Chaar saal pehle jo hadsa mere saath hua tha uske baad se main apne 3 saal k bete k saath Gujarat k ek chote se sehar main rehne lagi thi......zindagi aashan nahi thi.....par main jee rahi thi....pati aur parivaar k bina waise bhi jeevan aashan nahi hota....Meri zindagi ne jo U turn liya tha…4 saal pehle…usse mein aaj bhi nahi ubri ho....Mere Jeevan mein khishiyoon k naam par mera beta hi tha..… khushiyaan ghar par dastak de usse pehle hi dukh ghar k chokhat chad aata tha…
Bhagwaan k nazre abhi bhi mere liye tedi thi….mere paapon k saza ab bhi mujhe mil rahi thi…aur jo khatam hone k naam nahi le rahi thi…har din k suruaat main issi asha mein karti thi k saayad aaj se meri zindagi main sab accha hoga…par nahi…mera bura waqt mera peecha choodne k jaise tyaar nahi tha…
Mere paapon k saaya ab mere beta par bhi padne laga tha…wo beemar rehta tha…maine laakh koshish ki par uski beemari sahi hone k naam nahi leti thi….ek wo to tha ab mere Jeevan main aur usko main aise tapadte nahi dekh sakti thi….
Mein jaha rehti thi…maine uske aas pass k saare hospital aur doctors k dikha liya tha..par kisi k uski beemari k pata nahi chal raha tha…isliye maine Ahmedabad jaane k faisla kiya…
Ahmedbad pahuch k maine apne bete Karan k wahe k best doctor k dekahaya…unhone kuch test kiye…un test k reports acchi nahi aayi…mere bete ko DNA related disease thi…jo k bahot rare thi…uska ilaaz Gujarat k kisi bhi sehar main maujoot nahi tha....india main kuch hi hospital the...jaha uska ilaaz mumkin tha....aur wo hospital ya to Delhi main the ye Mumbai main...
Chuki ye bahot hi rare disease thi…iska ilaaz lamba chalne waala tha…aur mehenga hone waala tha…. doctors ne mujhe clearly bata diya tha….k mere iske ilaaz main laakhon rupiye lagenge….uske liye mujhe tyaar rehna chahiye….par mere pass itne paise kaha se the…main ek NGO main kaam karti thi….jitna expensive uska ilaaz tha…utna paisa main apni job se sapno main nahi soch sakti thi…dosri baat kyunki ye ilaaz lamba chalna tha min 3-4 saal….
Mere pass itne paise nahi the…k main Mumbai jaa k apne bete k ilaaz karva sakti….paise to mere pass delhi main ilaaz k liye bhi nahi the…..par delhi mere rehna thoda aashan tha kyunki waha mere sar par chat k intezaam tha…..NOIDA mein….mera sasuraal aur mausa ji jo the waha….par
Mein waha nahi jaana chahti thi…fir se…jaha main eek bhooli bhaali ladki se RANDI k safar tai kiya tha…par mere pass aur koi option nahi tha…aur baat meri zindagi k hoti to main waha kabhi nahi jaati…par baat mere bete k thi…aur uske liye main kisi bhi had tak jaa sakti thi…wo mera khoon tha…..isliye naa chahte hue maine Noida jaane k faisla kiya…par ye faisla mere liye ashaan nahi tha….par main bhi kya karti…
Niyati k khel dekhaiye....jis aur main nahi jaana chah rahi thi....zindagi mujhe baapas wahi le jaa rahi thi....Maine apne bete k lekar apne sasuraal jaane k faisla kiya…kyunki usme unke bete k bhi khoon tha…main aaj bhi nahi bhooli jab main apne sasuraal apne bete unke pote k lekar pahuchi thi…
Mein ghar k baahar khadi hui thi…aur usko dekh rahi thi…kuch bhi nahi badla tha..uss ghar main…ghar k baahar k paint bhi abhi tak wahi tha…main apne kaapte hue haathon se ghar k door bell bajati ho…man ghabra raha tha k kaise saamna karongi main apne sasuraal walo ka…kya kahongi main unko…maine itne saalo tak unko unke pote se door jo rakha tha…
Mere man main ye sab chal hi raha tha…tab tak gate khulne k awaaz aati hai…gate khulte hi meri saas mere saamne thi…
Wo mujhe dekh kar shock lag jaata hai…jaise koi bhoot dekh liya ho…unke liye bhoot se kam thodi thi main…wo ghar jis trah chod k main gayi thi…wo mujhe main unhe dekh rahi thi…hum kuch seconds tak aise hi ek doosre ko dekhte rehte hai…na wo kuch bolti hai aur naa main…fir…
Mein:- Mummy andar nahi bulayengi…
Mummy mujhse kaafi kaffa thi…ye unki aakhon k dekh k saaf samajh aa raha tha…
Mummy:- Ab kya lene aayi ho…yaha…
Mein:- lene nahi dene aayi ho….aapko aapka pota…
itna keh k main apne peeche chupe bete k aage kar deti ho…
Mein:- ye hai aapke bete k aakhiri nishani…karan rakha hai iska naam …
Itna keh k main neeche beith jaati ho…aur apne bete se…
Mein:- Beta namaste karo…aapki daadi hai….
Mera ye kehne k der thi…k meri saas k saara gussa paani bankar aakhon se behne laga…aur wo jhat se apne pote ko gale laga leti hai….aur uske poore chehre par choomne lagti hai…wo to jaise paagal ho gayi thi…
Wo karan k lekar andar bhaagti hai…aur mere sasur k aawaz lagati hai…
Mummy:- AG sunte ho….jaldi neeche aaye…dekhiye kaun aaya hai…
Mummy ji k awaaz main itna excitement tha…k mere sasur fauran apne upra waale kamre se utar k neeche aa jaate hai….aaj bhi unka wahi kamra tha…jaha ek samay main roz chai le jaaya karti thi…bahot yaadein thi meri uss kamre ki…
Papaji(mere sasur):- Kya hua…
Papa ji mummy k god main bacche k dekhkar…
Papa:- Kaun hai ye….
Mummy:- apne Kaushal k beta…
Itne keh k mummy ji baapas se apne pote ko choomne lagti hai….unki aakhon se abhi bhi aashon beh rahe the….
Papa:- Paagal ho gayi kya tum…
Mummy:- are dekhaiye naa bahu aayi hai….Neha…
Mummy ji k baat sunkar mere sasur gate k aur dekhte hai…jaha main khadi hui thi….unki aur meri aakhein baapas se ek baar takraati hai…..mujhe dekh k unki aakhon main jo chamak thi wo bhool nahi sakti…
Pata nahi kya tha…mere sasur main itne saal gujar jaane k baad abhi bhi unke andar k charm, spark,charisma kam nahi hua tha…balki waqt k saath aur badh gaya tha …unki. wahi chodi chaati...gathela lamba sareer...bilkul faulad jaisa...jaise kisi raja maharaja ko hota hoga....ek baar fir se meri saasein unko dekh k ruk gayi thi…baapas se mere aakhon k saamne hamare saath main bitaye wo haseen lamhe aa gaye….wo bhi kya din hua karte the....
Jo mera haal tha unko dekhkar saayad wahi mere sasur k tha…..itne saalo main …meri jawani dhali nahi thi…balki aur nikhar gayi thi…jaise koi sharab hoti hai…mujhe dekh kar unhe aur unke taagon k beech main baapas se ek kick lagti hai…Mera badan abhi bhi dodh jaise gora tha…..kamar pehle jaisi naajuk lachili…aakhon se abhi bhi aise teer nikalte the…jo kisi bhi mard ko ghaayal karde…wahi pehle jaise Gulabi pankhudi hooth…surahidaar gardan…aur jo sabse jyada aakarsan ki cheez thi…wo the mere boobs…abhi bhi kase hue…pehle hi jaise tight…aur uska bhi kaaran tha…kyunki jab mera beta hua….tab bhi mere boobs main doodh nahi aaya…isliye main kabhi apne bete ko doodh nahi pilaya..isliye wo aaj bhi pehle jaise hi the…..doodh se nahi kaamras se bhare hue…
Mere sasur meri taraf badh kar aane lagte hai.....unko apne paas aate dekh meri dil k dhadkane badhne lagti hai....wo mere bilkul paas aakar meri aakhon main aakhein daal kar mujhse poochte hai....
Papa:- neha ye tumhara beta hai…
Aur pata nhi kyu mere muh se haa k jagah…main unki aakhon main dekhti hui…
Mein:- Mera nahi..Aapka beta hai….
Aapka se mere sasur Karan ko kaushal k beta nahi balki apna beta samajhte hai…unke pass shaq k koi gunjaish bhi nahi thi….Hamare sambandh bhi to uss tarah k the.....main bol to deti ho…par unki reaction ko dekhkar mujhe lagta hai…kahi wo kuch galat to nahi samjhe….aur ye samay nahi tha…unko sacchai batane k…isliye main kuch nahi bolti…
Meri baat sunte hai mere sasur bhi Kaushal k god main utha lete hai…aur uske saath khelne lagte hai…
Tabhi achanak se mummy ji…awaaz lagati hai…
Mummy:- Radha kaha mar gayi…dekh to kaun aaya hai…jaldi se aarti k thaali le kar aa…
Radha k naam sunte hi mujhe shock lagta hai…main dar jaati ho…kya ye wahi radha hai jisko hum farzi choori k case main andar karva dete hai…. nahi aisa nahi so sakta itna sab hone k baad ye wali radha wo nahi hogi…
Par mera shaq sach saabit hota hai…jab main saamne se aati hui radha ko dekhti ho…aarti k thaali laate hue…ye kaise ho sakta tha…radha baapas se iss ghar main kaise laut sakti thi…
Radha mujhe aur main usko dekhti ho…main usko dekhkar ghabra rahi thi…mere mathein se paseena choot raha tha….par uski hoothon par Muskaan thi…
Radha:- Namaste Bhabhi…
Mein uski baat k koi jawaab nahi deti…bas apni aakhein neeche kar leti ho…aur waise bhi kaise aakhein mila sakti thi usse main…jo maine uske saath kiya tha….
Mummy Ji:- Are namaste baad main ho jayenge…de pehle aarti thi thaali…main apne pote k aur bahu k aarti to uttar do…
Mummy ji mere aarti uttar rahi thi…wahi radha mujhe dekh dekhkar muskura rahi thi…wahi mere chehre sharm se neeche jhuka hua tha…Tabhi…
Radha:- Mummy ji aaj papa ji bade khush honge…kyunki Bhabhi baapas jo aa gayi hai….unki jawani baapas aa jayengi…ab wo dubara se maze karenge….
Radha k baat k kya matlab hai…wo mummy ji k chod k ghar k baaki sab samajh rahe the…k uski iss baat k matlab kya hai…mummy usko apne pote k liye boli baat samjahti hai…
Mummy:- Sahi kaha radha…meri bhi jawani baapas aa gayi apne pote ko dekhkar…
Radha uspar kuch nahi bolti bas muskura deti hai…
Mummy:- Aao bahu andar tumhara hi ghar hai…tum ghar k Lakshmi jo hai…
Dekhaiye niyati k khel jo ghar main chod k gayi thi…usme ek baar fir meri entry ho rahi thi…mere pair Lakshmi k the…ya kisi Kaamdevi (Sex goddess) ye to samay k Garb main chupa tha…..Mere pair iss ghar main khushiyaan leyenge ya ek baar fir bhuchaal…