Adultery Beta Dekhta Raha, Chup

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Chapter 22

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Subah jab meri aankh khuli toh raat ka scene ab bhi dimag mein ghum raha tha. Raziya ka nanga badan, Chand ki god mein baithi hui, aur main wahan baitha dekh raha tha. Mujhe sharam aa rahi thi. Mera lund uske saamne khada bhi nahi hua tha. Yeh baat baar-baar dimag mein aa rahi thi.

Phone mein Chand ka message pada tha. Usne likha tha — “Thik hai na? Tension mat le, pehli dafa ho jata hai aisa.”

Maine padha lekin reply nahi kiya. Mujhe usse baat karne ka bilkul mann nahi tha. Main ghar se bahar bhi nahi nikalna chahta tha. Shayad woh milne ke liye bulaata. Main chup-chaap bistar pe leta raha.

Ammi subah se ghar mein kaam kar rahi thi. Aaj usne thoda achha sa suit pehna hua tha. Ghar pe hi thi lekin usne halka sa makeup bhi kar liya tha. Yeh baat mujhe thodi alag lagi. Woh aksar itna nahi karti thi.

Dopahar ke baad maine dekha ki woh phone mein zyada time laga rahi thi. Kabhi muskurati, kabhi jaldi se phone lock kar deti. Jab main uski taraf dekhta toh woh phone side mein rakh deti. Yeh pehle nahi hota tha.

Shaam ko main apne kamre mein hi tha. Tab maine dekha ki Ammi apne room mein taiyar ho rahi thi. Woh achhe kapde pehen rahi thi aur mirror ke saamne apne aap ko dekh rahi thi. Lag raha tha ki woh kahin jaane wali thi.

Thodi der baad woh bahar aayi. Woh seedha mere paas aayi aur dheere se poochi,
“Beta, tum aaj apne dost se milne nahi ja rahe?”

Uske tone mein kuch aisa tha jaise woh chahti thi ki main ghar se bahar chala jaun. Pehle kabhi usne aise nahi poocha tha. Main chup raha aur apne kamre mein hi raha.

Kuch der baad maine dekha ki Ammi wapas apne room mein chali gayi. Usne kapde change kar liye aur normal ghar ke kapde pehen liye. Woh bahar nahi gayi. Uske chehre pe thodi si mayusi bhi dikh rahi thi. Shayad isliye kyunki main ghar se nahi nikal raha tha.

Main wahan baitha sochta raha. Kyun usne itna poocha tha ki main bahar jaun? Aur jab main nahi gaya toh usne khud hi plan cancel kar diya aur mayus bhi ho gayi? Yeh baat mere dimag mein atak gayi.

Raat ko jab main apne kamre mein akela tha, tab yeh saare chhote-chhote baat dimag mein ghum rahe the. Ammi ka naye kapde pehenna, phone pe muskurana, aur phir plan cancel kar dena sirf isliye kyunki main ghar pe raha.

Maine aankhein band ki toh ek aur scene dimag mein aa gaya. Ammi kisi ke saamne taiyar ho rahi thi. Koi uske kapde dekh raha tha. Main sirf dekh raha tha, jaise kal Raziya ke ghar mein dekh raha tha.

Mera lund khada ho gaya.

Main neeche haath le gaya. Dheere dheere hilate hue main usko usi halat mein sochne laga. Koi uske paas baitha tha, uske kapde dekh raha tha, aur main sirf dekh raha tha.

Jab jhadne laga toh maine apna muh takiye mein daba liya.

Mujhe sirf yeh pata tha ki Ammi mein kuch badlaav aa raha tha.

Aur main usko dekh raha tha.