31-08-2019, 06:38 AM
UPDATE 64 (IMPORTANT UPDATE)
Subha 10 baje pehle lata ki aakhan khulti hai need to puri nahi huyi thi fir bhi time dekh kar wo ud jati hai or bath le kar bahar aati hai or kuch phone calls me lag jati hai. tab tak PB bhi ud chukka tha or wo bhi time dekh kar bathroom me gus jata hai. PB ko uda dekh kar lata dono ke liye kuch order kar deti hai. jab PB bahar aata hai tab tak breckfast aa chukka tha. Dono mil kar breckfast karne lagte hai.
Lata – sorry beta hamari wajah se tumko bhi pareshan hona pada.
PB – ap ye kesi baat kaha rahi hai mom. Kya main apka beta nahi.. or apni bibi ko uski maa se miwane le kar jana to har kisi ko karna padta hai.
Lata – haan ye to hai. or tum mere bête hi ho.. mujko guru ji (Mani) ne tumhari sadhi ke bare me sab bata diya. ki wo kyu or kin halato me huyi hai. or main khus bhi hu tum dono ke karname se. per ab tum apne ware me bhi kuch batao.. pehle kya karte the. Tumhare maa baap kon hai.
PB – thank u mom hum dono ko samajne ke liye. Main pehle **** compny me as a manager job karta tha. Wo apki hi compny hai. per meri maa or bahan ke mar jane ke baad jab me akela raha gaya to fir mani ji ki tahash me idar udar bhatakne laga.
Lata – hmm guruji ne wo sab to mujko bataya. Or jab mene tumhare maa baap ke bare me pucha to unhone kaha ki ye baat tumko pankaj hi batayega. Guru ji ki kuch baate kabhi samaj me nahi aati. Wo tumhare bare me sab jante hai fir bhi kuch nahi bataya.
PB – haan mom, mujko bhi aaj tak kuch nahi bataya. Jab bhi puchta hu. To kahate hai ki samay aane per batayege, ya kabhi kahate hai ki tum abhi kamjor ho sun nahi paoge…
Lata – haan beta guru ji ki baate samaj me nahi aati per ek baat yaad rakhna wo kabhi bhi kuch galat nahi karte. Usnki har kadam ke piche sirf manav hit hota hai. ab tum bolo apne bare me kiyoki jab se guru ji ne bola hai ki tum hi bataoge tab se mujko yesa lag raha hai ki kuch baat to jarur hai jo wo khud batana nahi chahate the.
PB – mom yesa kuch bhi nahi hai jo chupane layak ho. Meri maa ka naam ALPNA tha or pitaji ka naam PRATIK tha. Hum suraj kund gaon me rahate the. Waha pe pitaji ke pass 2 ekad jamin thi. To usi ki amandani se humara ghar chalta tha. Suru me tomain gaon ke school me hi pada. Jab me 10 saal ka tha tab pitaji kisi kaam se delhi gye the. To ek track wale ne unko takkar mar di galti se. per wo bach na sake. Or jab wo track wala unko hospital lekar gaya. Waha unko kuch der ko hosh aaya tha. Jisse unhone maa ko bata diya ki wo is hospital me hai. hum sab Delhi gaye or waha par hi unka antim sanskar karke gaon aa gaye. Uske baad pesho ki bahut dikkat hone lagi. To main gaon ke school me padta or maa ke sath kheto me kaam bhi karta. Meri bahan ne bhi bahut mehnat ki thi hamare sath. Or issi tarha mera 12th gaon se hi ho gaya. To fir mene aage na padne ka socha kiyoki pesho ka problem tha. Or maa ke sath kaam me lag gaya. Abhi kuch hi din bite the ki maa ne mujko ek form diya engineering ka. Or bola ki tujko hamare achche din lane hai to engineer ban or achchi naukri kar ke hamare din badal de. Mujko bhi maa ki baat sahi lagi. Per me ye aj tak nahi samaj paya ki maa ne engineering ke liye wo pese kaha se laye the. Maa ne bus ye bataya ki ye pese unhone kisi se udar liye hai. jo ki padai puri hone ke baad chukane the. Mene bhi engineering me kuch kar gujarne ki than li thi. 1st year ke exam de kar jab me ghar aaya. Tab me 19 saal ka tha. tab mujko maa or gudiya (Bahan) ke savbhav or sehat me bahut fark laga. Main samaj gaya ki ye dono mere liye din raat ek karke pesa kama rahi hai. or mujko engineer banana chahati hai. to mene bhi soch ki bus ek bar main engineer ban jau. Fir inko har wo khushi duga. Jo inko nahi mili hai. mujko ghar pe rahate huye kayi din ho chuke the. Or 5-6 din baad mera collage open ho raha tha to 4 din baad mujko vapis delhi jana tha. Per us din mani ji ghar pe aaye. Jab wo ghar aaye the tab me apne dosto ke pass gaya hua tha. Or jab lota to unko dekha. Wo ek dum se bole ki beta tayari karo tumko mere sath jana hai ab se tum mere sath hi rahoge. main unki baat sun kar bokhla gaya. Mene maa ki taraf dekha to. Maa ne bhi haa me sir hila diya. per mene himmat nahi hari mene unko saaf mana kar diya ki main unke sath nahi jauga. Main engineer ban kar apni maa ka sapna pura karuga. Mere fesle se maa or didi dono dukhi the. Per main samaj nahi paya kyu. Jabki main unke liye kuch karna chahata tha. Yadi main mani ji ke sath chala jata to wo mujko bhi apna jesa banate fir main pesa kese kama sakta tha. Isliye mene saaf mana kar diya. to mani ji mujko ye bol kar chale gaye – “Jab marne ke karib pahuch jao. Or lage ki tumhare pass ab jine ki koi wajah nahi hai to mere pass aa jana”
Main tab mani ji ki in bato ko samaj hi nahi paya. Per jab maa ke marne ke baad main unse milne gaya tab pata chala ki yadi main unke sath chala jata to meri maa or meri payari didi aaj jinda hoti. (PB ap beeti sunate huye roye jar aha tha. Lata bhi bade gur se ye sab sun rahi thi. Or ankita bhi, jab PB ne lata se baat karna start hi kiya tha tab hi ankita ki need khul gait hi. Per wo leti rahi or fir lata or PB ki bato ko sunne me wo udi hi nahi)
Fir main engineering karne chala gaya. Or mene ek part time job bhi suru kar di. Uske baad main keval yearly fee ke pese hi maa se leta tha. Wo bhi unhone mani-order se beje the. Uske baad me ghar hi nahi gaya. Bus phone pe hi bate ho jati thi. Engineering puri hone ke baad main job karne laga or pese kamane laga. Or abhi 6 month pehle jab mujko laga ki mene itna kama liya hai. ki main apne ghar or maa bahan ki jarurate puri kar sakta hu. To mene ghar jane ki sochi. Per tabhi meri jindgi me wo hadsa hua ki ek bar me hi sab khatam ho gaya.
Lata – yesa kya hua tha.
PB ne fir batane laga. Wo to jese waha tha hi nahi. Wo to fir se apni puri jindgi ko re – mind kar raha tha. Uska mind usko uske atit me legya tha. Dil fut –fut kar ro raha tha. Aakhon rone ki bajah se ek dam lal ho chuki thi. Per juban ruk hi nahi rahi thi. Pata nahi lata ko dekh kar use kesa kya laga ki wo apne sach ko batata chala gaya. Jo usne apni bibiyo ko bhi nahi bataya tha. Sayad usko lata me apni maa ko dekh kar wo apne gunha apni maa ke samne Kabul karna chahata tha. Ya wo isko mani ji ka adesh man kar lata ko sab bata dena chahata tha. Ye to khud usko bhi nahi pata tha. Ki wo kyu lata ko apni purani jindgi ka wo sach bata raha hai jo usne apni nayi me kahi dafan kar chukka tha. Per kehte hai na beta hua kal fir se samne aata hi hai. usme kiye karm hi future ka pratibib hote hai.
PB ki story – main us time Delhi me ek room rent pe le kar rahata tha. Makan malik ki 3 beti or 1 beta tha. Uski ek ladki ko dekh kar me itna bahak gaya ki main uske sath sex kar betha. Sex karke hum dono hi khus the. Mujko next week se 15 din ki chhutti bhi mil gait hi. To main apne ghar jane ke liye bhi bahut khus tha. Abhi sex keye huye hamko 3 din hi huye the ki wo ladki mere pass aayi or usne hamari sex karte huye ki pic dikhai or boli ki kisi ne hamari ye photo li hai or ab wo us ladki ko black mail kar raha hai. ki yadi usko 25 lakh rs nahi mile to wo in photo ko net pe dal dega. Fir wo ladki boli ki yadi yesa hua to main apni jaan de dugi. Fir wo bahut royi mujko laga ki meri wajah se hi ye sab hua hai isliye mene jo abhi tak kamaya tha wo kul mila kar 26.5 lakh hi tha. To mene usme se use 25 lakh de diye or socha ki main apni maa ke liye fir kamauga. Wese bhi kisi ki jindgi bachana mujko jaruri laga. Mene jab ye baat apni maa ko phone pe batai to wo udas ho gai per kaha kuch nahi. 2 din baad mere phone pe ek gaon ke padoshi ka phone aaya ki uski maa or bahan ne khud ko jala kar atma hatya kar li hai. ek letter ghar ke bahar fek kar pure ghar me aag laga li ghar me kuch nahi bacha. Ye sun kar mere pairo tale jamin nikal gai main turrant hi ghar ke liye nikal para or jab ghar pahucha to waha pe aag or kuch haddiyo ke aalawa kuch bhi nahi tha. Meri puri duniya lut chuki thi. Sab kuch khatam ho chukka tha. Mene fir us admi se wo letter liya to usme likha tha – Beta karjdaaro ne hamko jeene nahi de rahe the. Humko aasha thi kit u sabka karj chukka kar hum dono ko ek khushal jindgi dega. Per ab sab khatm ho chukka hai. ab marne ke alawa koi dusra rasta nahi hai. kosis karna humko bhulne ki or apni ek nayi jindgi ki suruwat karna. Or ho sake to ek bar mani ji se bhi mil lena. – tumhari maa …….
Iske aage PB kuch na bol saka. Wo buri tarha rone lagta hai. abhi uski aanhon ke samne wo sab chal raha tha. Jala hua ghar, ghar me pade 2 haddiyo ka dhancha. Or gaon ke logo ke wo tane, jo usko kisi teer ki tarha lag rahe the. Gaon ka har admi usko uski maa or badi bahan ka katil bol raha tha. Kahane waho ne ye bhi kaha ki yese bête ke hone se to ye na hi hota to achcha tha. PB un dukh ko jel nahi paya or behosh ho gaya. Usko behosh hote hi lata ki halat kharaw ho gai. Ankita jo abhi tak chup leti thi wo ek dum se udi or PB ko bahon me le kar use pukarne lagi
Subha 10 baje pehle lata ki aakhan khulti hai need to puri nahi huyi thi fir bhi time dekh kar wo ud jati hai or bath le kar bahar aati hai or kuch phone calls me lag jati hai. tab tak PB bhi ud chukka tha or wo bhi time dekh kar bathroom me gus jata hai. PB ko uda dekh kar lata dono ke liye kuch order kar deti hai. jab PB bahar aata hai tab tak breckfast aa chukka tha. Dono mil kar breckfast karne lagte hai.
Lata – sorry beta hamari wajah se tumko bhi pareshan hona pada.
PB – ap ye kesi baat kaha rahi hai mom. Kya main apka beta nahi.. or apni bibi ko uski maa se miwane le kar jana to har kisi ko karna padta hai.
Lata – haan ye to hai. or tum mere bête hi ho.. mujko guru ji (Mani) ne tumhari sadhi ke bare me sab bata diya. ki wo kyu or kin halato me huyi hai. or main khus bhi hu tum dono ke karname se. per ab tum apne ware me bhi kuch batao.. pehle kya karte the. Tumhare maa baap kon hai.
PB – thank u mom hum dono ko samajne ke liye. Main pehle **** compny me as a manager job karta tha. Wo apki hi compny hai. per meri maa or bahan ke mar jane ke baad jab me akela raha gaya to fir mani ji ki tahash me idar udar bhatakne laga.
Lata – hmm guruji ne wo sab to mujko bataya. Or jab mene tumhare maa baap ke bare me pucha to unhone kaha ki ye baat tumko pankaj hi batayega. Guru ji ki kuch baate kabhi samaj me nahi aati. Wo tumhare bare me sab jante hai fir bhi kuch nahi bataya.
PB – haan mom, mujko bhi aaj tak kuch nahi bataya. Jab bhi puchta hu. To kahate hai ki samay aane per batayege, ya kabhi kahate hai ki tum abhi kamjor ho sun nahi paoge…
Lata – haan beta guru ji ki baate samaj me nahi aati per ek baat yaad rakhna wo kabhi bhi kuch galat nahi karte. Usnki har kadam ke piche sirf manav hit hota hai. ab tum bolo apne bare me kiyoki jab se guru ji ne bola hai ki tum hi bataoge tab se mujko yesa lag raha hai ki kuch baat to jarur hai jo wo khud batana nahi chahate the.
PB – mom yesa kuch bhi nahi hai jo chupane layak ho. Meri maa ka naam ALPNA tha or pitaji ka naam PRATIK tha. Hum suraj kund gaon me rahate the. Waha pe pitaji ke pass 2 ekad jamin thi. To usi ki amandani se humara ghar chalta tha. Suru me tomain gaon ke school me hi pada. Jab me 10 saal ka tha tab pitaji kisi kaam se delhi gye the. To ek track wale ne unko takkar mar di galti se. per wo bach na sake. Or jab wo track wala unko hospital lekar gaya. Waha unko kuch der ko hosh aaya tha. Jisse unhone maa ko bata diya ki wo is hospital me hai. hum sab Delhi gaye or waha par hi unka antim sanskar karke gaon aa gaye. Uske baad pesho ki bahut dikkat hone lagi. To main gaon ke school me padta or maa ke sath kheto me kaam bhi karta. Meri bahan ne bhi bahut mehnat ki thi hamare sath. Or issi tarha mera 12th gaon se hi ho gaya. To fir mene aage na padne ka socha kiyoki pesho ka problem tha. Or maa ke sath kaam me lag gaya. Abhi kuch hi din bite the ki maa ne mujko ek form diya engineering ka. Or bola ki tujko hamare achche din lane hai to engineer ban or achchi naukri kar ke hamare din badal de. Mujko bhi maa ki baat sahi lagi. Per me ye aj tak nahi samaj paya ki maa ne engineering ke liye wo pese kaha se laye the. Maa ne bus ye bataya ki ye pese unhone kisi se udar liye hai. jo ki padai puri hone ke baad chukane the. Mene bhi engineering me kuch kar gujarne ki than li thi. 1st year ke exam de kar jab me ghar aaya. Tab me 19 saal ka tha. tab mujko maa or gudiya (Bahan) ke savbhav or sehat me bahut fark laga. Main samaj gaya ki ye dono mere liye din raat ek karke pesa kama rahi hai. or mujko engineer banana chahati hai. to mene bhi soch ki bus ek bar main engineer ban jau. Fir inko har wo khushi duga. Jo inko nahi mili hai. mujko ghar pe rahate huye kayi din ho chuke the. Or 5-6 din baad mera collage open ho raha tha to 4 din baad mujko vapis delhi jana tha. Per us din mani ji ghar pe aaye. Jab wo ghar aaye the tab me apne dosto ke pass gaya hua tha. Or jab lota to unko dekha. Wo ek dum se bole ki beta tayari karo tumko mere sath jana hai ab se tum mere sath hi rahoge. main unki baat sun kar bokhla gaya. Mene maa ki taraf dekha to. Maa ne bhi haa me sir hila diya. per mene himmat nahi hari mene unko saaf mana kar diya ki main unke sath nahi jauga. Main engineer ban kar apni maa ka sapna pura karuga. Mere fesle se maa or didi dono dukhi the. Per main samaj nahi paya kyu. Jabki main unke liye kuch karna chahata tha. Yadi main mani ji ke sath chala jata to wo mujko bhi apna jesa banate fir main pesa kese kama sakta tha. Isliye mene saaf mana kar diya. to mani ji mujko ye bol kar chale gaye – “Jab marne ke karib pahuch jao. Or lage ki tumhare pass ab jine ki koi wajah nahi hai to mere pass aa jana”
Main tab mani ji ki in bato ko samaj hi nahi paya. Per jab maa ke marne ke baad main unse milne gaya tab pata chala ki yadi main unke sath chala jata to meri maa or meri payari didi aaj jinda hoti. (PB ap beeti sunate huye roye jar aha tha. Lata bhi bade gur se ye sab sun rahi thi. Or ankita bhi, jab PB ne lata se baat karna start hi kiya tha tab hi ankita ki need khul gait hi. Per wo leti rahi or fir lata or PB ki bato ko sunne me wo udi hi nahi)
Fir main engineering karne chala gaya. Or mene ek part time job bhi suru kar di. Uske baad main keval yearly fee ke pese hi maa se leta tha. Wo bhi unhone mani-order se beje the. Uske baad me ghar hi nahi gaya. Bus phone pe hi bate ho jati thi. Engineering puri hone ke baad main job karne laga or pese kamane laga. Or abhi 6 month pehle jab mujko laga ki mene itna kama liya hai. ki main apne ghar or maa bahan ki jarurate puri kar sakta hu. To mene ghar jane ki sochi. Per tabhi meri jindgi me wo hadsa hua ki ek bar me hi sab khatam ho gaya.
Lata – yesa kya hua tha.
PB ne fir batane laga. Wo to jese waha tha hi nahi. Wo to fir se apni puri jindgi ko re – mind kar raha tha. Uska mind usko uske atit me legya tha. Dil fut –fut kar ro raha tha. Aakhon rone ki bajah se ek dam lal ho chuki thi. Per juban ruk hi nahi rahi thi. Pata nahi lata ko dekh kar use kesa kya laga ki wo apne sach ko batata chala gaya. Jo usne apni bibiyo ko bhi nahi bataya tha. Sayad usko lata me apni maa ko dekh kar wo apne gunha apni maa ke samne Kabul karna chahata tha. Ya wo isko mani ji ka adesh man kar lata ko sab bata dena chahata tha. Ye to khud usko bhi nahi pata tha. Ki wo kyu lata ko apni purani jindgi ka wo sach bata raha hai jo usne apni nayi me kahi dafan kar chukka tha. Per kehte hai na beta hua kal fir se samne aata hi hai. usme kiye karm hi future ka pratibib hote hai.
PB ki story – main us time Delhi me ek room rent pe le kar rahata tha. Makan malik ki 3 beti or 1 beta tha. Uski ek ladki ko dekh kar me itna bahak gaya ki main uske sath sex kar betha. Sex karke hum dono hi khus the. Mujko next week se 15 din ki chhutti bhi mil gait hi. To main apne ghar jane ke liye bhi bahut khus tha. Abhi sex keye huye hamko 3 din hi huye the ki wo ladki mere pass aayi or usne hamari sex karte huye ki pic dikhai or boli ki kisi ne hamari ye photo li hai or ab wo us ladki ko black mail kar raha hai. ki yadi usko 25 lakh rs nahi mile to wo in photo ko net pe dal dega. Fir wo ladki boli ki yadi yesa hua to main apni jaan de dugi. Fir wo bahut royi mujko laga ki meri wajah se hi ye sab hua hai isliye mene jo abhi tak kamaya tha wo kul mila kar 26.5 lakh hi tha. To mene usme se use 25 lakh de diye or socha ki main apni maa ke liye fir kamauga. Wese bhi kisi ki jindgi bachana mujko jaruri laga. Mene jab ye baat apni maa ko phone pe batai to wo udas ho gai per kaha kuch nahi. 2 din baad mere phone pe ek gaon ke padoshi ka phone aaya ki uski maa or bahan ne khud ko jala kar atma hatya kar li hai. ek letter ghar ke bahar fek kar pure ghar me aag laga li ghar me kuch nahi bacha. Ye sun kar mere pairo tale jamin nikal gai main turrant hi ghar ke liye nikal para or jab ghar pahucha to waha pe aag or kuch haddiyo ke aalawa kuch bhi nahi tha. Meri puri duniya lut chuki thi. Sab kuch khatam ho chukka tha. Mene fir us admi se wo letter liya to usme likha tha – Beta karjdaaro ne hamko jeene nahi de rahe the. Humko aasha thi kit u sabka karj chukka kar hum dono ko ek khushal jindgi dega. Per ab sab khatm ho chukka hai. ab marne ke alawa koi dusra rasta nahi hai. kosis karna humko bhulne ki or apni ek nayi jindgi ki suruwat karna. Or ho sake to ek bar mani ji se bhi mil lena. – tumhari maa …….
Iske aage PB kuch na bol saka. Wo buri tarha rone lagta hai. abhi uski aanhon ke samne wo sab chal raha tha. Jala hua ghar, ghar me pade 2 haddiyo ka dhancha. Or gaon ke logo ke wo tane, jo usko kisi teer ki tarha lag rahe the. Gaon ka har admi usko uski maa or badi bahan ka katil bol raha tha. Kahane waho ne ye bhi kaha ki yese bête ke hone se to ye na hi hota to achcha tha. PB un dukh ko jel nahi paya or behosh ho gaya. Usko behosh hote hi lata ki halat kharaw ho gai. Ankita jo abhi tak chup leti thi wo ek dum se udi or PB ko bahon me le kar use pukarne lagi
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