Adultery SAMREEN: Shikast-e-Zanjeer-e-Muflisi

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EPISODE 06

Darwaze se kaan lagaye main jab un napaak baaton ko sun rahi thi, toh mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise mere sar par aasmaan aakar gir gaya ho. Farha Baaji ke muh se nikli ek-ek gaali, Saima ka wo rona, aur sabse badhkar mera sauda... meri izzat, mere parde, aur mere nikaah ka sauda jo wo dono baap-bete, Pandey Ji aur Vivaan ke sath karne ja rahi thin, usne meri rooh ko andar tak jhanjhod kar rakh diya tha.

Mera poora jism barf ki tarah thanda pad chuka tha. Maine apne kaanpte hue haathon se apna purse seene se lagaya aur bohot hi dabe paon, bina koi aawaz kiye, us napaak cabin ke darwaze se peechhe hati. Parlour ka wo khali hall, jo mujhe kal tak ek aaramdayak jagah lagta tha, is waqt mujhe kisi jahannum ke kuan jaisa mehsoos ho raha tha. Maine tezi se kaanch ka darwaza dhakela aur bahar nikal aayi.
 
Bahar shaam ki thandi hawa chal rahi thi, par mere andar ek aisi aag sulag rahi thi jo mujhe andar hi andar jala rahi thi. Mai tez kadmo se apne ghar ki taraf bhaagne lagi. Meri kaali abaya hawa me ud rahi thi, aur mera veil mere chehre par aakar mere un aansuon ko chhupane ki koshish kar raha tha jo meri aankhon se lagatar beh rahe the.
 
Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha! Farha Baaji... jo roz subah yahan baith kar *** ki baatein karti thin, jo har ladki ko *** aur parde ki hifazat karne ki nasihat deti thin, wo parde ke peechhe itna bada dhandha chala rahi thin? Ek gair-*** ke mardon ki hawas ko shaant karne ke liye wo hamari *** auraton ka sauda kar rahi thin? Aur Saima... wo ladki jo mere sath baith kar hasi-mazaak karti thi, wo do saal se un mardon ke lund ke neeche apni izzat taar-taar karwa rahi thi?
 
Ghar pahunch kar maine kisi tarah khud ko sambhala. Maine gussalkhane me jaakar thande paani se munh dhoya, par aaine me mujhe apna chehra bilkul badla hua laga. Kuchh hi der me Asif bhi dukan band kar ghar aagaye. Unke chehre par wahi hamesha wali masoomiyat aur thakan thi. Unhe dekh kar mere dil me ek aisi tees uthi ki mai unke gale lag kar zor-zor se ro doon aur sab sach bata doon. Lekin main jaanti thi ki agar maine unhe bataya, toh unka imaan aur unka dil dono toot jayenge. Unki mardana kamzori aur hamari maali tangi pehle hi unhe daba chuki thi, main un par is khaufnaak sach ka bojh nahi daal sakti thi.
 
Maine khamoshi se unhe khana parosa. Hum dono ne khana khaya, par mere halaq se ek-ek nivala mushkil se utar raha tha. Khana khane ke baad Asif bistar par let-te hi gehri neend me so gaye aur main unke barabar me leti hui us parso aane wale tufaan ke baare me soch kar kaamp rahi thi.
 
Raat ke lagbhag 11 baj rahe the. Kamre me peeli roshni thi. Tabhi achanak sarhaane rakha mera mobile phone vibrate karne laga. Sannate me uski aawaz ne mujhe darra diya. Maine jhatke se phone uthakar dekha to screen par Farha Baaji ka naam chamak raha rakhna tha.
 
Mera dil zore se dhadakne laga. Maine ek pal ke liye socha ki phone na uthau, par main jaanti thi ki agar maine phone nahi uthaya toh wo kal parlour me mujhse sawal-jawab karengi. Maine gehri saans li, Asif ki taraf dekha jo sukoon se so rahe the, aur phone uthakar kaan se lagaya. "Assalam Alaikum, Farha Baaji," maine apni aawaz ko jitna ho sake narm aur bholi banaye rakhne ki koshish ki.
 
"Walaikum Assalam, meri Samreen!" Farha Baaji ki aawaz me ek aisi mithaas aur pyaar tha jise sunkar mujhe unke is do-moohi roop par ghin aane lagi. Kal hi unhone Saima ko saali raand aur kutiya kaha tha, aur aaj mujhse itne laad se baat kar rahi thin. "Samreen, tum so gayi thi kya? Maine socha zara tumse baat kar loon, kal dopahar se mera dil bohot bhaari hai.", "Nahi Baaji, main bas leti hui thi. Boliye, kya baat hai?" maine dabi aawaz me kaha.
 
"Samreen, main tumse ek badi behan aur ek saheli ke naate baat kar rahi hoon," Farha Baaji ne apna jaal phekna shuru kiya. "Maine dopahar ko jo tumse baatein kin, main chahti hoon tum un par ek baar phir se socho. Main jaanti hoon tum ek bohot hi paakiza aur *** khatoon ho, aur tumhara parda tumhara guroor hai. Maine Pandey Ji se dobara baat ki hai. Unhone saaf kaha hai ki tumhare parde ka wahan poora khayal rakha jayega. Wahan unke ghar me ek alag bada AC room tumhare liye book kiya gaya hai, jahan sirf ghar ki ladies aayengi aur tumse mehendi lagwayengi. Kisi mard ki jurrat nahi hogi ki wo us kamre ki taraf jhank ke bhi dekhe." Unka ye jhooth sunkar mere dimaag me unka wahi alfaaz goonj rahe the, ‘Is baar Samreen ka wo paakiza aur mitha ras mujhe Pandey Ji aur mere Vivaan ko chakhana hai!’
 
Farha Baaji aage bolti rahin, unki aawaz me ek aisa jaadu aur dabaav tha jo kisi bhi majboor aurat ko ghutne tekhne par majboor kar de. "Samreen, tumhare shauhar Asif bhai kitne nek insaan hain. Par unki dukan ke halat tumse chhupi nahi hain. Pandey Ji ne mujhe advance ke taur par paise bhej diye hain. Agar tum parso subah wahan jaati ho, toh 50,000 rupaye toh milenge hi, saath me wo tumhare shauhar ki dukaan ke liye kuchh paise bhi dene ko taiyar hain. Tum socho, ek aurat ka asli *** toh yahi hai na ki wo apne shauhar ki musibat me uski taqat bane? Tumhari ek haan se Asif bhai ki saari pareshaniyan hamesha ke liye khatam ho sakti hain."
 
Farha Baaji ne meri sabse badi kamzori par hath rakh diya tha, mere shauhar aur hamari maali tangi. Unhone baat ko is tarah ghumaya tha ki agar main mana karti, toh main ek buri aur khudgarz biwi sabit hoti. Aur sachaai toh yahi thi ki hamare ghar ke halat sach me kharab the. Lekin un baaton ke sath-sath, mere andar chal rahi jism ki wo purani aag, wo saalon ki tadap jo Asif ke chote lulli aur do minute me dher ho jaane ki wajah se adhoori chhut jati thi... us aag ne bhi is andheri raat me apna asar dikhana shuru kiya. Vivaan ka wo muscular jism, uska mujhe hot kehna, aur un mardon ke beech chalne wale us napaak khel ka khayal... is sabne mere dimaag par ek ajeeb sa nasha kar diya tha. Main khauf se kaamp rahi thi, par sath hi mere jism me ek aisi siharan thi jise main rok nahi paa rahi thi.
 
Farha Baaji ne phone par thoda dabav badhaya. "Samreen? Tum khamosh kyun ho gayi? Bolo na, parso subah taiyaar hona chalne ke liye? Apne shauhar ke liye, is ghar ke liye haan keh do, meri jaan." Mera gala poori tarah sookh chuka tha. Maine ek baar soye hue Asif ko dekha, phir apni aankhein band ki aur apne dimaag par se kaabu khote hue, behad bebasi aur dabi aawaz me kaha. "...Ji Baaji. Theek hai... mai jaungi."
 
Jaise hi mere muh se ye haan nikli, Farha Baaji ne phone par ek lambi saans li aur unki aawaz me ek ajeeb sa shaitani saroor jhalak utha. "Mashahalah! Mujhe tumse yahi umeed thi, Samreen. Tum dekhna, tumhara ye faisla tumhari zindagi badal dega."
 
Phone kat gaya. Maine mobile ko sarhaane rakha aur bistar par sidhi let gayi. Mera poora jism is waqt paseene se naha raha tha. Maine haan toh keh diya tha, par main jaanti thi ki main kisi kaam ke liye nahi, balki ek aisi daldal me kadam rakhne ja rahi hoon jahan meri haya, mera parda aur mera nikaah sab kuch daav par lagne wala tha. Raat ke is sannate me, main apni haan ke bojh tale dabi hui, parso aane wale us tufaan ka intezar karne lagi.
 
Subah jab meri aankh khuli, toh mere sar par ek ajeeb sa bojh tha. Raat bhar main karwatein badal-badal kar thak chuki thi, par sukoon ka ek lamha bhi naseeb nahi hua. Kal raat Farha Baaji ke call par jo haan mere munh se nikali thi, wo ab ek faansi ke fande ki tarah mere gale me lapat chuki thi. Maine hamesha ki tarah *** ki *** padhi, par is baar *** me sar rakhte hi meri aankhon se aansu nikal aaye. Main *** se kya maangti? Ek taraf mere shauhar ki maali halat aur unki masoomiyat thi, toh doosri taraf ek aisi napaak daldal jahan main khud apne kadam aage badha chuki thi.
 
Ghar ka saara kaam niptane ke baad jab main parlour ke liye nikalne lagi, toh Asif ne bohot hi mohabbat se mera chehra dekha. "Samreen, tum aaj kuchh thaki hui lag rahi ho? Agar tabiyat theek nahi toh parlour mat jao, main dukan par thoda aur waqt baith jaunga," unhone kaha. Unki is chinta ne mere guilt ko aur zyada badha diya. "Nahi Asif, mai bilkul theek hoon. Bas thoda mausam badal raha hai na, isiliye," maine jhooth bola aur apni kaali abaya aur veil ko sambhalti hui ghar se nikal aayi.
 
Jab main parlour pahunchi, toh hamesha ki tarah chahchaha-hat shuru ho chuki thi. Kaanch ke darwaze ke andar dakhil hote hi meri nazar sabse pehle counter par baithi Farha Baaji par gayi. Mujhe dekhte hi unke chehre par ek aisi geedadh jaisi shaitani muskaan aayi jise dekh kar mera khoon khol utha. Wo khush thin, kyunki unka shikaar ab unke jaal me phans chuka tha. "Aao Samreen! Aaj toh tumhare chehre par alag hi raunaq hai. Maine kaha tha na, sahi faisla insaan ko sukoon deta hai," Farha Baaji ne aawaz me mithaas gholte hue kaha.
 
Maine bas sar hila diya aur bina kuchh bole apni mez ki taraf badh gayi. Kuchh hi der me subah ke customers aane shuru ho gaye. Kisi ko threading karwani thi, toh kisi ko facial. Main unke chehron par cream mal rahi thi, par mera dimaag kahin aur hi ghoom raha tha. Meri ungliyan chal rahi thin, lekin zehan me baar-baar wahi sawal uth raha tha, Kya maine sahi kiya ya galat? 50,000 rupaye hamari gurbat toh mita sakte the, par jo izzat aur haya ek baar chali gayi, kya wo duniya ki koi bhi doulat wapas la sakti hai?
 
Kaam ke dauraan hi meri nazar thodi door khadi Saima par gayi. Saima aaj bilkul khamosh thi. Wo ladki jo poore parlour me apni hansi aur baaton se rounaq lagaye rakhti thi, wo aaj gumsum ek kone me baithi hair-straightener thame hue thi. Uske chehre par ek ajeeb sa darr aur mayusi thi. Kal shaam Farha Baaji ne use jo saali raand aur kutiya keh kar gaaliyan di thin, aur jo uske jism ka sauda Pandey Ji ke ghar hone ki baat kahi thi, wo sab mere kaano me gungunane laga. Mujhe Saima par gussa bhi aa raha rakhna tha aur ek taras bhi, kyunki wo bhi is daldal me is tarah phans chuki thi jahan se nikalne ka koi rasta nahi tha.
 
Dopahar ke do baje jab parlour me thoda sannaata hua aur lunch ka waqt aaya, toh baaki ki ladkiyan bahar market se kuchh khane chali gayin. Farha Baaji bhi kisi zaroori kaam se bank ki taraf nikal gayin thin. Parlour me sirf main aur Saima hi bache the. Saima hall ke kone me baithi hui apna tiffin box khole bina hi chammach se chawal ko idhar-idhar ghumaye ja rahi thi. Maine apna tiffin uthaya aur uske barabar wali kursi par aakar baith gayi. Saima ne chaunk kar meri taraf dekha, uski aankhon ke neeche halke kaale ghere saaf dikh rahe the, jaise wo bhi raat bhar soyi na ho.
 
"Saima, tum khana kyun nahi kha rahi ho? Tabiyat toh theek hai na?" maine bohot hi narm aur apnapan dikhate hue puchha. Saima ne ek pheeki muskaan di, "Ji Samreen Baaji, bas bhookh nahi hai." Maine charo taraf dekha ki koi aas-pas hai toh nahi, phir apni aawaz ko thoda dheema kiya. "Saima, mai jaanti hoon tum kyun pareshan ho. Kal shaam... main parlour se gayi nahi thi. Maine cabin ke bahar se Farha Baaji aur tumhari saari baatein sun li thin." Ye sunte hi Saima ke haath se chammach chhoot kar plate me gira. Uska chehra khauf se bilkul safed pad gaya. Wo kaampte hue khadi hone lagi, "Baaji... wo... aap galat samajh rahi hain... wo Farha Baaji gusse me..."
 
"Baitho Saima," maine uska hath pakad kar use dobara kursi par bithaya. "Mujhe sab pata chal chuka hai. Aur kal raat Farha Baaji ka mere paas bhi phone aaya tha. Unhone mujhe Pandey Ji ke ghar jaane ke liye mana liya hai... aur maine haan keh diya hai.", "Kya?!" Saima ki aankhein fati ki fati reh gayin. Usne apna hath mere muh par rakhne ke andaz me aage badhaya, uski aawaz me ek ajeeb si hichkichahat aur darr tha. "Aapne... aapne haan keh diya? Nahi Baaji! Aap bohot shareef aur paakiza aurat hain. Aapko nahi pata aap kis jahannum me kadam rakhne ja rahi hain!"
 
Saima ka darr dekh kar mere andar ki sulagti hui pyaas aur khauf dono ek sath jaag uthe. Maine uska hath thama, "Saima, mujhe khul kar batao. Pandey Ji ke ghar aakhir hota kya hai? Kal Farha Baaji jo keh rahi thin, kya wo sab sach hai? Mujhse kuchh mat chhupao, ab main bhi isme shamil ho chuki hoon."
 
Saima ne ek gehri saans li, uski aankhon se ek aansu nikal kar uske gaal par beh gaya. Wo hichkichate hue aur aas-pas dekhte hue bohot hi dheemi aawaz me bolne lagi, jaise koi bohot bada gunah kabool kar rahi ho. "Baaji... Farha Baaji ne jo kal kaha, wo ek-ek lafz sach hai," Saima ne haanphte hue batana shuru kiya. "Pehle saal jab main wahan gayi thi, toh mujhe laga tha ki sirf ameer logon ki shaadi ya birthday party hai jahan mehendi lagani hai. Lekin wahan ka mahaul bilkul alag hai. Pandey Ji aur unka beta Vivaan... wo dono bahar se jitne shareef aur bade achhe aadmi bante hain, andar se utne hi dareende hain."
 
Saima ne apni thook nigli aur bataya, "Birthday party toh sirf ek dikhava hoti hai. Raat ke 11-12 baje ke baad jab saare aam mehmaan chale jaate hain, toh wahan unke kuchh khas dost, bade-bade ameer aur asraat wale mard hi rukte hain. Wahan sharaab aur nasha poore josh me chalta hai. Aur uske baad... uske baad shuru hota hai hawas ka nanga naach."
 
"Farha Baaji har saal mujhe aur khud ko wahan lekar jaati hain," Saima ne rote hue iqrar kiya. "Hume ek bade kamre me le jaya jata hai. Wahan mard log apni hawas ki bhookh mitane ke liye aate hain. Vivaan... wo 20 saal ka ladka zaroor hai, par uske andar ek shaitan chhupa hai. Wo aur uska baap Pandey Ji, dono milkar hume nanga karte hain, Baap apne doston ke saath aut beta akela apne kamre me hamare maje leta hai baaji. Vivaan ka wo muscular jism dekh kar pehle toh main darr gayi thi, par unhone mujhe paise ka aur nasha dekar is tarah choda... ki main unki aadat ban gayi."
 
Saima ki baatein sunkar mere jism me ek aisi garmi aur siharan dauri jisne mere dimaag ko poori tarah hila diya. Wo bolti rahi, "Wahan ek-ek mard aakar apni bhookh mitata hai. Do saal se main aur Farha Baaji un mardon ke lund ke neeche apni izzat taar-taar karwa rahe hain. Pandey Ji ke dost... bohot berahmi se chudai karte hain Baaji. Wo thappad maarte hain, baal khinchte hain, aur poori raat hume chain nahi lene dete. Mera to do saal hi hua hai par pata nhi farha baaji kitne saalon se wahan jaa rhi hain."
 
Saima ne achanak mera hath zor se dabaya, uski aankhein khauf se bhari thin. "Aur is baar... is baar unka irada aapko lekar bohot kharab hai. Vivaan ne jabse aapko is parlour me dekha hai, wo aapki is kaali abaya, aapke is veil aur aapki is *** haya ka deewana ban chuka hai. Usne Farha Baaji se saaf keh diya hai ki use is baar kisi bhi keemat par Samreen ki chut chahiye. Wo aapka wo mitha ras chakhna chahta hai jise aapne itne saalon se parde me chhupa kar rakha hai aur jo sirf aapke shauhar ke liye hai. Pandey Ji bhi is khel me shamil hain, wo dono baap-bete aur unke dost parso raat aapko apni hawas ka nanga naach dikhane wale hain!"
 
Saima ki ye khaufnaak dastan sunkar mera poora jism paseene se naha chuka tha. Meri abaya ke andar mera jism buri tarah tharr-tharra raha rakhna tha. Ek taraf mera imaan aur meri izzat mujhe wahan se bhaagne ke liye keh rahi thi, par doosri taraf... mere andar ki wo saalon ki tadap, wo jism ki bhookh jo Asif ki mardana kamzori ki wajah se kabhi poori nahi hui thi, wo is naye aur wild khayal ko sunkar andar hi andar bilkul pighal chuki thi. Mujhe samajh aagaya tha ki ab pichhe hatne ka koi rasta nahi tha, parso subah meri zindagi ka sabse bada aur napaak imtihan shuru hone wala tha.
 
Saima ke muh se Pandey ji ke ghar ki us nangi aur khaufnaak haqeeqat ko sun kar jaise mere jism se rooh hi fanaah hone lagi thi. Mera gala is tarah sookh chuka tha jaise tapte hue sehra me koi musafir paani ki ek-ek boond ke liye taras raha ho. Meri kaali abaya ke andar chhupa mera jism barf ki tarah thanda pad chuka tha, par dil ki dhadkan ki raftaar aisi thi jaise abhi seene ka parda cheer kar bahar nikal aayegi.
 
Mera zameer, mera ***, aur meri haya mujhe cheekh-cheekh kar keh rahe the ki main isi waqt apni mez se apna saaman uthau aur is napaak parlour ki dehleez ko hamesha ke liye chhod kar bhaag jaoon. Magar mere kadam jaise wahin jamm chuke the. Mujhme ab mana karne ki zara bhi himmat baaki nahi thi. Mere dimaag me baar-baar kal shaam ka wo manzar ghoom raha tha jab Farha Baaji ne Saima ko saali raand aur kutiya keh kar uski izzat ko bazaar me neelaam kiya tha.
 
Main soch kar hi kaamp jaati thi ki agar maine ab is mauke par inkaar kiya, toh Farha Baaji apni us darinda aawaz me mujh par chillayengi, mujhe gandi-gandi gaaliyan dengi aur meri shareef-zaadi hone ki hekdi ek pal me nikaal dengi. Agar unhone mere nikaah, mere shauhar Asif bhai ki mardana kamzori par koi tanz kasa, toh main khud ki nazron me is tarah gir jaungi ki phir kabhi aaine me apna chehra dekhne ke kabil nahi rahungi. Isi darr aur ek anjaan si jism ki siharan ke bojh tale dabi mai khamosh baithi rahi.
 
Tabhi Saima ne hall ka darwaza halka sa aur band kiya, usne apni aawaz ko bilkul ek sarsarahat jaisa banate hue meri taraf rukh kiya. Uski aankhon me khauf ke sath-sath ek ajeeb sa rashk aur hairat ka nasha tha.
 
"Samreen Baaji..." Saima ne haanpate hue batana shuru kiya. "Wahan Pandey ji ki ek bohot hi kareebi khaatun rehti hain, Rubina Siddiqi. Unhe dekh kar toh aisi feeling aati hai jaise *** ne unhe kisi alag hi mitti se banaya ho. Wo itni zyada maintain aur shaan-o-shaukat me rehti hain jaise is zamane ki koi shehzadi hon."
 
Maine hairat se Saima ki taraf dekha, "Rubina Siddiqi? *** naam hai... wo wahan kya karti hain?" Saima ne ek gehri saans li aur apne honth bheenchte hue kaha, "Baaji, unka naam zaroor *** hai, par wo *** aur imaan se bohot door nikal chukin hain. Poore shehar ke bade logon me aur Pandey ji ke khas doston me ye afwaah bohot aam hai ki Rubina actually me Pandey ji ki niji rakhail hain. Unka apna ek bada ghar hai, unke aage-peeche naukar-chakar daudte hain, aur unka libas... unke her ek suit ki keemat hazaron me hoti hai. Wo jab chalti hain toh unke jism se aisi mehegi khushboo aati hai jo kisi ko bhi hosh kho dene par majboor kar de."
 
Saima ki baatein mere kaano me aisi utar rahi thin jaise koi kahani chal rahi ho, par ye kahani sachi thi aur bohot khaufnaak thi. Saima ne ek manzar yaad karte hue bataya, "Baaji, mujhe yaad hai jab pichhle saal Vivaan Pandey ki birthday party chal rahi thi. Poora hall shehar ke ameer aur naye-naye bade logon se khacha-khach bhara hua tha. Har taraf sharaab ke glass takra rahe the aur sangeet baj raha tha. Tabhi achanak Rubina ne andar kadam rakha."
 
Saima ki aankhein us manzar ko yaad karke chamak uthin, "Baaji, unke dakhil hote hi jaise poori party ka vatavaran hi badal gaya. Har taraf ek sannata sa chha gaya aur log jaise ruk gaye. Wo un ameer aurat aur mardon ki bheed ko is tarah cheerti hui aage badhti hui vivaan ke paas aakar khadi hui jaise wo koi bohot badi shehzadi hon aur baaki sab unke paon ki dhool. Unki kaamat, unka nazaqat se bhara chalne ka andaz aisa tha ki lag raha tha wo sabse zyada unchi hain aur baaki poori dunya unke neeche dabbi hui hai."
 
"Pandey ji khud unke is ada pe fida the," Saima ne bataya. "Unke labon par jo guroor tha, wo kisi aam aurat me ho hi nahi sakta. Wo bohot chaalak aur khatarnaak aurat hain Samreen Baaji. Wo Pandey ji ki taqat, unke paise aur unke political power ke dum par hawa me udti hain. Unhe acche se pata hai ki mardon ke dimaag se kaise khelna hai. Unhone apni isi behisab khoobsurti aur nakhre se na jaane kitne bade-bade mardon ko apni jooti ke neeche daba kar rakha hai."
 
Saima ki ye baatein sunkar mere andar ek naya hi tufaan uthne laga. Rubina Siddiqi jaisi khatoon, jo *** hokar ek gair-*** ke mard ki rakhail bani hui thi aur poori shaan se jee rahi thi... uske is roop ne mere dimaag ko sunn kar diya. Ek taraf unka ye napaak aur sharmnaak dhandha tha, aur doosri taraf unki wo shahi zindagi jise dekh kar Saima jaisi ladkiyan bhi hairan thin.
 
Mera dimaag ab poori tarah bhatak chuka tha. Mujhe kal subah ka khayal aane laga jab mujhe Pandey ji ke ghar ke liye nikalna tha. Vivaan ki zidd, Pandey ji ki hawas, Farha Baaji ki saazish, aur ab is shahi rakhail Rubina ka khauf... ye sab milkar ek aisa ghera bana chuke the jisme main ab poori tarah phans chuki thi. Mera jism is khaufnaak nange naach ke khayal se hi andar tak sulagne laga tha, aur mujhe mehsoos ho raha tha ki parso subah jab main us ghar ki dehleez par kadam rakhungi, toh meri zindagi ka wo parda hamesha ke liye hatne wala tha jise maine ab tak apna sab kuchh samjha tha.