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Continuation (Chapter 3) :

Uncle came near the basin and asked mom - "Is Harsh home ?"

Fear attacked with the extreme level over me being hidden behind my own room's door. The door was partially shut and one corner of my room was visible from outside. My palms and sole of the foot got chilled.

The moment mom heard uncle's question she hurriedly closed the basin tap and turned towards him. The way she did this clearly showed me her anxiety and frightened body gesture.

Mom (in a nervous tone) - "Whatt...whhaat...what you said?"

Uncle (in a low voice , nervous tone) - "Shhh....It seems your son is here.."

Mom (adjusting her hair) - "What do you mean by that ? He must be in his class at this time."

Uncle held mom's left hand and took her near the sofa. After being there mom's face colour seemed taken by fear and nervousness. That moment I realised I forgot to bring my class bag and those newly purchased clothes packets that I put on after entering the main door of our flat.

I was facing my fear and nervousness being hidden there. What to say, what to explain and why to explain...if they came to my room next moment..How should I deal their questions.

But then I realised, why should I am feeling guilty. I didn't do anything wrong. Mom should have guilty of such illicit relation with that bastard old man. But that situation made me nervous to a great extent. I saw Mom was pushing uncle out of our flat, telling him to go in a very low voice. Uncle was saying let me stay, let me handle the situation. But mom was making him move towards the door. Afterall uncle went outside the door and mom quickly lock it from inside.

I suddenly sat on the bed without touching my room's door even a little bit . Took one of my mathematics books lying on my bed and and started to act like I was in fully concentrated over the book's topic.

In the meantime I was hearing mom's footsteps coming towards my room. Her payal was making sound and at my room's door it got stopped. I was sweating , feelings very out of my sense how to face mom and I knew this too that for mom it was more difficult to face me.

Mom slowly opened the my room's door
My eyes were staring on the book's page. I didn't look at her and keep my eyes as it is over the page.
She asked (being standing at the door) - "Beta you are here ? what happened ? When did you come ?"

Anger that has gone during witnessing that erotic scene in her room suddenly captured my mind again. I replied (without looking at her) - "Just a few minutes ago."

"But I didn't heard the door bell beta. And how you came within 2 hours. What happened to your classes ?" Mom asked in a very nervous tone.

I said in my mind - "How would you hear the door bell mom, you were totally lost in some other world that time."

Mom then came near me and put her one hand on my head and started caressing my hair with love and care. I was in deep anger that time . How would a pure household lady, a loving and strict mother, an ideal woman in my and dad's perception could do such activity all of a sudden. How intense was her relationship with Prabin uncle 30 years back...that it's splashes had begun to ruin her married and motherly life.

I remained silent.
Mom again asked - "Beta what happened ? Everything okey na ?"

I uplifted my face upwards and looked at her. Her eyes looked normal , no redness , no tears. Her lips was looking very unique, a combination of grey and red.That scattered lipstick marks was still pervading her skin around the lips , not much but still can be visible with that much closeness.

The deodrant fragrance coming from her saree and skin was not hers. That bastard rubbed his body on my mother's body in such a way that its effect was felt in my nose.
I said (looking at her) - "I was late a half an hour so teacher didn't allow me to enter the class."

Mom - " But you left the for your classes on time. How you reached late there ?" saying this mom sat near me on the bed. Her saree pallu was covering her enormous tits and midriff area. The same area on which uncle's face was buried a few minutes ago.
I controlled my anger and emotions and said - "Heavy traffic and my bike's break was creating problem so I went to repair it."

Mom - "I was about to call you whether you reached or not but then forgot in some kitchen stuffs."

I (in my mind) - "How could you say this much lie so easily mom. Why have you changed this much and how ?"

Mom then remained silent for few seconds. I kept my eyes on the book's page. Then she put her right hand over my left shoulder and asked - "You bought some dresses ? I just saw them on sofa?"

I - "Yes. For newzealand visit. Will go for more shopping today or tomorrow."

Mom - "You directly came to your room after reaching , why didn't you called me beta ?"

I was clear understanding why she was asking this. I replied - "I was feeling pressure in my stomach, needed to poop badly so directly went to the washroom mom. That's why I didn't called you."

Mom - "Ohh I see. But I didn't saw you coming out of the washroom too."

I (in my mind) - "Are you making yourself innocent infront of me mom. Your questions doesn't coming from the truth that was happening to your room ."

I said - "May be you are in kitchen mom. I entered my room to find some important paper placed in this book. I was about to come to search you but you came to my room before ." Saying this I smiled a little bit.

Seeing me smiling and my words mom's facial expressions turned to normal and cheerful. I knew I have convinced her that I didn't see anything. The fear that was wandering over her that moment was almost gone seeing my smile and believing over my explanation in a very relaxed way and tone.

Mom - "Ok...no problem. Traffic is a big issue in Delhi like city. Anyways. Try to go leave 15-20 minutes earlier. Are the classes again from 9 AM tomorrow?"

I - "No. It was for today only mom."

Mom - "Ok. I am going to prepare lunch now. As you are home today we will have it early by 1 PM."

I - "Ok mom."

Mom got up and moved towards my room's door. As she went out from my room took a long breath. At least for that moment situation got under controlled.
I closed my book and took out my mobile.
No messages came from that unknown number since last day. As mom said to uncle not to disturb my son further with those pics it was clear that Prabin bastard was behind all this. There was a low chance he was doing it by himself, instead someone was following his this idea to make me deviate and play with my innocent mind. But then I thought it was not a big issue. Today or tomorrow that unknown bastard will get caught by me.

I had also heard Prabin's and Savita's conversation at her flat when I went to return her earrings. That earring was still in my shirt's pocket.
Savita aunty's those words that she said to Prabin - "Don't get upset. Keep it for night." was still fresh in my mind.
Their night will be going to be a passionate and steamy night , I was sure with this fact that day. I had already witnessed their passion of heat on Pravin uncle's birthday night. I was well known with the fact that how much Savita aunty's and Prabin uncle's desire reaches the peak of sexuality.
The visuals of that birthday night and the voices of their conversation in aunty's flat's washroom that I heard in the morning few hours ago together striked my brain and the result was felt under my jeans.

It was true I hated this man and those auntys for playing clever games with me and destroying my mom's purity. But one the other hand it was also true that going through such scenes just infront of my eyes, an another level of pleasure occupy me each time and at that moment I forgot my anger and hate. What was this dual behaviour pervading me those days was still a mystery for me till today. May be this is something we all call natural phenomenon or a human phenomenon.

I was sure my intention for mom or for Savita aunty was very pure , but watching these incidents back to back on daily basis since few days made a rising sensation of pleasure to witness mature aged people getting intimate. I was thinking this that day. Am I becoming a cuckson , a voyear. Then suddenly postive side of the mind stopped me to think this further and said "You should stop your mom's cheating behaviour as soon as possible otherwise a big problem will occur in your parents life."

Negative side of my mind said - "No need to stop them . Your dad is living in Australia, visit you very less. Your mom has also right to enjoy her life."

Postive side of mind - "So what, Your dad is very innocent , he doesn't deserve to face consequences that will arise if he knows your mom's affair in future."

Negative side of mind - "So what , your parents have a great married life till date , 29 years have been passed , no conflict , no worries ever came between them . In future also he will not know this."

Postive side of the mind - "But it's wrong. Mom's image is an ideal image for dad. She should stop her affair as soon as possible."

I was in war with my inner self that time ..2 hours passed..I laid on the bed thinking all this. Mom voice came - "Beta lunch is ready, will you have it or later ?"

I (being on the bed) - "After half an hour mom."

Mom - "I am going to my room . Call me when you want to have it."

I didn't say anything. The inner conflict was still ON but in between those conflicts suddenly my mood changes to witness Uncle's and Aunty's steamy night that has much probability of happening that night.

But how...it was a big problem. I then got an idea. Aunty's earrings was still with me. Taking advantage of that I thought I will go to her flat at night. But till then I must to look for uncle's activity what he does and where they will plan to make their night erotic.

I got up and went out of my room . Mom was neither in the dinning, nor on the sofa. I went near her room. She was lying on the bed. Eyes closed. Her mobile was just beside her. I went near her and said - "Mom are you awake ?"

Mom quickly opened her eyes . She said -"Hey what happened beta. Should we have lunch now ?"

I - "Just coming from downstairs mom. Then we will have it."

Mom - "Downstairs? Why ? What happened?"

I - "Nothing...just needed to have Pepsi. Going to purchase it from near by shop."

Mom - "Okey . Come quickly."

I then went out of my flat. Saw uncle's door was locked from outside. Now without wasting any time I directly went downstairs and proceeded towards Savita Aunty's flat. Her door was also locked from outside. Both were not in their respective flats.

I then reached the basement area. Uncle's bike was not there. I went out from the basement and moved towards the main gate of the apartment campus. While moving towards it I saw Savita aunty and Varsha aunty was standing with some other women (mostly elderly and old aged) of the building and talking to them.

Vegetable basket was not in their hand. Obviously it been 2 hours passed since I saw them buying vegetables. They must have had put them in their flats. Anyways seeing Savita aunty there cleared the scenario that uncle must had went to his college.

I have to be attentive regarding his activities after he return. That day , don't know how I was feeling an urge to witness their night session once again. First time I witnessed it accidentally but that day my inner urge was forcing me to do that.


To be continued....