[prm.patil024]

mehboob uncle had gone.. i was sitting still on chair thinking of everything n suddenly i heard shouting of favad uncle. he was shouting at worker for cleaning table. 
i got up frm chair. favad uncle was busy with customers. i slowly moved out of hotel. i didn't understand where to go. i saw at road then i realised it was same road going towards amol sir home. my brain stopped working. i lost control over myself. my eyes wer fainting. i was crying from inside. my cycle was park near tree. i just took my cycle n started walking on road. road was going towards amol sir house but i didn't know where i was going. i was just walking on unnamed journey.
1000 of things wer Going in my head. i didn't know wht time it was n from when i was roaming like mad. each thing was hitting me like hot iron on head.
it was inter city road n heavy vehicle wer passing through road.i crossed Market n residential area. now it was farm or open plot on both sides.
as i was walking a truck came very close to me n in panic i just got pushed in nearby farm. farm was resently watered n it was all muddy. i fell on thorn stem which wer kept as border for farm.
 there wer big thorn which pricked me badly on my body. each thorn was hit like a bullet in my body. some how i got up n fell on open land nearby. i was facing towards sky..i was confused tht which pain is more severe. the physical pain or mental pain or emotional pain or the heart broken pain. i was wearing shirt n pant which was torn now. my 1 sandal was broken. i was just looking like some random worker in construction site.
yes i was crying.. my heart was broken.. i was completely finished. 1000 of questions wer hitting me hard which wer going unanswered.