[DesertStorm]

She is a gem of a character and I will say this, even better than Meera...I loved Meera over years here, but Nikita is my new fav...

Thinking from her perspective brought so many good thoughts, Can a person stick to her decision for this long and with this much dedication...it felt impossible but she did it...and every time she lost love, its not her fault...that's the beauty. 

~RCF

Why do you say It's not Nikita's fault for losing Jay? 

On the story timeline she acknowledged her love for Jay for some time between their marriage and  her slap to Jay because of Anjali's incident. Can't really infer exact time but she tells Tharun that sex between them became boring and routine and their marriage died the same day Jay had compared her to Anjali while claiming her after Tharun's kiss. Since this story in third persons narration, we can assume what they say or think is generally true unless it's a lie based on what we read in the story.

1. After having sex with Nikitha for the first time, Jay asks whether she loves him. She says no let's continue as FWB. They even discuss kids and decide against it. Don't know why that part about kids is there when they decided on FWB. When things changed from her perspective shouldn't she communicate that with Jay?

2. While returning from village after the challenge, Jay recieves promotion and he announces that they will clear the loan in 6 years. Nikitha response is "oh!! We have to stay together for 6 more years" which Jay interprets as she is not willing to build a future together and 6 more years would mean they will be in mid 30s and she is gearing losing her youth for his issues and challenges out of gratitude for saving her. Then the plan to make her join the same company so that loan can be paid off faster. After her date with Tharun, Jay explains that he thought, he was a burden for her and tries to explain how sex is his way of expressing love. She anyway doesn't acknowledge that.


3. After the slap, when Jay asks.Nikitha if she is jealous she says no and proceeds to have sex with him. Where did she communicate she is not okay with Jay having sex with Anjali?

So with Jay I feel it's majorly her faults that brought this situation if she thought she loved Jay.
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Ofcourse without all these story wouldn't be there.