Adultery A Husband and Wife’s Playful Texts Turn Into a Complicated Affair

[heygiwriter]

Point is journey! Every character has its own journey, Had Nikita been at this state before Tharun, Had she realized this truth about Jay before Tharun she would have instantly expressed her love to Jay and would have opened her heart in a heartbeat. She would have made Jay feel secure in love, she would have made him learn to safely love again, she would have patiently waited for him to start loving again and would have helped him the process but alas life doesn't work that way so does this story...the knowledge of why Jay has been that way all this time despite sharing great sex with her and unresponsive at rest of the times she just learned through her experience from her own state with Tharun...Had Tharun not been in her life at all, she would have eventually just parted ways with divorce even though there is no man in her life as soon as loan is paid off....Couldn't you see, Tharun in her life, Sharmi in Jay's life are teaching them life lessons in their own way.....

In a way they are becoming catalysts for the real couple to understand each other better than they did when they were together.... So point is journey to a place where they both learn to love in a way a couple should learn and in process realize all their mistakes they did all this time which kept them away from each other emotionally...so I feel there are more lessons to learn for Jay esp and Nikita too before they can sit and talk through and become one, if at all that is possible. 

Major obstacle from Nikita's side is her nature of keeping promises above everything in her life....she promised to stay with Jay for loan, as wife, as a partner to show world that she is his wife for his family....she is so bound to that promise that she forgot to love herself and think about herself for a long time...she craved that love from Jay but when she did not get it and when she met Tharun its like a drop in the dessert that sucks rain, she in her desperate state again bounded herself to Tharun with a promise...even in that state she made sure Jay is fine, he has some one who can take care of himself, he doesn't turn into some one she would hate eventually in his desperation..... so she kept him apart, her promises have been her doom and she needs to raise above those to see what she truly needs in her life, who is that one person who actually in real will keep her heart happy...everything else is meaning less until she realizes it no matter how many times she sleeps with Tharun. 

For Jay, he has been this giant troll who is stone hearted and never has been responsive and talks less too...maybe he has become like that since his GF cheated him and that trauma can sometimes make one hate love and hate being in love again...though he can see that Nikita has always been his savior, been his companion, been there for him through thick and thin, he never appreciated it expressively until she is vexed up and planned to leave him, So his hidden feelings has risen once he started to experience the fear of losing her....so he still has to become that responsive husband who shows how much he loves his wife, mere words are not enough, he could take a leaf from Tharun who thinks about Nikita all the time, a simple gesture of taking her to movie as she has been tied to house taking care of Jay was such a thoughtful gesture...Jay needs to learn such thoughtfulness to be able to give what Nikita has always wished it came from Jay. 

So this journey is from far from over to be able to resolve with a simple chit chat between lead couple....they are not ready yet nor they understand each other well yet....let see what's in store further in the story. Tharun's heavy involvement emotionally with Nikita is also a threat for the couple, when he is giving readily what Nikita always wanted with out much efforts like Jay, her tending towards her lover than husband is easy and she doesn't have to struggle against and fight against the promise she gave too but unfortunately heart doesn't work that way, the way mind works....so ending will be interesting. 

~RCF

1000 Kisses. 

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