16-10-2026, 01:32 PM
CHAPTER 17: WAITING FOR THE TSUNAMI
The day my father died was an ordinary Winter day. Nothing unusual I can remember through the mists of 34 years.
The day I walked into a storage room in the back of a house on Fraternity Row in Gainesville and found Debbie Bascomb being bangd started out with my oversleeping and scrambling to make it to a class. I was late. It was just another day.
The day Debbie told me we’d had some wonderful times “when we married” started with me worrying about a juror who’d developed sudden cold feet about the Nigel Thompson scumbag drug dealer child murder case. It was just another day.
The big days never come with a warning or an announcement. You only realize what they are afterward, when it’s too late.
OCTOBER 14, 2005 – FRIDAY - 7 P.M.
My name is William Maitland. I am the official second in command and unofficial lead prosecutor for the tri-county area of Duval, Clay and Nassau Counties in Northeast Florida. I prosecute bad people and try to clean up the messes they make in their own and other people’s lives.
For the past six months I’ve thought the mess I’ve made of my own life, over the past decade since becoming a prosecutor, was beyond redemption.
On the plus side I’ve escaped death, found out that casual sex doesn’t have to be meaningless sex, and that there really is a life beyond divorce. That last is a hard lesson that I’ve paid dearly to learn, but I’m beginning to believe there really are Second Acts in our lives.
I’ve looked into the heart of some terrible darknesses, not least of which is inside me. It’s getting harder to believe that I’m as moral and incorruptible as I once thought I was, but I tell myself that I am trying.
Right now, I am shivering a little as I walk out of the courthouse headed toward my Escalade parked down the street.
The weather in Jacksonville had swerved from unseasonably hot to chilly in the space of a week, as it was wont to do, and the temperature was already in the 50s and looking to fall into the 40s by the time it got dark. Alright, not that bad if you were a Yankee, but for an almost life-long Florida boy, it was chilly.
I had prepared, wearing a nice black turtleneck sweater over black slacks, dress black shoes, and the rest of the outfit that Dallas insisted I wear most of the time to keep the image up. I’d brought an electric razor to work with me and shaved just before I left. I reeked of cologne and didn’t think I needed a shower too badly.
I’d considered running by the condo for a quick shower, but I had a 7:30 p.m. date with Myra. While I knew she was a nice lady, I wasn’t sure how many more times I could stand her up without her getting a little peeved at me.
I should have left earlier, but there were always last minute critical things that needed doing. I was still trying to postpone Sutton’s murder one trial until Wilbur Bell slowly recovered in the hospital from a heart attack that, by all accounts, should have taken him out. Luckily he was a tough old bird and I wanted him to be able to walk into the courtroom for Sutton’s trial and testify that he had seen Sutton driving out of his mother’s Ocala home on the night that Sutton’s wife and unborn son had been murdered.
I had videotaped his testimony, but live testimony always trumped tape.
On another potential major case for me, the whole office was watching at long range the maneuvering to put the Mexican cartel warlord on trial. Nobody else had died lately, but there was an anticipation like the silence before a thunderstorm breaks. No one knew yet where the trial was headed as the feds deliberately kept their plans a deep dark secret.
On the distant horizon I watched the legal maneuvering to see where the trial of New York financial whiz kid Bobby Kelso would wind up, out of the glare of the New York City media world. It would be one of the biggest court events in years, wherever it ended up.
How often did you have a hotshot Wall Street financial whiz kid arrange for mob hits on his wife and her lover, only to change his mind at the last minute and save both their lives, while taking a bullet meant for her lover. However, a mob gunman had died after Kelso’s crisis of conscience, so the Money Man was being tried for Murder One because his plot had led to a man’s death during the commission of a crime. It was so perfect a media story with sex, love, big money, murder and the mob all mixed together. Television execs were probably having orgasms just thinking of the ratings they’d get covering his trial.
If it came to me I couldn’t even imagine how heavily the media would cover it - I’d probably have to live in the courthouse until the trial was over, but I really hoped that trial didn’t come to me. Although I was honestly worried about the cartel trial, I would have no problem sending a drug thug to his death. I would, however, have really serious misgivings about sending a man, whose wife had driven him over the edge and who yet had made the right choice in the end, to death row or lifetime imprisonment. Yes, I saw myself in him! I hadn’t tried to kill Debbie or Doug, but if things had gone differently...who knows?
I waited every day to hear a report of Paul Donnally’s body being discovered, or Paul and Paula being found somewhere in a murder/suicide. I didn’t know how I’d live with that if it turned out I’d made a very bad decision. So far, so good. They had both vanished back into comfortable anonymity, although I’d
called Gil Tucker one time and he said that Donnally was making it, day by day. He had never called Dr. Teller, but I held out hope that eventually he would.
As I slid into the Escalade I made a conscious effort to push all that out of my mind. In thirty minutes I’d, for the very first time, be walking up to Myra’s condo door and see what she looked like away from the courthouse. I still, even now, couldn’t see exactly what she saw in me. Strip away the fame from a devastated daughter’s throw-away remark after her father’s death and a reporter’s story that caught fire, and I was just another 42-year-old short, bald, divorced guy.
Whatever ‘it’ was, I was glad she saw it. Maybe if something – eventually – developed, she’d explain it to me. I was thinking of breasts, that smile and those green eyes when I heard the sudden wail of a security officer siren. I glanced in my rear view mirror to see flashing blue lights. What the hell! I looked at my speedometer and saw I was doing 60 in a 55 mph zone on I-295. There was no way that God could throw another road block in the path of my eventually meeting Myra somewhere away from both our courthouse identities.
I pulled over to the side of the road, leaving the motor running. Sometimes showing the State Attorney ID helped, not always but sometimes. The Jax deputy had barely stopped when he was out of the cruiser and striding quickly toward me. I started to get curious - this deputy wasn’t acting like a man making a traffic stop.
“Mr. Maitland?” “Yes?”
“Chief Martin says would you please – let me quote him – get your head out of your ass and turn your cell on.”
Someone up there hated me. I never turned my cell off, but this one time, one time in all the years I had worked for the State Attorney’s Office, I did. I figured one night off would not cause the world to stop turning, and the one time I try to get a little privacy, they send a cop out with flashers and sirens wailing to hunt me down. There was no justice.
I pulled it out of my pocket and punched the power button. As soon as the screen came to life the Cranberries’ “Linger” rang out and I hit the talk button.
“Did you hear about the murder this morning?”
“Which one? I know there was the guy that died in that drive-by over on Jammes and a guy’s body was found way off San Jose. Pretty busy day, but...”
The day my father died was an ordinary Winter day. Nothing unusual I can remember through the mists of 34 years.
The day I walked into a storage room in the back of a house on Fraternity Row in Gainesville and found Debbie Bascomb being bangd started out with my oversleeping and scrambling to make it to a class. I was late. It was just another day.
The day Debbie told me we’d had some wonderful times “when we married” started with me worrying about a juror who’d developed sudden cold feet about the Nigel Thompson scumbag drug dealer child murder case. It was just another day.
The big days never come with a warning or an announcement. You only realize what they are afterward, when it’s too late.
OCTOBER 14, 2005 – FRIDAY - 7 P.M.
My name is William Maitland. I am the official second in command and unofficial lead prosecutor for the tri-county area of Duval, Clay and Nassau Counties in Northeast Florida. I prosecute bad people and try to clean up the messes they make in their own and other people’s lives.
For the past six months I’ve thought the mess I’ve made of my own life, over the past decade since becoming a prosecutor, was beyond redemption.
On the plus side I’ve escaped death, found out that casual sex doesn’t have to be meaningless sex, and that there really is a life beyond divorce. That last is a hard lesson that I’ve paid dearly to learn, but I’m beginning to believe there really are Second Acts in our lives.
I’ve looked into the heart of some terrible darknesses, not least of which is inside me. It’s getting harder to believe that I’m as moral and incorruptible as I once thought I was, but I tell myself that I am trying.
Right now, I am shivering a little as I walk out of the courthouse headed toward my Escalade parked down the street.
The weather in Jacksonville had swerved from unseasonably hot to chilly in the space of a week, as it was wont to do, and the temperature was already in the 50s and looking to fall into the 40s by the time it got dark. Alright, not that bad if you were a Yankee, but for an almost life-long Florida boy, it was chilly.
I had prepared, wearing a nice black turtleneck sweater over black slacks, dress black shoes, and the rest of the outfit that Dallas insisted I wear most of the time to keep the image up. I’d brought an electric razor to work with me and shaved just before I left. I reeked of cologne and didn’t think I needed a shower too badly.
I’d considered running by the condo for a quick shower, but I had a 7:30 p.m. date with Myra. While I knew she was a nice lady, I wasn’t sure how many more times I could stand her up without her getting a little peeved at me.
I should have left earlier, but there were always last minute critical things that needed doing. I was still trying to postpone Sutton’s murder one trial until Wilbur Bell slowly recovered in the hospital from a heart attack that, by all accounts, should have taken him out. Luckily he was a tough old bird and I wanted him to be able to walk into the courtroom for Sutton’s trial and testify that he had seen Sutton driving out of his mother’s Ocala home on the night that Sutton’s wife and unborn son had been murdered.
I had videotaped his testimony, but live testimony always trumped tape.
On another potential major case for me, the whole office was watching at long range the maneuvering to put the Mexican cartel warlord on trial. Nobody else had died lately, but there was an anticipation like the silence before a thunderstorm breaks. No one knew yet where the trial was headed as the feds deliberately kept their plans a deep dark secret.
On the distant horizon I watched the legal maneuvering to see where the trial of New York financial whiz kid Bobby Kelso would wind up, out of the glare of the New York City media world. It would be one of the biggest court events in years, wherever it ended up.
How often did you have a hotshot Wall Street financial whiz kid arrange for mob hits on his wife and her lover, only to change his mind at the last minute and save both their lives, while taking a bullet meant for her lover. However, a mob gunman had died after Kelso’s crisis of conscience, so the Money Man was being tried for Murder One because his plot had led to a man’s death during the commission of a crime. It was so perfect a media story with sex, love, big money, murder and the mob all mixed together. Television execs were probably having orgasms just thinking of the ratings they’d get covering his trial.
If it came to me I couldn’t even imagine how heavily the media would cover it - I’d probably have to live in the courthouse until the trial was over, but I really hoped that trial didn’t come to me. Although I was honestly worried about the cartel trial, I would have no problem sending a drug thug to his death. I would, however, have really serious misgivings about sending a man, whose wife had driven him over the edge and who yet had made the right choice in the end, to death row or lifetime imprisonment. Yes, I saw myself in him! I hadn’t tried to kill Debbie or Doug, but if things had gone differently...who knows?
I waited every day to hear a report of Paul Donnally’s body being discovered, or Paul and Paula being found somewhere in a murder/suicide. I didn’t know how I’d live with that if it turned out I’d made a very bad decision. So far, so good. They had both vanished back into comfortable anonymity, although I’d
called Gil Tucker one time and he said that Donnally was making it, day by day. He had never called Dr. Teller, but I held out hope that eventually he would.
As I slid into the Escalade I made a conscious effort to push all that out of my mind. In thirty minutes I’d, for the very first time, be walking up to Myra’s condo door and see what she looked like away from the courthouse. I still, even now, couldn’t see exactly what she saw in me. Strip away the fame from a devastated daughter’s throw-away remark after her father’s death and a reporter’s story that caught fire, and I was just another 42-year-old short, bald, divorced guy.
Whatever ‘it’ was, I was glad she saw it. Maybe if something – eventually – developed, she’d explain it to me. I was thinking of breasts, that smile and those green eyes when I heard the sudden wail of a security officer siren. I glanced in my rear view mirror to see flashing blue lights. What the hell! I looked at my speedometer and saw I was doing 60 in a 55 mph zone on I-295. There was no way that God could throw another road block in the path of my eventually meeting Myra somewhere away from both our courthouse identities.
I pulled over to the side of the road, leaving the motor running. Sometimes showing the State Attorney ID helped, not always but sometimes. The Jax deputy had barely stopped when he was out of the cruiser and striding quickly toward me. I started to get curious - this deputy wasn’t acting like a man making a traffic stop.
“Mr. Maitland?” “Yes?”
“Chief Martin says would you please – let me quote him – get your head out of your ass and turn your cell on.”
Someone up there hated me. I never turned my cell off, but this one time, one time in all the years I had worked for the State Attorney’s Office, I did. I figured one night off would not cause the world to stop turning, and the one time I try to get a little privacy, they send a cop out with flashers and sirens wailing to hunt me down. There was no justice.
I pulled it out of my pocket and punched the power button. As soon as the screen came to life the Cranberries’ “Linger” rang out and I hit the talk button.
“Maitland.”
“Martin, to what do I owe the pleasure? You realize that I left word with the office that Brandon was taking my calls tonight. I’m flattered that you guys can’t live without me, but unless the world is ending, I really am off the clock.”“Did you hear about the murder this morning?”
“Which one? I know there was the guy that died in that drive-by over on Jammes and a guy’s body was found way off San Jose. Pretty busy day, but...”
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