Adultery A Husband and Wife’s Playful Texts Turn Into a Complicated Affair

[DesertStorm]

Nikita will not end up with Tharun, I have faith in her love...Trust love everything else do not matter. 

~RCF

RCF, i might have mentioned this multiple times that I am hooked to  this story and reread the earlier chapters to find clues where Nikitha felt love towards Jay after their challenge. She definitely realised that Jay loved her deeply more than her own love for Jay in the past. Never once she felt love towards Jay in literal words like "I love Jay" even in her own thoughts .

She felt jealousy, concern, care and an overwhelming gratitude to make him a better person, to solve his family issues and to clear his name in the company etc., we know all these combined is what one can define as love but did she ever think that way even internally. What's her definition of love? 

She believes What Tharun showed is love even though so far she didn't reciprocate to Tharun that she loves him. But what did Tharun show atleast in the courting period and few instances after she moved in?

Remove the dates and romance in office, he showed he is patient, offered a shoulder, comforted her when she is down, fought with her parents (is it parallel to Jay Nikitha marriage), had sex with her knowing she is yet to love him. All this happened with Jay too. But she believed when those are happening with Jay , love is something more. She never defined that.

When she herself believes she is not loving Jay (she loved Jay till sometimes before Taruna entry as per her own admission) and she is not deserving of him, how will the reconciliation work. May be there is a way but I am not able to see the path.