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[usaiha2]

My Frustration

Arpita and Rahul were completely in love and sex. This only made me more frustrated. I was still no where and had no luck with my love. Nitu was bitch and was taking my friendship in making me her slave. She obviously was a good student and wanted to be a doctor. The main problem was she knew that she was beautiful. When gal know that she is beautiful, then she is a bitch. She try to rule all situations with high headedness. I hated her. I wanted to have some other gal but I was stuck her. It hurt my ego that Rahul was fucking my sister with my knowledge. I was feeling as if Rahul was laughing on me. 

I felt as a pimp of my own sister. It killed me inside. This made me stuck to Nitu as I wanted to fuck her at any cost. Fucking some other gal would never solve the problem I was facing. My problem was inside my head and fucking Rahul’s sister was the only solution I had. I was always good to Nitu. Helped her with her work stuff, talk politely and all sissy stuff one could think about. She in return would never appreciate my help and would return with a sarcastic remark on me when against my polite talk. She was obviously a bitch.

All these things just made my life more miserable there was a barrier building between me and Rahul. I never said about this to him or Sunil as I knew this would just make me in bad light. I kept quiet with my frustration. Once the gal is fucked, then she opens up more easily. 

Rahul now was not interested in being with me or Sunil. He had a girlfriend and he could fuck. He had already fucked her 3 times and I was still a virgin. I was soo angry at him that I wanted to bang Nitu, which was never going to happen. 

Things boiled so much that my anger turned me fantasizing Rahul Mom Anita. I shagged on his mom a lot and that was the only way I could take revenge. I bangd her, fucked Anita in the ass. My fantasies were now totally focused on Anita.


At last

At last the bitch Nitu fell ill. She had chicken pox. I enjoyed seeing her in pain. She deserved it, but later I too felt sorry for her. I was not that hard a guy. Anyways I saw this as an opportunity and helped her in her studies. She couldn’t attend classes for a month and I was the only ray of hope for her. Being a studious creature she needed me. I was not good in studies but still I was the only guy available near her. 

I helped her with her notes, gave all details of lectures we had in our class. What the teacher said or wanted us to think etc etc. My whole life I never paid attention for myself in class and here I was doing it for her. For this one month I was not looking on the ass of my teacher. I was Nitu’s slave. She ordered and I obeyed. I didn’t know what other to do. After she was well and started college. She again turned to her bitch self. She didn’t even thank me for what I did and said I good in studies due to her company.

Atlast I had enough and decided I am a looser. I accepted the fact that my friend will fuck my sister and I will only fantasies and shag. I had decided to lose my respect for myself. I couldn’t take the bitch any more. I avoided her totally. I didn’t want to impress or fuck her any more. I kept my distance from her and Rahul. He didn’t bother me much as he was busy with my damn horny sister. I couldn’t complain or react. I just avoided everyone. Nitu tried talking to me and I just avoided her without even what she was saying. I was alone in my life then.

Many days passed like this. One day I was alone in class as everyone had gone outside to play. I didn’t feel to play anymore. I was alone and tried to take a nap. After few moments I sensed somebody coming near me. I looked up and it was Nitu. I just ignored her and went for my nap. She came near me and called me. I didn’t respond. She sat beside me and pushed me to get up. I angrily got my head up and asked her what she wanted.

Nitu: Why are you acting so weird?

Me: Nothing.Just leave me alone. What your problem

Nitu: Yes! you are. You have been avoiding me for a long time.

Me: No I am not. And who are you to ask me my problem.

Nitu: I am your friend idiot.

Me: No. you are not. Just leave me alone.

I just laid my head o down on the bench and closed my eyes. I thought she would leave but she didn’t.

Nitu: I am sorry if I had hurt you. I just wanted to be with my good friend.

I was thinking, when was I a good friend to her. I was a slave. May be her definition for friend is a slave. Its true all bitches are surrounded my slaves and not friend.

Nitu: I missed you a lot these days and I realized one thing that you were by great support.

I hated her. But what I was hearing was obviously giving me little joy in my heart. Still I lay there without much reaction. But next thing socked me.

Nitu: I realized one thing. ( A long gap) I love you and I need you my whole life.

And she left in a hurry with crocodile tears.

I was stuck. When I stood up, she was gone. My heart dropped to my stomach. I couldn’t believe what I heard. The mitch said I love you. Wahoooooooooooooooooooooo. I wanted to scream but I controlled my emotions. I didn’t propose her. 

She proposed me. I was the dude here. I jumped again and again. Punched in air with excitement. I was not a looser. I am going to be a new fucker baby. I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to scream, cry, kiss everyone. I didn’t know what was it. 

The joy of getting your first love as they the sweetest of all. A gal proposing me as friends a gal never proposes a guy and when that happens you feel like a hero in the movie. Normal guys don’t get proposed. Or was my happiness about being equal with my friend. I was not a pimp of my sister any more. The joy was enormous.

That day I learned one thing. A gal will never appreciate what she has. I was a slave to her. She never appreciated me at that point. When I avoided her she surely needed me. Gals don’t have the habit of doing things themselves. She need people around them to do it for themselves. She needed me. She needed her slave. But surely at that moment I was not bothered about being a slave. Frankly the housewives can leave their husband but not their servant. I was back on the game.