Adultery SAMREEN: Shikast-e-Zanjeer-e-Muflisi

[Herotic]

EPISODE 05

Bahar duniya so rahi thi, lekin mere andar ek aisa toofan barpa tha jo *** ki har deewar ko hila dene ke liye kaafi tha. Ghar aakar maine hamesha ki tarah Asif ke samne khud ko bilkul aam dikhane ki koshish ki thi. Unhe khana khilaya, unki dukan ke baare me puchha, aur jab unhone meri mehendi ke kaam ke baare me puchha toh maine bas ek pheeki muskaan ke saath baat taal di. Main unhe kaise batati ki jis parlour me unhone mujhe haya ke sath kaam karne bheja tha, wahan meri izzat aur mere nikaah ko taar-taar karne ki ek napaak saazish rachi ja rahi thi?

Asif khana khane ke baad jald hi gehri neend me so gaye. Unki saansen is khali kamre me gunj rahi thin. Maine kamre ka chhota lamp jalta chhod diya tha, jiski peeli roshni deewaron par ajeeb sa saya bana rahi thi. Main bistar par leti hui thi, chadar ko apne seene tak khinche hue, par meri aankhein chhat par tiki thin aur dimaag me sarsarahat ka ek aisa silsila chal raha tha jo rukne ka naam nahi le raha tha.
 
Jab kamre me poori tarah sannata chha gaya, toh mere kaano me parlour ke us personal chamber se aane wali aawazein dobara goonjne lagin. Farha Baaji ka wo karahna, aur sabse badhkar Vivaan ka wo mardana guroor se bhara andaz. "Mujhe tumhari ye nayi mehendi artist... Samreen chahiye. Mujhe use chodna hai, kisi bhi keemat par!"
 
Uske ye alfaaz mere kaano me kisi pighle hue garam sheeshe ki tarah baar-baar utar rahe the. Maine apni aakhein zor se band kar lin, par andhere me us 20 saal ke jawan, muscular aur nange Vivaan ka chehra aur saaf dikhne laga. Uske wo choude seene, uski gathili peeth, aur uske jism ka wo josh jo us din maine parde ke peechhe se dekha tha... wo sab mere zehan par is tarah haavi ho chuka tha ki mujhe saans lene me takleef hone lagi.
 
Mera andaruni jung ab apni inteha par tha. Ek paakiza, nikaah-shuda *** aurat hone ke naate, mujhe is baat par gussa aana chahiye tha, khauf aana chahiye tha. Mujhe chahiye tha ki main kal hi parlour jaana chhod doon, Farha Baaji ka munh na dekhu, aur apne shauhar ko sab sach batakar ghar me baith jaoon. Lekin pata nahi kyun, mere jism ke andar ek alag hi aag sulag rahi thi. Ek aisi aag jise main khud se chhupane ki koshish kar rahi thi, par wo dheere-dheere mere poore wajood ko apni lapet me le rahi thi.
 
Maine karwat badli aur barabar me soye Asif ko dekha. Unka size me chhota lulli aur unki do minute me dher ho jaane wali mardana kamzori... is sacchai ne mujhe pichle 10-12 saalon se ek aisi tadap me rakha tha jise maine hamesha sabr ka parda oadh kar chhupaye rakha. Maine kabhi shikayat nahi ki thi, kabhi kisi paraye mard ki taraf aankh uthakar nahi dekha tha. Main sochti thi ki meri jism ki ye pyaas isi tarah ek din marnghat tak chali jayegi.
 
Lekin aaj achanak duniya badal gayi thi. Ek 20 saal ka handsome, ameer aur poori tarah se mardana salahiyat se bhara ladka, jo kisi bhi aurat ko apni unchi lambi kaamat se pighla sakta tha, wo mere jism ke liye is hadd tak pagal ho raha tha. Wo Farha Baaji ke samne zidd kar raha tha, unki gaand par thappad maar kar mere jism ko haasil karne ki bheekh maang raha tha.
 
Uska mujhe is tarah hot aur sundar kehna, aur meri is deeni haya ko taar-taar karne ki khwahish rakhna... is baat ne mere andar ek ajeeb sa nasha paida kar diya tha. Ek aurat chahe kitni bhi *** kyun na ho, jab use pata chalta hai ki koi jawan aur purkashish mard uske jism ka is hadd tak deewanepan se talabgar hai, toh uski soi hui khwahishein jag uthti hain.
 
Mera poora jism is waqt paseene se tarr-ba-tarr ho raha tha. Maine mehsus kiya ki meri jaangho ke beech ek ajeeb si nami utar aayi thi, wahi garmi jo us raat Asif ke adhoorepan ke baad chhut gayi thi. Main bistar par tadap rahi thi. Mere dimaag me ek gunahgaar khayal aaya ki agar parso mai Farha Baaji ke bahaane Pandey Ji ke ghar chali gayi... aur agar Vivaan ne mujhe us kamre me akele paa liya... toh kya hoga? Uski wo muscular bahein jab meri is kaali abaya ko mere jism se alag karengi, uske wo jawan honth jab mere is parda-nasheen chehre par kiss denge... toh kya main khud ko rok paungi?
 
"***... ***..." Maine achanak baith kar dono haathon se apna munh dhank liya. Meri aankhon se aansu nikal kar gaalon par behne lage. Mujhe apne aap se aisi ghin aane lagi jise main bayaan nahi kar sakti. Main kis raste par chal padi hoon? Mai ek gair-mard, aur wo bhi ek gair-*** ladke ke jism aur uske lund ke baare me is tarah bistar par let kar soch rahi hoon? Mera nikaah, mera ***, meri ***... kya ye sab is ek raat ki garmi me beh jayenge? Asif jo mujh par itna andha bharosa karte hain, agar unhe pata chala ki unki paakiza biwi ek 20 saal ke jawan ke khayalon me sulag rahi hai, toh wo jeete ji mar jayenge.
 
Maine bistar se uthkar gussalkhane ka rukh kiya. Maine thande paani se apne chehre ko dhoya, apni gardan aur haathon par paani dala taaki jism ki wo napaak aag thodi thandi ho sake. Maine aaine me apna chehra dekha. Meri aankhon me is waqt haya ki jagah ek anjaan khwahish ki chamak thi, ek aisi chamak jisne mujhe darr se bhar diya.
 
Maine socha ki main parso kisi bhi keemat par parlour nahi jaungi, main beemari ka bahana bana dungi. Lekin mera dil jaanta tha ki Farha Baaji mujhe chhodne wali nahi thin, unhone Vivaan se saazish kar li thi aur wo mujhe kisi bhi bahaane Pandey Ji ke ghar bhej kar hi rahengi. Main ek aisi daldal me fassi thi jahan se nikalne ka har rasta mujhe us jawan Vivaan ke mansal jism ki taraf hi le jata hua dikh raha tha. Raat dhal rahi thi, par mere andar ka ye tufaan aur gehra hota ja raha tha.
 
Subah meri aankhein aisi lag rahi thin jaise mai poori raat soyi hi na hoon. Aur sach toh yahi tha. Raat bhar mai khayalon ke us sulagte hue jahan me bhatakti rahi jahan ek taraf mera ***, meri haya aur mere shauhar Asif ki masoomiyat thi, aur doosri taraf Vivaan ke wo jawan, muscular jism ki taqat aur uski napaak zidd thi. Maine *** ki *** me bohot koshish ki ki mai apne dil ko bilkul saaf kar loon, par wo aawazein aur wo manzar mere zehan se mitne ka naam nahi le rahe the.
 
Ghar ka saara kaam niptane ke baad, maine aaine ke samne khade hokar apni kaali abaya pehni. Apne sarr par veil ko bohot hi saleeqe aur sakhti se baandha, jaise mai us kapde ke zariye apne andar chal rahe tufaan ko chhupana chahti hoon. Jab main ghar se nikal rahi thi, toh Asif ne mujhe hamesha ki tarah duayein dein. Unki un paakiza duaon ne mere dil par ek aur bojh daal diya. Mai unse itna bada raaz chhupa rahi thi. Apne kadmo ko bhari karte hue, main parlour ki taraf nikal padi.
 
Jab maine Ladies Parlour ke kaanch ke darwaze ko dhakela aur andar kadam rakha, toh wahan sab kuch bilkul normal tha. Hawa me wahi itar, facial creams aur mehendi ki milti-julti khushboo bikhri hui thi. Saima aur parlour ki doosri ladkiyan apni-apni jagah par baithi hui thin aur aapas me hansi-mazaak kar rahi thin.
 
Farha Baaji hamesha ki tarah counter par baithi hui thin, unka dupatta unke seene par bohot hi saleeqe se rakha tha aur wo hisab-kitab ke register me ulajhi hui thin. Unhe dekh kar koi bhi insaan ye andaza nahi laga sakta tha ki ye wahi aurat hain jo kal isi parlour ke parde ke peeche, sofe par ghodi bani hui ek 20 saal ke jawan ladke se apni jism ki pyaas bujha rahi thin. Unka ye zahiri roop dekh kar mujhe andar hi andar ek ajeeb si ghin mehsoos hui, par sath hi ek darr bhi tha ki is jhooth ki dunya me mera kya hoga.
 
"Assalam Alaikum, Farha Baaji," maine apni aawaz ko jitna ho sake aam rakhte hue kaha. "Walaikum Assalam Samreen! Aao, aao. Aaj subah se hi do clients tumhara intezar kar rahi hain. Jaldi se apni jagah sambhalo," Farha Baaji ne bohot hi narm aur hamesha wale andaz me kaha, jaise unke dil me mere liye koi narazgi na ho.
 
Maine apna purse mez par rakha aur apne customers me ulajh gayi. Ek nayi-nayi shaadi-shuda khatoon aayi hui thi jise apni pehli Rasoi ke function ke liye mehendi lagwani thi. Unka naam Hina tha aur wo ek doctor thi, Aur mujhe ek bada jhatka tab laga jab mujhe pata chala ki unka shauhar ek *** hai aur unka naam Siddharth hai, wo ek zile ke collector the, dono miyaan-biwi me bahut pyaar tha aur main ye dekh ke hairaan thi ki kaise ek hamari *** ki khatoon ek *** se nikaah karke itni pyaar bhari zindagi ji rhi thi. Khair, maine cone thaama aur unke haathon par design banana shuru kiya. Kaam me ulajhne se mera dimaag thoda shant hua, lekin mere dil ki dhadkan tab tezi se badh gayi jab kuch ghante beetne ke baad, Farha Baaji ne counter se uthkar meri taraf rukh kiya.
 
Dopahar ke waqt jab parlour thoda khali hua, toh Farha Baaji mere paas aayin aur bohot hi pyaar se mere shaane par hath rakha. "Samreen, thoda waqt nikaal kar mere chamber me aao. Mujhe tumse ek zaroori baat karni hai." Mera dil zore se dhadka. Main jaanti thi ki ye wahi waqt hai jiske baare me unhone kal Vivaan se saazish rachi thi. Maine gehri saans li, apne abaya ko sambhala aur unke peechhe-peechhe unke cabin ke andar chali gayi.
 
Jaise hi maine cabin me kadam rakha, meri nazar sabse pehle usi sofe par gayi jahan kal Farha Baaji nangi halat me ghodi bani hui thin aur Vivaan unke peechhe khada unhe thappad maar raha tha. Us jagah ko dekh kar mere jism me ek siharan daud gayi. Farha Baaji ne darwaza band kiya aur mujhe sofe par baithne ka ishara kiya. Wo khud mere barabar me baith gayin aur mera hath apne haathon me le liya. Unka ye behad pyaar dikhana mujhe andar se uncomfortable kar raha tha.
 
"Samreen, main kal se bohot pareshan hoon," Farha Baaji ne bohot hi bhaanpne wale aur narm andaz me shuru kiya. "Tumne kal Pandey Ji ke ghar jaane se mana kar diya, usse mujhe bohot dukh hua. Main tumhari bhalai ke liye hi keh rahi hoon. Tum jaanti ho na ki hamari zindagi me paise ki kitni ahemeyat hai? Tumhare shauhar ki dukan ki halat buri hai aur tumhari life me financial struggle chal raha hai, aur ye ek aisi opportunity hai jo roz-roz nahi milti."
 
Maine apna hath dheere se unke haathon se nikaala aur nigahein neeche rakhte hue kaha, "Baaji, maine kal bhi kaha tha. Mai kisi gair-*** ke ghar ek-do din ke liye ruk kar kaam nahi kar sakti. Mera parda, meri haya aur mere shauhar ke usool mujhe iski ijazat nahi dete. Aap kisi aur ko bhej dijiye." Farha Baaji ne ek aah bhari, jaise wo meri is *** par afsos kar rahi hon. Lekin unka ye roop ab mere samne benaqab ho chuka tha. Mujhe unke is chehre ke peechhe wahi kaamuk aur napaak aurat dikh rahi thi jo kal Vivaan se chudte waqt apne shauhar ko galiyan de rahi thi.
 
"Arre Samreen, tum kitni bholi ho," Farha Baaji ne ek safed jhooth bolte hue kaha, unke chehre par ek aisi masoomiyat thi jo ab mujhe shaitani lag rahi thi. "Tum gair-*** ki chinta kyun karti ho? Pandey Ji ka khandaan shehar ka sabse shareef aur izzatdar parivar hai. Wahan saari ladies bohot hi suljhi hui hain. Aur sabse badi baat, wahan mard log apne kaam me itne busy rehte hain ki unhe ghar ki ladies ke function se koi matlab hi nahi hota. Pandey Ji aur unka beta Vivaan... wo dono toh poore din ghar se bahar hi rehte hain. Tumhe wahan kisi mard se samna hi nahi karna padega. Wahan sirf auratein hongi, bilkul hamare is parlour ki tarah."
 
Unka ye safed jhooth sunkar mera dil chah raha tha ki mai unke munh par cheekh kar bolu ki 'Baaji, kal maine apni aankhon se dekha hai ki Pandey Ji ka beta Vivaan aapke sath is cabin me kya kar raha tha! Aur maine ye bhi suna hai ki wo mere saath kya karna chahta hai aur aapne unse saazish ki hai!', Lekin maine apne gusse aur apne jazbaat par qaabu rakha. Main jaanti thi ki agar maine is waqt apna patta khola, toh mamla bohot kharab ho jayega.
 
"Baaji, paisa hi sab kuchh nahi hota," maine bohot hi narm magar mazboot aawaz me samjhaya. "Agar meri haya aur mere nikaah par koi aanch aane ka thoda sa bhi darr ho, toh mai aise lakhon rupaye par thookti hoon. Main yahan parlour me subah se shaam tak kaam karne ko taiyar hoon, par main unke ghar nahi jaungi."
 
Farha Baaji ne ab apna andaz thoda aur badla. Unhone mujhe aur paise ka lalach dena shuru kiya. "Samreen, Pandey Ji ne is kaam ke liye pure 50,000 rupaye dene ka wada kiya hai. Aur unhone kaha hai ki agar tum wahan ruk kar kaam karogi, toh wo alag se inaam bhi denge. Tum socho, 50,000 rupaye se tumhare shauhar ki dukan ki saari maali tangi ek hi jhatke me khatam ho jayegi. Kya tum apne shauhar ke sukoon ke liye itna bhi nahi kar sakti? Wahan sab bohot acche log hain, mai khud tumhari hifazat ki zimmedari leti hoon."
 
Unka ye har ek lafz ek napaak jhooth tha, ek aisi saazish ka jaal tha jisme wo mujhe dhakelna chahti thin taaki Vivaan unse khush rahe aur unki jism ki pyaas bujhata rahe. Main us cabin me baithi hui thi, unke is safed jhooth ko sun rahi thi, aur mere andar ek ajeeb sa darr aur ek anjaan garmi dobara daudne lagi thi. Mujhe samajh aa raha tha ki Farha Baaji mujhe aasani se chhodne wali nahi thin, aur mera ye imtihan ab aur mushkil hone wala tha.
 
Farha Baaji ke us cabin se jab mai bahar nikali, toh mere sar me ek ajeeb sa dard tha. Unka wo safed jhooth, wo meethi-meethi baatein, aur 50,000 rupaye ka wo laalach, ye sab ek aisa jaal tha jise wo bohot hi saleeqe se mere aas-pas bun rahi thin. Maine bahar aakar gehri saans li aur dobara apni mez par baith gayi. Shaam ke naye clients aane shuru ho gaye the, aur maine khud ko poori tarah kaam me uljha diya. Mera dimaag baar-baar bhatak raha tha, par maine apni ungliyon ki raftaar ko kam nahi hone diya. Maine ek ke baad ek teen auraton ke haathon par behad khoobsurat aur bareek mehendi rachi, taaki mera dhyan us khaufnaak saazish se hat sake.
 
Dheere-dheere shaam dhalne lagi aur bazaar ki roshniyan jagmagane lagin. Parlour ke andar ki chahchalahat ab kam hone lagi thi. Ek-ek karke saare clients ja chuke the. Saima aur baaki ki ladkiyan bhi apna saaman samait rahi thin. Maine bhi thakan ki wajah se apni mez saaf ki aur cones ko apne purse me rakhne lagi. Mujhe laga ki ab din khatam ho gaya hai aur main sukoon se ghar ja sakti hoon. Lekin is parlour ki dehleez ke peechhe chhupi napaaki ka ek aur parda abhi fatna baaki tha.
 
Saima aur baaki ladkiyan bahar nikal chukin thin, ya shayad mujhe aisa laga tha. Parlour me ek gehra sannata chha gaya tha, sirf main hi bahar baithi hui thi. Tabhi, achanak Farha Baaji ke cabin ke andar se tezi se bolne ki aawaz aayi. Wo aawaz pehle ki tarah dheemi nahi thi, balki usme ek gehra gussa, nafrat aur chidchidahat thi.
 
Maine apne purse ki chain band karte-karte apne haath rok liye. Farha Baaji kisi par bohot zor se chilla rahi thin. Is khali parlour me unki aawaz deewaron se takra kar saaf sunayi de rahi thi. Mera dil dubara zore se dhadakne laga. Kal ka manzar meri aankhon ke samne abhi bhi taza tha, isiliye mere qadam khud-ba-khud dabe paon us cabin ke darwaze ki taraf badh gaye. Maine apna kaan darwaze par tika diya aur andar chal rahi baatchit ko sunne lagi.
 
Andar Farha Baaji kisi aur ko nahi, balki Saima ko buri tarah daant rahi thin. Saima, jo hamesha parlour me sabse zyada hasi-mazaak karti thi, wo is waqt andar rone wale andaz me khadi thi. "Tu samajhti kya hai apne aap ko? Teri himmat kaise hui mujhse zidd karne ki?" Farha Baaji ki aawaz me ek aisi darindagi thi jo maine unke muh se pehle kabhi nahi suni thi. "Maine ek baar keh diya na ki tu Pandey Ji ke ghar nahi jayegi, toh bas nahi jayegi!"
 
Saima ne rote hue dabi aawaz me kaha, "Par Baaji, har saal toh mai hi jaati hoon na? Is baar aap Samreen Baaji ko kyun bhej rahi hain? Wo toh jana bhi nahi chahtin. Mujhe jaane dijiye, mujhe unke ghar ka kaam pasand hai aur... aur Vivaan bhi...", Saima ke muh se Vivaan ka naam sunte hi Farha Baaji ka gussa jwalamukhi ki tarah fat pada. Unhone Saima ko aisi-gandi gaaliyan dena shuru kiya jise sunkar darwaze ke bahar khadi meri rooh kaamp gayi. Ek *** aurat, jo bahar itni izzatdar banti thi, wo andar ek doosri ladki ko is hadd tak gira sakti thi.
 
"Saali raand! Ek number ki chhinal hai tu!" Farha Baaji ne poore gusse me chilla kar kaha. "Kutiya, tu apni chut marane ke liye kahin bhi chali jayegi hai na? Tujhe kya lagta hai, mujhe teri is haraamzaadi niyat ka pata nahi hai? Tu wahan sirf mehendi lagane nahi, balki un mardon ke samne nangi hone ke liye taddap rahi hai!", Saima ke rone ki aawaz aur tez ho gayi, par Farha Baaji rukne ka naam nahi le rahi thin. Unka ye bhootiyapan dekh kar mujhe samajh aaya ki parde ke peechhe in sab ne kya daldal banakar rakhi hai.
 
"Tujhe pata hai na ki Vivaan ke birthday me wahan kya hota hai?" Farha Baaji ne aage jo kaha, usse mere hosh poori tarah ud gaye, mere pairo tale se zameen sarak gayi. "Wahan koi shareefo ki party nahi hoti! Birthday party ke baad, raat me jab sab rishtedar chale jaate hain, toh wahan ke saare mard apni hawas ki bhookh mitate hain. Wo ek aisi raat hoti hai jahan chudai ka nasha chalta hai. Aur tu toh saali do saal se mere sath Pandey Ji ke ghar par un mardon se chud rahi hai! Pandey Ji aur unke doston ne teri wo gandi chut is tarah faadi hai ki ab tu unke bina reh nahi sakti!"
 
Mera jism darwaze se chipka hua tha, aur mere jism ka ek-ek katra khauf se paani ho raha rakhna tha. Saima do saal se wahan chud rahi hai? Farha Baaji khud use lekar jaati thin? Yaani ye poora parlour mehendi ke naam par ek aisi daldal tha jahan se shareef auraton ka sauda kiya jata tha.
 
Farha Baaji ne apni baat poori karte hue jo aakhri teer chalaya, usne mere dimaag ki nasen hi fadd din. "Lekin is baar Pandey Ji aur mere Vivaan ko kuchh naya chahiye!" Farha Baaji ne gusse me phanphante hue kaha. "Saima, tu ab purani ho chuki hai. Tera wo jism ab wo roz dekh aur chakh chuke hain. Is baar, Samreen ka wo paakiza aur mitha ras mujhe Pandey Ji aur mere jawan Vivaan ko chakhana hai! Wo kaali abaya me lipti hui *** aurat jab wahan jayegi, aur jab uski wo haya un *** mardon ke lund ke neeche taar-taar hogi, toh jo maza aayega, uske badle Pandey Ji mujhe is parlour ki nayi branch khol kar denge! Isiliye saali raand, tu beech me mat aa, warna main tera ye dhandha sabke samne laakar khada kar dungi!"
 
Darwaze ke bahar khadi main, Samreen, is waqt ek zinda laash ban chuki thi. Mera gala bilkul sookh gaya tha, aur meri aankhon se aansu beh rahe the, par un aansuon me ab darr nahi, balki ek ajeeb sa khaufnaak gussa aur jism ki ek aisi siharan thi jise bayaan karna mumkin nahi tha. Saazish ab poori tarah mere samne nangi khadi thi.