch' sound of the rough fucking and bed moving. Now she wants Dawa on her body. She is holding his two hands. Dawa seems like it can read minds. He pushed Soma to the middle of the bed and climbed on top of her. He released the full load of his manly body on her. Females can easily take whatever male's load is during mating. Now they are in missionary position. Soma clings to him intensely. Dawa and Soma face to face now. Both eyes are on each other. In a moment they kissed. A dirty kiss involving lips, tongue, spit and saliva. Seeing each other again and again they kissed. Dawa is fucking Soma as hard as before. Soma now floats happily. When a man pleases a woman, at that moment this man is everything to the woman. Soma seems to be the same feelings now. Subir can never give her satisfaction like Dawa. No matter how much Subir is her lover or husband, Dawa is like an ideal man to Soma now. Dawa first said---Do you feel good, madam?
---Umm...Dawa ji...Umm...
--- Feel good?
Soma kissed Dawa of her own accord. Then when the lips parted she said---Give Dawa ji...like this...yeah...like this great Uff...Dawa ji...Oh Maaa...what a happiness!..Dawa ji...More..hard...
Suddenly Dawa started fucking more hard. Soma started humming in unison---Ummmmmmmmmmm...

Stopped for a while and they kissed again and Dawa said---Who are you?
Soma is silent. She is kissing Dabaji's rough cheeks and forehead again and again.
Dawa said again---Say? You are a Dawa ji's love.
---love...I am Dawa ji's love..Yes I am Dawa Ji's....
---Now then fuck you again?
---Hmmm.
Dawa started to fuck Soma again. His penis seemed to enter Soma's cunt near navel with every thrust. Soma is fully enjoying taking such a big cock in her cunt. It's still raining outside. The two boys are outside, they don't know now their mom is fucking by Dawa uncle with her legs apart.

Sometimes he attacks Soma's breasts like a madman, sometimes sticks out his yellow tongue, Soma takes it in her mouth like a greedy woman. Soma, who had always been a puritan, now has no hatred in her. The strong smell of Dawa's body made her more excited. Soma gasped, realizing the unstoppable strength on his dawa ji, it would take a lot of energy to keep up with him at her age of forty. Sometimes he presses her breasts mercilessly, sometimes he pulls the nipples with areolas by his rough jaws.

Dawa Sherpa fucks Soma on a soft bed, Subir has never been such a beast with Soma in their long marriage. Maybe Soma didn't want it either. She also wants a conjugal sex with a gentle life. But this man's passionate rough fucking lifted her to a new mountain of happiness. Dawa said while he brutally thrusting in Soma's cunt---- feel good, madam?
Soma gasped and said---Hmmm...
---Me too madam, I'm enjoying fucking with a beautiful fair woman like you. Today I will give you so much satisfaction, you will forget your husband.

[Henry]

Soma knows that Subir is not only her husband, but also the father of her children, the first and only love of her life. She can't forget him or doesn't want to forget him. But when compared to the primitive happiness she now enjoys with Dawa, Subir will be miles behind indeed.
There was so much hunger in her body! So much power in her mature cunt! She is surprised. She Knowing herself in a new way. The more Dawa ji fucks her like a beast, the more satisfied she is.

Soma felt like being fucked in the same position for a long time as Dawa ji did not feel good. So he lifted Soma on his lap with his cock in Soma's soft marital cunt. Soma realizes that the man wants to play with her like a doll. At the beginning of middle age, her body is not light at all. Although she is not fatty, she has mature feminine flesh on her body, but this weight is nothing to Dawa. He carelessly fucking Soma on his lap. As a result, Soma's plump breasts are swinging. Dawa took one in his mouth as soon as he saw it. At once lustful Soma clutched the head of her breast-sucking Dawa ji to her chest.

Soma feels good sucking breasts with his strong jaws. On her cunt, the big cock is fucking her roughly. It seems as if she is dancing on her lover's lap to breastfeed him. Dawa ji is also biting her breast, this bite is burning more fire in Soma.
A woman who is satisfied with a man, she wants to caress him. Especially when a man suck her breasts. Soma wants to caress Dawa Ji very much. She started caressing his hair while sucking her breast and said in a very lustful voice---Umm...Do you feel good Dawa ji? Umm?

Dawa ji then refused to leave the breast from his mouth. He is sucking the dry right breast, pressing the left breast with his other hand. Soma began to kiss Dawa's head. Said---Suck harder...ugh ah ah...like this...oh Dawa ji..Oh nice..ah ah...

Soma's back ached after mating for a long time. Her soft female body does not have strength as this brute, six-foot-tall, bulky mountain man. She begged and said----No more Dawa ji like this.

Dawa, however, gave importance to Soma's wishes. Soma laid down again then He started fucking her in missionary pose. At first, His waist moved like a machine for a while, moving the bed heavily, and after a while, he started to fuck her cunt with a long stroke, leaving a long gap. Soma, however, floating with desire, pressed Dawa's rough cheeks with her both soft hands and kissed him several times.
Now they are in a very romantic position. Her cunt is being dug from below by Dawa's huge cock, with long, hard strokes. In the Upper body they are kissing and caressing each other. Although Dawa keeps time intervals between each stroke, the strokes are so strong that Soma's body jerks and moves again and again. Soma feels very strange. She is floating in eternal happiness. She would not have gotten so much happiness if she had not broken the doors of conservatism.

Soma's body is quite soft. Her cheeks are very soft. Breasts are nourished. Dawa's strong hands pressed all over her soft body at his will. Especially in her breast, abdomen and cunt. A soft woman will desire a strong man. Soma always prefers a man with a strong manly body. Maybe it was in the secret fantasy of her mind. But today she found a man like Dawa ji.
After many conflicts, she finally surrendered herself to Dawa, overcoming all obstacles of morality, conservatism, status, class, family. She is getting rid of many doubts from the mind side by being satisfied with the body. Physical satisfaction also overcomes many doubts of her mind. She realizes her body wants to be controlled by man like Dawa ji.

Dawa is also thinking something. They stare deeply at each other, speechless, both eyes misty with arousal. Of course, that didn't stop Dawa from continuing to monstrously fuck Soma's pussy. It's his nature. He grabbed Soma's breasts with both hands. then said---Madam, am I not better than your husband?

Soma remained silent. She floats in intense happiness. Taking advantage of her weakness, Dawa wants to tell by her a lot, as a woman of mature age, she is able to understand this. she turned her face away. She closed her eyes happily. Dawa may knows that Soma will not give answer his questions. He is now start a speedy rough fuck. Soma hugged him tighter. A full body throbbing climax ensued.

Orgasm! the second time! Soma can't think, her vagina leaked water twice in one day. But Dawa is still fucking her at the speed of the machine. That man's stamina is amazing. The flood came down from her shaking cunt, he is still fucking with the sound of 'poch poch..poch'.
Suddenly his body also trembled. Fortunately, Soma in now the safe period. Otherwise, Soma would not be able to stop him now. She realizes that her lover has poured a lot of semen in her pussy. At this age Subir can never pour so much semen. But Subir is now forty-six, Dawa is fifty-two. That means, Dawa is six years older than Subir. Soma is surprised to see Dawa ji's stamina!

Dawa Sherpa is not satisfied even after pouring half a cup of semen. 'Poch Poch' sound is going continuously. After his ejaculation he is still fucking her. Soma, however, is tired, devastated, satisfied. She feels strangely good.

Dawa is lying down in bed. Soma was tired, but she got up and pressed the nightie over her naked body and went straight to the bathroom. Dawa Sherpa did not miss her gaze on her fair fleshy buttock while leaving.

[Henry]

Soma went to the bathroom and left the shower. Gummy semen is rolling down her thighs from her vagina. Red spots of bites all over her fair breasts. Her whole body is in pain. But she could not remember when she got so much sexual satisfaction. She cleaned her thighs and pussy by rubbing them. Bathed with soap all over her body for a long time. After bath she came out wearing a petticoat and blouse. She saw inside the bedroom, her watchman lover is now sleeping on his back. Soma thought with mock anger and shyness; "My body has been biting and plundered for so long, now Saheb is sleeping peacefully." A shy smile appeared on her face.
She pulled a pink cotton saree from the rack, with a pink blouse also. Then she Quickly put on the saree blouse. Now she didn't want to be Naked in front of Dawa for a moment. She feels ashamed.

Dawa is now sleepy though. However, suddenly Soma's shame has increased. She opened the window and saw the sun shining suddenly. Water has gone down on the road ahead. Looking at the clock was surprised! Three ten! Dawa Ji needs to be woken up. She should be asked to fetch Santu.

How will she talk with Dawa ji now? She pushed without saying a word. After being pushed several times Dawa Sherpa sat up. As soon as he woke up, he saw freshly bathed Soma in a homely pink cotton saree. Soma understands that there is still much desire in Dawa's eyes. Then she said very shyly---Look at the clock, it has three pm. Don't bring Santu?

Dawa is naked. When he standing up, Soma's eyes fell on that huge cock. Now it's down, but what a pain it gave Soma today! Soma rolled her eyes after catching a glimpse. Dawa wandered around looking for his lungi. It is lying on one side of the bed. Soma picked up that lungi and turned her face to the other side and said---Take it.


After Dawa ji went out wearing his lungi, she noticed that the whole bed was in disarray. A strong masculine smell in the room. She cleaned the bed. There are still two empty cups of tea on the tea table in living room. She left both in the sink. Now she has no stamina to wash. She wants to rest. If Santu-Antu come, they will make her restless. She lying on the bed. She doesn't want to think about anything good or bad now.


Around four in the afternoon, Soma woke up to find Antu coming and shouting. Soma opened the door, then Antu said---Mom, how many times did I ring the bell. were you sleeping?
Soma was fast asleep. She did not understand. She kept quiet and said---Come inside.
Soma went to the kitchen. Started preparing food for her son. She is having some difficulty in walking. She is feeling soreness and burning sensation in her cunt, as it is when it is cut and torn. She Called---Antu? food is ready.
Again she went to sleep. She was very sleepy in her eyes. Before going to sleep, she said to her younger boy---When your dada will come, will tell him not to wake me up. I am not feeling good. I went to sleep a little.

To be continued...

[Henry]

The next day was spent in dilemma. Dawa did not come to their flat. Although Soma's pelvic pain subsided, complications developed in her mind. After that incident, should she continue? She realizes that she has never been so physically satisfied. But to cheat Subir, after all, she is repeatedly questioning herself. She feels unbearable. She is handling housework, college, family all day long. But her mind is restless.
Thinking of that rainy noon makes her body tingle, an unruly worm bite in her cunt unsettling. Her body wants the closeness of that muscular man again. Her body wants that monstrous penis to enter her pussy, to satisfy her again. But conservatism is becoming conscious again.

Soma thought; "At this age of forty, when my sons are growing up with husband and a govt job, spent happily seventeen years of married life then what is the need to involve myself in this adultery? Why will I cheat Subir? Just for my physical satisfaction? Subir loves me, I have no one to love except Subir and my children, but why would I commit this sin? Soma felt very sorry. Her mind is getting heavy with sorrow.


Antu said---Mom you will not go to the bath?
Soma looked at her aon. Antu is busy stuffing books in his college bag.
Soma looked at the clock, half past nine! She should go to college.

In the mirror of the bathroom, she saw light dark spots under her eyes. She didn't sleep well last night. Subir also did not phone call yesterday.
"If Subir knows all! It will hurt him a lot." She thought and warned to herself that she wouldn't go much further.

She thought again what has happened must be forgotten. She decided she will call Subir after returning from college. Then she immediately remembered; when Subir will be in the office, can she talk on the office phone? Will she tell Subir everything?

Soma is getting tired after thinking about multiple things. The water from the shower is pouring down. She is wearing only petticoat, wet all over. On her bare breasts still near the nipples are scattered red spots.

"Ish! I see that the beast has bitten and sucked! Who knows what to do if there was milk!" Soma said to herself. Immediately a shy smile appeared on her face. Unknowingly, she pinched her both nipples with two fingers and pulled it.

Her body trembled immediately. Unwanted desires arose again. Her cunt began to itch. Surprisingly Soma has been watching since yesterday; when she feels like this then it seems that it would have been better for Dawa ji to come and insert his fat cock into her cunt and give her a hard rough fuck.

But right now she wanted to end everything here, but why is she still wanting Dawa ji! She realizes that Subir cannot give her physical satisfaction that a tall broad, strong man like Dawaji give her. Her body shuddered with forbidden pleasure. She was late to take a bath.

[Henry]

On the way back from college in the afternoon, she had to buy some essentials goods for house. Soma was returning after buying things from the nearby market, when she opened the main gate of the flat house and saw Dawa ji sitting on a chair on the ground floor. On either side of him are Santu and Antu. They are busy talking with him. Soma loudly called the two boys---Santu, Antu come home.
They started climbing the stairs, following their mom. Dawa said from behind---Madam, will we have tea this evening? Soma did not answer.

Even though it rained a lot the day before yesterday, it is very hot weather again from yesterday. Soma took off her saree and entered the bathroom while wearing only petticoat and blouse. Her peace is only when she takes off the blouse-brasier from her sweaty body in this heat. Bathing in cold water once again will relieve her.

After bathing she went into the kitchen and prepared afternoon tiffin for her sons. She made a big cup of tea and started sipping it while sitting on the sofa. Santu opened the TV. A tennis match is playing on. Andre Agassi on one side and Pete Sampras on the other. Antu said---Dada, Sampras should win this match.
Santu is a fan of Agassi. He immediately got annoyed and said---You don't understand anything about tennis, Sampras is still old, Agassi will win.
Soma understands little about cricket for her sons. But she doesn't understand anything about tennis. The game of returning the ball from one side to anather side in the court, she feels bore. She really doesn't feel well today. Looked at the clock, Subir is an hour and a half late in returning to the quarters from office. She brought down a book from the book shelf; Rabindranath Tagore's book of short stories. Before completing reading two pages the calling bell rang. Soma was shocked, is not this Dawa ji!
Santu said---Antu, open the door, Dawa uncle has come.

When Antu opened the door, Dawa ji entered with a smile. Soma's discomfort increased. He came in and said---Madam, please make some tea with ginger. That night I was wet for heavy rain and cold. Today is so hot again! I can't cope with this weather.

Soma looked him annoyedly. However, there was a strong stirring in her. She closed the book and got up. She entered the kitchen and got busy making tea.
Santu is still watching the tennis match on TV. Agassi lost the first set 6-3. Sampras leads in the second set as well. He threw his hands on the sofa and said---Dush! This time will not be!
Dawa said--- What game is it babu?
----Uncle, you do not know? It's tennis. It requires a lot of wrist strength to play.
Dawa smiled, said---Even playing 'dang-guli' in our village requires wrist strength. But what do you know Santu babu, it takes a lot of strength to fight wrestling. Football is also a tough game.
Antu said---Dawa uncle, have you ever played football?
---Played mean? We have a big football ground at Manebhanjan. Me and my cousin Darji were two defenders.
----You play in the defense uncle? Who is your favorite defender? My favorite defender is Cafu. But favorite footballer is Michael Owen. Dada's favourite is old Romario.

Santu scolded his brother---Shut up! You have not seen the World Cup of 94, how do you understand!
Dawa said---Don't argue Santu Babu. Antu babu, i played football in the village. Never watched TV. Means there is not an antenna and the dish, there is not a TV.

Soma brought tea. She put the tea on the table, but she didn't say anything. She quietly went to the kitchen. Keeping the pressure cooker on the oven to cook the 'ghughni', then she started kneading the flour.
Agassi lost again in the second set. This time at 6-4. In the gallery, the disappointed face of his lover Steffi Graf was shown on TV.

Dawa finished the tea. Then looked at the kitchen. Soma is wearing a green color cotton saree, green blouse. Her hair is falling on her forehead. She kneads the flour with her hands wearing 'shankha-pola'.
Dawa went to the kitchen. He said in a heavy but whispered voice from behind---Madam!

[Henry]

Soma was shocked. As soon as she turned around, Dawa Sherpa pulled her to his chest. Caught tightly with both hands. Soma tried to escape, but failed.
Dawa said---What happened? Why be ashamed? Do you have anything left to shame near me?
The word pierced Soma's chest like an arrow. Really! What else is left? Dawa fucked her like his wishes. Looted her naked body. His hands reached all over her body. What else is left of him? Everything has been looted by him! Soma became overwhelmed with grief. She thought that she herself was responsible for this.

Dawa forced Soma's lips into his mouth. Then he sucked her pink womanly soft lips for a while. Said---being angry with me?

----Nonsense! How dare you? How do you have so much courrage? Soma said angrily.

Dawa smiled awkwardly. There is a lot of contempt in his smile. Said---Am I the only one who has shown courage, madam? You are also a courageous woman. How many women under the pressure of family, children, can think of satisfying their cunt? Neither could you, unless I had the courage to force you.

Then Dawa put his hands under her saree's anchal and pressed her left breast hard on the green blouse and said---Honestly madam, your mother-of-two's plump saggy breasts are wonderful. So soft, so satisfying to press. Whenever your breasts were visible through the blouse, I wished to press and suck them well. I have a lot of desired about your firm fleshy breasts. Once upon a time, there must have been a lot of milk, madam?

He gripped Soma's left breast very tightly. Soma shuddered at the pressure on her breast. On the other side, Dawa's raspy masculine voice, on the other side, the pungent manly smell of his body, Soma is horny in every way. Right now, if Dawa is going to fuck her in front of two boys in the kitchen, she won't be able to resist. Yet she is trying to resist.

Dawa smiled awkwardly again. Seeing Soma's resistance he smiled and said---Don't worry, I won't fuck you right now. There is Santu Babu, Antu Babu. They are like my sons. I'm not a perverted person. I am a father too. Just tell me when will I come to fuck you tonight.
----Naver! you won't come.
---Okay, madam, I will not come. But you will come to my room. Will you come? I know you are not that brave yet. You are actually a very timid woman. Just as you do not dare to break your conservatism and satisfy your pussy hunger, you also do not dare to interrupt me. Madam, no matter how educated you are, you are a timid woman. I will not take advantage of your weak state. I gave you a chance today instead. I will wait at night in my room. If you overcome fear and come to me today to fuck, then I will think you are brave. If you don't come, I will never force you. I will never come to your flat again.

Dawa released Soma from his hug. A strange smile appeared on his face. Then he went straight out of their flat. Santu said from behind--- Dawa uncle, are you leaving?

Dawa said with strange smile---If your mom wants, I will come again, Santu babu.

After some time Subir's phone came. The telephone is continue ringing till Soma washes her hands. When she went to pick up the phone, Subir said---were you busy?
---Hmmm. I was cooking. Are you returning to the quarter?
---Just entering and changing clothes and taking a little rest.
----You did't a phone call since yesterday?
---Actually, it was late to enter the quarters last night. Next to us our colleague Ramesh Naidu, a pressure patient. Sudden stroke. I was busy with that. After one more year the gentleman will be retire. Now he live alone. All of his family is living in Chennai. I had to bear these troubles. Luckily we had two young office staff with us.

---Oh! Did you drink tea?
---Here's sipping this tea now. What's wrong with feeling upset?
---Nothing.
---Didn't your boyfriend come today?
---How many times have I told you not to say something like that.
---Why? What happened again? Did you break up? Subir joked.

Soma gets annoyed and says---If you talk like that, I will keep the phone.

---Oh darling! Why are you angry? You are lucky, you still have a boyfriend in your forties. And I'm an old man...
---Subir...! Soma got angry.

Subir smiled again and said---What happened, Soma? I think something has happened.

Soma can't really hide anything from Subir. She took one look at her sons. They are busy watching TV. Then she said---I am surprised to see the courage of the man!
----Why? What happened? Who the man? Dawa Sherpa or not?
---Whose then? Who am I talking about? Do you know what is being he said today?
---What? Subir became very eager.

Soma was silent for a while. Subir said again---What happened, why are you silent?

----Today I was surprised to see the courage of the man, the man directly entered our kitchen. Soma atlast said.

---Ha ha ha...Subir laughed out loud.
Soma said---Are you laughing?
---He entered the kitchen and hugged you? Love offered or not?
Soma hid her words, said--- That's what he wanted. But could not hug.
---What did you do?
---I will tell him not to come to our house from now on.
----Why did you hurt the poor man, Soma? Maybe he loves you. Subir said jokingly.
----You call it love? Or just.....
----Just what?

Soma is silent. What was she going to say right away! Soma restrained herself. Subir said---Soma if you want too, you can love.

Soma said angrily to her husband---Chhi! You are telling your wife...!
---Oh darling! what did I say wrong again. If you both want, You all are mature adult people, you can. I won't be interrupted.
---Subir!
---What?
----He really scares me.
---Who scares you? Your Dawa ji?
----Hmmm. And if again..
---Why again? You didn't give him a chance. Poor guy!
----Please do not joke! What if he does something with me?
----What will you do? If he can conquer my beautiful wife then I will say he has courage.

Soma dared to say the word---You know, what did he say today?
---what?
---He will wait for me at night! What a dangourous man!

Subir was shocked. He could not have imagined that the Dawa Sherpa, being a watchman, would make such a bad proposal to his wife so easily. He himself became silent in surprise.

Soma said---I think, we should kick him out of this watchmen job. I will talk to Mr Mitra for this.
---What to say to Mr. Mitra? Subir asked Soma.
Soma was worried. What will she really say to Mr. Mitra? And if then Dawa says all the truth! However, she will not be able to show her face in humiliation not only to Subir, but to the entire flat building.
Subir could understand that Soma was really worried. Now he became serious and said---I want to hear what he have told you exactly.

Soma was shy to say everything. But she said---He said that he will wait tonight in his own room. And he said also if I will go to his room, then I am brave, or if I don't, I am a timid woman. If I will not go to his room, he will never come to me again. Never disturb me.

Subir realizes that Dawa Sherpa is a low class uneducated watchman but he is a seasoned player. He is playing mental games with Soma. Subir is one hundred percent sure that Soma will definitely not go to him. So he is not thinking about it. Rather he think Dawa is a third class watchman, there is no guarantee that he will keep his promise. Even then he can still may disturb Soma. Subir is not tolerating this; how dare a low paid lower class watchman go to his one of owner's flat house and make a bad proposal to an educated married lady! It is not right to dare a guard to come to a gentleman's house like this and make a bad proposal.

Subir said to Soma---Wait for one day. Even after that if he comes and misbehaves, I will call Mr. Mitra and take action.

---If I don't go to his room today, then he will not disturb me in any way. I mean I definitely won't go to his room And he will not disturb me anymore.
Subir was surprised. Said---how are you so sure?
----I know him. He is not like that.
Soma accidentally said some complimentary remarks towards Dawa. After that realizing, she said again---I still want him fired From his job.

Hearing Soma's statement like this, Subir was a bit shocked, a bit surprised and a bit puzzled. Soma avoided talking about this matter now and said---What will you eat at night?
---I will eat rice today. But not white rice, fried rice. Subir smiled.

The Agassi vs Sampras match was over by then. Antu came to his mom and said--Mom, Dad?
---Hmmm. Will you talk?
Antu noded.
Soma said to Subir---Here's what your son has to say.
----Who is that, santu?
---No, Antu.

[Henry]

Antu took the telephone receiver from his mom and said---Dad, saw the match today? Sampras won the final. Agassi lost. Dada is hiding his face now.


Soma went to the kitchen. Started making paratha in griddle. Dejected by Agassi's loss, Santu buried his face in his mom's shoulder in the kitchen. Soma said---What happened, don't come so close, it's hot.
Santu said---Mom, i'm upset.
---Why? What happened? Who won the match?
---Pete Sampras. That's why Antu is talking to dad on the phone.

Sometimes the mind becomes really bad. Also happening in Soma. She proposed to Subir that Dawa be fired from the job. Now it seems it would have been better not to be so unkind.

Subir-Soma has made a separate bed room for their two growing sons. Soma and Subir have a separate bed room. If Subir is not home, Soma sleeps alone in this bedroom. And sometimes, she want, sleep with her two boys.
After dinner today, Soma decided to sleep with Santu-Antu. In fact, she is afraid today. Of course, this fear is not that Dawa will break the door and bang her. Not so. Actually it is very difficult for her to suppress her body needs and mind while avoiding the call of Dawa tonight. Secretly Soma's body wants to surrender to him. The stubborn worm bites in her cunt seem to have since from when Dawa went away.

If their mom sleeps with them, Santu-Antu demands that their mom should sleep between them. Otherwise, the two will quarrel over who sleeps next to their mom. So Soma sleeps between them. Antu raised one leg on her mom's waist and hugged her, while Santu hugged her from the other side. Soma smiled and said---I understand quite well that you both will not let me sleep. I went to another room.
Then Antu said---No mom, Dada is doing mischief.
---What did I do again? Is mom only your property?
----You two stop. Soma scolded the two boys.

No matter how grown up her two boys are, they still have that little one with Soma. They always fight about whose wealth is their mom? Soma was annoyed by her two sons' caress and said---What did you two do?
Santu poked his mom's throat with his finger and said---How did this scar mom?

Soma noticed that the bite mark of Dawa ji was still red on her fair neck. She said---Who knows, it seems to have cut somehow.

Antu said---Mom was bitten by ants.
Santu said---fool! Bitten by ants such a scar?
---Mom you saw, Dada called me fool! Antu complained.

Soma smiled and said---A mountain yeti came one day, he bit it.

Both of Soma's sons laughed. Santu said jokingly---The story of the yeti that Dawa uncle told, seems to have bitten.

Soma smiled to herself. And she said to herself in her mind "It is not this yeti of your Dawa uncle stories, that yeti is actually your Dawa uncle."

Soma's eyes were open even though her two boys fell asleep on her either side. She change her side to another side again and again. Still she can't sleep. She feel uncomfortable, but restrained herself. Remembering that night makes her body feel hot. A strange intense itching in her vagina. Sometimes these days this sexual tension makes Soma very uncomfortable, when it seems that she will not have peace unless Dawa ji' giant cock go into her cunt. A shameless desire is suppressed. Get up once in Soma and drink water. Went to the balcony and saw the street in front of their flat, there only the street lamps on the quiet street. A couple of dogs are sleeping there. Soma knows Dawa is waiting for her now. If Soma couldn't control herself and went there once, Daba would fuck her all night tonight. Then there will be no looking back for Soma, she will be fully engaged in extramarital affairs.

As the night progressed, sleep fell in Soma's eyes. When she woke up in the morning, it was half past six. A gentle sun light is coming from the east through the window. There is a limitless peace in her mind. Now she was very happy, she was able to control herself.

To be continued...

[Henry]

A week has passed. Already the Summer heat is getting intense. There is heavy sunshine during the day, frequent load shedding at night. Of course they have a generator in their flat. However, the air from the fan is very hot also. Subir said he will install the AC now. Then Soma said what is needed by spending extra money. Now Soma also feels that the AC would have been better.
There is still one month left for Santu's secondary result. He has to give the science tuitions before the results are out.
Soma took them to Argha's house today. Argha is a Classmate of Santu. Santu has competition with Aragha. Aragha comes first in class, santu second. The college teachers as well as the two families are excited about who will top the secondary exam this year. However, Soma is optimistic about Santu. Argha is not very good in Arts. Santu is good in arts as well as science. Soma's contribution is no less for that. Nowadays parents are satisfied only if students are good in science. Soma, however, does not make the science-arts divide.

Argha's father is also a high college teacher, his mom is a housewife. The woman is a little too proud of her son. Argha's house is in Bagbazar. His mother said---Soma di, your son will do well in arts this time, if my son was good in arts, he would have topped this time too.

Soma smiled to herself. She realizes that Argha's mom's confidence is broken before result out. But Soma is not a a competitive mind as Argha's mom and is unwilling to put her son in a rat race. Let him do what he likes. Argha's mom Sutpa is a little younger than Soma, and she smiled and said---Why are you to much thinking, Sutpa? Arghya will top this time too. Where did you give your son math tuition?
---Given coaching. And also there are home tutors. His dad wil give him a special tuition again. His colleague is a math teacher. Send Argha to him too.

Soma was surprised. Just finished the exam already three tuitions in math! However, Soma did not answer. Argha's mother said---Soma di, where are you teaching your son?

---I haven't given it yet. But I will not teach him in batches. His dad was talking about the home tutor. Let's see if I find somone like that.

Soma entered the mall on the way back from Argha's house with her two sons. It is difficult to find antu-santu when entering the mall. Both of them have entered the sports zone of the mall. Soma saw some household items on offer and took them to the trolley. Antu-Santu appeared with a bat in his hand after few minutes. Antu said---Mom, i will take it.

Soma scolded and said---There are two bats in house. What to do with it again?
Antu said---Those two are old models. It's pretty good. It is like Di silva's bat.

Santu said---They play on duce bat. You should choose a lighter bat instead.

Soma said---No, I will not buy any more bat now. Let's buy two shirts for both of you.

They took a taxi out of the mall. Returned to the flat around 8 pm. The telephone rang as the door opened. Soma dropped the bags and somehow picked up the phone. Subir's voice from the other side---Where did you go? How long have I been calling?

---I went to the market. You know your two sons. Once they enter the mall, there is no way out. He insists on buying a bat.
---- who?
---Antu. Holding the phone on her shoulder, Soma started to open the wristwatch.
---If you don't buy?
---There are two bats already. More? You are the one who spoiled both.
---Bah! if they are good then this is your credit. If they doing some bad it is my fault! Subir smiled.
Soma asked to open the pin of he saree---What a hot weather! I'm getting sick.
---That's why I said Install the AC, if you don't allow it to install.
---Wait, I will change the saree. Nothing can be worn in this summer. The blouse is wet with sweat.

Their life is going on in a normal rhythm. A home tutor comes home for Santu. For Physics is sending him to study in a coaching batch for now. Physics coaching center is not far. In the evening, Soma delivers him there. When it was half past seven, she herself went and fetched Santu.

Dawa Sherpa has faced Soma several times in between. They both remain silent. They do not talk to each other. Santu-Antu, however, goes to their Dawa uncle room. Soma does not prevent that. Soma chose the previous life after that one day incident. She taught herself it was a wrong decision for once.

Dawa also never came to their flat again. The days are passing by very normally, just like Soma's seventeen years of monotonous married life. Soma is used to it. But sometimes she felt a physical desire, maybe it had been forever since Subir was away. Then she was not geven any importance. But now there is a mixture of mind and body, which she suppresses. She stopped by warning herself.
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[Henry]

Todays morning Soma was getting ready to go to college as usual. Antu is on the dining table. Santu suddenly came from ground floor and said----Mom, have you heard?

Soma was standing in front of the mirror applying very light lipstick on her lips. This is only her simple make up outfits before going to college. She Said---What happened?
---Dawa uncle has left!

Soma was shocked. She turned and looked at her eldest son. Left Means he gone in his native land! Soma didn't quite understand. Her chest suddenly became empty. But she has made herself strong.

Going down the stairs with Antu, she looked at the room at the bottom of the stairs. The room is open. There is nothing inside. Except for that dirty bed.
She took Antu to the bus and And started walking to catch the auto. Suddenly a deep depression came over her. Dawa Sherpa is gone, and now she is completely safe. No one will even know what happened that day. Why is she still so sad?

She was sitting alone in the class room after the second period. Soma is feeling very lonely from inside. She began to think why she felt this loneliness? Why is she getting restless inside instead of being calm.

At the age of forty, her beauty still remains. Her younger colleague Mithali, Suparna praise her beauty still often. Somedays ago Suparna said "Soma di, if only we had black hair like yours....How do you have such beautiful hair? Goes well with your fair face". One day Mitali said "We are getting old at thirty-five-thirty-six, Soma di has reached forty, is she still beautiful!...Soma di, what would you say is the secret of your beauty?"

Or the senior bandana madam says "Soma, you've never aged, you look really sweet". Soma is used to hearing all these praises. So she never felt anything special. But when a man is attracted to a woman, no matter how conservative the woman may be, she secretly likes this.
As Soma herself studied in a girls' college, there was no chance that a boy would propose her. During college life, she got a couple of love proposals from a few college students. But Soma was then commited to as a Subir's declared lover.

Subir's entry into Soma's life is no accident. Rather, it was a prophecy. Actually Soma always wanted a lover who would be her future husband. In that case she preferred a sober, educated, decent man. Soma's love with Subir was psychological from the beginning because of the relationship between their two families. But the proposal reportedly came first from Subir. Actually Subir was very shy then. Soma knew Subir liked her. But being his father's friend's daughter, he could not say. In the house of Soma's father, Durga Puja was held in a big way. At that time Subir went to Soma's house. On the evening of Saptami, Subir proposed Soma through Soma's sister Tanima. Soma was just in then first year. Then Subir just joined govt job. Then they made love for four years. They got married the year Soma got the govt college teaching job. From the time of courtship to the first few years of marriage, Soma did not feel unhappy at all. As she grew older, she became lonely in her married life. Whenever there was a little leisure in the family after handling two sons and a job, she felt the loneliness from inside. Yet Soma remains normal.
Soma couldn't deny that Dawa Sherpa had intruded into her life after all these years to take advantage of her inner loneliness. Dawa is a strong, tall, masculine man, Soma knows that this is not the only reason Soma likes him. In seventeen years of marriage where she had neglected the needs of her body, Soma had no reason to be attracted only by a man's masculine body. In fact, Soma realizes that the most she feels is that he is very destitute from within. And this destitution brought the wild unsophisticated man close to her. Soma feels Dawa is like a nature, like lonely mountain. In the proximity of the powerful masculinity of his, she manifested her pent-up sexual appetite. Which was suppressed for a long time.

The man was gone, but left an unbearable sadness in Soma's mind. The man was alone like her! Maybe he was not well-educated like Soma, not of civil society. But soma think can lonely people be put into any class or category? Soma's head began to revolve around the question.


Physics teacher Sandeep entered the staffroom after finishing his class. He said after putting the chalk, duster---Soma di, what are you thinking so much?
Soma came out of the world of thought. She said with a gentle smile---Sandeep, is your class complete?
---Hmmm. Do you have class now?
---Yes, class eleven on the third floor.
---What a heat weather, soma di.
---When will it rain? I sit in hope. Soma said with smilie. After saying Soma got up. She has to go to the third floor to take classes.

While returning from college, Soma once peeked into the Dawa's room. As the door was open, so it is. Room was empty except the bed as in the morning. Once she thought to ask Mr. Mitra why Dawa Sherpa left. Then thought, stay, by asking or what will happen. Of course now he's looking for a new Watchman.

When she entered her house, she saw an elderly woman sitting on the sofa! Soma was startled, laughed and said---Bijaya di?

----Soma, how are you? A fifty plas aged woman is sitting on sofa, she asked.
---After som many years.
----That's right. I came to your house long ago. How young were your sons then? They could not recognize me now.
---Yes Bijaya di, many years ago. how is Dadababu (elder age brother in law)?
---Your Dadababu? Affected by various diseases after retirement. We are both diabetics.
----Wait Bijaya di, I will bring Sarbat.
----Soma, you just came from college, now take rest. Change your saree.
---Just wait few minutes Bijaya di. How much time will it take to make?

Vijaya is Soma's mother's sister's daughter. She Stays near Kolkata, in Barrackpore. Therefore was no contact for a long time with her. She telephone called at some time just. She came Soma's house today after a long years. Soma was happy and brought the sarbat.

Vijaya said to drink the sarbat----Go, change your saree.
Soma went to the bathroom. Now she has to take a bath. But she will be late to take a bath. So somehow freshened up, came out wearing a light nightie.
Bijaya stopped when Soma taking out the sweets from the fridge and said---What are you doing? I am a diabetic.
----Oh, Then cut the fruit? Or sugar free sweets?
----No. Nothing. You come and sit with me here. I haven't spoken openly with you for a long time.

Soma came and sat on the sofa. Bijaya said---Your two sons are very good. I was talking to them before you come.
Shy Antu sat next to his mother. While Soma caressing him, she said---This is my younger son. Do you think you saw him at the age of crawling?
---Yes. Now he said read in class six! How the children grew up day by day! Your elder son also student of secondary exam!
Soma laughed and said---What about Rinki?
---I came with her news. Bijaya smile.
----means?
---Her wedding is next week. Your Dadababu said he will come to invite you. But now that he is getting older, he doesn't go out much.
----Oh maa! Rinki's marriage? What does the groom do?
---Groom is not a Bengali. He is her colleague, south indian. Both live in Bangalore. They are engineers.
---Bah! You gave me a very good news, Bijaya di.
---You are the same as before, Soma. Just got a little fat?
---Got fat? Soma looked at her figure.

Vijaya laughed and said---does fat mean not fatty. This takes a little flesh. That's what happens with age. Subir is now in Delhi?
---Yes. Right there If he get that leave, he comes every two months.
---But Rinki's wedding has to go. Remember next week. She was saying that she had not seen Soma Masi (aunt) for a long time. She wanted to invite you herself. But She didn't get a leave because of their workload. Only for her marriage ceremony She will get a few days leave.

After many days Soma's maternal didi Bijaya met with her. So they started talking about various things. Bijaya left at eight o'clock at night.
Soma entered into the bathroom. She got relief from cold water on her body. Right that time Subir called. Soma said from the bathroom---Santu pick up the phone, I think your dad has called.
When Santu grabbed the telephone, Subir asked----What happened, where is your mom?
---She went to bathe.
---Why she so late and went to the bath?
---Masi came.
---Who Masi? Subir surprised! Soma's sister Tanima now live in abroad. Then who came!
---I don't know. Mom knows.

Soma comes out of bath wearing only petticoat, blouse. Then she entered the bedroom and put on a light cotton saree. When she picked up the phone Subir said---Who came home?"
---Bijaya di.
---Bijaya di? Is that your mother's sister's daughter Bijaya di?
----Hmmm.
---After so long She came i think?
---Yes, do you remember Bijaya Di's daughter Rinki? Her wedding is next week. Came to invitation.
---Oh!
---When you return from office? Soma asked.
---I came back a little early today.
---Oh, you konow something happened today! Soma said with secret sorrow.
Subir held out a cigarette and said---What happened again?
----Dawa Sherpa has ran away.
---Ran away means? Subir was surprised.
---Means left the job.

Subir felt a kind of depression in the tone of Soma's voice. So he said jokingly---I think you are in sadness?
---Why should I sad? she said hiding herself.
---Your boyfriend is gone! Do not sad!

Soma feigned anger and said---Dush! That thing again...! But you know, the man helped us anyway.
---Hmmm. Subir said seriously. He said again---But Why he suddenly ran away, i don't understand?
---I don't understand that either. But the man is a little different. As he is not of civilized society like us, he did not look like a village or slum dweller either. You can call him a just mountain man, A solitary man of the primeval forest. who is completely alone, one of a kind.
Soma's voice was full of emotion as she spoke the words.

Subir smiled and said---Suddenly you are praising him?
---Not a praise, in fact I have never seen such a person. I saw him talking about mountains, forests, wildlife. Again I saw the fierce arrogance in him as a brute dominant nature. Again I saw intense human qualities in him. The man was surprising me always.

Subir said---I see you have fallen in love with Dawa. Sometimes praising him, sometimes strongly condemn.
Soma remained silent for a while. Then she said---what to eat at night?
Subir realizes that Soma is getting emotional, so she tries to change the subject.
---What again? Roti and vegetables.

To be continued...

[Henry]

today is sunday. Soma is cleaning the boys' study room. She took down the books from the shelf and started cleaning. A large bookcase besides the window on the left is stuffed with storybooks.Some books are from Subir's collection, some from Soma's collection. And there are include Santu-Antu's books also. While cleaning bookself, a piece of paper fell out from a book. Soma smiled seeing at the paper. Before marriage when Subir wanted to meet Soma then he sending such a note by her sister Tanima. She kept the note in its proper place.

Antu's voice was heard from the other side. Said---Mom, which city was built in the Nile basin?
Before Soma said, Santu said---Cairo.

This Sunday Soma completes all the work left over during the week. Just then, when the calling bell rang, she said---Look, Santu, who has come.
When the door was opened, Mr. Mitra was seen standing with a smile on his face. Santu said---Mitra Jethu (elder uncle) come in.
Soma said---Mitra da, why are you standing? sit down.

Mr. Mitra pulled the chair and sat down. Soma said---How are you? How is boudi?
----Well. When will be the result out of Santu?
---Department of Education has not announced yet. But you can assume within a month.
Mr. Mitra said---Mr. Mukherjee called me a few days ago.
---Santu's dad called you?
---Yes. You have a problem with that watchman. Said to fire him from job.

Soma was startled. Subir did not tell her the truth. Then Mr. Mitra said---I therefore fire him from work. But now finding a new watchman is a difficult. And those watchmen who are available from security agencies are not very sincere. Dawa Sherpa was a very hard working man. Please tell me what is the problem Soma?

Soma didn't know what to say. She is not even able to create something lie quickly. She said quietly for a while---Nothing, he is not dutiful. The postmaster came and returned many times without finding him.

---Oh, this little thing! But he takes our letters right from the postmaster. Soma, if this is the slightest problem I can definitely talk to him. He needs to be put back to work. We will not find such a good watchman easily in this Kolkata metropolitan.

Soma didn't know what to say. She just said----Is he in Kolkata?
---Yes, where he go? You know his house in that Darjeeling district. He can't go home if he wants to. Poor man are still in Kolkata looking for job. Soma, if you give your opinion, I can take him back.

---Mitra da, do what you think is best.
---Ok, there is no problem right? Then I bring him back.
---Have tea, Mitra da?
---No, Soma. Your boudi, you know she is Arthritis patients, when I go somewhere, she can't stay alone for long.


Antu said after Mr. Mitra left----Mom, Dawa uncle will come again?
Soma did not answer. She is very angry with Subir. Quickly called Subir.

Today is a holiday. Subir stays in the quarter. He picked up the phone and said---Say.
---Did you telephone Mr. Mitra?
Subir remained silent for a while and said---Yes, I did. Actually I will tell you...
Soma became angry---lies. Then that day when I said that the Dawa Sherpa had left, why did you still lie?
----Ah Soma! Why are you angry? It was you who told me to call Mr. Mitra to dismiss Daba from his job that day.
---I said. But you also said to wait for a day. If Dawa does not disturb...
---Cool Soma. Such lower class people should not be trusted. So I called.
---Then you will tell me a lie? Soma became emotional.
---Why? Tell me what happened?
---Mitra da came.
---What did he said?
---He was asking about our problem with Dawa Sherpa.
---What did you say?
---What to say him? I don't know what are you telling Mr. Mitra.
---I didn't say anything special. I said the Dawa Sherpa is not dutiful person. His behavior is also not good. So he needs to be replaced by a new watchman.
---Oh maa! And I told another lie. I said that the man does not take the letter from the peon on time etc.
Subir smiled, said----that's the same.
---Now Mr. Mitra is saying that he wants Dawa to rejoin watchman job again.
Subir showed a little anger and said---How can Mr. Mitra decide alone! are not we pay the watchman's salary?
--- Ah Subir. No need to worry anymore. Let the man be. As far as I know Dawa Sherpa, he will not cause any more problems.
---Are you so sure?
---The man is not that bad, Subir.
---A man who gives you a bad proposal, and you don't call him bad?
---Men are like that. When women talk a little better, they think a lot. Soma smiled.

Subir was a little surprised to hear Soma's words. Said---Soma if he is rude to you again.
---will not do.
---sure?
---Hmmm.
Subir jokingly said---Your boyfriend. Of course you know him well.
Soma smiled shyly and said--Dhat! There is a lot of work today. I am hanging up the phone.

After Soma hung up the phone, a complex thought arose in Subir's mind. He realizes that his wife has a passion for Dawa. Subir became curious and worried about how far her passion and emotion would go.


Soma feels like this summer noon has stopped. It is as if Soma is stuck alone on a still day. She often feels like this during the holidays. Two boys fell asleep after having lunch. Old days music was playing on the color screen of the TV. Soma picked up the newspaper from the tea table. News of political terror in various places from the beginning to the end; this group is beating that group and that group is beating this group. With this there is a war of words of colorful leaders across the country. Subir loves to read these political news. Soma does not understand this; specially politics. Sometimes, if She has any question, she asks Subir. The last page is about the sports. That section of the paper is Santu's favorite. Soma lost interest. She only read the story of the Sunday section. Prasar Bharti's recitation has started on Bengali channel. Soma used to recite well in college. She thought to teach her boys too. None of the boys got these qualities of singing and reciting like their mom's. Instead, Santu got the drawing talant like his dad. Antu is a shy but smart boy, he is still very young. In his twelve years he is still like a child to his mom. Still during his meal, Soma has to be separated fish from the fish bones. If he is late to eat in college times, Soma feeds him. But day by day they are both growing up. Soma feels more helpless when she thinks about these things. Especially how her chest felt empty on such a lonely summer afternoon.

Soma looked at the TV screen. But many things are playing in her mind. She have not found a person in her life with whom she will sit and talk a little, talk to her heart. No more contact with any of the college friends of her. Many got married and settled in Kolkata. Some are also doing jobs like Soma. But no communication with them anymore. Dawa Sherpa will be brought back, which has suddenly created an unwelcome impulse of joy in Soma. Soma thought to herself; How she is secretly getting excited at the thought of the return of the man whom she herself wanted to fire.

Soma is not sleeping now. She got up and saw what was necessary household items in the house is out of stock. The toothpaste, the body soap are less. She have to buy two pairs of socks for her elder son. She forgot even going to the mall that day.
She went to the balcony and stood. Some clothes were spread on the wall of the balcony to dry. Picked them up. The street is empty at noon. It is very sunny and heat outside. She closed the balcony door and switched off the TV. Two boys are sleeping. Soma went to her bedroom and sleep.

[Henry]

Almost three days passed. The summer heat has not decreased yet, but is increasing day by day. Subir's colleague Mr. Gupta said---Mr. Mukherjee, I hear it is very hot in Kolkata.
Subir smiled and said---I know what to say? I haven't gone home for the last one and a half months. How to know?
---If you talk to Bhabhi Ji, then you should know.
----Yes, she is talking. What can be felt in words? Then one could call Siberia and enjoy the cold.

Rajat Patnaik is one of the senior staff of the office. He has a good relationship with Subir in the office. He loves Subir like a younger brother. Apart from this central government job, he also made a name for himself in the literary world by writing science fiction stories in Oriya language. Rajat Patnayak said---Subir, one day such a technology will come. With which you can go to distant places at the speed of light.

Subir smiled and said---Rajat Biya, it would have been better if that was the case. What more leave did we need?

Gupta is a bit gomless. When he realized that they were talking about technology, he said---Rajat ji, has such a machine really come out? How much is the price?

Both Rajat Patnaik and Subir burst out laughing.

After Gupta left, Rajat and Subir started walking towards the office canteen. They went and smoked cigarettes. Rajat said---What's the matter Subir, I see you very worried for a few days?
Subir was still of a different mind. As soon as the words reached his ears, he said----Nothing, Rajat bhaiya!
---Hmm, you are hiding something. You can say it as an elder brother. Are your wife and Sons well at home?
Subir released the smoke of the cigarette and said---Yes, they are good.
---But why is the tension? Instead, you take a few days off and go home. The mind will be better. And your sons are so talented, You will give them my new collection of science fiction books. You will say that Rajat uncle gave it.

Subir smiled. He thought to himself, how long had he not gone home. The conflicts that are working in his mind, maybe that will disappear when he goes home.

Soma meets Mr. Mitra on the ground floor while returning from college. Seeing Soma, Mr. Mitra said---Soma?
---Yes Dada?
---That said, that watchman Dawa Sherpa is stubborn, He refuses to work here again. Tell me what to do now? Agarwal was angry with me, because why I fire Dawa from watchman job. And finding new Watchmen is also difficult now.

Soma was surprised. Dawa doesn't want to work here. Before saying anything, Mr. Mitra said again---Do you know, Soma, mountain people are very self-respecting. Especially that Dawa Sherpa. The man may be uneducated, but he is quite strong minded. His self-respect is strong.Never agreed to return to work.

Soma came to the living room and started thinking when she changing her saree. Dawa Sherpa is self-respecting. Soma feels sad that Dawa is not coming back, but at the same time, she likes this self-respecting character of Dawa. A man should not only be strong in body but also strong in heart. Soma already knew that in Dawa. She feels a little better. Maybe Soma will never have to face Dawa again. But Dawa's lion heart, lion body, an exceptional forest-centric character will remain like a pearl in her mind.


Before Subir told Soma the news of coming home, Soma told that Dawa is not willing to work here. He declined the offer to rejoin the work.
After getting the news Subir was happy in his heart. But the reason for his happiness, he himself is not able to settle. He thought to himself, was this worry about his Soma? Can a physically fit man like Dawa take advantage of Soma's loneliness? this insecurity created discomfort in Subir's mind? Subir can't deny that he really had these conflicts for the past few days.

Again, he thought that after seventeen years of marriage, when they were both in their forties, there was no reason to entertain such thoughts. They are both of mature age. Both have freedom of thought, consciousness.

To be continued...

[Henry]

Subir returned home on Friday night. Bijaya Di's daughter Rinki's wedding is about to take place on Sunday night. At night, Subir said while spreading onions in the ghughni on dinning table---Don't call me early tomorrow morning, Soma. I will sleep a little.

Soma brought out the Roti from the casserole and put it on Subir's plate and said---Tomorrow is a lot of work. I will wait on the way back from college. Must go shopping.
---Shopping again?
---Some gifts should be given at the wedding.
Santu said---I will also go to the market with you.
Soma said with scolding---tomorrow evening your math tutor will come home, have you forgotten? Two brothers will stay at home.

Subir's habit of reading books before going to sleep at night. Soma is still in the kitchen. She returned when the two boys were asleep. Soma came fresh from the bathroom. Meanwhile, the beautiful smell of soap is coming out of her body. Subir closed the book and placed it on the side table. Soma increased the fan speed.

Subir said---how many days I have been staying, let me put the AC now, what are you saying?
Soma said---You have to do the application.
---No problem with that. Let's install first. Then the application is done. I have some connections in the power department.

Soma came to bed. Subir said---Have they slept?
Soma smiled, said---Hmm. But not today.
----Why?
---Today is the last day of period.

But Subir pulled Soma close to his. Soma said---Ah it feels hot. I came from the kitchen still sweating. Subir noticed the sweat dripping on Soma's blouse on the exposed part of her fair back. There he said with a soft kiss----My loving wife works very hard.

Soma smiled and said---no need to pretend. Period ends today. Do whatever you want to do in tomorrow.

Soma left college at four o'clock on Saturday afternoon. At the turn of the main road, she saw that, Subir was already standing. With blue check shirt and black pants. This shirt was bought by Soma. Subir hailed a taxi.

When Soma goes out alone in market she buys necessary things. But if she is with Subir, she does a little more shopping. It was nine o'clock in the night when they returned home after buying various things. The two boys are watching TV after finishing their studies. They are busy with a detective serial at night. Soma quickly changed her saree and went to kitchen for cook. Subir came out of the bathroom and said---Soma will have some tea?

On Sunday night they were getting ready to go wedding ceremony. Soma opened the cupboard and started looking at the sarees. She doesn't even make up or too much dressed up, but if there is a wedding or event, she has to dress up and make up a bit. That's when the best sarees are worn. Most of the sarees are not worn by her. She chose the onion peel pink Kanjibharam saree. It has never been worn. Soma keeps matching blouse with every saree. Even though she is so nice hobby about sarees, but she rarely wears them.

Subir knows it will take a little longer today to get Soma ready. Soma will also choose what he will wear later. Soma took out Santu-Antu's shirt and jeans. Santu however, has now learn to have its own likes and dislikes.
Soma opened the cupboard and took out the jewelery sets. At the time of her marriage, her mother bought her a jewelleries by her mother own choice. And after marriage, her mother-in-law's preference was for jewelry. Soma still misses her mother-in-law very much. As the two families were already close, Soma was like a daughter to her mother-in-law. After her mother and mother-in-law passed away, Soma never bought jewelry for herself. Soma has no interest in jewellery. Soma called Subir---where are you listening?
Subir knows that Soma will be late, so he sits on the sofa in the living room watching TV, gets up when Soma calls him.
Soma is standing and wearing just a black petticoat and a pink silk blouse. In this heat, sweat has accumulated on her fair skin. Subir thought to himself that Soma is still attractive even after forty. Although her heavy breasts are slightly bent, but it still looks very attractive in this blouse. Soma said---what jewelry should I wear?
Subir chose a gold necklace and said---I didn't see where it was?
---Your mother gave it to me. Are you forget?
---It's pretty good though.
Soma said---but quite heavy. It feels heavy when worn around the neck.
---Then wear something light.
---No. That's what I wear now.

When Soma was ready, the two boys were ready but their dad was still sitting on the couch in his trousers, watching TV. Soma said annoyed----will you go like this? We are all ready and you?
Subir said---What will I wear?
Soma says---See, I left the shirt on the bed. Get ready soon.

Subir got ready and started brushing his hair. Soma said---Ish! Do not put a little cream in the face?
---Men don't need that.
----Now a days men also use cream. Soma smiled.
Soma herself took some of her cream and started rubbing it on Subir's face. Although Subir is fair like Soma. Then she used the body sprayer on her husband and sons.

Subir himself is driving the car today. While driving, Subir suddenly remembered that the watchman had taken Soma and his sons for a walk in his car a few days ago. Subir is uncomfortable. Then he felt that he was jealous to a just lower class watchman.

Bijaya di's daughter Rinki was last seen by Soma when she was studied to secondary exams. That girl is married today. Soma met some old distant relatives at the wedding house. How everyone's face has changed.

It was eleven o'clock at night when they returned. If the windows and doors of the flat are closed for a long time, there is a feeling of fumes due to carbon dioxide. And now is also very hot weather. Soma quickly opened the windows. Subir said to take off his socks----The workers will come to installe AC on tomorrow.
---Tomorrow? When will they come? I have college.
---Hey, don't worry, I'm here.

Subir was a little excited to see Soma in wedding ceremony dress up since evening. Then Soma didn't let him fuck her that day because of her period. Subir said when Soma came to the bedroom--Are they asleep?
Soma took off the gold bangles and kept them in the cupboard and said---Hmm.

Today Soma also has a strong desire. Her body has been hot for a long time.

Soma came to bed. Subir pulled her close and said---Today my body is on fire after seeing my beautiful wife.
Soma laughed and said---Only dirty talk of yours.
Subir kissed Soma on the lips. At first that kiss was gentle, but today Soma became aggressive. Deep in Subir's mouth, her lips, tongue plunged and satisfied. Soma hissed like a snake. Both are very excited today. The reason for such tension is a secret to both. Subir said---Open your blouse.
Soma opened her blouse revealing fair breasts. Subir fell on Soma's breasts. Soma wants Subir to suck like Dawa; rough and aggressively. But Subir started sucking her nipple in his mouth in a romantic way. Soma hissed---Suck well.

Subir started sucking both breasts alternately. began to press gently. Soma realizes her body wants attacking sex and brutality. Subir doesn't have that raughness. But she didn't say anything. Her cunt is already wet. Soma pulled the rope of the petticoat and lifted the saree over her belly and opened her vagina. Subir also dropped his pants. Inserted his cock into her wife's cunt. Soma feels the difference between Dawa and Subir. She did not getting that intense, pleasurable pain, Subir's penis is not at all as big as Dawa Sherpa.

Soma is used to taking Subir's cock inside her cunt for Seventeen years. But Dawa's cock just one day entered her pussy and made a big difference. Soma wants Subir to fuck her hard. But what Subir is doing is called conjugal intercourse. Until now, Soma had been waiting for two months just for this. Today it seems that there is no way to satisfy her accumulated hunger. Her body wants more. Subir understands that Soma is very excited today, but he is not able to understand Soma's intense need. After some gentle stroke, Subir stopped at some point. Soma is feeling more hungry today. But still she accepted. As soon as Subir fell asleep, she went to the bathroom. She washed and cleaned. However, Subir poured very little semen. Not too much like Dawa.

[Henry]

Now there is AC in the house. But it started raining the day after Subir went to Delhi. It is raining more or less every day. The sky is black since morning. As soon as Soma entered the college, the rain started. Somehow she opened the umbrella and got out of the auto.
In the staff room, her colleague physics teacher Sandeep said---Soma di, today the weather department said there will be heavy rain.
Soma smiled and said---Don't send me again to the headmistress for leave today.

Bandana di said---If you say it now, the head madam will chase you angrily.

Santu is not feeling well since morning. So Soma is a little tensed. If her sons are sick, the tension of Soma increases manifold. Today she already has one class after another. Returning from college will also be late.
After tiffin period she has class seven. It is raining heavily outside. She phone called home from staff room now, To know how is Santu. He has coaching today. Soma will be late already, can't deliver him. With that, Santu is feeling ill. So she was forbade him to go to coaching class today.

After the college closed, the teachers started waiting in the staff room. It is raining. Even a little rain in Kolkata causes water to stagnant on the roads.
Finally, ignoring the rain, Soma came out with an umbrella on her head. She returned home at half past five. The light is on in the watchman's room under the stairs. Antu was saying in the morning " A New watchman uncle has come".
She entered the house and saw Antu watching TV. Soma said---where is your dada?
---Dada went to coaching class.
Soma said angrily---I told him not to go to the coaching class!

Santu is a very studious boy. Reluctant to stop a single day of coaching class after getting the new class study. The calling bell rang at half past six. Santu returned wet.

Soma scolded Santu very much---I repeatedly told you not to go to the coaching class today. What happens if you get a fever now?

Soma quickly started to wipe her son's head with the anchal of her saree. Just then the telephone rang. Subir called. He also called in the morning, it is raining heavily in Delhi.

Soma took Subir's phone and said---Your elder son doesn't listen anything. I repeatedly said that you will not go to the coaching class. He didn't listen. Now wet with rain.
---What is he! You said in the morning that he is not well!
---Yes. Now I have to carrie all the trouble. Your sons do not listen to me. She started complaining to her husband in the name of her two sons.

At night, Santu said---Mom is my head hurts now.

Soma took hot oil and started massaging on her son's feet. Before he going to sleep, the thermometer showed a fever of one hundred. His body is very hot.

Antu fell asleep, Soma stayed awake beside her elder son. It is raining heavily outside. Soma looked at the thermometer again; 102 fever.

Now Paracetamol should be given. She was surprised to open the medicine box. She always kept Medicines in stock, paracetamol is there but expired. She looked at the clock and saw that it was half past twelve night. Even though the drug store is open so late in the night in the city of Kolkata, it is not near their flat. She thought she will go Mitra da's once? What do they think if she call at night? But thinking of her son, Soma rang the bell at Mr. Mitra's house.
Mitra Da's wife Ruma Baudi opened the door after a while with sleepy eyes. She was surprised to see Soma at night and said---What happened to Soma?
---My son has a high fever. So much rain on outside at night! I don't know what to do.
---Oh! Did you give him medicine?
---I didn't give it boudi. The paracetamol has expired.
----Wait and see if we have it at home.

After some time Mrs Mitra came and said---Sorry Soma. It is over. The empty strip is lying.
Seeing Soma worried, Mrs. Mitra said---You can tell our watchman. He will buy it.

Soma doesn't know the new Watchman. Haven't seen him yet. Still she forced herself to go to the ground floor. The light was still on in the watchman's room. light means a bulb. The door is closed. Soma knocked on the door. After a while the door opened.

Soma was startled like seeing a ghost---Dawa ji?
In front of Soma stood a six-foot-tall long-bodied Dawa Sherpa. Seeing Soma, his eyes were irritated. He said in a hoarse voice---What's the matter?

Soma has no time to think about anything else. No time to think how Dawa came here again. No time to think about the fact that she had said Dawa not to come to her flat. With no time to think, she complained to Mr. Mitra against him by Subir. Now thinking about her son, she said helplessly---Dawa ji, Santu has high fever. Medicines will be needed. You...
Dawa said before finishing---What? Santu Babu's fever! You write the name of the medicine on the paper. I'm buying.

Within ten minutes Dawa Sherpa appeared with medicine. Santu said happily to Dawa Uncle---Dawa Uncle, you?
Dawa Sherpa smiled, said---Babu, my good boy, take the medicine.

That night Dawa and Soma sat side by side beside Santu. Soma was looking at the man. Today it is as if in her life Dawa has appeared like God. When Soma facing in trouble Dawa appeared. But today he appeared at her most difficult time. Soma's attraction with Dawa was born today in a different form. Dawa appeared as a hero in her life.

The hero does not die, he is resurrected again and again. This is like a cinematic change in Soma's life. Soma is now gaining courage. They are sitting next to Santu for a long time. She Feeding her son, checking fever. Although they are not talking out of necessity, but psychologically they are very close today.

They spend some time in silence. It's half past midnight. Santu has left the fever. He sweated. Soma finally broke the silence and said---Dawa ji, can i make a tea?

Dawa Sherpa didn't answer. Soma brought tea. Dawa Sherpa started sipping her tea. Soma is now watching Dawa Sherpa secreatly. He is Being responsible and vigilant like a father. Which is another reason for Soma's good feeling.


Dawa Sherpa left before dawn. Soma was lying next to Santu. She woke up and saw that Santu had no fever. An empty cup of tea is lying on the table next to the bed.
Although the cup is empty, Soma's heart is not as empty as before. One has occupied many places there.

[Henry]

Soma didn't go to college today. Although Santu's body was no longer feverish, she remained to be with her son. She did not send Antu to college either.

Around 10 o'clock, Antu came back from the ground floor and said cheerfully---- Mom, the new watchman is not here, Dawa Uncle is here again.
Soma smiled softly. Santu was eating biscuits dipped in milk. He said---you know so late? I found out yesterday.

Subir called home before leaving office. Said---How is Santu?
----Oh! A trouble happened yesterday. Santu's fever came at midnight; 102!
----Then!
---Then what else? There was no medicine at home. Who will go to buy medicine at night? It's raining outside. Finally I went to Mitra da's house. There is no medicine also in their house either.
---There should be medicine at home!
---It has expired.
---What do you do?

Soma smiled shyly. She said---That is a surprise. Mitra da's wife said to tell the watchman. In the morning Antu said a new watchman had arrived. I don't know him, what can I do? At the end, I went to the watchman's room... But fortunately Dawa Ji is back!


Subir was surprised! His chest shook when he heard the news that Dawa Sherpa had returned. Soma repeated---What would have happened if the man had not been there. Dawa ji immediately went and bought medicine. Then after one hour son's fever decreased a little.
---How are he now?
---No fever now. But I took leave to take care of him.
Subir smiled softly and said---Luckily your boyfriend came at the right time.

Soma said with a shy smile---Dhat! But what do you know, the man really came in the form of God yesterday. In spite of we wanted to drive away such human people.
---He was not less to blame for that. He will propose to the owner's wife in whose house he will work. Subir loughed loud saying this.

Soma's fair face turned red with embarrassment. She said---It may have been mistakenly because it may be he is a lonely man.
Subir said now seriously----Hmm.
Soma understanding Subir's seriousness and said---What happened, are you jealous again?
---Someone will offer love to my beautiful wife, I will not be jealous of her lover? Is it possible? Are you in love now darling?

---Love in old age? When do you go to the office?
---I haven't gone out yet. The car is late.

Subir's car came just after Soma hung up. He got into the car to go to the office and lit a cigarette. He started thinking to himself, this Dawa and Soma's equation is getting very complicated day by day. Any day can take a turn, then what will he do? Will his partner of seventeen years, lover of four years before marriage, wife and son's mom's extramarital affair, Will he accept it then?

Dawaji came at around eleven in the morning. Talking to Santu asked---Santu Babu how are you now?
---I'm fine Dawa uncle.
Antu said---Dawa Uncle, where have you gone for so long?
Dawa smiled and said---I was at a friend's house.
---We were very upset, Dawa Uncle. because you were gone. Santu said.

Dawa ji said---I know both of you were upset. I was also sad that I could not be with you. I brought something for you. I will give you to my room.

Soma was listening to them while working in the kitchen. She came out and said in a soft voice---I will make tea, Dawa ji?

Dawa Sherpa did not reply. Soma went to the kitchen to make tea. When she came to bring tea, Dawa was gone. Soma asked Santu---Where did your Dawa uncle go?

---He went to his room. Antu is also gone with him.
Antu came back after a while. He said---Mom, Dawa uncle has brought a bat for us. Will I take that?

Santu-Antu does not take anythings without their mom's permission if someone else gives them as a gift. Soma said---Take it. Before that, tell your Dawa uncle that the tea is getting cold.


Aantu returned with a bat but Dawa Ji did not come. Soma realizes that the Dawa Sherpa has become arrogant. She herself appeared in his room with a cup of tea. She said---Didn't you drink the tea?
Dawa remained unanswered. Soma smiled softly. She said---I left the tea. Drink it if you want, throw it away if you don't.


A Rabindra sangeet is heard from far away. Soma hums and sings with this song while cooking---"Sakhi, Bhavana Kahere bole. Sakhi, Jatna Kahere bole./Tomra je bolo Divasa-Rajni 'bhalobasa' 'bhalobasa'—/Sakhi, bhalobasa kahare koy! Se ki kebol e jatonamoy."

Once Soma learned music. She learned Rabindra Sangeet, Nazrul Geeti from her Jethamoshai (elder uncle). The old man died untimely. He had no successor. So he loved Soma very much.
After a long time, Soma remembered her Jethamoshai. Her Jethamshai was an intellectual type. He used to say "Love has no age, no limit, no class, no death, love is born in the subconscious, after that consciousness creates its material needs".

Today Soma said to Subir Does anyone fall in love at her forty years mature age? Soma thought to herself that she really fell in love at the age of forty? Then she became shy. Is she falls in love with a Gurkha man who is just a low class uneducated watchman? In this case, ahe remembers Jethamoshai's quote very much.


She was thinking to take a bath after finishing cooking, when the bell rang again. Soma herself went and opened the door. Mr. Mitra entered and said---Soma, how is Santu? This morning your boudi said your son have fever. You went to our flat at night to get medicine.

Soma said---Yes Mitra da. I was in danger yesterday night. But by the grace of God, Santu is fine now. No more fever.
---Then you gave the medicine?
----Yes. If we did not have a watchman at night, we would be in great danger. he went and brought medicine.

Mitra Da smiled and said---So I said, you know the man wrongly. There is no reliable person like him. Do you know that the mountain people, moreover, have a strong body and can work hard. No matter how much I convinced him, he was not agreeing to join the work again. Finally Agarwal offered to raise his salary, but he refused. The day before yesterday, he told me that his mother was ill. Some money should be sent. Then I said, I can pay, but he have to join the work again. He was forced to agree. Moreover, how many days are possible the poor people will spend their days without work in this city of Calcutta.

Mitra da left. Soma entered the bathroom. She Uncovered the upper part of her body and started looking at herself in the mirror. The breasts are slightly sagging, Why not hang even a little? Because Santu-Antu breastfeed these two till one and a half to two years. But still quite big and stuffy. The nipples and erola are reddish brown. Now Dawa's bite marks are gone. Soma pulled the soft and little belly fat in her hand. She is already fair, her whole body is even more fair. Her skin is still smooth. But how many creams are used by women nowadays to keep theur skin smooth. Soma does not use much except soap, oil. Use that little moisturizer in winter and that's all. Her hair is also in thick shield. That's why she keeps most of the times in braids (beni) or buns (khopa). She lifted the red tip (bindi) from her head and put it on the mirror. Then she turned on the shower. The water flowed down the valleys, ditches and plateaus of her soft womanly body like a torrential river.


The evening was completely different today. She took her sons for a walk in the near park. This park was built by the corporation on a few acres of land, but it remains unsupervised And a little abandoned. There is a pond ahead. Some children's game of various swings. Most of the place of there are bushes and vandals. Soma has came here before with Santu and Antu in many times. Sometimes Subir also came.

How many small fishes are moving here and there in the water of the pond. A water snake caught a small fish in its mouth. Seeing that, Antu threw a stone.
Santu said to his brother--Why are you hitting them? Have you read the ecosystem of the pond?
---Yes. I read that small fishes eat plankton. Big fishes eat small fishes. And snakes, birds catch and eat big fishes.
----Then by throwing rocks you are hurting the ecosystem. Santu gave wisdom to his younger brother.

To be continued...

[Henry]

Three more days passed respectively. Subir's dilemma grew. He knows that Soma does not hide anything from him. Yet every day he gets news, whether Dawa Sherpa comes home, or he talks, etc. Every time Soma says that she didn't talk to Dawa anymore, he doesn't even come to the flat. He lives in his own room. However, Subir feels restless. Is Soma hiding something? Have they developed a relationship? How far can that relationship reach?
Subir does not belong to this types of men who take away the freedom of a wife. Instead, Soma remained loyal to Subir as a wife. During their married life, Subir has left all the burden of the family on Soma and stayed in Delhi with a secure career. Soma earns her credibility by managing the family without her husband day after day. But Subir knows that Soma is an independent educated woman, she herself a teacher in government college. Now that she is of mature age, she has the right to meet her own needs. Subir cannot interfere with that. To make up for Soma's loneliness, he jokingly said one day "You can make a affair if you want, Soma. Because you don't always get me, that loneliness will go away". Subir may have said this jokingly, but if Soma is really involved in an extramarital affair, then what should Subir do?


At the age of forty, Soma may not have the beauty of early youth. But still she is graceful, beautiful. There is still an attraction in her. Dawa isn't good looking, he doesn't match Soma in any way. Education, status, class nothing. But there are two things in Dawa that many women like secretly, Soma also likes it, though not openly. That is his fit, massive muscular body. And there is one thing that is Soma's own choice, Subir knows it well; Although Soma herself is a well-educated, upper-middle-class working woman, she has always been kind to ordinary working people. Soma loves forests, nature, mountains. She used to tell Subir that she likes people like Living Stone or Captain Cook or Marco Polo, Columbus, who traveled far and wide with the pull of nature without caring about life. Four years after their marriage, when Santu was barely three years old, they went to visit Rajasthan. Seeing a group of nomads there, she said, "See how happy they are, wandering about as they pleases." Subir knows that while she is imprisoned in her married life, her desires have only increased not decreased. There is a rough-and-tumble adventurism in Dawa. Which Soma likes very much. She also likes Dawa as a Sherpa, who is brave, energetic, strong, masculine. Soma doesn't like very girly guys or guys who talk to girls and try to gain importance. Subir also has this manly quality. For which Soma liked him.
But office-going educated people like Subirs don't have the intense energy, strength, masculinity, wildness of Dawa.

Dawa has not really come to Soma's flat these days. They don't talk face to face. Soma realizes that Dawa has a built-in touchiness. Or even though he is a lower class watchman, he has the tenacity of a male domineering lion heart. Soma thinks this should be as a man. Soma is neither feminist nor a male chauvinist believer. She is a just simple educated woman, who is Subir's wife, mother of two sons, her life is about family, husband, job. She is not in favor of women trampling under the feet of men, and controlling men is not like some arrogant women. Her way of life is the identity of her mind; It reveals the character of a self-reliant educated woman and the soft-hearted character of a mom and wife. But she always likes strong and manly men. This is exactly why Subir was able to become the man of her heart. Not only because Subir was a fair and handsome man, Subir is intelligent, educated, strong and has a great sense of humor. And a husband who is determined to be the head of the family. Soma knows that Subir has been doing it perfectly for a long time. But Subir's absence for his transferrable job has always making her lonely and a destitute housewife. She misses a male head of the family. Who will face all good and bad situations in the family like a brave man. Dawa Sherpa seems to have left Subir far behind in this matter. Although the two of them are not on speaking terms due to a complicated mental conflict, however, now Soma's reliable trusted man is Dawa Sherpa, because he is now in this flat building. Now she thinks that even if robbers come to the flat, she doesn't care if there is Dawa ji. Her confidence is built; born to a Gorkha father and a Punjabi mother, this fifty-two-year-old, six-foot-tall, muscular, rugged, military-trained Sherpa has the ability to solve all problems.


Soma was waiting in the evening as usual. This wait is hidden in the secret of her heart, will Dawa ji come today? Just like before to drink tea? No, he doesn't come anymore. Soma often faces him. Dawa turns his face when he sees Soma. Soma also never goes forward to speak. The two boys, however, regularly visit their Dawa uncle's room. They have three bats instead of two bats. Soma thought; how much money he earn? After working as a watchman he was paid just 3000 rupees. He also bought a bat from this. Soma felt unhappy about it. However, she did not say anything that day, because she knows that Dawa ji loves her two sons. When someone gives a gift with love, it is not to be refused.
But Dawa Sherpa doesn't talk, so Soma won't go to talk, that's for sure. On the one hand, she is an educated, upper-middle-class person, on the other hand, she is a woman, no matter how much a storm arises in her mind about Dawa, she will not go and talk to him. This tension is felt between both of them, Soma understands. As a result, no one can come forward and speak on their behalf.
Two boys are reading now. Soma went back to the balcony and stood. It has rained quite a bit this afternoon so there is a chill. This weather is uncertain, it's raining right away and the next day it's hot, sunny weather. Mr. Agarwal's car is entering through the main gate. Dawa is standing at the car entrance gate. He is still wearing those old dirty jeans and a sando. His muscular biceps and broad-shouldered body reminded Soma of that rainy noons of extreme sex.
If Dawa talks again, if they develop a good relationship, Dawa will want to get Soma back, Soma knows that. Soma also knows that Dawa will want to get her physically again. And the storm created in Soma's mind and body because of that Soma cannot stop him. This is the reason of a her scare. Not only the passion, but also a sexual tension is playing fiercely between them.

While thinking about various things, Soma did not notice Dawa also looking at her. Sudden a shy smile appeared on Soma's face. Dawa, however, remained serious. There is a lustful fire in her eyes. Soma soon entered the room from the balcony. While working in the kitchen, she felt this moment like teenage girls. At this time her mature body has a primitive tension these days. She feels it more and more. It seems that a worm is biting her cunt very annoyingly. She needs to be resisted.
She began to sweat as this restless bite began to move. Still sweating. She needs Dawa. Soma realizes that If he pushes a little force, all her morals will come crashing down again. And that could be any day. Just then, Antu came to the kitchen and said---Mom, I have given some geometry in college. But I don't know how to draw. teach me.

Suppressing her lustful desire in her own trigonal geometry, she sat down to teach her class six student son's geometry in his college text. She thinks to herself, how long she can continue this suppression, her body wants a rough oppress. She wants to take a wild primitive fuck by this watchman.

[Henry]

Today Soma's college has class five to nine exams. There is also a Soma's subject Geography test in class seven. So Soma is in a bit of a hurry in the morning. She scolded Antu for being late to eat, she said---Why are you so late? Your college bus will already late.
Soma pinned her saree, checked the bundle of question papers, the water bottle in the bag and checked that everything was in order. While leaving, she said to Santu---I have to go to college quickly, take your brother carefully to the college bus.

Santu shook his head. On the way down the stairs she encountered Dawa ji. They walked past each other. Soma entered the college at half past ten. All the question papers were submitted in the college office room and went to the exam room of Class IX. There she has been appointed as an examiner with english teacher Anupam today.

The exams started at eleven o'clock. Anupam said---Soma di, I think the secondary exam result will be out tomorrow.

Soma said with interest---Did the education department announce?
---No, not yet. But it is heard that it can be done today.
Soma is a little tensed. Although Santu's exam was good, she has no end of tension.

Anupam said---Soma di, I think our college results will not be good this time.

It is true, the class ten batch of Soma's college is weak this year. There are no good students except one or two. But a girl from Soma's college ranked among the top ten in the state last year.

Anupam said again---Soma di, your son has also given the secondary examination, right?

----Hmmm, I'm very stressed about that, brother. Soma said with a mildly worried face.
Anupam said---I heard he is very talented.

Soma smiled. She said---That's why the pressure of expectation on him is also high. He has a classmate whose name is Argha. The whole college's expectations revolve around those two boys. But honestly, Anupam, I don't think so. I want my son to be established, and most importantly become a good person. His dad thinks so too. But look at his college, tutors have extra expectations on him!

Anupam said---That is the problem these days. I also do not support this extra pressure on children.

The exam ended by 2 pm. Soma finished work in college office by 3:30 pm and returned home at 4 pm. On returning home, Santu said---Mom, have you heard? Results out tomorrow?
---How did you know?
---Saying on the news on TV.

Soma ran the TV without changing her saree. The news is true. Like her son, Soma's tension increased several times more.

In the evening, Argha's mom called and said---Soma di, I am getting very tense.
Soma smiled---I also...
----Why do you think, Soma di? Your son is good in arts.
Argha's mom said this as if Santu is good only in arts and not in science.

Both Santu and his mom spent the evening anxiously. At 8:30 pm, Subir came back from office and after freshening up he phone called.
Soma said---Tomorrow your son's result.
Subir smiled and said--- That's good. Why are you so stressed? Our son did well in the exam.
---Are you calm! You know Santu, that once all such tests were done well, the numbers were reduced in mathematics, He made a mistake in simple math.

Subir smiled more seeing Soma's tension. He said---He seems to be in class four then. Then he was very young.

Soma smiled looking at the tensed face of Santu sitting on the sofa--Has he grown up now or not? Now talk to him.

Subir started talking to his son. He said---why are you tensing?
---No. Where? Dad.
---No? Does Andre Agassi get nervous when he steps on the tennis court?
---Yes, I think so. Dad.
---No, He never gets nervous. Do you know, why? What does he think then?

Santu listened attentively to his father. Subir then said---He think As there are losses in the game, there are also victories. Whatever the result, he has to enjoy the game. Great players like Agassi entered the field with this thought.
Santu was impressed hearing his dad and said---Right, dad.
Subir reiterated---In the same way, whether the exam results are good or bad, you should enjoy studying. Is it right?
----Yes, Dad.

After talking to his son, Subir started thinking about this advice given to his son. Even if he loses to Dawa, can he still enjoy the situation? Can he enjoy if Dawa and Soma are in an affair?
Immediately he smiled to himself and thought that he has been thinking the same things for days, if Soma wants to enjoy her life in a different way, let her. What is the harm if she finds new thrills out of the monotony of long married life?

To be continued...