Adultery SAMREEN: Shikast-e-Zanjeer-e-Muflisi

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EPISODE 26

Vivaan ke honthon se nikle hue wo zehrile aur noch lene wale lafz abhi bhi us gaadi ki fiza mein gunguna rahe the, aur main apne dono hathon se apna chehra chhupae, sisak-sisak kar ro rahi thi. Mera poora wajood us zillat aur darr ke bojh se tut chuka tha. Lekin agle hi lamhe, usne bina ek pal ka bhi waqt zaya kiye, ignition key ko poori taaqat se ghumaya. 

Gaadi ka engine ek bhayanak dahad ke sath start ho gaya. Isse pehle ki main kuchh samajh paati ya khud ko sambhal paati, Vivaan ne gear shift kiya aur gadi ko ek zordar jhatke ke sath aage badha diya. Tyres ki ragad se dhool aur kachra udd gaya, aur wo kaali gaadi us sunsaan raste par tezi se aage bhagne lagi.
 
Mera dil halaq mein aa gaya. Darr ka ek aisa bhayanak sailab mere poore jism mein daud gaya ki mere roongte khade ho gaye. Halat ye thi ki ek taraf uske gusse aur gaaliyon ka zehar tha, aur dusri taraf uski wo kaanapti hui halat thi jisme wo aisi raaftar se gaadi bhaga raha tha. Main foran aage ki taraf jhuki. Apne dono kaanpte hue haathon se maine uske steering par rakhe hue us maansal aur sakht haath ko mazbooti se pakad liya, aur gidgidate hue, rote hue chillane lagi.
 
"Vivaan! Please... meri baat suno! Aisi halat mein gaadi mat chalao, please!" Meri aawaz rone ki wajah se buri tarah kaanp rahi thi, aur mere gale se siskiyan nikal rahi thin. "Dekho apne haathon ko... tumse theek se baitha tak nahi ja raha, aur tum aisi raaftar se gaadi bhaga rahe ho! Raste mein koi bhi accident ho sakta hai, hum mar sakte hain! Please... meri jaan bakhsh do, gaadi rok do! Main tumhare pair padti hun…"
 
Lekin wo patthar bana hua tha. Usne meri ek bhi baat sunne se inkaar kar diya tha. Uski aakhon mein ek ajeeb sa junoon aur pagalpan sawaar tha. Wo aage raste ki taraf dekhte hue bas gaadi ko aur tezi se aage badhaye ja raha tha. Sadak ke kinare ke ped aur andhere ke saaye kisi bhoot ki tarah peechhe bhaag rahe the. Main aur zyada bezubaan ho kar ro padi. Main uske haathon ko pakad kar taras khane wale andaz mein gidgidae ja rahi thi.
 
"Mujhe... mujhe mere ghar wapas chhod do, please! Main haath jodti hoon tumhare aage! Main yahan sirf apne kaam ke liye aayi thi! Mujhe kya pata tha ki yahan aakar meri zindagi ek aisi aafat ban jayegi, jahan meri beizzati aur gunaah har kadam par naach rahe hain! Main kya kar rahi hoon yahan? Mera kya kasoor hai?"
 
Mera wo rona, meri wo bebas gidgidahat aur aasuon se bheega hua chehra kisi bhi normal insaan ka dil pighla deta. Lekin Vivaan ke chehre par shafqat ka ek qatra tak nahi ubhra. Wo bas apas mein jabde kase hue, apni nafrat aur gusse ke daldal mein aage daude ja raha tha. Gaadi ki speed badhti ja rahi thi, aur andhere raste par hamari saansein bas ek aakhri dor par latki hui thin.
 
Sadak par tezi se daudti hui humari car achanak ek aise zordar jhatke ke sath ruki ki mera jism aage ki taraf jhool gaya. Tyres ki tezi se lagne wali ragad aur achanak brakes ke dabav ne fiza ko hila kar rakh diya. Gaadi ne ek sunsaan mod par aakar dum tod diya. Vivaan ne bina ek pal gawaye ignition key ko ghumaya aur engine band kar diya. Gaadi ke andar ke saare power windows pehle se hi mukammal taur par band the, aur AC ki thandi, sikh-sikh karti hawa cabin ke andar ek ajeeb si ghutanzada fiza bana rahi thi. Bahar ki kaali raat aur andar ki is sard khamoshi mein sirf hamari tez saansein goonj rahi thin.
 
Main abhi tak us darr aur gidgidahat ke asar se bahar bhi nahi aai thi, aur mere aasuon se bheega hua chehra jhuka hua tha. Lekin agle hi lamhe jo hua, usne mere wajood ki saari sochein, saare darr aur saari cheekhon ko ek hi second mein jam kar diya.
 
Vivaan ne achanak apna haath pichhe se badhaya. Uski mazboot aur garm ungliyon ne achanak meri gardan ko pichhe se is qadar sakht giraft mein liya ki mera sar ek zordar jhatke ke sath aage ki taraf ho gaya. Aur isse pehle ki main koi aah bharti ya khud ko bachane ki koshish karti, usne mujhe apni taraf khinch liya.
 
Aur fir usne aage jhuk kar seedha mere hothon par apne hoth rakh diye. Wo ek achanak hua hamla tha, ek aisa junooni aur kaamuk chumban jismein nafrat, gussa, aur ek ajeeb sa bhookhapan bhara hua tha. Uski giraft meri gardan par aisi sakht thi ki main apna chehra zara sa bhi hila nahi saki. Usne mere hothon ko apne hothon ke beech jakad liya, aur ek bereham aur gehri chahat ke sath mere hothon ko chusna shuru kar diya.
 
Uski saansein garm aur tez thin, aur uske hothon ki wo ragad mere narm hothon par ek aag ki tarah lag rahi thi. Uski wo kiss aisi nahi thi jo pyar ya mohabbat mein hoti hai, yeh ek aisi kiss thi jismein uski saari nafrat, uska sara gussa, aur ek ajeeb sa dard ghula hua tha, maano wo mere wajood ko noch lena chahta ho, mere andar ke saare aasuon aur zillat ko apne hothon se pee jana chahta ho.
 
Mera dil ek lamhe ke liye ruk gaya. Meri fati hui aankhein khuli ki khuli reh gayi, aur mere hoth pehle toh uski is harkat se kaanp uthe. Maine apna ek haath uske seene par rakh kar use hatane ki ek choti si, nakam koshish ki.
 
Lekin uske hothon ki wo gehri aur kashish-bhari pakad itni majboot thi ki meri saari taaqat be-asar ho gayi. Dheere-dheere, uska wo andaz aur zyada kaamuk hone laga. Usne mere upar aur nichle hothon ko apne danton ke beech halka sa dabaya, aur apni zubaan se mere hothon ki khushki aur aasuon ke namkeen zaiqe ko mehsoos karte hue aur zyada gehrai mein utar gaya.
 
Gaadi ke us band, thande AC wale cabin mein, bahar ke us gehre aur andhere mausam ke darmiyan, hamare hothon ki ye berahem aur junooni kashmakash chal rahi thi. Mere andar ka saara darr, saari zillat aur fikar ek ajeeb se sannate mein badalne lagi, aur main chahte hue bhi us aahani aur kaamuk giraft se khud ko azad nahi kar pa rahi thi.
 
Band gaadi ke us sard aur ghutanzada mahol mein, jahan thandi AC ki hawa aur bahar ka siah andhera aapas mein mil rahe the, waqt jaise ek aisi laar par thehar gaya tha jahan darr aur nafrat ki saari deewarein achanak dher ho chukin thin. Vivaan ke hothon ki wo junooni, gusse se bhari aur bereham kashmakash ab dheere-dheere ek ajeeb aur gehre nashaane mein badal rahi thi. Uski ungliyan abhi bhi meri gardan ko pichhe se kas kar pakade hue thin, aur uska har ek chumban mere wajood ko andar tak noch raha tha.
 
Pehle toh mera jism uske is achanak aur behuda hamle ke khilaf tharthara raha tha. Mere andar ka wo darr, wo zillat jo usne thodi der pehle dayan aur badchalan keh kar di thi, mere zehan mein gunguna rahi thi. Lekin... jaise-jaise waqt bita, aur uske hothon ki wo garm aahat mere hothon par barasti rahi, mere andar ka sara gussa, saari zillat aur saari nafrat ek ajeeb se pighalte hue mom ki tarah behne lagi.
 
Mera wajood toot chuka tha. Main pehle hi is khooni raat ke trauma, Pappu ki maut, aur is safar ke azaab se andar se khokhli ho chuki thi. Aur ab, is zaalim ladke ki is qatilana qarabat ne meri bachi-khuchi matti ko bhi reza-reza kar diya tha. Meri aankhon se behte hue wo aansoo abhi bhi ruke nahi the, wo tapak kar hamare milte hue hothon ke kinaron par beh rahe the, jinka namkeen zaiqa hum dono mehsoos kar rahe the.
 
Mera dil andar se sisak utha. Ek aisi bebas aur dard-bhari siski mere gale ke andar gungunai. Aur us siski ke sath hi, jaane kyun, mere andar ki wo aakhri zidd bhi tut gayi. Maine apne dono haathon ko dheere se uthaya. Jo haath pehle use dhakelne ki, ya khud ko bachane ki nakam koshish kar rahe the, wahi haath ab dheere-dheere aage badhe. Mere kaanpte hue hathon ki ungliyon ne uske mazboot aur chaudhe seene ko pakad liya, aur dheere se uske un maansal kandhon ke gird lipat gayin.
 
Maine apne andar ki saari bagawat ko qatl kar diya. Maine apne dil ko, apni ghairat ko, aur apni is majboor rooh ko poori tarah uske hawale kar diya. Chus lo mujhe... meri saari sharm chus lo.
 
Mera zehan khamoshi se uske aage ghutne tek chuka tha. Main andar hi andar sisakti hui, uske is zulm ko apna mukaddar maan chuki thi. Bhale hi tumne aaj mujhpe kitna hi zulm dha diya ho... bhale hi mujhe duniya ki sabse gandi, sabse zaleel aur badnasib aurat keh kar mera qatal kar diya ho... lekin aaj main tumhare is azaab ke aage poori tarah haar chuki hoon vivaan.
 
Maine apni aankhein band kar lin, aur apne hothon ko aur zyada khol kar use puri azaadi de di. Mera wo surrender, mera wo bepanah azaab aur dard, uske kiss ke andaz mein foran jhalak gaya. Jaise hi use mehsoos hua ki maine ab koi muzahamat nahi ki hai, aur main poori tarah uske qabze mein aa chuki hoon, uska wo junoon aur zyada gehra ho gaya.
 
Uski zuban ne mere hothon ki deewar ko cheer kar aage ka rasta banaya, aur ek aisi gehri, kaamuk aur bhookh-bhari kashmakash shuru ho gayi jismein saansein ek hone lagin. Usne mere hothon ko, meri saanson ko is tarah apne andar utarhna shuru kiya maano wo mujhe zinda nigal jaana chahta ho.
 
Gaadi ke us band, andhere cabin mein, hamare jismon ki ye aisi aag thi jo bahar ke us siah aur gehre toofan ko bhi maat de rahi thi. Main bas uske hothon ki qaid mein, apne aasuon aur siskiyon ke sath, uske har ek zulm ko ek aakhri mohabbat ya majboori samajh kar apne andar utarti chali gayi.
 
Band gaadi ki us sard fiza mein, jahan bahar ka andhera aur andar ka AC ka shor aapas mein mil rahe the, hamare hothon ki wo junooni kashmakash ab ek aur bhi gehre, maadak aur aag se bhare daur mein dakhil ho chuki thi.
 
Mera surrender dekh kar, Vivaan ki wo nafrat aur gussa dheere-dheere ek aisi behisaab shiddat mein badal gaya jismein bas ek hi bhookh thi, mujhse mera sab kuchh noch lene ki bhookh. Uski ungliyan, jo abhi tak meri gardan ko pichhe se kas kar pakade hue thin, ab aur zyada gehrai mein utar aayin. Usne apni hatheli se mere baalon ki laton ko jakda aur mere sar ko thoda aur pichhe ki taraf jhuka diya, taaki mera chehra mukammal taur par uske qabze mein aa jaye.
 
Uski zuban mere hothon ki deewar ko cheer kar aage badhi, aur ek aisi gehri, geeli aur saansein rok lene wali kiss shuru ho gayi jismein mera dam ghutne laga.
 
Mera wajood pighal kar paani ban chuka tha. Mere hoth, jo pehle kaanp rahe the, ab uske har ek war ke aage puri tarah khul chuke the. Main apne aasuon aur uske hothon ke zaiqe ko aapas mein ghulte hue mehsoos kar rahi thi. Mere haath jo uske kandhon par tike the, dheere-dheere sarak kar uske chaudhe seene aur un maansal baazuon tak pahunch gaye, aur maine uski shirt ke kapde ko apni ungliyon mein kas kar jakad liya, ek aisi pakad jo bata rahi thi ki main ab khud ko bhi sambhalne ke qabil nahi rahi thi.
 
Vivaan ne apne hothon ko thoda sa alag kiya, aur meri saanson ki raftaar ko dekhte hue, ek halka sa, behad madham aur nashaane bhara lafz mere hothon par hi chhod diya. Uski aawaz ek aisi sargoshi thi jo seedha mere dil ko cheer gayi.
 
"Kitni khoobsurat lagti hain aap... jab aap is tarah mere saamne haar maanti hain, Samreen aunty..." usne apne hoth mere hothon ke bilkul qareeb rakhte hue dheere se kaha, uska garm saans mere gaalon ko jhulsa raha tha. "Samreen aunty... kitni ghatiya aurat hain aap, jo mere itne zulm ke baad bhi mere hothon par pighal rahi hain?"
 
Uske wo tanzhiye aur kaamuk lafz sun kar mere jism mein ek bijli si daud gayi. Mera dil chaha ki main use rok dun, ki main kahun nahi, main aisi nahi hoon... Lekin mere hothon se aawaz ke bajaye bas ek dard-bhari, maadak siski nikal saki. "Vivaan... mmmm" mere hoth uske hothon se touch hote hue kaanpe. "Kyun kar rahe ho mere sath aisa tum... mmhhh kya chahte ho mujhse? Main toh pehle hi... andar se mar chuki hoon..."
 
Uski siah aur surkh aankhon mein ek ajeeb sa dard aur hawas ka toofan ek sath mach gaya. Usne ek baar fir se mere hothon ko apne hothon ki qaid mein le liya, aur is baar uska andaz pehle se bhi zyada behad gehra aur chusne wala tha. Usne mere nichle hoth ko apne danton ke beech lekar ek halka sa dard-bhara kash mara, jisse mere munh se ek beikhtiyar siskari nikal gayi.
 
"Aannnnhhh..." Vivaan ne mere hothon par hi fufkarte hue kaha, aur apni zubaan se mere namkeen aasuon ko chatne laga jo mere hothon ke kinaron par bahe the. "Aap sirf meri hain is waqt, Samreen aunty. Na aapka wo shauhar, na wo ghar, aur na hi aapka koi parivaar... koi aapko mujhse nahi chheen sakta. Aap bas meri zillat hain, aur mera nasha hain."
 
Uski un baaton ne mere andar ke bache-khuche aakhri astitva ko bhi mita diya. Main ab kisi aur duniya mein nahi thi, main bas us kaali gaadi ke andhere mein, us gair *** ke zaalim mard ke hothon ki giraft aur uski un gandi, maadak sargoshiyon ke beech ek behosh makhlooq ki tarah jhul rahi thi.
 
Maine apni aankhein poori tarah band kar lin, aur apne hothon ko uske har ek war ke liye aur zyada khol diya. Usne mere hothon ko, meri saanson ko aur mere andar uthte hue us azaab ko apne andar is tarah utaar liya maano hum dono ek hi saans se jude hon. Gaadi ke us sannaate mein, hamari saanson ki wo aag aur hothon ki wo madhosh kashmakash ek aisi dastan likh rahi thi jiska koi ant nahi tha.
 
Band gaadi ke us gunghe aur andhere cabin mein, jahan bahar ka siah aasmaan aur dhabe ki wo khooni yaadein bhi ab ek dhundhli parchhai ban chuki thin, hamare darmiyan fasle simat kar dhool aur saanson ke ek naye azaab mein badal chuke the.
 
Mera wajood poori tarah tut chuka tha, lekin us toote hue wajood ke andar ek ajeeb sa samarpan jag chuka tha. Meri aankhein band thin, aur mere kaanpte hue haath dheere se sarak kar uske baalon mein chale gaye the. Main bina kisi sharm, bina kisi bagawat ke, bas uske sar ko dheere-dheere sehla rahi thi, ek aisi ammi, ek aisi mehbooba ya ek aisi majboor aurat ki tarah jo apne gusse mein jalte hue mard ko thanda karne ke liye apna sab kuchh dao par laga chuki ho.
 
Vivaan ke hothon ka rukh ab badal chuka tha. Wo mere hothon ki qaid se nikal kar aage badha. Uske garam aur thartharate hoth sabse pehle mere aasuon se bheego hue gaalon par aakar tik gaye. Usne dheere-dheere, ek behad naram lekin shiddat ke sath mere gaalon ko chumna shuru kiya. Uski wo chumban aisi thin maano wo mere chehre se us saari manhoosiyat aur darr ko apne hothon se noch kar saaf kar dena chahta ho.
 
Chap-chap... gaadi ke us sannaate mein uske hothon ki aahat aur meri saansein hi bas ek aawaz thi. Gaalon ko chumte-chumte uske hoth aur niche sarak gaye. Meri wo naazuk gardan, jise kuch hi lamhe pehle usne apni aahani giraft se ghota tha, ab wahi gardan uske hothon ke naram war aur chumban ke niche pighal rahi thi. Vivaan ne apni zubaan se meri gardan ki us nas ko chaatna shuru kiya, aur phir apne hothon se wahan ek gehra, nashaane bhara chumban chhod diya.
 
"Ahhh... Vivaan..." Mere munh se ek behad maadak, dard aur sukoon mein doobi hui siski nikal gayi. Mera sar pichhe ki taraf seat ke headrest par tik gaya, aur meri gardan aur khul gayi. Usne meri gardan ko chaat-te aur chumte hue dheere se sargoshi ki, uske hothon ki ragad meri sensitive skin par aag laga rahi thi. "Bohot naram hai aapki yeh gardan, Samreen aunty..." usne fufkarte hue kaha, aur uski aawaz mein ek aisi hawas aur pagalpan tha jo mere roongte khade kar raha tha. "Yahi gardan maine dabayi thi na? Bataiye... maza aa raha hai na mere is zulm mein? Aap sirf mere gusse ka nasha hain, aur kuchh nahi samreen aunty."
 
Uski un gandi aur kaamuk baaton ne mere andar ki bachi-kuchi sharm ko jala kar rakh diya. Main apne hothon ko kaatate hue, ek baar fir se sisak uthi. "Haan... Vivaan..." meri aawaz mein ek aisi bebasi aur laachari thi jo khud-b-khud use aur zyada aage badhane ka nawta de rahi thi. "Chum lo mujhe... mita do mujhe... uummmmhhhh jo karna hai karo, bas mujhe is azaab se azaad kar do... ahhh..."
 
Mera wo karahna, meri wo maadak aawazein aur uska naam baar-baar lena, jaise Vivaan ke us toote hue junoon ke liye aag mein ghee ka kaam kar raha tha. Use jab yeh ehsaas hua ki maine apne aap ko mukammal taur par uske hawale kar diya hai, toh uska haath meri kamar par sarakte hue aur upar aa gaya. Usne mujhe apni taraf aur zyada kas kar khinch liya, taaki hamare jismon ke darmiyan hawa ki bhi jagah na bache.
 
Uske hoth wapas meri gardan se uth kar mere hothon par aa gaye. Aur is baar ki kiss koi aam kiss nahi thi, wo ek aisi behisaab, geeli aur saansein noch lene wali chumban thi jismein hum dono apni saari hosh, saari duniya aur saare gunaah bhul chuke the.
 
Main aankhein band kiye, bas uske kandhon ko nochti hui, uske har ek war ko apne andar utarti chali gayi. Gaadi ki wo thandi AC ki hawa bhi ab hamare jismon ki us tapish aur aag ko thanda nahi kar pa rahi thi, aur hum dono us andhere cabin mein ek dusre ke jism ki qaid mein doobte chale gaye.
 
Hamare jismon ki us tapish aur saanson ki aag mein abhi ek maadak sannata tair hi raha tha ki achanak... Vivaan ne apne hoth mere hothon se alag kiye. Usne apna chehra thoda sa pichhe uthaya. Uske dono haathon ki hatheliyan mere gaalon par aakar tik gayin. Usne apne anguthe se mere gaal par bahi hui nami aur aansoo ke nishaan ko dheere se sahlaaya, aur ektak meri aankhon mein dekhne laga.
 
Main bhi apni saansein roke, poori tarah garam aur uski us qaid mein doobi hui, seedha uski aankhon mein dekh rahi thi. Lekin is baar... uski un surkh aur siah aankhon ka rang badal chuka tha. Wahan ab wo pehle jaisa junoon, wo chillaata hua gussa, ya nafrat ka zehar nahi tha. Uski ankhon mein ab ek ajeeb si naram-dili, ek gehri khamoshi aur kisi aashiq ki si wo bepanah deewangi tair rahi thi jo saaf bata rahi thi ki wo bhi is pal mein mere sath poori tarah doob chuka tha. Uski wo nazrein mere wajood ke aakhri kile ko bhi dher kar rahi thin.
 
Aur tabhi, na jaane mere andar kahan se itni taaqat, itna pagalpan aa gaya! Mujhe khud hosh nahi raha ki main kya kar rahi hoon. Ek aisi aag mere andar bhadki ki maine jhat se apne dono haathon ko badhaya, aur us zaalim ladke ke sar ko apne hathon ki mazboot giraft mein jakad liya.
 
Bina ek pal soche, maine apna wajood aage ki taraf jhukaya, aur poori shiddat ke sath uske hothon ko apne hothon se kas ke daba liya. Chhhuphh...Mera wo hamla itna achanak, itna junooni tha ki Vivaan bhi ek lamhe ke liye chaunk gaya. Lekin agle hi pal, usne meri is bepanah bhookh aur samarpan ko mehsoos kar liya. Maine uske hothon ko apne danton aur hothon ke beech kas kar jakad liya, aur ek bereham aur bhookh-bhari chumban shuru kar di.
 
Mera dil chahta tha ki main uske andar utar jaun, ki main uske us saare dard, saari nafrat aur is raat ke saare azaab ko apne hothon se choos kar khatam kar dun. Main uske hothon ko paagal aurat ki tarah chus rahi thi, aur mere gale se nikalti hui har ek siski ab uske hothon ke andar hi ghut kar reh ja rahi thi.
 
Vivaan ne bhi der nahi ki. Uske haathon ki giraft mere gaalon aur gardan par aur zyada kas gayi, aur usne palat kar meri us hawasi chumban ka jawab dena shuru kar diya. Gaadi ke us andhere, band cabin mein hamari saansein aapas mein ulajh chukin thin, aur hum dono is khooni raat ke har ek gham ko bhulakar ek dusre ke jism ki aag mein poori tarah jalte chale ja rahe the.

To Be Continued...