09-09-2026, 04:00 PM
Vikram, Subhadra ke phone kaatne ke baad kuch der usko ghoorta raha. Uska mota, Neelam ke ras se chamakta lund abhi bhi uske haath mein tha, dheere-dheere upar-neeche hilta hua. Neelam bed par nangi leti hui, paseene se tar, apni geeli chooth ko ungliyon se sahla rahi thi aur muskurati hui Subhadra ko dekh rahi thi.
Subhadra chair par baithi thi. Uski saansen abhi bhi tez thi, blouse ke andar uski badi, maansal chuchiyan ubhar rahi thi, daane kadak. Uski jaanghein kas ke band thi, par uski chooth mein woh geelapan ab chhup nahi sakta tha. Saree ka pallu uske haath mein kasaa hua tha, jaise usse pakad kar woh apni izzat bacha rahi ho.
Vikram ne aakhirkaar bolna shuru kiya. Uski awaaz ab pehle se bhi zyada dheemi aur gandi thi.
“Ja Subhadra… aaj nahi.”
Vikram jaanta tha ki Subhadra poori tarah se garam aur geeli ho chuki hain. Aur wo agar chahe toh use wohi par bistar pe ragad ragad ke chod sakta hain aur Subhadra kuch kahegi bhi nahi. Par uska shaitaani dimaag itni jaldi ye phal bhogne ke liye taiyaar nahi tha. Wo chahta tha ki Subhadra aaj raat bhar apne geelepan ki chipchipahat ko mehsoos kare, apni jaanghein ragde aur kal ke liye maansik tareeke se apne aap ko saunpne ke liye kashmkash mein rahe. Wo uski bebasi ko chakhna chahta tha. Uske nakhre jhelna chahta tha. Isiliye usne aaj raat nahi balki kal ka din rakha tha Subhadra ko todne ka.
Subhadra ki aankhein hairat se khuli. Jo wo soch rahi thi uske ikdum viprit ho raha tha.
“Aaj nahi. Main tujhe aise jaldi-jaldi nahi lena chahta. Tera yeh gadrail, maansal jism… kitne saalon se sookha pada hai. Main ise dheere-dheere kholna chahta hoon. Pehle teri yeh saadi si saree utaarunga. Phir blouse ke buttons ek-ek karke kholunga. Teri bhari hui chuchiyan bahar nikaalunga, unko haath mein leke maslunga, kaatungaa, choosunga. Teri kamar, tere kookhon ke upar ye charbi aur maans ke ubhaar, teri moti jaanghein, teri ubhri hui gaand… sabko nanga karunga aur noch noch ke chabaaunga. Tujhe khud se apni chooth ki pankhudiyaan failaani padegi mere saamne. Main tujhe dekhte-dekhte, soonghte-soonghte, chaatte-chaatte chodunga. Poori raat todunga tujhe. Tujhe har inch pe mehsoos karana hai ki tu ab sirf meri randi hai.”
“Aur kal koi nahi hoga. Na Neelam, na koi naukar. Sirf main aur tu. Is ghar mein. Is bistar pe. Main tujhe aaram se, dheere-dheere, poori tarah se kholunga. Teri saari pavitrata, teri saari mamta… sab utaarunga. Tujhe apne bete ke naam pe rone dunga, phir usi rone ko apne lund se band karunga.”
Subhadra ka chehra laal ho gaya. Sharm, gussa aur us andruni garmi ne usko kasa hua tha. Usne kaanpte hue kaha, “Tum jaanwar ho…”
Vikram hasa. Uski hansi mein koi narmi nahi thi. Usne apna robe uthaya aur pehen liya, lund abhi bhi thoda ubhra hua. Neelam ne bed se uth kar Subhadra ke paas aayi, uske kaan ke paas jhuk kar dheere se kaha, “Aunty… aapki chooth abhi bhi geeli hai na? Main check kar sakti hoon… par sir ne mana kiya. Kal unko aapko khud check karne do. Bahut maza aayega unko.”
Subhadra ne jhatke se uth kar apna pallu theek kiya. Uski aankhon mein aansu the, par uski saansen abhi bhi control mein nahi aa rahi thi. Woh darwaze ki taraf badhi.
Woh seedhe bahar nikal gayi. Naukar ne usko door tak chhod diya. Cab mein baithte hi usne aankhein band kar li. Uski chooth ab bhi geeli thi, jaanghein kasne ke bawajood. Uske dimag mein Vikram ka lund, Neelam ki cheekhein, aur uski khud ki siskaari ghoom rahi thi.
Ghar pahunch kar usne Saurav ko bataya ki “sir ne kaha hai case theek ho jayega, bas thoda time lagega.” Saurav ne raahat ki saans li. Subhadra ne usko khana diya, uske baal sahlaaye, phir apne kamre mein chali gayi.
Raat bhar woh so nahi paayi. Har baar aankh band karte hi Vikram ka chehra, uske wo gande bol, aur uski khud ki geeli chooth ki chipchipahat yaad aa jaati.
Woh apne chhote se kamre ke bistar par leti thi, bilkul andhere mein. Bahar Saurav so raha tha, befikr, is ummeed mein ki uski maa ne sab theek kar diya hai. Par Subhadra ki aankhein band nahi ho rahi thi. Har baar jab woh aankh band karti, Vikram ka chehra aa jata — woh shaitaani muskaan, woh nasheeli aankhein, aur woh mota, kaala lund jo Neelam ki chooth se nikal kar chamak raha tha.
Uski khud ki chooth ab bhi geeli thi. Woh chipchipahat uski jaanghon ke beech chipki hui thi. Usne do-teen baar uth kar bathroom mein jaake pani se dho daala, par thodi der baad woh geelapan wapas aa jata. Jaise uska jism usse daga kar raha ho.
Subhadra ne apni jaanghein kas ke band kar li, lekin uski chooth andar se dhadak rahi thi. Ek ajeeb si khujli, ek garmi jo neeche se upar ki taraf fail rahi thi. Usne apna pallu apne muh pe daal liya, jaise sharm chhupa rahi ho, aur dheere se sisak uthi.
“Bhagwan… yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe… main kaise aise soch sakti hoon…”
Raat ke do baje tak uska jism paseene se tar ho chuka tha. Blouse uski chuchiyon se chipak gaya tha. Saree ka kenncha uski kamar mein ghus gaya tha. Woh karvat badalti rahi, lekin har karvat pe uski geeli chooth ki chipchipahat usse yaad dilaati rahi ki woh haar chuki hai.
Subah jab sooraj nikla, Subhadra ne aankhein kholi to uska chehra sooja hua tha. Saurav ko nashta diya. Usne normal banne ki koshish ki.
“Maa, aap theek toh ho? Aapki aankhein sooji hui hain”, Saurav ne pucha.
Subhadra ne muskura kar jhooth bola, “Haan beta… thodi tension thi, ab theek hai. Sir ne kaha case jaldi clear ho jayega. Tu tension mat le.”
Saurav ne uske haath pakad liye. “Maa, aapne jo kiya… main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Aap meri sab kuch ho.”
Yeh sunte hi Subhadra ke andar kuch toot gaya. Usne bete ka sar apne seene se laga liya. Phone ki ghanti ne dono maa bete ka milaap ko tod diya. Saurav ne phone answer kiya toh pata chala uske boss use ek assignment ke chalte sheher ke bahar bhej rahe hain. Wo bahot khush hua aur phone rakhte hi usne ye sab apni maa se kaha. “Maa lagta hain ab sab theek hojaaayega, mujhe phir se kaam pe waapis bulaya gaya hain aur kuch dino ke liye ek important project ke silsile sheher ke bahar bhej rahe hain”.
Ye sunte hi Subhadra ka dil bhaari ho gaya. Wo jaanti thi ki Saurav ko isiliye bahar bheja jaa raha hain kyunki Vikram apni hawas poori karna chahta hain Saurav ki maa ke saath bina koi rok tok ke. Usne ek jhooti si muskaan laate hue apne bete ko badhaai di.
Kuch der baad Saurav taiyaar hogaya tha apna bag bhi baandh liya tha. Usne apni maa ke per chhue aur aashirwad liya aur kaha jald hi lautega.
Saurav ke jaane ke baad subhadra ke mann mein ek khaalipan sa aagaya. Wo poori tarah se toot chuki thi. Uske mann mein bahot bechaini hone lagi ki aane waale din kaise katenge. Wo uthke apne bedroom ke darpan ke saamne ja khadi hoti hain. Apne aap ko dekhne lagti hain ki aisa kya hain usmein ki Vikram itna deewana hogaya ki itni hadh tak chala gaya ki uske bachhe ke naukri aur zindagi tabah kar de.
Use Vikram ke shabd yaad aaye, “uff kya dehati kasa hua badan hain tera….haaye kya maansal choochi hain…gadrail gaand…” subhadra ki saansen tez hogayi jaise jaise use wo shabd yaad aaye usne apne hatheliyon se apne seene ko dabocha aur phusphusaane lagi, “ye sab tumhara kasoor hain….kyu itne bhare hue ho…haaye ye adhed umar mein aake kya ab mein kisi ki rakhee banungi….ufff haaye daiyaa!!” Ye phusphusate hue wo halke halke se rone lagi ki tab hi phone ki ghanti ne use chaunka diya.
Subhadra ne phone answer kiya, “hello”, aur waha se gehri saanson ke saath vikram ne kaha, “car bhej raha hu, taiyaar hoke aajao”, aur ye kehte hi phone kaat diya.
Phone katne ke baad Subhadra haath mein phone liye wahi khadi reh gayi.
Uske kaan mein abhi bhi Vikram ki awaaz gunj rahi thi. Woh gehri, bhari saansen, woh seedha hukm. Uske dimag mein kuch nahi chal raha tha, bas ek sunn-sa sannata. Jaise koi uski rooh ko bahar nikal kar rakh diya ho. Woh bechaini se kamre mein idhar-udhar ghoomne lagi. Pallu baar-baar theek karti, Uski saansen tez thi, chuchiyan blouse ke andar ubhar-ubhar kar dhadak rahi thi.
Woh bathroom mein daudi. Thanda pani khol kar dono haathon se apne chehre pe jor-jor se phenka. Ek, do, teen… paanch baar. Pani uske honthon pe, aankhon pe, gale pe beh raha tha, par andar ki bechaini nahi ja rahi thi. Uske Pet ke andar ek ajeeb si gath si bandh gayi thi. Kabhi lagta yeh sab sapna hai, kabhi lagta yeh uski saza hai.
Thodi der baad car aayi. Driver ne door khola aur Subhadra andar baith gayi.
Subhadra chair par baithi thi. Uski saansen abhi bhi tez thi, blouse ke andar uski badi, maansal chuchiyan ubhar rahi thi, daane kadak. Uski jaanghein kas ke band thi, par uski chooth mein woh geelapan ab chhup nahi sakta tha. Saree ka pallu uske haath mein kasaa hua tha, jaise usse pakad kar woh apni izzat bacha rahi ho.
Vikram ne aakhirkaar bolna shuru kiya. Uski awaaz ab pehle se bhi zyada dheemi aur gandi thi.
“Ja Subhadra… aaj nahi.”
Vikram jaanta tha ki Subhadra poori tarah se garam aur geeli ho chuki hain. Aur wo agar chahe toh use wohi par bistar pe ragad ragad ke chod sakta hain aur Subhadra kuch kahegi bhi nahi. Par uska shaitaani dimaag itni jaldi ye phal bhogne ke liye taiyaar nahi tha. Wo chahta tha ki Subhadra aaj raat bhar apne geelepan ki chipchipahat ko mehsoos kare, apni jaanghein ragde aur kal ke liye maansik tareeke se apne aap ko saunpne ke liye kashmkash mein rahe. Wo uski bebasi ko chakhna chahta tha. Uske nakhre jhelna chahta tha. Isiliye usne aaj raat nahi balki kal ka din rakha tha Subhadra ko todne ka.
Subhadra ki aankhein hairat se khuli. Jo wo soch rahi thi uske ikdum viprit ho raha tha.
“Aaj nahi. Main tujhe aise jaldi-jaldi nahi lena chahta. Tera yeh gadrail, maansal jism… kitne saalon se sookha pada hai. Main ise dheere-dheere kholna chahta hoon. Pehle teri yeh saadi si saree utaarunga. Phir blouse ke buttons ek-ek karke kholunga. Teri bhari hui chuchiyan bahar nikaalunga, unko haath mein leke maslunga, kaatungaa, choosunga. Teri kamar, tere kookhon ke upar ye charbi aur maans ke ubhaar, teri moti jaanghein, teri ubhri hui gaand… sabko nanga karunga aur noch noch ke chabaaunga. Tujhe khud se apni chooth ki pankhudiyaan failaani padegi mere saamne. Main tujhe dekhte-dekhte, soonghte-soonghte, chaatte-chaatte chodunga. Poori raat todunga tujhe. Tujhe har inch pe mehsoos karana hai ki tu ab sirf meri randi hai.”
“Aur kal koi nahi hoga. Na Neelam, na koi naukar. Sirf main aur tu. Is ghar mein. Is bistar pe. Main tujhe aaram se, dheere-dheere, poori tarah se kholunga. Teri saari pavitrata, teri saari mamta… sab utaarunga. Tujhe apne bete ke naam pe rone dunga, phir usi rone ko apne lund se band karunga.”
Subhadra ka chehra laal ho gaya. Sharm, gussa aur us andruni garmi ne usko kasa hua tha. Usne kaanpte hue kaha, “Tum jaanwar ho…”
Vikram hasa. Uski hansi mein koi narmi nahi thi. Usne apna robe uthaya aur pehen liya, lund abhi bhi thoda ubhra hua. Neelam ne bed se uth kar Subhadra ke paas aayi, uske kaan ke paas jhuk kar dheere se kaha, “Aunty… aapki chooth abhi bhi geeli hai na? Main check kar sakti hoon… par sir ne mana kiya. Kal unko aapko khud check karne do. Bahut maza aayega unko.”
Subhadra ne jhatke se uth kar apna pallu theek kiya. Uski aankhon mein aansu the, par uski saansen abhi bhi control mein nahi aa rahi thi. Woh darwaze ki taraf badhi.
Woh seedhe bahar nikal gayi. Naukar ne usko door tak chhod diya. Cab mein baithte hi usne aankhein band kar li. Uski chooth ab bhi geeli thi, jaanghein kasne ke bawajood. Uske dimag mein Vikram ka lund, Neelam ki cheekhein, aur uski khud ki siskaari ghoom rahi thi.
Ghar pahunch kar usne Saurav ko bataya ki “sir ne kaha hai case theek ho jayega, bas thoda time lagega.” Saurav ne raahat ki saans li. Subhadra ne usko khana diya, uske baal sahlaaye, phir apne kamre mein chali gayi.
Raat bhar woh so nahi paayi. Har baar aankh band karte hi Vikram ka chehra, uske wo gande bol, aur uski khud ki geeli chooth ki chipchipahat yaad aa jaati.
Woh apne chhote se kamre ke bistar par leti thi, bilkul andhere mein. Bahar Saurav so raha tha, befikr, is ummeed mein ki uski maa ne sab theek kar diya hai. Par Subhadra ki aankhein band nahi ho rahi thi. Har baar jab woh aankh band karti, Vikram ka chehra aa jata — woh shaitaani muskaan, woh nasheeli aankhein, aur woh mota, kaala lund jo Neelam ki chooth se nikal kar chamak raha tha.
Uski khud ki chooth ab bhi geeli thi. Woh chipchipahat uski jaanghon ke beech chipki hui thi. Usne do-teen baar uth kar bathroom mein jaake pani se dho daala, par thodi der baad woh geelapan wapas aa jata. Jaise uska jism usse daga kar raha ho.
Subhadra ne apni jaanghein kas ke band kar li, lekin uski chooth andar se dhadak rahi thi. Ek ajeeb si khujli, ek garmi jo neeche se upar ki taraf fail rahi thi. Usne apna pallu apne muh pe daal liya, jaise sharm chhupa rahi ho, aur dheere se sisak uthi.
“Bhagwan… yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe… main kaise aise soch sakti hoon…”
Raat ke do baje tak uska jism paseene se tar ho chuka tha. Blouse uski chuchiyon se chipak gaya tha. Saree ka kenncha uski kamar mein ghus gaya tha. Woh karvat badalti rahi, lekin har karvat pe uski geeli chooth ki chipchipahat usse yaad dilaati rahi ki woh haar chuki hai.
Subah jab sooraj nikla, Subhadra ne aankhein kholi to uska chehra sooja hua tha. Saurav ko nashta diya. Usne normal banne ki koshish ki.
“Maa, aap theek toh ho? Aapki aankhein sooji hui hain”, Saurav ne pucha.
Subhadra ne muskura kar jhooth bola, “Haan beta… thodi tension thi, ab theek hai. Sir ne kaha case jaldi clear ho jayega. Tu tension mat le.”
Saurav ne uske haath pakad liye. “Maa, aapne jo kiya… main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Aap meri sab kuch ho.”
Yeh sunte hi Subhadra ke andar kuch toot gaya. Usne bete ka sar apne seene se laga liya. Phone ki ghanti ne dono maa bete ka milaap ko tod diya. Saurav ne phone answer kiya toh pata chala uske boss use ek assignment ke chalte sheher ke bahar bhej rahe hain. Wo bahot khush hua aur phone rakhte hi usne ye sab apni maa se kaha. “Maa lagta hain ab sab theek hojaaayega, mujhe phir se kaam pe waapis bulaya gaya hain aur kuch dino ke liye ek important project ke silsile sheher ke bahar bhej rahe hain”.
Ye sunte hi Subhadra ka dil bhaari ho gaya. Wo jaanti thi ki Saurav ko isiliye bahar bheja jaa raha hain kyunki Vikram apni hawas poori karna chahta hain Saurav ki maa ke saath bina koi rok tok ke. Usne ek jhooti si muskaan laate hue apne bete ko badhaai di.
Kuch der baad Saurav taiyaar hogaya tha apna bag bhi baandh liya tha. Usne apni maa ke per chhue aur aashirwad liya aur kaha jald hi lautega.
Saurav ke jaane ke baad subhadra ke mann mein ek khaalipan sa aagaya. Wo poori tarah se toot chuki thi. Uske mann mein bahot bechaini hone lagi ki aane waale din kaise katenge. Wo uthke apne bedroom ke darpan ke saamne ja khadi hoti hain. Apne aap ko dekhne lagti hain ki aisa kya hain usmein ki Vikram itna deewana hogaya ki itni hadh tak chala gaya ki uske bachhe ke naukri aur zindagi tabah kar de.
Use Vikram ke shabd yaad aaye, “uff kya dehati kasa hua badan hain tera….haaye kya maansal choochi hain…gadrail gaand…” subhadra ki saansen tez hogayi jaise jaise use wo shabd yaad aaye usne apne hatheliyon se apne seene ko dabocha aur phusphusaane lagi, “ye sab tumhara kasoor hain….kyu itne bhare hue ho…haaye ye adhed umar mein aake kya ab mein kisi ki rakhee banungi….ufff haaye daiyaa!!” Ye phusphusate hue wo halke halke se rone lagi ki tab hi phone ki ghanti ne use chaunka diya.
Subhadra ne phone answer kiya, “hello”, aur waha se gehri saanson ke saath vikram ne kaha, “car bhej raha hu, taiyaar hoke aajao”, aur ye kehte hi phone kaat diya.
Phone katne ke baad Subhadra haath mein phone liye wahi khadi reh gayi.
Uske kaan mein abhi bhi Vikram ki awaaz gunj rahi thi. Woh gehri, bhari saansen, woh seedha hukm. Uske dimag mein kuch nahi chal raha tha, bas ek sunn-sa sannata. Jaise koi uski rooh ko bahar nikal kar rakh diya ho. Woh bechaini se kamre mein idhar-udhar ghoomne lagi. Pallu baar-baar theek karti, Uski saansen tez thi, chuchiyan blouse ke andar ubhar-ubhar kar dhadak rahi thi.
Woh bathroom mein daudi. Thanda pani khol kar dono haathon se apne chehre pe jor-jor se phenka. Ek, do, teen… paanch baar. Pani uske honthon pe, aankhon pe, gale pe beh raha tha, par andar ki bechaini nahi ja rahi thi. Uske Pet ke andar ek ajeeb si gath si bandh gayi thi. Kabhi lagta yeh sab sapna hai, kabhi lagta yeh uski saza hai.
Thodi der baad car aayi. Driver ne door khola aur Subhadra andar baith gayi.