Adultery A Husband and Wife’s Playful Texts Turn Into a Complicated Affair

[Hornytamilan23]

Yes these are all her faults but not point in time is my meaning. 

She doesn't understand the love Jay is showing her at that time because sex is a common thing when one young adult and woman share home..hormones and all :) 

In her case she is enjoying the sex and it doesn't come along as a emotional baggage when she started it but over the time, due to habit and close proximity, she fell in love as being wife of Jay and in process she loved him with all her heart, she believed in this marriage but still in subconscious only, she never acknowledged it because she knows its a contract, one can do what ever they want as if its an open marriage. Same for Jay, he started with sex but he extended it with sex as his way of expressing love as he lost the penchant for expressing love because of his ex betrayal as per author and that makes sense...so when things changed for both of them, they never sat through and acknowledged it. 

When she saw Jay and Anjali, she got hurt and instead of realizing her feelings and expressing it, she thought about their agreement that any one in that marriage can explore and look for a partner outside..she didn't want to come at that time and agree that do not sleep with Anjali as I am in love with you...because she herself never accepted her love for Jay, she only did later point in time after Tharun when she missed Jay..When Jay pushed her to Tharun, she started that as a game to deal with the secrecy but later realized that Tharun is sincere in his efforts so that's when she first started to experience real responsive love and combine that with Anjali's episode and Jay aggressive possessive sex made her drift away from him without realizing his love. She couldn't believe when all of a sudden Jay says he loves her...no one will...

Imagine Sharmi is not there, she would have never agreed to sleep with Tharun and cheat Jay...as in her mind Marriage is still real...she is wife of Jay. Only when she saw that Jay has already moved on with Sharmi did she think about her own future...and once she stepped in , there is no going back for her, she took that much time to decide and approve Tharun as her future...

Its all fate, situations, others interference and her strict morals to stick with choice caused this mess and practically its not her fault at that point in time. 

~RCF

It's amazing how clear everything becomes when you go back to the very first page after reading sixty-odd pages. It feels like this was always meant to happen. Even so, I'm still waiting for one final twist because I can't bring myself to accept all the accusations against Jay.

Nikkitha has always been Nikkitha, and in a way, that's exactly the problem. She isn't as noble as the story seems to portray her. The title itself makes Jay look like a fool, while Tharun makes the most of the entire situation.

As for Nikkitha, I've completely lost hope in her. She can't communicate a single thought openly. She keeps everything to herself, has conversations in her own head, and makes decisions before ever confronting the people involved. That lack of communication is frustrating because so much of the conflict could have been avoided.

By the end, all I wanted was for Jay to get a second chance with the person he truly loves. Instead, Nikkitha seems to be living the best phase of her life, while Jay is left carrying the consequences. That's the part I find hardest to accept. 

Don't argue that Jay has moved on, and I thought his everything died when he witnnessed her wife getting into with tharun in his own house. 

Also don't bring Anjali into, we know what she is.