Misc. Erotica Ashirwaad Ya Abhishaap

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Aaj mujhe samajh main nahi aata ki main khud ko kya kahu. Main bahut khush bhi hoon kyuki iss sansar main jeevan vyapan ke liye jo kuch chahihiye wo sab kuch mere pass hain par usko paane ke liye mujhe itna neeche girna pada ki kabhi kabhi meri antaraatma mujhe jhanjod deti hain aur aatmglani se man itna bhar jata hain ki jee karta hain ki main iss jeevan ka ant kar doon. Ashirwaad ya Abhishaap kya hain mere jeevan ka astitva? Jo kuch mujhe mila wo kisi ka ashirwaad hain ya phir ye eik abhishaap hain jisse mujhe jeevan bhar saath leke chalna padega. Faisla ab apko karna hain kyuki main iss jeevan ki katha apke samaksh rakhne jaa raha hoon. Umeed hain ki aap mujhe sahi rasta dikhayenge.

Main Aatish, aaj meri umar 24 saal hain par main apko 5 saal pehle leke chlta hoon mere sapne main.

Main: Nahi papa mujhe bahut dard ho raha hain.......pls Papa

Papa: Thoda sa dard sehle mere bache, Tujhe jeevan bhar koi dard nahi rahega, tu iss sansar main sarvshresth hoga. 

Main: Nahi Papa mujhe nahi banna kuch, main aisi hi theek hoon..... itna mota injection aap mujhe 15 dino se roj lagate hoon, muje pure din dard rahta hain, school main bhi neend aati hain.... pls papa aaj nahi......

Papa: Mere bache bas aaj last hain phir nahi lagana padega, main nahi chahta ki jiss zillat se mujhe guzarna pada hain tu bhi guzre, tujhe kuch na aisa sehna pade jo maine saha hain. Tu wo kam karega jo main na kar saka. Bas ab tuhi meri akhiri umeed hain.

Papa ki aankho main bahut dard tha jo main tab na samajh saka lekin aaj jab uss sapne ko sochta hoon to wo dard itna gehra tha ki sirf wohi insaan samajh sakta tha jo isse guzra hoon. Aankhon main aansu bhi the jo uss dard ki gawahi de rahe the. Uss dard aur aansu ke beech unhone mujhe wo injection meri peeth main laga diya....

Main :  Aaaahhhhhhhh paaapppppaaaaa dard ho raha hain

Main uss dard se bilakhta raha par papa nahi maine aur sara serum meri spinal cord main ghused diya. Phir eik cheenk ke saath meri aankhe khuli 

Papa: Nahi ye nahi ho sakta, main fail nahi ho sakta meri tapsaya bhang ho gayi........mujhe jeene ka koi hak nahi hain.........main khatam ho gaya hoon........mujhe mar jaana chahiye.

Papaaaaaaaaa iss cheekh ke saath meri aankhen khul jaati hain aur main khud ko apne kamre main pata hoon. Aaj uss baat ko 10 saal beet gaye lekin lagta hain jaise kal ki hi baat hoon. Uss raat maine akhiri baar apne papa ko dekha tha. Maa ko to kabhi dekha hi nahi kyuki papa aur bua ne bataya tha ki mujhe anathalya se god liye hain. Par uss eik raat ne meri zindagi hi badal di. Papa ke jaane ke baad main na jaane kitne din behosh raha. Mujhe hosh aaya to main hospital main tha aur mere paas sirf bua thi. Wapas aake mujhe eik naya naam mila GANDMARA..........

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GANDMARA.................
Ji haan yehi wo shabd hain jisne mera bachpan kharab kar diya. Jidhar bhi jaoan udhar se hi awaaz aati hain dekho Gandmara ja raha hain. Pata hain yeh naam kaise pada? Uss raat ke 3 din baad papa ki car eik khayi se mili jiski shinakht number plate se hui. Car puri tarah se jaal chuki thi. security officer uss number plate ke sahare hamare ghar tak pahuchi. Wah security officer ko main mila eik chair se bandha hua niche se nanga aur kayi sari syringe neeche padi hui thi aur kahani bangayi ki baap apne bete ko nasheele injection laga kar uske saath sex karta tha. Iss incident ne mari zindagi badal di. Main pure samaj ke liye eik hasi ka patr ban gaya. Jaha se bhi nikalta sab log mera mazak banate, ladkiyaan meri peeth peche hasti. Aisa koi nahi tha jise main apna dost keh saku. Mera koi apna nahi tha siwayen eik bua ke. Lekin unki bhi apni eik life thi wo har samay to mere saath nahi reh sakti thi. Shayad isse akelepan ki wajah se main eik tarah se depression main chala gaya. Mera koi dost na hone hamesha gumsum rehna aur apne aap se baat karna, koi aage aake mujhse baat kare to bhi main dar jata. Sirf mera kamra hi aisi jagah thi jaha main khud ko mehfooz mehsoos karta tha. Par eik pal bhi aisa nahi tha jaha main uss manhoos raat ko na kosta hoon. Lekin ab sab badalne wala tha.....meri zindagi ko eik nayi rah milne wali thi.............mujhe apni sachai pata lagne wali thi..... Kuch hone wala tha.

Uss din ji haa uss din mera 19th birthday tha aur main roz ki tarah utha nahaya dhoya aur college ki liye tayaar hone laga. (Main uss manhoos raat ke baad apni bua ke paas shift ho gaya. Wo hi meri eiklauti rishtedaar thi. Meri Bua Nimisha jo ki ab 38yrs ki thi. Unki shaadi eik Army Officer se hui thi jo ki border pe posted the aur saal main sirf eik baar hi aate the. Unki koi aulaad nahi thi wajah mujhe nahi maloom thi baad main pata chala. Meri bua dekhne main eik normal housewife jaisi thi ya yuh kahu ki maine kabhi unhe aise dekha hi nahi)` Main ready hoke seedi utar raha tha tabhi bua ki awaaz meri kaano main sunayi di....

Nimisha Bua: Happy Birthday Aatish

Me: Thank You Bua

Maine bua ke pair chue aur bua ne mujhe apne gale se laga liya jaise eik maa apne bache ko lagati hain......

Nimisha Bua: So whats up dude. Sham ka kya plan hain, Koi friends waghera, any hang out zone.

Me: You know bua yaar, mere koi friends nahi hain aur apke elawa iss duniya main koi nahi hain jisse mera birthday yaad hoon, even phupa ko bhi yaad nahi.

Nimisha Bua: Arre yaar chill maar, main hoon na chal sham ko kahi chalte hain, tu aur main. We will hang out...

Me: Nahi bua mera kahi jaane ka man nahi hain aur please force mat karo aur yeh bolke main ghar se bahar nikal gaya.....

Ab shuru hota hain wo part jisse main sabse zyada nafrat karta hoon wo hain logo ko face karna, shayad main apna self confidence kho chuka tha. Pura din aise hi nikal raha tha lectures attend karna aur khali time main garden main akele bethna. Main garden main baitha hua tha tabhi mujhe kuch awaaze sunai di aur main uss taraf chal diya. Waha dekhta hoon ki hamare college ka gunda Rakesh aur uska gang eik fresher ko pareshaan kar rahe the aur uss fresher ka dar ke maare bura haal tha.

Rakesh: Saale bhosdike tujhe bola tha na ki kal apni badi behen ki panty leke aana aur tu saale khali haath aa gaya, bhenchod teri to maa chodni padegi, tab tujhe hamari kahi hui baat yaad rahegi.

Yeh kehke rakesh aur uska gang uss ladke ko maarne lage.....wo ladka rone laga aur un logo ke pair padne laga .....

Rakesh: Bol ssale kal leke aayega apni behen ki panty

Wo Ladka: Yes Sir, kal dhyan se leke aaunga, please mujhe jane do

Rakesh: Agar kal bhi bhul gaya to

Wo Ladka: Nahi sir, kal nahi bhoolunga

Rakesh: Tujhe saaza to milegi taki saale to kal na bhule. Chal saale muh khol aur mera lauda choos ........

Wah pe khade sabhi log hasne lage aur shor sa machne lage jaise rakesh ne koi bahut hi badi baat kardi hoon... aur wo ladka to jaise uski body main khoon hi na bacha hoon pura safed pad gaya tha wo ladka. Aaj pehli baar mujhe apne jaisa koi laga mujhe wo din yaad aaya jab isi rakesh ne apne mujhe jabardasti apna urine pilaya tha. Mera khoon under se kholne laga aur pata nahi kab mere muh se nikal gaya

Me: Usse jane do Rakesh

Rakesh peeche muda aur mujhe dekhke usne zor ke thaka lagaya

Rakesh: Dekho dosto iss chutiye ko bachne ye gandmara aaya hain. Kyu be gandu bhool gaya tere saath kya kia tha. Saale phir aa gaya mera mut pine. Aaja tu bhi aaja tujhe aaj phir se apna mut pilata hoon... aaja gandu....

Me: Rakesh jaane do usse kya bigada hain usne tumhara

Rakesh: Ye kutta meri darling ki panty lana bhool gaya, to saale  main muth kaise marunga. Aaj tujhe aur isse aisa sabak sikhaunga ki zindagi bhar yaad rakhoge dono. Pakdo isse

Uski gang ne mujhe pakad liya aur wo mujhe aur uss ladke to lekar piche ki taraf le jaane lage. Rakesh uss ladke ka collar pakadke

Rakesh: Ab dekhna chutiye kaise main tujhe aur iss gandu ko saza deta hoon. Saale ki gaand mar ke laal kar dunga aur apna paani saale tere muh main chodunga

Peeche ki taraf aake do ladko nain mujhe dono taraf se mujhe pakad liya aur teesra meri pant khlne laga main chatpatane laga unki giraft se nikal ne ke liye mujhe bahut tez gussa aa raha tha. Meri dono aankhe laal ho chuki thi aur iss chatptaht main meri eik laat teesre ladke ko lagi jo koi 4 feet door jaake gira. Isse pehle koi kuch samajh pata main dono bazoon ko eik tez jhatka diya jiise dono ladko ka blance bigad gaya aur main azaad ho gaya. Rakesh meri taraf gali dete hua aaya

Rakesh: Madar........... Itna hi bol paya woh kyuki uske baad wo mere eik mukke main dher ho gaya... Zameen pe pada tha rakesh uske lips ke kinare se khoon ki dhara beh rahi thi aur zameen pe teen daant bhi pade the.....

Uska poora gang charo ki halat dekh kar ghabra gaya khas kar rakesh ki aur waha se nau do gyarah ho gaya.

Wo Ladka: Thanks Bahiya

Me: Abhi chalo yaha se nahi to gadbad ho jayegi... aur main bhi waha se bhag liya aur seedhe jaake bike stand pe ruka aur apni bike start karke seedhe ghar jaake hi ruka..............

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GANDMARA.................
Ji haan yehi wo shabd hain jisne mera bachpan kharab kar diya. Jidhar bhi jaoan udhar se hi awaaz aati hain dekho Gandmara ja raha hain. Pata hain yeh naam kaise pada? Uss raat ke 3 din baad papa ki car eik khayi se mili jiski shinakht number plate se hui. Car puri tarah se jaal chuki thi. security officer uss number plate ke sahare hamare ghar tak pahuchi. Wah security officer ko main mila eik chair se bandha hua niche se nanga aur kayi sari syringe neeche padi hui thi aur kahani bangayi ki baap apne bete ko nasheele injection laga kar uske saath sex karta tha. Iss incident ne mari zindagi badal di. Main pure samaj ke liye eik hasi ka patr ban gaya. Jaha se bhi nikalta sab log mera mazak banate, ladkiyaan meri peeth peche hasti. Aisa koi nahi tha jise main apna dost keh saku. Mera koi apna nahi tha siwayen eik bua ke. Lekin unki bhi apni eik life thi wo har samay to mere saath nahi reh sakti thi. Shayad isse akelepan ki wajah se main eik tarah se depression main chala gaya. Mera koi dost na hone hamesha gumsum rehna aur apne aap se baat karna, koi aage aake mujhse baat kare to bhi main dar jata. Sirf mera kamra hi aisi jagah thi jaha main khud ko mehfooz mehsoos karta tha. Par eik pal bhi aisa nahi tha jaha main uss manhoos raat ko na kosta hoon. Lekin ab sab badalne wala tha.....meri zindagi ko eik nayi rah milne wali thi.............mujhe apni sachai pata lagne wali thi..... Kuch hone wala tha.

Uss din ji haa uss din mera 19th birthday tha aur main roz ki tarah utha nahaya dhoya aur college ki liye tayaar hone laga. (Main uss manhoos raat ke baad apni bua ke paas shift ho gaya. Wo hi meri eiklauti rishtedaar thi. Meri Bua Nimisha jo ki ab 38yrs ki thi. Unki shaadi eik Army Officer se hui thi jo ki border pe posted the aur saal main sirf eik baar hi aate the. Unki koi aulaad nahi thi wajah mujhe nahi maloom thi baad main pata chala. Meri bua dekhne main eik normal housewife jaisi thi ya yuh kahu ki maine kabhi unhe aise dekha hi nahi)` Main ready hoke seedi utar raha tha tabhi bua ki awaaz meri kaano main sunayi di....

Nimisha Bua: Happy Birthday Aatish

Me: Thank You Bua

Maine bua ke pair chue aur bua ne mujhe apne gale se laga liya jaise eik maa apne bache ko lagati hain......

Nimisha Bua: So whats up dude. Sham ka kya plan hain, Koi friends waghera, any hang out zone.

Me: You know bua yaar, mere koi friends nahi hain aur apke elawa iss duniya main koi nahi hain jisse mera birthday yaad hoon, even phupa ko bhi yaad nahi.

Nimisha Bua: Arre yaar chill maar, main hoon na chal sham ko kahi chalte hain, tu aur main. We will hang out...

Me: Nahi bua mera kahi jaane ka man nahi hain aur please force mat karo aur yeh bolke main ghar se bahar nikal gaya.....

Ab shuru hota hain wo part jisse main sabse zyada nafrat karta hoon wo hain logo ko face karna, shayad main apna self confidence kho chuka tha. Pura din aise hi nikal raha tha lectures attend karna aur khali time main garden main akele bethna. Main garden main baitha hua tha tabhi mujhe kuch awaaze sunai di aur main uss taraf chal diya. Waha dekhta hoon ki hamare college ka gunda Rakesh aur uska gang eik fresher ko pareshaan kar rahe the aur uss fresher ka dar ke maare bura haal tha.

Rakesh: Saale bhosdike tujhe bola tha na ki kal apni badi behen ki panty leke aana aur tu saale khali haath aa gaya, bhenchod teri to maa chodni padegi, tab tujhe hamari kahi hui baat yaad rahegi.

Yeh kehke rakesh aur uska gang uss ladke ko maarne lage.....wo ladka rone laga aur un logo ke pair padne laga .....

Rakesh: Bol ssale kal leke aayega apni behen ki panty

Wo Ladka: Yes Sir, kal dhyan se leke aaunga, please mujhe jane do

Rakesh: Agar kal bhi bhul gaya to

Wo Ladka: Nahi sir, kal nahi bhoolunga

Rakesh: Tujhe saaza to milegi taki saale to kal na bhule. Chal saale muh khol aur mera lauda choos ........

Wah pe khade sabhi log hasne lage aur shor sa machne lage jaise rakesh ne koi bahut hi badi baat kardi hoon... aur wo ladka to jaise uski body main khoon hi na bacha hoon pura safed pad gaya tha wo ladka. Aaj pehli baar mujhe apne jaisa koi laga mujhe wo din yaad aaya jab isi rakesh ne apne mujhe jabardasti apna urine pilaya tha. Mera khoon under se kholne laga aur pata nahi kab mere muh se nikal gaya

Me: Usse jane do Rakesh

Rakesh peeche muda aur mujhe dekhke usne zor ke thaka lagaya

Rakesh: Dekho dosto iss chutiye ko bachne ye gandmara aaya hain. Kyu be gandu bhool gaya tere saath kya kia tha. Saale phir aa gaya mera mut pine. Aaja tu bhi aaja tujhe aaj phir se apna mut pilata hoon... aaja gandu....

Me: Rakesh jaane do usse kya bigada hain usne tumhara

Rakesh: Ye kutta meri darling ki panty lana bhool gaya, to saale  main muth kaise marunga. Aaj tujhe aur isse aisa sabak sikhaunga ki zindagi bhar yaad rakhoge dono. Pakdo isse

Uski gang ne mujhe pakad liya aur wo mujhe aur uss ladke to lekar piche ki taraf le jaane lage. Rakesh uss ladke ka collar pakadke

Rakesh: Ab dekhna chutiye kaise main tujhe aur iss gandu ko saza deta hoon. Saale ki gaand mar ke laal kar dunga aur apna paani saale tere muh main chodunga

Peeche ki taraf aake do ladko nain mujhe dono taraf se mujhe pakad liya aur teesra meri pant khlne laga main chatpatane laga unki giraft se nikal ne ke liye mujhe bahut tez gussa aa raha tha. Meri dono aankhe laal ho chuki thi aur iss chatptaht main meri eik laat teesre ladke ko lagi jo koi 4 feet door jaake gira. Isse pehle koi kuch samajh pata main dono bazoon ko eik tez jhatka diya jiise dono ladko ka blance bigad gaya aur main azaad ho gaya. Rakesh meri taraf gali dete hua aaya

Rakesh: Madar........... Itna hi bol paya woh kyuki uske baad wo mere eik mukke main dher ho gaya... Zameen pe pada tha rakesh uske lips ke kinare se khoon ki dhara beh rahi thi aur zameen pe teen daant bhi pade the.....

Uska poora gang charo ki halat dekh kar ghabra gaya khas kar rakesh ki aur waha se nau do gyarah ho gaya.

Wo Ladka: Thanks Bahiya

Me: Abhi chalo yaha se nahi to gadbad ho jayegi... aur main bhi waha se bhag liya aur seedhe jaake bike stand pe ruka aur apni bike start karke seedhe ghar jaake hi ruka..............

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