Kaisa sochta hai? Par ye shayad ek badi galti hone wali thi.
Salman ek nihayati kamina insaan tha. Vo jawan ladkio ka bahot shokheen tha, khas kar ke shadishuda aurato ka. Aaj tak itni khubsurat ladki usne kabhi nahi dekhi thi. Radiyo ko bhi chodne jaya karta tha. Par paise ki kami ki vajah se sasti randiya hi milti thi use, jo kabhi khubsurat nahi hoti thi. UUsne abhi tak 2 shadi ho chuki thi. Ek razia jiski umra 50 saal thi.Aur dursi Salma jiski umra 35 saal thi.
Punam ne gadi mai se apna saman nikala aur gadi ko achhe se lock kar diya. Jab wo tempo me chadhne lagi to, tempo ki height aur saree ki vajah se vo chad nahi pa rahi thi.
Salman esa moka kaise chodta? Wo Punam ke peche ja pohcha aur use kamar se pakad liya, use support dene ke bahane. Punam ekdam se ghabara gai. Uske liye ye pehla anubhav tha kisi gai mard ka is tarah se chuna. Salman ese dikha raha tha ke mano vo sirf madad kar raha hai.
-…”Tu chadh ja. Me pakdta hu. Girne nahi dunga…”
Punam thodi shock hui. Aaj tak kisine usse yu 'Tu Tu' karke bat nahi ki thi. Sabhi usse ijjat se bat karte the. Aur ek Tempo driver usse ese bat kar raha tha. Par usne uski language ko niglect kiya. Wo use ab acche se study karna chahti thi.
Punam jaldi se Tempo me chaad na chah rahi thi. Usne jor lagya. Jaise hi vo thodi si unchi hui Salman ne uski gand par support dene ke liye hath lagaya. Salman ke lode me halchal hone lagi. (Salman man mein- Waah kya mast soft gand hai sali ki. Mere laude pe jarror bithaunga mai ise. Lekin mujhe sambhal kar age badhna padega. )
Gadi me chalne k bad Salman ne tempo age badhaya. Raste me wo chor ankho se Punam ko bhi dekh leta tha. Saree ke side se uske boobs blouse me kaid khule dikh rahe the.
Pallu vaha par nahi tha. Saree mai se boobs ka side view bahot sexy lag raha tha. Upar seSkin tight, sleeveless aur cream colour blouse. Uska loda ab harkat karne laga tha. Punam ke bareme sexy soch soch kar wo tight hone laga tha.
Usne bat age badha ne ki sochi. Shaher ane me abhi 1- 1. 5 ghanta lagna tha. Jo b karna tha wo is samay me hi karna tha. Warna itna acchi choot ki garmi uske lund par nahi pohoch payegi. Usne socha (Jyada wakt nahi he, pehle se hi hot bate karunga phir dhire dhire topic ko thoda bold karta jaunga, agar isne jyada protest na kiya to ise aur garam karunga. Agar esi Aamir pari ko aapne lode ke niche sulana hai to kuch tarkib ladani padegi)
Salman ne baat shuru ki
-…”Acha to. Tera name kya hai?”
Salman ne izzat se bat karna to kabhi sikha hi nahi tha. Gali ke bina to uski baat hi pori nahi hoti thi. Kaise wo gali bolne se khud ko control kar raha tha ye to vahi janta tha.
-…”Mera naam Dr. Punam hai…”
-…”Are wah to tu ek docter hai. Sach mai?”
-…”Usme kya 'waah'? Aapne kabhi koi docter nahi dekha kya?”
Punam ne muskurakar kaha.
-…”Docter to bahot dekhe. Par tere jaisi koi nahi dekhi. Me to tujhe koi model samjha tha.
Vaise bhi maine aajtak itni khubsurat docter nahi dekhi…”
-…”Bus bus rehne dijiye. Kya aap kisise ijjat se bat nahi karte? Ye kaise baat karte ho.
Vaise mai dimag ki docter hu. Psychiatrist…”
Punam ko Salman bate kuch ajeeb or illmannered rahi thi, par use maja b aaraha tha. Use samaj nahi aa raha tha k wo protest kare k sath de. Usne socha, bate karne me kya burai hai? Dekhe to sahi ye kaise aur kya sochte hai? Punam ke liye to ye ek study case tha na.
-…”Vaah to 'tu ek dam sahi' hai mere liye. Mai tujhe hi dhund raha tha…”
Salman ne aapne pase phekne shuru kar diye
-…” 'Main sahi hu? '- Matlab?”
-…”Vo. Darasal log kehte hai mujhe kuch mansik bimari hai. Kisi dimag ke docter ko dikhane ko kehte hai. Kaiyo ko dikhaya, par koi fayda nai. Par tumko dekh ke lagta hai ke…” Salman ne baat addhe se hi kat di.
-…”ke kya?”
-…”Kuch nahi jane do…”
-…”Batao na…”
-…”. Ke tum hi mera ilaaj kar sakti ho…”
Salman ne badi masumiyat ke sath Punam ko dekha. Punam bhi ab Salman ka case janana chah rahi thi. Wo dil se uski help karna chah rahi thi. Use Salman ekdam masoom lag raha tha, to shak ka to savaal hi nahi tha.
-…”To. kya bimari hai tumhe?”
-…”Dekho mai ye baat aise hi nahi bata sakta. Tum mujhe janti hi kitna ho. Kahi tum mujhe galat na samjho…”
-…”Mai kuch galat nahi samjhungi. Batao na, shayad me tumhari kuch madad kar saku?”
-…”Vo…”
-…”Bolo bhi. ek dost samaj kar keh do…”
-…”Dost kaise samaj sakta hu tuje? Ese kehne se hi thodi dosti hoti hai?”
-…”Are to mai tumse dosti ka hath badhati hu. Bolo karoge mujhse dosti?”
Salman soch raha tha. ( Ek dam vaise hi ho raha hai jaise maine socha tha. Sali teri dosti
mai kaise chod sakta hu. Tujhe to mere lode se dosti karvaunga. Sali kabhi b use katti nahi kar payegi)
-…”Dosti? Dekho dosti mai sirf kehne ki nahi karta. Agar dosti karni hai to aakhir tak nibhani padegi. Bolo nibha paogi?”
Punam aab piche nahi hatna chahti thi. Wo Salman ki bimari ke bareme janna chah rahi thi.
-…”Thik hai. aapni dosti me mai kabhi bhi piche nahi hatungi. Aapne PAti ki saugandh. God Swear…”
Kasam khana jaroori nahi tha. Par ye usne Salman ka confidence gain karne ke liye kaha tha. Psychetrist aksar esa karte hai aapne patients ka trust pane k liye. Use Salman par koi shak nahi tha. Par ye uski galti hone wali thi.
-…”To thik hai. AAj se tu meri dost hui. (Salman phir se ruk gaya). Par Nahi. Mujhemaaf karna. Mai tujhse dosti nahi kar sakta…”
Salman ne aapna dusra pasa feka.
-…”ab kya huwa?
-…”Dekho sach batau to meri bimari hi yahi hai. jab mai bekabu hota hu to Me aapno ke sath kabhi bi acche si language me bat nahi kar pata. Mai bahoot violent ho jata hu. Par sirf aapno ke sath. Gairo k sath mai normal hi rehta hu. Par dikkat to apno ke sath hi aati hai na?”
-…”Matlab? Mai kuch samjhi nahi. Thoda khul ke batao please…”
-…”Vo. Darasal. Agar mere man main koi baat aye aur wo puri na ho to main itna gussa ho jata hu ke phir mare samne koi bhi ho jisse mera rista ho. Jaise k dosti ka, pyaar ka. koi bhi. toh mai use bina gali galoch ke baat hi nahi kar pata. Ashlil bato k bina me reh nahi sakta. Ye mera gussa nikalne ka tarika hai. Gali aapne aap muh se nikal jati hai. Yaha tak ki mai aapne ghar per bhi control nahi kar pata. Biwi bachhcho k sath bat karte waqt bhi.
Ab to unhe adat si ho gai hai. Par galiya bhi mai usse hi de sakta hu jisse mai apna samjhu. Gairo ke samne pata nahi kaise mujhse ye control ho jata hai. Par aapno ke samne mai khud ko rok nahi pata.
Tujhse bhi ab tak wo jyada ghula mila nahi hu. is liye hi mai tujhse gali galoch nahi kar paunga. Par ek bar tune dosti kar li aur mere dimag mai koi baat ayi. aur kisi karan wo puri na hui to mai pata nahi kab tak control kar paunga? Do teen docters try karchuka hu par koi fayda nahi huwa. Kya tu aapne dost ki madad karegi?”
Salman ne ek dam se mu bandh karliya. ( Waise to ye kahani hi thi Punam ko phasane ke liye, aur wo sidha banne ki acting kar raha tha)
Punam b thoda soch me pad gai. esi bimari k bareme usne kabhi suna nahi tha. Par phir bhi wo use ek case ki tarah hi le rahi thi. Aur jaise hi use yaad aya k do docter uske ilaj me fail ho chuke hai to, use ye case ek challenge ki tarah lag raha tha aur wo isse kisi bhi tarah solve karna chah rahi thi. Punam kitni b bold hone ka dikhava kare. Par usne kabhi kisi ko hindi gali galoch na di thi, aur na hi apne bachpan ke mahol ki vajah se kabhi jyada hindi gali galoch suni thi. Ha English galiya use thodi bahot ati thi. Par wo Salman ka behaviour, jaise wo keh raha tha waisa dekhna chah rahi thi. Ek docter ki tarah wo aapne patient ki bimari ko study karna chah rahi thi. Aur Wo is ajeeb se behaviour ko bhi dekhna chah rahi thi. Gali galoch ek ek aam baat hai. par sirf apno ke khilaf iska istemal or wo bhi khud ko rok na pana. Ek bimari ki tarah hi lagta tha.
Punam ko pata tha wo kya kar rahi hai. Use pata tha ye bat uske liye kitni humiliating ho sakti hai. Use pata tha ki use kya kya sunna padega aur shayad khud b bolna pade. Parwo abhi sirf ek docter ki tarah soch rahi thi. Jo aapne patient ko thik karne ke liye koi b pareshani utha ne k liye taiyar thi.
Punam Salman ka confidence gain karna chah rahi thi. Aur uske liye kisi b had tak jane ko taiyar thi. Usne abhi tak kuch bhi galat socha bhi nahi tha. Use Salman sach mai ek genuine case lag raha tha. Punam had se jyada Emotional thi, sath mai wo kisi ko madad karne me kabhi piche nahhi hatati thi. Sath he wo thodi over competive thi. Use ye case kuch bhi karke solve karna tha, jo aur docters na kar sake the. Par Salman thik to tab hota jab use koi bimari hoti. Wo to bus Punam ko phasane ke liye ye kahani bana raha tha.
Punam sab ko aapne jaisa accha samajh ti thi. Ek psychatrist hone k nate wo ye sochti thi, k koi insan bura nahi hota. Bus uska sochne ka tarika hota hai. Aur agar use thik se illaj mile to wo thik ho sakta hai. Wo kuch bhi kar ke Salman ki bimari thik karna chah rahi thi.
Par wo nahi janti thi k ye acchi niyat usko Salman ki buri niyat se bacha nahi payegi. Punam ne socha Salman se jyada frank hona padega. Usko easy feel karvana padega. Tabhi wo mujhe aapna samjhe ga aur apne man mai kuch ane par wo mere samne bhi vaisa hi behave karega jaisa usne kaha. Bus mujhe Wo jo bhi kahe uska bura nahi lagana hai. Uska behaviour dekhne k liye mujhe uska khul ke sath dena padega. Wo jo bhi kahe.
( Punam khud nahi janti thi ki wo ye kaise karegi. Uskeliye ye bahot tough hone wala tha. Par Punam ne kabhi harna sikha hi nahi tha. Wo is challenge ko kisi bhi had tak ja kar pura karna chah rahi thi)
Punam ne baat age badhate hue Salman se kaha
“Ha mai jaroor tumhari madad karungi. Maine wada jo kiya hai…”
-…”To kya tu sach mai mera illaj karegi?”
-…”Ha. Kyun koi shak hai?”
-…”Vo mujhe sach mai bharosa nahi ho raha hai tu mera illaj karegi. Matlab tere jaisi mera illaj kare thoda ajeeb lag raha hai. wo bhi meri itni gandi bimari janne ke baad…”
-…”Dekho. Pehli baat tumhe koi gandi bimari nahi hai ye ek dam normal hai. bus tumhe apni bhavnao ko control karna sikhna hoga samjhe? Aur mujhme kya ajeeb hai jo tumhe bharosa nahi beth raha ke mai tumhara ilaj kar paungi?”
-…”Kya tune kabhi galiya suni hai. Mai bahot gandi gandi galiya deta hu. Tum gussa ho javgi. Aur kahi security officer bulice ko. Na baba na. Tere sath bahot risk hai. Pichle do docter to mard the par phir bhi wo meri galio ko seh nahi paye. aur mera ilaj karne se mana kar diya. Ab agar tune bhi mujhe mana kar diya to pata nahi mai kya karunga?
Salman ye to jaan chuka tha ki Punam bhale dil ki hai. Wo uska ilaj jaroor karegi. Aur agar use thik se emotional kiya to wo uska illaj kaisi bhi kharab situation mai bhi nahi chodegi.
Jo usko aur jyada khul ke Punam ko garam karne ka moka dega.
Salman ek mahir khiladi tha. Aurat ki kamjori ko bhap kar usko apne hisab se use karna use bakhubi ata tha. Punam ki do kamjori mai se ek usks emotional hona tha, jiska Salman bakhubhi fayda utha raha tha. aur Punam ki dusri kamjori uska over challenging nature. jisse
Salman abhi tak anjaan tha. Kyun ki wo ye nahi janta tha ke Punam ke uske case ko lene ke piche uski iss kamjori ka bhi hath hai. Par waqt ane par wo is kamjori ko bhi jan lega aur, use karga ye pakka tha.
Punam kuch bhi kar ke iss case ko chodna nahi chah rahi thi. Wo Salman ki madad karna chah rahi thi. Par ek minute ke liye Punam ne bhi socha ki Salman ne jo kaha wo such hai.
“Mai uski galiya kaise sun paungi? Ye ganda insaan mujh jaisi ladki ko gali dega ye mujhe kaisa lagega? Aur issko itni choot dena thoda riski bhi hai…”
Phir kuch der aur sochne par Punam ne socha “Par kya meri thodi si beijjati jane par Salman ki jindgi savar jati hai to kyn nahi? Aur wo baat bhi to humdono ke bich hi rahe gi. Aur waise bhi jo koi na kar paye esse kaam me hi to asli maja hai…”Bas. uski chinta par uska Emotional aur challenging nature havi ho gaya. Usne socha Punambi mushkil sahi par namumkin nahi hai…”Thodi beijjati sehne se agar kisi insaan ki jindgi sawar jati hai. aur sath hi uska parivar bhi khus hota hai to main ye risk lene ko taiyar hu…”Wo kuch bhi karke Salman ko manana chah rahi thi taki wo ussi se hi apna illaj karvaye.
“Dekho Salman tum mujh par bharosa kar sakte ho. Mai tumhare illaj se kabhi piche nahi hatungi. aur waise tumne dost kaha hai na mujhe. to apne iss dost ko ek moka bhi nahi doge?”
“Mujhe tujh par pura bharosa hai. Pata nahi kyn lagta hai ki tu hi mere ujadi huvi jindgi ko savar sakti hai. Par dar bhi hai, pata nahi kya hoga?”
“Kuch nahi hoga. Mujh par yakeen rakho. Ek dost ki hasiyat se mai tumhe puri azadi deti hu ke tum mujhe jo bhi kahoge wo mujhe manjoor hoga. Chahe wo kitna bhi ganda kyun na ho…”
Salman man me, Saali aj to tune mujhe gali dene ki choot di hai par thode waqt ke baad tu mujhse gaali sunne ke liye gidgidayegi. Tujhe meri gali hi nahi meri har baat manjoor hogi.
Aapni personal rand banaunga mai tujhe. Bus tu dekhti jaSalman ne baat ko aur thoda khicha. Wo janta tha ki Punam ko kaise daba ke aur dara ke rakhna hai.
“Nahi mujhe pura yakeen hai. Tu nahi seh payegi aur mera ilaj adhe se hi chod de gi. Aur mai ek aur naPunambi seh nahi paunga. Pata nahi kya kar bethu. Isse accha hai mera ilaaj na hi ho. kaam se kam ek ummed to rahegi ke mai thik ho jaunga. Kahi tune bhi chod diya to wo ummed bhi tut jayegi. Aur mujhe ek aur problem bhi hai, jiska mujhe jyada dar hai.
sirf gandi bate akela problem nahi hai…”
“Matlab?”
“Matlab ek to mujhe gussa bahot jaldi ata hai. Pata nahi kis baat pe gussa ho jau. aur phir agar gussa badhe to mai hinsak bhi ho jata hu. Mara mari bhi kar sakta hu…”Punam ab dar rahi thi. Par usne Salman ko thik karne ka man bana liya tha aur ab wo kisi bhi musibat ka samna karne ko taiyar thi.
Punam ne Salman ko samjane ki koshish karte huye kaha
“Gusse mai aksar aisa hota hai. Ye koi badi baat nahi hai. tum thik ho javge. Ek baar illaj start to karne do…”
“Nahi. Agar kahi gusse mai maine tujh pe hath bath utha diya. to pata nahi mai khud ko maaf kar paunga ki nahi…”
Salman ne bahot masumiyat se kaha.
Punam ne maar to aaj tak apne papa se bhi nahi khayi thi. to Salman se maar khane ka to koi saval hi nahi tha. Par Punam iss bimari se kuch jyada attach feel kar rahi thi. Wo Salman ko kisi bhi kimat par thik karna chah rahi thi, aur uske liye agar Salman ki mar khani padi to bhi wo taiyaar thi.
Ye tha uska over challenging nature jo kisi goal ko achieve karne ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti thi. Sath hi wo Salman ki bimari ko acche se study karke uska illaj karna chah rahi thi. Jiske liye use sab manjoor tha. Par ye baat Salman ko usne nahi batai thi.
Jab Punam man hi man Salman ki har baat ko man ko taiyaar thi, uske illaj liye kuch bhi sehne ki taiyaari rakh rahi thi. Salman ke baar baar na manne par Punam ab thodi frustate bhi ho rahi thi. Itna to aaj tak usne kisi ko nahi samjhaya tha. Par Salman ke masoom chehre aur bato ne use pighla diya. usne phir ek koshish ki.
“Ok thik hai. to tum hi batao ke mai kya karu jisse tumhe yakeen ho jayga ke mai tumhre ilaaj se piche nahi hatungi? Tumhe kis bat ka bharosa chahiye?”
“Dekh. Agar tu sach mai meri madad karna chahti hai to meri 2 shart hai. Agar tu manegi to hi mujhe yakeen hoga ki tu jo keh rahi hai such hai. aur ek guarantee bhi mil jayegi ki tu meri kisi bi baat ka bura nahi manegi…”
“Guarantee?.
“Ha Guarantee. main nahi chahta ke ilaj karte waqt tu kisi baat par gussa ho jay. mai bus chahta hu k mai tujhe jaisi bhi gali du wo tu seh sake…”
“Aur ye hoga kaise? Kya shart hai tumhari…” Punam bhi aab utsukta thi
“Pehle bol ki tujhe meri shart manjoor hai…”
“Pehle shart to batao…”
“Nahi. pehle shart ko man phir hi bataunga. Agar tum mera sach mai ilaj karna chahti he to mana mat kar. Bharosa rakh mujhpe…”
Punam thodi confuse thi. Kya kare? Shart mane ya nahi? Par phir usne apne apko manaya ke Shart hi to hai. Aur usse bhi to wo tarika janna tha jisse wo galio ko seh sake.
“Thik hai. Manjoor hai…”
“Nahi ese nahi. Apne Pati ki kasam kha. ke tu meri dono shart manegi aur piche nahi hategi…”
Salman Punam ke emotional nature ka bakhubi fayda utha raha tha. Punam ko apne pati ke naam pe emotional kar raha tha.
Punam thodi shock hui aur confuse bhi. Par jab usne iss case ke liye itna risk leneka soch hi liya hai to ye thoda aur sahi. Ye soch kar Punam boli
“Thik hai apne pati ki kasam. Ab to batao…”
“Pehli shart. Tu mujhe 'Aap Aap' keh kar nahi bulaye gi. Naam se bulayegi. Mujhe tu Salman hi kehkar bulayegi. 'tu' kehkar bulayegi. Thik hai?” Salman thoda rukta hai aur “ Tujhe bura to nahi laga na?”
Punam isse bhi buri shart ke liye khud ko taiyaar kar rahi thi. Wo ye shart sun kar ek dam se relax ho gai.
Punam ne socha ye jyada mushkil nahi hoga sirf naam se hi to bulana hai. Our isse Salman bhi usse jyda apnapan mehsoos karega. Sathi hi wo nahi chah rahi thi ki uski sharm rakne ke karan Salman baat ko open na kar sake, jo uske ilaj ke liye jaroori tha. Isliye Punam ne bhi bat ko aur open karte huye kaha.
-…”Thik hai abse mai aapko Salman hi kahungi. Par aap bhi mujhe Punam hi kahiye. Thik
hai?”
-…”Phir se AAP?”
-…”Sorry. Par Ye Tu Tu wali language maine kabhi use nahi ki hai. Naam tak barabar hai, par maine kabhi kisi ko tu kehke nahi bulaya…” Jisne apne naukaro ko bhi ijjati se bulaya ho uske liye ye mushkil hi hona tha, ye baat Punam ko bhi thodi hi der mai malum ho gai thi.
Salman bhi samaj raha tha ki Barf tutni shuru ho gai hai. Ab agar sahi vaar kiye to bar chura ho hi jaygi. -…”To usme kya. Mujhse shuru kar. Mujhe aapna dost samjh aur bol 'Salman mere dost Tu kaisa hai? '“
Thodi jhijak ke sath Punam ne socha usse ye nahi bola jayga. Par wo Salman ko yakeen dilana chah rahi thi ki wo uska illaj kar sakti hai. Sath hi pata nahi kyn wo Salman ko mayus bhi nahi karna chah rahi thi.
-…”Salman tuu kaaisaa hai?”
-…”Salman mere dost…”
-…”Salman mere dost tu kaisa hai? Ab thik hai na? Ab batao tum kya keh rahe the? Kya hai dusri shart?”
-…”Wo me. dekh tu bura to nahi manegi na?”
-…”Nahi manungi. Batao na…”
-…”Dekh bura mat lagana. Par Meri dusri shart hai ki. mai chahta hu ke mai jab tujhe galiya du tu bhi mera saath de. Matlab tujhe b galiya bolni hogi…”
-…”Ye kya bol rahe ho?” Punam k muh se shock k mare nikal gaya. Ye ek sudden reaction
tha. Punam apne app ko control nahi kar payi.
-…”Kyun manjoor nahi hai kya?”
-…”Dekho Salman ye mai nahi kar sakti. Mai kisi ko gali nahi de sakti. Aur mere gali dene se
tumhare behaviour mai kya fark padega?” Punam abhi bhi dusri shart ko samaj nahi pa rahi
thi.
- “Agar tum bhi gali bologi to mujhe yakeen ho jayga ki mere gali bolne par tum bura nahi manogi. Aur agar koi gali bolne me mera sath de to mai violent nahi hota hu. Par ha agar mai akela akela gali bolta raha to pata nahi kab mai aape se bahar ho jau…”
Punam ne socha. Ye kaisi bimari hai? Kaise symptoms hai. Par wo Ek ajeeb bimari ki vajah se ek patient ko bimar nahi chod sakti thi. Aur ek ajeeb bimari ko cure karna ek jyada challenging task hota hai. Par gali bolne ke liye wo khud ko mana nahi paa rahi thi.
-…”Nahi Salman. mujhe maaf kar do. Mujhse nahi hoga…”
-…”Waahh to tune abhi se haar man li na? Mujhe pata tha tu mera illaj nahi kar payegi…”
Salman ne banavati gusse se kaha
-…”Nahi esi koi bat nahi hai…” Punam thodi ghabra gai. usse laga shayad wo situation ko handle nahi kar payi. Aur Salman gussa ho rah hai.
Salman ne moke ko bhap kar bola
-…”Sab samajh ta hu. Rehne de. Dost kaha tha na mujhe kyn? Aur apne pati ki kasam bhi khayi thi na. Phir bhi meri shart ko maan na payi na. To illaj kya kar payegi tu? Ab mai tujhpe kaise bharosa karu k tu mera illaj kar payegi?”
Salman ne aisa dikhaya jaise wo kuch jyada gussa hai.
Punam soch rahi thi ki shayad Salman ab apna para kho raha hai. Aur shayad violent bhi ho jay jaise ussne bataya tha. Aur ye soch kar Punam thodi dar gai.
-…”Nahi tum galat samaj rahe ho…”
-…”Ha ha. Me sab samajta hu. Dost kehti hai khudko? Saali kamini kahi ki. Rand saali…”
Salman aise dikha raha tha ki wo gussa hone par anab shanab kuch bhi bolne lagta hai. Aur usko gussa bahot jaldi ata hai. Salman Punam ke dimag se khel raha tha. Use guilty feel karva raha tha. Taki vo use age se roke nahi. Ek psycologist hone ke bavjood Punam Salman ke iss khel ko pehchan na saki.
Punam pehle se hi over emotional thi, aur bahot jaldi submit kar deti thi. Aur huva b vaisa hi jaise Salman ne socha tha.
Punam ne khud ke liye kabhi kisi ke muh se gali nahi suni thi. Aur Salman ke muh se khud ke liye kamini aur rand sun ke usse kuch ajeeb feeling ho rahi thi. wo pata nahi kyun par thoda adventurous feel kar rahi thi jaise usne kuch daring wala kam kiya ho. Par usne apne dimag me ayi iss feeling ko ek side mai hata diya.
Punam ne socha Salman ko shant karna hoga. Gusse me insaan kuch bhi kar sakta hai aur kisi ki nahi sunta. Ek Psykologist hone ki vajah se wo janti thi ki agar Salman ka gussa aur badh gaya to wo uski ek na sunega, aur kuch bhi kar sakta hai.
Punam ko Salman ko shant karna hi tha. Aur uska sab se assan rasta tha uski baat man kar. To usne wahi kiya
-…”Nahi Salman tum mujhe galt samaj rahe ho. Dekho mera vo matlab nahi tha. Dekho mujhebilkul bura nahi laga. Nahi me koi oppose nahi karungi. Aab tum jo chahe vo bolo. Me kuch nahi kahungi. Mujhe maaf kardo. Mujhe bahot bura laga jab tum meri dosti par esa shak rahe ho…”
Punam bhi aab soch rahi thi ki baat haath se bahar ja rahi hai. Abhi do min pehle to Dosti ki bate ho rahi thi aur abhi jhagda. Wo Salman ko thik karna chah rahi thi. Uski madad karna chah rahi thi. PAr Salman ka behaviour usse ek badi rukavat lag raha tha. Wo samaj gai ki
Salman ko such mai madad ki jaroorat hai. Usko thik karna jaroori hai. .
Salman ne ye bhap liya tha ki Punam kuch jyada emotional ho kar aapna bachav kar rahi thi.
Usne Punam ko issi topic par emotinal black mai karne ki sochi.
-…”Rehne de. Yaha maine ek aur gali boli aur tu to security officer ko bula le gi. Mai kaise manu k aa b tu age se esa nahi karegi?”
-…”Tu bol me kya karu?”
-…”Tu b gali bol k dikha…”
-…”Mujhe nahi ata gali bolna. Maine kabhi bhi kisi ko gali nahi di. Mujhse nahi hoga…”
-…”Dekh bina gali bole me nahi rah sakta. Ye aab meri aadat me hai. Lekin mujhe dar hai kahi maine phir se gali di to pata nahi tu kya kar de…”
-…”Me kuch nahi kahugi. Tu chahe kaisi b gali bol. Aab to hum dost hai na. Please mujhe maaf kar de…”
-…”Accha to mai tujhe Rand kahunga to bhi tujhe bura nahi lagega?”
Punam shock ho gai. par usne soch k ye shayad us bimari ki vajah se hi hai. Accha hai
Salman ab thoda khul ke baat kar raha hai. Jaisa wo chah rahi thi. Ya shayad jaise Salman chah raha tha.
-…”Nahi bilkul bura nahi laga. Infact tum mujhe kuch be keh sakte ho. Jo tumhara man chahe. Me bilkul bura nahi manungi…”
“To thik hai aab se mai tujhe Punam rand hi kahunga. Thik hai?”
Punam samajh rahi thi ye bahot fast ja raha hai. Par pata nahi wo iss situation ko control bhi nahi kar paa rahi thi. Use ek ajeeb sa maja aa raha tha. Aur ek ajjeb sa daar bhi lag raha tha. Punam kuch bhi samajh nahi paa rahi thi.
Aur aab ye case chodne se uska EGO (jo uske challenging nature ka hi issa tha) use rok
raha tha.
Punam ne man me socha (Ke ab chahe kuch bhi ho jay. Kuch bhi sehna pade. Kuch b sunna pade bolna pade. Mai piche nahi hatungi. Agar Salman mujhe Rand samajh na chahta hai to Rand hi sahi. Par mai ab uska illaj chod nahi sakti)
Punam has ker Boli “ Ha Salman chalega. Jaisa maine kaha tum mujhe kuch bhi bol sakte ho. Par ha sab ke samne nahi. Jab hum dono akele ho tabhi…”
Ye sun ke hi Salman ke lode mai halchal badh gai. Wo samajh gaya ke wo sahi raste par ja raha hai. Agar sahi se usne baat age badhai to ye wo sab kuch karegi jo ek sasti randi b karne se mana kardeti hai. Itni khubsoorat ladki ke sath wo kya kya karega ye soch kar uska lund ab dard karne laga tha.
“Wah meri rand. To such mai meri dost hai…”
“So to mai hu…” Punam ne thoda confidence dikhate huye kahaSalman ne socha ( Yahi sahi moka hai. Ab mujhe khul ke galiya bolni chahiye)
“Chal ab bata tu meri gand kaise maregi?”
“Kya?” Punam shock ho gai. Use kuch samajh me nahi aya
“Matlab ab to tu mera illaj karegi na? to bata kaise shuru karegi?”
Punam ne bhi ab tak nahi socha tha to wo Salman ko kya batati?
Usne kaha- “To kya tumhara illaj yahi tempo mai karu? Ek kaam karna kal mere ghar par aajana mai wahi tumhara illaj karungi. thik hai?”
Salman bhi soch raha tha Punam use clinic par bulayegi par jab Punam ne use ghar par
bulaya to mano uski man ki murad puri ho gai ho. Wo man mai bahot khus huva par apni khushi ko dabate huye bola.
“kya tu ghar par hi illaj karti hai? Sare mareejo ko ghar par hi bulati hai kya?”
“Nahi. Bas tumhe hi ghar par bulaya hai. Baki to clinic par hi ate hai. Aur tum to mere dost ho mareej nahi…”
Punam ne pehle Salman ko Clinic par bulane ka hi socha tha. Par phir socha ( Agar issne kisi staff ya patient ke samne mujhe gali de di to meri kya ijjat reh jayegi? Aur waise bhi iske gande huliye ko dekh kar to mera koi bhi patient dobara mere clinic mai nai ayega)
“Ha wo to thik hai. par ghar par kyun?”
“Wo dekho. mai tumhe clinic par hi bulati par. Agar tumne waha kisi ko gali bol di, ya jhagda kar diya to? Isse accha mai tumhe ghar par hi dekhu. Vaha koi disturb bhi nahi karega…”
Salman man mai (ha disturb koi na kare to hi accha hai, saali teri chudai ke waqt koi disturb karega to sali ki maa na chod dunga? )
“Ha ye to sahi baat hai. Mai aa jaunga tere ghar par…”
Punam ne socha. Iss ko mai clinic mai nahi bula sakti. Kahi isne waha gali galoch karna shuru kar diya to pata nahi dusre patients kya sochenge. Punam ne Salman ko ghar par bulane ka socha, waise bhi ghar par koi nahi tha, na hi usne ghar par koi nokar rakhe the
kyn ki Punam ko aapna kam khud hi karne ki adat thi. aur do logo mai jyada kam hi kya
hota hai. Usne Salman ko dusre din dopahar ko 2 baje ke aaspas apne ghar ane ko kaha,
aur use apna address bhi de diya.
Salman ki to mano itne saalo ki duwa kabool hi gai. Uske chehre par ek ajeeb si khushi thi.
Jise Punam ne mehsoos kiya.
“Shukriya. mai jaroor aunga. Vaise tere ghar par kon kon hoga?”“Vaise mere alawa koi nahi hoga. Husband out of Country gaye hai. Aur Family gav mai
rehti hai…”
“Ohh. Koi naukar vagerah?”
“Nahi. Mujhe aapna kam khud hi karne ki adat hai. Vaise bhi mai savere 9am se dopahar
12 tak hi clinic par jati hu. Phir ghar par pura din akele kuch bhi nahi kar pati. Is liye kaam
karke hi timepass karti hu. Aur sath hi exercise bhi ho jati hai…”
“Lekin dopahar ko koi aapke ghar aagaya to? Meri bimari ke bare me har kisi ko batana
nahi chahunga. Har koi tumhari tarah meri problem samaj nahi sakta…”
“Uski phikar mat karo. Mujhe milene koi nahi ata. Dopahar ko to chodo, der raat tak bhi koi
nahi ayega. Vaise bhi ghar city se bahar ki taraf hai to bahot kam log ate ha…”
Punam ne anjane mai hi aapne bare mai sari bate Salman ko bata di. Punam ghar par akeli
hogi ye soch kar uska lund phadakne laga.
“Ha. ye sahi baat hai. Insan ko apna kaam khud hi karna chahiye…”
Salman Maan mai( Mai bhi to tere saath kaam hi to karna chah raha hu. Kamasutra. he he.
Kal se tu meri hogi. Teri chut, gand, muh. tera ye pura makhmali badan mera hoga. Aur
uske baad to tu khud chal kar mere pass ayegi. Bus ek bar mera loda le to le. Janeman)
Aab shaher aa gaya tha. Punam ne Salman ko thoda age utarne ko kaha. Wo nahi chah rahi
thi koi use tempo se uterte huye dekhe. Usne sumsam jagah par tempo rukvai. Tempo rukte
hi. Salman turant niche utar gaya. Wo janta tha Punam assani se utar nahi payegi. Iss liye
wo usko utarte waqt madad karne ka moka gawana nahi chahta tha.
Punam bhi utarne mai dikkat mehsoos kar rahi thi. Saree usko aur muskil bana rahi thi.
Salman Punam ke darwaje ki taraf gaya aur usne apne dono hath ese badhaye jaise Punam
ko catch karna cha rah ho.
“Kud ja. Mai pakad lunga. Girne nahi dunga, ghabara mat…”
“Nahi. Mai khud manage kar lungi. Thanks…”
“Ohh to ek dost ko aab madad karne ka haq bhi nahi hai. kyun?”
Salman ne thoda gussa hone ki acting ke sath kaha
“Are Salman tum to bura man gaye. Thik hai tum mujhe pakdo. PAr girne mat dena…”
“Are nahi girne dunga. Aja…”
Punam jaise hi niche utne lagi. Salman ne aapne Hath se Punam k navel me se pakad liya.
Jaise hi Punam niche hui. Salman ne usse apne upar le liya support ke liye. Is bich Punam
ka pallu bhi uske naval ke upar se hat gaya. Isse Punam ki nabhi Salman ke muh se touch ho gai. aur usko aapne pet par uski dadhi chubh ne lagi. Salman ne bhi moke ka fayda utha
kar Punam ki nabhi ko chum liya.
Bahot hi erotic scene tha. Ek kale se mote se insaan ne ek behad hi khubsoorat pari ko
utha rakha tha aur uski neval par kiss kar raha tha. Dono ke rang ka contrast ek agal sa
ehsaas de raha tha. Aur upar se ek shadishuda khubsuraat aurat ek gande kapde wale gair
mard ki goad me thi. Jo kisi bhi dekhne wale ko madhosh kar sakta tha. To aap Salman ki
halat to samj hi sakte honge.
Punam bhi thodi der ke liye kiss ke erotic ehsaas me kho gai. Par ek dam se use uski ye
need tuti. ye ho raha tha? usne Salman se kaha.
“Salman mujhe niche utaro please…”
Bas kuch seconds ke bhitar hi ye sab huva tha. Par Salman ke liye mano ghante nikal gaye
ho. Man to nahi tha par phir bhi Punam ko niche utarna pada. Salman ne jaise hi use niche
kiya. Punam ke boobs Salman ke muh se touch hote hote niche huye. Salman ke hoth Punam
ke blouse se touch ho rahe the. Jab Punam ke pair niche jameen par pade tab usse sukoon
mila. Ek ajeeb sa ehsas tha Punam ke liye. Salman ke liye to ye bhi kisi tohfe se kam nahi
tha.
Punam jab puri tarah se khadi hui tab uska aur Salman ka dhyaan gaya aapni height
difference par. Punam kafi lambi aur patli thi. aur Salman mota aur Punam ke mukable thoda
nata tha. Salman aur Punam jab khade hote the to Salman ki dadhi Punam ki Neck ke end tak
hi pohochti thi.
Punam iss choti si kiss ke ehasaas ko abhi tak dimag se nikal nahi payi thi. aur issi doran
Salman ke muh ka uske boobs ko touch karna uske liye kuch jyada hi tha.
Punam ek ajjeb si mushkil me thi. Wo tay nahi kar pa rahi thi ki kya use Salman ke saath
age badhna chahiye ya nahi? Kya Salman ka illaj karna thik rahega?
Par phir uska EGO aa gaya.
(Nahi ab mai piche nahi hat sakti. Wo bhi usko apne ghar bulane ke baad. Wo kya
sochega? Ke mai itni padhi likhi docter hokar bhi haar maan bethi. Nahi ye mai nahi hone
dungi. Mai kabhi haar nahi sakti. )
Punam issi soch me thi tabhi use Salman ki awaaj ayi. Wo bola
“Thik hai meri rand. to kal milte hai…”
“Ye kya Salman. Tumhe kaha tha na. Sirf akele me. Kahi b mat kaha karo. mujhe accha nahi
lagta…”
“Accha kyn nahi lagta? Tune hi to kaha tha mai tujhe rand keh sakta hu. to bas keh diya.
Vaise bhi yaha kon hai. Punam randi?”
“Salman please. Tum thoda control karo. Chut ka ye matlab bhi nahi hota…”
Punam ne thoda chidhte huye kaha. Vo nahi chah rahi thi Salman use khule me rand kahe.
Wo nahi chah rahi thi koi khule me usko rand bulate huye Salman ko dekh sun le. Baki ek
ajeeb sa nasha tha rand sunne mai. Pata nahi kyn par Punam ye sunna chah rahi thi. Par
khule mai nahi. Shayad agar Salman use akele me RAND kaheta to use atraaj na hota?
Salman ne socha. (Isse kisi bhi baat pe anakani karne ka koi moka nahi dena hai. Ese lagna
chahihe ke agar meri choti si baat ko bhi issne oppose kiya to mai gussa ho jaunga. Iske
dimag mai betha dena hai ki meri baat na manne par mai kitni jaldi gussa ho jata hu. )
Salman aapna khel badhane mai laga huva tha.
Salman ne aapna banavati gussa dikhate huye kaha.
“Dekho to. sali phir se bakchodi karne lagi, Mujhe pata that sali lift lene ke chakkar
mai tune meri madad karne ko kaha tha. Agar tu illaj na bhi karti to koi mai tujhe gadi se
utar dene wala nahi tha. Sali demag ki maa chod di…”
Salman gussa dikhane ke liye galiya bhi bolne laga. wo Punam par se apna Emotional
pressure kam hone nahi dena chah raha tha.
Punam bhi vahi soch rahi thi jo Salman use sochne par majboor kar raha tha.
Punam ne socha ( Iss bimari mai mujhe esa kuch nahi karna chahiye jo Salman ko gussa
dilaye. Meri kisi bhi baat par oppose karne par wo gussa ho jata hai. mujhe age se dhyan
rakhna hoga. )
“Are Salman tum to bura man gaye? Sorry. Gussa thook do please…”
“Kaha thooku gussa? tere muh me? Sali mujhe bekar me gussa mat dila. Pata nahi tere
hisse ka gussa mai ghar par kiss pe nikalunga?”
Salman ki ye baat sun ke Punam shock ho gai. Salman ki muh me thook ne wali baat use
kafhi ghinoni lagi. Par usko sochte hi uske man ne Ek pal ke liye hi sahi, par ye imagine
kar liya ki Salman uske muh me thook raha hai. Ye sochte hi uske pure sharir mai ek sihran
daud gai. Ek kapkapi si chut gai. Muh ka swaad bigadta sa mehsoos huwa use.
Par pata nahi ye jo feeling thi wo itni buri nahi thi jitni use sunne mai lagi thi.
Lekin agle hi pal usne khud ko sambhala aur iss soch ko ek side par karte huye Salman ko
shant karne ki koshish ki. Jiske liye uske paas ab tak ek hi rasta tha. Salman ko apne aap ko gandi gali dene ke liye uksana. Usski har baat manana. Usko kuch bhi kehne se na
rokna.
Abhi tak Punam ne Salman ke bare mai koi galat baat nahi sohi thi. Aur issi liye wo ye rasta
soch payi thi.
Par Salman ne to pata nahi kya kya soch rakha tha? Khayalo main hi sahi, par wo Punam
chod chod ke apne baccho ki maa tak bana chuka tha.
Punam boli
“Are Salman isme bura manne ki kya baat hai? Mujhe tum jo chahe kaho. par yah khule me
nahi. Kal ghar par mujhe jo man kare bolna. mai kuch nahi kahungi. ab to please shant ho
jav. Mujhe maaf kar do. Thoda apne iss dost ki feeling ka bhi to khayal karo…”
Salman ne bhi jaise shant ho raha ho vaise kaha. Use bhi laga rassi ko jyada khichna bhi
thik nahi hai.
“Thik hai. chal maaf kiya. Par age se mujhe kisi baat mai rokna mat. Pata nahi mera sir
gusse se ghumne lagta hai. Sali agar meri biwiya bhi teri tarah samajdar hoti. aur gussa
hone par teri tarah manana janti to mujhse kabhi pitati nahi. Pata nahi agar mujhe ghar par
gussa aya to mai kya karunga?”
Punam ne socha (Salman ki baat sahi hai. Ghar par pata nahi ye kya karega? agar do
ghante pehle mili huyi mujh pe ye itni jaldi gussa hota hai aur aisa bartav karta hai to apni
biwi ko to pata nahi kya karta hoga? )
Punam ko ekdam se uski biwi par daya aagai. wo sochne lagi agar wo uski biwi ki jaggah
hoti to kyaa karti? Pata nahi kyu apne aapko Salman ki biwi ki jagah gali sunte mehsoos
karte karte. Punam ko apne pati ka khayal aya. Raj kitne acche hai. Mujh par kabhi
gussa nahi hote. Mujhe kabhi marte nahi. Mujh se kitna pyaar karte hai. Punam ek pal ke
liye sharma gai. Raj ke pyaar ko yaad karte karte pata nahi kyun par usne wo pal yaad
kiya jab Raj ne use hoto par pehla kiss kiya tha. aur wo us ehsaas me dubne lagi.
Wo narm hoto ka ehsaas. Wo ek dusre ki saanso ka milna. Wo makhmali jismo ka milna.
Aur achanak Punam Raj ki jagah Salman ko imagine kar bethi. Soft hotho par kisi ne
jaise kante laga diye ho. Saaso ki khushboo jaise bidi, tambakoo ki smell se badal gai ho.
Use esa laga Salman uske muh me kiss karte karte apna thook gira raha hai.
Usne ek dam se iss thinking ko apne dimag se nikalna chaha. Par wo ye kar na saki.
Shayad ye uss thinking ki wajah se tha jab Punam ne Salman ko apne muh me thookte
imagine kiya tha. Jo bas abhi kuch hi der pehle ki baat thi.
Punam ka dimag bas kadi se kadi mila kar imagine kar raha tha.
Salman apne dimag se jo ghatiya khel khel raha tha. Aur Punam ka dimag anjane mai hi
Salman ka sath de raha tha, uski madad kar raha tha.
Salman ke khayal ko apne dimag se nikalne ke liye usne apna dimag phir usi baat par
lagaya jaha se usne ye baat sochi thi. Salman ki biwi par.
Usne socha (Agar Salman ko gali bol kar apni bhadas nikalne ka moka mile to wo shant
rahega aur uski biwi par koi violence nahi karega. )
Kuch soch kar Punam ne kaha.
“Salman ek kaam karo tum mera mobile number le lo. Aur agar gussa aye to mujhe call
karna…”
“Wo kyun?”
“Dekho ab tumhara illaj mai kar rahi hu. to jaisa mai kahu vaise hi karna. thik hai?”
“Thik hai. par tujhe phone karne se kya hoga?”
“Mai bas janti hu ki agar tumhe gussa aya to mujhe kya karna chahiye…”
Salman samaj gaya. Punam kis bat pe itna itra rahi hai. wo samajh chuka tha ki Punam bas
uski bhadas nikle ka try karegi. Usko gali bolne par majboor karegi. Aur yahi to wo chahta
tha. Wo yahi to chahta tha ke Punam ek dam besharmi se usse gali sune. aur ye ho bhi
raha tha. Bas Punam ne use ye bataya nahi tha, par tha to vahi jo Salman ne socha tha.
Salman jo abhi Ek dedh ghante pehle hi Punam naam ki iss bholi bhali aurat ko mila tha.
Usne sirf ek ghante mai hi use gali sunne ke layak bana diya tha. Pata nahi jab agle din
Salman pura din Punam ke sath rahega. tab Punam kitni bholi rahegi? Aur kitni banegi Salman
ki RAND?
Punam apne EGO aur Salman ki bhalai ke chalte apne aap ko dav pe laga chuki thi. aur use
pata bhi nahi tha ke wo kab haarne lagi thi. Punam shayad apne aap ko jitna intelligent
docter samajh rahi thi wo utni thi nahi. aur Salman uski iss baat ka bharpur fayda utha raha
tha. Bas sahi 'Moka' milte hi wo Punam ka bhog lagane wala tha. Aur kisi ne kaha hai na ki
“ MOKE to banane padte HAI…”
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“Thik. hai karunga tujhe call. Par kaha karunga? Apna number to de…”
“Are de rahi hu. Likho. tumhare pass koi kagaj hai?”
“Kya majak kar rahi hai? Sali tujhe lungi aur baniyan me kaha jeb najar aa raha hai?”
“Are tempo mai to hoga na?
Punam ne thodi frustation se kaha. Wo itni simple common sense wali baat samjhane mai
thoda irritating feel kar rahi thi.
Par kahi na kahi vo soch rahi thi ki. Salman se jyada expect karna bevkoofi hogi.
Par kya such mai Salman itna bevkoof tha jitna Punam samajh rahi thi?
Punam jise bevkoof samajh rahi thi usne har moke par use ek choti moti gali to de hi di thi.
Aur badi chalaki se use chodne ka plan bana bhi raha tha aur use anjam bhi de raha tha.
Aur Punam uske itntention ko samajh tak nahi pai thi.
Use shayad bevkoof hone ka matlab tab pata chalega jab uska ye bevkoof patient uski
choot ko upne moosal se phaad raha hoga. JAb wo chilla rahi hogi. Ansu nikal rahe honge.
Aur jab wo Salman se rumal mangegi aur Salman kahega. Sali hamare nange badan par tujhe
kaha jeb najar aa rahi hai?
“Are sali. ye aaj ke jamane mai number kagaj pattar par kon likhta hai? Ruk ek minute…”
Salman tempo me side se chada aur tempo ke dashboard mai se apna sasta sa china made
mode nikala. Tempo se niche utar kar wo Punam ke samne khada huva aur bola
“Chal ab bol. kya number hai tera?”
“Likho ##########. Thik se suna ya repeat karu?”
“Are tera number to mai ab neend mai bhi na bhulu. Bahot jaroori hai mere liye…”
“Chalo thik hai. to mai chalti hu. chalo bye…”
“Are ruk. pehle dekh to sahi maine tera naam kis naam se save kiya hai…”
Salman ne ek kamini muskaan ke saath kaha.
Punam bhi Salman ki baat sun kar thodi curious huyi. Wo bhi dekhna chah rahi thi ki aisa
kya hai jise likh kar Salman aise muskura raha hai.
Punam ne ja kar dekha chaha.
Salman ne mobile apne haath mai rakha aur Punam se ishara kiya ki wo uski side mai aakar
dekhe. Punam Salman ki left side par khadi ho gai.
Punam ko ankho ke number bhi the, par wo chashme pehnna pasad nahi karti thi Aur
height difference ki vajah se wo screen par jo likha tha thodi dikkat se saaf saaf dekh paa
rahi thi. So thik se dekhne ke liye thodi age hui aur jhuki. Isi waqt Salman ne apni kohni
Punam ke boobs pe laga di. Jo side se uske boob ko daba raha tha. Punam ek dam se
shock ho kar sidhi khadi ho gai. Salman janta tha ki Punam kyn sidhi ho gai. Par usne jaise
kuch kiya hi na ho waise kaha.
“Kyn dekh liya na kya likha hai?”
“Nahi wo darasal…”
Punam Salman ko sahi baat bata na pai. Wo Salman ko sharminda nahi karna chah rahi thi.
Wo soch rahi thi ke Salman ki kohni anjane mai uske boob se touch ho gai hai.
“Kyun kya huva. maine kya likha hai ye padhne se dar lag raha hai?”
“Nahi. Esi koi baat nahi hai. Wo darasal mujhe chasme hai. Najdik ka dekhne mai thodi
dikkat hoti hai Aur ye to thode chote font hai. Padh nahi pai mai…”
“Ohh. to tu chasme pehanti kyn nahi hai?”
“Wo mujhe pasand nahi hai…”
“Ek dam mast lagegi jab tu chasme pehnegi. Teri khubsoorti ko wo badhaega hi. kam nahi
karega. Dekh mere samne to tu chasme pehan hi sakti hai. Mai bhi to dekhu tu lagti kaisi
hai chasme mai?”
“Thik hai. Age se mai pehan lungi thik hai. Abhi nahi layi hu mai. Kal ghar par aaoge tab
dikhaungi. OK? Ab zara dekhne do tumne mera naam kya save kiya hai?”
“To dekh le thoda najdik aake…”
Salman ne haste huye kaha
Punam ko laga mujhe ye padhna hi padega. Varna Salman ko bura lagega. ( Salman ko bura
lagega? Pata nahi kyn par Punam kuch chije karna chah rahi thi. Chahe wo Salman se khud
ko feel karvana kyn na ho. Uske liye ek naya anubhav tha. Ek naye experiece ko wo enjoy
karna chah rahi thi. Par wo khud ko age badha nahi paa rahi thi. Uski sharm use rok rahi
thi. Aur iss vajah se uska dimag ekdam naye naye bahane uske samne pesh kar raha tha. )
Agar ye symptoms koi aur uske samne kehta to shayad wo usko study kar ke use koi
accha sa suggestion deti. Par jab baat khud ki ho to dimag wahi sochta hai jo use sahi
lagta hai. Aur sahi galat kai baar bemani lagta hai.
Punam ne khud ko thoda age jhukaya. Aur phir se Salman ki kohni uske boob ko dabane
lagi. Par jaise kuch huva hi na ho wo thoda aur jhuk kar number padhne ki koshish karne
lagi.
Salman Punam ke soft boobs ka touch paa kar khud ko kaise control kar raha tha ye sirf
wahi janta tha. Uska man to kar raha tha ke Punam ko wahi nanga kar ke chod de. Par
usne khud ko roka. Uska maksaad bang karke ghadi do ghadi ka maja nahi tha. Wo to wo
kabhi be utha sakta tha. Par wo to iss bala ko apna gulaam banana chah raha tha. esa
Gulam jo uske lund ke alawa kuch na soche. Jo uske kehne par kuch bhi kare. Uska
hukam hi jiske liye sub kuch ho.
Salman itna to samaj hi gaya tha ki Punam ek Egoistic ladki hai jo thodi emotional bhi
hai. Bus agar dono bhavnaoko thik se handle kiya to ye kuch bhi karegi. Aur ek baar iska
sharm ka bandh toot gaya to iske jaisa maja use aur kahi nahi milega.
Salman janta tha ke ek shadishuda padhi likhi aurat jiska ek gande insaan se chudna to
chodo baat karna bhi badi baat hai. Agar ek baar wo apni sharmohaya chod kar chudne par
aa jay to badi badi randiyon ka dhandha band karva sakti hai. Bas usko thik se handle
karna padta hai.
Punam ke liye bhi ye aasan nahi tha. Ek gair mard, wo bhi itna ganda. jab wo uske boobs
daba raha tha to ek ajeeb dar or excitement ka mixture wali feeling ho rahi thi. Use ye
feeling thodi bahot pasand to aa rahi thi. par wo ghabra bhi rahi thi. Uski sharm usko rok
rahi thi. Uska dimag kaam karna bandh kar chuka tha. Wo tay nahi kar pa rahi thi ki wo
kya kare. Bus kuch bhi kar kar wo number ko padh kar iss mix feeling ka end karna chah
rahi thi. taki ye confusion dur ho?
Jab mushkil se Punam ne dhyan lagaya to paya Salman ne mobile me uska name likha tha
'Punam RANDI…”.
Punam ekdam se shock ho gai. YE KYA. Uska shock ek dam se gusse mai badal ne laga.
“Ye kya bakwass hai. Ye tum nahi kar sakte. Please ise thik karo…”
“Kyun pasand nahi aya kya? Tera wahi naam dala hai jo bulane ki tune ijadad di hai…”
“Nahi. Tum ye phone mai nahi dal sakte. Please nikal do isse…”
“Dikkat kya hai? Tune hi to kaha tha ki mai tujhe kuch bhi bula sakta hu. Ab kya
problem hai?”
Punam ek dam se khud ko zalil hota huva mehsoos kar rahi thi. Wo kabhi ye imagine bhi
nahi kiya tha ke kisi ke phone mai wo ek randi ke naam se save hogi.
Waise socha to usne ye bhi nahi tha ke koi use randi bulayega. Wo bhi itna ganda insan.
Aur abhi to bahot kuch hona tha jo usne kabhi sapne mai bhi nahi socha tha.
Usne apna gussa control kiya aur Salman ko samjhane ki koshish karte huye kaha
“Please Salman. Tum mujhe bulao waha tak thik hai. Esse baat sirf humdono ke bich rahegi.
Par is tarah to ye koi bhi jaan jayega. Koi bhi dekh sakta hai. Meri ijjat ka bhi khayal karo
please…”
“Are tu kyu itna soch rahi hai? Pehli baat ke mera phone mere alawa kisi ke hath mai nahi
jata. Aur agar chala bhi gaya to kon sochega ki Randi ke naam se jiska number save kiya
hai wo tere jitni padhi likhi docter ka hoga?”
“Wo jo bhi ho. Par please ye name change kar do please…”
“Chal thik hai. Ye number mai kal jab tere ghar par aunga tab change kar dunga. Bus? Par
aaj ki raat ye aise hi rehne de please…”
“Wo kyn bhala. Abhi kyun nahi?”
“Wo bhi tujhe kal bataunga. Ab chalega na?”
Punam ne socha isse bahas karna bekar hai.
“Par tumhe ye kal change karna padega. Thik hai?”
“Jaroor…” Salman ne ek muskaan ke sath kaha.
Salman man mai soch raha tha ( Tera naam change to karunga, par change kar ke jo
likhunga wo bhi tujhe kaha pasand ayega? )
“To phir kaal milte hai?”
“Ha thik hai. Mai kaal aajauga…”
Salman kuch ruk kar phir bolta hai.
“Aur mujhe gussa aya to apni Rand ko phir call karunga…”
Punam kuch nahi kehti (aur kehti bhi kya? ) aur ek choti si smile de kar chalne lagti hai.
Salman samajh chuka tha ki galiyo ka ab Punam oppose nahi karegi. wo janta tha ki Punam
ab kisi bhi gandi baat ko sunne se koi parhej nahi kargi. Jo uske plan ke mutabik ek acchi
baat thi. Ab iss baat ko thik se use karna tha. Iss openess ko iss had tak badhana tha ki
wo Salman ke chune par bhi koi oppose na kare. Aur tabhi to wo uska lund lene ke liye
taiyaar hogi
Salman piche sai Punam ko jate huye dekh raha tha. Chalte waqt uski lachakti hui gand dekh
kar Salman ek pal ke liye madhosh hone laga. Uska lund phadphadane laga. Upar se Punam
ka cream color sleeveless aur backless blouse, jisme ek 2 inch ki patti hi thi jo uski pith par
thi. Ek kandha jo sari ka pallu liya hua tha uss par se niche kuch kam dikh raha tha kyun
ki pallu bich mai aa raha tha. Par dusri side ka pura view kamar tak nanga tha sivay ek
patli si blouse ki patti ke aur Punam ke lambe balo ke alawa. Salman Punam ki gand ko
dekhata rehta hai. (Haye sali. Iss gand mai apna musal to ghusana hi hai. Bus moka milne
de. )
Thoda age jaa kar Punam hath kar ke rickshaw ko rokti hai aur richshaw wale ko address
samjahti hai. Iss doran wo thodi jhukti hai aur uski gand thodi bahar nikalti hai. Salman piche
khada huva yahi dekh raha tha. Wo apne lund ko Lungi ke upar se masalne lagta hai.
Rickshaw wale se baat tay hone ke baad Punam Salman ki taraf mudti hai use ek baar bye
wish karne ke liye. Par Salman ko apne lund ko masalte dekh ek dam se wapas mud jati
hai. Wo soch nahi payi ke Salman use dekh kar kuch kar raha hai. Ya shayad khujli kar raha
hai?
Phir usne socha ( Nahi esa nahi hoga. Sirf mera bharam hai. Pata nahi mai bhi kya kya
soch rahi hu)
Wo dobara mud kar dekhti hai aur Salman ko muskurata hua pati hai. Sidha khad huva
Salman ne apna lund masalna tabhi band kar diya tha jab Punam ek bar piche mud kar sidhi
hui thi. Wo apna chance shuru hone se pehle hi nahi khona chah raha tha.
Aur sidhe khade Salman ko dekh kar Punam bhi apni pehli soch ko apna bharam man leti
hai. Uska ek maan ye janta tha ki ye bharam nahi tha. Salman sach mai apna lund hila raha
tha. Par dusra man jo Salman ki madad karna chah raha tha. Jo kisi tarah se Salman ke is
rough behaviour ko thoda pasand karta tha wo Salman ko nirdosh sabhit karna chah raha
tha. Aur aakhir mai Salman ki side wala man hi jeet jata hai. kyun ki Punam bhi yahi chah
rahi thi.
Wo Rickshw wale ko age badhne ke liye kehti hai aur richshaw age badhne lagti hai. Jate
waqt wo rickshaw se Salman ko dekh kar ek baar muskurati hai. Salman bhi use jate huye
dekh kar bye karta hai aur jate huye rickshaw ko dekh kar sochta hai. ( Kal tak ka mai
kaise intejaar karunga Janeman? kab teri choot ka pani chakhne ko milega? Kab mere lode
ko tere moh ki garmi naseeb hogi? Kab mere lode ko teri choot ki diwaro ko choda karneka
moka milega? Aur kab banegi tu meri Rand? )
Rickshaw mai pure waqt Punam Salman ke bare mai hi sochti rehti hai. Wo chah kar bhi
Salman ko apne dimag se hata nahi pati hai. Pure raste mai jo bhi bate hui wo Punam ke dimag mai jaise movie ki tarah chal rahi thi.
Punam aaj tak kisi se dabi nahi thi. Kisi ne aaj tak Salman ki tarah authorative tone mai
Punam se baat nahi ki thi. Use aaj tak jo bhi mila pyar karne wala mila. Par Salman ke
agressive behaviour mai kuch baat thi. Wo Punam ko apni aur khich raha tha. Punam Salman
ko sex ke irrade se nahi, par haaa. soch jaroor rahi thi. Salman jis tarah se khule aam 'Tu
tu' kehkar bula raha tha. use galiya de raha tha. Esi feeling use aaj tak nahi hui thi. Kisi ka
us par Haq ho vaise baat karna Punam ke liye ek nayi baat thi.
Use ye pata nahi chal paa raha tha ki use ye feeling pasand hai ya nahi. Bas use ye
feeling buri nahi lag rahi thi.
Lekin ek docter hone ki vajah se Punam ne iss baat ko dimag se hatate huye apne man ko
samjaya ke (Ye mahaj ek infectuation hai. Kisi cheej ko ager pehli baar experience karo aur
agar wo chij buri na lage to dimag use phir se experiece karna chahta hai. Aur kai bar use
pasand karne ke bahane sochne lagta hai. Shayad mere sath bhi yahi ho raha hai. Aur issi
liye mujhe Salman baar baar yaad aa raha hai. )
Punam jab issi dimagi udhedbund mai thi, thodi der mai Punam ka ghar aa gaya. Raat ke
takriban 9 baj rahe the. Rickshw wale ko paise de kar. Punam ghar ki aur chal di. Main
gate ka Tala khol kar apne compound se hote hui wo apne ghar ke andar enter hui. Lights
chalu kar ke Punam ne ghar ka darwaja ander se lock kiya. Bedroom mai gai aur ja ker AC on kiya.
Uske dimag mai ab bhi Salman chal raha tha. Uski ek ek baat use yaad aa rahi thi. Salman
ne jab pehli mulakat mai use Model kaha tha wo yaad karke wo thoda sharma gai. Sharm
ke sath sath ek gurur ka ehsaas bhi use hone laga. Uska dimag na chahte huye bhi ye
soch raha tha ( Kya mai such much itni khubsoorat hu? )
Punam bahot acche se janti thi ki wo college ke dino mai kitni khubsoorat thi. Acche acche
ladke mud kar use ek baar jaroor dekhte the. Raj bhi uski tareef karne mai piche nahi
tha. Par ye saab shadi ke pehle 1- 1. 5 saal tak hi raha. Phir ek normal life ki tarah
Raj apne kam mai dub gaya aur Punam apne kam mai. Chudai to chodo, Tareef b ab
occasional ho gai thi. Par unke bich koi problem nahi tha. Dono apni apni professional life
aur personal life mai khus the(Galat mat samjiye. Dono sath sath hi the. ). aur Bahot jyada khus the.
Par Salman ki bato ko yaad kar ke pata nahi kyn wo phir se khud ko parakhna chahti thi,
saabit karna chah rahi thi ke wo khubsoorat hai. Aur bahot khubsoorat hai. Bahot time ke baad kisi ne uski tareef ki thi. Punam bahot khus mehsoos kar rahi thi.
Udhar Salman bhi Punam ko apne man se nikal nahi paa raha tha. Richkshw jate hi Salman
pata nahi kab tak jate huye rickshaw ko hi dekhta raha. Salman tempo ka malik nahi tha, wo to sirf driver tha. Iss liye wo pehle tempo ko transport company mai de kar chalte huye
apne ghar ki aur pikal pada. Company se uska ghar jyada dur nahi tha. mahaj 15 min ka rasta tha. Salman ke shareer par ek ganda purna greece ke dhabbo wala shirt aur niche Lungi thi.
Pura rasta wo Punam ke bare mai sochta raha. (Kya mast gora khubsoorat chehra tha sali
rand ka. Uske lambe baal. Gulab ki pankhudiyo jaise hoth. Sali jab tu un najook hootho se mere hoth chusegi to mera kya hoga? Jab tu unhi pyare hotho se mere lode ko chusegi tab mai kaise seh paunga? )
Ye soch soch kar Salman lungi ke upar se apna lund masal ne laga.
Raste mai koi dekh lega aisa to Salman ne na kabhi socha tha aur na kabhi wo sochega.
Logo ki fikar karna uski fidrat mai nahi tha. Log kya kahenge Salman uski kabhi fikar nahi karta tha.
Lund ko masalte huye Salman Punam ke bare me aur sochne laga. Mast najuk lambi surahidaar gardan. Niche cream color ke blouse mai dhake do maame. Aur boobs ka side se dekha huva view. Jisme Punam ke boobs ka pura size aur golai ko dikh rahi thi. Punam ke boobs ko yaad kar ke uska lund dhire dhire aur jyada akadne laga tha.
Punam ki Navel. Uski soft gand, jisko wo touch bhi kar chuka tha. Ye saab yaad karke wo bahot excited feel kar raha tha. Bus kisi bhi tarah se use Punam ko chodna tha. Kaise ye use pata nahi tha. Par use pata tha wo ye kar payega. Punam ko apni Rand jaroor banayega.
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