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Chapter 6: The Weight of Twenty-Four Hours
The hotel suite had gone quiet. Saroja had left an hour ago, her footsteps fading down the marble corridor, the soft ding of the lift swallowing her whole. Muthu Pandi stood at the window, whisky in hand, watching the city glitter below. His knuckle throbbed—a dull, familiar ache. The scar was pale against his dark skin.
Three days, he thought. Then she’s mine.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t need to.
---
In Porur, the fan creaked—krr, krr—and Chithra lay on the cot beside Aaryan, her body rigid under the thin cotton sheet. Vijay hadn’t come to bed. She could hear him in the living room, the TV muted, the occasional clink of a glass. He was drinking. He never drank.
Her hands trembled. She pressed them flat against the mattress, but the shaking wouldn’t stop.
Twenty-four hours.
The thought landed like a stone in her chest.
She turned her head. Aaryan slept with his mouth open, his small fingers curled around the edge of the pillow. She reached for his hand, held it, felt the warmth of his skin against her palm.
And then the memories came. Not in order. Not gently. Just—flood.
---
Jayashree. Her mother.
Chithra had been nine when she first understood that her mother was different from the other mothers in the neighborhood. No father at the dinner table. No thali around Jayashree’s neck. Just a woman who worked at a tailoring shop, came home tired, and never spoke of the man she’d married for two years before it ended.
“Misunderstandings,” the relatives said. “Nothing more.”
But Chithra had seen the way her mother flinched when men raised their voices. Had seen the way she locked her bedroom door at night. Had seen the photograph hidden in the back of the almirah—a young Jayashree, smiling, next to a man whose face had been scratched out with a fingernail.
No one knew the real reason for the divorce. No one asked.
Chithra never asked either.
---
The matrimonial site had been Vijay’s idea. A profile, a few photos, a phone call. He was from Chennai, worked at a software MNC, had a good salary. Chithra’s relatives nodded approvingly. Good match.
They married on December 13, 2022. Pudhur, Madurai. A small ceremony, a borrowed mandapam, a borrowed happiness.
The first night.
Vijay sat on the edge of the bed in Chithra’s childhood room, his hands folded in his lap. He was nervous. She could see it in the way he kept checking his phone, the way he cleared his throat every few minutes.
Downstairs, the TV blared. Bigg Boss Tamil season 5. The theme music—dhin-dhin-dhin—rattled the walls.
Chithra sat beside her mother on the sofa, a steel tumbler of milk growing cold in her hand. They discussed the contestants. Who would be evicted. Who was playing dirty. Who deserved to win.
11:30 PM.
Jayashree nudged her. “Go, kanna. He’s waiting.”
Chithra climbed the stairs like a prisoner walking to the gallows. She pushed open the door. Vijay looked up, hopeful.
She was still in her chudidhar, the shawl wrapped tight around her shoulders. No milk in hand. No smile.
He reached for her—just a hand on her arm.
She jumped. Bounced off the bed like a rubber ball, landing near the door.
“Chithra?”
“I—I’m sorry.” Her voice shook. “I’m not—I don’t—”
He stared at her. Then he sighed. A long, weary sound.
“Come. Sleep.” He patted the mattress. “Just sleep.”
She lay down on the far edge, facing the wall. He didn’t touch her again.
---
The second night was worse.
Vijay tried again. A gentle hand on her waist. A whispered question.
Chithra sat up. Her eyes were wide. “Do you know anthakshari?”
“What?”
“Anthakshari. The game. We can play. You sing a line, I sing the next—”
“Chithra.” His voice cracked. “I don’t want to play anthakshari.”
She didn’t understand why he looked so frustrated. She was offering him a game. A fun game.
He turned his back. “Forget it.”
---
A week passed. Then another.
One night, Vijay turned off the lights. Click. The room went black.
“Just let me touch you,” he whispered. “Nothing else. Just touch.”
She let him. His hand on her shoulder. Her hip. Her knee. He didn’t go further. He didn’t dare.
She lay still as a corpse.
---
Aaryan was born a year later.
The four times they’d had sex—all of them before the baby—were quick, silent, lights-off affairs. Chithra had counted them like beads on a string. Four. Just enough to conceive.
After Aaryan, she stopped letting him near her entirely.
“I’m tired.” “The baby needs me.” “My stomach hurts.”
Excuses. All of them.
And then—the urine trick.
She stopped washing after urinating. Let the smell cling to her skin, her thighs. She knew it was disgusting. That was the point.
Vijay noticed. Of course he noticed. He stopped reaching for her. Stopped asking. Stopped hoping.
It worked. It worked to such an extend that vijay stopped sleeping with her and her son in the same room the day she understood chithra was pregnant ... Chithra did her duty as wife like cooking, keeping home cleaning and taking care of aaryan... But was that the only thing vijay wanted??? Till date she kissed vijay only 20 times that includes 4 times when they had sex...
---
But here was the truth, the one she’d never said aloud, not even to herself:
She didn’t hate Vijay. She never had.
She simply didn’t love him either.
Not the way a wife should. Not the way the movies showed. Not the way her mother had once loved the man whose face was scratched out of a photograph.
Chithra had never loved anyone. Not before marriage. Not after.
She didn’t know what love-making was supposed to feel like. Didn’t know if she was broken. Didn’t know if her mother’s divorce had planted something in her—a fear, a frost—that had frozen her from the inside.
She only knew that when Vijay touched her, she wanted to run.
And now—
Now a stranger was going to touch her. Not for a baby. Not for a marriage. For money. For a house. For a debt.
Her breath hitched. Aaryan stirred beside her.
She held his hand tighter.
Amma, he murmured in his sleep. Amma.
Tears slid down her cheeks. She didn’t wipe them.
---
The fan creaked. Krr, krr.
Outside, a dog barked. A temple bell clanged—dhong, dhong—distant and hollow.
Chithra closed her eyes.
Twenty-four hours.
She didn’t know what would happen to her. She didn’t know who she’d be when it was over.
But she knew one thing.
She would hold Aaryan’s hand until the very last second.
And then she would let go....
The hotel suite had gone quiet. Saroja had left an hour ago, her footsteps fading down the marble corridor, the soft ding of the lift swallowing her whole. Muthu Pandi stood at the window, whisky in hand, watching the city glitter below. His knuckle throbbed—a dull, familiar ache. The scar was pale against his dark skin.
Three days, he thought. Then she’s mine.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t need to.
---
In Porur, the fan creaked—krr, krr—and Chithra lay on the cot beside Aaryan, her body rigid under the thin cotton sheet. Vijay hadn’t come to bed. She could hear him in the living room, the TV muted, the occasional clink of a glass. He was drinking. He never drank.
Her hands trembled. She pressed them flat against the mattress, but the shaking wouldn’t stop.
Twenty-four hours.
The thought landed like a stone in her chest.
She turned her head. Aaryan slept with his mouth open, his small fingers curled around the edge of the pillow. She reached for his hand, held it, felt the warmth of his skin against her palm.
And then the memories came. Not in order. Not gently. Just—flood.
---
Jayashree. Her mother.
Chithra had been nine when she first understood that her mother was different from the other mothers in the neighborhood. No father at the dinner table. No thali around Jayashree’s neck. Just a woman who worked at a tailoring shop, came home tired, and never spoke of the man she’d married for two years before it ended.
“Misunderstandings,” the relatives said. “Nothing more.”
But Chithra had seen the way her mother flinched when men raised their voices. Had seen the way she locked her bedroom door at night. Had seen the photograph hidden in the back of the almirah—a young Jayashree, smiling, next to a man whose face had been scratched out with a fingernail.
No one knew the real reason for the divorce. No one asked.
Chithra never asked either.
---
The matrimonial site had been Vijay’s idea. A profile, a few photos, a phone call. He was from Chennai, worked at a software MNC, had a good salary. Chithra’s relatives nodded approvingly. Good match.
They married on December 13, 2022. Pudhur, Madurai. A small ceremony, a borrowed mandapam, a borrowed happiness.
The first night.
Vijay sat on the edge of the bed in Chithra’s childhood room, his hands folded in his lap. He was nervous. She could see it in the way he kept checking his phone, the way he cleared his throat every few minutes.
Downstairs, the TV blared. Bigg Boss Tamil season 5. The theme music—dhin-dhin-dhin—rattled the walls.
Chithra sat beside her mother on the sofa, a steel tumbler of milk growing cold in her hand. They discussed the contestants. Who would be evicted. Who was playing dirty. Who deserved to win.
11:30 PM.
Jayashree nudged her. “Go, kanna. He’s waiting.”
Chithra climbed the stairs like a prisoner walking to the gallows. She pushed open the door. Vijay looked up, hopeful.
She was still in her chudidhar, the shawl wrapped tight around her shoulders. No milk in hand. No smile.
He reached for her—just a hand on her arm.
She jumped. Bounced off the bed like a rubber ball, landing near the door.
“Chithra?”
“I—I’m sorry.” Her voice shook. “I’m not—I don’t—”
He stared at her. Then he sighed. A long, weary sound.
“Come. Sleep.” He patted the mattress. “Just sleep.”
She lay down on the far edge, facing the wall. He didn’t touch her again.
---
The second night was worse.
Vijay tried again. A gentle hand on her waist. A whispered question.
Chithra sat up. Her eyes were wide. “Do you know anthakshari?”
“What?”
“Anthakshari. The game. We can play. You sing a line, I sing the next—”
“Chithra.” His voice cracked. “I don’t want to play anthakshari.”
She didn’t understand why he looked so frustrated. She was offering him a game. A fun game.
He turned his back. “Forget it.”
---
A week passed. Then another.
One night, Vijay turned off the lights. Click. The room went black.
“Just let me touch you,” he whispered. “Nothing else. Just touch.”
She let him. His hand on her shoulder. Her hip. Her knee. He didn’t go further. He didn’t dare.
She lay still as a corpse.
---
Aaryan was born a year later.
The four times they’d had sex—all of them before the baby—were quick, silent, lights-off affairs. Chithra had counted them like beads on a string. Four. Just enough to conceive.
After Aaryan, she stopped letting him near her entirely.
“I’m tired.” “The baby needs me.” “My stomach hurts.”
Excuses. All of them.
And then—the urine trick.
She stopped washing after urinating. Let the smell cling to her skin, her thighs. She knew it was disgusting. That was the point.
Vijay noticed. Of course he noticed. He stopped reaching for her. Stopped asking. Stopped hoping.
It worked. It worked to such an extend that vijay stopped sleeping with her and her son in the same room the day she understood chithra was pregnant ... Chithra did her duty as wife like cooking, keeping home cleaning and taking care of aaryan... But was that the only thing vijay wanted??? Till date she kissed vijay only 20 times that includes 4 times when they had sex...
---
But here was the truth, the one she’d never said aloud, not even to herself:
She didn’t hate Vijay. She never had.
She simply didn’t love him either.
Not the way a wife should. Not the way the movies showed. Not the way her mother had once loved the man whose face was scratched out of a photograph.
Chithra had never loved anyone. Not before marriage. Not after.
She didn’t know what love-making was supposed to feel like. Didn’t know if she was broken. Didn’t know if her mother’s divorce had planted something in her—a fear, a frost—that had frozen her from the inside.
She only knew that when Vijay touched her, she wanted to run.
And now—
Now a stranger was going to touch her. Not for a baby. Not for a marriage. For money. For a house. For a debt.
Her breath hitched. Aaryan stirred beside her.
She held his hand tighter.
Amma, he murmured in his sleep. Amma.
Tears slid down her cheeks. She didn’t wipe them.
---
The fan creaked. Krr, krr.
Outside, a dog barked. A temple bell clanged—dhong, dhong—distant and hollow.
Chithra closed her eyes.
Twenty-four hours.
She didn’t know what would happen to her. She didn’t know who she’d be when it was over.
But she knew one thing.
She would hold Aaryan’s hand until the very last second.
And then she would let go....
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