[DesertStorm]

Acknowledging means acceptance, she is not ready to accept that she hasn't moved on from Jay. When she is not ready to accept then her thoughts won't allow her to think that she is with Jay, why am i wasting time and effort on Tharun and for his love when I love Jay...that kind of thought won't come to her because she hasn't accepted it yet that she hasn't moved on from Jay yet. 

Only thing she believes is she can fall in love with Tharun...and he deserves her love for his care, patience and emotional support. 

~RCF

 
RCF, Hats off man!! Your Analysis is amazing!! How do you read what is not written, i mean how did you come up with this acceptance thing? Is this something you understood based on the chapters after Mumbai episode, because some of your earlier comments in the earlier chapters before mumbai episode didn't mention her moving on? 



I have been looking at why she never thought about Jp.ay as a love in her thoughts though her actions to us readers appear as love.  The thing is she in her mind moved on from Jay even before the first date with Tharun and she believed that and all her jealousy, care , guilt and images/thoughts of Jay when with Tharun always interpreted by her as gratitude, familiarity and routine. This also explains why she chose to close the loan even before the mumbai trip. So she always believed Jay never loved her till the realisations when being with Tharun and she never acknowledged her own love for Jay..

This clears so many things..

Thanks once again RCF