ambareen khala chud gai

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PART FOUR

Mein nay faisla kiya tha kay mujhay khud hi inn saaray maamlaat ko suljhaana ho ga. Kisi ko ye bataana kay Raashid ammi ki choot maar raha tha pooray khandaan kay liay tabaahi ka ba’is banta. Agar mein Raashid say intiqaam laita bhi to ammi zaroor uss ki zad mein aateen aur mujhay apnay tamaam tar ghussay kay bawajood ye manzoor nahi tha. Mujhay ammi say buhat piyaar tha aur unki bud-kirdaari kay bawajood mairay dil mein unkay liay nafrat paida nahi ho saki thi. Haan ye zaroor tha kay rad-e-amal kay tor par ab mein ammi ki choot maarna bilkul ja’aiz samjhta tha.

Hairat ki baat ye thi kay mujhay aisa sochtay huay koi ehsaas-e-gunaah nahi tha. Mein nay pehlay bhi zikr kiya hai kay baaz holnaak waaqiyaat insaan ko buhat kam waqt mein buhat kucch sikha daitay hain. Mairay saath to yakay baad deegray 2 aisay waaqiyaat huay thay jinho nay mujhay aik bilkul mukhtalif insaan bana diya tha. Khala Ambareen ka Nazir kay haathon chud jaana aur aur phir Raashid ka ammi ki choot laina dono nay hi mairi zindagi ko badal kar rakh diya tha. Issi liay shayad mujhay ab ammi ki phudi maarnay mein koi burai nazar nahi aa rahi thi. Mairi kameengi apni jaga laikin ammi ko chodnay ki iss khaahish mein halaat ka sitam bhi shaamil tha. Maamlaat ko sambhaalnay kay liay ye buhat zaroori tha kay mein kucch aisa karoon kay Raashid aur ammi ka ta’aluq humaisha kay liay khatam ho jaiy. Iss ka behtreen tareeqa yehi tha kay mein ammi ki zindagi mein Raashid ki jagah lay loon. Mujhay yaqeen tha kay mein aisa karnay mein kaamyaab ho jaoon ga.

Ye baat to saaf thi kay Raashid ammi ko chod kar yaqeenan unki koi jismaani zaroorat poori kar raha aur ye zaroorat aisi thi kay ammi apnay shohar kay hotay huay apnay baitay ki umar kay bhaanjay say apni choot marwa rahi theen. Unki ye zaroorat ab mein poori karna chaahta tha. Mein phir kahoon ga kay bila-shuba iss faislay mein mairay apnay zehan ki kameengi bhi shaamil thi kiyonkay mein baharhaal aami ko chodna chaahta tha magar ye bhi to sahi tha kay unho nay Raashid say chudwa kar mairay dil say gunaah kay ehsaas ko mita diya tha. Agar wo Raashid say choot marwa sakti theen to mujh say chudwaatay huay unhay kiya masla ho sakta tha? Iss tarah Raashid bhi unki zindagi say nikal jaata aur mein unhay chod bhi laita.

Mein nay ye bhi soch liya tha kay ab mairay liay Khala Ambareen ki choot laina bhi zaroori tha. Aakhir Raashid haraami nay bhi to mairi ammi ko choda tha. Phir mein uss ki ma’an ko kiyon na chodta. Khala Ambareen ko iss saaray maamlay mein la’aiy baghair waisay bhi halaat theek nahi ho saktay thay. Wo na-siraf Raashid ko rok sakti theen balkay iss baat ko bhi yaqeeni bana sakti theen kay ye raaz humaisha raaz hi rahay. Laikin ammi ko chodna bahar-soorat aik mushkil kaam tha. Mairay mobile mein unki aur Raashid ki tasweerain mojood theen magar mein unhay blackmail kar kay unki choot nahi maarna chaahta tha balkay mairi koshish thi kay wo apni marzi aur khushi say mujhay apni choot lainay dain. Iss kay liay zaroori tha kay mein unkay aur ziyaada qareeb honay ki koshish karoon. Unhay ghair ghaar kar hi chudwaanay par raazi kiya ja sakta tha.

Mein nay uss din say ammi ko behlaana phuslaana shuru kar diya. Unka baita honay ki waja say mein unkay qareeb to pehlay hi tha magar ab mein unkay saath aur ziyaada waqt guzaarnay laga aur gharailoo kaam kaaj mein unki bharpoor madad karnay laga. Mein unkay kehnay par foran soda sulfa lay aata aur pehlay ki tarah munh nahi banaata tha. Mein har roz kisi na kisi waja say unki tareef karta jissay sun kar wo buhat khush hoti theen. Pata nahi unho nay mairay badlay huay rawayyay ko mehsoos kiya ya nahi magar chund hafton kay andar hi mein unkay bay-hud qareeb aa gaya aur wo har baat mujh say share karnay lageen. Phir salaana imtihanaat ki waja say college ki chutiyaan ho gaeen aur mein ziyaada waqt ghar mein guzaarnay laga. Shayad issi liay Raashid ka humaaray ghar aana jaana bilkul khatam ho gaya. Mujhay barri khushi thi kay kam-az-kam inn chuttiyon mein wo ammi ko chod nahi sakta tha.

Aik din mairay dono behan bhai nana jan kay ghar ga’aiy huay thay aur ghar mein siraf ammi aur mein hi thay. Uss din hafta tha aur har haftay ko humaaray ghar kaprray dhonay wali maasi aati thi aur ammi uss kay saath kaprray dhulwaaya karti theen. Dopehar saarrhay teen bajay kay qareeb ammi nay ghar ka saara kaam khatam kiya aur nahaanay dhonay kay liay bedroom mein chali gaeen. Maasi pehlay hi ja chuki thi. Mein bhi kucch dair baad unkay peechay bedroom mein aa gaya. Wo nahaanay kay baad barri nikhri nikhri lag rahi theen laikin unkay chehray par thakan kay aasaar ab bhi mojood thay. Mein nay unhay kaha kay wo buhat ziyaada kaam karti hain aur araam bilkul nahi karteen. Mein nay unki tareef bhi ki kay ghar ko sambhalnay mein unka koi saani nahi. Wo apni tareef sun kar muskuraeen aur boleen kay ghar kay kaam kaaj mein thakan to ho hi jaati hai laikin kiya kiya ja’aiy ghar to sambhaalna to parrta hi hai.

Unkay lambay baal ab bhi halkay geelay thay aur unka gora sehatmand badan barra shandaar lag raha tha. Wo bistar par baith gaeen. Mein nay kaha kay aaj to wo buhat thaki hoi lag rahi hain mein unhay daba daita hoon. Wo foran maan gaeen aur kaha kay unki kamar mein buhat dard hai. Iss mein koi nai baat nahi thi kiyonkay mein bachpan say hi ammi ko dabaaya karta tha. Unho nay apna dopata utaara aur bed par ulti ho kar lait gaeen. Lait kar unho nay apnay bhaari chotarron kay oopar apni qameez ko theek kiya. Qameez apnay tandurast badan kay neechay say nikaalnay kay liay unho nay apnay motay chootarron ko oopar uthaaya aur phir haath peechay lay ja kar unhay qameez kay daaman say dhak liya. Ammi kay bhaari chootarron ki harkat nay maira khoon garma diya. Yehi wo waqt tha jab mein nay socha kay aaj ammi ko chodnay ki koshish kar hi laini chaahiay.

Ammi kay lait janay kay baad mein nay aahista aahista unki mazboot kamar ko dabaana shuru kar diya. Mairay haathon kay neechay ammi ki kamar ka gosht barra gudaaz mehsoos ho raha tha. Mairi hathailyon nay ammi kay safaid brassiere kay straps ko mehsoos kiya jo unki qameez mein say jhaank raha tha. Maira lund kharra honay laga. Mein nay ammi kay gol kandhon ko dono haathon mein pakarr liya aur unhay holay holay dabaanay laga. Kandhon kay thorra hi neechay unkay motay motay mammay unkay badan kay wazan talay dabay huay thay. Mein apni ungliyon ko ammi kay kandhon say kucch neechay lay gaya aur unkay mammon ka oopari naram naram hissa mairi ungliyon say takraaya. Unko ab saroor aanay laga tha aur wo aankhain band kiay apna badan dabwa rahi theen. Kamar say neechay aatay huay mein nay bilkul ghair mehsoos andaaz mein ammi kay chorray aur motay chootaroon par haath rakh kar unhay dabaaya aur jaldi say unki gori pindliyon ki taraf aa gaya. Mein nay pehli dafa ammi ki gand ko haath lagaaya tha. Unkay chootarron ka lams barra ajeeb aur madhosh kar dainay wala tha. Mairay jisam mein sansanahat si honay lagi. Mujhay apnay lund par qaaboo rakhna mushkil ho gaya.

Mein nay barri mushkil say apnay aap ko ammi ki moti gand kay soraakh mein ungli dainay say roka. Mein nay iss say pehlay kabhi ammi ko dabaatay huay unkay chootarron ko haath nahi lagaaya tha iss liay mujhay dar tha kay kaheen wo bura na maan ja’ain magar wo chup chaap laiti raheen aur mein issi tarah unhay dabaata raha. Maira lund akarr kar pathar ban chukka tha. Teen chaar dafa ammi ki gand ka issi tarah lutf lainay kay baad mein nay aik qadam aur aagay barrhnay ka iraada kiya. Mein apna haath unki baghal ki taraf lay gaya aur side say unkay aik motay taazay mammay ko aahista say dabaaya. Pehlay to unho nay kisi qisam ka reaction zaahir nahi kiya laikin jab mein nay dobaara zara bay-baaki say unkay mammay ko haath mein lainay ki koshish ki to wo aik dum seedhi ho kar baith gaeen aur barray ghussay say boleen kay ye tum kiya kar rahay ho Shakir. Tumhay sharam aani chaahiay mein tumhaari ma’an hoon. Pehlay tum nay mairi peeth ko tatola aur ab seenay ko haath laga rahay ho. Unka chehra ghussay say laal ho gaya tha.

Agarchay mujhay pehlay hi tawaqo thi kay wo iss tarah ka rad-e-amal zaahir karain gi aur mein jaanta tha kay mujhay iss kay baad kiya karna tha laikin phir bhi unhay ghussay mein daikh kar maira dil laraz kar reh gaya. Mein nay kaha kay mein nay kuch ghalat nahi kiya mein to aap ko daba raha tha. Unho nay jawaab diya kay mein unkay seenay ko tatol raha tha jo barri bay-sharmi ki baat hai. Ye keh kar wo ghussay mein bistar say neechay utarnay lageen. Ab mairay paas iss kay elaawa koi chaara nahi tha kay mein unhay bata daita kay mein unki sharam-o-haya say barri acchi tarah waaqif hoon. Mein nay kaha kay ammi jub aap Raashid ko apni choot daiti hain uss waqt to aap ko koi sharam mehsoos nahi hoti magar mein nay aap kay mammay ko zara sa haath laga liya to aap itna shor kar rahi hain. Mairay munh say iss qisam kay jumlay sun kar ammi jaisay sunnatay mein aa gaeen. Unka chehray kay ta’auraat foran badal gaiy aur munh khula ka khula reh gaya. Bistar say neechay latki hui unki taangain latakti hi raheen aur wo waheen baithi reh gaeen.

Mairay iss zabardast hamlay nay unhay sambhalnay ka moqa nahi diya tha. Unki haalat daikh kar maira khof achanak bilkul khatam ho gaya. Iss say pehlay kay wo koi jawaab daiteen mein nay kaha kay ammi meharbaani kar kay ab jhoot na boliay ga kay aap ka aur Raashid ka koi ta’aluq nahi hai kiyonkay mein apni aankhon say ussay aap ko chodtay huay daikh chuka hoon aur mairay paas iss ka saboot bhi hai. Mein nay jaldi say apna mobile nikaal kar unhay unki aur Raashid ki tasweerain dikhaeen.

Tasweerain agarchay door say li gai theen aur thorri dhundli theen magar ammi aur Raashid ko saaf pehchaana ja sakta tha. Raashid nay peechay say ammi ki choot mein apna lund daala hua tha aur ammi bed par haath rakhay neechay jhuki hui uss say apni choot marwa rahi theen. Tasweerain daikh kar ammi ka chehra haldi ki tarah zard ho gaya aur aik lamhay mein unkay chehray say saara ghussa yaksar ghayub ho gaya. Ab unki aankhon mein khof aur khajaalat kay aasaar thay. Aisa mehsoos hota tha jaisay unho nay koi barri khofnaak bala daikh li ho. Unki aankhon say khof jhalak raha tha.

Unho nay kucch dair sar neechay jhukaiy rakha aur phir boleen kay Raashid nay unhay warghala kar unkay saath ye sab kiya hai aur wo apni harkat par buhat sharminda hain. Waaqai un say buhat barri ghalti hoi hai. Phir achanak hi unho nay rona shuru kar diya. Mein jaanta tha kay wo safaid jhoot bol rahi hain. Kisi aurat ko uss ki marzi kay baghair nahi choda ja sakta aur ammi ko to mein nay apni aankhon say Raashid say chudwaatay huay daikha tha. Wo jo kuch kar rahi theen apni marzi say aur barri khushi say kar rahi theen. Ye rona dhona iss liay tha kay unka raaz faash ho gaya tha.

Mein ammi kay paas bed par baith gaya aur unkay badan kay gird apnay baazoo daal kar unhay apni taraf khaincha. Unho nay koi muzahimat to nahi ki laikin aur ziyaada shiddat say ronay lageen. Mein thorra sa paraishaan hua kay ab kiya karoon. Mein nay ammi say kaha kay wo fikar na karain mein unkay aur Raashid kay baaray mein kisi say kucch nahi kahoon ga. Ye raaz humaisha humaisha kay liay mairay seenay mein hi dafan rahay ga. Ye sunna tha kay ammi nay rona band kar diya aur barri hairat say mairi taraf daikha. Mein nay phir kaha kay ammi jo hona tha wo ho chukka hai. Mein apna munh band rakhoon ga magar aap ye waada karain kay aa’inda kabhi Raashid ko apnay qareeb nahi aanay dain gi. Unho nay jaldi say jawaab diya kay bilkul aisa hi ho ga.

Agarchay ab ammi iss position mein nahi theen kay mairi kisi baat ko taal sakteen aur mein un say har qisam ka mutaalba kar sakta tha magar na janay kiyon matlab ki baat zabaan par laatay huay ab bhi mein ghabra raha tha. Baharhaal mein nay dil mazboot kar kay ammi kay gaal ko choom liya. Unho nay mairi girift say nikalnay ki koshish nahi ki magar bilkul na-mehsoos tareeqay say apnay badan ko simta liya. Mein nay kaha kay ammi mein aap kay saath wohi kucch karna chaahta hoon jo Raashid kar raha tha magar mei aap ko aap ki marzi say chodna chaahta hoon. Agar aap ko mujh say chudwaana qabool nahi to mein aap ko majboor nahi karoon ga bus mairi yehi darkhaast ho gi kay Raashid kabhi aap kay qareeb nazar na aaiy. Mairi baat sun kar ammi kucch sochnay lageen. Unho nay kisi qisam ka rad-e-amal zaahir nahi kiya jo mairay liay hairaangi ka ba’is tha.

Kucch dair socch mein doobay rehnay kay baad ammi nay kaha kay tum kub itnay barray ho gaiy mujhay andaaza hi nahi ho saka. Waisay mein kai hafton say tumhaaray andar aik ajeeb si tabdeeli mehsoos kar rahi thi aur mujhay shak tha kay tumhaari nazrain badli hui hain. Ye baat bhi mairay liay hairaan-kun thi kay ammi ko andaza ho gaya tha kay mein unhay chodnay ka khaahishmand tha. Mein nay poocha kay unhay kaisay iss baat ka pata chala. Unho nay jawaab diya kay aurat ko mard ki aankh ka foran pata chal jaata hai chaahay wo mard uss ka baita hi kiyon na ho. Mein nay unhay apni girift say aazad kiya aur kaha kay ab in baton ko cchorrain aur mujhay ye batain kay kiya aap mujhay choot dain gi. Ammi ab kaafi hud tak sambhal chuki theen. Unho nay kaha kay Shakir tum jo karna chaahtay ho uss kay baad maira aur tumhaara rishta humaisha kay liay badal ja’aiy ga. Iss liay acchi tarah socch lo.

Mein nay jawaab diya kay ammi aap Raashid say bhi chudwa rahi theen aap ka aur uss ka rishta to nahi badla. Wo jab bhi yahaan aata tha to aap dono ko daikh kar koi ye nahi keh sakta tha kay aap ka bhaanja aap ko chod raha hai phir bhala humaara rishta kaisay badal ja’aiy ga. Mein aap ki choot lay kar bhi humaisha aap ka baita rahoon ga. Mairay aur aap kay jismaani rishtay kay baaray mein kisi ko kabhi kucch pata nahi chalay ga. Sab kucch waisa hi rahay ga jaisa tha. Unkay paas iss daleel ka jawaab nahi tha.

Wo kucch dair aur socchti raheen phir thandi saans lay kar boleen kay Shakir hum buhat barra gunaah karnay ja rahay hain magar lagta hai mairay paas tumhaari khahish ko poora karnay kay elawa koi chaara nahi. Mairay dil mein phuljharriyaan chootnay lageen. Mein nay apna aik haath aagay kar kay ammi ka aik mota mamma pakarr liya. Unho nay sar morr kar mairi taraf daikha aur kaha kay abhi to mairi zehni haalat buhat kharaab hai kiya tum kal tak sabar nahi kar saktay. Mein nay kaha kay kal cchotay bhai behan yahaan hon gay kiyonkay college band hain. Ammi nay jawaab diya kay unhay dobaara nana kay ghar bhaij dain gi wiasay bhi wo wahaan jaanay ki humaisha zid kartay hain.

Mein nay kaha theek hai magar ammi ye to bata’ain kay aakhir aap Raashid say chudwaanay par kiyon raazi hueen? Kiya abboo aap ki jismaani zarooriyaat poori nahi kartay? Ammi mairay sawalaat sun kar thorri paraishaan ho gaeen. Phir kehnay lageen kay Shakir ye baatain koi ma’an apnay baitay say nahi karti magar mein tumhay bata hi daiti hoon kay sex mardon ki tarah auraton ki zaroorat bhi hoti hai. Pichlay kai saalon say tumhaaray abboo nay mujh mein dilchaspi laina buhat kum kar di hai. Iss liay mein nay Raashid kay saath itna bura kaam kar liya jo mujhay nahi karna chaahiay tha. Pehal uss ki taraf say hui thi aur mujhay ussi waqt ussay rok daina chaahiay tha. Wo wazeh tor par sharminda nazar aa rahi theen aur iss guftagoo say daaman bachaana chaahti theen. Mein nay bhi unhay mazeed paraishaan karna munaasib nahi samjha aur chup ho raha. Ammi kucch dair baad uth kar bedroom say baahar chali gaeen. Mein bay-sabri say aglay din ka intizaar karnay laga.