17-07-2019, 11:20 PM
I opened my eyes hearing the door opening sound , at the time I was laying on the floor. But mom crossed me and mooved to kitchen. I went behind her and tried to say " sooorry" somany times. Even I hugged mom from behind tightly , mom just stood still like frozen, then I said "please listen to me once,, I told you I changed my mind myself.. But along with that the way I used to see you also changed. But I promise mom, I never ever imagined having sex with you, god promise. I started seeing you as a hot, beautiful sexy women more than my mom. I again and again telling you mom, I never intended to sex with you. Even in my dream. God promise... But I started getting hard on thinking you as a hot women, or thinking you sex with sajan . like that... It is the truth...". But didn't mooved from there nor talked to me untill I left my grip.
I tried my best for a conversation , but mom avoided me completely, she acted like she is alone in the house. Mom done only one thing, she served the food on a plate and put it on the table. But don't even checked I ate it or not.. One day gone, no change in moms character, two days gone no change at all.. Third day I lost my patience and stood infront of the closed door and said : if you don't talk with me , you won't see me again... But still I didn't get any response from mom..
My mind was completely empty, I weared shirt and left my home in the midnight...
Two days I was in same shirt and dhoti, I don't know where Iam, I didn't ate anything for the past two days,,, I was damn hungry and really tired,, I tried to cross the road and auto riksha came and hit me slightly...
I opened my eyes, I was on a bed in a unknown hospital. I saw three security officer men standing infront of me. I said automatically " mom..."...
security officer started asking questions, I didn't replayed anything , then he asked my address, still I didn't answered,, at last I heared one security officer man telling to other " there's only one way, let's give this boys photo in paper". Hearing it I became afraid and I said : I will tell my address..
Time passed , I saw my mom entering to the room and cane towards me by running and felled on my body and started crying.. I saw my moms younger brother and dads big brother also their wives ( my aunties) with them. I was shaking, my full body shaking, seeing them. Because I were afraid, I don't know mom told them everything. I heared security officer man asking to my uncle : what happened?, why he left the home?..
Hearing uncles replay , I understood mom didnt told anything to them. Uncle replayed : I don't know sir, I only knows mom and son had a fight.. Even my sister didn't told me the reason..
Then I said : its my mistake,..
My mom raised her head and looked at me with full widened red eyes...
I said slowely : two days before, I came home after drinking alcohol. Mom found out. After that mom didn't talked to me anything... That's why...
Hearing it, all of them , security officer , my uncles, aunties started shouting at me..... They countinued for around 10 minutes. I don't even listened what they said to me. All my attention were on my moms. I put my both hand on her head and said : Iam sooorry mom, please forgive me,, please mom.... Please talk to me. Your silence, I can't take it.. It killing me,, that's why I left the home..please talk to me mom.. Iam begging you.. Iam soorry..
Teares started rolling from my eyes... And hearing my words all other guys were became silent.. And i saw smiles on everyones face... Then security officer man said to everyone : let's go out , let mom and son talk for sometime..
Me and mom became alone in the room. I again said : please don't kill me like this mom, say something...
Then mom said : I didn't know, I didn't realize that you will do this... Iam really don't know this...
Me : mom,,, I love you very much mom... I can't spent a day without hearing your voice. You didn't said a single word to me... I lost my control mom....
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I tried my best for a conversation , but mom avoided me completely, she acted like she is alone in the house. Mom done only one thing, she served the food on a plate and put it on the table. But don't even checked I ate it or not.. One day gone, no change in moms character, two days gone no change at all.. Third day I lost my patience and stood infront of the closed door and said : if you don't talk with me , you won't see me again... But still I didn't get any response from mom..
My mind was completely empty, I weared shirt and left my home in the midnight...
Two days I was in same shirt and dhoti, I don't know where Iam, I didn't ate anything for the past two days,,, I was damn hungry and really tired,, I tried to cross the road and auto riksha came and hit me slightly...
I opened my eyes, I was on a bed in a unknown hospital. I saw three security officer men standing infront of me. I said automatically " mom..."...
security officer started asking questions, I didn't replayed anything , then he asked my address, still I didn't answered,, at last I heared one security officer man telling to other " there's only one way, let's give this boys photo in paper". Hearing it I became afraid and I said : I will tell my address..
Time passed , I saw my mom entering to the room and cane towards me by running and felled on my body and started crying.. I saw my moms younger brother and dads big brother also their wives ( my aunties) with them. I was shaking, my full body shaking, seeing them. Because I were afraid, I don't know mom told them everything. I heared security officer man asking to my uncle : what happened?, why he left the home?..
Hearing uncles replay , I understood mom didnt told anything to them. Uncle replayed : I don't know sir, I only knows mom and son had a fight.. Even my sister didn't told me the reason..
Then I said : its my mistake,..
My mom raised her head and looked at me with full widened red eyes...
I said slowely : two days before, I came home after drinking alcohol. Mom found out. After that mom didn't talked to me anything... That's why...
Hearing it, all of them , security officer , my uncles, aunties started shouting at me..... They countinued for around 10 minutes. I don't even listened what they said to me. All my attention were on my moms. I put my both hand on her head and said : Iam sooorry mom, please forgive me,, please mom.... Please talk to me. Your silence, I can't take it.. It killing me,, that's why I left the home..please talk to me mom.. Iam begging you.. Iam soorry..
Teares started rolling from my eyes... And hearing my words all other guys were became silent.. And i saw smiles on everyones face... Then security officer man said to everyone : let's go out , let mom and son talk for sometime..
Me and mom became alone in the room. I again said : please don't kill me like this mom, say something...
Then mom said : I didn't know, I didn't realize that you will do this... Iam really don't know this...
Me : mom,,, I love you very much mom... I can't spent a day without hearing your voice. You didn't said a single word to me... I lost my control mom....
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