Romance Safeed libaas

[Chillpum]

Vo kisi phool ki tarah halki thi. Mujhe ehsaas hi nahi ho raha tha ke maine ek jawan ladki ko yun apne haathon ke bal hawa mein pakad rakha hai. Zara bhi thakaan nahi. Agar vo us waqt na bolti toh pata nahi main kab tak usko yun hi hawa mein uthaye choomta rehta.

"Bistar" Usne mujhe choomte choomte apne honth pal bhar ke liye alag kiye aur ukhadti saanson ke beech boli.

Ishara samajh kar main fauran usko yun uthaye uthaye room ke ek one mein bane bed tak laya aur usko neeche letakar khud uske uper aa gaya.

Main isse pehle bhi kai baar kai alag alag ladkiyon ke saath bistar par ja chuka tha isliye anjaan khiladi toh nahi tha. Janta tha ke kya karna hai par us waqt jaise dimag ne kaam karna hi band kar diya tha. Jitna maza mujhe us waqt usko choomne mein aa raha tha utha toh kabhi kisi ladki ko chod kar bhi nahi aaya tha.

"Ek min" Main ek pal ke liye alag hota hua bola "Kis had tak tumhare liye theek hai"

Aakhir vo ek chhote se gaon ki ladki thi. Pehli baar mein sab kuchh shayad usko theek na lage.

"Main poori tarah se aapki hoon" Usne halki si aawaz mein kaha aur phir mujhe apne uper khinch liya.

Kamre mein ab poori tarah andhera tha. Bas ham dono ke choomne ki aawaz, kapdo ki sarsarahat aur bhaari saanson ke alawa aur koi aawaz nahi thi.

Pahadon mein shaam dhal jaane ke baad ek ajeeb sa sannata phel jata hai. Door door tak sirf hawa aur kisi janwar ke chillane ki aawaz ko chhodkar aur kuchh sunai nahi padta. Kuchh ko ye sannata bada aaramdeh lagta hai aur kuchh ko
ye sannata rulane ki taaqat bhi rakhta hai. Us waqt bhi yahi aalam tha. Bahar poori tarah ajeeb si khamoshi thi.

Jaise poori qaaynat khamosh khadi ham dono ke milan ki gawah ban rahi ho. Dil ki dhadkan is tarah tez ho chali thi ke mujhe lag raha tha ke kahin koi shor na sun le.

Mera dimag kundh pad chuka tha. Aage badhne ka khyaal bhi mere dimag mein nahi aa raha tha. Us par chadha bas usko choome ja raha tha.

Tabhi usne mera ek haath pakda aur apne gale se hatate hue dheere se neeche laayi aur apni ek chhati par rakh diya.

Ek bada sa naram gudaaz ang meri hatheli mein aa gaya.

"Itne bade" Ye pehla khyaal tha jo mere dimag mein aaya tha. Usko pehli baar dekh kar ye andaza ho hi nahi sakta tha ke uski chhatiyan itni badi badi hain.

"Badi pasand hai na aapko?" Usne dheere se meri kaan mein kaha.

Aur ye sach bhi tha. Apni life mein kayi aisi ladkiyan jo mujhpar fida thi unko maine isliye reject kiya tha kyunki unki chhatiyan badi badi nahi thi. Mere hisaab se ek aurat ki sabse pehli pehchan thi uski chhatiyan aur agar vo hi aurat hone ki gawahi na den toh phir kya fayda.