21-07-2026, 11:01 AM
Chapter 10: Bitter Festival Nights
The evening of the second festival day hit the village like a fever dream, a suffocating blanket of heat, noise, and light. The air, thick with the day's relentless humidity, now hung heavy with a thousand competing scents—jaggery bubbling in vast cauldrons of *adhirasam*, coconut oil sizzling for *vadai*, the acrid, medicinal tang of cheap arrack from makeshift stalls, and beneath it all, the cloying, funeral sweetness of jasmine and incense from the temple proper. Lights, a chaotic web of bare bulbs and coloured tubes, were strung between every available pole, casting a sickly, pulsating glow over the heaving masses. The nadaswaram's wail from the temple was constantly at war with the tinny, distorted blast of film music from shop-front speakers, creating a dissonant symphony that vibrated deep in my teeth, a physical assault on the senses.
I was a ghost in the machine, moving with my family but not of them, my body a vessel for a single, burning purpose: to watch Amma.
She wore a bottle-green silk saree tonight, the colour of deep forest shade, heavy and expensive, a costume for the festival that felt less like an adornment and more like armour. The fabric was a stark contrast to the simple cottons that usually clung to her form, and it was dbangd low on her wide hips, as was traditional for festival occasions, exposing the soft, rounded swell of her belly and the deep, shadowed well of her navel—a dark, mysterious hollow that my own eyes were drawn to. The matching silk blouse was tight, straining against the heavy weight of her 38-inch breasts, the dark circles of her nipples clearly visible as two hard points against the taut fabric with every movement she made. Her gold chain with its small pendant rested in the hollow of her throat, and the bangles she had reclaimed from the pawnbroker clinked softly on her wrists, a constant, metallic reminder of the price of her sacrifice. But her face, her face was the most telling part. It was a mask of serene devotion, but the mask was cracked, fissures of strain and terror showing through. I could see the tension in the set of her jaw, the way her eyes darted nervously through the crowd, the rigid line of her spine. She was a soldier on a battlefield, and every shadow held a potential enemy, every face a possible judge.
Appa was already three sheets to the wind. He and his cousins, including the ever-present Kamala's husband, had claimed a spot near a makeshift tea stall that did a brisker business in the small, illicit arrack bottles hidden beneath the counter. His laughter was too loud, too sharp, a grating sound that made Amma's shoulders flinch each time it erupted. He slapped his cousin on the back, his words slurred, his eyes already glazed with the dull sheen of cheap liquor. This was his festival ritual, a descent into drunken bravado that left Amma to navigate the social minefield alone, a lone queen defending her crumbling kingdom.
"Arjun! Look at your Appa," Kamala's voice cut through the noise, thick with a condescending sympathy that was worse than scorn. She stood beside me, her heavy body a fortress of judgment, her own silk saree a garish purple that screamed of new money. "Enjoying himself. At least one of them is. Poor Lakshmi, having to manage everything. Such a burden." Her eyes scanned Amma with a pity that was like acid, dissolving her strength. "Still, she looks well. The silk becomes her. Hides the... strain."
I said nothing, my jaw tight enough to crack teeth. I hated her. I hated all of them, their false concern, their subtle digs, their complete ignorance of the war being fought right under their noses, a war of sin and survival.
And then I saw them. Ravi and Meena, moving through the throng about twenty feet away. Meena looked drawn, her face pale even in the colourful lights, her hands clutching her saree pallu like a shield, a last line of defence. Her relatives, a gaggle of sharp-eyed women with beaks for noses, were clustered around her, their mouths moving in a flurry of questions I couldn't hear but could perfectly imagine. *Any news? Have you tried again? What did the doctor say? When will you give our Ravi a son?* Ravi was with them, but he wasn't really there. His body was present, his head nodding at the appropriate times, but his eyes... his eyes were searching, scanning the crowd with a hungry, desperate intensity that zeroed in on one person. On Amma. He was a starving man in a marketplace of food, and she was the only thing that could sate his appetite.
Amma felt his gaze before she saw him. I saw the change in her posture, the way her back straightened, the way her hand tightened on the small brass pot of *kungumum* she was carrying, her knuckles turning white. She deliberately turned her back to his direction, engaging Kamala in a forced conversation about the price of ghee, her voice a little too bright, a little too brittle, the sound of it like thin glass about to shatter.
The crowd pressed us forward, a human river flowing toward the market stalls. We passed shops selling everything from plastic toys to glittering bangles to garish synthetic sarees that shimmered like oil slicks. The lane narrowed, hemmed in on both sides by temporary stalls and racks of clothes hanging out front, creating a tunnel of fabric and noise. It was here, in this slightly less crowded but still deeply public space, that he made his move.
"Excuse me, akka," Ravi's voice was right beside her, smooth as oil, respectful on the surface but vibrating with a tension that was almost sexual underneath. "The crowd is pushing. Please, allow me."
Amma flinched as if he'd struck her, a full-body tremor of revulsion. She tried to step away, but the press of people behind her blocked her escape. He was there, a solid, unwanted presence at her elbow, his heat radiating through the thin silk of her saree.
"The festival is... vibrant this year," he continued, his voice low, meant only for her, a conspiratorial whisper that was more violating than a shout. "The lights make your saree shine. Like emeralds. Like you were born to wear them."
"Ravi," her voice was ice, sharp and brittle, the sound of it meant to cut. "Do not speak to me. Do not come near me. I meant what I said."
"I know," he said, his voice dropping even lower, laced with a pathetic desperation that was somehow more violating than his previous aggression. "But I can't... I can't help it, Lakshmi. Last night... after you left... I couldn't sleep. I kept seeing your face. The fire in your eyes . The way you looked at me. It was... beautiful."
He reached out, his hand moving with slow, deliberate intent toward the soft curve of her waist, right above the low-slung waist of her petticoat, a place that should have been sacred, reserved for her husband.
That was it. The breaking point.
The sound was a sharp, wet *thwack* that was miraculously swallowed by a sudden burst of fireworks from the temple direction. Amma's hand, moving with the speed of a striking snake, connected hard with Ravi's cheek. His head snapped to the side. He stood there, stunned, a red handprint already blooming on his skin, his eyes wide with shock.
But the shock in his eyes quickly melted into something else. Something dark. Something hungry. The slap, instead of deterring him, had seemed to ignite him. The fire in her eyes, the violence of her rejection—it was fuel to his obsession, a validation of his own dark desire.
Before she could retreat, he lunged. Not to hurt her, but to claim. His hand shot out, not grabbing, but hooking around her waist, pulling her flush against him in the narrow space between two racks of hanging sarees. The rough wood of the stall pressed into her back, his body a furnace of need against her front. His other hand came up to cup the back of her head, his fingers tangling in the thick wavy hair at her nape, a grip that was both possessive and painful. And then his mouth was on hers.
It wasn't a kiss. It was an invasion. A brutal, claiming press of lips that was meant to punish and possess. His tongue forced its way into her mouth, a hot, invasive muscle that swirled against hers, tasting her, claiming her, his breath hot and demanding. It was a violation, public and absolute, masked by the chaos of the festival, and it was raw, and it was filthy.
For a horrifying second, Amma was frozen. Her body rigid, her hands pressed against his chest, her mind screaming in denial. Then she exploded. She pushed him away with a guttural cry of rage and disgust, shoving him hard enough that he stumbled back into a rack of plastic bangles, which clattered to the ground in a rainbow of cheap plastic. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, her eyes blazing, her chest heaving, the green silk disheveled, the pallu slipping from her shoulder, exposing the heavy swell of her breast straining against the tight blouse.
"You animal," she hissed, her voice trembling with fury, her body shaking with a rage so intense it was almost a convulsion. "You disgusting, shameless animal."
But he wasn't done. He was a man possessed. He closed the distance again in a heartbeat, his body pressing hers against the rough wooden pole of the stall, trapping her. There was no kiss this time. Just his body, hard and insistent against hers. I saw it then, saw the thick ridge of his hard cock pressing against her soft thigh through the layers of silk, a blatant, undeniable declaration of his need. He held her there, pinned, his face buried in her hair, his hot breath fanning her neck as the crowd swirled unknowingly just feet away, a river of oblivious humanity.
"I need you," he growled, his voice a raw, desperate rasp that was meant only for her ears, a sound that seemed to vibrate through her very bones. "I need to be inside you, Lakshmi. Right here. Right now. I don't care about the festival. I don't care about your husband. I need to feel your akka."
And I saw it. The ultimate betrayal. Her body, even as her mind screamed in revolt, was responding. Her breathing was ragged, not just from exertion but from a dark, unwanted arousal. Her nipples, already visible against the silk, were now hard, tight points of desire, a shameful testament to her body's treachery. A fine sheen of sweat broke out on her upper lip and on the deep valley between her breasts, glistening in the flickering light. Her body remembered. It craved the very thing her mind was rejecting with every fiber of its being. The memory of his possession, the feel of his seed filling her, was a phantom limb, aching to be reclaimed.
"Get off me," she gasped, but her voice had lost some of its fire, replaced by a desperate, shaky plea, the sound of a woman on the verge of breaking. "I swear to God, Ravi, I will scream. I will create a scene that will shame us both forever. Get. Off. Me."
He held her for another agonizing second, his hard cock still pressed against her, his body a furnace of need, a silent battle of wills in the heart of the chaos. Then, as if her words finally penetrated the fog of his obsession, he released her. He stepped back, his chest heaving, his face a mask of frustrated lust and something that looked frighteningly like triumph. He had felt her response. He knew her body was betraying her, and that knowledge was a victory in itself.
Amma stumbled away from him, her movements clumsy with shock and rage, a wounded animal fleeing a trap. She frantically adjusted her disheveled saree, her hands shaking so badly she could barely smooth the green silk over her hips, the fabric clinging to the sweat of her skin. She looked around wildly, her eyes wide with the terror of discovery, but the crowd was oblivious, a river of humanity flowing past their tiny, violent eddy. She didn't look at him again. She simply pushed her way through the throng, her head held high, her back rigid, a queen retreating from a battle she had won but had been irrevocably stained by.
I watched it all from my hiding spot behind a steaming *paniyaram* stall, my body frozen, my mind a chaotic storm of conflicting emotions. My blood boiled with a white-hot jealousy that made me want to storm out there and smash Ravi's face against the wooden pole until there was nothing left but bone and pulp. But underneath the rage, coiling like a serpent in my gut, was a dark, shameful arousal. I had seen it. The slap. The brutal kiss. The way his hard cock had pressed against her. And most damningly, the way her body had responded—the hard nipples, the ragged breath, the sweat of unwanted arousal glistening on her skin. She had fought him, yes. She had resisted with everything she had. But her body, her treacherous, fertile body, had wanted it. The thought made my own cock throb painfully against my veshti, a shameful reaction to a violation that made me sick to my stomach. I was disgusted with myself, with him, with her, with the whole sick, twisted game they were playing.
The rest of the evening was a blur of forced smiles and strained interactions. Amma rejoined our family group, her face pale but composed, her smile a brittle mask that could crack at any moment. No one seemed to notice anything amiss. Kamala commented on how flushed she looked from the crowd, and Appa, in his drunken geniality, slung an arm around her shoulders, pulling her against his sweaty, liquor-scented body. She flinched, a barely perceptible movement that I alone saw, her jaw tightening as she endured his touch, a stark contrast to the violent passion she had just escaped.
When we finally returned home, the house felt like a tomb. The festive cheer of the village was a distant, mocking echo. Appa, now in the maudlin phase of his drunkenness, stumbled into the bedroom, his movements clumsy and loud. I heard Amma follow him, her footsteps heavy with dread. I knew what was coming. I had heard it before, but tonight, after what I had witnessed in the market, the prospect felt like a new kind of violation, a final, crushing blow.
I crept to my room, the gap in the shutter offering me a sliver of the dimly lit room. The smell of arrack was thick, suffocating, a miasma of cheap liquor and despair.
"Lakshmi," Appa's voice was a thick, drunken slur. "Come here. Wife. Come to your husband."
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, fumbling with the buttons of his shirt, his movements clumsy and uncoordinated. Amma stood by the door, her arms wrapped around herself, a barrier of self-protection, her body rigid with a tension that was almost visible.
"Murugan," she said softly, her voice gentle, placating, the voice of a woman trying to soothe a dangerous animal. "You are very drunk. You should sleep."
"Sleep?" he laughed, a harsh, unpleasant sound that was more of a grunt. "No. Not sleep. Husband's right. It's festival time. Come here." He reached out, grabbing her wrist as she tried to walk past him to the prayer shelf. His grip was surprisingly strong, clumsy but unyielding, a man's strength fueled by liquor and entitlement. He pulled her toward the bed, his movements clumsy but determined.
"Murugan, please," she pleaded, her voice still soft but now threaded with a distinct unease, a hint of the fear that was coiling in her gut. "You are not in your senses. Let me get you some water."
"I don't want water," he grunted, pulling her down onto the bed beside him. He smelled of stale sweat and cheap liquor, a sour, unpleasant smell that made her recoil. "I want my wife. It's been... it's been a long time." His hands were pawing at her, fumbling with the hook of her green silk blouse, his breath hot and sour against her neck, a violation of her senses.
"Stop," she said, her voice firmer now, a clear command, the sound of a woman reaching her limit. "Murugan, stop it. You're hurting me."
But he was beyond hearing. He was lost in some drunken fantasy of husbandly rights, of festival entitlement, a man who believed his wife's body was his property, to be used at his convenience, regardless of her feelings or desires. He managed to rip the hook of her blouse, the silk straining under his clumsy grip. He pushed her back onto the bed, his body heavy, clumsy, a dead weight pinning her down. He didn't wait. He didn't prepare her. He simply hiked up her silk saree and petticoat, his hands rough, and fumbled with his own lungi, his movements clumsy and selfish.
I watched, my heart a cold, hard stone in my chest, a mix of anger and a twisted, protective pity for the woman on the bed. This wasn't sex. This was... an act. A clumsy, selfish, mechanical act. He entered her with a grunt, his thrusts short, sharp, devoid of any rhythm or skill, a clumsy, animal rutting that was more about his own release than any kind of shared pleasure. Amma lay beneath him, her face turned to the side, her eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling, her body a rigid, unresponsive vessel. She was completely still, completely unresponsive, a beautiful, fertile woman being used without a thought for her own pleasure, her own comfort, her own humanity. Her face was a mask of profound disappointment, of a hope dying a slow, agonizing death. This was her husband. This was the man she had been faithful to for twenty years. This was what he offered her in her moment of crisis. A drunken, clumsy rutting that was less an act of love than an assertion of ownership, a final, crushing blow to her already fragile spirit.
It was over in minutes. Three, maybe four. He grunted, shuddered, and collapsed on top of her, his full weight knocking the breath out of her. He was snoring within seconds, his mouth open, a trail of drool on his cheek, a picture of masculine obliviousness.
Amma lay there for a long time, pinned beneath his dead weight, a silent, still figure in the dim light. Then, slowly, carefully, she wriggled out from under him, her movements a testament to her quiet strength. She stood up, her body a rigid line of pain and humiliation, a statue of a woman broken. She didn't look at him, her face turned away from the man who had just violated her in the name of marital rights. She walked to the bathroom, and I heard the sound of the shower running, a long, desperate sound of scrubbing, of trying to wash away the touch, the smell, the shame, a futile attempt to cleanse a soul that felt dirtier with every passing day.
I retreated to my room, my mind a maelstrom of conflicting emotions, a storm of pity, anger, and a twisted, possessive jealousy. I was furious at my father for his drunken, selfish violation, a rage that burned hot and bright in my gut. I was filled with a fierce, protective rage on my mother's behalf, a desire to shield her from the pain and humiliation she endured. But I was also sickeningly aware of the contrast. The mechanical, soulless act I had just witnessed versus the passionate, desperate, violating intensity of her encounters with Ravi. Both were forms of violation, but one was a death, a slow, suffocating death of the spirit, and the other, horrifyingly, was a kind of life, a dark, twisted, but undeniably vital force that stirred something in her, something that her husband's clumsy rutting could never hope to touch.
The third day of the festival dawned hot and relentless, the sky a bleached, unforgiving blue, a promise of more heat to come. The atmosphere was heavier, more strained, the forced gaiety of the previous day having curdled into a tense, brittle energy, a sense of impending doom that hung over the village like a shroud.
Meena was a shadow, a wraith of her former self. I saw her near the temple, standing with a group of her female relatives, their faces a mixture of pity and judgment. Her face was pale, her eyes downcast, her shoulders slumped in defeat. One of her aunts, a woman with a sharp, pinched face and a voice that could cut glass, was speaking to her in a loud, carrying voice, her words a public flogging. "...still no news? Meena, you must try harder. Go to the bigger temple in Madurai. Fast for a full month. My sister's cousin's wife did that and she had twins at forty! You are not doing enough!" Meena just nodded, her hands twisting the pallu of her plain cotton saree, her eyes darting around as if looking for an escape, a trap she could not spring. Ravi was standing a few feet away, but he wasn't listening. His eyes were scanning the crowd, his body coiled with a restless energy that was entirely focused on finding one person. He was failing his wife in her moment of social pain, his obsession so all-consuming it blinded him to her suffering, a cruel irony that was bitter enough to taste.
Amma was a fortress of resolve, a queen in a crumbling castle. She moved through the day with a rigid, deliberate grace, her interactions with everyone, including me, cool and distant. She kept her family group, her eyes always averted from the direction where she knew Ravi would be, a constant, silent battle of wills. But I saw the cracks. I saw the way her hand unconsciously went to her waist, to the exact spot where Ravi had grabbed her, as if the memory of his touch was a brand on her skin, a mark she could not erase. I saw the way she jumped at sudden noises, her nerves stretched to a breaking point, a taut wire vibrating with a constant, low-level hum of anxiety. The confrontation in the market had shaken her more than she let on. It wasn't just the physical violation; it was the knowledge that her own body had responded, that the line between resistance and desire was thinner and more treacherous than she had ever imagined, a realization that was slowly eating away at her from the inside.
The tension simmered all day, a pot left on the stove, slowly coming to a boil, a pressure building with every passing hour. It boiled over in the evening.
The grand procession was the climax of the festival, the culmination of days of prayer, celebration, and hidden sin. The temple deity, a massive stone figure of the goddess, was placed on a huge, ornate wooden chariot, a towering structure of carved wood and gilt paint. Hundreds of men gathered to pull the heavy ropes, their bodies straining, their voices rising in a collective chant that shook the very ground, a primal sound of devotion and raw power. The crowd was immense, a heaving, surging sea of humanity packed into the narrow streets around the temple. The air was electric, thick with the smell of camphor, burning ghee, and the sweat of a thousand bodies, a heady, intoxicating mix of the sacred and the profane. Drummers beat a frantic, primal rhythm, their muscles slick with sweat under the flickering torchlight, a sound that was almost sexual in its intensity. It was chaos. It was perfect.
Our family was caught in the thick of it, swept along by the human tide, a small boat in a storm of bodies. Appa, sober tonight but sullen, was a grim presence at the edge of our small group, his face a mask of resentment. Kamala was complaining loudly about the crowd and the lack of personal space, her voice a constant, grating complaint. I kept close to Amma, a self-appointed guardian in the madness, my senses heightened, scanning for the threat I knew was coming, my body a coiled spring of tension.
The chariot moved with a painful slowness, stopping and starting as the men pulling the ropes negotiated the tight corners, a journey of inches that felt like miles. During one of these pauses, the crowd compressed. It was like being in a giant fist, squeezing the air from your lungs, a claustrophobic, suffocating press of bodies. People were pressed together with an intimacy that would be shocking in any other context, a forced, unwanted closeness. And in that moment of compression, we were separated.
A surge from the side pushed me away from Amma, a sudden, unexpected wave of bodies that tore me from her side. When I fought my way back through the wall of bodies, a desperate search for a familiar face in a sea of strangers, she was gone. Panic, cold and sharp, seized me, a knot of ice in my stomach. I pushed and elbowed, my eyes frantically searching the sea of faces, the kaleidoscope of colourful sarees, a desperate hunt for a specific shade of green. And then I saw her. Trapped in a small pocket of relative stillness, a few feet from the main crush, a momentary island of calm in the chaos.
And he was there.
Ravi had appeared beside her as if by magic, conjured from the chaos, a predator drawn to its prey. He wasn't touching her. There was a foot of space between them, a careful, respectful distance. But he might as well have been holding her. The air around them crackled with an energy so intense it was visible, a palpable heat that I could feel from where I stood. He was just standing there, looking at her.
And she was looking back at him.
Time seemed to stop, the world slowing down to a crawl, the frantic drumming, the roaring crowd, the chants—it all faded into a dull, distant hum, a background noise to the silent, electric drama playing out between them. The world narrowed to that small space between them, illuminated by the flickering torchlight and the occasional, blinding flash of fireworks exploding overhead in a shower of green and gold, a celestial light show for a very human drama.
It was the most intimate, most erotic, most terrifying thing I had ever seen.
His eyes were not just looking; they were consuming. They held a universe of things—desire, yes, but also a raw, aching need, a desperate plea, a possessive fire that burned hotter than any of the temple lamps. They were the eyes of a man who had tasted forbidden fruit and was now starving to death, who saw in her not just a body, but his salvation and his damnation, a holy grail of flesh and sin.
And her eyes... her eyes were the battlefield. The anger was there, a deep, burning fury at his violation, at his persistence, a fire that had not been extinguished by the events of the previous day. The shame was there, a hot flush that colored her cheeks even in the dim light, a visible sign of her inner turmoil. The guilt was there, a profound, soul-deep sorrow for the betrayal of her dharma, her husband, her son. But beneath it all, beneath the layers of rage and remorse, something else flickered. Something dangerous. A reluctant, horrified pull. A recognition of the need in his eyes because it mirrored a need in herself, a need she had never acknowledged, a need to be seen, to be wanted, to be desired with a desperation that matched his own. It was the crack I had seen before, but now, in the flashing lights and roaring chaos, it was a chasm, a gaping wound in her soul that he was staring into, a wound he had created.
Their bodies were perfectly still, but their communication was more intense than any touch. His jaw was tight with restraint, a testament to the effort it was taking him not to reach out and touch her. Her lips were slightly parted, her breath held, a silent gasp of anticipation and fear. The air vibrated with the force of their silent conversation, a language of looks and longing that was more eloquent than any words. *I see you.* *I hate you.* *I need you.* *I want you.* *I am destroyed by you.* *Destroy me.* It was a confession and a condemnation, a plea and a threat, all contained in a single, searing gaze.
It lasted for an eternity. It lasted for three seconds.
Then, as if a spell broke, Amma blinked. It was a slow, deliberate motion, a physical act of breaking the connection. She took a sharp, audible breath, a gasp for air, as if she had been drowning in the depths of his eyes and had just broken the surface. She tore her gaze away from his as if it were a physical thing, a burning brand she could no longer bear, a touch that left a mark on her soul. She looked down, her whole body trembling, a fine shudder running through her, a physical manifestation of her inner turmoil. And then she turned and pushed her way blindly into the crowd, a desperate flight from the connection that had almost consumed her, a retreat from a battle she was not sure she could win.
Ravi stood there for a moment more, watching her go, his face a mask of conflict, of longing and frustration and a dark, possessive satisfaction. He had gotten to her. He hadn't touched her, but he had touched her soul, a violation that was more profound, more lasting than any physical act.
I watched it all from a dozen feet away, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird, a frantic, desperate rhythm that mirrored the chaos around me. The jealousy was a physical sickness, a bile that rose in my throat, a sour taste of betrayal and possessiveness. He had done it. Without a word, without a touch, he had slipped past all her defenses, past the anger, past the shame, and had connected with the part of her she was trying so desperately to deny. The silent, electric exchange I had just witnessed was more intimate, more violating, more possessive than the brutal kiss in the market, more damning than the stolen moments in the storeroom. It was the moment the transaction truly began to die and something far more dangerous was born in its place, a love affair of the soul, a connection that transcended the physical, a bond that was forged in sin and sealed in silence.
I stood frozen in the heaving crowd as the first of the grand fireworks began to explode overhead, painting the night sky in showers of brilliant, fleeting colour, a celestial celebration of a festival that had become a backdrop for my own personal hell. The noise was deafening, a series of concussive blasts that shook the ground, a physical manifestation of the turmoil in my own soul. But I heard nothing. I saw nothing but the afterimage of their eye contact, the silent, devastating acknowledgment that had passed between them, a look that had changed everything. The festival raged around me, a celebration of life and faith, but all I could feel was the cold dread of a war that was far from over, a battle for my mother's soul that I was powerless to stop. The seed hadn't just been planted in her womb anymore; it had taken root in her heart, a dark, twisted vine that was slowly choking the life out of the woman I knew, replacing her with someone new, someone I didn't recognize, someone I was terrified to know. And I knew, with a certainty that chilled me to the bone, that nothing would ever be the same again.
Chapter Ten ended



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