Yesterday, 07:15 PM
(Yesterday, 05:27 PM)heygiwriter Wrote:Flip it around if these were the thoughts Jay had when he saw Nikita and Jay on bed in their home that night...Probably the reason why he gave divorce first thing next morning.
“I saw them together near the café last week. Tharun looked at her the way he once looked at me. It hurt more than I expected. But I won’t fight. I’ve already lost twice. If I fight and win, I’ll always wonder if he chose me out of guilt. Love shouldn’t be a battle. If he is happy with her, then I will learn to live with this emptiness. Maybe this is my punishment for not being able to love him fully when he needed me.”
Will Nikita ever realize that? She is only trying to save Mithra and her love but Mithra's love is a mirror image of Jay's love as well....Who all can she save? I am sure she won't go to Jay on her own even if she loves him deeply...then why the justice only for Mithra? Will Tharun as graciously as Nikita try to unite her with Jay?
So far he trying to save his own love for Nikita but through deception of getting her pregnant which is a violation of love...Did he really think that Nikita would stay with him once she knows the truth even with the baby? If true then he truly never understood Nikita properly and this is all a big mistake from him...
“Because you have emotionally moved out of that phase. You know Jay is a good man. He sacrificed. He loved you. Yet you moved on. The reason is the same as mine. We deserved more, and we chose each other. Let’s try to honor this.”
Question is did they really emotionally move on? If it were true why would Tharun not see eye to eye with Mithra? Because he would see the person he loved and can't face the truth that they are deeply hurt and broken, at least Nikita had guts to face Jay and tell him that she moved on, its too late...If Tharun had done the same he would have got Nikita now but his cowardliness has caused more trauma for Mithra and that guilt shifted from him to Nikita now...
"love that doesn’t come at the right time is not worth it, no matter how many sacrifices were made.”
True but love is also not the same when you try to move on with out closure...in both of their cases, there is no closure....Nikita is learning something new every day about how Jay suffered, how Jay has always loved her, even though she is learning it from Mithra or Sharmi...It proves them that they have not truly understood their partners despite being in the relationship for so long, fault is not entirely them but also on Mithra and Jay who took time to heal...None of them made any effort to claim the love nor to ease the pain for others...Niktia loved Jay but she never understood his side of difficulty in opening up in their relationship and its exactly same for Tharun so its not about timing, its about knowing them truly well...neither of them opened up with other two and tried to express their efforts or love that is hurting them...
~RCF
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