27-07-2019, 06:35 PM
Update- 40(B) (Megha Update)
" magar wo to bahut shareef kisam ka ladka tha aur tu to usey dekhti bhi nahin thi........aur na bhaav deti thi............dikhney mein bhi wo koi khaas nahin tha...........fir wo tujhe kahan se mil gaya..........." aur sana ke dimag mein jaise sawalon ke toofan umadney lagte hain wahin kavya ki rahi sahi himmat bhi jawab de jati hain..........sach to ye tha ki uske paas sana ke kisi bhi sawalon ka jawab nahin tha...........
" sana please chup ho jawo.........tumhein to C.I.D mein hona chahiye tha.........kitne sawal karti ho yaar...........keh to diya ki satish hi hain...........aab agar tumne is bare mein ek bhi sawal aur kiya to main aabhi yahan se chali jawungi.............aur haan...........waqt aane par main tumhein sab kuch baata dungi..........magar aabhi nahin........." aur kavya jaise thodi si naraz hoti hui sana par apne gussey jaahir karney lagti hain wahin sana bhi chup ho jati hain........kuch der tak dono ke beech gehri khamoshi rehti hain fir aakhirkar kavya us khamoshi ko fir se todhti hain.........
" iam sorry sana..........mera irada tumhare dil ko thesh pahunchana bilkul bhi nahin tha........main tumhein keh to rahi hoon ki waqt aane par main tumhein sab kuch bata dungi..........." aur kavya haule se sana ke haathon par apne haath rakh deti hain waihn sana bhi kavya ki taraf dekhtey hue dheere se muskura deti hain......
" kavya............jo kuch aabki baar karna bahut soch samajhkar karna............kyon ki pichli baar tumhare inhi problems ki wajah se tumhein sehar chodhkar yahan aana pada...........aur is baar kahin tumhein yahan se bhi kahin door na jana pade........aur ye mutt bhoolo ki tum aab shadi shuda ho..............zindagi mein maze to sab lete hain magar kahin yehi maze tumhari gale ka fanda na ban jaye is baat ka bus dhyaan rakhna...........tum apne shauk dusaron ke saath beshak poori karna magar us shauk ko dil se mutt laga lena.........nahin to tumhari ye dillagi tumhari dil ki lagi agar ban gayi to issey sabse zyada tumhein takleef hogi...........aur tumhara nuksaan...........aagey tum khud samajhdaar ho............." aur sana gehri saans chodhtey hue apni baat khatam karti hain wahin kavya bade gaur se sana ke taraf ek tuk dekh rahi thi........
" sana please...............mujhe mere ateeth ki yaad mutt dilawo........sochkar bhi durr sa lagta hain............un kameenon ki wajah se main jaise taise wahan se nikal payi......kaminey mare to khud magar mujhe badnaan kar gaye............" aur kavya ke chehrey par thoda sa gussa umad padta hain wahin sana bade gaur se uske chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekh rahi thi.........
" jitni galti unki thi utni galti tumhari bhi thi kavya.............ye mutt bhoolo ki taali kabhi ek haath se nahin bajti.............tumne to sirf apne maze ke liye unko apne husn ke jaal mein fansaya tha magar wo bichare to bus tumhse dil-o-jaan se mohabaat karte they.........tumhein apne jism ke aag ki bus chinta thi ...........to unhein bus tumhari.........jab tumhara munn unke saath bhar gaya to tumne unhein thukra diya..............aur saath saath unke pyaar ko bhi..........aur shayad wo dono ye sadma seh nahin paye aur unlogon ne suicide kar li..........
magar jahan tak main samjahti hoon ki ismein tumhara zyada dosh hain............tumhari dillagi ki wajah se un dono ki jaan gayi.........aur dekha jaye to tum un dono ki gunehgaar ho..........aur bhi na jane tumne kitne ladkon ko dhoka diya hain...........aab bhi sambhal jawo kavya..........aabhi bhi kuch zyada nahin bigda hain..........agar socha ye baat kabhi rahul ko pata chal gayi to wo tumhein nischit chodh dega.........fir tum kahin ki nahin rahogi..........." aur sana fir se kavya ko warn karti hain magar kavya kahan itni aasani se uski baat mananey wali thi...........jab wo barson se apni wali karti aayi thi to aagey bhi usey apni wali hi karna tha.......
" tumhara praavachan agar khatam ho gaya ho to kaam ki baat kare.........ya fir main aab chalun........" aur kavya fauran apne jagah se uthney lagti hain wahin sana uska haath fauran tham leti hain aur usey apne sofey par fir se baitha deti hain.......
" theek hain baba aab aagey aur kuch nahin kahungi...........magar dekh lena tumhari ye choot ki aag ek na ek din tumhari zindagi mein bhi aag zaroor laga degi............baaki tumhari marzi..........." aur sana gehir saan chodhtey hue apni baat khatam karti hain wahin kavya haule se sana ko dekhti hui muskura padti hain........
" ye choot ki aag nahin hain sana............balki ye mere husn ka jaadu hain jo har koi mujhpar fida ho jata hain............aab koi mere liyee jaan deta fire to ismein main kya kar sakti hoon..........marne do jo mar rahe hain......mujhe unsse kya.........mujhe to jahan maze milengey main wahan jawungi.......jo cheez mujhe sukh pahuchata hain wo main karungi.............tu bhi to khoobsurat hain fir tujhe log kyon zyada bhaav nahin dete........bata............" aur kavya itratey hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin sana uski baateion ko sunkar muskura padti hain........
" kyon ki main ek lund se khus rehti hoon........aur teri bhook ek lund se kabhi nahin mitney wali.........khair khuda kare ki tujhe apne jeewan mein itne sare lund mile ki tere ander ki pyaas hi khatam ho jaye...........fir tu khud hi apne aap line pe aa jayegi.........." aur sana kavya ko dekhkar fir se muskura padti hain.......wahin kavya bhi jawab mein hans padti hain........
" main to khul kar apni zindagi jeena chahti hoon sana......poorey maze karna chahti hoon........chahe wo sukh jaise miile.......chahe mujhe uske liye jo karna pade..........main sab kuch karney ko taiyaar hoon......." aur kavya gehri saans chodhti hui fir se bol padti hain wahin sana bade gaur se kavya ke taraf dekh rahi thi.....
" to agar itne hi maze karney hain to kyon nahin chal jati kisi kothey pe............teri bur mein itne sare lund ghusengey ki tera sara nasha utar jayega..........fir tu wahan kabhi jane ka naam tak nahin legi............" aur sana aahista se bol padti hain wahin kavya sana ki taraf dekhti hui muskuraye jaa rahi thi..........
" tere ghar par tere shouhar dikh nahin rahe.......na hi teri saas...........aur sasur.........kahan gaye sab log.........." aur kavya jaldi se topic change karti hain wahin sana bhi wo baat wahin khatam karti hain.......
" haan sabhi log market gaye hue hain...........ek do ghantey mein aa jayengey........ek baat kehni thi yaar tujhse............please mana mutt karna.........." aur sana aahista se bol padti hain wahin kavya bade ajeeb si nazreion se sana ki taraf dekhey jaa rahi thi..........
" aisi kya baat ho gayi yaar..........." aur kavya thodi hairat se sana ke taraf bade gaur se dekhney lagti hain wahin sana kuch der ki chuppi ke baad aakhir fir se bol padti hain............
" yaar ek mahiney baad mere husband videsh jane wale hain...........aur mere saas sasur chahtey hain ki unke vidhesh jate hi main unke saath gaanv mein settle ho jawun.........aur tu to janti hain yaar ki main shuru se sehar mein pali badi hoon.......aur main ganv mein unke saath adjust nahin kar sakti...........to main chahti hoon ki tu is bare mein mere saas sasur se baat kar.........ho sakta hain wo tera kaha maan jaye........aur teri agar izazat ho to main kisi bahane tere ghar par ek do mahiney ke liye ruk sakti hoon..........please yaar kuch aisa jugaad laga de ki main bach jawun.......mujhe kisi bhi keemat par ganv nahin jana hain.........." aur sana apna dukhda kavya ke samney rakh deti hain wahin kavya gehri soch mein doobati chali jati hain.....
" theek hain sana.......mujhe kuch aur waqt de........aur tu nischint reh.......main tujhe aab apne aap se kabhi door jane nahin dungi.........ye mera tujhse vaada hain.......aab main chalti hoon mujhe ghar le liye late ho raha hain.....kabhi aawungi to tujhe bhi saath lekar apne ghar jawungi.............." aur kavya muskurate hue apne jagah se khadi ho jati hain wahin sana bhi muskura padti hain..........fir kavya apni car mein baithkar apne ghar ki taraf chal padti hain......................jahan uska koi badi hi besabri se uske aane ka intezar kar raha tha...........................
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" magar wo to bahut shareef kisam ka ladka tha aur tu to usey dekhti bhi nahin thi........aur na bhaav deti thi............dikhney mein bhi wo koi khaas nahin tha...........fir wo tujhe kahan se mil gaya..........." aur sana ke dimag mein jaise sawalon ke toofan umadney lagte hain wahin kavya ki rahi sahi himmat bhi jawab de jati hain..........sach to ye tha ki uske paas sana ke kisi bhi sawalon ka jawab nahin tha...........
" sana please chup ho jawo.........tumhein to C.I.D mein hona chahiye tha.........kitne sawal karti ho yaar...........keh to diya ki satish hi hain...........aab agar tumne is bare mein ek bhi sawal aur kiya to main aabhi yahan se chali jawungi.............aur haan...........waqt aane par main tumhein sab kuch baata dungi..........magar aabhi nahin........." aur kavya jaise thodi si naraz hoti hui sana par apne gussey jaahir karney lagti hain wahin sana bhi chup ho jati hain........kuch der tak dono ke beech gehri khamoshi rehti hain fir aakhirkar kavya us khamoshi ko fir se todhti hain.........
" iam sorry sana..........mera irada tumhare dil ko thesh pahunchana bilkul bhi nahin tha........main tumhein keh to rahi hoon ki waqt aane par main tumhein sab kuch bata dungi..........." aur kavya haule se sana ke haathon par apne haath rakh deti hain waihn sana bhi kavya ki taraf dekhtey hue dheere se muskura deti hain......
" kavya............jo kuch aabki baar karna bahut soch samajhkar karna............kyon ki pichli baar tumhare inhi problems ki wajah se tumhein sehar chodhkar yahan aana pada...........aur is baar kahin tumhein yahan se bhi kahin door na jana pade........aur ye mutt bhoolo ki tum aab shadi shuda ho..............zindagi mein maze to sab lete hain magar kahin yehi maze tumhari gale ka fanda na ban jaye is baat ka bus dhyaan rakhna...........tum apne shauk dusaron ke saath beshak poori karna magar us shauk ko dil se mutt laga lena.........nahin to tumhari ye dillagi tumhari dil ki lagi agar ban gayi to issey sabse zyada tumhein takleef hogi...........aur tumhara nuksaan...........aagey tum khud samajhdaar ho............." aur sana gehri saans chodhtey hue apni baat khatam karti hain wahin kavya bade gaur se sana ke taraf ek tuk dekh rahi thi........
" sana please...............mujhe mere ateeth ki yaad mutt dilawo........sochkar bhi durr sa lagta hain............un kameenon ki wajah se main jaise taise wahan se nikal payi......kaminey mare to khud magar mujhe badnaan kar gaye............" aur kavya ke chehrey par thoda sa gussa umad padta hain wahin sana bade gaur se uske chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekh rahi thi.........
" jitni galti unki thi utni galti tumhari bhi thi kavya.............ye mutt bhoolo ki taali kabhi ek haath se nahin bajti.............tumne to sirf apne maze ke liye unko apne husn ke jaal mein fansaya tha magar wo bichare to bus tumhse dil-o-jaan se mohabaat karte they.........tumhein apne jism ke aag ki bus chinta thi ...........to unhein bus tumhari.........jab tumhara munn unke saath bhar gaya to tumne unhein thukra diya..............aur saath saath unke pyaar ko bhi..........aur shayad wo dono ye sadma seh nahin paye aur unlogon ne suicide kar li..........
magar jahan tak main samjahti hoon ki ismein tumhara zyada dosh hain............tumhari dillagi ki wajah se un dono ki jaan gayi.........aur dekha jaye to tum un dono ki gunehgaar ho..........aur bhi na jane tumne kitne ladkon ko dhoka diya hain...........aab bhi sambhal jawo kavya..........aabhi bhi kuch zyada nahin bigda hain..........agar socha ye baat kabhi rahul ko pata chal gayi to wo tumhein nischit chodh dega.........fir tum kahin ki nahin rahogi..........." aur sana fir se kavya ko warn karti hain magar kavya kahan itni aasani se uski baat mananey wali thi...........jab wo barson se apni wali karti aayi thi to aagey bhi usey apni wali hi karna tha.......
" tumhara praavachan agar khatam ho gaya ho to kaam ki baat kare.........ya fir main aab chalun........" aur kavya fauran apne jagah se uthney lagti hain wahin sana uska haath fauran tham leti hain aur usey apne sofey par fir se baitha deti hain.......
" theek hain baba aab aagey aur kuch nahin kahungi...........magar dekh lena tumhari ye choot ki aag ek na ek din tumhari zindagi mein bhi aag zaroor laga degi............baaki tumhari marzi..........." aur sana gehir saan chodhtey hue apni baat khatam karti hain wahin kavya haule se sana ko dekhti hui muskura padti hain........
" ye choot ki aag nahin hain sana............balki ye mere husn ka jaadu hain jo har koi mujhpar fida ho jata hain............aab koi mere liyee jaan deta fire to ismein main kya kar sakti hoon..........marne do jo mar rahe hain......mujhe unsse kya.........mujhe to jahan maze milengey main wahan jawungi.......jo cheez mujhe sukh pahuchata hain wo main karungi.............tu bhi to khoobsurat hain fir tujhe log kyon zyada bhaav nahin dete........bata............" aur kavya itratey hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin sana uski baateion ko sunkar muskura padti hain........
" kyon ki main ek lund se khus rehti hoon........aur teri bhook ek lund se kabhi nahin mitney wali.........khair khuda kare ki tujhe apne jeewan mein itne sare lund mile ki tere ander ki pyaas hi khatam ho jaye...........fir tu khud hi apne aap line pe aa jayegi.........." aur sana kavya ko dekhkar fir se muskura padti hain.......wahin kavya bhi jawab mein hans padti hain........
" main to khul kar apni zindagi jeena chahti hoon sana......poorey maze karna chahti hoon........chahe wo sukh jaise miile.......chahe mujhe uske liye jo karna pade..........main sab kuch karney ko taiyaar hoon......." aur kavya gehri saans chodhti hui fir se bol padti hain wahin sana bade gaur se kavya ke taraf dekh rahi thi.....
" to agar itne hi maze karney hain to kyon nahin chal jati kisi kothey pe............teri bur mein itne sare lund ghusengey ki tera sara nasha utar jayega..........fir tu wahan kabhi jane ka naam tak nahin legi............" aur sana aahista se bol padti hain wahin kavya sana ki taraf dekhti hui muskuraye jaa rahi thi..........
" tere ghar par tere shouhar dikh nahin rahe.......na hi teri saas...........aur sasur.........kahan gaye sab log.........." aur kavya jaldi se topic change karti hain wahin sana bhi wo baat wahin khatam karti hain.......
" haan sabhi log market gaye hue hain...........ek do ghantey mein aa jayengey........ek baat kehni thi yaar tujhse............please mana mutt karna.........." aur sana aahista se bol padti hain wahin kavya bade ajeeb si nazreion se sana ki taraf dekhey jaa rahi thi..........
" aisi kya baat ho gayi yaar..........." aur kavya thodi hairat se sana ke taraf bade gaur se dekhney lagti hain wahin sana kuch der ki chuppi ke baad aakhir fir se bol padti hain............
" yaar ek mahiney baad mere husband videsh jane wale hain...........aur mere saas sasur chahtey hain ki unke vidhesh jate hi main unke saath gaanv mein settle ho jawun.........aur tu to janti hain yaar ki main shuru se sehar mein pali badi hoon.......aur main ganv mein unke saath adjust nahin kar sakti...........to main chahti hoon ki tu is bare mein mere saas sasur se baat kar.........ho sakta hain wo tera kaha maan jaye........aur teri agar izazat ho to main kisi bahane tere ghar par ek do mahiney ke liye ruk sakti hoon..........please yaar kuch aisa jugaad laga de ki main bach jawun.......mujhe kisi bhi keemat par ganv nahin jana hain.........." aur sana apna dukhda kavya ke samney rakh deti hain wahin kavya gehri soch mein doobati chali jati hain.....
" theek hain sana.......mujhe kuch aur waqt de........aur tu nischint reh.......main tujhe aab apne aap se kabhi door jane nahin dungi.........ye mera tujhse vaada hain.......aab main chalti hoon mujhe ghar le liye late ho raha hain.....kabhi aawungi to tujhe bhi saath lekar apne ghar jawungi.............." aur kavya muskurate hue apne jagah se khadi ho jati hain wahin sana bhi muskura padti hain..........fir kavya apni car mein baithkar apne ghar ki taraf chal padti hain......................jahan uska koi badi hi besabri se uske aane ka intezar kar raha tha...........................
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