My atitude is gone

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मेmain salini 27 sal ki unmarried hu 
Meri  family main main mere papa jo ki government employee hai mom housewife hai or ek bada bhai hai jo shafi ke baad mumbai main he sattel hai meri bhabi punam or unki bahan jo mere se age main choti hai wo sab sath main he rahte hai bhabhi bank main hai unki bahan priti jo ki engineering kar rahi hai 20 saal ki hai or mjhse kabhi kabhi chat krti hai humari tunning acchi hai waise wo mjhe didi bolti hai 
Waise abhi main ghar main he rahti hu jyadatar mere mom ki tabiyat achi nh rahti toh unki help kar deti hu or aisa nh hai ki main free nh hu but kahi ane jane utna maan nh hota 
Kyunki meri koi friend circle ya bf nahi hai han college main mjhe bhut sare proposal mile but mjhe kisi main waisa koi intrast nh laga or ek baar kisi ko jor se dant ke mana kar dene se koi dare wala nh tha jo phir mjhe dekhe v 
Sayad mjhe koi strong or bold boy ki talash thi jo mjhe dare ke sath pesh aye or mjhe tab tak pareshan kare jab tak main usko psand na kat lu aisa ldka aj tak toh nh mila tha isiliye sayad main abhi tak single he thi.