My Friend Wants My Mother
Chapter 1: The Heat of Chennai
The morning sun hit the narrow streets of Adyar with the kind of intensity that only Chennai in late April could deliver. The heat was not just a temperature reading on a thermometer; it was a living thing, a presence that wrapped itself around every person, every building, every tree, squeezing sweat from pores before a person even realized they were perspiring. The air carried the smell of jasmine flowers from the roadside vendor mixed with the exhaust from passing auto-rickshaws and the faint, lingering aroma of filter coffee that seemed to permeate every residential lane in this part of the city.
Vinay woke up to the sound of his alarm clock blaring at 6:30 AM, the sharp electronic beep cutting through the humid stillness of his small bedroom. He lay there for a moment, staring at the ceiling fan that spun lazily, moving the hot air around without actually cooling anything. The paint on the ceiling was peeling in one corner, a brown water stain that had been there for as long as he could remember. His father kept saying he would fix it, but somehow there was always something more urgent—college fees, medical bills, the rising cost of groceries.
Vinay was twenty years old, a second-year student at Loyola College pursuing his Bachelor's degree in Commerce. He was an average young man in many ways, neither particularly tall nor particularly short, standing at about five feet eight inches. He had the lean build of someone who had not yet filled out into adulthood completely, with narrow shoulders and a waist that still showed the boyishness of his teenage years. His face was pleasant enough, with dark eyes that held a certain gentleness and a smile that came easily when he was comfortable. He wore his hair short, cropped close to his scalp to deal with the heat, and his skin had the medium-brown tone that came from spending time under the chennai sun.
He pushed himself up from the thin mattress that sat on a wooden cot, the bedsheet damp with his overnight sweat. Even at this early hour, the room felt like an oven. He walked to the small window and pushed aside the curtain, looking out at the lane below. The street was already coming alive. Mrs. Lakshmi from the ground floor was drawing the traditional kolam in front of her doorway, the white powder creating intricate patterns on the concrete. The milkman had already made his rounds, and Vinay could see the empty milk packets stacked near the compound wall.
"Vinay! Are you awake?" His mother's voice called from the kitchen, carrying that particular tone that all mothers seem to possess—a mixture of concern and command that brooked no argument.
"Yes, Amma, I am up," Vinay called back, reaching for his towel and the bucket of water he had filled the previous night. Cold water baths were a necessity in this weather, though by the time he finished drying off, he would already be sweating again.
The bathroom was small, just a toilet and a shower area separated by a curtain, located at the end of the narrow corridor that connected the two bedrooms to the living room. Vinay poured the water over himself, gasping slightly at the initial shock of the coolness against his heated skin. He scrubbed himself quickly with the soap, the familiar smell filling the tiny space. As he washed, he thought about the day ahead—classes from nine to one, then maybe lunch at the college canteen with some friends, and then the long bus ride back home through the chaotic Chennai traffic.
Vinay lived in a modest apartment on the second floor of a three-story building located in a residential colony near the Adyar bus depot. The building was old, built sometime in the late 1980s, with peeling exterior paint and iron grilles on the windows that had begun to rust. Their apartment consisted of two bedrooms, a small living room that doubled as a dining area, a kitchen that was just large enough for one person to move around comfortably, and the small bathroom. The floors were covered with mosaic tiles that had lost their shine decades ago, and the walls were painted in a shade of cream that had yellowed with age and cooking smoke.
But it was home. It was the only home Vinay had ever known. His father, Rajesh Kumar, worked as a supervisor at a manufacturing unit in Guindy, leaving early every morning and returning late in the evening, his body tired from standing all day and managing workers. His mother, Madhu, was forty-two years old, a woman who had spent twenty years of her life raising her son and managing this household, and who now, in the last three years, had taken on the additional responsibility of working from home as a data entry operator for a small IT company based in OMR.
Vinay finished his bath and dressed in his college clothes—light cotton pants and a simple polo shirt that would hopefully keep him somewhat cool during the day. He walked into the living room where his mother was setting the table for breakfast.
Madhu was a woman who carried her years with a quiet dignity. She was not what anyone would call strikingly beautiful in the conventional sense, but there was a warmth to her face, a softness in her eyes, that made people feel comfortable around her. She stood at five feet four inches, with a figure that had filled out over the years from the slim girl she had been in her youth to a more mature, rounded form. Her hair, which she kept oiled and braided in a long plait that reached her waist, was showing strands of grey at the temples, though she was too practical to bother with dyeing it. Her skin was the color of wheat, with the slight unevenness of tone that came from years of cooking over stoves and cleaning under the harsh Chennai sun.
She was wearing a simple cotton nightie, a pale blue one with small white flowers printed on it, that reached her calves. It was her standard morning attire, practical and comfortable for doing household work before she changed into her day clothes. The nightie was slightly faded from repeated washing, the fabric soft and thin from use.
"Sit, sit, the idlis are getting cold," Madhu said, placing a plate of steaming white idlis on the table alongside a small bowl of sambar and another of coconut chutney.
Vinay sat down on the floor mat, crossing his legs in the traditional style, and took the plate his mother handed him. "Where is Appa?" he asked, breaking an idli and dipping it into the sambar.
"He left early today. Some problem at the factory, they called him in at six," Madhu said, sitting down opposite him with her own plate. "He said he will try to come home early, but you know how it is."
Vinay nodded, chewing thoughtfully. His father worked hard, there was no doubt about that. The manufacturing unit had been struggling since the pandemic, and Rajesh often came home worried about layoffs and cost-cutting. But he never complained, at least not in front of his son. He was a man of few words, expressing his love through actions rather than sentiment—making sure Vinay had money for books, ensuring the tuition fees were paid on time, checking that the bike was filled with petrol.
"How is college?" Madhu asked, pouring her son a glass of water. "Are you understanding the accounts subject? You said you were having trouble with it last week."
"It is getting better, Amma. I stayed back yesterday and asked the professor to explain the balance sheet preparation again. I think I understand it now," Vinay said. He appreciated that his mother took interest in his studies, even though she had never been to college herself. She had completed her collegeing and then married his father at nineteen, becoming a wife and then a mother before she had really experienced adulthood.
"That is good. Do not hesitate to ask for help. Education is the only thing we can give you, Vinay. We do not have property or gold to leave behind. Your knowledge is your wealth," Madhu said, and Vinay recognized the speech she had given him variations of throughout his life.
"I know, Amma," he said softly.
They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes, the only sounds being the clinking of steel plates and the distant honking of vehicles from the main road. This was their routine, this quiet morning time together before the day swallowed them up in its demands.
"By the way," Madhu said, wiping her mouth with the end of her saree pallu, "your friend called yesterday evening when you were out. Gautham, is it?"
Vinay looked up, surprised. "Gautham called here? He has my mobile number."
"He said your phone was switched off. He wanted to know if you could meet him today after college," Madhu said, gathering the empty plates. "I told him you usually come home by four, but I did not promise anything. You can call him back."
Vinay pulled out his phone and checked. Indeed, the battery had died sometime yesterday and he had forgotten to charge it. He plugged it into the charger near the television set and turned to his mother. "Thanks, Amma. I will call him from college."
Gautham. Just the mention of his name brought a complicated mix of feelings to Vinay's chest. They had been friends since they were five years old, their families having lived in the same neighborhood before Gautham's parents moved to a different part of the city. They had gone to the same college, sat on the same bench in classes six through ten, shared tiffin boxes and secrets. Gautham had been the bold one, the leader, while Vinay had been content to follow. Even now, though they saw each other less frequently due to Vinay's college schedule and Gautham's work, there was a bond between them that years had not eroded.
But lately, Vinay had begun to feel a distance growing, not because they argued or fought, but because they were becoming different people. Vinay was focused on his studies, determined to get a good degree and a stable job, maybe an MBA after graduation. Gautham, on the other hand, had finished his twelve standard and declared that he was done with education. He had started working at his uncle's real estate agency in T. Nagar, helping with property dealings and commissions. He had also, Vinay knew, developed habits and attitudes that sometimes made Vinay uncomfortable.
Gautham had discovered the gym two years ago, and he had transformed his body from the skinny boy they had both been into something else entirely. He was muscular now, with broad shoulders and arms that strained against his shirt sleeves. He worked out obsessively, spending two hours every evening at the local gym near his house, and he had developed a swagger, a confidence with women that Vinay both admired and envied. Gautham talked about women constantly—their bodies, what he wanted to do with them, what he had done with them. He claimed to have slept with multiple women, married women mostly, and he described these encounters with a graphic detail that made Vinay blush and look away.
Vinay himself had little experience with women. There had been a girl in his tuition class in twelfth standard that he had liked, but he had never worked up the courage to tell her. He had kissed a girl once, at a college fest, a quick, awkward peck behind the auditorium that had left him feeling more embarrassed than excited. Compared to Gautham's tales of conquest, Vinay felt like a child, inexperienced and naive.
"Do you want more idlis?" Madhu asked, breaking into his thoughts.
"No, Amma, I am full. I should leave soon or I will miss the bus," Vinay said, standing up and stretching.
Madhu nodded, taking his plate to the kitchen sink. "Take the umbrella. The weather report says it might rain in the afternoon, though with this heat, I doubt it."
Vinay smiled. His mother always worried about him getting wet in the rain, as if a little water would melt him. But he took the compact black umbrella from the stand near the door anyway, tucking it into his backpack. "I will be back by four or five, Amma. Do you need anything from the market?"
"No, nothing. Just come home safely. And call that Gautham boy. He seemed eager to talk to you," Madhu said, waving him off.
Vinay stepped out of the apartment, closing the door behind him and making sure it was locked. The heat hit him immediately, a wall of warmth that seemed to push against his chest. He walked down the narrow staircase, nodding at Mr. Venkatesh from the first floor who was climbing up with a bag of vegetables.
"Going to college, Vinay?" the old man asked.
"Yes, uncle. Good morning."
"Study well, study well. These are your golden years," Mr. Venkatesh said with the sage nod of the elderly, as if Vinay did not know that he was supposed to be studying.
Vinay emerged onto the street, joining the stream of humanity that flowed toward the bus stop. The lane was narrow, just wide enough for a car and a motorcycle to pass each other with careful maneuvering. On either side, buildings rose up—some apartment complexes like his own, others independent houses with small front courtyards where tulsi plants grew in decorated pots. Women were drawing water from the municipal taps, filling plastic pots and metal vessels, chatting with each other about prices of vegetables and the latest serial episodes. Children in college uniforms hurried along, some holding their parents' hands, others running ahead in groups, their college bags bouncing on their backs.
The Adyar bus depot was a ten-minute walk from Vinay's house, and he covered the distance at a brisk pace, trying to stay in the shade of the buildings as much as possible. The main road was chaos as always—buses belching diesel fumes, cars honking incessantly, motorcycles weaving through gaps that seemed impossibly narrow, and pedestrians darting across the road whenever there was a momentary break in the traffic. Vinay waited at the bus stop with a crowd of other students and office-goers, all of them sweating and fanning themselves with newspapers or hands.
When the 21G bus finally arrived, there was the usual scramble to board, bodies pressing against each other in the narrow doorway. Vinay managed to squeeze in, finding a standing spot near the middle door, holding onto the overhead rail as the bus lurched forward. The journey to Loyola College took about forty minutes on a good day, longer if the traffic was bad, which it usually was. Vinay spent the time looking out at the passing city—the shops opening for business, the tea stalls where men gathered for their morning dose of caffeine and conversation, the temples with their bells ringing and devotees entering with folded hands.
Chennai was a city of contrasts, Vinay thought, not for the first time. It was ancient and modern, sacred and profane, rich and poor, all existing side by side in a chaotic harmony that somehow worked. There were the gleaming IT parks in OMR and the traditional households in Mylapore where rituals had not changed in centuries. There were the luxury cars in Besant Nagar and the cycle rickshaws in the narrow lanes of George Town. It was a city that demanded resilience from its inhabitants, a city that tested you with its heat, its crowds, its noise, and its relentless pace.
The bus deposited Vinay near the college gate, and he walked the remaining distance, joining the throngs of students entering the campus. Loyola College was a prestigious institution, known for its academic excellence and its beautiful, tree-filled campus. After the cramped lanes of Adyar, the openness of the college grounds was a relief. Vinay made his way to the commerce block, greeting a few classmates as he walked.
The morning passed in a blur of lectures—Financial Accounting, Business Law, Economics. Vinay took notes diligently, trying to focus on the professor's words rather than the heat that built up in the classroom as the hours passed. The ceiling fans spun overhead, but they were insufficient for the number of students packed into the room. By the time the lunch break arrived, Vinay's shirt was sticking to his back and his mind felt like it was filled with cotton wool.
He ate his lunch in the canteen with two classmates, Arun and Karthik, sharing a table near the window where there was at least some movement of air. They discussed the upcoming internals, the cricket match that India had won against Australia, and the new movie that had released that weekend. It was normal college conversation, the kind that Vinay enjoyed, the kind that made him feel like he was part of something, moving forward in his life toward a future that held promise.
After the final class ended at one o'clock, Vinay found a quiet spot under a banyan tree and finally called Gautham. The phone rang three times before his friend picked up.
"Vinay! Finally, you call back. Where have you been hiding, da?" Gautham's voice was loud and cheerful, carrying that energy that Vinay had always found infectious.
"I was in class, Gautham. My phone died yesterday. What's up?"
"Nothing much, just wanted to meet. It has been two weeks since I saw you. Come to the beach in the evening? We can sit at that chai place near the lighthouse," Gautham said.
Vinay hesitated. He had planned to go home and study, but he also knew that he had been neglecting his friend. "Okay, I will come. But I have to leave by six-thirty. I have a test tomorrow."
"Sure, sure, no problem. Just come, I have something interesting to tell you," Gautham said, and there was a tone in his voice that Vinay recognized—a hint of mischief, of secrets to be shared.
"Interesting how?" Vinay asked.
"You will see. Just come. And hey, wear something decent. Not those old college pants," Gautham said before hanging up.
Vinay looked at his phone, puzzled. What did Gautham mean by "wear something decent"? It was just an evening at the beach, not a party or a date. But Gautham had always been particular about appearances, especially lately. He had developed a taste for branded clothes, for styling his hair with expensive products, for wearing sunglasses that cost more than Vinay's monthly pocket money.
Vinay took the bus back to Adyar, getting off at his stop and walking home through the afternoon heat. The sun was merciless now, beating down with an intensity that made the tar on the roads soft and sticky. By the time he reached his apartment building, his shirt was completely soaked through with sweat.
He climbed the stairs and entered the apartment, calling out, "Amma, I am home."
"In here," Madhu called from her bedroom.
Vinay walked to his own room and changed into a fresh set of clothes—a clean pair of jeans and a simple black t-shirt. He splashed water on his face at the kitchen sink, feeling the immediate relief of coolness against his heated skin.
Madhu emerged from her room, having changed from her morning nightie into a cotton saree, a light green one with a simple border. She had her hair tied back in a bun, and there was a slight sheen of sweat on her forehead from her own work. She spent her mornings doing household chores—cooking, cleaning, washing clothes—and then her afternoons working on the laptop, entering data into spreadsheets for the IT company that employed her remotely.
"Back early?" she asked.
"Yes, class got over at one. Amma, I am going out in the evening. Gautham wants to meet. I will be back by seven," Vinay said.
Madhu nodded. "Okay. But do not be late. Your father is coming home early today, remember? He wanted to talk to you about something."
"Talk to me? About what?" Vinay asked, surprised. His father rarely initiated conversations about serious matters; usually, it was Madhu who handled the emotional discussions in the family.
"I do not know. Something about your future, I think. He mentioned wanting to discuss whether you should start preparing for CAT or some other entrance exam after your degree," Madhu said. "But it can wait until tomorrow if you are not back in time. Do not worry."
Vinay felt a small knot of anxiety in his stomach. The future. It was the one topic that could always trigger this feeling—the sense that time was moving too fast, that he was not prepared, that the safety of his student life was ending and the uncertain world of adulthood was waiting to swallow him up.
"I will try to be back by seven," he said.
Madhu looked at him for a moment, her eyes softening. "Do not look so worried, Vinay. Whatever it is, we will figure it out together. Go, meet your friend. Enjoy yourself a little. You study too much these days."
Vinay smiled at his mother's reassurance. She had always been able to read his moods, sometimes better than he could read them himself. "Thanks, Amma. I will see you later."
He left the apartment again, stepping out into the late afternoon. The sun was beginning its descent toward the horizon, but the heat had not abated. If anything, it felt worse, the humidity rising as the moisture from the morning evaporated into the atmosphere.
Vinay took an auto-rickshaw to Marina Beach, deciding that the bus would take too long and he wanted to have enough time with Gautham before he had to return home. The auto weaved through the traffic, the driver negotiating the chaotic Chennai roads with the aggressive confidence that all auto drivers seemed to possess. They passed through T. Nagar, with its crowded streets and glittering textile shops, then through Mylapore with its ancient temple towers visible above the buildings, and finally reached the stretch of road that ran parallel to the beach.
Marina Beach was one of the longest urban beaches in the world, a stretch of sand and sea that defined Chennai as much as any temple or monument. Even on a weekday evening, it was crowded—families picnicking on the sand, young couples walking hand in hand, children flying kites, vendors selling everything from roasted corn to plastic toys. The Bay of Bengal stretched out to the horizon, the water a dark grey-green under the evening sky.
Vinay paid the auto driver and walked toward the lighthouse area, where Gautham had said they would meet. He spotted his friend sitting at a small tea stall, a plastic chair tilted back as he sipped from a glass of chai. Gautham was wearing a tight black t-shirt that showed off his muscular arms, and jeans that fit him perfectly. His hair was styled upward in the front, and he wore sunglasses despite the fact that the sun was beginning to set.
"Vinay! Over here!" Gautham called out, waving.
Vinay walked over and took the chair opposite his friend. "You look like you are trying to impress someone," he said, smiling.
Gautham laughed, a loud, confident sound. "Always, my friend. Always. You never know who is watching. Look at you, by the way. Same old college boy look. When are you going to grow up and start dressing like a man?"
Vinay looked down at his simple t-shirt and jeans. "What is wrong with how I dress?"
"Nothing, if you are going to class. But we are at the beach, da. This is where the magic happens. See that girl over there?" Gautham pointed with his chin toward a group of young women walking on the sand. "The one in the yellow top. She has been looking this way for the last ten minutes. You think she would look if I was wearing what you are wearing?"
Vinay shook his head, amused by his friend's vanity. "Gautham, not everyone wants to be looked at by random girls."
"That is where you are wrong, my innocent friend. Everyone wants to be looked at. It is human nature. We all want to be desired," Gautham said, finishing his chai and signaling the vendor for another. "So, how is college? Still buried in books?"
"Yes, exams are coming up. And you? How is the real estate business?"
Gautham shrugged his broad shoulders. "Same as always. Some days you make a commission, some days you don't. But I am not worried about money. I have other... sources of income."
Vinay raised an eyebrow. "What does that mean?"
Gautham leaned forward, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "Remember that lady I told you about last month? The one from Velachery? Her husband is some IT manager who travels abroad frequently. Well, let's just say she is very... grateful... for my company when he is away."
Vinay felt his face heat up. "Gautham, you are still doing that? Sleeping with married women?"
"Why not? They are the best, Vinay. No complications, no expectations of marriage, just pure physical pleasure. And they are so grateful, you know? Their husbands ignore them, work all the time, come home tired and just sleep. These women are hungry for attention, for touch. And I give them what they need," Gautham said, his eyes gleaming with a mixture of pride and something else—something darker that Vinay could not quite identify.
"I don't know, Gautham. It seems... wrong. What if the husband finds out? What if someone gets hurt?" Vinay said.
Gautham waved his hand dismissively. "Life is short, Vinay. Too short to worry about all that. And anyway, these women know what they are doing. They are not children. They make their choices. I am just... helping them fulfill their needs."
The tea vendor brought Gautham his second glass, and he sipped it slowly, looking out at the sea. "But that is not why I called you here today. I have news. Big news."
"What kind of news?"
"I am moving. My parents finally agreed to let me rent my own place. A one-bedroom apartment in T. Nagar, near the bus depot. I am tired of living under their rules, you know? I want my own space, my own freedom. No one asking where I am going, when I am coming back, who I am with," Gautham said.
Vinay felt a pang of something—envy, perhaps? Gautham was out there living his life, making his own decisions, while Vinay was still in his parents' house, following their rules, dependent on them for everything. "That is great, Gautham. Congratulations."
"Thanks. And here is the thing—I want you to help me move. This weekend. I have some furniture, some things to transport. Your father's scooter has a carrier, right? We can make a few trips. I will pay for the petrol, obviously, and I will buy you dinner," Gautham said.
Vinay thought about it. It would mean missing a day of studying, but Gautham was his friend, and friends helped each other. "Okay, I will help. But I need to be back by evening. I told Amma I would study for the test."
"Sure, sure. We will start early, finish early. Speaking of your Amma, how is she?" Gautham asked casually, swirling the last of his tea in the glass.
"She is fine. Busy as always with work and housework," Vinay said.
"I have never met her, you know. All these years of friendship, and I have never seen your mother," Gautham said, looking at Vinay with an expression that was hard to read. "Is she very strict? Does she check your phone and all that?"
Vinay laughed. "No, nothing like that. She is... normal. Just a normal mother. She worries about me, cooks for me, asks if I have eaten. The usual."
"And she works also, right? From home?" Gautham asked.
"Yes, data entry for some IT company. She says it helps with the expenses, though I think Appa does not like her working. He feels it is his responsibility to earn for the family," Vinay said.
Gautham nodded slowly. "Traditional man. I understand. But it is good that she works. Keeps the mind active. How does she look? I mean, is she one of those mothers who still dress up and all, or has she given up and become the typical aunty type?"
Vinay frowned slightly, puzzled by the question. "Why do you want to know how my mother looks?"
Gautham laughed again, but this time there was an edge to it. "Just curious, da. You never talk about her, so I am wondering if she is some kind of secret or what. Relax, I am not going to steal your mother."
Vinay relaxed, feeling silly for his suspicion. "She is just normal, I told you. She wears sarees when she goes out, nighties at home. Nothing special."
"Nighties, huh? Cotton ones or those fancy ones?" Gautham asked, and then immediately held up his hand. "Sorry, sorry, that was a weird question. Forget it. I was just making conversation."
Vinay let it go, though something about the exchange felt odd to him. "Anyway, I should start heading back. I told Amma I would be home by seven."
"Sure, sure. Thanks for coming, Vinay. And remember, this Saturday, early morning. I will message you the address," Gautham said, standing up and stretching. His t-shirt rode up slightly, revealing a strip of his muscular stomach.
They walked together toward the road, and Gautham stopped at a cigarette vendor to buy a pack of Wills Classic. He offered one to Vinay, who refused. Vinay had tried smoking once, in tenth standard, and had coughed so violently that he had never tried again.
"Still the good boy, I see," Gautham teased, lighting his cigarette. "Never smoke, never drink, never look at girls. When are you going to live a little, Vinay?"
"I live," Vinay said defensively. "Just differently than you."
"That is true. Very differently. But that is okay. We can be different and still be friends. That is what makes life interesting," Gautham said, blowing smoke into the humid air. "Go on, go home to your Amma. Tell her I said hello. And tell her I would love to meet her someday. Any mother of my best friend is like a mother to me also."
Vinay nodded and waved goodbye, walking toward the bus stop. As he waited for the bus, he looked back once and saw Gautham still standing there, smoking his cigarette and watching the people pass by, his sunglasses reflecting the evening light. There was something about his posture, something predatory and alert, like a hunter surveying his territory.
But Vinay shook off the thought. Gautham was his friend. They had known each other for fifteen years. Whatever strange vibes he was getting, they were probably just in his imagination, a result of his own insecurities and his friend's more confident personality.
The bus ride home was crowded and hot, but Vinay barely noticed. He was thinking about what Gautham had said about living life, about taking risks. Was he really too careful? Was he missing out on experiences that he would regret not having later?
When he reached home, it was past seven. His father was already there, sitting in the living room with a glass of water, still in his work clothes. Rajesh Kumar was a man of fifty, with a face that looked older than his years, lined with worry and hard work. He was thin, with a slight stoop to his shoulders that had developed over years of bending over machinery and paperwork.
"Appa," Vinay greeted, touching his father's feet in the traditional gesture of respect.
"Vinay. Sit. I wanted to talk to you," Rajesh said, his voice serious.
Vinay sat on the floor opposite his father, while Madhu came out of the kitchen and sat on the chair nearby, her work done for the day. She had changed into a nightie again, a pink one this time, and her hair was loose, falling around her shoulders.
"Your mother and I have been discussing your future," Rajesh began. "You are in second year now. Next year will be your final year. Have you thought about what comes after?"
Vinay nodded. "I want to do an MBA, Appa. Or maybe try for a government job. I have not decided yet."
"MBA is expensive," Rajesh said bluntly. "Government job is good, stable, but very difficult to get. I think you should start preparing for bank exams also. Keep your options open. And you should start looking for internships, part-time work. Get some experience."
"I will, Appa. I was actually thinking of applying for some internships this summer," Vinay said.
"That is good. Do not wait until the last moment. Time moves fast, Vinay. Before you know it, you will be thirty, married, with children of your own. You need to have your foundation solid by then," Rajesh said. He rarely spoke this much, and Vinay could tell that his father had been thinking about this for some time.
"I understand, Appa. I will start looking seriously from next week," Vinay promised.
Rajesh nodded, seeming satisfied. "Okay. That is all I wanted to say. Now go, eat your dinner. "
Vinay ate dinner with his parents, the conversation shifting to lighter topics—the neighbor's daughter who had gotten engaged, the price of onions that had risen again, the new serial that Madhu was watching. It was normal family talk, comforting in its predictability.
After dinner, Vinay retreated to his room to study. He opened his accounts textbook and tried to focus on the concepts of depreciation and amortization, but his mind kept wandering back to the beach, to Gautham's words, to the strange questions about his mother. There was something about the way Gautham had asked about her that bothered him, but he could not put his finger on exactly what it was.
He pushed the thought aside and forced himself to concentrate on his studies. The test was important, and he could not afford to fail. His father's words echoed in his mind—time moves fast. He needed to build his future, brick by brick, moment by moment.
Outside his window, the sounds of the city continued—the distant traffic, the occasional shout from the street, the bark of a stray dog. Chennai never truly slept, and neither, it seemed, did the worries of those who lived within it.
Vinay studied until midnight, then turned off his light and lay in the darkness, listening to the rhythm of his parents' breathing from the next room. His father snored softly, a rhythmic sound that had been the background noise of Vinay's entire life. His mother was quieter, her breathing barely audible.
He thought about Gautham moving into his own apartment, about the freedom that represented. No parents to answer to, no rules to follow, no one to disappoint or worry about. It sounded appealing, and yet, as Vinay lay there in the familiar darkness of his childhood room, he realized that there was also something terrifying about it. Freedom meant responsibility. Freedom meant that every mistake was truly your own.
He fell asleep eventually, his mind still churning with thoughts of the future, of friendship, of the slow, inexorable passage of time that carried them all forward whether they were ready or not.
The next morning followed the same pattern as always. Vinay woke up, bathed, ate his breakfast, and left for college. His mother was already at her laptop when he left, her fingers moving over the keyboard with the careful precision of someone who had learned typing later in life and still thought about each key press. She looked up as he said goodbye, her eyes distracted but warm.
"Study well," she said, as she always did.
"I will, Amma."
The week passed in its usual rhythm of classes and assignments, of bus rides and meals, of small conversations and quiet evenings. Vinay spoke to Gautham on the phone a few times, finalizing the plans for Saturday. His friend sounded excited about the move, talking about how he was going to set up the apartment, which furniture to buy, where to place the television for the best viewing angle.
On Friday evening, Vinay told his parents that he would be helping Gautham move the next day and might be late returning.
"Who is this Gautham again?" Rajesh asked, frowning. "Is he that boy who used to live near the temple?"
"Yes, Appa. We went to college together. He is a good friend," Vinay said.
"And he is renting his own place? How old is he?" Madhu asked.
"Twenty-one. He works now, Amma. In real estate," Vinay explained.
"Twenty-one and living alone. Times have changed," Rajesh muttered, shaking his head. "In my day, boys stayed with their parents until marriage. Now everyone wants independence."
"It is different now, Rajesh," Madhu said gently. "Young people want their own space. It is not a bad thing."
"Maybe. Just be careful, Vinay. Do not get into any trouble. And do not lift heavy things. You have a weak back," Rajesh warned.
"I will be careful, Appa," Vinay promised.
Saturday arrived with the heat that had become the constant backdrop of their lives. Vinay woke up early, dressed in old clothes that he did not mind getting dirty, and took his father's scooter after receiving strict instructions about riding carefully and not speeding.
Gautham's new apartment was in T. Nagar, not far from the bustling Pondy Bazaar area. It was an old building, probably built in the 1970s, with peeling paint and narrow staircases, but the location was prime. Vinay parked the scooter outside and climbed to the second floor, where Gautham was waiting with the door open.
"Vinay! Perfect timing. Come in, come in," Gautham said, ushering him inside.
The apartment was small but decent—a living room with a kitchenette attached, a bedroom, and a bathroom. It was empty except for a few cardboard boxes stacked in one corner and a mattress rolled up against the wall.
"This is it?" Vinay asked, looking around.
"This is it. My palace. What do you think?" Gautham spread his arms wide.
"It is... nice. Good location," Vinay said diplomatically.
"Location is everything, my friend. I am ten minutes from the gym, five minutes from the main road, and surrounded by shops and restaurants. I will never have to cook if I do not want to," Gautham said proudly. "Now, the plan is this—we move my stuff from my parents' house, which is about twenty minutes from here. I have packed most of it. We just need to transport it. Your scooter can take the smaller boxes, and I have hired an auto for the big things."
They spent the morning making trips back and forth between Gautham's parents' house and the new apartment. Gautham's parents were not home—his father was at work, and his mother had gone to visit relatives—so they worked without supervision, carrying boxes of clothes, books, kitchen utensils, and various other possessions. By noon, they had transported most of the smaller items, and the auto-rickshaw had delivered the mattress, a small wooden table, and two plastic chairs.
"That is the heavy stuff done," Gautham said, wiping sweat from his forehead. They were sitting on the plastic chairs in the living room of the new apartment, drinking bottled water. "Now we just need to arrange everything. But first, lunch. I am starving."
"I should get back soon," Vinay said. "I told Amma I would be home by evening, but I have that test on Monday to study for."
"One lunch, Vinay. Come on. There is a good biryani place just down the road. My treat. You have earned it after all this lifting," Gautham said, clapping Vinay on the shoulder.
Vinay hesitated, then agreed. He was hungry, and the biryani did sound good.
They walked to the restaurant, a small place that looked unassuming from the outside but was bustling with customers inside. They found a table in the corner and ordered two plates of chicken biryani.
"So," Gautham said, as they waited for the food, "tell me more about your Amma."
Vinay looked at him, surprised by the question. "What do you want to know? I told you, she is just a normal mother."
"I know, I know. But you never talk about her. It is like she is this mystery figure in your life. I am curious. What does she do all day? Does she have friends? Does she go out?" Gautham asked, leaning forward.
Vinay shrugged. "She works from home, like I said. Data entry. She wakes up early, cooks, cleans, works on the computer, cooks again, watches TV, sleeps. That is her life. She does not go out much, except for shopping or temple. She has a few friends in the neighborhood, other housewives. They talk in the mornings when they draw water or buy milk."
"Sounds boring," Gautham said.
"It is not boring for her. She is content. She likes her routine," Vinay said defensively.
"And your Appa? They get along well?"
"Yes. They do not fight or anything. They have been married for twenty-two years. They understand each other," Vinay said.
"Twenty-two years. That is a long time. Does your Appa... you know... still show interest in her? As a woman, I mean?" Gautham asked, his voice dropping to a lower tone.
Vinay felt his face flush. "Gautham! That is my mother you are talking about. And my father. What kind of question is that?"
Gautham held up his hands. "Sorry, sorry. I was just wondering. You know, after so many years of marriage, sometimes the spark dies. The husband becomes like a roommate, not a lover. I see it all the time in my work. Men come to buy property, and they bring their wives, and you can see there is no connection between them anymore. Just habit," he said.
"I do not know about all that. My parents are private people. They do not show affection in front of me, but that does not mean anything. It is just how they are," Vinay said, his voice stiff.
The biryani arrived, saving them from further conversation on the topic. They ate in silence for a few minutes, the spicy, fragrant rice and tender chicken demanding their full attention.
"Listen," Gautham said, after they had eaten half their portions, "I did not mean to make you uncomfortable. I am just interested in psychology, you know? How relationships work, why people stay together, why they drift apart. It helps in my line of work. When you deal with married couples buying property, you learn to read people."
"It is okay," Vinay said, though he still felt uneasy. "Just... do not ask such personal questions about my parents. It feels weird."
"Understood. No more questions. But seriously, Vinay, I do want to meet your mother someday. Any friend of mine should meet the person who raised him. It is only respectful," Gautham said.
"Maybe. Someday," Vinay said noncommittally.
They finished their lunch and returned to the apartment, where they spent the afternoon unpacking boxes and arranging furniture. Gautham placed the mattress in the bedroom, set up the table in the living room as a makeshift dining area, and hung his clothes in the small wardrobe that had come with the apartment.
"There. Home sweet home," Gautham said, standing back to admire their work. "What do you think?"
"It looks good. Livable," Vinay said.
"More than livable. It is perfect. My own space. No one to tell me when to sleep, when to wake up, who I can bring here," Gautham said, and there was that look in his eyes again, that predatory gleam. "I can have anyone over. Do anything. Complete freedom."
Vinay nodded, though he did not fully understand the appeal. To him, the apartment seemed lonely, isolated from the warmth of family life. But he kept his thoughts to himself.
"I should go now," Vinay said, checking his phone. It was nearly four in the afternoon. "I need to get home and study."
"Sure, sure. Thanks for all the help, Vinay. I owe you one. Next time we meet, I will introduce you to some nice girls. Expand your horizons a bit," Gautham said, walking him to the door.
"That is okay. I am not in a rush," Vinay said.
"You should be. Youth is fleeting, my friend. Enjoy it while you can," Gautham said, clapping him on the back. "Give my regards to your Amma. Tell her I hope to meet her soon."
"I will," Vinay said, though he had no intention of doing so. Something about Gautham's interest in his mother still bothered him, a vague unease that he could not articulate.
He rode his father's scooter back to Adyar, the evening traffic building up as the day cooled slightly. When he reached home, his mother was in the kitchen, preparing dinner. The smell of frying onions and spices filled the apartment.
"You are late," Madhu said, looking up from the stove. "I was starting to worry."
"Sorry, Amma. We had lunch, then spent longer arranging things than I expected. How was your day?"
"Same as always. Work, cooking, cleaning. Your Appa is resting. He had a headache," Madhu said. "How is your friend? Settled in his new place?"
"Yes. He is happy. Very excited about having his own apartment," Vinay said.
"That is good. Independence is important for young men. Though I wonder if he is ready for the responsibility," Madhu said thoughtfully.
"He thinks he is," Vinay said. "Amma, Gautham said to give you his regards. He said he hopes to meet you someday."
Madhu smiled. "That is nice. Any friend of yours is welcome here, Vinay. You should bring him home sometime. I will make a nice meal."
Vinay nodded, but the thought of bringing Gautham home, of introducing him to his mother, filled him with an inexplicable sense of dread. He pushed the feeling aside and went to his room to change and wash up.
The weekend passed quietly. Vinay studied for his test, helped his mother with some household chores, and watched a movie on television with his father on Sunday evening. It was a peaceful, ordinary weekend, the kind that made up the fabric of his life.
On Monday, he took his test and felt confident that he had done well. On Tuesday, he received his results—a solid grade, not excellent but respectable. His mother smiled when he told her, and his father nodded in approval.
"Keep it up," Rajesh said. "Consistency is key."
On Wednesday evening, as Vinay was returning from college, his phone rang. It was Gautham.
"Vinay! How are you, my friend?"
"I am good, Gautham. How is the new apartment?"
"Excellent. I have settled in completely. Listen, I have a favor to ask. I am having some trouble with my laptop. It keeps crashing. I know your mother works with computers. Do you think she could take a look? I have some important files I need to access," Gautham said.
Vinay hesitated. "I do not know, Gautham. She is busy with her own work."
"It will just take five minutes, Vinay. Please. I am desperate here. And it would be a good chance to finally meet her, right? You can bring her to my apartment, or I can come to your place. Whatever is convenient," Gautham said, his voice smooth and persuasive.
Vinay thought about it. It seemed like a reasonable request, and his mother was indeed good with computers. She had taught herself over the years, starting from basic typing to now handling complex data entry and spreadsheet work. "I will ask her," he said finally. "But no promises."
"Thank you, Vinay. You are a true friend. Let me know what she says," Gautham said.
That evening, Vinay broached the subject with his mother as they were having dinner. "Amma, Gautham has a problem with his laptop. It keeps crashing. He was wondering if you could help him look at it."
Madhu looked up, surprised. "Me? Why does he not take it to a repair shop?"
"He says he has important files he needs urgently. And he wants to meet you too. He keeps saying that any friend of mine should meet his mother," Vinay said.
Madhu considered this. "I suppose I could look at it. But I am not an expert, Vinay. I only know basic troubleshooting."
"That is more than he knows. He is hopeless with technology," Vinay said.
"Okay. Tell him to bring it here on Saturday evening. Your Appa will be home, so it will be proper. I do not want to go to a bachelor's apartment alone, and I do not think it is appropriate for him to come here when your father is at work," Madhu said.
Vinay felt relieved that his mother had set boundaries. "I will tell him. Thanks, Amma."
He called Gautham that night and conveyed the message. Gautham sounded pleased. "Saturday evening. Perfect. I will bring my laptop and maybe some sweets for your parents. It is only proper, right? First meeting and all."
"You do not have to bring anything," Vinay said.
"No, no, it is tradition. I will see you Saturday, Vinay. And tell your Amma thank you in advance for her help," Gautham said.
The week crawled by, each day hot and humid, each night sticky and uncomfortable. Vinay went through his routine—college, home, study, sleep—while in the back of his mind, the upcoming meeting between his mother and his friend loomed like a cloud on the horizon. He could not explain why he felt anxious about it. Gautham was his friend. His mother was a sensible woman. Nothing would happen. And yet, the anxiety remained.



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