Adultery Maids Conspiracy

[Nostalgic]

Part 35

This is the time when Aditi started towards staircases thinking she will get some fresh air so get out of that chain of thoughts. She came across thoughts where she blamed herself for the way she stopped Anna, If I would have not stopped him or told him in different way this could have been different situation all together. But her logical mind was still defending her decision , her moral values were strong( conveniently) enough to hold her urge.  the tug-of-war was going on inside here head for so long,  one was saying "Think before you act, what are the consequences ?"  and pleasure seeking was saying "If it feels good , do it right now ".... But the moral or logical had win over emotional or pleasure seeing ......Its not like that if Anna would have not acted like amateur on beach then Aditi would have simply went to Annas room tonight, Still Anna would have had to try and convince ....don't know how but it was Annas task to get her on bed....and she was very much optimistic on this that Anna will do his work like a pro...she doesn't have to convince her logical mind or fight with her moral values.....She was hoping either it would little force or trick or some request or with little convincing Anna would definitely take her.....she would have simply justified the act ...."he did it to me....what else I could have done? what options did I have ? ...Like what options did Rachana had when Bhiva took her ? ....."  
    but now all her plans were messed up....She thought maybe, I over thought and over planned these things in my mind which were hardly in my control.... She was little worried that once she goes back to home after this vacation.... Chances of getting these things sorted out will become lesser and lesser.... . She has only has one hope that ..If Meena(her house maid) starts recording sessions of Spruha and Anna, and in those videos if Anna mention anything about me(Aditi) like how he did when he was fucking Nalini aunty , Then I will have little idea of what Anna thinks of me......then she thought Ohhh my...this is not simple ..Its over optimistic scenario.... why would he talk about me when he is between Spruhas thighs ? ...and what if mention about me..then what ? Still there is no way to bridge the gap.... And to see what is going on in Spruhas bedroom I need to request Meena to record it, Its crime....Ohh My god....what am I thinking ? why these evil thoughts coming into my mind ? Ohh my god I dont even feel ashamed that i have loving husband ...who doesn't even know that his beloved wife is dreaming about being rammed insanely by tough old man.....she was surprised that really she wasn't feeling really bad of cheating Samar, she was pushing her thoughts hard to make herself feel guilty, to think about such adulterous or weird carnal desires....But why? why am I changed so quickly few weeks back I was totally different person ...?   Is it because of Meena ? (she asked herself )  .... No its not... definitely not....Meena just put it logically in front of me...indeed, same ideas Jyoti tried to bring it to me few years back...yes I was little convinced that time but Jyoti was over excited, visualizing me with some biig man or nigro....Ohh she even imagined me with horse...that was too much...why Jyotis efforts didn't make much effect on me because of those were all imaginary no realistic chances....I was not even aware or for that matter Jyoti also used to say generally African men has such big tools...you wont find such things in Asia....but on the other side , when Meena brought this to my attention....it was totally different, first she showed the video which was totally unbelievable , then she mentioned that my body is made for such things.....which deep down in my subconscious mind I knew ,even my body knew this...so my body reacted as if it was begging for that huge dick...it was against my mind, even I scolded her for that remark.... then I got know that Anna also wish to fuck me....that really stopped my heart beat, that alpha stallion wish to mate with this properly ripped mare ..... Meenas words still echo in my ears..."Didi aap aise bade lund ke liye hi bani ho..." (Didi you are made for such big dicks only )....same thing Nalini aunty mentioned in one of the recording...saying Yes...indeed Aditi is made for big things only.....When Anna said to Nalini aunty during one of the sex session (part 18) that Aditi can take Sharmas black great Dane dog also....Nalini aunty was so excited she even mentioned how roughly that do can give deep shots and only Aditi can take it....Even though it was totally unnatural Its still arousing to Aditi ....But since Nalini aunty said this it made Aditi to think about that...really why do people keep on saying I am made for big dick only.