5 hours ago
"I've been lonely all day, missing you," said Kusha with a smile. "C'mon, big guy, let's spend some time together." She took him by the arm and led him to the living room. She was half hoping that he would pull in the other direction toward the bedroom, but he followed willingly enough toward the couch. Kusha sat down snuggled up to him, her annoyance growing inside her. She could have taken him to the bedroom herself. He would have gone eagerly.
But she wanted him to take the initiative tonight. And instead, he just mildly put on one of their TV shows and sat there making small talk. Kusha's frustration only grew as the night went on. She made sexy bedroom eyes at Sharath, rubbed his thigh meaningfully, even pressed her tits into his arm. Everything she could think of short of directly initiating sex. She knew it was having an effect on him. He was obviously as hard as a rock. Arousal wasn't the issue.
The issue was that he was absolutely refusing to make the first move.
And, as frustrated as that made Kusha, the worst part was that she knew that she was the one to blame. She had trained Sarath over the years that they had sex when and how she wanted. She was always the one to initiate. Any time in their early relationship when Sarath had tried to push for sex, exactly like she wanted him to do now, she had actively discouraged him.
If there had been a wolf inside Sharath once, Kusha had domesticated it long ago. Even if she teased him and flirted shamelessly, he would obediently wait until she decided they were going to have sex.
Kusha knew, with absolute certainty, that if Rakesh got the same treatment she had been giving her husband, he would have already made his move. Probably as soon as he walked in the door. Of course, if he tried something like that on Kusha, he would get the smug grin slapped right off his face. But that didn't change the fact that Rakesh would already have pushed hard for what he wanted at this point.
That didn't make him an alpha, but it did make him different from Sharath in a way that irritated Kusha. She wanted Sharath to be a manly, confident man who did what she asked because he respected her. Not a meek yes-man who couldn't think for himself. The difference might be subtle, but it felt significant to Kusha. She knew it was unfair to test her husband without discussing her concerns with him first... but would it really count if she had to tell him to think more independently?
It wasn't even that she wanted a pushy guy like Rakesh (Not an 'alpha'. The term was stupid. And besides, Rakesh was more accurately termed 'a jerk'). She enjoyed her sex life with Sharath, and playing a leading role in her relationships had always been her style. But it bothered her that Sharath couldn't be demanding and rough and spontaneous even when the situation called for it... that that was an option she had somehow been locked out of, even if she did want to experience it occasionally.
And even worse, it bothered her that Rakesh might have been right about her taste in men.
But she wanted him to take the initiative tonight. And instead, he just mildly put on one of their TV shows and sat there making small talk. Kusha's frustration only grew as the night went on. She made sexy bedroom eyes at Sharath, rubbed his thigh meaningfully, even pressed her tits into his arm. Everything she could think of short of directly initiating sex. She knew it was having an effect on him. He was obviously as hard as a rock. Arousal wasn't the issue.
The issue was that he was absolutely refusing to make the first move.
And, as frustrated as that made Kusha, the worst part was that she knew that she was the one to blame. She had trained Sarath over the years that they had sex when and how she wanted. She was always the one to initiate. Any time in their early relationship when Sarath had tried to push for sex, exactly like she wanted him to do now, she had actively discouraged him.
If there had been a wolf inside Sharath once, Kusha had domesticated it long ago. Even if she teased him and flirted shamelessly, he would obediently wait until she decided they were going to have sex.
Kusha knew, with absolute certainty, that if Rakesh got the same treatment she had been giving her husband, he would have already made his move. Probably as soon as he walked in the door. Of course, if he tried something like that on Kusha, he would get the smug grin slapped right off his face. But that didn't change the fact that Rakesh would already have pushed hard for what he wanted at this point.
That didn't make him an alpha, but it did make him different from Sharath in a way that irritated Kusha. She wanted Sharath to be a manly, confident man who did what she asked because he respected her. Not a meek yes-man who couldn't think for himself. The difference might be subtle, but it felt significant to Kusha. She knew it was unfair to test her husband without discussing her concerns with him first... but would it really count if she had to tell him to think more independently?
It wasn't even that she wanted a pushy guy like Rakesh (Not an 'alpha'. The term was stupid. And besides, Rakesh was more accurately termed 'a jerk'). She enjoyed her sex life with Sharath, and playing a leading role in her relationships had always been her style. But it bothered her that Sharath couldn't be demanding and rough and spontaneous even when the situation called for it... that that was an option she had somehow been locked out of, even if she did want to experience it occasionally.
And even worse, it bothered her that Rakesh might have been right about her taste in men.
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