20-08-2019, 08:13 PM
SOME BRIEFINGS FOR CONNECTING THE STORY IN THE VIEW OF SHOBHA
I have only one month ahead of me to hold my membership in "B" group in my company. If I failed to manage get five more policies, I will be degraded to "c" group. More than job, its been prestigious for me to stay in "B" group. Because my colegues , latha, hema, sheeba were already had much policies to stay in "B" group , they got their husbands supports to get the policies. But I don't have any support like them . If I downgraded , its very awkward for me to face them again. I know I had sajan sir's support he can help me to hold my "b" group membership. Because sajan sir is the head of my team who have the power to do it. But if he helps me, all of my office colegues will know this and 100% , Iam sure, there's chance for rumors to flow about us in the office. I can't allow that in any case. Another option I have is to ask Anwar, Iam 100% sure he will help me. But how can I ask his help more, he already have enough policies from me. I managed to get two policies from my locality but still needs three.. What will I do?..
I got the answer for that question by having sex with Vimal in the store room of his shop. Its not been pre decided. Even at the time when I entered inside the store room , I decided that not to allow Vimal touch me. Iam know Iam not that decent, I know Iam a bad women who cheats my husband and my family for long time with sajan and Anwar. Actually Vimal used to offer me policies every time. But I knew that he wants me for policies. Two three times even I asked myself why shouldn't I allow him to have me for getting the policies. But all that time more than my family, anwars face came into mind, because I knew that if I allow Vimal do anything with me, Anwar will came to know it automatically and he won't like it. Actually it was the real problem I had. But in the store room vimals words changed my decision completely. And at last Vimal proved to me that he was right which Anwar is okey with me having sex with Vimal.
At first I felt very angry with Anwar, but somehow I too felt why I should blame him, its me , it was my decision, I had the opportunity to stop Vimal, i new his life ntentions ,but I didn't do it. Whatever, I cheated my family with one more guy but this time actually it was not for my job, it was for my prestige to face my bloody colleagues. I ensured my spot in "B" group having sex with Vimal. I knew it.. I know its going to happen again.
I cheated my family with Anwar first, then with sajan, now with Vimal too,,. I know Iam not that housewife or mother who I used to be before 2 year. My life changed completely , I became a slut. Iam not doing this only for money. I knew Iam a sex craving slut now. I can't even hold my sexual urge for three days now. I feels my pussy wants to be filled always with a cock. Life was going smoothly untill the day I found my daughter cheated us and gone to somewhere with someone.
But I really shocked to hear that not only my daughter, also my son knews my extra maritial affairs with the others. I really broked down myself, i didn't know that what I will do at that time. Even I felt to run away to somewhere. But my son,, kannan , who used to amaze me always with his modern minded views , amazed me again. He told me , he comforted me by saying he knew about my affairs with others long before. He also told me to live my life as my wish enjoying at most with anyone like I wants. He told he don't have any problem , he is really proud to became my son. Actually I were gone through a tremendous shock hearing that big words from my kannan's mouth. I thought lot , how a boy, how can a son think like these , how can a son allow his mom to have sex with others ?. He told me his old tuition sir , afsal which I didn't seen him till now, but Iam using the mobile phone he sent to kannan , changed his mind and made him accept that his mom also needs a life, can't spent life only working hard for family. I didn't had any option at that time believing kannan. The most humiliating thing which I felt is knowing that kannan were conscious, he heared me, see me having sex with sajan at the day in his house. But I became really mad at sajan, knowing that kannan is awake he fucked me again and again infront of him, also with kannans knowledge in the bathroom.
But after two three days I came to know the real truth that my dear single son also looking me in lusty way, i mean he is not only looking at me as mom but also looking at me as a sexy figure or sexy milf. My heart really broken to know the truth. I worked in my home like a machine crying inside me for around two days not even talking a single word with kannan. He came to me somany times begging me to talk with him and saying sooorry for what he did to me. But I really avoided him because I were not ready at that time to talk with him.
I had to say, i only felt angry with kannan initially, by thinking everything I covered my hate to myself for what iam now. I started asking questions myself and tried to find out the answers myself. Finally I came to know that I were a fool, really really foolish all this time. Because I seen, I noticed somany times kannan roaming around me with tent on his crotch . I mean I seen him somany times looking at me through corner of his eyes especially to my buttocks. But I never take it as seriously , more than that I gave him more chance to see me even in undies by changing cloths infront of him.
Now how can I blame him, I seen him watching porn videos in laptop, I seen him masturbating watching the videos, and still I didn't know the reality that my son is not a small kid anymore, he is grown to teenage. I didn't had anyone to share everything with other than Anwar. I can't share everything with sajan actually, because he believes I have affair only with him, not with anyone else. More than that he is deeply in love with me more than lust. Actually I were bit afraid of his love approach with me. He feels one day I will leave my family and join with him in his life . but according to me , my family, my kids are more important than anything in the world for me. I can't never ever leave them in any reason. I even told this to sajan somany times but he is still thinks in that way.
Then why still Iam countinues my relation with sajan?,,, because sajan is an officer in my company more than that he is my group head, if he thinks for a second that to kick me out of my job, he can do that within a minute. He is my key to secure my job. Secondly Anwar NRI, who have buisiness abroad, he won't available every time for me, I mean to to relieve me from my sexual urges. More than that Anwar is married man who have kids , he only approaches me with lust, not with love. But he is really caring also.
I have only one month ahead of me to hold my membership in "B" group in my company. If I failed to manage get five more policies, I will be degraded to "c" group. More than job, its been prestigious for me to stay in "B" group. Because my colegues , latha, hema, sheeba were already had much policies to stay in "B" group , they got their husbands supports to get the policies. But I don't have any support like them . If I downgraded , its very awkward for me to face them again. I know I had sajan sir's support he can help me to hold my "b" group membership. Because sajan sir is the head of my team who have the power to do it. But if he helps me, all of my office colegues will know this and 100% , Iam sure, there's chance for rumors to flow about us in the office. I can't allow that in any case. Another option I have is to ask Anwar, Iam 100% sure he will help me. But how can I ask his help more, he already have enough policies from me. I managed to get two policies from my locality but still needs three.. What will I do?..
I got the answer for that question by having sex with Vimal in the store room of his shop. Its not been pre decided. Even at the time when I entered inside the store room , I decided that not to allow Vimal touch me. Iam know Iam not that decent, I know Iam a bad women who cheats my husband and my family for long time with sajan and Anwar. Actually Vimal used to offer me policies every time. But I knew that he wants me for policies. Two three times even I asked myself why shouldn't I allow him to have me for getting the policies. But all that time more than my family, anwars face came into mind, because I knew that if I allow Vimal do anything with me, Anwar will came to know it automatically and he won't like it. Actually it was the real problem I had. But in the store room vimals words changed my decision completely. And at last Vimal proved to me that he was right which Anwar is okey with me having sex with Vimal.
At first I felt very angry with Anwar, but somehow I too felt why I should blame him, its me , it was my decision, I had the opportunity to stop Vimal, i new his life ntentions ,but I didn't do it. Whatever, I cheated my family with one more guy but this time actually it was not for my job, it was for my prestige to face my bloody colleagues. I ensured my spot in "B" group having sex with Vimal. I knew it.. I know its going to happen again.
I cheated my family with Anwar first, then with sajan, now with Vimal too,,. I know Iam not that housewife or mother who I used to be before 2 year. My life changed completely , I became a slut. Iam not doing this only for money. I knew Iam a sex craving slut now. I can't even hold my sexual urge for three days now. I feels my pussy wants to be filled always with a cock. Life was going smoothly untill the day I found my daughter cheated us and gone to somewhere with someone.
But I really shocked to hear that not only my daughter, also my son knews my extra maritial affairs with the others. I really broked down myself, i didn't know that what I will do at that time. Even I felt to run away to somewhere. But my son,, kannan , who used to amaze me always with his modern minded views , amazed me again. He told me , he comforted me by saying he knew about my affairs with others long before. He also told me to live my life as my wish enjoying at most with anyone like I wants. He told he don't have any problem , he is really proud to became my son. Actually I were gone through a tremendous shock hearing that big words from my kannan's mouth. I thought lot , how a boy, how can a son think like these , how can a son allow his mom to have sex with others ?. He told me his old tuition sir , afsal which I didn't seen him till now, but Iam using the mobile phone he sent to kannan , changed his mind and made him accept that his mom also needs a life, can't spent life only working hard for family. I didn't had any option at that time believing kannan. The most humiliating thing which I felt is knowing that kannan were conscious, he heared me, see me having sex with sajan at the day in his house. But I became really mad at sajan, knowing that kannan is awake he fucked me again and again infront of him, also with kannans knowledge in the bathroom.
But after two three days I came to know the real truth that my dear single son also looking me in lusty way, i mean he is not only looking at me as mom but also looking at me as a sexy figure or sexy milf. My heart really broken to know the truth. I worked in my home like a machine crying inside me for around two days not even talking a single word with kannan. He came to me somany times begging me to talk with him and saying sooorry for what he did to me. But I really avoided him because I were not ready at that time to talk with him.
I had to say, i only felt angry with kannan initially, by thinking everything I covered my hate to myself for what iam now. I started asking questions myself and tried to find out the answers myself. Finally I came to know that I were a fool, really really foolish all this time. Because I seen, I noticed somany times kannan roaming around me with tent on his crotch . I mean I seen him somany times looking at me through corner of his eyes especially to my buttocks. But I never take it as seriously , more than that I gave him more chance to see me even in undies by changing cloths infront of him.
Now how can I blame him, I seen him watching porn videos in laptop, I seen him masturbating watching the videos, and still I didn't know the reality that my son is not a small kid anymore, he is grown to teenage. I didn't had anyone to share everything with other than Anwar. I can't share everything with sajan actually, because he believes I have affair only with him, not with anyone else. More than that he is deeply in love with me more than lust. Actually I were bit afraid of his love approach with me. He feels one day I will leave my family and join with him in his life . but according to me , my family, my kids are more important than anything in the world for me. I can't never ever leave them in any reason. I even told this to sajan somany times but he is still thinks in that way.
Then why still Iam countinues my relation with sajan?,,, because sajan is an officer in my company more than that he is my group head, if he thinks for a second that to kick me out of my job, he can do that within a minute. He is my key to secure my job. Secondly Anwar NRI, who have buisiness abroad, he won't available every time for me, I mean to to relieve me from my sexual urges. More than that Anwar is married man who have kids , he only approaches me with lust, not with love. But he is really caring also.
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